Hi Sam, it’s been a while now that X pushes homophobic maga supposedly Straight Alphas on my feed, and I’m surprised and ashamed to say it really turns me on. I’m ashamed to say I’ve also sent to these doms, when in heat. I understand the basic logic in it : it feels wrong so it’s exciting, it feels forbidden so it’s hot, and of course there’s a strong component of inequality, harsh words, internalized homophobia on my part, etc.
I guess as a self locked fag I’m not that surprised it turns me on, but as a pretty normal guy, from France, educated, left wing, saddened by Trump’s America, and with many friends and a caring family, I don’t get how I may be obsessed with being bullied (which I never experienced), called a loser (which I know I’m not), and most of all being led to feel shame and apologize for being a « degenerate fag » (which surely resonates within me, but which I don’t believe in).
Any advice ? Thanks
Thanks for the question!
I think you point out one of the more frustrating aspects of being a faggot with a brain and moral values. MAGA Alphas are pretty sexy, and their cocky, hateful attitudes appeal to faggots. Let’s face it: faggots naturally love degradation, and these kinds of Alphas are great at it.
I don’t know how to get around it. I’m able to put it aside because my hatred for Trump and the fucking idiots that worship him is so strong because of what Trump did to my Baby Boy when I tried to rescue him from Syria. I’ll never forgive Trump and his racist cultists.
How can I know if an Alpha is a destroyer? My Master loves fucking and breeding me, in general he treats me well, he has never done anything that would hurt me or cause harm, but there is something that I can’t stop thinking about.
My ass is very tight and his cock is thick, so it is not always easy to take it the way he likes it. Sometimes I say “I can’t take it anymore” while he is pounding my ass and he NEVER stops banging, he just slows down, then he says something like “I can stop now baby, but I will be so disappointed, and if I finish I will be so proud of you” Then every time after he says this, I end up saying “please, keep fucking me”
I am sure that if I insist to stop he will, he is a good Man and he would never force me to take his cock if I were in serious pain. However, he never stops when I first say it, he just tries to calm me down and keep banging me in a slower pace until he finishes inside my ass.
I am new to hierarchy and to gay sex in general (I am 20 and only dated girls until last year). My best friend knows everything about my life and she says that if he does not take his cock out of my hole as soon as I tell him to stop, he is toxic, violent, etc. She basically thinks that he is a monster and has been trying to convince me to break up with him. I know she wants me to be safe and happy, but I think an opinion of another fag would be essential before I take such a decision.
He is a good Man and I like when fucks me, but I am afraid this is a red flag for potential worse behaviors. So please Sam, could you please give me your opinion and, if possible, give some examples of Destroyer Alphas? Is my Man a Destroyer? 🙁
Thank you for writing, brother!
First of all, let me define Destroyer Alpha tendencies: they go out of their way to harm others, they manipulate, they entrap, they steal they blackmail, they sadistically torture people, etc. We are talking about truly despicable Alphas, Men who use their power to destroy the lives and the self-esteem of inferiors.
Clearly, that doesn’t sound anything like your Master, does it?
Your Master is the average dominant Alpha, and he fucks exactly like one. Here’s the problem: he knows it hurts (and he likes that it hurts), but he also knows you need it to hurt. Let me explain that: Faggots respond submissively to being fucked by their Owner, and their desire kicks in to fight through the pain in order to please him. Yes, you asked him to stop, but your Master knows you really need to be pushed through it. Think of his actions like a trainer who pushes his trainee in the gym beyond what he thinks he can handle.
Your female friend is totally wrong. She’s looking at things from the woke female perspective that is currently destroying all engagement between males and females. Men are afraid to even touch a female because they start crying rape. It’s stupid.
Your friend doesn’t understand what faggots need, nor does she understand what it means to be owned by an Alpha. I cannot emphasize this enough: DO NOT listen to this friend. She’s going to ruin something special you have with your Master.
You said it repeatedly yourself: he’s a good Man. He’s a good Master. He’s not ever going to destroy you. He wants to own you and keep you and push you to become the best faggot you can be.
Why? Because he’s more of a Protector Alpha than you realize.
I absolutely love this moral dilemma posed by Master @ExecutiveSir on X.
