Questions From Readers
Sam I need your help
A while back I was serving a gay Alpha who used me in every way imaginable. He used my holes, used me as a urinal, had me cleaning and doing his laundry, worship his body, etc. He had me stop serving but we kept in touch and there’s sometimes still an energy there. It’s like I subconsciously am still owned by him. The thing is I have a boyfriend now and I do really love him. He’s hot, sweet, and dominant himself, but he doesn’t use me the way my Alpha did. I have not cheated and I don’t plan to, but do you have any advice on how to get over these feelings? Or how do I get my boyfriend more interested in using me like a faggot? What if he’s not into it?
Thanks for the question!
I honestly don’t know how a faggot can forget about Alphas who have owned them as thoroughly as your Alpha used you. I’m still imprinted on my Owners many years later. These powerful Men leave deep impressions on everyone, but their faggots especially.
The best way I’ve found to move on from a service relationship is to serve a new Alpha.
Of course your new Alpha isn’t really taking the reins the way you need, is he? This is tricky, because there is no clean, easily-defined path to follow in order to try and trigger an Alpha’s desire to dominate.
Things that have worked in the past mainly involve the faggot leaning in hard on direct acts of submission, like foot worship or less-equal body positioning. For example, be kneeling at the door when he arrives so you can kiss his feet. Kneel beside him after you’ve served him food. Kneel at his feet while he watches TV. Call him Sir. Try using more fag-oriented language during sex (“fuck my fag pussy!”) so he can engage with it. You get the idea.
Maybe he’ll bite. If he doesn’t, you might need to explain your natural need to serve as his fag.
If that doesn’t work, you might rethink the relationship. Faggots don’t last longterm in vanilla relationships.
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