Hi Sam, I hope you’re doing OK. Listen recently. I’m having a bit of a hard time. I’m trying to make my alpha relationship work, but we kinda ended on a fight and it was over him not wanting me to see my dad. Long story short my dad has terminal pancreatic cancer and he doesn’t have long to live and he’s been trying to control me to not go and see him And after several days of fighting I told Damien to go Pound sand he left and after I was done visiting my dad I got a text message from a friend saying that he caught Damien fucking some slut in the bathroom
what do I do? Do I forgive him or do I stand up for myself and tell him to get the fuck lost because this hurts Because I love him dearly, but he’s making me choose between him and my dying dad did I make the right call?
PS I saw that video You know the one of how the girl said she was gonna give that guy a blowjob and she started biting down with her teeth. I was just like are you stupid? You’re just showing him why He should dump your ass and go find the nearest fag and dump a load down his throat
Brother,
Thank you very much for writing!
First of all, I’m so sorry that you’re going through this awful moment with your father. I have yet to lose my parents (came close with Mom many years ago), so I cannot imagine what you’re going through. I hope your family can come together for support!
I must tell you I’m pretty disgusted by the selfish, pig-like behavior of your “Alpha”, Damien. Yeah, I put quotes around it because, while he may have been born Alpha, it’s clear he has no idea what that word actually means. Calling him Alpha denigrates the truly great Alphas in that fraternity who have done incredible feats of selfless courage and generous benevolence to benefit us all without anything for themselves. Our world is the astounding miracle it is because of great Alphas, and Damien doesn’t have the intelligence, depth, or imagination to even conceive of that let alone live up to it.
Please go be with your Dad and your family. They’ve been there long before Damien, and will be long after. Forget him. He’s not worthy of being served by you, my brother.
As faggots, our very existence depends upon offering pleasing service to Alphas. Everything we can do to enhance our value and skill level makes us that much more irreplaceable and useful.
There are extras we can work on to add that cherry on top of our service sundae.
For instance, how good are we when confronted by uncircumcised dicks? Have we developed tongue techniques to enhance the Alpha’s pleasure?
Take a look at this video:
Notice how the fag runs its tongue around the head beneath the foreskin? This feels incredible to Alphas. Also, lightly biting, pulling, or chewing on the foreskin can really push an Alpha over the edge.
Now take a look at this video:
Have we developed our pussy muscles enough to actually suck a dick with it? Alphas LOVE to look down and see a greedy faggot pussy hungrily slurping on their cocks!
Be creative in your training, but always be training. Kegel exercises are not hard to incorporate during the day. Tongue exercises can be done anywhere.
If you want to increase your value, every faggot must take these aspects seriously!
I like when powerful men dominant me. I like the smell of their feet. I get turned on by the sound of their piss . I enjoy submitting to men.
However, I DONT want to be a faggot. Can I retire my brain to just be gay
Thank you for your question!
I get this question every so often, and I understand how you feel. It’s hard to accept a life destined to cravenly serving Men and Alphas or being owned by them as a servant or slave.
But as you might know, I firmly believe we are born into our Hierarchical place. I say this because I have seen the disastrous examples of faggots trying to live straight lives or trying to be a sub boyfriend in an equal relationship. It never works. Ultimately the faggot ends up unhappy and unfulfilled.
Rather than looking at your faghood as a negative, look at it as a positive. Faggots have a very specific, important, and irreplaceable function in Hierarchy. We get the opportunity to serve our greatest Men and inspire them to even greater levels of power. We are gifted with the chance to be a part of making Alphas more successful, focused, and pleased.
But most of all, we fulfill ourselves and our true purpose!
Men love to get their dicks sucked. This is, of course, not a huge revelation. However, Men have expectations for their cocksuckers that may or not be clear or obvious to those of us born to service them.
If Men (and Alphas) are going to use a FAGGOT as a cocksucker (which is primarily the reason why they do), then I’m telling you they expect PROFESSIONAL SERVICE. They DESERVE professional service!
I have been a professional cocksucker for 30 years now. I started my career by being aggressively throat-fucked every few days by my first straight Alpha, Roger, during my senior year of high school. And while my technique started off a mess at first and my etiquette occasionally lacked, over the years I learned lessons (sometimes the hard way) as I sucked more and more Alpha cock.
To start this off, I want to share with you the video that initiated this emergency post:
While the cocksucker shows proper reverence for this black Alpha’s beautiful cock (in terms of worshipful technique, it’s pretty flawless), I am disgusted by one thing in it: the faggot plays with its dick the whole time!
One hand/arm is supporting the faggot in position in order to service the dick, but the other free hand is being used to stimulate itself rather than providing stimulation to the Alpha’s unsucked shaft or his balls! This is UNACCEPTABLE!
So when we think of the rules for professional faggot cocksuckers, we start there:
#1 A faggot cocksucker does not touch its dick in ANY way. The only time a professional cocksucker should be touching itself is if it’s preparing its hole for breeding.
But there are more:
#2 A faggot cocksucker maintains eye contact with the Alpha as much as possible! Alphas like to look into their cocksucker’s eyes as they’re being serviced, primarily because Alphas read eyes very well and like to see hunger in them.
#3 A faggot cocksucker obeys every command. If an Alpha commands a certain act, a faggot cocksucker complies. That might mean spitting on his dick, or deepthroating it … or it might mean licking his asshole. Whatever he wants, he gets without question.
#4 A faggot cocksucker does its best to keep its teeth out of the way. Granted, this isn’t easy given that some dicks are way too girthy and there is limited space in the mouth. However, there are techniques involving the tongue and lips to minimize teeth grazing. If the Alpha wants to throat fuck, then the faggot needs to open its mouth wide so teeth are not an issue at all.
#5 A faggot cocksucker must be as messy and as sloppy as possible. Almost all Alphas want their dicks DRIPPING WET from an intense blowjob, while their cocksucker’s face is slathered in drool, saliva bubbles, and vomit. Being a professional cocksucker isn’t about decorum and beauty; if Alphas wanted that, they’d use females. They want HUNGRY faggot cocksuckers who earn their reputations as the best in the world.
