Hi Sam! I need your help. I am 26, gay, and I have sent around 10k to Alphas over the last 7 years BUT … I never had the courage to meet one and worship them in person.
I tell myself that maybe I am not a faggot and I did send the money just for fun but if I worshipped an Alpha in person, my place in the hierarchy would be fixed.
Am I lying to myself? The 10k are a lot of money for me and maybe this sum already is a strong sign that I am indeed a faggot.
I think I am not the only one who is struggling with his place. The Alphas are fine with receiving money and I was never asked to meet… so I would love to hear your opninion and what next step you would recommend.
Well, if you’re unsure about whether or not you’re a faggot, I recommend that you buy my book titled “Are You A Faggot?” that contains a final, self-administered test to help you answer that question. You can buy it right here: https://payhip.com/b/o8E9L
I think sending money to Alphas you’ll never meet is largely a dead-end. I understand that it’s “hot” and helps you get off, but you’re learning all sorts of bad habits while also lowering your standards for yourself. I think findom is fine for faggots who simply cannot serve Alphas in real life for whatever reason, but ultimately findom isn’t a proper or beneficial training method.
Your words betray some of this. You mention that you lack the courage to meet and serve in person. Can’t you see that findom is weakening you as a person?
My recommendation is this: take some time off of findom and instead use that money to buy a few drinks for a local Alpha you know. Or to buy him something of value. Or make yourself useful to him in some way. You will find that experience much more rewarding, and it will make you grow as a person rather than regress.
I took your advice and decided not to try and explore further for my own sexual release. And honour Master Karim and be grateful for all he’s given me and what a wonderful life I have now.
I felt I should be open and honest with Master Karim as we have for all our relationship. So I told him my concerns and the conclusion I arrived to. I could not have found a kinder Alpha. It genuinely pained him that I was feeling that way, though he did admit he was glad I decided I didn’t need something more sexual from him as he would’ve had to stick firm to his beliefs and turn me down.
But Master Karim asked me to give him some time to think of things and he came back to me and said I might feel more satisfied if we explored me wanting to drink piss like I used to. So he said he wanted to start using me semi-regularly as his toilet. And said that he was comfortable giving me first dibs to his rubbers, so that way I get to have his cum without gay acts between two men happening in our house.
I haven’t had the chance this week yet to suck down on of his rubbers, but we have tried me drinking his piss. It’s been a little messy to start with but we’re getting better. And exciting to have a new thing to learn. It was a bit gross with the morning piss, but with perseverance and practise I’m looking forward to the day where it lights up my morning.
Thank you so much for helping me avoid temptations cheap and easy path.
Brother, thank you for following up! I’m so glad to hear that you followed through with my advice and it worked out well!
It’s truly a testament to what a good faggot you are and what kind of Master your Owner, Karim, is! Good Masters listen to their faggots and consider their feelings. Of course, a faggot’s needs are a distant second to the needs of its Master, but good Masters listen and consider them thoughtfully in order to bring out the best in the faggot. That way, the faggot becomes more useful … and more valuable!
Even though Master Karim is a straight Alpha, he recognizes how vitally important you’ve become to his own personal power. A straight Alpha who owns faggots is infinitely more powerful than a typical straight Alpha. Master Karim is really feeling that now!
As for you, I congratulate you on being patient and submissive! It’s paying off with benefits already, and more to come! Just wait until you taste his seed the first time! You’ll be glad you took this course!
Yo I’ve been in the alpha scene for around 2 years and was thinking about making one of my friends serve me. First I wanna say thanks for the page, when the first guy showed me it I was skeptical but since then owning subs has made my college life so much easier. I’ve made a couple guys serve me since then but never tried on a friend. Was wondering if you had any advice to make it chill since he’s my friend but I’ve noticed he always stares at my bulge, grabs my muscles jokingly, and I swear I saw him take one of my used gym tanks before so I feel like I’m correct. I don’t wanna offend him but I think it would be hot to have an athletic looking guy serving me any advice?
Sir, thank you so much for writing to me! Once again, I’m blown away by the long-term effects of my work here! I’m glad to see that you’re experiencing the very real power of hierarchical truth, and all the blessings it holds for Alphas like yourself!
Congratulations on being able to apply those principles to actually claim a couple of faggots on your own! I love that! It tells me you’re an Alpha who likes to confidently take action, and doesn’t care what others might think about how you conduct your business! Those are all terrific (and vital) qualities for any true Alpha, Sir!
I’m telling you right now, Sir – if you’re seeing those signs from this friend, he is definitely a faggot. It’s especially true if he did indeed steal articles of soiled clothing from you; faggots are notoriously-compulsive thieves of such items! That’s the sign of a faggot in heat, when its raging hormones are overriding its brain.
I’ll give you two ways you can get this faggot to submit to you, Sir. One is more direct that the other, but both will involve you getting him to admit he’s a faggot and you telling him that you want to own him.
SUBTLE APPROACH: Next time you’re with him, take your shoes off and ask him to rub your feet. He might try to playfully object; if he does, then revert to the direct method below. However, I think the faggot won’t be able to resist this offer. Once he is massaging your feet, compliment him and also give him some direction in order to see how he responds. Then say something like, “You like making me feel good, don’t you?” (you’re trying to draw out his ability to express his desire). Then ask: “Why is that?” (No matter what bullshit answer he gives you) you say: “No, it’s because you’re a faggot, right?” Then make him look you in the eye and say: “Yes Sir, I’m a faggot.” Tell him “good boy”, then have him worship your feet before going through the scent training I outline in the direct approach below.
DIRECT APPROACH: When you’re together, tell him to stand in the middle of the room with you. Then order him to kneel and kiss your feet. He might balk at that, but remain firm. When he does this, tell him “good boy” and talk to him while you take off your shirt. Tell him you knew he was a faggot for a while, and then ask him, “So what are you?” and make him say it loudly “I am a faggot.” Tell him “good boy” when he obeys. Repeat this several times. Then tell him to stand. Lift up an armpit and make him start sniffing and licking your armpit. Repeat this with the other armpit. Tell him “good boy” and even talk dirty and degradingly to him. Then have him kneel so he can be scent trained on your cock/balls as well. Same techniques here. Start by scent training through your underwear, and if you choose, you can pull your underwear down and make him service you directly. By the time you get the faggot to this point, he will do literally anything you command, Sir.
Hopefully you can see how either of these techniques combine verbal commands designed to get into the faggot’s mind while also using the powers of your Alpha body to force the faggot to accept its proper place.
I’m looking forward to hearing more about how this progresses, Sir! You are welcome to write to me at hi*****************@***il.com if you’d like! Thank you, Sir!
