I read your response. I’ll be honest, I thought it would take longer to hear back from you.
I’m aware that the world is not an equitable place. I know that. I’m a man. The world is built for someone like me. Even though I’m gay, being a man is a privilege of power that not everyone gets to experience. I can go anywhere, walk at night without fear of being robbed, and even find a bottom to have sex with wherever and however I want, and no one will tell me not to. I know the kind of world we live in.
When I spoke about equality, I was referring more to the belief that, at a fundamental level, all human beings belong to the same group. Perhaps it’s a naive notion rooted in progressive ideals that I haven’t fully recognized. The curious thing is that I live in a country where being gay is not an issue. I’ve never faced discrimination. My family accepts it. My friends know it. I started sleeping with bottoms at 16 years old. No one ever questioned me when I wasn’t interested in having sex with women. I’ve never brought an official partner home, but that didn’t mean I wasn’t sleeping with whoever I wanted. And I still do.
I’ll take your advice and distance myself from that couple entirely—as a friend and as an Alpha.
I’ll also reflect on what you said. Maybe I’ve never truly paid attention to the idea of being served. I’ve always had colleagues, both male and female, who have done what I asked or completed parts of my work, but I always thought of it as workplace camaraderie. You know. Though now that I think about it, I don’t do anything for others in return. I mean, I don’t do their work. I handle my tasks and consider myself a team player. But I know how to make my presence felt. My time isn’t meant to be wasted on someone else’s chores.
Even as a teacher, I’m the kind of professor who sets the pace for the class. I teach Mathematics, so you can imagine the type of man I am—analytical, concrete, and concise. I don’t waste time repeating myself.
I’ll take this week to reflect and give you an update at the end of it, analyzing what you’ve said. I’ll admit that the hierarchy aspect was challenging for me—not to understand, that part was easy, but perhaps because modern progressivism has put me in a difficult position when it comes to accepting it.
You know, any accusation against me, simply because I’m a man, can sometimes lead the judicial system to see me as the problem. Maybe that’s also part of why I hesitated to go further.
P.S. Do you think in my next message I’ll call you “fag” like all the other Alphas do? It might be an interesting way to determine later whether I’ve accepted the place I’d deserve in the hierarchy or if I’m better off staying in my naive little world.
Thank you so much for writing back, Sir! I really appreciate the response, as well as the thoughtfulness of you latest letter.
Some of the new thoughts expressed here make me think you ARE an Alpha, Sir. For example, how you started fucking “bottoms” (although they were probably faggots) when you were just 16 … how people naturally obey you and serve your needs without reciprocation … how you pick up and use bottoms/faggots whenever you feel the urge to unload. These are all very much indicative of Alpha nature, Sir.
I hesitate to tell you this because I really want you to come to an unbiased conclusion on your own. It’s very important for an Alpha to embrace his own power and come to appreciate it for himself, not simply because some faggot told him he’s Alpha. Frankly, that’s what this faggot couple was doing, and it’s not effective.
But to be quite honest, I think you might be a victim of a syndrome I basically pioneered and documented which I call “Alpha Latency”. Typically, Alpha latency involves early childhood abuse that causes the Alpha to be convinced he is supposed to bottom or be submissive. This abuse stunts the growth of the Alpha, preventing him from becoming fully powerful as nature intended him to be.
Now, I’m not suggesting you were abused as a child. However, I’m suggesting that your growth was stunted by PROGRESSIVE SOCIETY AND MINDSET. You see, Hierarchy is diametrically opposed to progressive thought and political-correctness. Nature is not about fairness and equality at all. It’s about the strongest surviving. “Survival of the fittest.” Hierarchical truth mirrors the truth we see in nature. The strong rule the weak, the weak serve and worship the strong.
I give you that food for thought, Sir. I think progressive ideology is your “abuse” that caused Alpha latency in you. You’ve held back the power and dominance inside of you, tempering it so that you fit into the mold of a respectable gay Man that would be acceptable to the progressives around you.
However, you unleashed and set free from that false prison might look much different. The life that would truly satisfy you as an Alpha Male might be something entirely different, but it also might be entirely necessary in order for you to feel complete.
I won’t bother you more with this. I really wanted to give you this thought so you can consider it and see if it applies in any way, Sir.
Again, thank you so much for having this dialogue with me. It’s a real privilege, Sir!
Hello Sam, I really love your content and I‘m so happy that you‘re back to spreading the truth on your own website again. Thank you so much for doing so!
I‘ve got two questions for you:
1. Your website doesn’t seem to be well-optimised because everytime I visit your site on my laptop, my laptop crashes. My laptop is usually really good and it only crashes when I visit hierarchyuniversity.com. On my phone, however, the website is working well which is weird because my phone is so much older than my laptop. Do you have any idea why I have this issue? I feel like your website is so much more enjoyable on a laptop with a big screen but I can‘t visit your page without my laptop crashing.
2. And now the actual question that made me finally message you after reading your blog for years: I started texting with this straight bodybuilder a few months ago and the conversation started very normal with me giving him compliments for his superior physique. He always loved the compliments and usually gave a cocky response. It didn’t take me a long time to realise that he‘s an alpha. Over the months, he‘s gotten even cockier and he started calling me a faggot. I confessed to him that he‘s my god and he really enjoys getting worshipped by inferior people. He also has other faggots in his DMs and he already sold his worn shoes some of them and things keep getting wilder. Now, he made me start a group chat with him and as many other faggots as I could find that want to worship him. He‘s found faggots that send him money regularly and he started meeting a fag in real life that does his laundry and massages his feet. Him and I live in the same country and we already talked about me visiting his city to worship him in person but it hasn’t happened yet. Also, he‘s 100% straight and has a girlfriend which is why he hasn’t started accepting sexual worship from faggots yet. What can I do to make him take it to the next stage? I want him to see the full extent of his power and make use of us faggots in every single way possible. I think his life would get so much better if he‘d let us serve him sexually as well and us faggots would get even more addicted to him if he wouldn’t hold back his alpha urges in any way.
Hi brother! Thank you for writing!
1. I don’t know about any optimization issues. This is quite literally the exact same website template I used with FWA. I’m not sure I understand how a site can “crash a laptop” anyway. It’s the first I’m hearing of this, so I don’t now.
2. This situation sounds quite promising! He’s already using faggots for cash and for personal service, so I would say he’s expanding his mind to embrace the larger Hierarchical possibilities of his life.
You’re asking how to get him interested in sexual service, but you haven’t even met him yet. Are you asking how to influence him remotely (in other words, to get him to use ANY faggot sexually), or how to convince him to use YOU sexually? These are somewhat different goals that might require different solutions.
If you’re trying to convince him remotely, you can probably send him resources from this website. I have a very large testimonial page filled with straight Alphas declaring how they love using faggots for oral service. I have multiple threaded stories featuring straight Alphas. There is a lot of content on the site for this purpose. My “Letter To An Alpha” located in the right sidebar would be another resource.
If you were wanting to convince him to use YOU, you’d first need to arrange a meet-up with him. Once that happens, we can discuss further steps.
I would like to clarify that English is not my native language at all, so if you find any errors in the translation of this message, I hope you’ll understand.
I’m not entirely sure how to address this. I feel it might get long.
You can call me Manuel, and I’m 35 years old.