We don’t want to give blowjobs like this:
#6 A faggot cocksucker always worships an Alpha’s balls. The balls are the most sensitive and vulnerable part of an Alpha’s body, so if he’s entrusting you with them, then they must be cherished. Lick them, suck them, sniff them. They carry his essence inside and out!
#7 A faggot cocksucker must ALWAYS SWALLOW. Fortunately, I don’t see many faggots in porn refusing to swallow, although occasionally I catch one letting cum dribble out of their mouths as their finishing off sucking the cock. Cum is an Alpha’s gift to his faggot cocksucker. It’s his way of saying “good boy” for a job well done. Cum is also the most valuable thing he can ever offer us, because it is literally HIM in primordial form. It contains his superior genetics. Swallowing it is important for the bonding process between an Alpha and his faggot.
#8 A faggot cocksucker keeps sucking after the Alpha has cum. This is a rule because it shows worshipful hunger, something Alphas like to see. Alphas might pull the faggot off of his dick at some point, but it should always be the Alpha’s choice!
Being a professional cocksucker is more fulfilling than any other kind of job. Even though most people consider us sick for servicing Alpha cock so slavishly, we are providing a service Men everywhere crave every single day! When we can provide Alphas with professional service, we fulfill our purpose and derive some amount of pride from it.
Professional faggot cocksuckers make themselves an invaluable part of an Alpha’s stable! So always strive to be a professional faggot cocksucker, and make believers out of straight Alphas everywhere!
And if you’re a professional faggot cocksucker, you get fed like a good boy!
The following post is part of a thread following the life and teachings of a 30-year-old God Alpha named Master Maurice as he takes ownership of a disabled faggot named Édouard. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Faggots in general are insecure creatures. After all, we are weak, slavishly addicted to service and submission. We are conditioned by both our Hierarchical place and by the Alphas who own/use us to always remember our fallen, inferior state.
In fact, it’s our weak and submissive state that makes Alphas love owning us.
But such a place in Hierarchy creates self-esteem issues. Many faggots struggle with intense feelings of worthlessness and shame. Alphas grew up as beautiful, desirable, popular, and well-adjusted; on the flip side, faggots grew up with none of those formative advantages. Faggots are often the outcast, the forgotten, the shunned. Faggots are often used and tossed away. Self-esteem is definitely difficult to cultivate, even in the best circumstances.
Which is why I initially flinched when Master Maurice wrote to me about wanting to take ownership of a beautiful faggot named Éduoard who happens to be paralyzed from the waist down. Instantly I put myself in my brother’s place, and imagined how I’d feel trying to serve a gorgeous and healthy God Alpha while being crippled. Oh gosh, whenever I do I feel a wave of shame ripple through me!
I flinched because I knew the difficult road ahead, a road Master Maurice was bravely willing to travel because he is a great Protector Alpha and he loved that beautiful faggot. I hoped that somehow Master Maurice’s influential power and his gigantic heart would help little, broken Éduoard finally find completion.
But, as always, roads often become bumpy … and undriveable.
Hey Sam,
Here is Master Maurice from Switzerland again. I have been learning a lot about how to properly use my fag. I don’t know if you remember him, but he has a disability and cannot walk. He can only move his neck and arms. I think I’ve been taking care of him very well, but I have an issue that you might be able to help.
He always repeats how hot I am and considering that I have been working out since I was 18, I guess he’s right. I am tall and consider myself a quite confident and handsome Alpha Man. The problem is that my boy is constantly afraid of being replaced. He has been saying things like “why would a man like you stay with a fag like me? I can’t even walk” And that’s crazy because I was the one hitting on him from the beginning, I wanted to feed and breed him from the first time I put my eyes on him. And he’s a really hot twink with a tight ass, but he thinks he is worthless because of his condition.
Sometimes I like to watch porn while he sucks my cock, and a few days ago we were doing this and something quite unusual happened. I know that my boy feels bad for not being able to offer his ass to me doggy style, it’s a big taboo in his mind. So I always try to be thoughtful and watch fags being fucked on their stomachs, although he has never asked me such a thing. So a few days ago I was watching this really sexy blonde twink getting fucked on his stomach while the Alpha was banging him just like I do with my boy. I was getting close and everything was going really well with his mouth serving my cock and balls. But then the fag on the video put his ass up and he Alpha held his ass doggy style. I noticed that my boy saw it but he was a good boy and continued to suck me until I finished in his mouth. He swallowed my cum as I trained him to do, and in less than five minutes he started to cry with all the air of his lungs, weeping histerically. I comforted him in my arms trying to understand what was going on. And my boy just repeated that he was a useless boyfriend because I would never be able to fuck him missionary or doggy style. My balls were empty and I just wanted to relax and fall asleep, but I spent an hour taking care of my boy until he stopped crying.
So Sam, I’d like to hear from you. How can I show my boy how special he is? I took him as my boyfriend, I introduced him to my friends, I call him a good boy every single day, and really take care of him. But he has this huge internal block in his mind affecting his self-esteem.
Ironically enough, I have no intention to break up with him because of his disability. But yesterday I thought for the first time that dealing with these crises so often, while there are thousands of twinks in my city willing to serve me, might be too much for me. Am I an asshole for thinking like that?
Thanks, Sam
I openly cried when I first read Master Maurice’s letter. I feel so much of Éduoard’s pain, shame, and crushing frustration. This faggot understandably feels so inadequate that he’s unable to embrace the great fortune he has of being owned by a God Alpha like Master Maurice. It’s like having the most delectable feast laid out before you, but because you feel fat you never enjoy a single bite.
I’m instantly reminded of my time as the owned faggot of Master Aaron. The Alphas I’ve served were all good-looking in various ways, but Master Aaron was truly breathtaking. He had a model’s face and a gorgeous, muscular body wrapped in a tan that looked as delicious as it tasted. As a straight Alpha, he had his pick of females, but he chose to own ME … and I could never understand it, let alone accept it. Master Aaron’s occasional gifts to me (like flowers or heartfelt cards) or his compliments when I served him helped soothe my self-esteem issues, but they never went away completely.
