
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the adventures of Avi, a 21-year-old faggot discovering the wonders of cunting and deepening his submission to Alphas! CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Recently I’ve had a couple of questions from a young faggot named Avi about being cunted and also about “The Void” that often results from cunting. If you follow the link above, you’ll be able to access those previous question/answer correspondences between us.
I had asked Avi about this yet-unnamed Alpha and his relationship with him. He provided me some context:
So he was my best friend since Elementary school, maybe about 1st grade? And even as children there was a distinct difference between us. He was a calm, cool, logical masculine guy, and I was the and I quote several people here, “feral, gremlin wild child who felt too much, chased butterflies, put flowers in his hair, and liked swishy skirts.” At some point as we got older, he got broader, more muscular, and rather dominant. And I got more feminine, and even more of a twink, though if you ask anyone who knows me I’m still a feral wildchild who like butterflies and flowers even if I’m more gothic now. But something shifted in our friendship when we were in High School, I think. He started taking the lead on things, and it felt right for me to just go along with it. At the time I knew I was gay, but hadn’t realized I was a fag, so I just thought I was following the vibes, you know? But after we both graduated, and he started working and I went to college, we both started to get into this lifestyle, but remained friends. So after I cunted myself with the dildo and felt the Void, I went to the one Alpha I knew wouldn’t refuse me. And he cunted me again, properly. I say former friend, but that’s because he’s more than just a friend or an Alpha to me now, and I’m in his words, “his fag, and his friend, but with depth” whatever that means.
Sounds like a perfect set-up for a Master/faggot relationship!
In his last letter Avi asked me about training himself to better serve an Alpha. Internally, I was wondering why Avi wasn’t already serving the Alpha who cunted him last time. I was also wondering why this Alpha wasn’t banging down Avi’s door to cunt him again after the dramatic experience last time.
Well, those thoughts had barely any time to gestate before I received the following experience:
Avi again!
So, as mentioned before today was my 21st birthday, and the Alpha who cunted me properly that I mentioned before, decided to bitch me again as a birthday gift.
He forced me to my knees and utterly wrecked my throat as he fucked my face.
Then he threw me on the bed once I was properly deep in subspace.
He slammed his cock into my pussy, and fucked me for an hour straight. Over the course of that hour, I fell deeper into subspace, and he went deeper into my pussy than anything ever has, and I saw stars, I trembled, I screamed, I moaned, and I came over and over and over again. And the Void in me was temporarily filled. And each time he came in my cunt, (about 6 times) I came even harder, and at some point my entire body trembled violently and I blacked out.
But after it was all over, I felt more submissive then ever. I felt like I had shattered and been made anew, I looked at him, and my caged clit throbbed and my pussy spasmed and I felt like I was staring at Apollo descended from Olympus.
But the Void inside my pussy was even hungrier than before, and is still so hungry that even now, two hours later, as I type this, I’m bouncing on a dildo in what I know is a futile attempt to soothe the void in me. My pussy is so empty it literally hurts.
I’m even struggling to think about anything other than cock. Is there a way I can temporarily sooth the Void in my cunt, and calm my thoughts?
Because I need to get through the holidays and cannot be a cock-brained slutty submissive faggot, with family and friends around.
This experience highlights one of the many reasons why Alphas often prefer to fuck faggots. It’s because of what happens when they do it properly – the faggot gets cunted in the most extreme ways and is transformed into an adoring, worshipful slave. This kind of reaction is rare in females.
This transformation is perfectly captured by Avi in this testimony. A cunted faggot cannot ever go back to what it was before the Alpha fucked it. Cunting completely rewires the faggot. A faggot is clarified in that moment, reduced to a single simple purpose: serve Alphas. In fact, a cunted faggot can barely function for days afterward because its mind is focused on only one thing. I remember the first time I was truly cunted (by my former Master Chris) I wandered in a daze for probably a week! I was almost mute, unable to express that experience or the feelings it evoked in me. It’s like being victimized by the most wondrous trauma, and you’re so overcome by terror and gratitude that you can’t speak.
I sense Avi is a bit like that, too.
However, Avi seems tormented by The Void to an excessive degree. Talking to him on the Discord, I explained that cunting is so physiologically overstimulating that it feels like you’re left with a constant tickle inside your body that can only be scratched by one thing: Alpha cock.
But that tickle is practically driving Avi crazy. He’s almost like a dog that rubs its ass on the carpet!
In my opinion, I really think Avi needs to focus on serving this tremendously powerful Alpha who cunts Avi at will. I say that because there is a rarely-discussed emotional component to the cunting process. You see, when a faggot is deeply attracted to an Alpha and easily subspaced by him, the faggot surrenders and relaxes more, allowing for more frequent cuntings.
So the ease with which this Alpha cunts Avi tells me that Avi belongs in this Alpha’s stable and possibly his personal faggot. I’ll wait to hear what Avi thinks about that, though.
In the meantime, I suggested to Avi that he wear a buttplug to help ease the hollow hunger in his new cunt. It works like a pacifier does for a baby.
I’m so happy for my little brother Avi, though! What a wonderful birthday for a good boy like him!


















































































