I’m older. I’ve always looked for a Master with whom to have a true Master-slave relationship. When I was younger, I knew several Masters, but for fear that the relationship would destroy me, I left them. Recently, I found a new Master, bisexual (he lives with his girlfriend). He’s a true God and lives like one. I think he makes a living off social media and the slaves who pay him and buy his videos. From day one, he demands that I come to his house. He locked me in a chastity cage, and with him, I broke my record for days without masturbating (28 miserable days, but a lot for me). The first sessions were incredible, and I couldn’t understand how such a perfect being would want to be with a normal individual like me. But the last few sessions have basically been like domestic slavery; with barely any sleep, I can spend 12 hours cleaning and cleaning. The only exciting thing is that when he needs to urinate, I have to swallow his pee, and when I leave something dirty behind, he spanks me. Nothing more. The truth is, I feel a bit like a cleaning lady. I was supposed to stay all night last night, but after 7 hours of cleaning, I told him I had to go. He got angry, but let me. In the morning, he texted me saying I should be under his feet right now. Like a fool, I came back. After 3 more hours of cleaning, a few mouthfuls of pee, and a few spankings for some mistake, he let me go home.
I don’t know what to do. Should I continue to care for him until I feel more fulfilled, or should I leave?


Hi brother! Thanks for writing! 

I understand your frustration. You probably need to realize that he’s not going to be interested in you as much sexually because of the age difference (although head is a possibility), so if you’re in this situation for that, you’re likely to be severely disappointed. 

There are two aspects making me lean toward staying with him: (1) He seems to be trying to train you into something, but he’s slow in doing it. (2) We don’t know what his endgame is with owning you. 

A Master who seems to have a plan is probably worth it, at least for a while. Let me ask: what other prospects do you have right now? Do you really want to SERVE AN ALPHA, or just have the hot sex part of it? He’s giving you ample opportunities to serve him, but you seem distracted by something.

I will add this: there are A LOT of faggots out there who would love an opportunity to serve this Alpha in this capacity. If I were you, I’d stop complaining and learn to love SERVING.  

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