Hello Sam, I’m at a tough spot as a 24 year old fag. All my friends are dating and want to get me on dating apps and start going out with guys to get a boyfriend. Right now my priority is finding an Alpha to serve, but I’m having trouble balancing these two separate sides of my life. What do I do?
Thank you for the question!
I’m a little surprised that there aren’t more questions like yours, honestly. I would imagine this would be on the minds of a lit of faggots!
The ideal circumstance would be to find an Alpha who could also be a boyfriend, like Declan and Zack that are featured here on this site. It happens a lot, so I wouldn’t discount that.
If that’s not possible, then here’s my take as based on plenty of empirical experience: Your desire for a boyfriend can be satisfied within the confines of serving an Alpha, but your needs as a faggot will never be met by a regular boyfriend. The need to serve Alphas is so primal, so hardwired into us that it’s impossible to lock it away. You’d be in that relationship with a vanilla boyfriend and forever be gazing distractedly at the horizon thinking about that ache to serve.
In fact, it’s this powerful need to serve that distinguishes faggots from gay bottoms. It can’t be ignored.
So my advice is to specifically seek an Alpha near your age who is looking for a bottom/faggot to have as a boyfriend. Then you can have your cake and eat it, too!
The following post is part of a thread following the long-term relationship between a 33-year-old faggot named Felipe (Phil) and his Master Klaus. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I think the idea of being in a long-term service relationship is a great one for most faggots, and a solid learning experience for Alphas. Faggots need structure, discipline, and guidance, and this is best delivered in a live-in situation where an Alpha can monitor the fag’s progress. On the other hand, Alphas learn a lot about ownership and planning and teaching by taking on the responsibility of owning personal faggots.
Felipe is an early-thirties faggot living in Chile. He recently wrote to me to tell me about his relationship with his long-term boyfriend/Master Klaus.
My name is Phil, I’m from Chile. I’ve been reading your website and listening to your podcasts for some time now, and they’ve helped me open my mind and realize certain things about myself.
To give you some context, I’m a 33-year-old gay man. I’m slim and short in stature. I’ve been in a relationship with Klaus for 10 years, where I’m the bottom and he’s the top.
Klaus is caring and affectionate, and he has a kind and sociable personality that makes it easy for him to connect with others. He’s taller than me—he could be described as a bear, which I find very attractive. Sexually, Klaus becomes quite dominant, often telling me what to do during most of our encounters, though he also gives me some space to take initiative at times.
Over time, his dominance has increased—but only in the sexual realm. As our relationship has evolved, he started spanking and slapping me, and having me wear lingerie and other feminine clothing. He always cums inside my pussy or in my mouth (this has been the case for all 10 years), and he has my consent to fuck me even while I’m asleep. Recently, he has started asking me to worship his feet—without sucking them—and he has also urinated on me while I’m in the shower. I enjoy all of these activities, and they’ve helped me realize that I’m happy being submissive and dominated by him, which makes me feel like his f4g.
I’m willing to continue exploring these practices, and thanks to what I’ve read on your blog, I’ve realized that I want to be more service-oriented in every way. I now try to take care of household chores, especially cleaning (I’m terrible at cooking). But I’m not sure what else I can do to be his f4g at all times.
Well, I just wanted to share this with you so you could know my story, and how you’ve inspired me to keep learning and improving to become the best version of myself and i hope you can give me some advise to increase Klaus’ dominance.
I think it’s pretty common for Alphas to slowly turn up the heat of dominance with their faggot partner over time. It’s the “safer” route, I suppose.
Felipe wanted tips on how to increase Master Klaus’s dominance, but frankly, I think Felipe is doing a great job already. The issue here isn’t Felipe’s effort, but Master Klaus’s needs. Not every Alpha wants/needs to be overly dominant. I think Master Klaus is largely exploring more and expressing more as it develops within himself, and that’s healthy.
My name is Theo and I’ve been reading your blog/page since 2020. I figured out I was gay two years before that and slowly started figuring out my kinks and fetishes and that’s how I came across all of this.
Back then I treated hierarchy as more of a kink really, using it to jerk off to it and just get off. However, slowly I started realizing it’s actually a lot more than just a kink (shocker, I know). I have pretty much struggled with the idea of it for the past few years.
Now, I am 18 and also fresh out of a vanilla leaning, slightly sub/dom relationship. I met the guy through grindr and we hit it off and managed having a really nice relationship, until I started losing feelings. I now realize that me losing feelings was due to the fact that he wasn’t an alpha male. I practically had to beg (to the point of being annoying) for him to dominate me, and even then it was just some low level getting rough during sex. I loved him, truly, but ended up hurting him because I had to end things. We never had the whole fag/hierarchy talk because he was clear that he thought nothing of the whole alpha male concept. There were other indicators that he was pretty beta, but that isn’t too important now.
