I’ve been here before ages ago confessing I was craving to serve this Alpha, which with much courage I did a few times. But it’s been a couple of years now I’ve become top and come to realise I’m a proper switch, love to dominate when I fuck, and serve when I’m a bottom. So the other day I was in bed with my husband and this huge urge to dominate him surged over me and started fucking his mouth. Seeing him so eager and feeling him only as a hole to be filled. It was so amazing how submissive he was for my cock and it felt amazing cumming on his face. Felt like a real Alpha this time like all these dominant Alphas I used to love to serve.


Thank you for the experience!

The situation you describe makes you sound like a good candidate for “Alpha latency”. Many times due to trauma or childhood conditioning a gay Male will think he’s supposed to be a bottom to be gay (or they’re mimicking what they learned from abuse).

In most cases of Alpha latency, the subject is unhappy or unfulfilled as a bottom. This is their true Alpha nature trying to assert itself.

Now, you sound like you enjoy being a bottom, so perhaps you’re not dealing with Alpha latency. In any event, I have plenty of resources on the subject. You can CLICK HERE to examine it.

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