Even after all of these years of serving Alphas and the years spent researching and writing on the topic of Hierarchy and the Alpha/fag dynamic, I continue to learn new things. Some of these discoveries have changed my life completely (like chastity), while others spark a more intellectual curiosity.

The term agonophilia is one of those latter discoveries. I’d never heard of this psychological condition until it was brought up in the “Ask A Question” section of this site recently by a faggot named Chris (CLICK HERE TO READ). The condition involves sexual arousal arising from inflicting or receiving pain and violence. This is largely foreign to me given that I have a natural aversion to violent stuff.

But Chris not only craves this kind of action, he has found three straight, married Alphas who love to inflict pain as much as Chris loves receiving it.

In his original question, Chris asked if I thought he should tell others about the truth of his darker, more controversial interests. I’m glad to hear back from Chris, who gave me this update:

Thank you for your answer. I have since SHARED my learning of this actual term with one of my Alphas that I serve. Two are what can best be described as a Man’s Man, they are not intellectuals who’s response I feel would be who gives a shit as they punched my lights out while feeding me their dicks. But ONE, the one I’ve served the longest, 16yrs, is more introspective and reads a great deal about Psyches and self exploration, and he was equally surprised and interested by this, and unaware there was a term (relating more to the type of Man HE is than the kind of Fag I am). The other two are married and both fathers. This one has a longtime GF who IS aware of me, but only as an friend he’s known for years. She IS aware of his past as a stripper for bachelor-ette parties and the occasional gay event, and that I am Gay, but oc has NO idea of the true nature of what he is to me and what he does to me. I broached the subj of him joining us here and sharing. He was not opposed to it but said he has to think about it, since, like me, he’s never shared this side of himself with others. So we shall see.

I’m really proud of my brother for being honest with others, but particularly with this particular Alpha! By being brave and trusting his Master, he’s possibly unlocked his Master’s greater power and a provided him with a better perspective of Hierarchical truth!

This is what faggots do for Alphas (particularly straight Alphas!). By our honest submission, we teach them about their own power and place within the Hierarchical arrangement. Honestly, there is no better way to serve!

Thanks for the question! Yours is officially the first one on the new site!

I was wondering how many faggots (and Alphas) would respond to that information about agonophilia. I know a lot of faggots get off on being beaten, so I figured some would be triggered by it. As far as your central question, let’s be honest – most faggots are in hiding and are extremely embarrassed about their needs. After all, it’s not exactly something that one brings up at a family reunion or in the work breakroom.

That being said, I am someone who has almost completely integrated being a faggot with my exterior life. I’ve never been shy or socially intimidated, so I simply let people know (when asked) that I’m a faggot. Nervous laughter follows, but then some healthy conversation usually occurs afterward.

But I realize I’m an outlier and not the norm when it comes to this. In the real world, a faggot needs to pick his battles and reveal the truth to those he can trust. That doesn’t make a faggot any less than he is (after all, he’s a faggot!). You shouldn’t feel shame because you’re hiding some part of yourself right now. It’ll come when it’s the right time for you, not for anyone else’s expectations.

Thank you for the question!

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I’ve never been an advocate or fetishist for faggot abuse. I know there are faggots with esteem issues that crave abuse, pain, and humiliation, but I’ve just never thought that was necessary.

To be frank, these videos upset me to some degree. I put them here as a sort of Hierarchical guidepost, showing the types of things faggots are enduring in some places around the world.

This post is part of a thread that follows a straight God Alpha named Dino who took ownership of a faithful faggot named Jamie that has lasted 15 years and led to marriage. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!

I knew when I published that post from Jamie about the damage Master Dino inflicted on it that I would soon hear from the Man Himself.

And, like clockwork, Master Dino appeared in my inbox!

I love being a weird little part of Master Dino’s Kingdom. I’ve come to love and respect all of them. So when I hear how my posts about them excite them so much, it gives me a warm feeling in my shriveled faggot heart.