My issue now is, how do I move from here? I’m almost done with high school, and live in a rather regressive European country. I am planning to move away to Germany in a bit more than a year, for college. During a short recent vacation I found this guy (also on grindr) who I’ve been chatting to. He’s from Berlin. We met up a few times in a short period and parted ways, staying in contact. He is much more dominant than my ex, open to the idea of me being a fag and using me like one. Now the issue still is that I also have quite some romantic tension with him, and I believe he’s into me outside of the alpha/fag dynamic.
I guess my problem would be that I feel like I have to choose, or compartmentalize these aspects of a relationship. I am looking for love and a boyfriend, but I also feel the undeniable fire of faggotry burning in my heart.
Please help me figure this out. I have not always been certain about your teachings and ideas being true, or at least this serious/deep, but I’ve recently realized that they are, so I come to you to ask for guidance.
Keep up this amazing work that you’re doing, you really are showing people things about their own selves that would normally take ages to figure out.
My baby brother, thank you so much for your heartfelt letter! I really think your question is at the heart of many faggots, so there’s no doubt it will help many people!
First of all – yikes! You were just 13 years old when you started reading my material! I’m keenly aware of the young people traipsing through my websites. I’m grateful that most of them limit their contact with me until they’re of legal age. Contrary to what some dumbfucks in the scene think, I’m not sexually attracted to children and I’m not trying to “corrupt” children. I simply report the truth.
That said, I know the kids are coming here and there’s nothing I can do to stop them (short of shutting down or putting a paywall around it). So I take my responsibility to teach young people the truth about hierarchy VERY SERIOUSLY and with some amount of gratitude. I’m very grateful to be meeting you finally after all of these years, little brother!
Now, let’s talk about your issue.
I’m pretty impressed by the number of experiences you’ve packed into your life before age 18. You’ve really been doing a good job exploring both your romantic side and your faggot side, and it’s clear you’ve done a lot of serious thinking about it.
I want you to understand that it is entirely possible to be in a good, affectionate, committed relationship with a Master that owns you as a faggot. I’ve been in them, I’ve covered them here, and I follow them on social media. They do exist.
I wouldn’t put a lot of pressure on yourself to find a Master/boyfriend right now. You’re very young, and you have plenty of time to explore. It might be a good time to really try to serve strictly as a faggot for a time period so that you can experience that side of yourself. After all, it’s not going away. The relationship is the easy part of this issue … being a good faggot requires discipline and training and focus. Now might be a good time to experiment with chastity and dildo play. Get in touch with your needs as a faggot, so that you’ll be ready when that right Master shows up to take ownership of you and love you.
I know what I’m saying sounds basic, but really there isn’t much to this. You have a long life ahead, and so many opportunities right in front of you. Be patient, be hopeful, and be wise. You’ll be just fine, I’m sure of it!
Thank you again for introducing yourself and for the lovely things you wrote, little brother!
I never saw this before but I think I’m a 25 year old faggot. Thanks to your podcast and this website I start to realize my purpose in life. Unconsciously I have always surrounded myself with Alpha malesthst I needed to serve.
I have sucked many straight guys, like my uber driver while driving, and been a domestic faggot before. And sometimes I lock myself in chastity to serve a Daddy Alpha as a free use slut. It’s never about my pleasure. The focus in the last 8 years has been on being an obedient slut for real men.
But some part of me wants to have a romantic life with a cute boyfriend that I will eventually marry. Do you think this is possible? Or should I embrace being a faggot and cage myself and get on my knees in my thong to serve lots of strong man? Is being a good faggot more important than my personal love life?
Thanks for everything you do!
x a faggot from the Netherlands
I don’t consider this to necessarily be an “either/or” issue. I know of plenty of Alphas in relationships with their faggots – even marrying them! – so I don’t think they’re mutually exclusive options. In my time running FWA and this site I’ve seen four marriages occur between Alphas and faggots! In fact, right now this site has a contributing writer, Zack, who is a faggot owned by a very powerful Alpha Master AND BOYFRIEND named Master Declan.
In my opinion, it’s best to start by simply serving the best Alphas you can find as well as you possibly can. Any good Alpha will want to keep you for good, and more can come of it. Either way, devotion to service will keep you busy and used during the lean times without love and romance. The other way around doesn’t work as well.
I’ve been serving an alpha gainer who’s 5 years younger than me for over a year now. It started off with him coming over and I’d buy him food and worship him and suck him off, and over time grew to me doing his weekly shopping, laundry, fixing his car etc.
He had a bf but still used me, and when they broke up he used me more often. A few months ago he said he mightn’t be able to see me anymore because he was seeing a new guy and didn’t want to feel bad. I reached out to you and you suggested to continue doing his chores, which I did and he accepted.
However more recently I’ve noticed that he seems to be more distant and not as engaging.