I’m writing today because I feel I am at a crossroads right now. For most of my life I thought I was an alpha especially in my hometown where I was one of the strongest guys and everyone wanted to hook up with me. However, since I’ve been in college I don’t know if that is the case anymore. Despite being quite tall and built I’m still considered one of the weaker guys in my friend group and my journey started when chicks only talked to me to get with my friends. I began thinking about what made them so much desirable and one of my realization points was seeing how big their bulge was in their boxers. I tried to put it off as admiration but I began having dreams of them and after reading some of your responses I realize if I truly was an alpha I wouldn’t be entertaining these thoughts. I honestly don’t know how to feel since my entire worldview has been flipped but I can’t deny how I feel and I don’t know how to proceed?
Thank you for writing to me!
I’m sorry you’re struggling with this! Once you get to college, it should ideally be a confirmation of the person you always felt you were, not a derailment. I can appreciate your despondency and disillusionment. Sometimes when we look at ourselves with honest eyes, we are frightened, confused, or horrified by what we see.
I wrote a book that might help you find the path you should take. It’s called “Are You A Faggot?” It’s designed as an overview about faggots and their place in Hierarchy, but the most important part of it is at the end: a quiz designed to help you figure out if you’re actually a faggot, or maybe just a beta. I highly recommend that you buy a copy and try it before proceeding any further.
I know you’re probably feeling some apprehension right now, but you don’t need to be frightened. If you are, indeed, a faggot, just embrace it and do your best to fulfill your purpose and good things will come your way.
I’ve been following FWA for a couple years now after getting more into kink around sophomore year. It makes so much sense and I was hooked. I’m so glad you’re helping alphas and fags figure out who they are and what their place is. I think high school is a clear example of where the hierarchy is on display every day. I am a basketball and baseball player. 6’2 thick muscular body, 6 pack abs. I’ve always been able to talk to girls but have only ever been with one a few times. I’m gay but only a top. I know I’m an alpha, no question. I’ve noticed the fags at my school staring at me in class or in the hall. I’ve never approached them though. I’m in the “popular crowd” and really could get with any chick I want.
Im 18 now and graduating from high school next week. The other day I ended up messaging one of my coaches from my school on grindr. He’s 26 and from his profile comes across as a faggot. We started talking about the heirarchy because he had a couple tags in his profile like chastity, sub, kink, etc… That’s when I confirmed he was a faggot. We exchanged pics and I saw the cages he owned. He has some of the smallest cages I’ve seen. Mostly nub cages but has a flat cage for short term wear he said. Hard he’s like 5 inches vs my almost 7. He’s not thick at all wear I am pretty thick.
I was kind of surprised he was a faggot at first since he comes across as a very masculine ex frat boy jock. I know him pretty well since he coached me since freshman year. I have always thought he was hot but never looked at him like a faggot. That made him even hotter ngl.
I think it would be really hot to turn him into my faggot but idk if he would since he was my old coach.
I don’t know if he recognized me from my pics but we never swapped face pics. I figured out it was him because of one of his tats. I used a pic that was on my IG so he may have figured out who I was. I stopped messaging him because I didn’t know what to do.
My question is do you think I should make him my fag this summer? He seemed eager to submit and tbh I don’t blame him. I don’t want it to be weird for him or anything but I really want to turn him into my faggot. What should I do?
Sir, thank you so much for writing to me! I really do love this recent wave of young readers who were following me silently while being underaged and are now reaching out once they attain that magical 18-year-old designation some restrictive moron invented! It just reassures me that I’m having a positive impact with young people, and they stick by me over many years because they recognize the ring of truth.
Your case seems a bit peculiar to me, Sir. You’re very athletic, popular, good-looking … and in general, your generation is quite accepting of homosexuality. And yet, you’ve had very few sexual experiences despite all of these advantages.
What that tells me about you is you’re an ethical Alpha, a Protector Alpha at heart who doesn’t want to use the ample female pussy being offered to you because you don’t want to lead them on. If I’m right, I really admire that about you, Sir!
Sadly, you refused to use your growing power to take ownership of the many faggots in your school. I realize this is part of an Alpha practice of “not shitting where you sleep”. In other words, you wanted to keep your school and sex lives separate. I get it.
But now you’re 18 years old, Sir. By law, you’re a Man … and by Nature, you’re a Superior Man. So everything is now possible for you!
I must give this faggot coach credit for managing to resist trying anything with his Alpha players. Of course, your developing Alpha powers saw right through his façade and saw what he really was. That had to be quite a head-trip for you, knowing at such a young age that you’re superior to him and could basically own this faggot ten years your senior!
Sir, you asked if I think you should turn this coach into your faggot. My unreserved answer is FUCK YES you should!
You have admirably waited to satisfy your powerful Alpha needs, but you’re 18 now and there’s no reason to wait! In fact, I think you should find multiple faggots and take ownership of them all, Sir! It’s beyond time for you to truly experience the satisfaction, glory, and worship you were born to receive!
I do hope you’ll keep in touch with me, Sir! I’m always excited to know how young Alphas progress as they stretch their mighty wings and soar! My email address is hi*****************@***il.com! Thank you, Sir!
I cannot stand “Alpha M”, the bewilderingly-popular “Alpha guru” who has mesmerized more than six million followers with his Pied Piper promises to help beta males become Alpha.
As if Alphahood is something you can pick up at Nordstrom Rack at 30% off.
I remember seeing this pipsqueak on Shark Tank trying to convince the Sharks to finance his silly idea to make a brand around how to teach Alpha techniques to clueless males. The Sharks weren’t biting, so he took his flea circus to YouTube and found success conning insecure males with promises of magic hair creams or exfoliating masks that will transform them into Alphas.
Why does anybody listen to this guy? Personally, I can’t get past that weird bloodspot/extra pupil on his left eye. I imagine it’s the result of a eyeball vein rupture from his constant screeching. And ugh … the screeching. He’s like an even-more-annoying version of Charlie Day (I know, I know … I didn’t think that was possible) if Charlie Day had delusions of becoming the Ron Popeil of Alpha fantasies.
Anyway, somebody is finally suing his phony ass for fraud (ummm …. GUILTY) so he took to his YouTube channel to CRY ABOUT IT. Literally cry. All three eyeballs with tears in them, crying.
You know, just like an Alpha does.
As a teacher of Hierarchy this charlatan has offended me since the first time I saw his little, rat-like face. He’s teaching lies to inferior males while insulting true Alphas. He’s promising a world of power and consequence that most males were never meant to know. Frankly, it’s a world HE HIMSELF doesn’t know, since he is a pretender to the throne.
This thread follows Jamie, a faggot who began service to a straight Alpha named Dino that has lasted 15 years and led to marriage. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!
I get many questions from faggots about the service of straight Alphas. I always warn them – you can definitely serve straight Alphas, but don’t expect it to last forever and definitely do not fall in love. It’s almost guaranteed that the straight Alpha will eventually fall in love with a female and leave the faggot behind.
But occasionally love has erupted between an Alpha and his faggot. In the five years of this blog, I’ve witnessed two marriages between Alphas and their faggots. So ultimately, it’s possible that love can occur.
But the letter I received from a faggot brother named Jamie really blew me away and destroyed any preconceptions I had about the potential of the straight Alpha/faggot dynamic. You see, Jamie met and began to serve a straight Alpha named Dino, and now 15 years later they are married!
