Hi sam,

I’m a natural born faggot and have known this since middle school. I’m now in my late twenties. I worship the Superiority of Men and have a drive to serve them however I can.

The Alpha I’m most recently serving is in his mid-30s. Well-built. All Man. He knows what he wants and takes it – demands it. He’s the only Man I’ve served though where anytime he decides to destroy my pussy, it starts with a very intense spanking. Always bringing me to tears. It’s not some playful act. It’s PURE aggression. Sometimes he’ll use a belt but normally just his hands.

Once he has me sobbing or bawling, that’s the time he always takes me. A full rut without any other build up. It is such an emotional and intense experience as he’s slamming his thick cock into my pussy – ass sore and sensitive with every buck of his hips that smack into it. I’ve never experienced anything like it.

I usually stay emotional throughout the breeding as he doesn’t let up. There’s no time to calm myself.

He’s always having me wear lace panties and the like where he just pulls them aside so he can have access to my hole but without having to see my caged clit. He’s definitely very verbal in these situations. He lets me know how inferior I am with every word and thrust.

Afterwards, he almost always lets me lay on his chest (after I clean his dick with my mouth… sometimes he takes the moment to use me as a urinal as well). Then, I usually proactively make him a snack, prepare dinner or bring him a drink before he decides to dismiss me.

I leave feeling a mixture of emotions. I’m not sure if anyone else has this type of dynamic but was wondering if the ritual he employs is normal or acceptable? When I leave, I feel both fulfilled and like a total mess at the same time.

Maybe he’s just keeping me in my inferior place and showcasing his natural superiority? Or is it abusive?

All I know is that it can be really embarrassing to go to the gym the next day – having a red/bruised ass and a clit cage is quite humbling.

Your thoughts?

Thanks!

Hi brother! Thanks for writing! 

Your story is pretty intense! I can only imagine what it’s like to be basically attacked like that. It must be extremely painful and scary when this happens. 

Sometimes it’s hard to understand the needs of a Man because they are sometimes so radically different from us faggots. Alpha rage is a real phenomenon, and I’ve written about it here and there in an attempt to explain it … and also warn faggots about it. 

Sadly, many faggots seek this kind of rage out thinking it seems “hot” but suddenly find themselves in over their heads.

I can’t tell where you’re at with these attacks. It sounds like he’s really hurting you physically and emotionally, but you mention the fulfillment part of the experience as well. You seem concerned about its regularity, but you also sound like you wouldn’t trade it for something different. 

Here’s my take on it: yes, he’s abusing you (without cause) to some degree. You don’t deserve to be beaten every time he needs to fuck just because you’re his faggot. He may not be able to become sexually aroused without the violence aspect, which would also be troubling. 

But on the other hand, he’s fulfilling something in you, and leaving you “a total mess” might be exactly what he intends. He wants his rut and his breeding to leave impressions on you physically and emotionally. In some way, there isn’t anything wrong with that.

I can’t pass harsh judgement on your Master’s technique because he is providing you some aftercare. That’s important. By allowing you to decompress on his chest and work out your place through acts of service (like making a meal for him), you Master is providing some support after his assaults. If that wasn’t happening, I’d be much more concerned. 

I don’t think you have much to worry about. I’ve seen this kind of violence from powerful Alphas (Master Dino from FWA is an example of this) that morphed over time into something much deeper. So I’d stick with it for now and see where it leads.  

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Hello Sam,

Thank you for everything you do to serve alphas and faggots alike. You have opened my eyes to what it truly means to serve alphas around me.

My problem is that I don’t fit the stereotype of a faggot. If anything, I get mistaken as an alpha but I am far from it! You see, I’ve been blessed with good genes. I’m pretty good looking, have a naturally masculine physique, and an above average penis.

This has made it difficult to find what I’m looking for from guys. The gays are vain af and take one look at me and think I’ll dominate them. But the truth is, I am not dominant at all. I recognize the privilege I have as a hung, hot, straight passing guy. But I also know my place in the hierarchy and it ain’t at the top! I just want to submit, serve, and worship alphas. But it’s hard to find someone that isn’t intimidated by me or my size. I know those aren’t true alphas if they get intimidated by a beta.