But I wasn’t crippled, either. I can only imagine if I had been crippled, my situation with Master Aaron would’ve been drastically different.
What Master Maurice is attempting to do here is admirable – beautiful, even – but I’m not sure the self-esteem issues will ever go away. Not completely. I did some research into this topic (since I have little practical experience), and here are some suggestions (from research and my own brain) to boost Éduoard’s self-esteem:
1. Encourage artistic expression. One thing the handicapped need are personal outlets, ways for them to express themselves through art of some kind. That could be writing, sculpting, music, singing, public speaking, drawing, etc. When they try these art forms, be encouraging and genuinely complimentary.
2. Encourage personal growth. Disabled people sometimes wallow in feelings of helplessness and self-pity. Push them to try new things that initially might even be a little bit of a struggle for them, but once successful can be sources of pride. Of course, be helpful and encouraging when they try.
3. Try to find humor in situations. This can be tricky, but disabled people who can laugh at themselves and their situations have much better success with self-esteem. Disabled people are just like every other screwed up person on the planet. Laughing at it helps the pain and burden lighter for them, and everyone else.
4. Try to keep a proper perspective. A disabled person isn’t dead, nor are they useless. While we have life, we have possibilities. There might be limitations on what we can do, but we can find joy in the things we can!
5. Don’t give up on them. Disabled people fear abandonment more than anything else. They often need people anyway, but they don’t want to lose the support that keeps them fighting for their lives. Keep showing them you love them and care about them and that they’re a special part of your life!
Master Maurice has accepted a tremendous assignment. He’s elected to become that Superman other Men and Alphas could never be. He’s already fulfilled practically every dream Éduoard could possibly have.
But the road ahead will still be difficult, no doubt. Perhaps some of the tips I’ve provided above can help Éduoard build up some self-confidence and sense of worth. I hope so! He’s a good faggot who has been gifted with the opportunity of a lifetime – serving a God Alpha daily!
But my heart goes out to Master Maurice in particular. It’s clear he desperately wants to reach Éduoard and lift him up emotionally, and his honest letter reveals some of the heartbreak he’s feeling right now. He may never manage to accomplish it entirely, at least not the way he wants.
I hope he does win this battle against Éduoard’s insecurities! But I bless him and thank him for trying at all!
I think there are few things hotter than Men who confidently accept the basic truth of Hierarchy.
These ones just get it. They know that, as Men, they were born to be serviced and worshiped by inferiors, both females and faggots.
But when it comes to faggots, these Men are not shy. They know that fags cannot resist them. They relish the fact that faggots in particular exist solely to serve them on command.
And this makes them more powerful, and BOLD.
Once pretense is dropped, Alphas will order faggots to do anything they want. They know the faggot is dying for every command, every task, every opportunity.
And what does that confident knowledge do to Alphas? IT MAKES THEM HARD!
This is the fulcrum of the Alpha/fag dynamic. They’re opposite charges of a magnet, forever drawn together to satisfy primal needs and urges so ancient and so deeply embedded in us that it feels like it’s coded in our DNA.
This Alpha stroking his hard dick and talking to his faggot about service is fundamental, foundational.
The following post is part of a thread following the development of a deep Master/faggot relationship between a faggot named Alberto and his straight childhood friend and Master Andre. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
My recent post about the Hierarchical purpose of bullying received a lot of feedback both on X and on the Hierarchy University Discord (why aren’t you in there? CLICK HERE and fix that!). In general, comments mostly supported what I was trying to say with it, and there were some great experiences relayed to me about personal experiences.
But the topic of bullying usually elicits a strong negative reaction from one group: Protector Alphas. These superheroes always align themselves against bullies, and typically take brutal action to correct bullying behaviors from their Destroyer Alpha counterparts. It’s just one of many ways that Protector Alphas groom the Hierarchy and keep it in acceptable order.
Fortunately for me, there are many Protector Alphas hovering over this site like guardian angels, and they’re always ready to chime in with needed guidance and correction.
One of the most impressive Protector Alphas around here is Master Andre, a completely straight Alpha who has finally taken complete ownership of his longtime best friend, a faggot named Alberto. Anyone who has been reading Master Andre’s story knows of the many times throughout their lifelong friendship that Master Andre protected Alberto from bully abuse.
So obviously, Master Andre would have a strong and important viewpoint on this topic:
Hi,
This is Andre again, Alberto’s friend and Master.
Since he did that sunflower tattoo, our life together has been great and I have been learning a lot about my responsibility as Alberto’s Alpha. Gay porn still does very little for me, but I am more and more interested in having sexual intimacy with him. And Alberto is also willing to embrace his feminine side, dressing up and wearing make up for me. I asked him to wear a wig as well and at first he was reluctant but when he did it he was absolutely gorgeous. I know he is not a trans woman and that’s okay, but having my femboy wearing a skirt, and offering his tight hole for me is the life I have always wanted. I am doing my best to improve as a Man while I make sure to train him as the perfect boy I know he can be.
But I wanted to share with you my thought about something else. You have recently published about bullying and how it may be an important experience for submissive boys. I don’t mean to disrespect your opinion or invalidate your feelings, but I would like to offer an alternative perspective. Don’t you think that being saved from bullies may also be a life-changing experience for such boys? I think about my own experience. When we were teenagers, Alberto suffered a lot in the hands of bullies, but once I learned about the verbal and physical violence he was suffering, I punched his bullies on their face and put him under my wing from that moment on. Every time my boy was afraid during high school he would run to hide behind me or call me to ask for advice. And now, many years later, I am here writing to you while he cooks our breakfast with a big smile on his face because I’ve already fed him a thick load when we woke up.
Perhaps you’re right about what you say… I am not gay and I know very little about this world. But I wanted to share with you and your audience that in such a violent world sometimes sub boys are also be shaped by protection and care, aren’t they?