Within the past year I’ve had one serious illness, a health scare and a death in my family, and the family house I was staying in was sold and I had to move back with my parents. I was numb to everything that went on in the last year, but it suddenly hit me recently when the house I was staying in was cleared out, and I felt low. I felt like everything was collapsing around me and I was lost and a failure, especially with my alpha becoming more distant. I reached out to him at my lowest and he helped me through it, and opened up to him about my childhood, job, personal life etc. He wanted to keep his life private, which I respected, but said I would love to know more about him if he wanted to talk. The other day realised I had fallen for him and had strong feelings for him, which I confessed to him. He said he didn’t want me to think something would come of it, and agreed to keep things the way they are for now.
I’m terrified now that I’ve crossed a line and he will slowly or even suddenly cut me off. I’m afraid to message him back in case I appear needy, but at the same time I’m afraid to not message him in case he decides he’s better off without me.
Please Sam I could really use some advice now, it feels like my whole world is crumbling and I don’t want to think of a life without my alpha in it.
Hi brother! Thanks for writing to me!
Well, you made a tactical mistake by opening up about being in love with him, but I think you know that so I’m not going to dwell on it.
This Alpha is clearly a good Man. He’s continued to support you emotionally even though he’s moved on to another relationship. He obviously likes your worship and service. But it’s important for you to realize he’s not in love with you, and likely never will be. That’s okay, because faggots can still be useful beyond that.
But you must be okay with your role. You need to accept your position in his life and not be a burden to him. If you are, he’s going to discard you. So reign in your emotions and just allow him to make the next moves. He knows where you belong in his life, so allow him to put you there and keep you there. Trying to force his hand is only going to lead to results you won’t like at all.
I know this isn’t much *and it’s not easy to do), but that’s your situation right now. You’ve kinda boxed yourself in with your outburst, but that’s also your situation in general. Just relax. I have great confidence in this Alpha.
I guess strict terms are useless and we are all on a spectrum because seeing your post about faggots not wanting romance from their alphas made me think I’m not really a FULL faggot but merely a beta/boy with faggot tendencies because while I want to be dominated and used by my alpha I also want the romance part too – like when he’s done with me I’m the boy wife/his princess even though he is in control and rules and I am subservient to him.
Thank you for this brother! It’s funny you should mention this, because as I wrote it I thought to myself, “This isn’t completely accurate, because I MYSELF have been the recipient of great love from my Masters … and I loved every second of it!
Faggots are human beings, too, and we hurt and feel love and want to be loved. And for the devoted service we provide our Masters, we deserve some measure of love. Why an Alpha would be affectionate with a dog but treat his faggot (who does much more than a dog) like garbage is beyond me, but there are Alphas like that out there.
Anyway, yes, you definitely deserve to be loved by an Alpha!
faggots are obviously the servants and slaves to Alphas who they love and are totally devoted to. But can some Alphas love faggots? Back in the say when a wife was her Husband’s property she also served Him but He still loved her for who she is and her place in His household. Of course an Alpha could love a faggot the way a Man loves a dog, but for bi and gay Alphas at least, could They love us? Some of Them seem to want to have both egalitarian romantic relationships with women or other Superiors and only own faggots as slaves, but maybe some Alphas need hierarchy to be a part of all of Their relationships including the loving ones. Is that not possible?
Brother, your question made me somewhat sad, because it sounds so hopeless. I hate for any faggot brother of mine to feel that way.
I would hope that my nine years teaching Hierarchy (and especially, my careful reporting of true Hierarchical stories) would have dispelled the idea that Alphas cannot love their faggots. My previous site, FWA, oversaw four marriages between Alphas and faggots, including two straight Alphas! Additionally, there were many other examples of Alphas loving their faggots. Master Matt’s love of his four faggots … Master Jin’s love of Chin … Master Lorenzo’s deep love for his faggot Gio … Master Con’s love for fag Nick … literally, my work has been filled with terrific and inspiring examples of Alphas loving their faggots.
I can also tell you that I’ve been loved (and continue to be loved) by multiple Masters.
Of course, there are plenty of awful and immature/insecure Alphas out there who can only abuse fags. These Destroyer Alphas don’t know how to love anything properly, let alone a faggot. Sadly, too many faggots gravitate toward these types of Alphas because they mistakenly think that’s how true Alphas are supposed to behave.
Just know that there are truly great Alphas with huge hearts who can appreciate the submission and devotion of true faggots. They’re out there … so go serve them!
This time of year always brings out the romantic side of me. Yes, I actually have a romantic side – can you believe it?? I know most of you think I’m some depraved, cock-sucking cum dump, but — oh, okay, I am … but I also have a heart.
I ran across some sweet, romantic vids and pics and they touched my heart, so I thought I’d share them. At the very least I can get them off my phone to make room for more PORN!