I found my way to this platform because of two friends, a couple I’ve known for almost fifteen years. They suggested it to me. You might be wondering why they did that. Well, they both identify as “faggots.” Plain and simple. To me, they had always seemed like a standard gay couple. But I’ve come to realize that’s not the case.
What do I have to do with all this? Well, I’m a gay man, a top, and according to people who know me, charming, with a nice smile and charisma. It might sound like I’m bragging, but I swear that’s what they say.
I am, in a way, a unique kind of person, if you will. Let’s just say my principles align with “monogamy, tradition, and family.” I’m not open to polyamorous relationships or anything similar, and I’m not interested in being with someone who is with others. I’m clear about this: what’s mine is not to be shared. And I’ve never really been into threesomes. Why mention this detail? Because the couple I told you about asked me to take on the role of an “Alpha” in their lives. At first, not understanding the concept that I’ve now come across here, I thought it was just a kind of fetish—a sexual game, you know? So I went along with it. I found it amusing to play the role of giving orders (I naturally excel at giving directions, taking the lead, and guiding a room full of people). Initially, or during the time I participated, I felt a sense of discomfort about dominating someone to the extent that they’d lose themselves and focus solely on me. It seemed to escalate beyond just occasional moments, and I felt it could get out of hand.
I don’t need others to do things for me because I’m an independent man. I know how to fend for myself. I’ve always found it peculiar to think that people who have others as servants are, at their core, lazy and parasitic. Perhaps this expression doesn’t carry the same weight in English as it does in Spanish.
What I discovered here, rather than motivating me, has concerned me on multiple levels—from a legal standpoint to a personal one. I’ve always been someone who believes that we are all equal, both under the law and as human beings. Of course, I recognize skills and differences, but I hope my point is clear.
This couple who tried to introduce me to this world told me I have a natural talent for it, that they love pleasing me, and that they adore the idea of being dominated by me. And yes, I know I have the power to dominate (I do so sexually; in my work as a teacher, I’m one of the most respected at my high school; in my personal life, I dictate the pace of how and where I want things to go, among other things). But the main idea—that it doesn’t entertain me or bring me any pleasure to have someone feel intimidated by my presence—repels me. Additionally, I wouldn’t even know how to explain what this would mean to my social circle, for that matter.
I feel these contradictions are what cause my discomfort. To be honest, I enjoyed it when I thought it was just a game, and the next day we could be joking around and eating pizza in the living room as if nothing had happened. But after reading here and realizing they’d essentially become a type of servant—present to please me but disappearing from sight to make my life easier—it lost its appeal. I enjoy rough sex, taking control in bed, being wild and dirty, and then having an equal conversation afterward. The idea of having someone to abuse sexually at my whim, who would essentially need my permission to breathe, doesn’t interest me. I think I’d lose patience very quickly. I’d see them as incompetent. And I hate incompetence.
Maybe I don’t know exactly what I want to ask you. Perhaps the question is: What do my friends expect from me? Is it okay to tell them I’m genuinely not interested? Because, honestly, I fail to see the appeal in any of this.
Sam, I hope you can read this and at least give me your clear perspective.
Sir, thank you so much for writing to me about this issue! I can see that it troubles you. I will do whatever I can to help you sort it out.
Let me tackle the definitional issue first before getting into your particular problem. Hierarchy is real, Sir. There can be no denying it. Look around you, Sir. NOBODY IS REALLY EQUAL. Our whole world is is filled with inequality of all sorts, whether it be genetically, attractiveness, financial, sociological, or anything else. Hell, Men aren’t even the same height, or have the same dick size!
The reason why terms such as “Alpha” and “faggot” or “slave” exist is solely because Hierarchy is true, and not some fetish. Look at every government that has ever ruled the Earth, Sir. Each one has been led by a powerful leader, and the rest below that leader serve.
Even in terms of sexuality, humans are not equal. One is the penetrator, the Top; the other is the receiver, the bottom. It’s clear which one has the dominant role even then.
So hopefully I’ve been able to establish that Hierarchy is real and equality is an illusion. Some Men are simply born better than others. It’s a cold, hard fact of life.
Having said that, I will say that your description of yourself indicates that you have some Alpha qualities, Sir. Your possessiveness, your desire to take charge, your impatience with indecision … these and more are qualities that define an Alpha personality. I do think you might be Alpha, but I’m guessing your misguided beliefs in equality and fairness have kept you from realizing this about yourself.
This faggot couple might be seeing it correctly. They have identified Alpha qualities about you, and they’re trying to help you embrace them and your Alphahood. I can’t see everything they’ve seen over 15 years, but clearly there’s something.
However, I think this faggot couple is wrong to try and force you to be something you’re not ready to tackle. It almost feels like they’re trying to make you become an Alpha for the satisfaction of their own faggot desires. That’s the wrong thing to do. Alphas don’t exist to serve the needs of faggots … instead, faggots are the ones who exist to serve the needs of Alphas. So I think what they’re trying to do with you is unfair, Sir.
The reality is this: you may not be Alpha, and if you are Alpha, you might never accept it and embrace it as your purpose. It’s too early to see what is the truth about you Sir. It doesn’t help that you’re so conflicted about the issue.
Here’s what I think you should do: stop fooling around sexually with this faggot couple, and take a step back. I want you to look carefully at how people react to you, how people are not equal, how people want to serve you. Think about how it feels (or felt) to be an object of worship. Think about what I wrote above about Hierarchy. See where you ultimately end up on these questions, Sir.
Before you go on, I think it’s critical to take a moment to look around at the world through the Hierarchical viewpoint I’ve described to you. See if you can find your true place in Hierarchy. Once you do, I think the rest will fall into place quite easily.
If you have any other issues, you can always write to me at hi*****************@***il.com.
Few phrases uttered by Alphas cause such intense feelings of submission and devotion in faggots like simply saying “Good Boy”. Why is this?
The phrase is commonly used by pet owners as a way to reward/encourage good behaviors in their animals. You rub the head of your dog and say “good boy!” and the dog’s tail wags excitedly because it knows it pleased its Master.
The illustration is appropriate. Faggots are very much like dogs to Alphas.
Whenever an Alpha assigns a faggot a task, it is like an Owner demanding that his dog “sit” or “stay” or “heel”. And like any dog Owner, an Alpha expects his faggot to obey. When the faggot does obey or even exceeds expectations, it’s appropriate to tell the faggot “good boy”. This reinforces good behavior while simultaneously diminishing the faggot and relegating it to a status like a kept animal.
It’s important to reinforce a faggot’s inferior state. If a faggot isn’t constantly reminded of its inferiority, then it eventually loses focus and begins to resist training. Telling a faggot “good boy” is an affectionate, encouraging way to reinforce its inferiority.
Any Alphas I’ve ever interviewed have always told me the same thing, that telling their faggots “good boy” makes their faggots serve with much more enthusiasm and dedication. They see their faggots light up when they’re called by that phrase.
Of course, an Alpha can get the same effect on a faggot by saying “good faggot”, but “good boy” has an additional layer of affection that endears an Alpha to his faggot, bonding them in a more personal way. Some Alphas may not want a close relationship of that type with their faggots, so I’d recommend that they steer clear of saying “good boy” to them.
