Questions From Readers

Hello Brother Sam.

First of all I apologize if I make some grammar mistakes writing this. English is not my first language. I’ll try to do my best to explain myself properly.

It has been a while since I started to read your work and must have to say that i love each one of your posts and stories from our fags brothers and the powerful alphas that honour us with their point of views, that you diligently collect.

I’ve been thinking a lot to write you for guidance. Right now I’m at a crossroad.

I’m a 27 yo fan from Mexico. I have known since I was young that I’m a faggot and I have to serve the superior men that surround me. Many look at me as someone helpful and obliging. But the truth is that I always try to help those men that are over me hierarchically speaking, teachers, managers, clients, classmates, friends you can name it.

And I have been always fine with that. The problem is the next one.

Around 6 months ago I texted a online Dom on Snapchat. He’s always verbally degrading me and humiliating me (and I love it). The things got crooked when one night he questioned why I only serve him at nights. I couldn’t lie to him and I had to tell him that I only could serve him late night because I still live with my family and I share a room with my brother.

Apparently he found in that information a new way to scramble my fag brain. He ordered me to tell him the name of my brother and send him pics of him. At the beginning I was resistant to do it. But after some of his words, as you could expect, I ended up obeying him.

His next messages were voice notes of him laughing really hard telling me how pathetic I was being a slut for him when my brother was in the same room every night without any idea of the pathetic loser that I was. Those words broke something inside me. Unfortunately also make me feel more kinky than ever.

Since that he has been ordering me to sniff, lick and wedgie my self with my bro’s dirty underwear. Beside other humiliating orders, like make me refer to my brother as my “Teen alpha”.

I love how pathetic and dirty he makes me feel, but on the other hand I feel so bad with my brother by using him to feed my fag’s side.

My question is should I stop obeying this path of humiliation (that I love) or I submit to my lower instincts?

I know you must have tons of messages, I hope you could read mine.

I wish you the best, your fag brother David.

Thank you for writing, brother! And don’t worry about the English … I’ll fix it for you!

Your letter highlights one thing I really hate about online Doms: they play these stupid games that can cause problems. It’s also really dangerous if they’re let into a faggot’s personal life and they start doing things like exposing a faggot to family and friends. It’s fun and games for them because they’re not accountable, but it could be very serious for the faggot.

And frankly, I question the authenticity of any adult Alpha or Man who has that kind of time to play mind games with a faggot online. It just makes me think he’s fake. 

I also really think it was a bad idea to give this guy pics of your brother without your brother’s knowledge. Your brother probably doesn’t want to be brought into this, so exposing him that way is at least disrespectful of your brother if not worse. 

Now, I realize you’re pretty young and you probably have little or no experience yet. But I promise if you keep working on becoming more submissive and meditating on how you want to honor all Men you meet with kindness and submission, you will find a real life Alpha. Mexico is filled with Alphas. You will be able to find an Alpha who would love to own you. 

But I think you’d be better off getting away from this game-playing Alpha and working on yourself and your submission in your everyday life. If you can go into chastity, that would be even better, but not necessary. Just focus on simple steps at this stage, and start looking for opportunities to serve in real life. 

Thanks again for the question! I love you!  

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