Enjoy:
Okay, that last one might be my cue to get back to the porn … 😜
I was at work all day, I was so horny and tired since Declan woke me early in the morning and had restrained me to fuck my ass. I was thinking about it all day and it caused me to strain in my cage the entire time.
It’s now 4pm and I’m heading home. Excited to see my boyfriend to spend some time with him. What I didn’t know is that he had other plans for me.
I got home and dropped my bag and rushed over to give him a kiss. As I do everyday, I got him a snack and a coffee for him to enjoy.
Declan: “Is my load still in you?”
Me (Zack): “Yes, it is and I’m loving it!”
Declan: “Good, strip naked in front of me and kneel. Lick my balls while I watch tv and have my coffee… don’t speak to me!”
I was pleased and happy to be licking his balls while he ignores me and watched tv. When the episode of the American Dad ended, I was then instructed: “You got 5 minutes. take a break, piss and do what you need to do before your next chore”
I got up to piss and then as I left the bathroom he was there waiting for me. “Go lay on the bed”
My mind was rushing of excitement thinking I would get another Alpha load of his in me.
He was shirtless and wearing a pair of blue jeans and he got on top of my stomach and grabbed my wrist and handcuffed them to the bed frame. This time he used a pair of hinged cuffs which prevented me from being able to move compared to the usual handcuffs that he usually uses.
I’m now naked, hands are over my head and attached securely to the bed frame and my cock is obviously locked.
Declan: “Have a power nap and relax, I will come get you in about 25 minutes”
The time was 5:10pm and I fell asleep and woke up at 6:05pm. I was confused as why he never came to get me but just continued to lay there.
I tried to move and get comfortable but being restrained in a pair of hinge handcuffs is very difficult.
At 6:45, I was dozing off when I felt movement on the bed and opened my eyes to see Declan climbing on the bed and inspecting my chastity cage.
Declan:“How many days has it been since I locked you Zack? Do you hate that I prevent you in touching your cock?”
Me: “It’s day 153 since you locked me. Why would I hate you? It’s your decision and I respect what you decide. You know what’s best for me babe…
Please don’t get mad but may I ask if I will get unlocked soon?”
Declan: “That’s right! I own your cock. I was going to release you twice in the past couple weeks but some of your followers have been sending me money to my PayPal and begging me to keep you locked. You know I can’t disappoint them. Maybe this weekend depending if more followers send money.”
As he gives me a smirk, he goes back to my cock and starts to lick it. He was licking it for about 5 minutes, I can feel his manly cock getting hard. He started to jerk off while playing with my locked cock and balls, he continued for about 10 minutes.
Declan’s cock beside my locked cock.
I’m just laying there helpless, not able to move, getting so turned on. His breathing got heavier and I knew he was about to blow his load. In seconds I can feel squirts of cum landing on my cock cage. My cage was covered with cum.
It’s now about 7:20 pm and I expected him to take the cuffs off but he just got up and left the room. He shut the lights and then I watched the door shut.
Music is now playing in the other room and what seems like he is living his life ignoring me. All I can think about is my boyfriend using me and controlling me for his benefit.
Ten minutes later, my balls are feeling so good and my cock kept twitching and I am now realizing that I might be getting close to blowing my load. But how? I’m tied up and I am not touching my cock and balls.
I didn’t want to get In trouble so I tried to yell to Declan but he wasn’t able to hear me because of the music. All of a sudden my balls are emptying and loads of cum is shooting out!!!!
Declan took a picture 40 minutes after I blew my load. Most of the cum drained through the sheets by the time he found me this way.
My body just decided to give me a ruined orgasm and I had no say in it.
It’s now 8pm, the door opens and the lights are turned on and all I hear is “What the fuck happened? Did you blow your load? BUT HOW?!? I got you restrained and you’re not able to touch yourself.”
Me: “I am so sorry but you turned me on so much today that my body forced a load out of me. I wasn’t able to stop it”
He laughed so much and made fun of me. He mentioned that he wasn’t mad and that it’s good that my pathetic cock did that.
Declan: “Makes me realize how much you love me… Ok, it’s time I release you from the bed but now you need to clean up and wash the bed sheets”
Once I got the sheets in the laundry I sat on the couch to relax and was surprised with a great homemade curry. He must of been cooking while I was chained up to the bed.
People ask me all the time why I am ok being controlled by him and I always say that it’s an honour to be his boyfriend and to serve him in anyway.
Declan told me that I must end the story with this:
If you like my boy Zack to stay locked, check out my PayPal and convince me that he should not be unlocked.
This post is part of a thread following a faggot named Tim, who has recently been sold to serve a Master named Rex. CLICK HERE to read this entire thread in chronological order!
One of my favorite sagas from the old site was the inspirational story of a faggot named Tim who was sold into service to a God Alpha named Master Rex. Under Master Rex’s firm guidance and powerful use, Tim was able to experience many new things, including the wonders of being cunted.
