I’m 27 and I’ve been on/off in my following up with your content for  years now (since 2021). I wouldn’t say I’m a true believer in your message, though I feel inspired by some of what you’ve shared. In kink world, I’m a switch and able to express both submissiveness and dominance. However, with men I can only describe as an Alphas, I feel entirely submissive, as if I should kiss his feet and serve. It’s happened multiple times in my life, starting in adolescence. In my most recent experience, I was at a Korean Sauna in my area, choosing to take a full relaxation day. After a few hours of circulating between baths and co-ed saunas, I went to a dry sauna exclusively for the men’s section. I felt oddly comfortable being nude, with my 2” penis barely exposed. That’s when I was joined in the sauna by a guy who exuded confidence. He sat near me, spread eagle, and I glanced a peek at 8” of flaccid beauty. He looked at me and bobbed it, winking at me.

Now, though I am into cruising, I made a mistake. I reached out and stroked him. My heart raced, and I began salivating. I felt him up again and he moved near me. That’s when the attendant burst in and told us both to leave. I felt immediately embarrassed, and a quickly made my way out. Somehow my 2” inverted more as he walked past me to his locker and dressed. To make a long story short, he and I were both banned, and he had me follow him to his car. He said he’ll try to Appeal and encouraged me to do the same. I thought he’d take me somewhere to continue, but he drove off. The rest of the day and into the night, the memory of my sheer impulsiveness to touch him was (and is) my greatest turn on. His confidence and power over me has me rethinking a lot, and perhaps perusing more explicitly my interest in alphas is needed. I guess this, and my direct impulse, has me coming back to the question table.
Not sure what advice there is to give, perhaps this was just some needed venting.


Not much I can add here. I’m glad you followed your instincts, because they were right. You’re born to be a faggot, and you should definitely start searching for opportunities like that. 

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