The letter Jamie wrote to me is so breathlessly adoring of Alpha Dino (even after all of these years) that I had to re-read it a second time to absorb it all. It is one the greatest love letters I think I’ve ever read.
I’ll get out of the way and let James tell the story:
I first saw Alpha Dino at a friend’s home. He was staying with them while separated from his wife. He emerged from a shower and walked through the room on his way out. He had dark hair, blue eyes, dozens of tattoos, and a body to die for. He only had on jeans, tiny streams of water still adorning his body. Our eyes met and I immediately cast my gaze down, said hello, and tried not to orgasm. He was AWESOME. He grinned a tiny bit and went to his room. I told my friend, “I’m having that “. He said, “No, He’ll KILL you. He’s just out of jail and I’ve seen him beat men bigger than you down for just looking at Him.” I said, ” then I’ll die happy.”.
I stayed the night KNOWING that something would happen and sure enough at 6 AM there’s a knock on my door. It’s the Master. We started to talk and I was just honest about who I am and what I could be for him. We talked for 7 hours without stopping, discussing our past and present. At that time I just thought I could be his side piece and that He’d go back to the wife. I had yet to realize my true calling of faggot. He still had the attitude of Alpha Male but had been beaten down by so many women that He lacked confidence. His wife constantly undermined things like His dick size ( 9 x 5 wasn’t big enough for her) his looks ( He’s the most handsome Alpha I have ever seen) sex takes too long (when Daddy gets horned up he goes for hours and fills his bitch with several juicy loads) etc… so even though He hadn’t realized His Alpha potential, I did. Just as immediately He saw I was a faggot when I didn’t yet know my destiny.
So He decided to give a fag a try, only because I was a faggot who immediately worshiped him and because I was good for his self-esteem. He said we’d have a date. We rented a hotel room for after dinner but we never left that night. He was showering and commanded me to get in with him. He made me wash his Holy body. He got out, barked at me to hurry and wash and get the fuck in bed. I did. We got high and I worshiped his body for 4 hours. He refused to cum. I thought I might die. After lying awake at His feet watching Him sleep for 2 hours I put Hisdirty boxers up to my nose and mouth and went to sleep. In a while, I was awakened by His foot gently kicking my head. It was obvious I had cried myself to sleep. He grinned and told me to come to Him. He asked what the problem was and when I told him that I realized after our session that I knew I belonged to Him, that I was created for Him. I told Him His cum was all that I needed to be whole, to become everything that I needed to be, that His cum was sacred, it gave life, and how blessed I would be if He chose to gift me with it. He grinned and punched me in the chest. I came INSTANTLY and He became very serious. He told me He hadn’t cum because He hadn’t fucked me. He never came in a mouth because He came so much nobody ever wanted it. Girls had thrown up trying to take his cum, the few who even wanted to try. Never a cum freak I nonetheless told Him it was my destiny to be His and that meant swallowing every precious drop of His sacred cum. As a matter of fact, I had, overnight, developed an overwhelming NEED for every liquid from His omnipotent body. He ordered me to ” go get my fucking cum then cunt.” This Alpha Man/God shot a load like I never had before and I totally became his. I choked and swallowed, He growled and cursed and held me on it, forcing me to take it all.
Then the REAL sex and dominance began. He spent the next 19 hours fucking my face, cunting me for the first time, and showing me that I now belonged to him. That was 15 years ago and I still worship my Alpha God daily. I could count on 2 hands the days He hasn’t gifted me, blessed me with his gigantic load. I am proud to say I know what every inch of my Master’s body looks like, smells like, and tastes like. I am a lucky faggot. It was a VERY rough road for us. The situation fucked with Daddy’s head for years but we both finally found our path as Alpha Male and faggot (now I’m a faggot wife) I have His name, his seed, and His domineering love. Whether He makes love to me, fucks me, rapes and beats me, or just allows me to worship Him until He has no more cum to spray into me, I am truly blessed. He owns my soul. I am His…
I am truly blessed. One of the best things about myDaddy is his ability to shoot a load and just keep on going. I am such a happy faggot. I am sure we’re not the typical Alpha and fag because of our different life experiences. He truly is a straight Alpha Male who just happens to love a submissive faggot. Not many people understand that He’s still straight. I did get permission to say this. When He decided that I could be one of His holes He was still fucking women, as a Stud should be doing.
But after about 5 years He decided no cunt but me would be allowed to have His cum because it so SO Sacred so He started keeping His used rubbers, tied up and tucked under His nuts for warmth, and bringing them home to lucky me. While I hate to admit I wished that He’d stop seeing women I knew an Alpha deserved to fuck ANY cunt that He wanted. The fact He was gifting me with His cum instead of them told me lots about His feelings for me. I tell you the 1st time he did that I worshiped Him until He had no more cum. We found out that when cum is depleted, then blood oozes out. I had my Alpha God’s sweat, cum, piss, spit, AND bloodthat night. That was also after the first night He allowed His fucktard cumhole to sleep wrapped in His hard, Macho arms. Now I am allowed to sleep in bed with Him most of the time. Sometimes I sleep at His feet which is very satisfying. I belong at His feet and sit on the floor between His legs unless i am busy caring for Him. Sometimes He allows me to sleep with my face in His junk when I have been a good bitchboy. When I have been stupid or bad I might get smacked or punched or kicked. If I am VERY bad He will make me stand on my knees in the bathroom and watch him piss into the empty tub where I would usually sit and then rub out one one his huge loads and wash it down the sink instead of feeding me.
After 15 years I am His in every way. Thanks to our marriage He now LEGALLY owns me, I have his name, and I have worked my way up His relationship chart. That means from our 1st meeting I was his hole to cum in. That is the bottom rung. Next reward is being His cunt, then His bitch, then His boy, then His baby, and at last His wife. But as He says almost daily, just because I have made it to wife I should never forget that, at my base I am nothing but his hole to cum in. Nothing in this world could make me feel so complete, so at peace as knowing I am my ManGod’s hole to cum in. my life’s purpose is fulfilled. I am His fag.
P.S. Don’t think it’s been an easy life. Our 1st year or 2 were VERY dark ones. It’s a wonder I am still alive to tell my story. Daddy was, and is, a REAL Man. He’s a thug, He’s been in prison, He’s beaten 5 men at one time with me watching. He’s beaten me badly, there have been separations, misunderstandings, and lots of drugs and sex and bodily fluids PUMPED into me–all of it His–but it was all worth my reward, Him. I only pray that I have been the best cumwhore and perverted dirty bitch that I could possibly be because that’s what my God deserves–the BEST!
It’s overwhelming, isn’t it?
I absolutely loved the eruption of passion between these two from the start. Sometimes it overtakes us, doesn’t it? This awesomely-powerful straight Apex Alpha saw the worship he wanted in the eyes of this helpless faggot, and simply took it.