I was so enamored of little Tim’s tale and had such respect for Master Rex that I painstakingly restored the entire thread from the old website to this one, post-by-post. I did so in order to celebrate this message I received from Tim:
Hi Sam, I’m glad you’re getting to restore some old content. i was the subject (well, my Master Rex was the subject) of your Episode 236 and just to let you know we three are still good and doing well. I’m still Faggot #2 in the household and love being here and Master Rex is kind and giving and brutal in bed like I deserve and like he is meant to be. I follow his every command – and so I feel loved and taken care of.
Hope you are well – Faggot Timmy
I cannot tell you how proud I am of my little brother! Still serving Master Rex faithfully after all of these years! Still a beloved possession of one of the more powerful Alphas to ever appear on FWA or anywhere in my life. It’s rare that an Alpha keeps two live-in faggots for this length of time. That speaks to Master Rex’s honor and faithfulness as well as the talent and devotion of his faggots!
I’m so glad I restored this vital Hierarchical thread to this site! Thank you, Tim!
I’ve been listening to your podcast obsessively, and I’ve been taking in your advice. I am a faggot, an object and slave to be used by Alphas; thank you for bringing me to this realisation.
My question is about love in the Alpha-faggot dynamic: if an Alpha falls in love with a faggot, does this compromise the natural roles they take on? A faggot is an object, a fleshlight for an Alpha, so surely falling in love with one is as absurd as falling in love with a fleshlight? The Romans fucked their beta-male and faggot slaves, but they didn’t fall in love with them- that would’ve been ridiculous.
Perhaps I’m being neurotic. I would love to be loved by an Alpha- and marry him, and worship him as he cucks me- but I would not want an Alpha to weaken himself, or embarrass himself by falling in love with a subhuman slave like me.
With love and deep appreciation for your work,
Faggot Alex-James.
I was kind of saddened by your question, brother. I know what you mean, believe me, but I’ve had Masters who loved me – two very deeply, especially given that they were straight – so I know this side of it can exist.
Rather than thinking of a faggot like a Fleshlight, think of a faggot like a dog. A loyal dog. I dare you to find anything an Alpha loves more than his loyal dog.
A dog is not equal to its owner. It obeys its owner. It owes its life to its owner. But despite that disparity, Men love their dogs. Why? Because that dog “worships” its owner and is loyal to its owner.
I hope that helps you. An Alpha can absolutely love you just the same way.
Hey sam, im an 19 yo alpha im trying my best to be a real alpha protector but i think my fag is still feeling bad when he serve me. I keep tellin him he is the best thing met me in my life and i want to marry him but he’s still afraid of it. He thinks i’m ashamed of him and thinks that aour wedding can be bad for my business life how can i encourage him to say yes to me. actually this was the only NO he ever said to me please im plannin my best life with my fag help me im helpless . I would appreciate any advice. Thank you
Master, thank you so much for writing to me!
It’s incredible to hear that you so value your faggot that you want him to be your permanent possession! It’s an honor so rarely bestowed upon faggots, so anytime an Alpha feels this way about his faggot, the faggot should be beyond humbled and gratefully accept it!
Please tell your faggot that his job is to obey you and honor you. This heartfelt desire you have is part of your plan for your life, and it’s your responsibility as his Owner to make such decisions, not his.
I’m beyond happy to hear of this, Master, and I’d love to speak with you more indepth! Please write to me at hi*****************@***il.com!
This post is part of a thread following the story of Sir James, a straight married Man coming to understand and embrace the faghood of his beloved son. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I have spent the last few days compiling information from Sir James and also his 16-year-old son as this situation has continued to increase in complexity and intensity. This is shaping up to be one of the most touching and overwhelming stories I’ve ever covered here, one that really speaks to the power of love between parents and their child, and the importance of putting aside preconceptions in order to best help those in need.
In the last post, I discussed how Sir James took the lead with his faggot son Jamie (another faggot named Jamie on this site!) and put the chastity cage on him for the first time. The chastity cage was something given to Jamie by the three straight school Alphas he services all the time.
Of course, these three straight high school Alphas (names: Master Bill, and Alphas Jacob and Damion) are not yet equipped to properly handle the training and maintenance of an owned faggot; they just like the faggot’s throat. So Sir James has had to take the lead in enforcing the rules for faggots, and he’s been doing so with an impressive firmness.
I can see that having a faggot for a son also comes with its challenges. When he got back from soccer practice he asked me to take his cage off. And I had to take the time to explain to him that faggots in my house stay caged and how could he think of disrespecting his alphas in this way. We had an argument and I sent him to his room to cool off for a few hours to cool down. We had a better time over dinner and he asked if he can have a sleepover next week. So I told him that it is fine with it but the cage is not coming off.
