Questions From Readers
Hi Sam
Faggot hopes you can help it with a bit of a problem but first of all it needs to give a bit of context. Faggot is very lucky to have irregular but relatively frequent meetings with a Master who is significantly younger than it is. Faggot feels very privileged to be able to serve and does so to the best of its ability. Master likes to administer pain and to humiliate faggot (both in private and occasionally with other men present). He also uses faggot for sexual relief. Faggot craves the lash, thrills to the humiliation and longs for Master’s seed – a precious gift which He bestows when He sees fit.
The problem for faggot is that very occasionally Master likes to take a cock in His arse and He has instructed faggot to uses its dicklet to fuck Him. It embarrasses faggot even to write these words, so unfitted does it feel to perform this function. Master generally refers to its penis as a dicklet or a clit and faggot has learned to consider it to be of no importance in any sexual encounter. Over the years, however, faggot has developed its own mantra ‘Master, if it pleases You it must please me.’ This is a mantra it uses whenever Master instructs it to perform a new task and He has the grace to ask if faggot likes it. On the two occasions it has been told to fuck Master (how shocking those words sound!) it has been unable to perform. Faggot has lost its hard-on and has feebly fumbled around trying to insert its inadequate and rapidly softening dicklet into His most private place. Master has tried to convince faggot that this is not a situation of faggot ‘taking charge‘ because by fucking Him (again it pains faggot to write those words!) it is merely obeying an order, just like any other command. Faggot hates to be disobedient (obedience is its favourite word in the whole English language) but it has come up against a block in its journey of submission and feels itself to have let Master down. Master, in His wisdom and kindness, does not dwell on the point but it is clear that He is disappointed and for faggot this is almost too much to bear!
Faggot would love to hear your comments on this, please.
Fag charlie
My dear brother Charlie, thank you for the question!
Believe me, I absolutely feel your pain and frustration! I’ll admit this: every time you mentioned being forced to perform this with your Master, I literally flinched in horror. I felt like I was reading about gruesome torture.
Frankly, I do think this is a form of faggot abuse. Of course, since we are faggots we don’t have “rights” per se, but neither does a dog … but normal people don’t abuse dogs, do they? Why would a Master torment a faggot like this? I understand that some Masters like to play games with their faggots as an amusement, but this is clearly upsetting you. It would upset me, too.
Here’s the other thing I don’t understand: a Master who is occasionally demanding that his faggot fucks him is (in my opinion) degrading himself and surrendering some of his power and respectability. To effectively submit to a Master, a faggot needs to respect him. I don’t understand why any superior and dominant Man would degrade himself in this way. It would make me question whether or not he’s really the Man for me.
You seem like a much meeker sort of faggot than I am, Charlie. I don’t want to give you advice that isn’t going to help you. I’ll tell you what I would do: I would respectfully ask my Master to stop demanding this of me, mainly because it makes me lose respect for him. Couching it in those terms puts the onus on the Master’s reputation as a Man, rather than my personal preference.
But I will tell you that I am so very proud of you for your cultivation of a perfect faggot outlook and personality. You’re humble, service-oriented, and gentle. You’re the type of faggot any Alpha should be proud to own, and the type of faggot I’m proud to call my brother! I love you, Charlie! Thank you for writing!
Sad the writer is so confused and really sad about the response from Sam. LGBT… is on a spectrum and as Sam informs us there is a pyramid of levels from top to bottom. Some people stay in one level and others such as Versatile Doms navigate among levels during role play, or during changes in priorities, lifestyle, and income…
Maybe the Master in this situation is simply a Dominant Top, and not a true Master; maybe the Master needs a mentor or coach; maybe we should not worry about putting round pegs into triangle holes. The Faggot should comply without question, and if the Faggot is unable to perform such duties, that Faggot becomes less valuable to the Top; period. If it’s OK for a Master to be Bisexual, then a Master could also be a Versatile Dom. Why should an Alpha God, Alpha, or a Dom give up pleasure in one area simply to fulfill a role? Some Alpha’s like to reward their subs with a BJ, and some like to reward their Subs with the opportunity to top other Subs or other versatiles.