
This thread follows the extraordinary story of Michael, a brave faggot who lives in an apartment building full of Alphas and began servicing many of them after he made himself available. CLICK HERE for all of the posts in this thread in chronological order!
Faggots typically have notoriously-short shelf lives, especially when serving straight Alphas. The Alphas fall in love with somebody, and that somebody doesn’t understand (or wouldn’t understand) why the Alpha owns a faggot slave. While I consider that as a warning sign to the Alpha that this person is not suitable for them, the Alphas usually ignore that warning and plunge ahead with the relationship, dismissing the faggot in the process.
It’s the nature of the beast, I suppose. I know I’ve lost Alphas to this process, and I’ve gotten philosophical about it these days. But for young faggots, that churn of life can be painful and discouraging. They go into these service arrangements with eyes of wonder and hearts full of hope, only to see them carelessly crushed.
That’s why I was so startled by the letter I received from Michael, my dear faggot brother who has slowly grown into a legendary servicer of Men on this site since he made himself known a couple of years ago. It seems Michael has already moved into the philosophical mode at an early age.
During our ongoing email conversation, I asked Michael if Master Theo (the 18-year-old college Alpha he’s serving in LA) had offered to collar him, or if he wanted to be collared.
i would be totally surprised if Theo ever put a collar on me. He just doesn’t think that way. Certainly He needs no indicia of His ownership of me. His ownership is clear and absolute and both of us understand it. This is not arrogance on His part; it is just how He is. Owning a faggot is not anything extraordinary to Him. He sees it: the services, the sexual power, the worship, indeed, the ownership as an entitlement — something that is a part of Him naturally — a birthright. A collar would not, could not, add anything to the absoluteness of His power over me.
Nor, from my perspective, do i need a collar to remind me that He owns me, that He is my absolute Master and god. Nor is it important to me to demonstrate to the world that i am owned property. Theo IS my world
Now, here’s the thing. In the past, i have gone from serving one Alpha to moving on to the next. Sometimes more than one at a time. But i am dreading the day when Theo decides that my service no longer pleases Him, or that owning a faggot slave is inconsistent with what He wishes to do with His life. After serving this glorious Alpha-god, i don’t think i could move on to another. i don’t think there is another. i think that being dismissed from His service would be the end of my life as a faggot … and the beginning of an “ordinary” life.
I was stunned when I read that last part. Could it really be true that Michael sees the end of his service to Alphas? Could he even really be happy living an “ordinary” life?
I find that scenario unrealistic. The need to serve Alphas is so deeply ingrained in Michael’s DNA that it cannot be suppressed or ignored.
However, I’ve been wrong before. And I’m certainly not Michael, so I can’t speak for him. Maybe he can make that work, but I just know from experience that faghood isn’t a shirt you can take off and toss in the garbage.
Like Master Theo’s cum, Michael’s faghood is in his blood.