Master Andre is 100% correct, of course. Protector Alphas rescuing faggots from the clutches of bullies has a PROFOUNDLY POSITIVE effect on the faggots. They are overwhelmed with gratitude for being saved, and that gratitude only deepens both their submission to their Alpha savior as well as their appreciation for the differences between Alphas and themselves. The closest parallel comes from The Bible: when Jesus would heal those born blind or afflicted by diseases, they would often repent, leave everything, and become his footstep followers. These ones would travel far and wide to tell of the miracles they experienced by his great, God-given power.
A rescued faggot is similarly changed. For example, the submission of the faggot, formerly tainted by selfish lust, is washed clean by gratitude and purified into genuine, unselfish devotion. The faggot more fully understands and appreciates its Alpha as being much more than a perfect body or a figurehead of dominance. Instead, the rescued faggot sees the highest ideals, values, and unshakeable power radiating from him as if he were a human supernova.
I used to feel that way about my Master Aaron. Even though he didn’t rescue me from bullies, he provided a safety and shelter as his personal faggot that caused me to just collapse at his feet in gratitude. Sparkles of joyful light seemed to beam from him. Either I was having a stroke, or I was in love with my Protector Alpha and Master ( turned out to be in love).
In Alberto’s case, he has seen his Master physically rescue him from violent bullies. He’s also seen his Master eliminate a girlfriend who was being abusive to him. How do you think Alberto feels every time Master Andre puts his dick inside him, and every time his Master feeds and breeds him? I can tell you right now how Alberto feels … he feels overwhelmingly grateful and humbled to his core for every last opportunity!
What an undeserved and precious privilege it is to be the owned and protected possession of a great and powerful Alpha! There is nothing more perfect for a faggot!
Imagine Master Andre’s satisfaction this morning as he watched his faggot preparing his breakfast after his faggot just emptied his balls like a good boy! Imagine Master Andre’s pride of ownership. He’s fought battles and WON in order to claim this adoring, faithful, hardworking faggot!
Through his Protector Alpha instincts and actions, Master Andre has been able to shape his former friend into his lifelong faggot!
I thank Master Andre for writing this wise piece, and for all of his encouragement! Like Alberto, I am humbled and grateful in his long, safe shadow!
Hey Sam, wondering if you have any thoughts on this. I’ve started going to this inexpensive Chinese massage place in the West Village in NYC. It’s got 10 super plush oversized leather lounge chairs along two facing walls – so about 20 people can get foot massages at the same time. The first time I went I was the only one there. I closed my eyes and got a great hour foot massage. I heard people coming in while I was getting my massage but when I opened my eyes – I couldn’t believe the place was filled with these hot studs getting their feet massaged. They were all in their 30’s / 40’s – clearly finance/tech bros – all in T shirts and shorts – really built — meaty thighs/legs spread while a small masseur kneeled before them at their feet. ALL were looking at their phones during the massage, or watching the masseur work. None had their eyes closed. They exuded such testosterone and a cockiness, like “yeah, kneel before me and massage my feet.” One particularly hot dude kept telling the masseur he wanted it harder – and he’d bark and order how and where he wanted his feet touched. All I could think of was here was perfect hunting ground to meet an alpha. But how?! There had to be some dudes there that would welcome a FREE foot massage.. But how to approach about that? Every scenario I think of sounds creepy. I keep going back and seeing all these hot dudes getting their feet massaged is driving me crazy thinking that here is an opportunity. Would love any thoughts/advice.
Thank you for the intriguing question, brother!
All of the places where straight Alphas congregate to get body work done – gyms, saunas, massage parlors, barber shops, etc. – are great places to offer service. Why? Because these Alphas are the ones who recognize their Alphahood through their body and are seeking elite ways to pamper and enhance both the look of their bodies and their social standing. They’re typically well aware and quite conscious of Hierarchy on some instinctual level. You were right to pick this juicy spot!
Massage parlors (particularly foot massage) are especially great targets because of the inherent power dynamic involved, as well as the Alpha’s built-in desire to have his feet touched and pampered.
There are a couple of ways to approach this. I’ll outline them all and you can choose which one suits you and the situation best.
1. You could ask the staff when a certain Alpha typically makes his appointments and arrange yours around the same time in order to hopefully end up in a waiting room together. In that moment you could ask him if he considers himself to be Alpha (this is a go-to that works amazingly well). He will likely have an answer. Be ready for him to ask you WHY … you’ll need to have that answer. You might be able to direct him to this site and the Hierarchy pyramid (depending on how the conversation goes).
2. You could wait for him outside and attempt to talk to him after his massage. You could use the approach above, or possibly ask him if he would like free massages and/or domestic service. You’d be surprised at how curious that makes straight Alphas.
3. Offer to buy him a drink or lunch or something like that (depending on the time of day, etc.). Alternatively, you could buy him something if you notice an opportunity (“Sir, I saw this tie and I thought it would look great with that one suit” or something like that).
4. Print out my “Letter To An Alpha”, write “thank you for your consideration, Sir” and leave contact information on it, and leave it on his car for him to find after his session.
5. Buy a hard copy of my book “May I Serve You, Sir?”, fill in your contact info, and give it to him.
These are all viable options. You might be inspired by these suggestions to try something else, or a combination approach. But trust me, these work more often than you think.
I think most faggots have a story about being bullied. My first real bully in junior high and early high school was this really sadistic kid named Matt who hit me in the head almost every day for two years, used me for my homework, etc. Standard stuff.
Then around age 16 I met my first Alpha, a sexy rebel named Roger who bullied me for most of one year. He called me “faggot” constantly, wrestled me into submission holds, and degraded me in front of others for being puny.
And then one night in his mother’s basement he decided to push me to my knees and throat fuck me, and my life changed forever.
It took many years of serving straight Alphas (and occasionally being bullied by them) to really appreciate the Hierarchical purpose of bullying. While being bullied can be quite upsetting or even traumatic, it’s important to understand its function and importance among Men. It’s really summed up well in that meme I posted above.