I also loved the bit where Alpha Dino would fuck a female and tuck the used condom under his balls to keep it warm so he could feed it to his faggot when he got home. So powerful!
Jamie has hinted that Alpha Dino might be willing to talk to me (apparently he is the strong, silent type) which thrills me to no end. I adore talking to straight Alphas about their road to faggot ownership, but this case is extra special because of the long marriage. I really hope he manages to give me some time!
I don’t know if this example helps or hurts the multitude of faggots hoping for something like this for themselves. I guess the lesson is that you never know what might happen whenever you meet an Alpha, but nothing will ever happen if you don’t submit and offer yourself. Jamie offered himself, and now he lives a dream with a God!
I have a serious question and its hard to ask and get into without explaining a lot of stuff.
I guess my question is – can a fag be in service to a female?
It might sound like a weird question but I guess I’ve been trying to figure out how I identify and exactly what I am.
My situation will probably seem pretty strange and idk maybe it is. I have a girlfriend. We’ve been together for about four years. We both identify as being mostly straight, but both had some same-sex experience when we got together.
We knew we were both open minded and liked to experiment and that’s always been part of our sex life. Even in the first few months we explored other kinks and things, and she started to explore being dominant with me. It was something I enjoyed so was more than happy to do it.
We also involved other people. We went to swinger parties. We found girls and guys online.
She found that she really liked seeing me do stuff with other men, especially taking a submissive role, and I found that I really liked being watched by her when I was in that sort of situation.
We’ve leaned into that more and more heavily. And we now have three regular alphas (two are gay/bi, one is straight) who use me on a pretty regular basis. They use me exclusively, they don’t do anything with her. She usually watches, but not always. But in my head, I’m doing it for her.
It hasn’t become what we do exclusively, but I’d say more than 90% of the sex I have is submitting to alpha men.
You might be thinking that this is some kind of cuck situation, but I really don’t feel like that’s what it is. It’s not like these men are ‘replacing’ me. She just really enjoys the dominance of being totally in control of what happens with my body, and I love serving her – and by extension submitting to men.
I just wondered if you’d come across this before, or if our situation is unique in any way.
Thanks for the unusual question! Tonight I’ve hit a trifecta of peculiar situations!
I’ve encountered just one or two situations like yours over these ten years of answering questions. In all situations, the male partner is a “beta-sub” (see graphic) whose extreme heterosexual submissiveness actually ranks him below females in dominance hierarchy.
However, unlike the title you chose for your question (“Female Alpha?”), I do not recognize females as Alphas since leadership and power are not natural female attributes. It just so happens that your female partner enjoys watching you get used and humiliated by Alphas … but that doesn’t make her an Alpha. She just happens to have a kink compatible with yours.
I do wonder where this leads, though. How long before one of these Alphas claims you and motions to take you away from her? Are you prepared for that? How much longer before you’re craving the Alpha cum that has been impregnating you, body and mind?
Personally, I think this is a dead-end in the long run. What started out as experimentation has mushroomed into something slightly out-of-control. Be careful what you wish for!
Hey man, I’m not sure exactly how to start this but to give you a bit of background I found out about the alpha hierarchy last year in college when my roommate, Jack, turned out to be a fag and showed me this page. I really resonated with being a protective alpha and enjoyed owning Jack as a fag especially just having a servant and hole to use whenever I was pent up. This past year I moved into a new apartment with a few random people but my fag couldn’t live with us because he had to live closer to his job. During this time I became close with one of my roomates let’s call him Ray. We got close going to the gym together and going to some of the same cultural clubs. Earlier this year we got drunk and he ranted to me about how girls were so needy to get blowjobs or have sex with and I agreed and told him a bit about owning a fag to just use without worrying about all the needy aspects. We ended up talking about it for a bit before he asked me how it worked and at this point I had 2 fags, Jack & Leo, I owned. I let Ray take Leo once to see if he enjoyed it and he ended up telling me the it was the best head he got and he felt powerful exerting his dominance over another man. Fast forward a bit he had a large stable of fags that he told me about and we always laughed about just having guys at our disposal. For a while everything was the same we worked out at the gym, hung out, and had fags help us with all the other work. But just this past month, Leo and Jack my two fags have been canceling on me saying they were too busy and just ignored me. One night I saw Leo leave Ray’s room at 3AM when I drove back from a party and realized they were serving him instead of me. I got pissed and confronted Ray about it but he just brushed me off saying it was their choice. Lately Ray has been just making comments how he can bench more than me and how good Leo serves him that annoys me that I just brushed off as banter. However, I’ve realized that lately he’s asked me to do a lot of things from getting dinner, driving him around, and last week he told me to give him a massage. I did everything just because we’re bros still but I’m getting the feeling now he’s trying to own me too. I’ve tried to get my mind off it because I don’t think I’m a beta or submissive, but I admire him because he’s smarter and has my goal phisique and I sort of strive to be like him. Now I’m conflicted in what I’m feeling an urge to not serve but help him but at the same time I thought I was a master so now I’m confused. So I’m not sure how to approach this now and I guess in a way figure out who I am?
Master, thank you for writing in with this important question!
When I made the major revision in my Hierarchy Pyramid (the pinned post at the top) sometime around 2021 to include an Alpha Hierarchy, many people thought I was splitting hairs between Alphas about qualities that they felt made no real difference. However, time and many experiences like yours have only proven how prescient I was to make those distinctions. There are clearly delineated roles among Alphas, and sometimes those come into sharp relief through the battles you’re experiencing right now.
Master Ray is making power moves against you on multiple fronts; He’s poaching your faggots, he’s humiliating you in the gym, and now he’s getting you to obey his commands to serve him as well.
What Master Ray is doing is akin to a dog or a wolf marking off territory with their urine. Think about it in those terms, Master. He’s pissing all over your life and claiming it for himself, and you’re allowing him to do it.
This doesn’t not make you a faggot or a beta, Master. But your actions are indicating that you are a lower-level Alpha. If you’re being truthful with me, it doesn’t sound like serving him does anything for you. So ultimately you are serving the greater Alpha hierarchy as a lower-tier Alpha.
If you want more faggots to serve you, then go claim some more. Obviously faggots are responding to your Alphahood. Just keep them away from Master Ray or have strict rules. If you want to reclaim more of your Alphahood, you need to stop serving him (of course) and start standing up to him.
You’ve been misplaying this so far, Master. In blunt terms, now’s the time to either put up or shut up.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
It’s been a little while since I’d heard anything from Fabien and his Master, Anthony. I figured they were just enjoying their blessed young lives and exploring their Hierarchical roles and all of the wonders that come from them. It’s easy to get caught up in the fast-moving life of Alphahood!
But today Fabien reappeared with an exciting update in his service to Master Anthony! Read this:
I’ve just returned from a wonderful week at the seaside. Anthony took a week’s vacation in a sea-front villa with two friends, Henri and Charles. Each of them took a slave: so I was part of the trip, along with Clément and a guy named Basile, a thirty-something bartender from a bar frequented by Anthony’s Alpha Pack.