But to the Alphas who would like a stronger emotional hold on their faggots, the term “good boy” is the best of both worlds; it properly diminishes the faggot while rewarding it with attention.
Just like a pet dog.
(By the way, I made the graphic above and put it on a tee-shirt. It would look good on a lot of good faggots out there! You can check it out and buy it by CLICKING HERE!)
The following post is part of a thread detailing the awakening of a straight God Alpha named Kenzo by his lifelong faggot Kevin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I understand how my brother Kevin feels right now. It’s overwhelming to understand and accept that you’re a faggot, and that a powerful Alpha has taken ownership of you. For me, it was Master Aaron. For Kevin, it’s Master Kenzo.
The thrill of discovery, the deep satisfaction of submission, and the comfort of finding your place are all emotions that flood through an owned faggot at random moments. It’s so powerful that you want to scream it from the rooftops.
Rather than doing that, Kevin decided to write his Master Kenzo a letter. Here it is:
For 2025, I have sent my first New Year greetings to the sunshine of my life, the Man I adore and worship, Kenzo.
I wish to share the long message I sent Him :
“Dearest Kenzo, my Alpha, my Master, my God,
As the New Year begins, I cannot adequately express how grateful I am to You being in my life. But I’d like to try.
You are an amazing, incredible, superior Man. You are even more than that, more than a Man. You are the most exceptional being. You simply have it all: You have the beauty, the strength, the charisma, the authority, the confidence…Everyone You know revolves around You. Simply being in Your presence is an incredible privilege. You are the epitome of Male Superiority.
I have been blessed to know You since You were a young boy – but You were already special, better than the others. Since my teenage years, I’ve done my best to protect You, to help You, to advise You, to please You in any way I could. I saw You quickly becoming a real hunk, ready to conquer life, far superior than other human beings. Far superior than me.
I’ve always loved doing things for You. But it took me a long, too long time to fully understand what was at work. But now, at last, I see things more clearly than ever. You are my destiny. You are my purpose. You are my everything. It was my natural role to help raise You. And now, it’s my natural role to give You everything You are entitled to: obedience, loyalty, worship. Power. I was born to serve You, to worship You, to awaken Your Godhood.
I live only for Your glory and Your power. My very existence is to please You. Any quality, any skill, any virtue I might have is only worth if it benefits You.
Your place is at the very top of Hierarchy. My place is to be your footstool to reach the top. Because You are a God Alpha and I am a faggot. Your faggot. Your slave.
Thank You. Thank You for Your existence. Thank You for Your superiority. And thank You for allowing me to serve You, for making me see the truth about You and me.
Dearest Kenzo, my Alpha, my Master, my God, I wish for You the most wonderful 2025 Year, for You and everyone You hold dear. I cannot wait to see You shine more than ever.
I am deeply honored to forever be
Your most humble, Your most obedient, Your most devoted slave
Kevin”
Perfection!
UPDATE!
Master Kenzo replied to Kevin’s extraordinary letter with a response just as awesome!
READ:
Kevin, my beloved slave,
I am proud to own you. I am proud to have such a smart, wise, talented boy at My feet.
For as long as I can remember, you have always been there for Me. I know you will always be. You always did a great job serving Me. I know you will never disappoint Me.
I want you to know you are a most valued part of My Kingdom. You will always have a place of honor at My feet. Because you’re Mine.
I can tell you: 2025 is going to be a great year for Me. And so, for you as well.
Get ready for what’s coming.
Happy New Year to you, slave!
Your God, Kenzo
Isn’t it amazing? Master Kenzo is a straight Alpha who has ascended to God Alpha status and has fully embraced this purpose. He’s a married Alpha with kids, and now he also owns a faggot!
The following post is part of a thread detailing the awakening of a straight God Alpha named Kenzo by his lifelong faggot Kevin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
When an Alpha claims a faggot and starts using it, so many changes take place between both the Alpha and the faggot. For the Alpha, his power vastly increases and his new view of the world (through the lens of Hierarchy) makes all things possible. For the faggot, it humbles itself and understands the benefits of serving selflessly. For both, there comes a seismic shift in consciousness as each one comprehends the natural power of Hierarchy across their life and how it connects them to a much larger social structure.
For new faggots, this shift in consciousness is truly profound. Some of that is due to the fact that the faggot must surrender whatever masculinity and autonomy it thought it had. But there is also a need for a faggot to embrace that word “FAGGOT” as an identifier. I’ve written many times about the psychological importance of the word “faggot” and how accepting it helps a faggot deepen its appreciation of its purpose. I’ve done social experiments with faggots online, coaxing them to admit to a group of strangers that they are a faggot, which led to some breaking down in tears of joy. Why the extreme reaction? Because most faggots live in a twilight world of lies and self-deception, and it’s only when they openly admit that they are faggots that those lies are lifted away and there is an exhilaration of newly-felt freedom. They realize it’s okay to be a faggot, that they have purpose as a faggot. Hierarchically-speaking, faggots are just as natural as Alphas.
In my previous post about Master Kenzo breeding his faggot Kevin, I quoted Kevin as saying the following: “Having His godly seed within me make me feel a better man.“ When he said that in our conversation, I originally let it go and kept talking to him about the experience of being bred by Master Kenzo.
But anyone who knows me knows I don’t miss those little moments to teach truth. So after a while, I circled back to it. I quoted the line above and responded thusly:
“You are not a Man. You’re a faggot owned by a Man.”
At this point I’d never heard Kevin refer to himself as a faggot. He always characterized his service to Master Kenzo as something a friend would do for another friend he loves. But that is NOT what is really happening between Master Kenzo and Kevin, and I just couldn’t let Kevin go on living a lie.
Kevin continued to deflect: “You’re right of course, forgive me. I meant that having His godly seed within me made me closer to be a man than I could ever be.”
Wrong again! So I became even more specific: “But Men don’t have the cum of other Men inside them. His breeding of you is replacing your DNA with his. His cum is replacing your thoughts with thoughts of him. You are his property now.”
Kevin somewhat conceded my point: “Yes I am. Thanks for putting things so clearly!”
And then Kevin started asking me questions about cunting and what that entails. I was afraid Kevin still didn’t understand my point about being a faggot.
Then, out of nowhere, Kevin broke the conversation with this: “Sam, I think I’m truly processing some things only just now. I am not just a beta male who happens to submit to his superior young best friend. I. Am. A. Faggot.”
“I AM A FAGGOT.”
“I am Kenzo’s slave! I AM MASTER KENZO’S SLAVE!”
And then, after a pause, Kevin added: “Oh Sam my brother, that is so liberating!”
With acceptance comes a deeper understanding of our larger role within the tapestry of Hierarchy, roles we fulfill whether we are aware of it at the time or not. With Kevin finally embracing the term “faggot” and understanding how it perfectly describes what he is to Master Kenzo, he began to see everything differently: “Sam I’m starting to think that it’s not a coincidence that I met Kenzo when He was a little boy and that I mentored Him all his life. I feel like I was destined to be His slave, to be the Awakener of a God. For so long I thought I was like an older brother to Him, but I was actually the servile preceptor of a young God! I feel so privileged!”
Then Kevin boiled down his new understanding of purpose through the use of the word “faggot”: “My very existence is to be His slave. My life has no other meaning than serving Him.”