Good evening faggot, Your post of Mine and My little dicklicker’s (he’s talking about his fag wife Jamie here) most recent trip to the Alpha Playground had the faggots all atwitter and the Men in a bit of awe of Their Alpha Father’s testosterone-fueled imagination and impishly wicked sense of fun.

If I leave ANY wisdom to My Sons it is if it isn’t any fun for you to do then it is the wrong thing for you to do. If one doesn’t get SOME enjoyment from life why the fuck be here?

Halloween is always meaningful to My faggot and I. No creature on earth will ever know why except My precious cumhole and I. I try to do something every year on Halloween, the anniversary of My making it My legal faggot wife, and the anniversary of the day it met Me and its life’s purpose was fulfilled. Three days that I make special for My faggot for which it spends the other 362 worshiping Me. Test Your power and put Your faggot through its paces and just use a little imagination and it adds an element of fun and a little extra grunt in Your rut. Like I always say about the Alpha Playground, ” Its the place faggots beg to enter and scream to leave.” Hahaha!

Anyway those 2 videos we emulated were some of jamie’s favorites. it knew what it was asking of Daddy. it knows Daddy has a dark side, which thrills the faggot. I suppose faggots are attracted to bad boys just like breeder cunts. jamie is the only living thing to have seen and been completely used by the unbridled dark half of Me so when it goes down certain paths with Daddy it may not know the journey but it has a goddamned good idea as to the condition in which it will arrive. As I’ve said before the hole I cum in isn’t as innocent as it appears. It’s a fucking cumguzzling slut! And I wouldn’t own it if it was any other way. Hahahahahaha

So faggot, the family was together discussing life, sex, and faggots all because of your post. I suppose Chad will share Zak since the pussy I own is out of commission for a minute. Zak’s a sweet hole. And don’t worry about your brother between what I feed it and the loads the Boys give AND the loads it “faggot charms” from them because it’s a dirty faggot whore, jamie will be just fine. Ha! All this wholesome family stuff is great but Goddamn, let’s get to fucking bed or get to bed and fuck or whatever. Fuck you faggot! Hahaha GOD

I don’t know if there is an Alpha on the planet who enjoys using faggots more than Master Dino. He and his Alpha sons are primal animals of pure lust, and their faggots are just as greedy to be used in any way possible.

From the first time I heard their story until now, I don’t know if I’ve heard of an Alpha/faggot relationship so violently perfect. It’s a Union bathed in blood and cum and wrapped in the unholy powers of darkness … and it’s beautiful. It’s beautiful like a dead, twisted old tree standing defiantly on a plain. Never ignored, never forgotten, and neverending.

This post is part of a thread that follows a straight God Alpha named Dino who took ownership of a faithful faggot named Jamie that has lasted 15 years and led to marriage. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!

Master Dino and his faggot wife Jamie have been extraordinarily open about their unconventional lives and their unusual family situation. They’ve done so at great risk to themselves.

Ultimately, though, Master Dino fears no Man, court, or authority. He does what he wants with anybody he wants at any time he wants.

And however hard he wants.

Master Dino recently took his faggot wife Jamie out for a vacation together for a few days. After months in that crazy house with Master Dino’s Alpha sons Master Chad and Master Dean breeding like bulls and tearing up the place, Master Dino thought it would be good for them to get a breather.

But Master Dino’s idea of a breather isn’t like that of a typical Man or even a typical Alpha. Jamie discovered that in the most painful way possible:

Well its 3 days until the twins birthday thank goodness the preparations for the ‘mini-event’ are nearly complete. i’ve been busy with that since Daddy and i returned from our Halloween excursion.

sam it was fabulous and we’ve seen those two videos so much that with Daddy extraordinary accoutrements and wicked sense of fun it was an amazing experience that fired us up in ways that guaranteed a scene both of us will treasure. I believe Daddy described the videos (and its Jordan Fox) so you know there is a playfully demonic physicality to enacting them with ‘Daddy precision’.