I’ve approached a couple of straight alphas and they just want to bro out with me. One let me worship him with a blow job but wanted me to do it naked so he could demean me. But that didn’t go well, as you can imagine. Gay alphas suddenly turn vers when we hookup. I have no desire to top. I don’t want an alpha to compare dick size. I don’t deserve to have a straight “bro.”

How can I make myself more serviceable to alphas? How can I downplay myself to be a better fag? Please help!

Brother, thank you very much for writing! This is a something of a problem that I think other faggots deal with as well. 

I’m actually really glad you bring up this issue, because far too many people judge a male’s hierarchical place by the size of his dick. I’ve known some incredible faggots in my life, absolutely devoted to service and providing pleasure for Alphas, who had gigantic dicks.

Gigantic, USELESS dicks.

So I can appreciate your frustration, brother. You’re fighting against an ingrained, primal instinct, and your options to overcome it are limited, but not impossible. 

First and most importantly, I suggest you go into chastity. I realize it might be a trick finding a chastity cage to fit you initially, but I know there are custom cages available to purchase or have created. You must lock it up so that you essentially take it out of the equation. I guarantee you that straight Alphas who see your dick locked in a cage will get excited that a hung stud like you has accepted the truth. 

Also, chastity will be able to help shrink it down. 

In addition, you should really stop exposing it in a general sense. Go into chastity, and then wear jock straps to conceal it even more. Essentially, the idea behind this is to make your penis a non-issue and a non-starter. 

You didn’t mention body hair, but I think it might be good to get as smooth as possible. This will also act to feminize your appearance and keep Alphas from looking at you like a bro. 

Those are my immediate suggestions. Aside from that, I’ll just add that a Man can’t see your junk if you’re bent over on your knees. 

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When people tell me gay Alphas are not Hierarchically equal to straight Alphas, I laugh in their face. I’ve known gay Alphas who are INDISTINGUISHABLE from straight Alphas.

Watch and listen to the way Master @SirJoshTO uses this fåggot! Learn the truth!

My powerful Master @Santidepr_OF is one of the most brutal trainers of fagg0ts since Master @JordanFoxHard1. He’s sexy, dominant, and unforgiving.

You may not agree with his methods, but the fagg0ts trained by him will never forget their purpose!

This is absolutely brutal use and abuse, but there’s no better way to brainwash a fagg0t into absolute obedience and service. #HierarchyIsLaw #HierarchyIsTruth

There is no doubt that fraternity rape occurs. Honestly, it’s almost inevitable. The highly-pressurized environment in college, combined with the alcohol/drugs/partying on college campuses, combined with the Alpha Pack mentality, combined with the hazing rituals of fraternities … it’s not a question of “if”, but WHEN.

Hi Sam,

I sent you a message a few days ago about my violent Alpha Boyfriend. I asked him on my knees if he could be less aggressive because he’s a big strong man and I am just a weak faggot. At first he liked my submission and made me suck his cock for a long time, then he told me to undress, I put my ass up, and he fucked me very roughly, much more than I would have liked, but I just closed my eyes and accepted it.

My ass was really sore on the next morning and told them that I couldn’t take his dick again, but I could suck him as much as he wanted. He said that if a faggot cannot take a dick, it is a useless faggot. Then he got really aggressive and punched me several times, I was terrified and thought he would violate me. But I took my phone and called my father and he immediately stopped. I don’t know if you will remember, but I told you that my father was a really good man and a very different type of Alpha. My parents live 3 hours away, but when I sent the pictures of my bruised to my father he left his work and drove 3 hours to rescue me.

Sam, it felt like a movie. My father showed up and I was crying, afraid of what could happen, and with bruises on my arms and my face. He held me in his arms and told me to pick all my stuff from the bedroom. My bf was trying to explain and saying that it was just a misunderstanding, but my father looked at him and just said “you will never touch my son again in your life and, if you try it, I’ll teach you what it means to be a man”.