Like I said earlier in this post, faggots who confront and embrace the word “faggot” and its meaning tend to have overwhelming feelings of joy mixed with fear. The word is so specific and so true that it cuts through all of the lies and misconceptions and perfectly distills purpose. Once a faggot is cornered by the power of the word “faggot” and forced to confront it, there is no turning back.
And that’s exactly what happened with Kevin during our conversation. He concluded this way: “Oh dear sam I’m overwhelmed with emotion! I’m almost shaking! My heart is so full of adoration for Him I think it’s going to explode!”
This is the exact right response!
I hope you can see from this dialogue how faggots subtly mislead themselves, and the result when a faggot accepts the label of “faggot” and all that entails. I’m so proud of my brother Kevin for going through this process with me, as well as Master Kenzo for using Kevin in such a way that he was able to accept his purpose!
Hierarchy is more than simply an explanation of sociological or sexual preferences. It is a pathway that each of us travels to understand ourselves and our purpose. Embracing our own truth gives meaning and direction to our lives!
Today it was Kevin’s turn to accept what he is. Tomorrow, will it be you?
The following post is part of a thread detailing the awakening of a straight God Alpha named Kenzo by his lifelong faggot Kevin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
As I said in the previous post (and really, throughout my writing on Hierarchy), straight Alphas use faggots sexually. They do this despite not even feeling any sexual attraction toward males or faggots. They fuck faggots because Alphas have an instinct to breed, using their cum as a marking device to claim others as their property. Underneath that instinct is an Alpha’s need for dominance and power.
Let’s face it: when a Man fucks another male, he’s taking away anything about that male that might qualify as masculine. He reinforces Hierarchy through every fuck. All of this confuses little Men who do not see the greater truth of Hierarchy, but Alphas (who are not only Kings of Hierarchy, but also its policemen) fully understand this truth. Alphas are not bound to the lifestyle rules of inferior society.
The “rules” apply even less to God Alphas like Master Kenzo, owner of his first faggot Kevin.
Once I heard that Master Kenzo had used Kevin a few times for oral service/worship, I figured it was only a matter of time before he would fuck Kevin. This is the pattern I’ve seen repeatedly from straight Alphas I’ve served personally or that I’ve interviewed. It seems that once a straight Alpha gets head from a faggot and realizes it doesn’t automatically “turn him gay”, they suddenly realize that they can literally do whatever they want with anyone they want.
So it wasn’t much of a surprise when Kevin wrote to me a couple of days ago with some dramatic news.
Last Saturday, for the first time, Kenzo fucked my ass!
I was thrilled by this, of course, and asked for the story.
So, to give some context, I organized and paid for Kenzo and His whole family (including his mother, aunts and uncles and cousins) to spend a week in a luxury mountain chalet for Christmas. They left last Sunday and are thoroughly enjoying their vacation. And last Saturday, on the eve of his departure, Kenzo generously decided to spend one last evening with me. While he was lying on the couch watching a Christmas comedy on TV, I was on my knees on the floor massaging His feet. At the end of the film, He said to me: “You’ve really outdone yourself this time, Kevin. I’m going to love this week in the mountains.” I beamed and replied, “I want to be the best servant You can have, because You deserve nothing less.”
And then He grinned. He told me that even though I served Him very well and that I had gotten better and better at worshipping His cock, there was something we had never done, something He felt very horny to try. I immediately understood what He meant. He said quite gravely: “I’m sure you’re anxious about it, otherwise you would have already begged me to do it. I don’t want to hurt you. If you don’t feel ready, we can discuss it further when I get back.” I hesitated for a few seconds but reminded myself of my duties and my priorities as a beta male. I looked Him straight in the eyes and said: “You are the one who matters. Nothing is more important to me than Your happiness and Your pleasure. Nothing. My existence is to serve You. Your desire comes first, always. I am Yours to use, in any way You want.” After a brief silence, He sent me to wait for Him in His bedroom (that is, the master bedroom at my place, which is reserved for him) and joined me a few minutes later. My fate was sealed.
And then he fucked me. I don’t know how long it lasted, I was in a daze. He came into my ass several times, in several positions. At first, I was bent over on my belly on the bed. After a while, he put His foot close to my head, and I kissed and licked it passionately. Soon afterwards, He put His foot UPON my head. I could hear Him moaning in delight, my head pressed against the mattress by His foot, while His huge, hard cock was going back and forth in my ass. I’m sure you guess how I was feeling! I fully felt that I really belonged there, under His foot, suffering for His pleasure. And despite the pain, I felt a strong sense of fulfillment and accomplishment. I couldn’t stop whispering “Thank you Master, thank you Master, I love You, I love You”. It was incredible.
And then later, He ordered me to turn around. He wanted me on my back, so we could look at each other face to face. I gawked at Him and I was impressed. I’ve always loved His virile beauty, but there was something different this time. His muscles were more prominent than ever. There was a beastly rage in His handsome face, and His eyes were filled with a fiery fire. He was both gorgeous and scary! While fucking me and looking me in the eyes, He said “Who am I to you?” I immediately answered “You’re my Alpha, my Master, my God! You’re so powerful! You’re so better than me! You’re an exceptional superior being!”. And then I couldn’t help but go on and on and on, I couldn’t stop yelling. “I adore You so much! You mean the world to me! I’d do anything for You!” and all this kind of things. The words just came out of my mouth without even thinking. And while I was speaking, He was smiling proudly. Always with that rage in His eyes.
After He came the last time, He stood for a few moments, both of us out of breath. Then suddenly, he grabbed my ankles and violently pulled me out of bed and onto the floor. And he shouted “Worship me! NOW!” I rushed on my belly in front of him and kissed his toes fervently, while muttering “I adore You, Master, You are a living God, You are everything to me.”
I felt He was gradually calming down. He finally ordered me to get up. I stood shyly in front of Him, who’s a head taller than me, my shoulders tucked in and my head bowed, not daring to look at Him. And then, He took my head in His hands and kissed me on the forehead. I felt a great warmth run through my body! He took me in his arms and pressed my face against his chest. I felt so protected and safe! “You’re such a great beta. You’re my best friend. Always have been. You make me live the life of a king. I love you,” He said. I felt so happy and at the same time so undeserving!
He left for the chalet with his family the next day. Since then, I’ve had a great Christmas Eve with my own family, but I think about Him all the time. He’s always been the greatest sunshine in my life, and since I’ve finally submitted myself fully to Him, it is like I’m constantly reaching new heights of happiness and fulfillment.
A couple of takeaways from this incredible first fuck. First of all, Kevin perfectly describes the “Alpha rage” I’m always talking about. Alphas have incredible power coursing through them, and when they unleash that power (particularly when it’s “safe” to do so, like when fucking faggots) it is an awesome sight to behold.
Secondly, I was extremely impressed with Master Kenzo’s innate understanding of aftercare. I assume Master Kenzo learned the importance of post-fuck comforting from his dealings with females, but aftercare is particularly important when an Alpha fucks his faggot due to the often violent nature of the encounters. For Kevin, who was a virgin before that night, aftercare was deeply impactful.