A week of vacation for the Alpha Masters, a week of hard work for the inferior males, as it should be! With Clément and Basile, we were there to take care of packing, cleaning, running errands, cooking and so on. And of course, be there for body worship and sexual service when needed! Which wasn’t all the time, because of course they flirted and fucked a lot of pretty young girls. But you know Alphas: once they’ve had a sexual taste of faggot, they just can’t give it away!
When we arrived, Anthony said, “Fabien, you’re in charge of the servile staff.” So I did my best to coordinate and schedule our duties! It wasn’t always easy, managing to stay out of the way of the Masters and not disturb them while they were having a good time together, while at the same time taking care of all the household chores and making sure that at least one of us was always at their beck and call, ready to satisfy their every wish, but I think we did pretty well!
I also had to mentor Basile. He’s a gay guy who’s been subjugated by the Alpha Pack but hasn’t yet fully assimilated his destiny as a slave to Superior Men. I’d heard before from Anthony and Charles that Basile can be a bit of a drama queen and a whiner. The kind that sometimes thinks he’s his Master’s boyfriend and who indulges in his own fantasies. So I showed him and explained the Slave Charter. I repeated the same lessons I had taught Clément. “Be very attentive to what your Master likes, be proactive and try to anticipate his needs and desires. Keep in mind: it is all about him! Always put him first, put your own wishes a very distant second.”
The three of us serving boys slept in the basement, which we converted into a dormitory. Every evening, when we were together, I encouraged them and reminded them of our brotherhood. I told them : “We must stick together and help each other to deal with Alpha Men. We live in their world, but we can find our place in it, at their feet!”
On the last evening, yesterday, while my two brothers were packing for departure, Anthony wanted me to stay with the Masters while they watched TV. Of course, I sat silently at their feet while they laughed and chatted. Anthony stroked my hair for a long time. I felt so good, like my God’s beloved dog!
I’ve loved serving all three of them all week, but I have to say: no foot is better to lick and no cock is better to suck than Anthony’s!
I love that Master Anthony has been busy building his Alpha pack, and through the sheer force of his personal power and influence he’s gotten his Alpha brothers Henri and Charles to take ownership of personal faggots of their own! This is the first I’ve heard about Charles, but I’m assuming he’s straight like Anthony and Henri. But, as any regular reader here knows, when straight Alphas try faggot service they almost always love it and want it as a regular part of their lives for good.
In Master Anthony I see continued deepening affection for his faithful faggot, too. The petting, the kind words, the privileges he bestows on him … it all speaks to the type of greater Alpha he is destined to become.
But as proud I am of Master Anthony’s growth and power, I’m even prouder of my wondrous little brother Fabien! He has become completely devoted to serving his Master daily, but he has ascended up the faggot hierarchy to become a mentor faggot to his brothers. He takes great pride in coaching these faggots on not only technique, but also the mental/emotional qualities needed to be a valuable faggot.
It’s pretty clear new fag Basile has much training ahead of him. He would be wise to listen to Fabien’s direction!
Notice Fabien’s exceptional mentality in this follow-up in our conversation today:
Yeah Anthony now openly displays his affection for me. You can imagine how insanely proud and happy that makes me. But I discipline myself to not take anything for granted, to remind myself that his affection is a generous gift that I must earn every second by focusing on him and his happiness.
I am confident that Charles and the Alpha Pack will eventually break Basile. And when they do, I’ll be there to comfort him and help him fully embrace the blessing of servitude to Superior Men.
Fabien is the kind of faggot any Alpha would kill to own. His kind of selfless submission is a rare and beautiful one of such high value that he bejewels every part of Master Anthony’s life.
I really hope the gift of Fabien’s lesson is not lost on the faggots reading it. Let it inspire you to take action, fully embrace what you are, and surrender to it completely. Only then will you know the joy of fulfillment Fabien has today!
The following post is part of a thread following the submission of a faggot named Ethan to an experienced black Master known as King Karter. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Ethan was worried that it might be a while before his new Master, King Karter, used him sexually. The other house faggots of King Karter had pretty much told him to be patient.
But my experiences with black Alphas told me something else. I figured King Karter would want to try out his new property as soon as possible!
Guess who was right?
Ethan send me a breathless email detailing his first sexual experience with this hung, dominant God Alpha. Turns out, he was breathless for a reason!
Hi Sam! I am sorry for not e-mailing sooner. I have been so busy with classes and getting ready for finals, working out at the gym, and now serving King. I have not had time to sit down and tell you what has happened! I didn’t even remember not emailing you until King asked if I had told you what happened because he had not seen a post from me on your site. (I think he is checking up on me 🙂 ) I went for my scheduled time to clean and help with the cooking. He was at his place last Thursday evening, he is not always there when I am, but he was this time. I got on my knees in front of him, looking at the floor, and asked for permission to speak with him. (Which is the way we need to ask if we need to speak in his presence.)
I took your advice, and you were, right of course! King Karter and his superior mind know exactly what to do. He even said he knew this would come up and had already had a plan for me. King said, “I know you would have to go home this summer but after next year I would like you to move here permanently, maybe even move in with #3.” I was so happy that he still wanted me to serve him, and be with my brother faggots. When I emailed you last, I was nervous he would not want me or would think I wanted to leave, which was not the case. I would have to go home and talk to my family about moving in with some friends from school. I think they would be ok with it, so I will have to talk to them about it, but right now, I will still be in the dorms next year.
King also had some ways to keep me in my faggot mind under his control. It will be some of the same ways he takes command of #2 and 4. I will have to check in with him 2-3 times a week. I must be naked and caged on while on FaceTime. I must keep doing Poppers trainings, and sometimes while facetiming with him. I must keep up my practice with my dildos, also while on FaceTime. And, I must still keep submiting my fag tax on a bi weekly basses. I did tell him I still did not want to be recorded, and he said he would honor that for now, and he would not record while I was Face-timing him. I also said I would have to find times when no one was home or maybe late at night, as my mom lives in a 3-bedroom apartment, and it will be hard to keep her and my sister from hearing me. He understood but told me if he requests a meeting, he will get one, and I replied, “Yes, sir, I understand.”
He will gave me two cock cadges to bring home and will have me buy 2 more specific dildos, ones closer to his massive cock. Which I found out then was about 7.5″ soft and 9″ long, hard, and about just under 4″thick.
He then started petting me on the head with one hand, like a pet dog, and told me that he valued my service and my commitment to him, and started rubbing his cock in his shorts with the other hand. He had me get a bottle of poppers from the shelf. And kneel in front of him. His big dark skined dick was already out when I returned and getting hard. I knelt back down and looked up at him. He took the bottle and had me take 4 big hits, 2 in each nostril. Then had had me sniff this pubs and balls and shaft again, all the time while his King dick was grown next to my face. He would have me repeat, me hitting and smelling him a few times. I could feel the heat and power from his massive dick. He asked if I wanted a taste this time, I said I would be so honored and I would love it more than anything, I begged him, “Please King, please can I taste your thick dark dick!” “Your Big Black Cock!” He likes race play, # 3, and #1 told me to really play into that, so I was!