Anyway Sam, it was a little traumatic, but I am so grateful to have a God Alpha as my father. He literally saved me, took care of me and didn’t judge any of my decisions. I thought he would be mad at me because he tried to stop me when I moved out, but he only offered me love and protection.

It was a crazy week, but I’ve never felt so safe in my whole life. My father says that I’ll find a good man one day, I just need to be patient. I know I’m sexy and young, so there are other men wanting to use me as a cumdump, but is it that hard to find a Man who will use me but also take care of me?

Thanks for your attention, Sam

I love you!

This is a follow-up to THIS QUESTION.

My brother, I was so mortified to hear this harrowing and scary story! I am so sorry you had that happen to you! I feel like my advice was wrong, and that I accidentally sent you back into the lion’s den to get mauled again. I am so very sorry!

Of course, my original answer anticipated this possible outcome because I know Destroyer Alphas and their sadistic violent tendencies. This abuser (not calling him Alpha) is apparently lacking a brain in addition to lacking a heart, and I’m glad to hear you’re away from him now.

Speaking of brains, I wish your Alpha father would’ve splattered this guy’s brains across a far wall.

I am so proud of the power and righteousness of your Alpha father. He arrived like a superhero, like Captain America, and rescued you. It probably horrified him to see the situation his little boy was in, but it sounds like he remained brave and empathetic and protective for your sake.

So now you’ve seen and experienced both the very best and the very worst of Alpha behavior, a Protector Alpha standing up against a Destroyer Alpha in order to defend the weak and vulnerable. Do you have any remaining doubts about what I preach regarding these things? Believe it, because it is very true!

But don’t worry, little brother. There will be other, better Alphas in your life, Protector Alphas who can use you and also care for you the way you need and desire. The only nice aspect of this story (aside from your father’s heroic actions) is that now you know what you’re NOT looking to serve. The signs and symptoms of Destroyer Alpha tendencies will be much more apparent, and you will know what to do.

It’s awful that you had to learn it this way, but your learned it and learned it YOUNG. You still have plenty of years left to get lost in service to amazing and virtuous Alphas. They DO exist, so definitely don’t give up, angel.

I love you!

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The subject of becoming a servant is not a joke, I tried to resist for ten years, but when I weakened, I lost my whole life. The man who controlled me filmed me without my noticing while I was kissing his feet and serving him. Now he threatens me and blackmails me with the video if I disobey him. Now he has access to my Facebook account. He moved to my house and turned me into a real slave and now he took all my salary and I have nothing left and all day after work I serve him and serving him is very difficult because he is a very bad person. Now I lost my life completely… I know that there is no solution and you cannot help me but I just want to tell my story

Brother, I’m very sorry to hear this, and I’m frustrated that you feel there is nothing that can be done. 

You said you were blackmailed into this. Frankly, what he’s done to you and your life seems to be worse than if you’d have just released your information and dealt with those consequences UNLESS you’re in a place like the Middle East (it’s hard to tell from your name). 

Just know you are seen and known now. My heart goes out to you, my dear brother.

Love,

sam the faggot

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Sam, I really love you and your site <3

I am 19 and I am 100% sure I am a faggot! I love serving big men, I know my place, and my holes are always ready for real men. I serve a man who is 32. He took me from my parents house and told me to live with him. He’s very masculine, very strong, and hairy. I am weak, skinny, and smooth. I really like the way he uses me, but sometimes he gets very very aggressive. When I don’t cook well enough or if he thinks the house is not clean enough, he usually gets mad and punishes me. He beats me and sometimes I get some bruises.

He’s my first man and he took my virginity so I don’t know if this is normal. Is this the normal treatment if I want to have a real man with me? Do you think I can find a real Alpha who takes care of me or “soft” men will not be dominant? Do you think some men can be naturally dominant alphas but also treating me well? I love him and I love to obey him but I am a little worried because last time he really hurt my two arms. My father really supports me and he’s a real Alpha man as well who NEVER did that with my mother… but I don’t know if a faggot like me deserves a good caring man, sometimes I think that, if I don’t want an aggressive man, I will end up with just another gay who would never fuck and breed me like a man. I am so confused… can you please help me?