But what is it teaching?
I had posted that meme on my social media, and one faggot brother was triggered enough by it to write about his own experiences with it.
Hey Sam, what’s up? I’ve been very busy lately, I can barely check Twitter these past few weeks, but that post of yours with a picture saying “it’s not bullying… It’s teaching” resonated SO HARD on me that I felt like I needed to find some spare time to write you this.
Looking back at our times at school makes us realize that statement is SO TRUE and, I don’t know about you, but I wish I had seen it this way back then. It would had save me a lot of turmoils in my head and made feel way less embarrassed by the things my bullies used to make me do.
I was a teenager, had just moved to a private school (I used to study in public schools up until then) and it was a very different crowd. You’d think that I’d face a harsher environment at a public school, but it was actually pretty chill, no crazy stuff, everyone getting along well… But at this private school it was a whole complete different scenario. I don’t know what it was: wealthier kids, different types of families they were in or that there was a bigger age gap among the students of my class – 2 to 3 years of difference is a huge thing when we’re at school.
But there were these two boys who were, I think, 2 years older than me. Mostly all of the boys in my class were very cocky, but these two were another level! I’ll never forget their names: Thiago and Douglas. I still remember their last names, actually. They were the leaders of the class, very attractive guys – Thiago was blonde and tall, Douglas was shorter and brunette but a bit bulkier than Thiago, who was more lean – the girls would fight for them and they would get whatever they wanted… And were pretty blunt about it. They were also very sexualized, so to speak. I bet they had already had sex, and I don’t know if it was a mix of their cockiness with the teenage hormones, but they would do crazy things like show their bulges in class, get up on the desk when a teacher wasn’t looking at us and put their pants down or call the attention to someone during class just to see the tent their boners made in their pants. They literally didn’t give a fuck. Yeah, they would get caught sometimes, but it never stopped them from doing those things.
I didn’t know I was a fag then. I didn’t know I was gay. I actually didn’t even know what “gay” was (I’m talking about early 2000’s, very little access to internet and porn just from magazines and old VHS tapes from my older straight brother). I realized I was different from them when I would jerk off and instead of thinking of me fucking a girl, it was Thiago or Douglas banging a girl. And then I’d think of them way more in those scenarios in my head to the point the girl in my fantasies would become just a small detail. I think that’s when I started to show more how I was sort of mesmerized by them and they eventually picked it up. All those playful displays of manhood they did started to get more and more targeted at me and they would laugh at my awkward responses.
The locker room after PE was TORTURE to me. I always tried to be the last one to get in there to change, and I remember one day I got to the locker room, took off my gym clothes, put them on a bench so I could change… but couldn’t find my uniform anywhere. There weren’t any actual lockers there, just cubby-holes where we would keep our regular uniforms. Thiago came out of a booth and took my gym clothes from the bench and ran out the locker room, leaving me there alone in my underwear. 10 minutes away from another class to start their PE class. I must have freaked out for a minute – that felt like an hour – when Douglas came in with my uniform in a bag asking if I had missed something. I asked for my clothes and he said he would only give them back to me if I did 20 jumping jacks – remember, I was in my underwear, and I’ve always been fat. I tried to negotiate but he was firm on his request and started walking out of the locker room with my clothes saying “the guys from the other class are gonna love finding you here like this, it’s up to you” and I said ok. I started doing the jumping jacks but he interrupted me and said that since I didn’t obey him at first I would have to chant “Douglas is my king” on every jumping jack. And so I did. And he laughed his ass off. He eventually gave me my uniform back and left the locker room saying “Thiago is gonna give back your gym clothes at dismissal… He’s gonna love hearing about this!”
Sam, that’s the day I became the official target of those two bullies. They never used me sexually all the way… It was mostly hand jobs (sometimes during class as I would write THEIR notes on THEIR notebooks with the other hand before I could do my notes – they would cover up all the action with a coat, a backpack or something on their laps) and occasional blowjobs here and there. I was so ashamed, Sam. But deep down I was enjoying all of this, I was just… Lost. It was embarrassing, but also good; it made me feel scared they would tell other guys (which they did) and I’d get a bad reputation (which I didn’t) so I’d do whatever demeaning thing they tell me… but I was also kinda liking that.
In retrospect it was some sort of training what they did to me. And that’s why that statement from that post is SO TRUE. If only I could talk to my younger self and say “don’t worry, don’t feel bad about it. They know what they’re doing. Just embrace it and you’ll be thankful later”… I still think about them from time to time. All the things that could had happened but didn’t because I was afraid/scared back then. But now I’m actually thankful for what they did. I wish I could thank them now for how they treated me at school.
This brother’s story is eloquently told and so full of heartache and longing, isn’t it?
He isolates the important aspect of bullying: it is used in not-so-subtle ways to establish Hierarchical order. Through bullying the Alpha boys quickly isolate the weaker and the submissive males, but that’s not enough. The bullying REINFORCES the status of these inferiors, so those bullied ones never question their place ever again.
As this brother confesses, the bullying not only works, but it also has deeper effects on those faggots who are bullied. Much like rape, bullied faggots develop a Stockholm Syndrome-like attachment to their bullies. I know I have that with Matt; I’d love to see him at a reunion and thank him for preparing me for a life of service to Men. Our brother feels the same about his bullies.
Like my position on rape, I’m not condoning bullying. Still, bullying is an essential tool that defines males at every level of Hierarchy. Armed with that understanding, we can move beyond any of our suffering and appreciate what it taught us about our own truth!
As a way to come to grips with my bully, I fished out one of my yearbooks and looked up Matt from eighth grade. Here he is:
So, i get that my place as a faggot is to be a hole for men anytime/anywhere etc. but what if the guy wanting sex isn’t an alpha at all. They just maybe don’t know their correct place in the hierachy. At the same time i second guess myself and i probably shouldn’t be the one to judge anyone and i should just let them do what they want to be safe. What do you think? Is it required that i let these other faggots fuck me anytime they want too?
Thank you for the question, brother!
