Questions From Readers
Hi Sam,
I’m writing today because I feel I am at a crossroads right now. For most of my life I thought I was an alpha especially in my hometown where I was one of the strongest guys and everyone wanted to hook up with me. However, since I’ve been in college I don’t know if that is the case anymore. Despite being quite tall and built I’m still considered one of the weaker guys in my friend group and my journey started when chicks only talked to me to get with my friends. I began thinking about what made them so much desirable and one of my realization points was seeing how big their bulge was in their boxers. I tried to put it off as admiration but I began having dreams of them and after reading some of your responses I realize if I truly was an alpha I wouldn’t be entertaining these thoughts. I honestly don’t know how to feel since my entire worldview has been flipped but I can’t deny how I feel and I don’t know how to proceed?
Thank you for writing to me!
I’m sorry you’re struggling with this! Once you get to college, it should ideally be a confirmation of the person you always felt you were, not a derailment. I can appreciate your despondency and disillusionment. Sometimes when we look at ourselves with honest eyes, we are frightened, confused, or horrified by what we see.
I wrote a book that might help you find the path you should take. It’s called “Are You A Faggot?” It’s designed as an overview about faggots and their place in Hierarchy, but the most important part of it is at the end: a quiz designed to help you figure out if you’re actually a faggot, or maybe just a beta. I highly recommend that you buy a copy and try it before proceeding any further.
HERE: https://payhip.com/b/o8E9L
I know you’re probably feeling some apprehension right now, but you don’t need to be frightened. If you are, indeed, a faggot, just embrace it and do your best to fulfill your purpose and good things will come your way.
I wish you the best!
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