Sweetheart, I’m glad to receive your open-hearted letter. 

Congratulations on finding an Alpha at such a young age. Your Master sounds very powerful and aggressive given that he basically yanked you away from your family and took you in as his personal faggot.

But even that move concerns me. It feels very controlling in an unnatural way. And given the more disturbing things you say have been happening now that you live with him, I think my instincts are correct. 

Listen, little brother: you are a faggot, but that doesn’t mean you deserve to be hurt and abused. You’re trying your best to serve this Master faithfully, and you’re not always going to succeed. If this was a true and admirable Master, he would correct you with firm and encouraging guidance. What a shame that he’s choosing violence instead. 

I don’t know if you’re able to have civil conversations with this Master, but if you can I’d ask if you can talk to him. Then you should humbly explain that he is hurting you. Emphasize that your goal is to be the best faggot possible for him and the violence is making you rethink your purpose. Ask him to please help you to be a better, more satisfying faggot by teaching you rather than abusing you. 

If you can’t talk to him like that, then it might be time to rethink staying with him.

I know there are a lot of fetish sites out there and lots of so-called Alphas (and faggots) who say faggots deserve to be beaten and abused. DO NOT LISTEN TO THEM. A faggot doesn’t deserve to be beaten for faithfully serving a Man any more than a faithful dog deserves to be beaten. Most decent people are horrified by animal abuse, and that should be the natural reaction to faggot abuse. 

There is something broken in any Alpha who abuses faggots. These are Destroyer Alphas who never advanced past the bully stage in high school, who never learned how to deal with frustration in any productive way. These Alphas are to be pitied, not worshiped. 

And yes, you deserve better. You may be a faggot, but you’re clearly smart. You obviously observed how your Alpha father treated your mother and those under his control (including you), and that set a pattern of Alpha behavior for you that is righteous and good. It’s not wrong to expect something similar in a Master who owns you. 

You’re young and full of youthful energy and optimism. Don’t allow a bad Master to steal that from you with the darkness of abuse. If he’s unable or unwilling to change, then you need to seek a new Master.

I love you, little brother. I am hoping for the best in this situation. Please feel free to keep in touch with me at hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com or through here. 

Love Always,

sam the faggot

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Hello hello, it’s me again. I follow you’re advice in I achieve to older man to stomp me dick like I like , and they let me cum in them hehe , it was the best .

But I notice something . I’m not sure if they really enjoy that action.

I have some obsession with to have mi dick hurt and tortured by men feet I don’t now why hahaha .

One of me wishes for this new year is to find a Dom to love and get hard when he trampling me dick.

Why Alphas love to have a dick under his feet? What they think of that?

Why fags don’t talk a lot of dick trampling? We are rare specimens?

I don’t know what you mean … Alphas stomp on fag dicks all the time. There are sadistic Alphas out there who love to cause pain to the weak, and stomping a faggot’s dick/balls is the most obvious way to do that. 

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Hi Sam, I am the fag from Spain that asked a question at the beginning of the month. To make a story short, you were right, I do have way too much ego. Yet, somehow, no matter how much I try to let go of it, I just can’t.

I spent the last weeks thinking about your reply, about how I could let go of it to truly serve and do it at my best. However, life had other plans for me.

This past Wednesday, I met up with an man from Grindr. I went to his apartment. We talked a little bit, lots of kisses here and there, huge cock too, but I wasn’t feeling it. Like, my intuition, something in me was telling me: Don’t relax! Stay aware, stay alert! Anyways, we fucked, I worshipped his feet and I got out.

Fast-forward, on Friday, he texted me, we talked a lot about the things we both liked. He mentioned that we has an Alpha and he used to have a ‘no-limits boy’ -he didn’t call him fag, but, you know, I know, we know…-, and that he liked: piss play, bondage, his boy to be completely hairless, to be asked permission if I wanted to cum or kiss him. But a sentence that really shocked me -kinda- was: I just like to see the fear in their faces. And, I thought it was just an exageration, well, it wasn’t.

