Hey Sam, my name is Zach and I have been exploring submission and chastity and I want so desperately to be a faggot even if it’s not my nature. I usually top during hookups but something about faggotry is really calling to me recently. I have tried to find alphas on recon to guide me into faghood but from what I see it’s full of men that are either too ugly to get a normal guy or they want me to drop everything and move across the country. How do I find real local alphas that are worthy of service? Any help is welcome I just want to be the best faggot I can. Do you know any good alphas in the Raleigh NC area?

That’s interesting that you’ve been a Top so far in your life but now think you’re a faggot. It’s not the first time I’ve encountered that, but every time I do it strikes me funny. I commend you for being honest with yourself.

I personally prefer to approach Alphas I know in some way in my personal life, and it’s still the path I recommend. However, if you’re wanting to use an app for a more controlled prospecting opportunity, I’d use TheBlowers.com instead of Recon or Grindr. With TheBlowers.com, you can choose a fag’s role (“Blower”) and then find a local Alpha to service. From there, you’ll likely find an Alpha that’ll want to keep you as a personal faggot. 

I don’t know any Alphas in Raleigh, NC. Sorry.

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The following post is part of a thread about Chadwick, a faggot in his sixties who serves multiple Alphas domestically. CLICK HEREto read this thread in chronological order!

Truly one of the more inspirational stories I’ve uncovered since my return is that of my brother Chadwick, the older faggot who has excelled as a domestic faggot for multiple Masters around the United States. Word has spread among Alphas, and Chadwick’s highly-detailed and thorough service has become a desirable commodity for them.

Which just proves something I’ve always preached: be useful, and Alphas will make use of you.

I’ve had a couple of questions regarding what domestic service looks like, so I asked Chadwick if he’d kindly write up an experience.

But instead of just doing that, Chadwick wrote up how he found another Master to serve in addition to the service he provides.

Here’s what he wrote:

HI Sam,

Here is a recent service that i completed for my Master “seeking Eager subs” on Recon.

i have been serving Master AKA “Seeking Eager subs” on Recon for over a year once or twice a month. My service is 98% cleaning and laundry. Master bakes a lot. His Kitchen is always in need of service.

Upon arrival if Master is Home. i kiss His feet as a show of my respect for His Alphaness and my obedience.

i do His Laundry, including Sheets, Blankets, Towels, Bath Mats, etc. Everything is taken downstairs to His Apartment’s Laundry Room where five or six loads of Laundry is completed..

Clean and sanitize His Bathroom  It is very important to make sure Master’s Bathroom is not only sparkling clean, but germ free.

Clean and Sanitize His Kitchen. There are Kitchen Gadgets,Dishes, Glasses, Silverware,.Counters, outside of Appliances and Cabinets all needed to be cleaned. If something has spilled inside His Oven, that is cleaned too.

Once i have finished cleaning HIs Bathroom and Kitchen, the Floors are mopped.

Dust and clean all of His Window Sills and Furniture. 

Make His Bed with clean sheets and Blankets

Vacuum all of the Floors and Carpets.

Take all of His Trash and Recycling down to the Trash Room.

If His Blinds or Windows are dirty, They are cleaned.

Upon Finishing service, if Master is Home, thank Him and leave.

I am usually there serving Master from six to seven Hours.

That’s a lot of work, isn’t it? But notice how Chadwick doesn’t skip steps or take shortcuts, but he’s thorough and worshipfully detailed with every step of his process.

It’s exactly how an Alpha Master deserves to be treated!

I can see why Chadwick, despite his advanced age, is still able to find so many Alphas to serve!

Do you think you can do this, too?

The following post is part of a thread about Chadwick, a faggot in his sixties who serves multiple Alphas domestically. CLICK HERE to read this thread in chronological order!

I get a lot of faggots writing to me in desperation, frustrated that they seem to have no chance to serve Alphas in real life. They feel they are too old, too fat, too broken, too weighed down to ever be able to serve our greatest Men. It can become quite depressing to feel like you’re out of options, or you’ve missed a chance that will never come again.

You’ve heard me for years fielding questions from readers burdened by such painful self-doubt. Often I give them the same advice – try offering domestic or financial service. The advice usually goes unheeded, probably because the faggot has become so depressed and insecure that it shrinks back from trying.

And that’s why I was so happy to meet a faggot in his sixties named Chadwick.

Chadwick lives in North Carolina. Chadwick spent his entire life living in denial of his truth – that he was born a faggot (which is sadly quite common among males of his generation). But when he finally reached his sixties, he decided he needed to take action.

i am an older domestic service faggot. Like many other faggots, i tried very hard to fit in and be a part of the group. Long story short, i spent a lot of years looking for love in all the wrong places and caused myself a lot of pain and anxiety along the way. About 7 years ago i started having fantasies of doing the laundry and cleaning for a Hot Trainer at my gym.

Then came the realization that i could do this for Alpha Men. After a lot of trial and error i am now serving six different Masters domestically. I mostly find them on Recon.

Yesterday i did Master’s laundry, cleaned his Apartment including a dirty oven. It was so satisfying. While i am serving the outside world does not exist which does wonders for my mental health. i am so focused on pleasing Master, that is all i can think about.

Sometimes i do not even see the Master i am serving, but really really look forward to getting a text telling me the house looks great!

I currently serve a couple who are both Alphas. They have three residences i maintain. Master has decided to give me the key to their Main Residence so i may serve them while they travel. (which is a lot of the time)  i am so grateful they trust me enough to hold the key to their home.

I was blessed to have a more detailed conversation with Chadwick, where he revealed he serves six Alphas in faraway places like Columbia, SC, DC, Houston, Oklahoma City, Iowa, and College Station, TX. Chadwick shared some sage advice:

Slaves ask me about serving and all i can tell them is that you just have to ask. More people turn me down or live on the other side of the world than the ones i actually serve.

I sense a contentment and peace in Chadwick now that he has thrown himself into domestic service. He said this:

After a lifetime of failed relationships, dating, friendships, etc. slave feels like it has finally found it’s place, where i am noticed and respected for who it is. Like there is a place in the world for this slave. Just wish slave had figured it out sooner.

I cannot tell you how inspired I am by my faggot brother Chadwick! He epitomizes everything I preach here about finding fulfillment through truth of purpose. It took him a while to find it, but he DID find it through humble submission and dogged determination!

Can you incorporate domestic service as a possible way to be useful to Alphas in your area? I know Alphas love this form of service once they establish trust with the faggot.

Just don’t give up your dreams of service. You can make it a reality if you JUST TRY!

Hi brother Sam my name is Andrew and I’m a faggot from New York I recently found an alpha through an app called recon and things I thought were going smoothly. However, there are always things I like to do before submit ting is FaceTime or meet the alpha in person but he pushed that aside now he wants me to pay him $150 for new toys while I only chatted with him for about three days. To me this felt a bit fishy but I wanted to with chat you because you are far more experienced faggot than I. Sam is this normal for an alpha?

Hi brother, thanks for the question.

Yeah, this is normal for a guy who thinks he’s an Alpha and is too insecure or too fake to meet up in person and build a real relationship. 

Unfortunately the internet has created a whole class of “internet Alphas” who play games because they know they’re not really Alphas and they’re not truly serious about owning/using faggots or attempting anything in the Dom/sub space. They know they don’t have what it really takes. So instead, they play games that make them feel in control when they’re not. 

I’d forget all about this guy. 

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