Thirdly, I was blown away by Master Kenzo’s use of his feet while fucking Kevin. Like most Alphas, Master Kenzo loves having his feet worshiped. So he placed his foot near Kevin’s face (which Kevin wisely used as an opportunity to worship him) and then placed his foot right on Kevin’s head. I was eager to find out if Master Kenzo regularly did that with females, or if it was something that came out of him only while he was fucking his faggot.
So I asked Kevin.
Since their date anniversary, I have been privileged enough to be invited to sleep in their room with Him and His girl from time to time, and worship them while He fucks her, and I have never seen Him fuck her with foot on her face, so I don’t know if He already did that before.
I pointed out to Kevin that foot worship seems to be a key that unlocked Master Kenzo’s dominance.
Yeah I think so! He has already told me that the very first time I greeted Him by kissing His feet, it awakened something in Him! I must say I just love how He was assertive and imperious while fucking me and commanding me to worship Him, and then became once again gentle and tender. I am so fucking lucky to serve a God Alpha with whom I have a strong bond and who genuinely cares for me. Even if I always feel I don’t deserve it.
Master Kenzo returned from vacation after a few days, and I’m sure you can guess what happened then!
Kenzo came back from vacation yesterday. He passed by His second home, and I can tell you I got His cum all over my face and in my mouth and my ass! My ass is still a little sore, but I feel so great! Having His godly seed within me make me feel a better man.
Oh and also, interestingly, I asked Him about the foot in the face thing during fucking, and asked if He ever did that with His girlfriend. He answered “Of course not! She’s a Lady, the mother of my heirs! I already did that, but only with side chicks, to remind them of their place”. I know He fucks other girls from time to time (as far as I know, His woman knows and is fine with it). He told me that the very first time He put His foot on a head while fucking was when one of these side girls begged Him to dump His girlfriend and to settle with her instead. “The bitch had the nerve to think she could replace my chosen Queen! I immediately fucked her ass while stomping her head with my foot to put her in line! She apologized and begged for mercy.” I fucking love that side of Him! And so, He loved that very much and did it again just for pleasure, and it felt natural for Him to put me under His foot!
While He was fucking me, I often heard Him moaning and whispering things like “It’s so good to be Me! Oh I love to be the King!” It made my heart explode! At the end, He was lying on his back with his hands behind his head while I fervently worshipped his feet, and He said again “It’s so great to be a God.”
Remember when I talked about Alpha Ascension? Alphas have the unique ability to use experiences to grow into higher levels of power. Their hunger for power and worship becomes insatiable, and they take ownership of everyone and everything in their lives. What Master Kenzo has done with his newly-claimed faggot is just the start of the Kingdom he is destined to build around himself.
Master Kenzo is no longer just a straight Man or just a straight Alpha. He’s above these others, beyond them. He has ascended to a lofty position at the upper reaches of Hierarchy. He has taken the mantle of God Alpha, now and forever.
Thank you, Master Kenzo, for revealing your true glory!
It never ceases to amaze me how quickly young Alphas learn and accept the natural order. As soon as they learn about their power, they start forcing older faggots to submit to them. I have no doubt it’s thrilling for them to have such easy power over their “elders”.
Boy9 (@boy9_xxx on X) is famous for his huge nine-inch cock as well as his huge cumshots. He’s a dominant young Alpha who has learned that the worship of faggots gives him power both sexually and financially.
Here he is in slow motion, squirting a massive load all over his floor!
Hey Sam happy holidays and new year ,I’m writing as a curious gag to inquire if you ever ended up hearing from or reaching out to the Alpha you served at your job before thanksgiving ? I found that exchange you wrote about incredibly powerful and moving and what serving as a fag is all about , you said he built his own home and was shopping with his wife snd kinds and you guys exchanged words and he loved being an alpha , I know you text him since then but found it hard to meet up fur to the holidays ? Any updates ? Really excited for you and hope you get to serve him x
Thank you for asking! Alpha Eddie (who looks uncannily like Bradley Cooper) and I have exchanged a couple of texts here and there over the holidays. He has a young family and he’s getting into business with his brother, so he’s been very busy (and frankly, so have I) and we haven’t gotten together again just yet. I hope we can meet up and talk some more, but who knows?
Hi Sam. What do you think of my owner wanting to keep my handcuffed overnight while he is out to work. Would this be advisable in your opinion?
I understand why your Owner wants to keep you handcuffed all night while you’re home alone. It’s not just a trust issue, but also a control/power issue for him.
But I’ll tell you what, such a situation is inviting trouble. What happens if there’s a fire? What happens if there’s a break-in? How does he explain that situation to the authorities or a court of law?
Sometimes kinkier play is much more thrilling in the abstract, and much more dangerous in real life. Even Master Declan (featured on this site) makes sure his faggot Zack is supervised when handcuffing him for hours on end.
The following post is part of a thread detailing the awakening of a straight God Alpha named Kenzo by his lifelong faggot Kevin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Straight Alphas who take to owning and using faggots during their Alpha development will, more likely than not, start using their faggots sexually over time. There seem to be two factors determining whether a straight Alpha will use his faggots sexually: (1) how early in life the Alpha started owning faggots, and (2) the power level of the Alpha. Straight Alphas who own faggots in their teens and early twenties will almost always use their faggots for sex at some point. And the more powerful an Alpha is, the less likely he will be to care about the sexual “rules” that society uses to dictate straight/gay behavior.
Of course I use the terms “straight” and “gay” loosely when it comes to Alpha sexuality, not because they don’t apply, but because for Alphas sex becomes primarily an expression of POWER rather than sexual attraction. It’s been completely documented by me (both in my own life, and online) that straight Alphas often use faggots sexually because they love the UNLIMITED POWER they feel, and it rarely has anything to do with sexual attraction (because their natural attraction remains for females). In fact, every straight Alpha I’ve ever talked to reports the same thing, that they never stop being attracted to females no matter how many faggots they fuck.
When I first started talking to Kevin about serving his longtime straight Alpha Kenzo, they hadn’t had any real sexual contact at that point, but I fully expected it to happen based on what I outlined above. And the more I learned about the deep way Master Kenzo was integrating his faggot into his family, the more sure I was that Master Kenzo would eventually use Kevin sexually.
For instance, there was this surprising bit of information:
Since last year, I’ve made some changes at home. Or should I say, in His second home, as we now call it. I’ve moved into a small spare room, and the master bedroom is now, well, the Master’s bedroom, and it’s exclusively reserved for him. And he has the keys to the place, so he comes whenever he likes, with or without notifying me, and sleeps in his room in his second home from time to time. Needless to say, I just freaking LOVE waking up and discovering that He is here! Sometimes He notifies me before coming and gives me some orders, like telling me to prepare some meal for Him. When I wake up to find Him at home, I obviously serve Him breakfast in bed. Sometimes I wake Him up by licking His feet or, heaven forbid, giving Him a blowjob.
Uh, what was that last part??? I asked Kevin to clarify that comment about the blowjobs.
Yeah I have sucked his cock, but not immediately, just a few months ago. We never spoke about it, but one day, He came home, He was in a sad mood. I greeted Him on my knees and kissed His feet. Then, He stared at me for a brief moment, and He pulled out his cock. We both knew instinctively what was coming. It was my very first time sucking a cock, so I can’t say I did a good job at first! But I think I’ve improved since then, in any case he seems quite satisfied, for which I’m grateful. He does cum, in my mouth or in my face, whatever he feels at the moment. Of course, I take pride in swallowing everything I can.