We decided that I would go to his apartment on saturday’s morning and we would see how the situation developed. I couldn’t. Truly, I couldn’t.

For the first time in my life, no matter the amount of sweet words he was hiding behind, I met a destroyer alpha. All it took was one hard slap across my face, and it took me back to my childhood when I was harsly beaten, and to make me realize what my intution meant. He was going to take everything out on me.

I saw it in his eyes, the anger, the desire to make someone suffer, the I need a f*cking punchin-bag! He told me “I can go slow and be more sweet if you want to”, he tried, he gave me after-care. Yet, every word felt like a lie, like: I going slow until you become used to it, then you know…

To sum up, it made me realize that I have been manifesting into my life the same type of man, the same type of alpha while dreaming of one that ‘I used to have’ but never could be.

I became a master at manifesting men that just wanted to be Alphas because they felt the world was unfair to them; call it being too busy or uninterested after getting me, or being interested in destroying me.

Same men, different places and different faces.

And so, I thought more deeply about what I was looking for, about how I truly felt, about how ‘I could let go of such opportunity to be trained even better’? And I got reminded of my first crush in high-school.

He was one year older than me; he was smart; he had a great body; he loved to show off his muscles to me; he would slap my butt cheek so hard and he didn’t care if someone saw; he would play online games with me; he would grab me by the waist whenever we had to take a picture; he was the type of man that would do anything he wanted to you and yet tell you… if anyone bothers you or you want something, tell me, i’ll take care of it.

You know, back in high-school, there was this one girl that was friend of his group of friends, and she would say to them: ‘Be careful with him. He is gay’. And he would just make her shut up so fast with just one look. He used to come and tell me: if you are gay, it’s okay. He knew even when I always said no, but I just couldn’t gather the courage to accept it to others -not because of shame, but because of the environment I was in-. I moved to another place, he got a girlfriend, and everything ended.

Basically, and to finish this, when I think of my high-school crush… I feel like I want, like I ache to get on my knees and just follow his orders and follow him; but, when I think of the man I met up with last saturday, I am like… I can not be a fag, this man can kill me anytime, I can not dare to relax.

Is it being less, being a punching-bag, being a fag? what actually feels like to be a fag? does it always have to feel like you are a toy awaiting to be discarded?

I am sorry if it got too long. It’s just too many emotions, and just you to share them with.

Thank you. I hope everyone has had an amazing christmas day, and I wish everyone a happy new year too.

P.S. It wasn’t the first time men slapped me across my face during sex or service, but the intention behind it CERTAINLY felt different.

This is a follow-up to THIS QUESTION.

Well, brother, I’m glad you took my counsel to heart. I felt like I beat you up a little bit when you last wrote to me, so I’m glad it helped you rather than hurt you! 

Yes, Destroyer Alphas are definitely lurking out there, and it sometimes takes some searching to really get them to reveal the malignant intentions they might have toward you. 

I don’t really know what to make of the rest of this epic text you wrote to me. However, I want to address your question near the end of it. In regards to being a “punching bag”, I don’t think every faggot needs to be used that way. Some faggots like being beaten up by Alphas, and there are plenty of Alphas all-too-happy to oblige them. 

I know I’ve never been beaten by my Alphas (been wrestled into submission holds plenty of times, but never just punched outright). I’d refuse to serve an Alpha who would treat me that badly when I’m doing my best to serve properly. 

But again, there are some sick faggots out there who can’t feel anything other than pain. 

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Hi Sam! I wanted to ask a question about race play when it comes to faggots and alphas, and how you feel about it. I’m an asian faggot and I just recently came in contact with a white alpha that likes to use raceplay to enforce the hierarchy between us, talking about how he’s superior because of it and uses it to emasculate me. He does it in a way that’s not truly racist but just in a way that ramifies the status difference between us. However I wanted to get your perspective on this and your opinion on raceplay, as well as if there’s any examples you’ve heard of? Thanks Sam, keep up the good work!