After licking the sides of the shaft up and down about 10 times on each side. He had me just put the head in my mouth. I was to lick and nurse on it, like a baby on a tit. All the while, he had me keep looking up at him; he liked me looking up at him and keep eye contact, and he slowly slid it down my throat. And started to fuck my mouth. I was a bit nervuse he was going to be as hard on me as he was with #1 the last time I watch him throat fuck #1. But he was slow at first. I think he wanted me to get used to it.
At first, I was only getting about half in. He had me hit a lot more poppers as I was sucking him off. I would pull off, and he would hold the bottle under my nose. Then he would fuck my mouth harder and longer, each time pushing my head farther down. He would hold my head and make me gag hard on him. I have sucked about 15 dicks, before from Grinder, but his was longer and thicker then any I have sucked before. This was the first black cock I was also sucking, I have never sucked black cock before! It was thicker, stronger, and harder then any white cock I have sucked and serviced, before! King kept pushing my head deeper down on his dick, it was in my throat and I was gagging a lot. All the while, he kept commanding me to look up at him and keep eye contact. My eyes were watering a lot, almost crying.
At this point, it was hard to breathe easily, and I was gasping for breath. He would take his dick out of my mouth or pull it out about half way to let me take a breath. He then would have me look up at him and make me say “I’m a White Faggot!” ” I am a Faggot cocksucker.” ” I love Black Cock (in my mouth).” over and over, with his cock in my mouth. He laughed and really got a kick out of that. Sometimes, it was so deep in my throat, it just sounded like gargling.
Now he was fucking me harder now and using my hair as like handles pulling me up and down on his cock! He was starting to get rougher, I have never had a alpha fuck me like this, this far down my throat. It was hard to breathe. He had me practice learning how to breath around his thick cock in my mouth and down my throat. At first, it was hard; I was almost hyperventilating and gasping for air. Then I got to understand his rhythm, and he would keep it so I could breathe. When I would suck air in, I could not just smell him and his cock, but it alomst felt like I was sucking in his Alphahood. Now that I had a rytham, he had me take it down so far I had to put my nose in his pubs. He kept me there for so long, I was trying to pull away, I think it was just my body. I tried desperately to fight it, but I felt like I was going to pass out! I tried so hard to breath around his thick dick in my air way but it was to hard, I was almost was puking at that point that he let me go. I was puking a lot of bile and saliva.
He was going harder now, almost how you discrbe Cunting but in my throat. He was cunting my throat for real. But now he would only let me off about half his dick, and kept the other half in my mouth and down my throat to breath. He kept fucking me like this, for about 5 minutes and hitting the back of my head a few times, slapping me on the face with his hand and cock.
Then he started to speed up. Keeping me down on his pubs longer and longer, I almost passed out a few times. Then he pulled out and shouted, ” Dink my Black seed Faggot!” He then shot two huge ropes or cum all over my face and tongue, and then quickly shoved it deep down my throat again. So far down my nose was in his pubs again. He then proceeded to pump about 3 or 4 more hot loads in me. It felt like it was hitting the inside of my upper chest; I could not feel it in my mouth, just sliding down my esophagus. Then when he calmed down he pulled me off and wiped my cum covered face with his is thick black cock, wipping all the cum, saliva and sweat all over. He said “You have a good faggot face, with all that cum on it like that!” I felt so proud and wanted in that moment! His seed tasted so strong, I don’t know, is it because he is a black Alpha? Is that why it tastes so strong, or because he was a real alpha? He tasts diffrent from the other men I’ve sucked off, mostly stronger, more potent, better then the others.
He just sat there, in his chair, while I knelt between his legs, smelling his pubes and crotch. He smelled like heaven, the best smell I could smell in my life!
After a while, He said he needed to take a piss, and told me I was thrursty. I was a bit nervous knowing what would come next, what he wanted. But I did not fail him, I said with a smile, “Yes, sir.” I wanted to show him how gratful I was that I got to suck him off. Even though I was not looking forward to it, I know it was one of my duties.
He took me into the bathroom where I was to sit in the tub and look up at him. He pointed the head of his dick at my face and told me to open my mouth and drink as much as I can, he would stop a few times to let me swallow, and I did. He put out a long, heavy stream, and I flinched at first, trying to fight that instinct to pull away. I had to fight hard as it filled my mouth. It was a very strong flavor, I struggled at first to swallow it down when he stopped the stream. I gagged and almost puked a few times, He slapped the back of my head, and shouted at me that I better not puke up his cum, or I will get a beating for wasting it. It was very hard not to, but I held it in as best as I could. He told me to open back up and hit me with another hot stream. I don’t like hot or warm drinks much, but I tried to imagine in my head that it was like tea. That I think helped a bit. And by the third time, my mouth was full, I didn’t mind it at all, I started to like it even. I think I liked it, not for the taste. But for the fact that it was a humiliating aspect, that it made me feel like I was a subhuman. Like a thing like a urinal under him. Getting the privilege to drink what was coming out of his dick. I think that mindset helped me like it a lot. The 5th mouthful was not much, and some went over my face and in my hair. I liked it, and I almost felt sad it was ending. Is this a common reaction that faggots have to things like piss or other things that they might not want to do at first? In some way, I am kinda looking forward to drinking it again, and in some ways, I wouldn’t mind if he didn’t. It’s weird.
He told me I could not wash him off (my body) until I got back to my dorm. Which was super scary because I was afraid someone would see me, talk to me and smell his piss and cum on me. But I made it back and ran into the shower. Even though part of me didn’t want to wash it off. I could still smell him and his piss and cum on my body. However, I was too scared that someone would smell it too.
This happened on Thursday. He texted me today, asking if I had told you yet, and telling me to come to his place Saturday afternoon. I am not allowed to eat anything about 12 hours before, and I must clean myself out as best as I can before coming. But I will have time to clean out there. I also must fuck myself everyday this week for at least 1-2 hours a day. I am pretty sure he’s is going to cunt me. I am very scared and also so excited at the same time. (probably a little more scared though, as I don’t want to disappoint him, because it’s my first time. And I know he will be very rough the first time.) I did ask him if he liked my service on Thursday. He said, “Yes, Not bad!” He could tell I had sucked cock before and I was a natural cock sucking faggot, but he said my technique will get better when you suck more black cocks. “But not bad for a good cocksucking faggot!” Even though I was not the best cock sucking faggot he had, I felt good with his answer, it makes me feel like a good faggot! Even thought my throat was very sore for a few days and it was hard to talk.
This is practically a textbook example of how to claim and train a faggot cocksucker. King Karter’s control is quite obvious from Ethan’s words above. It’s great that he took firm control of Ethan’s head and forced his giant dick down Ethan’s throat! Far too many faggots, when confronted by huge dicks, rely on hand manipulation of the shaft while focusing their mouth on the head. While certainly easier, it doesn’t teach the faggot any advanced skills. King Karter was doing Ethan a huge favor by training him to open his throat and hunger for the entire length of his black meat inside him.