So it’s clear to me at his point that Master Kenzo loves owning and using his faggot just as much as he loves his woman and his kids. They are all part of his Kingdom, and all glorify him in different (but essential) ways.
Kevin wanted me to know more about his integration with Master Kenzo’s Kingdom.
I’d like to say a few words about His girlfriend. We’ve known each other for as long as they’ve been dating and we get on well, because I’ve known Her man since His childhood. When I began to serve Him financially and at home, she enjoyed it a lot. And, as far as He told me, she had very little trouble accepting I was now clearly their family’s servant, and she doesn’t resent the private time I spend with Him. She is madly in love with Him (obviously!), and she seems to accept that He deserves worship and service from me. When I serve them both at their primary home, cleaning and cooking mainly, or looking after their sons, I always greet her by kissing her feet too, now. I’m pleased to say that we both know our place. I respect her as my superior, because she can please my Master in ways I cannot and because she has given birth to His sons and heirs. And she enjoys the perks of my services and she respects what I do for the Man we both worship. So you see, I really am the very, very lucky servant of a beautiful young alpha family.
Speaking of being a servant of the entire family, Master Kenzo often entrusts his two young sons with his faggot Kevin whenever he goes on vacation with his woman (which is paid by Kevin!). And Kevin had this concern:
You see, as I told you, Kenzo has two sons, who are now four and two years old. I love them very much and have no doubt they will become great Alphas – they are from His seed, after all! They will be teenagers when I’ll be on my late thirties and my forties, so I can’t wait to watch them grow like their Father. My Master (and my Lady) often trusts me with them, and He expects me to help them realize their places in the world in due time. When I’m alone with them, I obey their whims, except those that would put them in danger, or anything else their Father warned me against. Of course, I don’t do anything that isn’t their age, I only allow myself to kiss their feet sometimes. I often wonder when and what I should explain them. Obviously, I won’t talk to them about anything sexual until they reach puberty. And I wouldn’t sexually serve them myself until they come of age. But should I help them find inferior boys their age? When should I start verbalizing their superiority over me and others? You see, as I told you, Kenzo has two sons, who are now four and two years old. I love them very much and have no doubt they will become great Alphas – they are from His seed, after all! They will be teenagers when I’ll be on my late thirties and my forties, so I can’t wait to watch them grow like their Father.
I thought this was a very keen concern Kevin expressed, one that I’m sure many Alpha fathers of sons would think about when incorporating his faggot into the mix. I recommended to Kevin that his role should be that of a butler for Master Kenzo’s kids, simply a figure of submissive servitude. Kevin shouldn’t have a role in raising Master Kenzo’s boys in any way.
Fortunately, Master Kenzo seems to share my opinion:
Hi brother! Just to follow up on what we’ve been talking about, I wanted to let you know that Kenzo and I had a very lovely and open-hearted conversation yesterday, while I was massaging His feet on my knees in front of Him. We spoke frankly about His sons and how I should give them space to their alphahood to emerge while strictly respecting boundaries. He spoke candidly to me about the joys and challenges of fatherhood at his young age and said He was glad I was there for Him like I’ve always been. It was such an intimate moment!
This is the mark of a truly powerful Alpha! To be able to listen to a faggot’s concerns, consider them deeply, and reply with thoughtful advice or direction is the mark of a natural born leader! It’s why he’s worshiped so early in his life, and why he will always be revered as a King of Kings!
Once again, I thank Kevin (and Master Kenzo) for sharing their incredible story! Hang tight, because things really get crazy in the next post!
I’m an 18 year old alpha male. Does being a virgin disqualify me from being an alpha? There are some fags online on X and other sites that will sometimes try to argue with me and say that I’m not an alpha because I’m a virgin.
A little background: I live at home in a very religious family, and I’m a senior at a very small, religious, private high school. I don’t have any good opportunities to use faggots irl, because I’m simply not around them ever.
It’s not like I’m not attractive for fags. I’m bi, I’ve got the bod, I’ve got the body hair, I’m sexy, I’ve got a big cock, I’ve good strong musk, a deep voice. I’m pretty much your stereotypical alpha box.
I use faggots all the time online and through video chat, and I have several pretty good fags that serve me. But I can’t really use them irl until I leave for college next year.
Anyway, no need to make this longer than it needs to be; Does being a virgin make me unable to be a true alpha?
Thanks,
AlphaGodJax
Sir, thank you for writing to me!
Sir, the only thing wrong with you is you’re listening to online faggots. Most faggots online are keyboard warriors who have almost no real-time experience serving Alphas and think that their warped kinks are Hierarchical truth. I cannot tell you how many times I’ve pulverized these morons when they start declaring that an Alpha can’t have a dick under eight inches.
The most hilarious thing about all of this is they want to judge an Alpha like you for being a virgin when they’re FAGGOTS! HAHAHA … they’re so embarrassing!
News flash to everybody: ALL ALPHAS were virgins at one point in their lives! These dumb faggots probably have some ridiculous rule that an Alpha must lose his virginity by age 15 or he can’t be Alpha. It’s all so stupid, and it falls apart with the tiniest bit of logic because they are TOTALLY WRONG!
So hopefully that rant above has made my opinion irrefutably clear, Sir. But I’m prepared to go even farther and state for the record that I KNOW you’re a natural-born Alpha just by the way you wrote to me. Your self-confidence was clear in your letter. Also, I can hear the frustration in your voice due to your repressive religious environment, but I can also hear your eagerness to get away from them and be free enough to experience the power of your Alphahood. I feel sorry for anyone who underestimates you once you do embrace that power!
Again, thank you Sir for writing to me! If you ever have other questions, you’re always free to write to me at hi*****************@***il.com!
Where can I find the details about Master Nick and Nicolas in Toronto? I think I’ve looked all over your website but cannot find the writeup
I haven’t transferred any of the posts chronicling the four straight Alphas and their ownership of faggots yet. Master Jin wants me to restore his thread, so I will do that. But Masters Nick and Matt have walked away from faggots and are trying to live without them, so I’m trying to respect their wishes.
Hello fag Sam, it’s me Flynn from Ask a Question. Just know that I don’t really have the time to explore my Alphaness (if this word exists).
What you said about ‘Alpha Latency’ really clicked with me because I do feel like a need of domination and control that other Alphas have. I struggle with social anxiety and I grew up with poor self confidence. Although, the friends I’ve made along the way made me more confident.
I’m gay and I’ve always had female friends and I never got to really connect with Men (especially Straight Alphas). I think this why I thought I should serve Men, because I didn’t connect with them. Right now, I’m 19 and still have female friends but I’m craving to know more guys that could guide me into domination and control. I’m talking to some subs and fags and I feel like I’m making the right choices.
Here are my questions : Do you know how can I socialize with more masculine Men (I don’t go to the gym and I’m thinking of starting American football but I don’t have the time because of school) ? How do you think I should engage with fags when I’m talking and meeting them (I still haven’t met one yet) ? What attitude should I have in society (I have social anxiety, I don’t have the posture of Apex Alphas and I’m not a loud person) ? Lastly, what kind of clothing do you think I should wear to let fags know that I’m an Alpha (since I’m not muscular) ?