My personal answer is “D” because a good Master shouldn’t and wouldn’t knowingly put his faggot into a situation where it must abandon its principles in order to be acceptable.
Recently a top I’ve been seeing has been using breath control on me. At first this involved only pinching my nose shut while thrusting his cock down my throat or putting a rubber hood without a mouth opening over my head and then closing off the nose holes. Last night he put a plastic bag over my head while I was tied up and held it closed until I passed out. When I expressed alarm about this activity, he assured me that he was in control and even said that next time he would introduce me to garrotting. I’m nervous about this. The guy is a great top, and I want to go on seeing him, but how do I get him to stop this?
Brother, thank you for your question!
I was horrified to read what you wrote. Simply put: your life is in danger. I don’t care if this Alpha is a cardiologist with a Nobel prize in medicine – there is NO guarantees when you cause another person to lose oxygen, stop breathing, or pass out. The plastic bag on the head should’ve been the end of it, but he wants to keep experimenting.
EDIT: a very experienced Alpha on the HU Discord named Master Hadrian added this important information:
Absolutely the right answer. There is NO safe way to do breath control, and the main danger isn’t, as most people assume, asphyxiation. That danger can be managed to some extent. The real danger is a heart attack—lack of oxygen caused your body to send erratic electrical signals to your heart, trying to get oxygen moving to your organs. If one of these random signals hits at the moment your heart should beat normally, the two signals can essentially cancel each other out and trigger ventricular fibrillation, which causes the heart to stop beating and just quiver in effectively—in laymen’s terms, you have a heart attack.
There are basically two types of heart attack. Atrial fibrillation is where you have chest pain, shortness of breath, etc—if you get treatment there’s a good chance you survive. Ventricular fibrillation is when you clutch your chest and drop dead. If a defibrillator is applied immediately, you’ve got maybe a 50% chance to surviving; if not survival rates can be as low as 2%. And you’ve only got a couple minutes to get defibrillated before it’s too late.
With garroting, there’s a host of other risks—damage to the windpipe, damage to the nerves in the neck, brain damage, damage to the spinal cord…
This ‘alpha’ is a fucking idiot
The answer needs to be the firmest possible “no”, and if he doesn’t accept that, then it needs to be “goodbye”. I don’t care if he’s Dr. Fucking Frankenstein and he reanimates dead people every single day – the answer needs to be NO.
Honestly, your refusal is as much a protection for HIM as it is for you. By refusing, you’re preventing him from any chance of becoming a murderer.
I cannot stress this enough. Your life is in danger. Take action immediately.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the life of Master Blake, a straight, 30-year-old Alpha who mostly just uses faggots for head since discovering their Hierarchical purpose three years ago. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
One of the great surprises of the new-and-improved Hierarchy University Discord is how many truly straight and powerful Alphas reign there, and that they all confidently own/use faggots either on the side or full-time.
I use the word “surprise” only in reference to the fact that these great Alphas assembled there so quickly. It is, of course, no surprise to me that straight Alpha use faggots. After all, I’ve spent my life serving straight Alphas, and this entire website was founded on the premise that straight Alphas use faggots. And over ten years, this site has been the beacon of this hierarchical truth, chronicling so many detailed stories of these straight Masters that the site is constantly outgrowing its storage capacity. This site proves that about straight Alphas as established fact.
The latest example of this phenomenon is Master Blake. He’s a 30-year-old Alpha in California who is something of a late bloomer to the use of faggots. If I had to label Master Blake, I’d say he has more Destroyer Alpha tendencies at this point in his development, which is pretty normal for an Alpha getting into faggot usage later.
Note how he started at age 27:
I have always been so harsh and rough when I have sex. But its been difficult with girls. Everytime I would try to shut them up and slap them, they would not want it.
It was so frustrating. I would always fantasize being rough in bed with girls and even fags. The first fag found me on bumble, dating website. He wanted me to humiliate him and slap him. I of course immediately took this chance, and went over. He was a married fag, he didnt want me to tell anyone, which worked for me. Well then I beat him up real hard, which I had been holding in me for so long, i finally released this out of me. It felt incredible.
Beat him up and fucked him too of course. I just want to get my aggression out and relax you know and fags really help with that. So ever since I have been noticing faggots every where and trying to use them as much as I can.