I wanted to take a moment to answer a couple of Ethan’s questions.
In the body of the story above Ethan asked why black Alpha cum tastes stronger than the cum of other Men. This is something I’ve experienced as well, and I can’t say that I’ve ever found a definitive answer on it. I’m probably biased when I say that I do think black Alphas are superior to other Men, and their sexual prowess/fertility is probably tied to stronger, more nutrient-rich sperm/semen. But that’s just a guess.
Ethan also asked: Sam, why do Alphas always want us to look up at them while we suck them? Why do they like the eye contact?
This one is easier to answer. There are two primary reasons why they want us to look into their eyes when we’re sucking them. (1) They want to see the level of desire in their cocksucker’s eyes, and (2) they want to see the amount of struggle in the faggot’s eyes. Either way, it’s a power move.
I’m so impressed not only by my brother Ethan, but also by King Karter! I wish we had more actual black Masters who understand how to take ownership of faggots and dedicate time to training!
I think Ethan is about to be cunted by King Karter! Can’t wait to hear how that goes!!!
Hii Sam, I am Asher. Few months ago I asked you about my situation with my uncle and my stepdad. Well here is the update.
As you said I started to do the household chores, even started to do his part of chores, he would like that as it would give him more time to relax. Slowly, I started to do all household chores, cooking, cleaning and he did notice that. There were even days, that I skipped college to do his laundry, as cleaning his undies is more important to me than some lectures.
Finally, one Friday evening, when we were watching T.V. , I told him what I felt. At first I just was confused with words, little panicked then , but somehow kept cool and told him that I am a faggot and looked upto to him as my Alpha. At first he went silent for a minute, then he spoke. “I always felts you were a bit odd. I mean with your dad leaving, then your stepdad, then mom, know it has been tough on you. And tbh, I kinda knew you were a beta, did not think of you as a fag, but… ya it is quite good you told this to me.”
He knew the hierarchy and he himself told me that he was an Alpha. In fact, even my stepdad is. I asked my uncle then does he have any fags. He said,” Not now, but I did have fags coming and going for many years. I would use them, get bored and tell them to never be seen again.”
Seriously, it felt so good to come out as fag to uncle. I asked him how does my life change after all. He told me that he won’t force me to do anything as it would be my consent, but I told him that I want to be dominated. He just said me to calm for now.
We had a long discussion and he asked me a lot of things , may of which I instantly said yes to. He said me that I must follow house rules as a good fag or I will be brutally punished.
I will remain naked in the house, take care of all the chores and cooking, massage uncle, eat after uncle, sit on floor and will be sleeping on a mattress in uncle’s bedroom.
After this, I got naked in front of him and had a boner. My dick ain’t that big or thick. So even my boner is like small. My uncle giggled looking at it and asked if I have seen a thick big cock. I told him only in porn. Then he slowly unzipped his pants, and lowered underwear to showcase his monstrous cock. It had all veins on it and thick as a can. I asked him if I could suck or touch it, but he refused. “You have to earn it”, he said.
He noticed I was constantly touching my dick, so he asked me if I would be comfortable wearing it. I said no for now.
My brother Asher, it is so nice to hear back from you! Thanks for writing!
I’m very impressed by your bravery! I am so tempted to turn this into a proper thread, because your example is just that important.
I also really proud that you followed my initial instructions, but then took it several steps further on your own! Nice improvisation!
It’s really awesome that your uncle recognizes hierarchy and your faggot status (and also identifies as Alpha!), which eliminates huge barriers. Things are going to move fast from here.
Here’s a bit of advice that you might approach your uncle about: going into chastity. The erection you had was embarrassing and should really be under control, and chastity is the way to accomplish that. Think about it.
my name is Myriad, a 24 year-old man figuring out my place in this crazy world. Through college I horsed around a lot on Grindr and had the most fun using subs—so I have a high affinity for the way you frame a male hierarchy. At the same time, my college classes were always concerned with equity, being inclusive, and not pigeonholing people as one thing or having one nature (like “being an Alpha” or “being a fag”). I tend to think that’s a good way of viewing people, too. How do I square this theory of male hierarchy with my liberal politics?
Sir, thank you very much for writing to me!
I can certainly appreciate your difficulty in reconciling liberal beliefs with that of Hierarchy, which wouldn’t seem to be compatible. I’m certainly more liberal than conservative as well.
But I think we agree that Hierarchy is the ultimate truth of our world. It’s really beyond question. And it really doesn’t involve politics in any way.
Here’s how I reconcile my feelings, Sir: liberal beliefs are ASPIRATIONAL HOPES rather than reality. For instance, as a nature-lover I wish lions wouldn’t kill elk. In a perfect, liberal world, all of nature would be at peace and no harm would come to anything. But that’s simply not how it’s going to be, right?
You were born Alpha. I was born a faggot. There’s no way you and I are equal aside from a shared perspective. Accepting that truth has liberated me in so many ways, and once my eyes were opened to the truth there was no way I was ever going to turn away from it. I suspect it’ll be the same way with you, Sir.
This young, redheaded Alpha fucks his older faggot in what looks like an attic, and he’s not shy about what he wants. He loudly pumps a load into it, then says, “You feel good enough to fuck twice” and proceeds to pound another load into it.
This is one of my very favorite porn clips of all time. It shows the simple dynamic that exists between an Alpha and a faggot when each one accepts their place!
I’m a faggot, and I have a cousin who is two years younger than me, I don’t think he knows it yet, but he’s an alpha, a straight white alpha. I have the biggest crush on him. We didn’t grow up together and we’ve always lived in different states, his family usually comes to visit once or twice a year. So my question is, if the situation ever presents itself, should I be a good sub faggot for me cousin? or should I try to keep our familial relationship strictly familial?
(I got really hard writing this)
The Faggot, Steven
Thanks for the questions!
I don’t really like recommending that people pursue family members because of the issues that can sometimes arise from it. However, this cousin is far-enough removed that I don’t know if that would pose an issue as much as simply ever having an opportunity to serve him at all. You don’t really have enough contact with him to be able to work on him mentally.
But if you happen across him again, just feel him out a little bit. You never know.
I’m a 24 year old faggot, and I have a slight dilemma.
So I’ve been servicing this Alpha for nearly 2 years now. He likes to take charge both in bed and in just our daily lives. He keeps the key to my chastity cage and only lets me out every so often for the occasional cleaning while in the shower. I cook for Him, clean for Him and service His needs whenever he wants. He lets me drink His piss, swallow His cum, and He usually will dump a load or two in my ass on the regular in return. He made me get a PA piercing a while back to keep the cage more secure (after a few escape attempts). He doesn’t like it when I ejaculate. He prefers I stay locked and horny so that I can better service Him and make sure He gets to cum a couple times a day. I’ve gotten used to having a constant, underlying feeling of horniness.