This is an interesting issue, honestly. Your choice really depends on how much you’re willing to bend your own standards.
I’ll give you an example from my own life. I was once friends with a black faggot named Michael (we bonded over filmmaking), and Michael was in a relationship with a black pre-Alpha named DeMarkus. I wasn’t particularly attracted to either of them because I knew neither of them were truly Alpha (and both were GAY gay, if you know what I mean).
But unbeknownst to me, they both wanted to have sex with me. So they conspired to get me drunk at this bar, then we went back to their place and had a threesome. Dee fucked me while Michael and I kissed. It was okay (Dee had a big dick), but I didn’t come away feeling great about it. I knew I had just lowered my standards somewhat (even though I was quite drunk).
Ultimately you need to make this decision for yourself. I just don’t think you’re going to feel right submitting to inferior males. Like it or not, Hierarchy colors these choices more than we realize!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the journey of a faggot named Ricky who discovered the joy and fulfillment of chastity while in college. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
In honor of Locktober, I’m publishing stories of faggots who have learned something about themselves through chastity. Write to me if you have something to share!
I really am jealous of some of my brothers who have had experiences like a faggot named Ricky. You see, Ricky was taught the truth about chastity while in college, when an Alpha there took ownership of him and locked him in chastity for the first time. I didn’t get to know the meaning of chastity until later in my life, so I feel like I missed out on those precious years of discovery while in my youth.
Some might say that putting a cage on a young fag’s nub is detrimental, but honestly the benefits far outweigh any detriments. Just listen to Ricky describe his experience:
I always knew I was different from my guy friends growing up. When they would be talking about what girls they got with from school I only ever cared because I wish it was me they were fucking. Like most boys do we talked dick size and I was always the smallest out of my friends. I was always envious of their size and wondered if I’d ever get that big.
Well college came and I met my first alpha. He introduced me to the hierarchy and caged me for the first time. Once the cage was on everything made sense. I knew I was always meant to be caged. I found FWA and leaned more of my place in the hierarchy and got deeper into chastity. This site has helped me to learn and embrace my place as a fag beneath real men. The hierarchy is undeniable.
I wish I had known sooner and locked up back when I was in high school before I tried topping lol
Isn’t it funny how Ricky and I (now both long-term caged fags) wish we would’ve been caged earlier? Why do we feel that way?
It’s because chastity has been teaching us a deeper meaning to our submission. We are learning things about ourselves through chastity that not even simple denial could ever do. Chastity is a journey into oneself, into our own motivations and our reason for being.
Chastity separates us in an undeniable and distinctive way from Men. There are no excuses possible for a caged fag, so delusions. It frees up the mind of a faggot, focuses its mind on its proper place and the only needs that matter: that of the Superior Men around us.
I’m really proud of Ricky for finding a college Alpha who understood the value of caging faggots and took action to cage Ricky’s tiny dicklet!
Any faggots out there still free should really consider it, too! You’ll be a much better faggot for it!
Hello Sam, fellow fag here, I hope this finds you well.
Firstly, I must start by thanking you for your wonderful work over the years. I was a reader back when FWA was still a thing. I also thank you for being candid with your own struggles, personal and legal, and standing up to fascism. While this is a space for domination and submission it is still important to be principled in every aspect of your being. I hold tremendous respect for you.
Before I get to my question here is some context: I’ve dipped my toes at various levels with submission, exclusively online. I did get close to meeting in person but I chickened out. In fact I threw my cage away. And I’ve done that a few times now. I get scared and want to distance myself from the fag inside me. Inevitably though I always return. I know it stems from some trauma I still carry and I’m neurodivergent.
Now I have the opportunity to reach out to that alpha again. I know I don’t deserve his attention but he was damn good as my Daddy. Equally I don’t want to insult him by crawling back (for the third time). He deserves better.
I do find myself in a better headspace though and I’ve managed to beat my previous chastity lockup record and counting. Additionally, I do struggle to find the right connections with alphas that can accommodate my disability.
My queries for you are:
Could you offer advice on how to conquer that fear? What would you suggest to fags that want to run away instinctively? Is there a way to make things good with my Daddy? Should I even attempt it? Do you have any external resources that you think would help unowned fags beyond content on this website?
Thank you for this opportunity to ask and I will keep following in the hope of becoming a better fag. Even if this doesn’t get a response please continue your hard work.
Many thanks,
subnameddom (I’m aware of the irony)
Thank you for writing, brother.
The issue you describe is pretty common, so you shouldn’t beat yourself up too much over it. Faggots are pretty vulnerable, so it’s understandable.
I do think the online service stuff (like findom, etc.) exacerbates this problem. When a person gets comfortable in safety behind a computer screen, the simple act of meeting with someone in person becomes much more difficult. The same goes for masturbating to porn or Alphas online. The disconnect between the easy online fantasy and real-life interaction makes it harder to come out and live honestly in realtime.
I’m not sure how to fix it, honestly, because at some point the solution involves you simply embracing what you need to do and then doing it. There’s no magic formula for this part. You either want it badly enough to take action, or you don’t. It’s just like the countless people out there dreaming of starting a business, but never do. They enviously watch YouTube videos of people finding success, all the while growing bitter because those people took the action they didn’t. You see what I mean?
I do think it’s bad that you’re wasting this long-suffering Alpha’s time with your indecisiveness. He seems like a good Master who deserves better. I’m not trying to make you feel bad by saying that, brother. I just want you to appreciate what’s at stake.
If you want this to come true, then you need to say “fuck it” and just go do it. You’ll never know how it feels to actually serve and be owned by a truly superior Man until you TRY.
I’m rooting for you, brother. I really am. I wish I had a magic wand that could make it happen for you, but life wants us to earn our fulfillment. So go grab it while you still can!
This faggot is 54. It’s locktober but the slave is so frustrated because its Master doesn’t allow it to be caged. It is so nice to be locked and show its submission. But Master decided that the slave should stay in chastity just by the power of Master’s will.
The slave is really grateful and honored that Master thinks it is able to do that. And it will !
