Hey, I’m an Asian alpha dom—ripped, commanding, and used to dominating guys left and right. I’ve always loved the power, the control, pinning weaker dudes down and making them beg under my strength. But then I stumbled across your post about Asian fags being weak little pussies, getting owned and used by superior white guys, and fuck—it hit me like a freight train. Something deep inside me stirred, a twisted heat I can’t shake. I’ve started fantasizing about it: those chiseled white studs with their huge cocks—way bigger than my modest Asian dick—towering over me, humiliating me, forcing me to my knees. I can’t stop thinking about how hot they are, how their rugged masculinity makes me feel small, inferior, like I’m meant to serve them. I’m confused as hell—I’m supposed to be the alpha, but now I’m jerking off to the idea of being their pathetic Asian bitch, degraded and used. The raceplay shit gets me so hard—imagining them laughing at my tiny cock, calling me a worthless yellow slut while they stretch me out. What the fuck should I do with this? Should I fight it or just give in and let white men own me like the submissive fag I might actually be?
Sir, thank you so much for writing to me!
Well, this was certainly not what I intended to happen when I wrote that tweet, Sir! If I knew my words had that kind of power, maybe I should tweet about more money! LOL
The path through Hierarchy isn’t always clear-cut and obvious (like in my case). I’ve seen quite a few Doms who have later discovered (usually thanks to a true Alpha) that they really aren’t Dom at all. The most famous instance on this site was the case of Bruno, who originally came to me as a Master and he owned a live-in faggot named Gio. But one night Bruno met a God Alpha named Juan, and he was forced into accepting his true place as a faggot (he’s still owned by Master Juan today).
I tell you that to assure you that you are far from the first or only Dom facing this. There simply is no way to maneuver around or avoid the truth Hierarchy presents each one of us. We can tell ourselves lies and they might stick for a while, but eventually something will collapse those lies and force us to face reality.
In your case, it was a tweet.
I do think you need to experience submitting to a true Alpha. That’s the only way to be sure about your newfound feelings. I know that’s scary, but I promise you’ll survive. In fact, it’s very possible you’ll not only survive, but THRIVE.
This post is part of a thread chronicling the rise of a 35-year-old Alpha named Manuel. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
A few weeks ago I received a message in my Questions From Readers inbox from a gay Top named Manuel. In that initial letter Manuel expressed some of the typical reservations about Hierarchical dynamics, the use of faggots, and inborn roles that I often hear from gay Tops. The frustrating thing about this is gay males should understand these dynamics better than anyone, because everything about gay sex screams Hierarchy, yet they have mostly been infected by the “everybody is equal” nonsense that has blinded and blandified the world.
In his second letter to me, Manuel was coming around to the idea that he deserved to be served by inferiors because he is a dominant Man. He vowed to pull away from people who were discouraging his dominance and start looking at the world through the Hierarchical lenses I offered. I was pretty excited to hear this, because it definitely sounded like he was on the verge of a great discovery in his life.
Then today, I received a third letter … and that’s exactly what happened! Please read:
Hey, faggot. It’s Manuel again.
It’s been more than an interesting week.
I’ve been paying close attention to every interaction I’ve had. Every person I’ve spoken to, dealt with, or been close to. It’s curious how I started noticing a certain pattern among people who naturally seemed inclined to “do me favors.” By favors, I mean following instructions I gave them and doing what I said. A simple “well done” was enough of a reward, nothing more. Even when I politely offered additional rewards, they turned them down.
I found it striking that I hadn’t noticed this before—or maybe I had but didn’t give it the importance I do now.
Even the bottoms I’ve been fucking up with these days no longer needed me to politely indicate what I wanted. It was a clear order: “Suck,” and I’d pull out my dick, and they’d start swallowing it right away, with a strange glint in their eyes. There was even one whose mouth I fucked until I came inside, and then, still hard, I filled his ass with my cum—all of this without saying a single word. I took what I wanted, and they gave me the power. It was another level. So much so that I tried something I saw in a video. I told the faggot—because I knew he was one by how he accepted everything without complaint—that I didn’t want any lube to fuck his ass. I swear, no bottom had ever screamed and moaned like a bitch the way he did in my life. I want to fuck the rest like that. The way their ass gripped my cock and squeezed it was indescribable.
But what struck me the most—perhaps something in me still appeals to that progressivism (am I an idiot, right?)—was a letter I recently read about the love between an Alpha and a fag. I’ll be honest with you: I’ve started to fully enjoy, without any guilt, why the world is at my feet. But I have no intention of being a destructive type (I think you call them destructive Alphas).