I’m looking forward in your answers (take the time you need to answer my questions),
Just know that I really appreciate your work and want you to be the best fat you could be in order to be a model for new fags,
Have a good evening and good week,
Flynn
Sir, thank you for writing!
Alpha latency is one of those subjects that not many people understand. I only understand it because I decided to chronicle and deeply interview so many Alphas, and inadvertently helped some Alphas overcome the syndrome.
Gay Alphas dealing with latency are particularly difficult because there are so many other pressures affecting it. By that I mean pressures of gay masculinity, and the societal-influenced inferiority complex many gays have. Sometimes it’s hard to know where the truth lies in-between the shadows that form the lives of gays and gay Alphas.
You have an added layer of social anxiety to cut through, making a diagnosis much harder to make. But keep in mind that social anxiety doesn’t rule out Alphahood for you. Sigmas are known as “lone wolf Alphas” and are largely quiet and reserved socially.
I think you’re doing the right thing by examining this about yourself and reaching out to explore with faggots.
To answer your specific questions:
If you’re looking to socialize with more masculine Men, school should provide plenty of opportunities. High school and college are hotbeds of Alpha development. Not sure what the fraternity situation is like at your school, but that would be a great place. I would just try to move in different circles and try to engage with these Alphas.
Faggots aren’t really that hard to find, Sir. You can use apps, or you can probably see them on campus. Engaging with them would involve you taking the lead with any faggot you talk to. You need to keep in mind that faggots exist to please Alphas like you. They WANT to be used by you.
In society, you may not feel this way but society needs Alphas of all varieties taking the lead. It’s YOUR world, Sir. Even if you move silently and work locally, you can affect change and make things into whatever you choose.
There’s not really any clothing that denotes “Alpha”. Your Alphahood comes from your confidence and the way you interact with others – solid eye contact, unflinching conversation.
I’m not sure any of that will help you, but I hope it gives you food for thought. Thank you so much for writing, Sir!
I was trained to Pleasure and serve But my trainer wanted more at the time He was training me to take over for him. My trainer is died but his last words was I take his place. I have honored everything he has trained me as but this I am having trouble with this. I like serving I like being on my knees. I have a Handler that I serve and pleasur. I belong to him. My gawd we are married and I am still his. I know I have a dom side I know How to train I did it in the past. Like it no I rather Be a sub that serves and pleasures. But I hold Honor above everything I have Honored my trainer his teaching and my Handler agrees I should not stop Honoring him. How can I honor his last words and take his place when it means giving up what I enjoy the most?
I don’t think I fully understand this oddly-worded question, but I’ll take a stab at it.
If you want to serve your dead “Trainer”, then you should become what you were born to be, not trained to be. If you’re truly a sub at heart, then any attempt to be like what your Trainer hoped you’d be would all just be a lie, and you would fail at it.
We are all born with a place. Staying true to that is crucial.
The following post is part of a thread detailing the awakening of a straight God Alpha named Kenzo by his lifelong faggot Kevin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
There are gods walking among us. I’ve said it for a long time, mainly because I was privileged to know and serve a couple of them in my life, and then I discovered online that there were even more of these transcendent, all-powerful Alphas. It was due to their otherworldly existence that I ever started formulating my ideas about Hierarchy in the first place.
To honor their very special class, I started calling them God Alphas.
Unfortunately, many straight God Alphas rarely allow themselves to experience the fullness of what is actually possible through the application of their natural power. They often think it’s “too gay” to rule over all lesser humans and use them for pleasure. Or it’s frowned upon by society as being too demeaning or too egotistical. Alphahood in general is under attack from political correctness; imagine how much harder it is to become a fully-realized God Alpha, a King of Kings!
This is where faggots play a critical role in Alpha development. A faggot debases itself willingly for the pleasure, enrichment, and glory of its Owner. It gives an Alpha what he truly needs to fully embody his role: WORSHIP. When an Alpha receives worship, his power rapidly grows and expands like a well-watered plant with plenty of sunlight. All of this unlocks when an Alpha owns a good, loyal, dedicated faggot.
A God Alpha is the ultimate expression of this natural power, and he is worshiped BY ALL because of it.
A few months ago I met a faggot named Kevin. He started our conversation this way:
I wanted to thank you for your effort to spread the truth about the Male Hierarchy, for it is thank to you that I finally accepted that I belong at the feet of superior men, worshipping and serving them. And it is thanks to you that I finally had the courage to tell the true about me to a very young God Hunk I had known for long, so virile He has already fathered two sons at just twenty-two! I have now the honor to serve Him and His girlfriend, both financially and domestically. The great part is that she’s completely cool about me worshipping the body of her Man and being the family’s servant! I am in heaven at the feet of this great Alpha family!
I was immediately intrigued, so I begged to know more.
To make a long story short, I have known Him since He was a little kid and I was a teenager (about seven years older), because He was the son of friends of my parents. We always got along very well and became close friends, almost brothers. And, funnily enough, He was quite respectful of me, because He saw me as something as a mentor, as I was older, more mature and, dare I say it, well-educated and smart. And then, as He grew up, I saw this little kid becoming a Man. When He was fifteen, He was already real hunk material. He became much taller than me, more athletic, more muscular, more confident, more handsome, more successful with girls. In short, I could see Him becoming much better than me. Well, I take some time to understand what was going on. But it was a beautiful thing to see this boy who was like a little brother admiring me becoming this real Alpha Male far superior than me. I began to feel humiliated and humbled by Him, and it turned me on. I realized that I have always liked pleasing Him and entertaining Him, but then I increasingly felt the urge to serve him, like a servant serves his Master. When He settled down with his gorgeous girlfriend, I thought I was jealous of Him, but I was also primarily jealous of her!
I loved that Kevin mentioned the humiliation factor in his own development. This is one thing straight Alphas do naturally and without even knowing it. Their superiority humiliates inferior males and helps them accept their hierarchical roles as betas or faggots. It is part of the silent hierarchical mechanics that shape our places within the natural order.
At first, I served Him financially. It began gradually: as I am financially in a better position than He is, He borrowed some money from me, but I soon told Him that He didn’t need to give it back because it was a pleasure to help Him! And it was! The idea that my hard earned money would benefit Him made me very excited! Very soon, I would regularly give Him 10% of my income (plus extras whenever the opportunity offered of course). I “jokingly” told Him I was paying the tithe, a religious tax to my God. He liked it very much!
As we live nearby, each time that He asked for a favor from me (driving Him somewhere, giving Him something, helping Him with the sons He sired at 18 and 20 years old, or with His house, anything) I always accepted very eagerly. Once, after He called for help at the middle of the night, He told me: “Sorry man, I was reluctant to bother you”. I answered Him: “Hey, listen, I’m going to give you a tip. If you ever wonder if you can call me, just think of me as your slave, okay?” He smiled at it, and He never hesitated to call me again.
Receiving financial service from faggots is typically where things turn for straight Alphas. Even though I’m not a huge advocate for financial domination (findom) as a replacement for actual service, it does open doors to serve straight Alphas in the hope they might use faggots more. And that was what Kevin used just to be able to serve his rapidly-developing Alpha friend to accept his power.