Of course it’s easier than for young faggots. The slave is so proud of the young faggots that manage not to jerk and cum.
To be honest, the slave is really ashame when it can’t avoid a hard-on in front of its Master. Master’s aim is that the slave’s clit stays soft. That’s so difficult….
Of course there is only one cock in our relationship. And of course we are both feeling better after cumming, which has a complete different meaning for Him and it.
Do you think that not being allowed to be caged will improve Master power ?
Thank you for the question, brother! Happy Locktober!
Congratulations on having a Master at your age! I occasionally hear from older faggots who complain that they feel they are all washed up, so it’s nice to have an inspirational story like yours to show them all what is actually possible!
I do understand your Master’s perspective, and I can definitely respect it. In some way, he is demonstrating a certain level of trust or faith in you and your ability to obey. He knows you want to honor him in all you do, and this is one way to do that. So I’d definitely look at it that way.
Funnily enough, I never got hard while serving. I was always so in awe of serving and so focused on what I was doing to please them that I simply didn’t even pay attention to myself. Now, mind you, I masturbated A LOT when I was by myself until about 8 years ago, when I began to take a more serious inventory of every aspect of my life and how I was using it. There is a certain responsibility I feel from my functions on this site and for my audience, so I do try to practice what I preach whenever possible. That’s MY point of view, but everybody’s different.
As far as your concluding question, YES I definitely do think that it will grow his power. What Master wouldn’t be flattered and proud to simply command something and have it be done, rather than requiring physical props to make it happen? I can tell you’re a good faggot, and I’m sure you make your Owner proud every day!
The oldest religious book in existence is the Bible. It’s also the most widely-distributed book in history. The Bible forms the foundation for all three of the major religions on Earth: Christianity, Judaism, and Islam.
So given its deep roots in human civilization, it would stand to reason that the Bible would contain principles of Hierarchy. And indeed, it does!
So I wanted to look at a few key Scriptures that highlight these principles, and afterward I’ll reveal WHY I’m examining this.
PRINCIPLE #1: MAN RULES ALL
From the beginning of the Bible it is established that God created Man to be the ruler of the physical planet Earth.
Then God said: “Let us make man in our image, according to our likeness, and let them have in subjection the fish of the sea and the flying creatures of the heavens and the domestic animals and all the earth and every creeping animal that is moving on the earth.” (Genesis 1:26)
And Men were to rule over women.
To the woman he said: “I will greatly increase the pain of your pregnancy; in pain you will give birth to children, and your longing will be for your husband, and he will dominate you.” (Genesis 3:16)
But I want you to know that the head of every man is the Christ; in turn, the head of a woman is the man; in turn, the head of the Christ is God. (1 Corinthians 11:3)
PRINCIPLE #2: MALE LIFE IS DETERMINED THROUGH DOMINANCE
The Bible clearly describes the constant fight for dominance between Men. This Hierarchical principle is highlighted from the moment Cain, the second son of Adam and Eve, murdered his older brother Abel in a jealous rage.
The Bible also charts the rise of slavery in the human family, most notably the Israelite enslavement by the Egyptians for 400 years. By this time many civilizations had arisen, all built with a slave labor force. So began the idea of a ruler and his slaves.
The Bible is quick to establish something of a disdain for such a thing, but notes it is a reality among Men:
All of this I have seen, and I applied my heart to every work that has been done under the sun, during the time that man has dominated man to his harm. (Eccl. 8:9)
PRINCIPLE #3: FAGGOTS HAVE ALWAYS EXISTED AND HAVE PURPOSE
While the Bible is very clearly against gay sex, the idea of sexless male slaves owned by Men is not only in the Bible, but are even described by Jesus. He uses the word “eunuch”, which is a sexless, castrated (failed) male that often were used as slaves for courtly females.
But notice how Jesus describes them:
For there are eunuchs who were born that way, and there are eunuchs who were made eunuchs by men, and there are eunuchs who have made themselves eunuchs on account of the Kingdom of the heavens. (Matthew 19:12)
The “eunuchs who were made eunuchs by Men” were likely surgically altered, but not dissimilar to the faggots today who are caged by their Owners.
These eunuchs of the Bible were often held in high regard for their respectful service to their superiors. One of note was Ebedmelech, an Ethiopian eunuch who rescued the prophet Jeremiah from drowning in a cistern (well) by respectfully requesting the King’s permission to pull him out.
PRINCIPLE #4: MEN OWNING MALE SLAVES FOR LIFE IS NATURAL
Today it seems extreme that a Man might own willing male slaves (or faggots), but the principle for this is laid out explicitly in the Mosaic Law, the massive code of laws and statutes given to the prophet Moses by God Himself.
This is the most startling (and most heartwarming) of those passages:
“If one of your brothers, a Hebrew man or woman, is sold to you and has served you for six years, then in the seventh year you should set him free … But if he says to you, ‘I will not go out from your company!’ because he loves you and your household, since he has been happy while with you, you should then take an awl and put it through his ear into the door, and he will become your slave for life.” (Deuteronomy 15: 12, 16-17)
But if the slave should insist and say, ‘I love my master, my wife, and my sons; I do not want to be set free,’ his master must bring him before the true God. Then he will bring him up against the door or the doorpost, and his master will pierce his ear through with an awl, and he will be his slave for life. (Exodus 21: 5,6)
PRINCIPLE #5: ALPHAS ARE REAL AND BLESSED BY GOD
Again and again through out the Bible we find Men doing extraordinary and mighty acts with God’s help. These powerful Alphas were used by God to lead vast armies, conquer seemingly-unconquerable enemies, and protect the innocent.
Mighty Men like Samson and his famous strength brought down an arena full of Philistines, killing them all. Others like Moses (described as a “beautiful baby” in infancy) boldly confronted the ruler of the world at that time, Pharoah of Egypt, and led a massive army of over one million Israelites out of slavery and to the Promised Land (interesting to note that, even at the age of 120 years, Moses was still vital and going strong when God buried him!).