I was impressed at how Sir James tied the cage with respect for Alphas! This should always be the primary reason why a faggot is in chastity, so this was excellent!
Then Sir James upped the ante on the sleepover idea:
Thank you for getting back to me. I told my boy that we will be having a pool party next weekend and he will be hosting it for is mates and their girlfriends, I was thinking it is a good way for me to showcase my little faggot in a very good light and positive way. I did do a lot of reading on chastity for faggots and your words also reflect my understanding. It was one of my proudest moments when my boy showed his Alpha his cage and got a loving head rub. As it was for my boy too. I did tell him about you and that I now have a very good understanding of how faggots think and it is in large part due to your site. This weekend past I do seem to have bonded with my boy like nothing else. So I am feeling very happy as up until this past weekend he was starting to drift away and it was the fact that he is a faggot that he was drifting away.
It made me happy to hear that Sir James and his son were bonding again, healing a rift that secret faghood was causing between them! This is what TRUTH does!
During all of this I started a separate conversation with Jamie (with Sir James’s approval). I was trying to coach Jamie through the things his father was enforcing. Then something unexpected happened – Sir James invited Master Bill (the Apex Alpha of the three using Jamie) over to the house for dinner!
Said Jamie:
We are having Bill over for dinner tonight. My Dad needs to have a chat with him He said.
Then later:
He was talking to Bill by himself for over a hour and all I was allowed to do is bring out beer for them. Dad never has beers with me. My Dad loves him. They never stop talking about sport and girls. At one point Dad said does Jamie give good head, and Bill said “Just The Best “
This was amazing not only because Sir James took the time to get to know the young Alpha using his son, but also because this young Alpha sat down like a Man and didn’t freak out or back down at all. Very impressive!
Around the same time, I received messages from Jamie about new aspects of service:
Sam can you tell me what a good Gym Faggot should do for is Alpha at the gym? Bill and Jacob have told be that I am going to be there gym faggot for summer. They work out at the YMCA four days a week for 1 to 2 hours. Will people be able to tell that I am a gum faggot?
I was so excited to hear about this! I know the faggots in Canada love serving their Masters at the gym, and it helps to keep them in a proper headspace. I knew this was a pretty significant step.
Then Jamie wrote back after his first experience:
My first time as a gym faggot. Being a gym faggot is just the best! I feel so good being useful to my Alphas! I was leaking lots of pre cum for the whole time. And I came away with a bag of sweaty gym clothes. Bill said he expects them back pressed and ironed. And I feel so happy that I am allowed to do this for them. They only call me faggot now and others in the gym could hear them. The thing is I love it. The gym clothes smell so good it seems a shame to wash them. I thought I would be to embarrassed to shower at the gym But it was all good. I feel so safe around my Alphas. I think I am on the biggest high of my life. There socks smell the best. I think I am going to get them some new ones so I don’t have to wash them.
Such a simple, natural way to train a faggot in public, accomplished by two 16-year-old straight Alphas! You can see that these types of roles are so ingrained into Male behavior that it happens without much planning. They just KNOW how it’s supposed to be!
Meanwhile, Sir James was developing a firmer view of chastity and faggot purpose:
Hi Sam, I have been doing a lot of reading on faggots and chastity and especially for teen faggots. And would like to confirm that I have got it 100% right. the rules are very basic. But this is all very new to me. Bill is coming over for dinner and I need to explain to him that he will be the one responsible for milking and some of the cleaning.
For the best results
1 The faggot should be in his cage 24/7
2 Cleaning should be supervised so the faggot does not masturbate and ejaculate
3 The faggot should be milked once a week the cage stays on for the milking
This is done by massaging the prostate normally one gentle stroke will be sufficient as the faggot should be very horny.
My faggot is washing and Ironing his Alphas workout clothing and I think this is a very good lesson for him. But I can’t believe he asked his mother to do it, Sometimes I think faggots do not think the same as normal people.
I laughed out loud at that final comment. It’s remarkable how far Sir James has come in such a little bit of time, isn’t it? He truly understands that his faggot son was born this way and has drastically different needs from other boys. Even more remarkable is the way both Sir James and his wife are supporting their faggot son’s development and improvement as a faggot! Unprecedented!
Then Sir James updated me again with some conclusions he’s come to:
Been a good week and it is nice to see my little faggot grow and blossom. I have kept firm with his chastity and it does seem to have made him a little more of a submissive. His mother has been showing him how to wash and Iron and how to cook and he is so keen to pick up new skills I think he is going to turn out to be a fantastic faggot. I have given some thought to what you said over my boys milking and it something that I will do my self for him till he is out off the house. Because everything I have seen is the the best results happen when the faggot does not get to ejaculate. Had Bill over for dinner this week and he seems like a good guy and we also got to meet his girlfriend when she came to pick Bill up. My little faggot is acting even more like a faggot the past few days and it nice to see him being himself and feeling safe.