Unfortunately race play is part of Hierarchy. I say “unfortunately” despite the fact that I was forced to participate in race play by a couple of black Alphas who demanded that I call them “nigger” while they used me … and I found it hot. 

I can’t stand racism, and on an intellectual level I’m disgusted to see racism and race play in the Hierarchical scene. Racism doesn’t accurately reflect the power dynamic going on in actual Hierarchy. 

That said, race play can be quite hot. However, I also think it’s just another sad commentary on our fallen nature in general.

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Me gusta cuando un Alfa me pisotea, me golpea, me abofetea, me aprieta, me ríe y me humilla.

Cuando compara la polla y usa la suya para lastimarme.

¿Por qué hay tanta alegría en un Alfa y en una Bandera?

¿Qué demonios es Dom? ¿O es un instinto?

¿A más maricones les gusta eso?

Translated:

I like it when an Alpha tramples me, hits me, slaps me, squeezes me, laughs at me and humiliates me.
When he compares cock and uses his to hurt me. Why is there so much joy in an Alfa and a Bandera?
What the hell is Dom? Or is it an instinct?
Do more faggots like that?

Thank for the question. Yes, faggots like to be abused and humiliated because many of them are ashamed of themselves and want to be reminded of that. You are not alone in this. There are many faggots who feel the same way. Thank you!

Gracias por la pregunta. Sí, a los maricones les gusta que abusen y humillen porque muchos de ellos se avergüenzan de sí mismos y quieren que se lo recuerden. No estás solo en esto. Hay muchos maricones que sienten lo mismo. ¡Gracias!

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Findom Alpha @cashgodMatt is a bearded, brutal, and demanding faggot trainer. He has no problem locking faggots I’m very small chastity cages and reducing their genitalia to skin tags. He devises torturous, SAW-like torture contraptions.

And he loves piss.

Of course, most Alphas do. It’s a primal marking technique, plus it amuses them to no end.

Master Matt’s fag here is given a mouthful of piss, and I thought for sure it was going to spit it out … but the faggot swallows at the very end. Good boy!

Here’s Master Matt doing some foot torture:

This is Master @SUCKNIKO forcefully and unsympathetically throat fucking his faggot.

Brutal stuff!

This post is part of a thread chronicling the growth of an agonophilic faggot named Chris and his long-term service relationship with a straight Alpha. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!

One of the keys to my success as a faggot throughout my life is my willingness to rationally explain my Hierarchical perspective as a proud faggot and my inborn role in life. This usually takes Alphas by surprise, and they’re typically interested in asking more about my view of my purpose and theirs. I liken their reaction to a puppy encountering some usual new critter with a mixture or excitement, curiosity, and fear.

Once I get their attention and interest it’s usually a matter of easing them into accepting my worship/service until their natural instincts take over.

Yes, it’s a form of manipulation. On the other hand, I’m helping these Alphas discover aspects of their power and embrace a larger purpose. Shouldn’t that be part of a faggot’s service?

Chris responded to my previous post about him with another example from his life that also reflects this teaching work faggots must sometimes do with Alphas.

THIS is exactly how I’ve always felt. With this Str8 Alpha in particular since our relationship actually began almost 18 yrs ago and I was NOT his Fag initially. When he and his then GF moved out of NYC I’d put him up when he was here for work, and letting me suck his dick was his way of a “thank you”. It wasn’t until 2-3 years later and he was about to bust his load in my mouth and for the first time blurted out SUCK IT FAGGOT (with a quick look to say he didn’t mean that) that I first told him it was OKAY and he was just following his natural instinct. And he was surprised when I explained my TRUE Faggot self. So yes I began to teach HIM, and bring out his Alpha self, eventually getting to the point where he only addresses me as Faggot and gets hard as a rock beating me up and holds me on his dick until this last pulse and he is empty, and getting him to the point where he UNDERSTANDS forcing my head into his sweaty underarms and breathing deep is PERFUME to a Faggot. (we often forget how confusing some of this is to a real man) It was a LONG process, just getting him to not thank me for things I did for him or gave him and to just EXPECT it and eventually DEMAND it took a year. This is the only man I’ve served who my relationship with was NOT as a faggot from the get-go. He was just a stunning blonde God to me about whom I only FANTASIZED about being a total Faggot to and receiving a beatdown from. NOW he is a Alpha MAN with me, and has admitted how much he likes it, how much taking out his frustrations on me helps him, and I am as PROUD of that as I am of being his Faggot.