Arguably the greatest Alpha in the Bible (aside from Jesus, of course) was King David. He was but a shepherd boy when God chose him to succeed another powerful-but-disturbed Alpha named King Saul. Notice how David is described as he was being chosen:
Finally Samuel said to Jesʹse: “Are these all of your boys?” To this he said: “The youngest+ has been left out until now; he is pasturing the sheep.” Then Samuel said to Jesʹse: “Send for him, because we will not sit down for the meal until he comes here.” So he sent for him and brought him in. Now he was ruddy, with beautiful eyes, and handsome in appearance. Then Jehovah said: “Get up, anoint him, for this is the one!” (1 Samuel 16: 11,12)
David’s physical perfection and great skill was also noted by another:
One of the attendants said: “Look! I have seen how a son of Jesʹse the Bethʹle·hem·ite plays skillfully, and he is a courageous, mighty warrior. He can speak well, and he is handsome, and Jehovah is with him.” (1 Samuel 16: 18)
It is important to remember that these great Alphas of the Bible who were supported by God in their lives also demonstrated great humility despite their incredible power and favored positions. These ones were the Protector Alphas I speak of so highly here. Jesus was inarguably the greatest Alpha to ever walk the Earth, and he demonstrated humility in deed as well as word when he washed the feet of his Apostles on his final night.
Therefore, if I, the Lord and Teacher, washed your feet, you also should wash the feet of one another. For I set the pattern for you, that just as I did to you, you should also do. (John 13: 14,15)
A stunning example for all Alphas to consider! Not to say an Alpha should wash the feet of their faggots, but to have the correct mindset!
PRINCIPLE #5: DESTROYER ALPHAS EXIST
Alphas most often come in the form of larger-than-average Men with extraordinary strength, endurance, and power. Did you realize that the Bible repeatedly describes such Men … and also how they often used their power for evil purposes?
Genesis 10:9 describes Nimrod as a “mighty hunter in opposition to Jehovah God”! Nimrod was likely a descendent from the Nephilim (which means “fellers of Men”), a mutant class of giant Men created when angels came to Earth and had sex with females. These Nephilim and the havoc they caused turned the world into such a violent place that God chose to flood the Earth and destroy them all.
There are almost too many examples of Destroyer Alphas in the Bible to cover, but one that stands out to me is King Saul, the first King of Israel. The Bible describes Saul this way:
He had a son named Saul, who was young and handsome—there was no man among the Israelites more handsome than he—and he stood head and shoulders taller than all the people. (1 Samuel 9: 2)
But after Saul became King, he disobeyed God repeatedly, forcing God to remove him from his Kingship and replacing him with King David. After that, Saul repeatedly tried to murder David and eventually created a division in the new nation of Israel.
CONCLUSION
So why did I want to examine the Biblical evidence for Hierarchical principles?
Many people believe what is taught here or elsewhere about Hierarchy has no moral basis or any larger aspirations. That’s simply not true. What is taught here is the truth of the world we see today, the direct result of the choices and actions of Men throughout many generations. The Bible is an early document of those past lives, both good and bad.
Even if you don’t believe the Bible is true or accurate, you can still glean Hierarchical principles from it (as I’ve shown). Even if it is not true (though I believe it is), it contains accurate representations of Alpha/beta/faggot behaviors in the lives it describes, and the principles by which they lived and died.
Of all of many so-called “holy books” available today, only the Bible provides realistic examples of lives and choices to follow or reject. In its pages we find many people who, like us, were caught in the everlasting cycle of Hierarchical truth. How they fared can teach us much about how we might as well.
I’m not trying to preach to anyone. I’m certainly nobody but a seeker of truth just like you.
This is what I’ve found, and like the stones, I cannot keep silent.
I have been reading some of your stories on the website. Thank you for your contribution to the community.
I am cash faggot loser. I am currently serving a real straight alpha god. I love him so much. He is so hot, muscular, sexy and real straight alpha, But he is ruthless and demanding, and does not do any gay shit.
I read some of your stories, like some of the straight master got sucked off by their faggots. I found its kinda odd. My god does not like that at all, he thinks its gay shit. Not only that, he does not even allow me to see his dick, and be close to his private. I also wanted to sniff his farts, but he does not like my nose close to his ass, so i can only sniff from afar when I am in the same room with him. He does not even allow me to lick his barefoot, because he thinks faggot’s saliva is disgusting, but he allowed me to lick his shoes, and shoes only. Honestly, i kinda like it, because that proves he is a real straight. I feel myself so lucky. I pay him weekly, and work hard for him, he said its natural for me to pay him, i totally agree, I am his ATM loser servant.
He beats me hard, and I am allowed to eat his shit, piss, spit, sniff his feet, and he put me in chastity too. I ate his morning spit a lot before he brushed his teeth, its stinky, but the taste was so good, real alpha scent. he use belt to beat me, give me bruise, he said he will NEVER do any gay shit, just real straight alpha domination.
2 weeks ago, he trained me to sniff his shit in the toilet, he was so ruthless naturally, i love him so much.
So my question to you is should I just obey him, and do I am told, and not thinking about my needs? Like wanting to see his cock, sniff his armpits, and being closer to sniff his farts?
Or should I keep asking him about what I wanted? I tried in the past, it failed miserably, he said its NOT about what i want, its always about him. He wants my cash and total obedience.
Thanks,
LoserS
Thank you for your question, brother.
There’s something quite sad about your letter, and I’m not sure what I can say to help you. I think you’re pretty happy where you’re at even though this Alpha absolutely mistreats you and hurts you and is destroying your life.
Feeling love for an Alpha can make a faggot do all sorts of detrimental things to itself. That’s why I’ve always encouraged faggots to seek good Alphas who know how to build a solid foundation with them. Destroyer Alphas only understand pain and cruelty.
But I’m not sure that anything I say is going to change the perspective broken inside of you, brother. You feel like you deserve this treatment, which is why you crave his cruelty … it reinforces what you feel about yourself.
I truly hope this person doesn’t completely destroy you. Please be careful.
