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Hi Sam, it is my first time here but can you please help me?
I am Loic, 18, from France, a typical virgin European twink, skinny but with a bubble butt that men usually look at. In early December, I met a guy called Jerome. He is 19 and told me that you know him and, according to him, you would love to help me on how to make his life better, so I will give it a try hahaha I hope he is right
He is really sweet and respectful, he invited me to the movies and dinner, we got close to each other, and he was my first kiss (which I loved) and 5 days later I gave him my first blowjob (which was weird at first, but it felt amazing to feel his cock in my mouth). Since then, I have sucked him four times. We meet every Saturday morning because we play tennis at the same club, so every Saturday after he practices, he tells me to suck his balls and cock. My first reaction was telling him to take a shower first because he was all sweaty, but he just said “no, I need to cum now, no time for a shower”, and wow, tasting his sweaty cock was so good!
Today the same thing happened, we played tennis together, he was horny and sweaty and I sucked him and swallowed all his cum. He is teaching me how to become a better cocksucker and I am getting better every week! The problem is: today when he finished in my mouth, he said “well done, you’re getting really good at it. Now you have 2 weeks to prepare your ass for me”. I was still on my knees, with my mouth full of his cum, but I swallowed it and started laughing thinking that he was just joking, but he looked at me politely, but very firmly, an said “why are you laughing? it’s time for you to give up your ass to, or do you wanna be a virgin forever?” I told him that I wasn’t thinking about losing my viriginity yet, but that I know that I am not a top, I am a bottom. He just took his phone, showed me his calendar and said “today is Jan 10, I will fuck you in my bedroom on Jan 24 after my tennis practice. Be ready”
He is really sweet and polite, but he is always in charge of the situation, so when he said that my first reaction was saying “sorry, I don’t know if I am ready, can I just suck your dick?” He opened a smile and asked if I didn’t want it at all or if I was just afraid, I told him that I was curious, but afraid because bottoming in porn seems painful. And his dick is thick, not too big, probably around 6 inches, but it’s thick, I can’t even close my hands around it when I suck him. I can’t imagine my hole opening so much to take him.
And that’s why I am here: he told me that he knew the right person to help me and sent me the link to your site. He told me that you are amazing and have a lot of experience teaching bottoms. He explained to me what hierarchy is, told me that I am probably a faggot and that he wants to help me to understand who I am. Then he said “this American guy Sam loves me, send him a message and asks for help, tell him that I want to take your virginity. If he tells you that you should not let me fuck you, you can keep just sucking my cock forever and I’ll never talk about your ass again, ok?”
He wants me to learn more about hierarchy and decide if I am a faggot, a beta, or just a bottom but not submissive… I love being in his presence and I love the way he pets my head when I am struggling to take his cock in my mouth, but I don’t know if it is the right moment to let him take my ass. At the same time, he is really sweet and a true gentleman, so maybe he is the right person for me… I don’t have other gay friends to talk about this, but I have a group of 3 best female friends. All of them have boyfriends and all of them are still virgins because they say that “first we need to have what we want before giving our men what they want.” Actually, they told me that I should stop swallowing Jerome’s cum because I am “too easy for him” and that swallowing cum is a reward for “the good behavior of a man”. They are older than me (21, 23, and 24), so they treat me as a little brother and really support me, but I don’t know if they are right. I told about Jerome in our group chat and they agree that he is really hot and a nice guy, but they keep saying that it is my ass so I decide when and how he will fuck me.
I am sure that he will understand if I ask him for more time, but I also think that he might just find another boy to fuck and forget about me… he sent me a picture of a wall calendar in his bedroom with a peach sticker on Jan 24 and he wrote my name right under the sticker with a smiley face and a heart next to it, then he just wrote in the message “save the date!” I don’t know if this is sweet and sexy or if it’s rude and toxic hahaha I found it funny at first and not offensive at all, but when I forwarded this picture to my group chat with my friends they started saying bad things about Jerome.
I will read more of your posts to understand what hierarchy is, but I would love to know your opinion. Sorry for bothering you!
My dear brother, thank you for writing to me!
You should consider yourself one of the luckiest bottoms/faggots on the planet because young Master Jerome has chosen you among many others to be his personal property!
You see, Master Jerome is a straight Alpha, but he puts no limits on the worship and service he receives. I’ve been with Master Jerome ever since he first approached the three faggots he now owns, and through some tough, dramatic moments. He handled it all so beautifully, revealing his genuine Protector Alpha heart in all he does with faggots and females. I have nothing but infinite praise for my glorious French King.
I tell you this to reassure you that you are in the best possible hands. He only wants what’s best for you.
But here’s the thing: he knows that what faggots need most is to owned, useful, worshipful, dominated, cared for, disciplined, and cultivated. He knows that faggots need his cock inside them. He knows they need his cum to fully develop. They need his body on top of them, his heat, his sweat, his scent, his breathless commands. He knows they need to feel his thick cock pulsing inside them as he breeds them. Claims them.
I’m not going to lie; having a hard, thick cock in your ass can hurt. But there are ways to minimize pain. First of all, plenty of lube. Then you can also utilize tools like anal dilators (I just published something on them) to gently open your hole. Remembering to breathe and relax helps, of course. Some might suggest poppers as well, although I’m not a fan.
But most of all, you need to trust Master Jerome. He’s a burgeoning God Alpha with tremendous instincts and a lot of care with faggots. He doesn’t want to hurt you … he wants to fulfill you.
Frankly, if anyone is trying to hurt you, it’s these female friends of yours giving you failed and selfish advice! Women like these lose their Men to sluts and faggots every day because they’re only trying to manipulate Men rather than SERVE THEM.
Don’t be like them, and don’t allow fear and doubt to cause you to miss out on this opportunity to serve Master Jerome. He’s one of the truly great young Alphas I’ve met in the last two years.
Believe me, once you’re lying in his arms after he’s deflowered and bred you, you will be so grateful that you listened to me. You’ll be safe and cherished as Master Jerome’s personal faggot! There is no better place to be!
Again, thank you for writing! Please write back if you want to talk, and tell Master Jerome “thank you” for everything he is and does!
Love,
sam the faggot
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