I really loved this experience from Chris because it illustrates that much of this “manipulation” is a long game. It sometimes takes a year or more of methodical revelation before the Alpha seizes his natural power.

But when it’s finally unlocked, so many blessing come from it!

Chris now experiences joy that come from purpose. That’s definitely worth working for! It’s definitely worth waiting for!

Even after all of these years of serving Alphas and the years spent researching and writing on the topic of Hierarchy and the Alpha/fag dynamic, I continue to learn new things. Some of these discoveries have changed my life completely (like chastity), while others spark a more intellectual curiosity.

The term agonophilia is one of those latter discoveries. I’d never heard of this psychological condition until it was brought up in the “Ask A Question” section of this site recently by a faggot named Chris (CLICK HERE TO READ). The condition involves sexual arousal arising from inflicting or receiving pain and violence. This is largely foreign to me given that I have a natural aversion to violent stuff.

But Chris not only craves this kind of action, he has found three straight, married Alphas who love to inflict pain as much as Chris loves receiving it.

In his original question, Chris asked if I thought he should tell others about the truth of his darker, more controversial interests. I’m glad to hear back from Chris, who gave me this update:

Thank you for your answer. I have since SHARED my learning of this actual term with one of my Alphas that I serve. Two are what can best be described as a Man’s Man, they are not intellectuals who’s response I feel would be who gives a shit as they punched my lights out while feeding me their dicks. But ONE, the one I’ve served the longest, 16yrs, is more introspective and reads a great deal about Psyches and self exploration, and he was equally surprised and interested by this, and unaware there was a term (relating more to the type of Man HE is than the kind of Fag I am). The other two are married and both fathers. This one has a longtime GF who IS aware of me, but only as an friend he’s known for years. She IS aware of his past as a stripper for bachelor-ette parties and the occasional gay event, and that I am Gay, but oc has NO idea of the true nature of what he is to me and what he does to me. I broached the subj of him joining us here and sharing. He was not opposed to it but said he has to think about it, since, like me, he’s never shared this side of himself with others. So we shall see.

I’m really proud of my brother for being honest with others, but particularly with this particular Alpha! By being brave and trusting his Master, he’s possibly unlocked his Master’s greater power and a provided him with a better perspective of Hierarchical truth!

This is what faggots do for Alphas (particularly straight Alphas!). By our honest submission, we teach them about their own power and place within the Hierarchical arrangement. Honestly, there is no better way to serve!

Thanks for the question! Yours is officially the first one on the new site!

I was wondering how many faggots (and Alphas) would respond to that information about agonophilia. I know a lot of faggots get off on being beaten, so I figured some would be triggered by it. As far as your central question, let’s be honest – most faggots are in hiding and are extremely embarrassed about their needs. After all, it’s not exactly something that one brings up at a family reunion or in the work breakroom.

That being said, I am someone who has almost completely integrated being a faggot with my exterior life. I’ve never been shy or socially intimidated, so I simply let people know (when asked) that I’m a faggot. Nervous laughter follows, but then some healthy conversation usually occurs afterward.

But I realize I’m an outlier and not the norm when it comes to this. In the real world, a faggot needs to pick his battles and reveal the truth to those he can trust. That doesn’t make a faggot any less than he is (after all, he’s a faggot!). You shouldn’t feel shame because you’re hiding some part of yourself right now. It’ll come when it’s the right time for you, not for anyone else’s expectations.

Thank you for the question!

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