Hi Sam, thanks for taking the time to respond and by presenting another alternative (that I’m actually an Alpha who has just slid off track).

I would say I’m definitely not an Alpha for a few reasons:

1. I have always felt like I needed to be spanked since my early teen years (the humiliation, pain, vulnerability and exposure all turn me on so much) – spanking was the “gateway” kink to realising humiliation has been at the centre off all my kinks (sissy/cfnm/cmnm/forcedbi/faggotry/slavery/chastity/exposure). I believe true Alphas will have been fantasising about using their cocks, not being naked over someone’s lap getting their bare bottoms spanked.
2. I like topping, but I couldn’t be satisfied form only topping. I’ve also failed to get hard several times to fuck women because it made me feel like I was too dominant (I also don’t like receiving blowjobs). But if I start typing about how I want a big strong man to grab me, force me on my knees dump his loads down my throat I start straining in my cage.
3. I started doing onlyfans with my ex girlfriend doing Femdom (me dressed like a sissy or just naked and in chastity getting my balls busted, spanked, pegged and humiliated). I signed a blackmail contract and she made me start serving men (filmed my first time sucking cock and uploaded it). We broke up a while ago but knowing she still has embarrassing photos/videos of me turns me on so much.

I don’t know if I’m a faggot, but sexually I’m definitely not an Alpha. I feel like the powerful ‘Alpha’ side of me that is a strong, assertive, dominant fight fuels my faggot, cocksucking, sissy humiliation side and vice versa.

The more powerful I feel, the better the high when I’m on my knees being humiliated.

The more of a pathetic faggot I am, the stronger I feel I need to workout and train.

I like knowing that I’m a sub who is powerful, a bit like a gladiator or guard dog. Powerful, strong and uncontrollable unless you’re my Master.

It’s hard to communicate everything well in such a short message but any help is greatly appreciated

This is a follow-up to THIS QUESTION.

Okay, well I appreciate the extra information, brother. There is a sub-class of faggots who lift weights and build massive physiques. Similarly, there is a sub-class of Alphas who prefer larger, more muscular faggots. On FWA I featured the thread of straight Master G and the larger, muscular caged faggot Jamie he owned and eventually married. Master G loved conquering his mountainous faggot. It could be the same with you.

I think you should just go for whatever you really want. You’ll eventually find the right situation that will fulfill you properly. I’ve never heard of a physically-fit gay male or faggot who never finds his place. There’s always a place for someone like you!

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God Alphas like @JayLatinPapiii understand how to push their faggots and talk to them in such a way that they submit automatically.

Then he can do whatever he wants with them!

A faggot cannot hide what it is when an Alpha tests it with teasing exercises.

The foot test is one of the most powerful.

An Alpha only needs to place his feet near a faggot’s face or on its lap, and the lure will be too much to resist.

Just like this clip. CAUGHT YA SNIFFING!

Hi Sam! Super glad your back; i followed you for years, enjoying your posts and your dialogue of spreading the word of Alphas and faggots.

I have a question that challenges me that I hope you can answer,…I definitely believe that im a true faggot at heart, but im having trouble accepting it. I have this platonic male friend who actually deliberately engages in dominance against me. He likes to crush with me with his body (hes much bigger than me), using his body weight to essentially crush me. He enjoys forcefully humping me as a playful act,  as sort of symbol of his dominance. In a way, he seems like hes trying to teach me “you’re a faggot, im the alpha”. I think its a unique opportunity to help embrace my true faggot self…but im still having trouble letting go and fully embracing my true faggot life. Any advice for me?

Thank you for the question! I love my longtime readers!

This is a huge moment in your life, brother. This “friend” is definitely trying to dominate you (even if it’s just subconsciously). You recognize what he’s doing (thanks to me, in part!), which is also to your advantage.

What’s holding you back is fear … fear of stepping over the line and never being able to go back. Fear that your life will no longer be yours. Fear of the possible shame you’ll feel for the rest of your life.

But let me tell you what’s worse: a lifetime of regret from NOT ACTING!

I hear it again and again from older faggots who look back wistfully on a life lived in shadows of unfulfillment. Back in their day they lacked information and a freer society. They were essentially trapped, paralyzed by fear.

You don’t need to end up that way, brother. You have an Alpha who is wanting you to submit to him. Your chance his right there, dry-humping you! It’s insane to let this pass you by!

I’ll tell you the truth: the behaviors of this Alpha that you describe are very similar to the way my first Alpha Roger acted toward me until the day he made me his cocksucker and changed my life for the better!

So stop worrying about things that haven’t happened yet. You need to live in the moment right now. You learn to swim by jumping in the water and letting instinct take over. Well, it’s your time to jump.

Kneel and kiss his feet and let Nature take over. Your time in now.

Get back to me when it happens, brother.

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