The other day He told me that he wants to pay for me to get a vasectomy. He said that the idea of knowing that I’ve lost the ability to reproduce (even though I never would have, otherwise) really turns Him on. He wants me to get a permanent vasectomy so that it can’t be reversed. He says that my libido wouldn’t be affected and that I would still stay as horny as I always do because I would still have my balls producing enough testosterone hormones, but that I simply would not be able to ejaculate sperm. I would become an even more non-man than I already am and would simply reinforce the power dynamics even further. He’s right that I don’t need the ability to reproduce anyway. I guess I’m conflicted. Do I go through with it and let them snip me? Apparently, the procedure is pretty quick and painless and recovery isn’t too difficult. Should I do it, Sam?
Thanks for writing to me, brother!
Hmmm … I didn’t know there even was such a thing as an irreversible vasectomy. That’s interesting.
You sound resigned to the fact that you were not born to create and father children, so I don’t really see why you couldn’t go through with the vasectomy. It really just depends on how firmly you believe that truth about yourself.
My name is Theo and I’ve been reading your blog/page since 2020. I figured out I was gay two years before that and slowly started figuring out my kinks and fetishes and that’s how I came across all of this.
Back then I treated hierarchy as more of a kink really, using it to jerk off to it and just get off. However, slowly I started realizing it’s actually a lot more than just a kink (shocker, I know). I have pretty much struggled with the idea of it for the past few years.
Now, I am 18 and also fresh out of a vanilla leaning, slightly sub/dom relationship. I met the guy through grindr and we hit it off and managed having a really nice relationship, until I started losing feelings. I now realize that me losing feelings was due to the fact that he wasn’t an alpha male. I practically had to beg (to the point of being annoying) for him to dominate me, and even then it was just some low level getting rough during sex. I loved him, truly, but ended up hurting him because I had to end things. We never had the whole fag/hierarchy talk because he was clear that he thought nothing of the whole alpha male concept. There were other indicators that he was pretty beta, but that isn’t too important now.
My issue now is, how do I move from here? I’m almost done with high school, and live in a rather regressive European country. I am planning to move away to Germany in a bit more than a year, for college. During a short recent vacation I found this guy (also on grindr) who I’ve been chatting to. He’s from Berlin. We met up a few times in a short period and parted ways, staying in contact. He is much more dominant than my ex, open to the idea of me being a fag and using me like one. Now the issue still is that I also have quite some romantic tension with him, and I believe he’s into me outside of the alpha/fag dynamic.
I guess my problem would be that I feel like I have to choose, or compartmentalize these aspects of a relationship. I am looking for love and a boyfriend, but I also feel the undeniable fire of faggotry burning in my heart.
Please help me figure this out. I have not always been certain about your teachings and ideas being true, or at least this serious/deep, but I’ve recently realized that they are, so I come to you to ask for guidance.
Keep up this amazing work that you’re doing, you really are showing people things about their own selves that would normally take ages to figure out.
My baby brother, thank you so much for your heartfelt letter! I really think your question is at the heart of many faggots, so there’s no doubt it will help many people!
First of all – yikes! You were just 13 years old when you started reading my material! I’m keenly aware of the young people traipsing through my websites. I’m grateful that most of them limit their contact with me until they’re of legal age. Contrary to what some dumbfucks in the scene think, I’m not sexually attracted to children and I’m not trying to “corrupt” children. I simply report the truth.
That said, I know the kids are coming here and there’s nothing I can do to stop them (short of shutting down or putting a paywall around it). So I take my responsibility to teach young people the truth about hierarchy VERY SERIOUSLY and with some amount of gratitude. I’m very grateful to be meeting you finally after all of these years, little brother!
Now, let’s talk about your issue.
I’m pretty impressed by the number of experiences you’ve packed into your life before age 18. You’ve really been doing a good job exploring both your romantic side and your faggot side, and it’s clear you’ve done a lot of serious thinking about it.
I want you to understand that it is entirely possible to be in a good, affectionate, committed relationship with a Master that owns you as a faggot. I’ve been in them, I’ve covered them here, and I follow them on social media. They do exist.
I wouldn’t put a lot of pressure on yourself to find a Master/boyfriend right now. You’re very young, and you have plenty of time to explore. It might be a good time to really try to serve strictly as a faggot for a time period so that you can experience that side of yourself. After all, it’s not going away. The relationship is the easy part of this issue … being a good faggot requires discipline and training and focus. Now might be a good time to experiment with chastity and dildo play. Get in touch with your needs as a faggot, so that you’ll be ready when that right Master shows up to take ownership of you and love you.
I know what I’m saying sounds basic, but really there isn’t much to this. You have a long life ahead, and so many opportunities right in front of you. Be patient, be hopeful, and be wise. You’ll be just fine, I’m sure of it!
Thank you again for introducing yourself and for the lovely things you wrote, little brother!
i’m an older faggot that has written you a few times. i’m recently divorced and girlfriend-free and ready to live my real life as a freed faggot. i’ve recently hooked up with a dominant top man, who is bi-sexual, and i like His style of verbal agressiveness when He tells me to suck His cock. He’s got a large cock, and shoots lots of cum…so i like servicing His penis. my question to you, is that i have a chastity cage, currently no key holder, and i’m wondering if i should offer it to Him. i long to be an owned faggot and love the idea of keeping Him stasified, especially since He shoots a large load. He’s got a submissive transsexual m to f who presently serves Him, but she doesn’t like degradation or urine. What are your thoughts about me giving this Alpha Man my chastity? He likes his unclean ass licked and loves to have His piss swallowed, which i will gladly do.
Hi brother! Thanks for the questions!
First of all, congratulations on finally getting free of your mistaken previous life and embracing the truth! I know it must be liberating for you!
As far as your question about your Master, OF COURSE you should offer your key to him! I mean, he controls it right now anyway, so why wouldn’t you do that? By giving him the key, your chastity will be more meaningful even if it is only symbolic.
i’m a beta or as you call it, a fag. No doubt about it. A Man mainly uses me for His chores, as sort of a domestic slave. He also makes me pay to do His chores. He also demands me to pay more if i do not do a good enough job at cleaning His place, which tends to be difficult, cause He always finds something and this is draining me financially. Another thing is He once kicked me in the balls and found that so funny, he does so regularly and sometimes even has me hurt my own balls for Him to laugh about. i do worry about this, like, it might hurt them? i also do not particularly like the pain myself, but He seems to love it and i once told him it was not a hard limit. He loves it ever since. But the pain is a lot sometimes. What should i do?
Thanks for your question!
I honestly cannot stand Men like this guy you’re submitting to. They think violence, deception, cruelty, and hate equal dominance or Alphahood. He’s a prototypical Destroyer Alpha.
I’ve already made my position quite clear: Men like him don’t deserve worship or service. Antisocial misbehavior like his shouldn’t be rewarded with obedience and devoted service. He deserves to be treated like the pig he is.
You seem like a good faggot. I think you should value yourself and your service more and offer them to better, more deserving Alphas.