I want to enjoy the power that being an Alpha has naturally given me—to have people devoted to me, whose only thought is me—but for them to do it because they want to, not because they’re driven by fear through torture. I don’t find pleasure in destruction. And that doesn’t make me any less of an Alpha, does it? Because, in my experience, people who need to wield power through intimidation don’t really have it. Instead, they hold onto a false sense of it until those below them rebel, and their world collapses mercilessly.
I believe in the power that devotion gives you.
As I promised, I’ve ignored the couple of faggots. I’ve received several messages from them, including ones asking if I’m upset with them. I’ll figure out how to address them from now on. Do you have any advice for me?
Of course, let’s not pretend I’ve completely changed overnight. Still, I’ve noticed that I no longer feel guilty or uncomfortable enjoying this power. Strange, but true.
I want to thank you, Sam. When I started reading all this, my initial reaction was to see problems and think, “We need the police.” Don’t laugh—it’s true. Now, rereading several stories, I realize that no fag was forced to do what they did, to adore the Alpha they chose. And then everything started to look different.
I’m still far from wanting a fag to call my own—or maybe I just haven’t found mine yet. Don’t you think? For now, I’ll take it slow and explore this new horizon that’s unfolded for me.
You’ll hear from me soon, faggot.
Thanks, Sam.
P.S. Did you notice I called you faggot this time? I think I’ve finally embraced my place in the hierarchy. And I enjoy it.
HOORAY!!!
This is a major breakthrough for Manuel! I think for many Men (gay and straight) it’s too weird or too scary to accept the power of Alphahood that so obviously belongs to them. These ones fall backward and become (in my Hierarchical pyramid) pre-Alphas. They have the inborn tools of Alphahood, but they don’t have the will to use them.
Manuel was in danger of falling back into that as well. This was a huge Hierarchical test for him (one he didn’t realize was happening), but it was his willingness to listen to a faggot like me and try my suggestions, and like a miracle Hierarchical truth blossomed in his heart and life!
Here’s the great part of this: now that Manuel sees the truth, there is no turning back. An Alpha can’t unsee this once it has been revealed, because what he now sees is an entire lifetime ahead of him filled with worship and glory and endless power! Faggots will often run and hide when the truth is revealed to them, but Alphas never do. They always grab hold of that newly-revealed power and use it to build Kingdoms around themselves!
I’m so proud of King Manuel, a thoughtful gay Top who learned he (and his life) was meant to be much bigger and more important!
Has there ever been a case of an alpha becoming a faggot or a faggot becoming an alpha? Has this ever been documented? I apologize if the question offends anyone. Thank you.
Yes, I’ve documented both. “Master” Bruno (who actually owned a live-in faggot, Giovanni) was submitted a much more powerful God Alpha Master Juan. Bruno was amazing in recognizing the truth and submitting.
As for faggots transforming into Alphas, I’ve chronicled multiple examples of “Alpha Latency” which involves natural-born Alphas who were damaged from early-life trauma and led to believe that they were actually faggots when they weren’t. Once released from this prison, they blossomed.
I think I’m literally the only person who has documented any of this.
I read your response. I’ll be honest, I thought it would take longer to hear back from you.
I’m aware that the world is not an equitable place. I know that. I’m a man. The world is built for someone like me. Even though I’m gay, being a man is a privilege of power that not everyone gets to experience. I can go anywhere, walk at night without fear of being robbed, and even find a bottom to have sex with wherever and however I want, and no one will tell me not to. I know the kind of world we live in.
When I spoke about equality, I was referring more to the belief that, at a fundamental level, all human beings belong to the same group. Perhaps it’s a naive notion rooted in progressive ideals that I haven’t fully recognized. The curious thing is that I live in a country where being gay is not an issue. I’ve never faced discrimination. My family accepts it. My friends know it. I started sleeping with bottoms at 16 years old. No one ever questioned me when I wasn’t interested in having sex with women. I’ve never brought an official partner home, but that didn’t mean I wasn’t sleeping with whoever I wanted. And I still do.
I’ll take your advice and distance myself from that couple entirely—as a friend and as an Alpha.
I’ll also reflect on what you said. Maybe I’ve never truly paid attention to the idea of being served. I’ve always had colleagues, both male and female, who have done what I asked or completed parts of my work, but I always thought of it as workplace camaraderie. You know. Though now that I think about it, I don’t do anything for others in return. I mean, I don’t do their work. I handle my tasks and consider myself a team player. But I know how to make my presence felt. My time isn’t meant to be wasted on someone else’s chores.
Even as a teacher, I’m the kind of professor who sets the pace for the class. I teach Mathematics, so you can imagine the type of man I am—analytical, concrete, and concise. I don’t waste time repeating myself.
