Questions From Readers
Dear Sam,
I came across your blog yours ago and recognized myself a lot in the description of a fag. However being in a relationship I didn’t do much actively about it, only fantasizing. The last few years, the sex in my relationship dropped from no more anal sex (my bf says I’m too tight) to just a few times a year where he let’s me give him head. Most of the times he is just laying there on his back and let me do my thing. Getting frustrated I started to go on the apps behind his back to search for fun. I limit it to hookups where I suck the guys, a lot of time straight man. Probably because anal sex would need more preparation time and would feel even more like cheating since it’s a lot more intimate.
With this experiences in the last year, I tend to hookup more and more with dominant guys, that wont to be deepthroated or facefuck. I really enjoy this submissive role.
A few weeks ago I came across this real alpha who lives nearby and works in the same building. We met a couple of times now where he makes me suck him and rubs his dick over my ass before cumming all over it. When he writes me, he want me to come over immediately, which is hard for me being in a relation but I do when I can. It’s clear that he doesnt like to get no for an answer.
I feel that he wants to fuck me and come in my ass but for now I always find a reason for it not to happen (no time to clean, not practical in the toilets, …). I’m afraid he will loose interest in me if I don’t let him fuck me. On one side, I would like to be fucked again, on the other side, it’s really a big step which I feel uncomfortable with of crossing. His dick is also really big and he likes to play rough, so I’m also afraid my ass will get hurted of injured after all this time. I’m not sure what to do here. Any advice?
Thank you for the question, brother!
I’m sorry about the failing relationship. Sometimes Men lose interest in sex over time for a variety of reasons, but that’s a shame in your case because you have a faggot’s desire to serve and he’s wasting it.
I’m glad you found this truly dominant Alpha who is also very conveniently located! You’re taking the right steps to unleash your inner faggot, which I’m glad to hear!
The Alpha is going to fuck you at some point. If you don’t get ready, it’s either going to be really painful, or he’s going to lose interest and move on. So I suggest that you get ready for getting fucked.
For your level of experience, I recommend that you get this combo set of three buttplugs:
If you buy it through me, you get a discount. Again, HERE IS THE LINK. You need to use those buttplugs to loosen your hole. I’d also get some good water-based lube.
As far as your ethical concerns with your partner, I wouldn’t worry about it too much. He’s the one who has abandoned you. It’s time for you to experience your truth as a faggot.
