Questions From Readers

My Alpha and I been really lucky and blessed to have found each other. But I’m worried my sexual desires aren’t being met and I don’t know if me seeking to meet them is an insult to my Alpha Karim.

I had spent most of my twenties struggling with my identity as a faggot, before finally accepting myself and putting myself out there. I was really lucky to find my Alpha Karim and we were both in vulnerable places and were able to lift each other up and be better people, be better Alphas and faggots.

Alpha Karim had got a visa to my country with his fiance because it was her dream to live in the western world even if only for a couple of years before going back home. It was highly unusual for them to do in his culture in Iran, but he loved her and wanted to provide her the world. Unfortunately she took advantage of him and ran off after only a couple of months of them being here. It crushed Alpha Karim and broke him.

We got to know each other through some volunteer work I was doing at the time with visa workers and immigrants. I recognised he was an Alpha and I think deep inside he knew it too. We just became bonded so quickly. Though his religious beliefs were a huge barrier to him accepting himself as an Alpha.

Skip a few years, and we’ve been living with each other for almost 2 years in a unit we both rent together. I’ve never felt so at peace with myself and Alpha Karim has just been blowing me away with how more and more amazing he gets. He’s gotten over his fiance and even started dating again. And there’s just a light and spirit back in his life.

We’ve settled into a routine and I get to serve him a lot domestically through household chores and cleaning. Alpha Karim even allows me to massage his body and even kiss his feet as part of my special foot massage I like to give him. I’m so proud of how far he’s gotten past his guilt around his religion. He’s even divulged the nature of our relationship to one of his Iranian friends, Alpha Rasoul (I’m not sure if he is an Alpha or identifies as one but I don’t want to risk offending him).

I makes my heart sing that Alpha Karim really cherishes me giving my chastity to him and tells me how honoured and blessed he feels that I entrust the key to my chastity cage/belt and give over control to him. And I try to embrace as much of his culture and religion as he’ll teach me. But there are some hang ups from his religious beliefs that prevent me from getting to fulfill my sexual desire. He doesn’t believe in gay sex, not even oral. And he feels uncomfortable about me cumming to gay porn under his roof. When we’re unlocking the cage for hygiene checks and for rest breaks from chafing or rubbing, we agree for me to wank in the parklands near our house so I can get some sexual relief using my mobile phone and hiding behind a tree at night. But sometimes I just feel like it’s not very satisfying.

I mean Alpha Karim is the most amazing person I’ve ever met and he does allow for that physical and sensual connection between us whether it’s though massaging him or hugging or letting me kiss/lick his feet. He never gets upset when I sniff his dirty clothes (while I have the cage on). But with Alpha Karim’s needs being met by women and his religion making him cautious of gay acts, I wonder what ways I can get sexual satisfaction or whether I’m missing the forest for the trees? I have 1000 and 1 things to be grateful, am I being selfish and focussing on what I don’t have instead of being grateful for the wonderful life I do have?

Faggot James

Thanks for writing to me, brother! 

Congratulations on finding such a true straight Alpha to serve! What you’ve accomplished with him, helping him to overcome Islamic programming to this point, is to be commended! That’s not an easy thing to do at all, because Islam is a very strict and fanatical religion in many ways. 

But I think you realize that what you currently have with him is as far as it’s going to go (most likely). Now, what you have COULD be enough if you could control your sexual desires better and stop focusing on achieving sexual release. I don’t think you’re there yet, though.

Think about this: what is a faggot, exactly? A faggot is a slave/servant of superior Men. We exist to satisfy and please them in whatever way THEY want/need. 

Notice that definition does not mention the needs of the faggot? That’s because a faggot is meant to be SELFLESS. 

Master Karim has bent his belief system quite a bit already in order to allow you to serve him. He’s even taken you in, and he’s caring for your upkeep and training. And he’s so proud of you that he’s telling his friends about you and what you are. These are HUGE steps for someone like him, and it’s all due to your faithful and attentive service! 

I would try to focus on those things you’re accomplishing through your submission, and relish the moments you get to serve such a powerful and magnificent Alpha Master!  

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