I’ll take this week to reflect and give you an update at the end of it, analyzing what you’ve said. I’ll admit that the hierarchy aspect was challenging for me—not to understand, that part was easy, but perhaps because modern progressivism has put me in a difficult position when it comes to accepting it.
You know, any accusation against me, simply because I’m a man, can sometimes lead the judicial system to see me as the problem. Maybe that’s also part of why I hesitated to go further.
P.S. Do you think in my next message I’ll call you “fag” like all the other Alphas do? It might be an interesting way to determine later whether I’ve accepted the place I’d deserve in the hierarchy or if I’m better off staying in my naive little world.
Thank you so much for writing back, Sir! I really appreciate the response, as well as the thoughtfulness of you latest letter.
Some of the new thoughts expressed here make me think you ARE an Alpha, Sir. For example, how you started fucking “bottoms” (although they were probably faggots) when you were just 16 … how people naturally obey you and serve your needs without reciprocation … how you pick up and use bottoms/faggots whenever you feel the urge to unload. These are all very much indicative of Alpha nature, Sir.
I hesitate to tell you this because I really want you to come to an unbiased conclusion on your own. It’s very important for an Alpha to embrace his own power and come to appreciate it for himself, not simply because some faggot told him he’s Alpha. Frankly, that’s what this faggot couple was doing, and it’s not effective.
But to be quite honest, I think you might be a victim of a syndrome I basically pioneered and documented which I call “Alpha Latency”. Typically, Alpha latency involves early childhood abuse that causes the Alpha to be convinced he is supposed to bottom or be submissive. This abuse stunts the growth of the Alpha, preventing him from becoming fully powerful as nature intended him to be.
Now, I’m not suggesting you were abused as a child. However, I’m suggesting that your growth was stunted by PROGRESSIVE SOCIETY AND MINDSET. You see, Hierarchy is diametrically opposed to progressive thought and political-correctness. Nature is not about fairness and equality at all. It’s about the strongest surviving. “Survival of the fittest.” Hierarchical truth mirrors the truth we see in nature. The strong rule the weak, the weak serve and worship the strong.
I give you that food for thought, Sir. I think progressive ideology is your “abuse” that caused Alpha latency in you. You’ve held back the power and dominance inside of you, tempering it so that you fit into the mold of a respectable gay Man that would be acceptable to the progressives around you.
However, you unleashed and set free from that false prison might look much different. The life that would truly satisfy you as an Alpha Male might be something entirely different, but it also might be entirely necessary in order for you to feel complete.
I won’t bother you more with this. I really wanted to give you this thought so you can consider it and see if it applies in any way, Sir.
Again, thank you so much for having this dialogue with me. It’s a real privilege, Sir!
Let’s call me Flynn (anonymous purposes). I have always been attracted to masculine and muscular men and I have tried submission but it just didn’t work for me. But in my head, it sounds like a great idea. I’m very sensible to touch, which means it’s hard for other people to get into intemacy with me. And on antoher hand, I always felt like I’ve always been a top, but I’m a very socially anxious person, so I dont’t feel very confident just even showing myself. I’m working on getting fitter, but I know this is not the only way I can improve my self confidence. Do you have advice ? And do you know how can I explore being a top and a Master (since I also feel like I need to be desired and worshipped) ?
I’m sorry if it’s not very clear but I really wanted to talk it out.
I’m intrigued by your question. I cannot escape this nagging feeling I’m getting from your words … let me explain.
I think I might be the only person in the Hierarchical space to accurately chronicle the phenomenon I’ve dubbed “Alpha Latency”. I’ve dealt with multiple cases of it, and have even helped “cure” a couple of Alphas who were suffering from it.
And I do mean suffer. You see, Alpha Latency occurs when a natural-born Alpha is convinced that he should be a bottom or at least reciprocal. Many times this “convincing” comes from early childhood trauma or molestation. Due to this conditioning, the Alpha does things that go against his natural programming as an Alpha (like bottoming or sucking dick) and it makes him deeply unsatisfied. This lack of satisfaction then leads to even more confusion and unhappiness.
You sound suspiciously like a Latent Alpha. These desires you kept mentioning in your question (about submission not being satisfied, or wanting to be desired and worshiped) make me think your true Alpha nature is trying to break free and lead you to happiness, but it’s being blocked for some reason.
I do think you desperately need to try and dominate a faggot. Try receiving worship and service. Get verbal, get aggressive. I bet something gets triggered in you if you do.
I’m curious about your reaction to this advice. Please give me some feedback if you can. Thank you!