Meanwhile, the new openness has led to more boldness from Jamie’s three Alphas. I received this series of messages from Jamie the other day:
Bill and Jacob are coming back to my place after they work out today. I want to be the best faggot I can be for my Alphas. I do love it when they hold my head down as I am balls deep it feels so good. I just love how it feels. He was pushing and I would go that bit deeper. Damion came over too. All three on the sofa with there dicks out Good job Mom or Dad was not home! Jacob gave me shit because some off his cum went on the sofa. Sam it was the very best session I have ever had I was on a high for cock!
This morning Sir James cleaned his beloved faggot son. Said Jamie:
Dad took my cage off so I could clean. But he stood in the shower till I was done and put it right back on. I was hopping to get in a quick wank. Dad told me off about it because I am serving three Alphas and it is very important that I show them the proper respect. My Dad is very big on me showing my Alphas the proper respect. Looking back on it I am happy my Dad did not let me cum in the shower. Dad was right again.
When Dad was washing my cage in the sink as I was showering I was thinking he must love me to do that for me.
Frankly, I can’t think of many greater expressions of love between a father and his son than what Sir James is doing to train his son for his future life. He’s giving Jamie self-respect, training, direction, and kindness. He’s allowing his son the room to discover purpose.
There’s no greater gift a father can give his son!
Thank you to Sir James and my brother Jamie for sharing their journey with me!
This post is part of a thread that follows a straight God Alpha named Dino who took ownership of a faithful faggot named Jamie that has lasted 15 years and led to marriage. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!
The story of Master Matt admitting his love for his beloved faggot Yul is very close to my heart. I had an incredibly difficult time writing the story and then recording the accompanying podcast because it was so emotional and raw. I dearly love both Master Matt and Yul, and to see them in such turmoil broke my heart as much as it re-energized it.
In the podcast I mentioned Master Dino marrying his faggot Jamie and his son Master Chad proposing to his faggot Zak. Masters Dino and Chad are straight Alphas, but they have both fallen in love with their faggots because of the unbridled devotion of the faggots. They are just two of many examples of straight Alphas falling in love with faggots that I have painstakingly chronicled here over the years. IT HAPPENS, regardless of what anybody’s preconceived notions tell them.
I didn’t record the podcast to send any kind of message to Master Dino and his clan sequestered somewhere in the mountains of the American southeast, but they apparently gathered together to listen to that particular podcast as a family on Sunday morning.
And then Master Dino wrote this beautiful letter of support for Master Matt as he wrestles with the same issues Master Dino once did.
faggot, This morning as jamie was coaxing its protein shake out of my nuts Zak came Into My sanctuary, knelt beside jamie and humbly expressed its desire for the family to listen to your podcast at breakfast. I knew something of importance was said because Zak is no drama queen so I patted its head as I pumped My faggot wife its 1st load of the day. Being the excellent faggot it is jamie motioned for Zak and let the faggot-in-law-to-be have My last 2 ropes of cum. Then both shared the ‘chore’ of cleaning the cock of the God both love and worship.
As I watched their movements I was filled with several emotions but mostly amazement. I wondered how My jamie could LOVE and worship so thoroughly, so completely after almost 18 years of being My cumhole. Then I remembered some times I had given it nothing but emotional pain and many tear filled nights-nights empty of anything except My prodigious load and My young Macho posturings. Before I knew it the 2 little dick lickers had Me ready to blast. And jamie being the sweet mommy figure of all My children here let the faggot daughter it loves have the first 6 ropes of the stuff jamie lives for as My wife smiled up at me beaming with pride. But I digress.
After listening, the faggots cleared the table while We Men discussed what we’d heard. All house faggots know if they have an opinion or a desire its fine to voice it when it doesn’t interfere with the Men’s discussion. jamie’s position as My wife and faggot mommy gives it the right to interrupt anyone but Me but it seldom to never takes that advantage. We spent over 2 hours on both sides of the topic of Alpha/faggot love. My Boys and their friend and Alpha Brother Shane heatedly defended their right to fall in love with ANYTHING they chose while still impregnating and/or eating out all the pussy available.