So we were pretty close to the point. But the definitive change occured just the summer of last year. One day during the summer, I invited Him to enjoy the pool with me at a private club of which I’m a member. And when we went to lie down on the deckchairs on the grass, I asked Him if he wanted me to move a chair to a place of his choice. He was surprised but agreed. I did so, then sat down on the ground next to Him. Then I asked Him if he wanted me to get Him something to eat at the snack bar nearby. He told me his choice, and I complied. When I returned, I asked Him if he’d like a foot massage. Oh my God! He really liked the foot massage very much, but I can say for sure I fucking loved it much, much more! I was happiest I had ever been, rubbing His feet. When He thanked me, I told Him that I was the one thanking Him for allowing me to do it! When we came back at my place, He told me He’d really liked a new foot massage as He really enjoyed the first one. Of course, I eagerly complied, telling Him he didn’t have to say “please”, he just had to tell me he wanted a massage and I would do it right away. We had a little friendly chat while I was massaging His feet. And then, after a brief silence, I told Him: “I really love pleasing you. You’re such an Alpha Male!” He looked me in the eyes, he smirked and told me “I really love having you as my submissive beta best friend.” I felt a thrill of joy and smiled back at Him. I just knew we had reached the point of explicit mutual understanding of our respective places!
Just as financial tributes can open doors to serve straight Alphas, foot worship is the way to walk through those opened doors. I’ve been preaching it since 2015: worship an Alpha’s feet! There are few more powerful visual images than a faggot kneeling before an Alpha and kissing his feet! It’s not a sexual gesture, but rather, one of honor and submission.
As Master Kenzo grew up, he of course fell in love with a beautiful woman and got her impregnated with a couple of boys. But much to his credit, Master Kenzo did not dismiss his faggot Kevin. Instead, he integrated these two halves of his developing Kingdom into one cohesive realm.
I’d like to say a few words about His girlfriend. We’ve known each other for as long as they’ve been dating and we get on well, because I’ve known Her man since His childhood. When I began to serve Him financially and at home, she enjoyed it a lot. And, as far as He told me, she had very little trouble accepting I was now clearly their family’s servant, and she doesn’t resent the private time I spend with Him. She is madly in love with Him (obviously!), and she seems to accept that He deserves worship and service from me. When I serve them both at their primary home, cleaning and cooking mainly, or looking after their sons, I always greet her by kissing her feet too, now. I’m pleased to say that we both know our place. I respect her as my superior, because she can please my Master in ways I cannot and because she has given birth to His sons and heirs. And she enjoys the perks of my services and she respects what I do for the Man we both worship. So you see, I really am the very, very lucky servant of a beautiful young alpha family.
Remarkable! I would like to emphasize that this situation is HIGHLY unusual and requires a very special type of female. Most women would be wildly insecure to have a faggot openly serving and worshiping their Alpha. So Master Kenzo picked the right woman, one who clearly understands that an Alpha – particularly a God Alpha – needs worship from all to become what he was born to be.
There is much, much more to this developing story … so stay tuned! You will be SHOCKED!
Hi Sam, I am the fag from Spain that asked a question at the beginning of the month. To make a story short, you were right, I do have way too much ego. Yet, somehow, no matter how much I try to let go of it, I just can’t.
I spent the last weeks thinking about your reply, about how I could let go of it to truly serve and do it at my best. However, life had other plans for me.
This past Wednesday, I met up with an man from Grindr. I went to his apartment. We talked a little bit, lots of kisses here and there, huge cock too, but I wasn’t feeling it. Like, my intuition, something in me was telling me: Don’t relax! Stay aware, stay alert! Anyways, we fucked, I worshipped his feet and I got out.
Fast-forward, on Friday, he texted me, we talked a lot about the things we both liked. He mentioned that we has an Alpha and he used to have a ‘no-limits boy’ -he didn’t call him fag, but, you know, I know, we know…-, and that he liked: piss play, bondage, his boy to be completely hairless, to be asked permission if I wanted to cum or kiss him. But a sentence that really shocked me -kinda- was: I just like to see the fear in their faces.And, I thought it was just an exageration, well, it wasn’t.
We decided that I would go to his apartment on saturday’s morning and we would see how the situation developed. I couldn’t. Truly, I couldn’t.
For the first time in my life, no matter the amount of sweet words he was hiding behind, I met a destroyer alpha. All it took was one hard slap across my face, and it took me back to my childhood when I was harsly beaten, and to make me realize what my intution meant. He was going to take everything out on me.
I saw it in his eyes, the anger, the desire to make someone suffer, the I need a f*cking punchin-bag! He told me “I can go slow and be more sweet if you want to”, he tried, he gave me after-care. Yet, every word felt like a lie, like: I going slow until you become used to it, then you know…
To sum up, it made me realize that I have been manifesting into my life the same type of man, the same type of alpha while dreaming of one that ‘I used to have’ but never could be.
I became a master at manifesting men that just wanted to be Alphas because they felt the world was unfair to them; call it being too busy or uninterested after getting me, or being interested in destroying me.
Same men, different places and different faces.
And so, I thought more deeply about what I was looking for, about how I truly felt, about how ‘I could let go of such opportunity to be trained even better’? And I got reminded of my first crush in high-school.
He was one year older than me; he was smart; he had a great body; he loved to show off his muscles to me; he would slap my butt cheek so hard and he didn’t care if someone saw; he would play online games with me; he would grab me by the waist whenever we had to take a picture; he was the type of man that would do anything he wanted to you and yet tell you… if anyone bothers you or you want something, tell me, i’ll take care of it.
You know, back in high-school, there was this one girl that was friend of his group of friends, and she would say to them: ‘Be careful with him. He is gay’. And he would just make her shut up so fast with just one look. He used to come and tell me: if you are gay, it’s okay. He knew even when I always said no, but I just couldn’t gather the courage to accept it to others -not because of shame, but because of the environment I was in-. I moved to another place, he got a girlfriend, and everything ended.
Basically, and to finish this, when I think of my high-school crush… I feel like I want, like I ache to get on my knees and just follow his orders and follow him; but, when I think of the man I met up with last saturday, I am like… I can not be a fag, this man can kill me anytime, I can not dare to relax.
Is it being less, being a punching-bag, being a fag? what actually feels like to be a fag? does it always have to feel like you are a toy awaiting to be discarded?
I am sorry if it got too long. It’s just too many emotions, and just you to share them with.
Thank you. I hope everyone has had an amazing christmas day, and I wish everyone a happy new year too.
P.S. It wasn’t the first time men slapped me across my face during sex or service, but the intention behind it CERTAINLY felt different.
Well, brother, I’m glad you took my counsel to heart. I felt like I beat you up a little bit when you last wrote to me, so I’m glad it helped you rather than hurt you!
Yes, Destroyer Alphas are definitely lurking out there, and it sometimes takes some searching to really get them to reveal the malignant intentions they might have toward you.
I don’t really know what to make of the rest of this epic text you wrote to me. However, I want to address your question near the end of it. In regards to being a “punching bag”, I don’t think every faggot needs to be used that way. Some faggots like being beaten up by Alphas, and there are plenty of Alphas all-too-happy to oblige them.
I know I’ve never been beaten by my Alphas (been wrestled into submission holds plenty of times, but never just punched outright). I’d refuse to serve an Alpha who would treat me that badly when I’m doing my best to serve properly.
But again, there are some sick faggots out there who can’t feel anything other than pain.
