The alpha I’m serving likes for me to cum when serving him. I know that I am a faggot and fags don’t deserve to cum but I do it because he tells me to. He likes how tight my ass is and loves how tight I get when I cum. It’s confusing cumming when I know that I don’t deserve to. Do I keep obeying him? Do I lock myself up? I’m confused because he’s a dominant alpha in every aspect but this. He’ll blindfold me and spank me till my ass is red and I’m crying because of the pain and he uses me hard, both holes. He’s aggressive and dominant and I love that he gets enjoyment and pleasure from my body. I’m just confused because I’m pretty sure I should stop being allowed to cum and that he should take my cock away from me but he says cumming when I’m told is serving him so it doesn’t matter. What should I do?
Thank you for the question!
Ultimately, our job as a faggot is to obey our Master, right? Who knows why he wants you to cum? I’ve heard Alphas (almost exclusively gay Alphas) say that they like to see their faggots cum because it lets them know the faggot loves pleasing him. Or that they’re such virile fuckers that the faggot cums while being fucked. It seems there is a different explanation for each Alpha.
All I can really say is DO NOT disobey his orders, and DO NOT lock yourself in chastity without his permission.
I might suggest a viewpoint correction for you. Rather than looking at his demand as you receiving pleasure, look at it as him exerting control over you. You see how that subtle difference changes the dynamic?
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nice advice
i was facing the same kind of struggle since my husband keeps me locked in chastity. i first thought he wanted to prevent me from orgasm. i finally understood and accepted my cock is a toy for his entertainment which he keeps safe when not in use. i’m not allowed to touch it unless being told. he makes me cum randomly sometimes several times a week but it can be weeks in between, ruined most of time and it usually doesn’t mean he’d stop playing