All in all Daddy and His dark half were thrillingly scary and way sexier than any Man, even an Alpha, ought to be. He came from the scene more the studly Alpha ManGod than ever before and has proudly strutted around making the Boys look up to Him even more and the other faggots envious of little old nothing me! Lol.

As im sure baby (Jimmy) has told you because it had to do my job for a few days, i was lost in ‘happy faggot land’ and would NOT release Daddy’s furry leg. In the past when such emotional exhibits caused Daddy concern Doc simply explained that when such an explosion of everything that is ‘us’ that i am like the acid tripper who is so high theres nothing to do but wait two days for me to come down and to allow me whatever ‘security blanket’ comforts me. My security is Daddy and since i adore His yummy legs that’s where i find myself ‘waking’ time and again after such fulfilling and joyful service.

I’ll stop here momentarily. You see, Master Dino was so turned on by the interviews I had with Master Dino that he wanted to go farther in his use of his fag wife than he’d ever gone before (which is MUCH farther than most Men ever go!).

Upon returning from that brutal trip, Jamie was so bewildered and traumatized by the experience that all it could do was hang onto Master Dino’s leg for dear life like a monkey on a swinging tree. Little Jimmy did indeed write to me to tell me this, too.

Then I found out why:

I came back after almost three days a bit bruised and battered but that was expected. Later that night I noticed my back hurt a bit but i have problems sometimes since i was injured in football almost forty years ago. By last night I couldn’t move my leg without screaming and the Boys gently carried me to bed as Daddy called Doc. His diagnosis? At least one cracked rib and–the worst thing–a pulled, possibly torn groin muscle. i got permission for my language here, its hurts like a MUTHERFUCKING SON OF A BITCH!!

my chest is wrapped like a mummy and it will be days, maybe longer until i am allowed out of bed. Doc then delivered the cruelest blow of all, announcing to Daddy that i am over fifty now and older bodies shouldn’t be doing shit that would exhaust 20-somethings. Bastard! (He he he)

Now i am propped upon the bed being fed food, drugs, and cum and served as i have done Daddy many times. Wish you could see my Savior (Master Chad). He’s being so kind and concerned, a side generally not seen by many, and He’s SO cute! Daddy enjoys that He is so caring as it says a lot about how He will deal with future faggot mishaps. He pops in every hour or so with questions like, “Are the faggots doing all you need mommy?” and “Is Pop bustin’ you enough cum cause i can shoot ya a couple more today”.

So I feel like a princess and will continue to do so even with the pain and lack of feeling useful until i heal. i am glad baby Jimmy has Zak to help it because cooking, and caring for these Gods can be quite daunting for a baby faggot. i like Zak. it fit hand in glove with this family and especially with its Savior and Master, my Chad.

Well i’m woozy from the morphine and Roxy’s so now I sleep and when I wake there will be faggots here with food and drink and loving concern or Men with cigarettes, pills, and hard dicks ready to feed the injured faggot. Either way, i believe i can survive it all. Lol

All my love brother, faggot jamie

Pulverized by Master Dino! Let’s see Master Fox top THAT!

I’m sure it’s easy for Master Dino to forget that Jamie is much older than him given everything Jamie has handled in its life. It’s been a full, rich faggot life for Jamie as the primary possession of a god like Master Dino!

But, like any valuable possession, they can sometimes be broken!

I wish my dear brother Jamie a speedy recovery!

i think of myself as a top-dom-alpha but i’m new to your vocab. But i feel confident saying Titouan’s alpha is no alpha. He’s a loser and a creep. Worse. Titouan should uncage himself, visiting a metal worker to cut it off if necessary. He should pour sand into his “master’s” gas tank. My God the definition of Manhood has sunk low when an asshole like that inflicts cruelty on anyone as defenseless as Titouan. 

Thank you, Sir. Yes, I am not very happy with Titouan’s Master after this latest episode, and I share your concerns. Titouan is far too wonderful to be treated so cruelly. I wish you could take ownership of him, Sir! A Protector Alpha like you deserves a beautiful and  devoted faggot like him!