Questions From Readers
Hi Sam, it’s been a while now that X pushes homophobic maga supposedly Straight Alphas on my feed, and I’m surprised and ashamed to say it really turns me on. I’m ashamed to say I’ve also sent to these doms, when in heat. I understand the basic logic in it : it feels wrong so it’s exciting, it feels forbidden so it’s hot, and of course there’s a strong component of inequality, harsh words, internalized homophobia on my part, etc.
I guess as a self locked fag I’m not that surprised it turns me on, but as a pretty normal guy, from France, educated, left wing, saddened by Trump’s America, and with many friends and a caring family, I don’t get how I may be obsessed with being bullied (which I never experienced), called a loser (which I know I’m not), and most of all being led to feel shame and apologize for being a « degenerate fag » (which surely resonates within me, but which I don’t believe in).
Any advice ?
Thanks
Thanks for the question!
I think you point out one of the more frustrating aspects of being a faggot with a brain and moral values. MAGA Alphas are pretty sexy, and their cocky, hateful attitudes appeal to faggots. Let’s face it: faggots naturally love degradation, and these kinds of Alphas are great at it.
I don’t know how to get around it. I’m able to put it aside because my hatred for Trump and the fucking idiots that worship him is so strong because of what Trump did to my Baby Boy when I tried to rescue him from Syria. I’ll never forgive Trump and his racist cultists.
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