When An Alpha Embraces His Protector Side
The following post is part of a thread detailing the admission and submission of a new faggot named Ben to a teen Destroyer Alpha named Grayson. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
When dominant teen Alpha Grayson first took control of Ben the faggot, his aggression led him to act like a Destroyer Alpha with Ben. In fact, I originally warned Ben about getting in too deep with Master Grayson, because I hate seeing young fags fall prey to these hurtful, unforgiving, and undisciplined Alphas.
But Ben stuck with Master Grayson, and much to my pleasant surprise, Master Grayson began to change!
It’s not to say that Master Grayson has eliminated all of his Destroyer tendencies, but he has gotten much better. As I’ve said many times here, all Alphas have Protector and Destroyer tendencies within them during their teen years. It’s a pitched battle between these forces during their youth as an Alpha tries to navigate and understand what kind of Alpha he wants to be.
It looks like Master Grayson is choosing the better path!
Ben has sent an update after quite a long time, but it’s encouraging!
It’s been a long time since I’ve written bc I unfortunately couldn’t find ur X for a time but I wanted to provide an update to serving Grayson.
Since the last time I wrote it’s been relatively good serving him still but there have been a few developments that still have me in a limbo of sorts with Grayson. Since we’ve basically lived together a while now with me serving as basically his in apartment slave I’ve been quite happy waking up everyday and serving him and seeing him somehow get hotter and stronger has made me want to serve him even better. It’s almost a daily occurance now that I see him shirtless or in a towel from the shower yet each time I do my knees get weak and I feel the need to serve so bad and he’s definitely made use of me as I used to give him head almost everyday. However, he recently got a girlfriend recently and my use to him sexual wise has diminished and while I know I can’t compete with her it still feels demeaning and he hasn’t told her about me.
Furthermore, he’s grown more controlling and bold besides the apps monitoring and everything I’m a little scared I might be locked into semi permanent chastity. Before I was open to trying it but he agreed to let me do it on a week on week off basis anda biweekly basis but I’ve now been locked for 1.5 months and he’s refusing to give me the key. Previously despite serving Grayson I still was occasionally able to have my fun and top other guys with his permission but now all that is taken away and I’m scared he won’t ever let me out especially since I haven’t been able to get the same pleasure in serving him sexually either. This has come along with him taking most of my nice clothes in my wardrobe for himself and he’s been replacing them with more feminizing things like thongs briefs and jock straps I am forced to wear now and he went even as far one time making me kiss is shoe in a parking lot in public to prove his ownership in a way. A lot of the things I know he wants to push me out of my comfort zone but it feels so demeaning especially anything in public scared me and he still made me do it.
Even then I can’t deny how helpful Grayson has been to me in helping me grow as a person as he’s encouraged me and even got to the gym with me to help me grow stronger and even helped give me a push to apply for grad school. It feels like this balance of positive actions and just extreme degradation all the time that I can’t quite solve.
During some of these moments I’ve been talking to Ethan again who does make sure I’m still obedient to him and Grayson but has been consistently kind throughout everything even from the beginning and has in a way allowed me to give him head too and fill I guess a gap that I’ve been missing consistently. It feels strange but sometimes Ethan’s comfort makes me swell with a sort of emotion that makes me think I really like him but I know a relationship like boyfriend wise probably won’t happen due to a multitude of factors but also just the premise of me serving Grayson. I’m just in limbo right now I know my situation is great and I shouldn’t complain serving someone as hot and dominant as Grayson but the whiplash of serving him and I guess also confronting that I would be his slave for life locked up forever is daunting especially when Ethan has been so much kinder to me and is also an alpha. I know I’ve gone this can’t choose before already and can’t go back but I can’t deny I’ve developed feelings in a way for Ethan that I know shouldn’t have gone through and I’m unsure if I should tell him and how I can even begin to talk to Grayson about hoping to serve him more bc I know I don’t have a right to challenge his gf.
It’s great that Master Grayson is pushing chastity as hard as he is. I know that Ben doesn’t care for it, but what Master Grayson is teaching Ben is acceptance and obedience. This is frankly quite advanced for a new straight Alpha owning a faggot for the first time! It’s also impressive how Master Grayson is shaping his faggot through insistence on workouts and other life improvements. Again, surprisingly thoughtful!
Ben’s insistence on focusing on Master Ethan is a bit frustrating given that he belongs to Master Grayson. I’m wondering if Ben yearns for Master Ethan because Master Ethan is more lenient. If so, that’s a mistake. Through Master Grayson’s firm training, Ben will become a much better faggot.
And Master Grayson is bending to accommodate his faggot’s needs, too. He’s now allowing Ben to suck his dick (and presumably swallow his loads), which he doesn’t need to do but is giving that privilege to Ben. Any faggot should be proud and grateful to be used that way by a straight Alpha!
I hope Ben rethinks some of his recent positions. Master Ethan is not around, Master Grayson is. Often, we allow our minds to create scenarios that are not real, making the grass greener on the other side of the fence. But Master Grayson is becoming a greater Alpha and Master because of Ben’s submission, making Ben’s submission that much more valuable!
So stay the course, Ben!