I could hear the faggots giggling and whispering as they cleaned the kitchen behind us. I thought back to those 1st months of jamie’s long and faithful devotion, equating what I’d just heard with Our situation and surprise, surprise! Hot stinging tears jumped to My eyes as I remembered 1 incident of jamie’s TOTAL humiliation because of its love and devotion to Me. (Save that for another time faggot) It took 10 YEARS for My beloved cum dump to hear all it ever wanted – that I LOVED it. My take on such things had been what I assumed were most Alpha feelings on the subject, that I couldn’t love or kiss or ‘make love’ to a man, faggot or not. When I met My cumslut the ONLY use I had for faggots was as funny punching bags whose attempts to worship Me resulted in their pain and suffering, if not hospitalization. (You know the story faggot)
But I saw and FELT something in its eyes when I met it that made Me listen to its sad story of an impoverished childhood, its success in its chosen field, and its instant knowledge that it was created to love only me from the 1st second of seeing Me. It took time for My young mind to realize several things. My jamie is, was, and forever will be a faggot NOT a man. It gave up a half a million dollar per year career it LOVED after Our discussion of My CONSIDERATION of allowing it to be My DL cocksucker. I’d never encountered such devotion from any breeder cunt. This faggot was giving Me its LIFE because I was thinking about keeping it on standby as a hole to cum in when I couldn’t find any other available hole. My babywhore taught Me the true meaning of ‘love’ and helped Me grow as a Man, a person, and stood proudly 2 steps behind on My path to becoming the Alpha Male/Father/and Husband I eventually became. My sweet cunt endured many terrible things and tolerated much so it could be a part of My world.
You see, My young mind was torn for over a year. The little hole would often make something that felt like love swell inside Me and would erupt into 1 of Our marathons of sex, bodily fluids, and total devotion to My desires. After the last pump of cum entered jamie My societal brainwashing would surface and I had to create a situation where I was forced to ‘behave as a MAN’ and I would punch My boy and occasionally beat it to the ground to save face. My foolish immaturity brought much needless pain to the sweet faggot I now PROUDLY love and cherish.
Think about that faggots – jamie so loved Me, so completely believed I could and would become a REAL Man one day that it endured not only physical beatings but also My own special brand of mental torture AND the fact that it’s only respite from abuse was attained through its service to Me which only led to more anger, recriminations, and yet more violence. All through that My wife cared for our home, My needs, My taunts, My desertion of months, and MY total control of its money, its very life AND IT NEVER WAIVERED. Not once did it ever raise its voice or disrespect Me in any way. It waited patiently for My return and treated Me with the same calm, loving devotion it always had. It BELIEVED in Me, something no one had EVER done. It was a long, hard road to get where we are now. Recounting all this I unashamedly admit My tears are flowing as My jamie sits between My legs, smiling and simply loving its Husband.
I believe I’ve taught My Sons one of the true lessons of life which is love whatever makes you happy. The love between 2 beings is THE foundation of a harmonious, fulfilling life. If one is blessed enough to find it in ANY package it arrives, unwrap that sucker and fill it with your seed and take it as yours and DAMN THE WORLD because We Men are Gods! No matter your previous actions and attitudes now adult responsibility must take over. Your future happiness is entirely on Your shoulders. You do as Your soul commands You and if You’ve listened closely You too will achieve the level of love, adoration, and fulfillment I and My faggot wife have finally reached. We are NOT equals but we are a married couple who love and understand who we are and what we need and know together we can achieve any goal and every pleasure a love/sex union could ever produce.
Well faggot, you know I never admit My failings easily but to reveal one’s experiences for the benefit of knowledge for others is a true sign of manhood. I can never really make My shabby, immaturity towards My cunt justified so I now make sure every single day jamie knows it is MY hole, possession, heart, love and, of course, My beloved receptacle of My bodily fluids. No one can ever know all that passes between 2 beings that love each other and therefore cannot judge ANY relationship but their own.
You and your readers now know more about what makes Me, Me than My own family knows. I hope this helps any Alpha out there struggling with emotions they fear the ‘world’ won’t understand. My advice to the Master of Yul–stand firmly on Your truth, raise your fist with Your hole swallowing Your cock and yell a mighty “FUCK YOU!” to a world of fools and lemmings and blast Your load into WHOMEVER pleases You, Brother. And if You are true to yourself I will proudly call You My Brother.
FUCK YES!
This is a defiant middle finger to not only those who would judge God Alphas like him or Master Matt, but also to the societal expectations that attempt to shackle great Men and hinder their development into truly all-powerful beings. Master Dino chose to follow the truth he discovered in his heart, and he achieved it through rage and gritted teeth and years of fierce battles. He fought it and fought it until he realized he was fighting for no reason at all.
Gods do not make apologies or excuses to ants. Similarly, God Alphas owe nothing to the world except declarations of their own will.
Master Dino forged his own path, one of honesty, bravery, and truth. And here he pledges to fight alongside his God Alpha brother Master Matt as he begins this same journey.
I’m just a faggot, so my support for Master Matt is limited. But I hope Master Matt is strengthened by Alpha brothers like Master Dino rising up to unite with him and offering their support for him. The fraternity of Alphas is infinitely powerful and indestructible. It surrounds and protects Master Matt right now in this critical time of his life.
It leaves me kneeling, head bowed, with tears of gratitude and awe dropping to the earth. Thank you, Master Dino!