Sadly, Master Blake was unable to take ownership of that faggot:
I could not (take ownership) because he didnt want it anymore, since his wife was about to find out about him. He contacted me many times but then ghosted me.
Since that first fag, Master Blake was hooked. He loves getting head from random faggots. I asked him about ownership of fags, and he admitted that he’d like to own a faggot as long as it was obedient and not a “bossy bottom” like so many Cali faggots.
I like my things getting done thats all. Blowjob everyday or every other day when I need it, pick up My groceries and getting my laundry done. But so far only blowjobs and groceries.
Master Blake really only has one hard rule: any faggot he owns will not live with him. He said he’d require the faggot move nearby so it can be there to provide the service he requires.
One significant change with Master Blake is the fact that he’s developed the Hierarchical “third eye” I discussed recently. Suddenly he sees faggots everywhere! But here’s the thing that makes Master Blake stand out among his Alpha peers: when he sees a faggot “in the wild” like that, he will use it right then!
In fact, before my interview with him two days ago Master Blake had gotten a blowjob from a wild faggot after his morning workout, and the story of how that happened is terrific:
After I worked out i left the gym , and this fag was in the lot staring at me because I took my shirt off i was sweating. And he stared at me with those faggity eyes I KNEW IT. I literally waved him over, thats it. He got in my car and i said you wanna suck dick huh?! And pushed him on my dick as I started driving around. He didnt even hesitate and I called him faggot the whole ride! It was so fun ahahah!
The fag ended up swallowing two loads directly from Master Blake’s 8-inch cock!
I asked Master Blake about faggots in chastity, and how he feels about seeing fags locked up:
I know they are in the right headspace. It makes me feel very powerful honestly. I feel like a God! It makes me cum faster!
Finally, I asked Master Blake if he had any advice for straight Alphas out there who are on the fence about using faggots:
Just fucking open a straight porn video on your phone and use faggots to get off!!! It’s so much easier!
I really enjoyed talking to Master Blake about a bunch of things. He’s clearly a direct, no-nonsense straight Alpha who knows exactly what he wants and has the body, the cock, and the dominant will to get it. He’s in the prime of his blessed Alpha life, pumped full of testosterone and adrenaline and balls constantly aching for release.
He’s every faggot’s dream straight Alpha, ripped right from their high school yearbook!
It should be interesting to see what happens as he continues to seek that first devoted faggot to satisfy all of his needs!
The following post is part of a thread following the development of a deep Master/faggot relationship between a faggot named Alberto and his straight childhood friend and Master Andre. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
My recent post about the Hierarchical purpose of bullying received a lot of feedback both on X and on the Hierarchy University Discord (why aren’t you in there? CLICK HERE and fix that!). In general, comments mostly supported what I was trying to say with it, and there were some great experiences relayed to me about personal experiences.
But the topic of bullying usually elicits a strong negative reaction from one group: Protector Alphas. These superheroes always align themselves against bullies, and typically take brutal action to correct bullying behaviors from their Destroyer Alpha counterparts. It’s just one of many ways that Protector Alphas groom the Hierarchy and keep it in acceptable order.
Fortunately for me, there are many Protector Alphas hovering over this site like guardian angels, and they’re always ready to chime in with needed guidance and correction.
One of the most impressive Protector Alphas around here is Master Andre, a completely straight Alpha who has finally taken complete ownership of his longtime best friend, a faggot named Alberto. Anyone who has been reading Master Andre’s story knows of the many times throughout their lifelong friendship that Master Andre protected Alberto from bully abuse.
So obviously, Master Andre would have a strong and important viewpoint on this topic:
Hi,
This is Andre again, Alberto’s friend and Master.
Since he did that sunflower tattoo, our life together has been great and I have been learning a lot about my responsibility as Alberto’s Alpha. Gay porn still does very little for me, but I am more and more interested in having sexual intimacy with him. And Alberto is also willing to embrace his feminine side, dressing up and wearing make up for me. I asked him to wear a wig as well and at first he was reluctant but when he did it he was absolutely gorgeous. I know he is not a trans woman and that’s okay, but having my femboy wearing a skirt, and offering his tight hole for me is the life I have always wanted. I am doing my best to improve as a Man while I make sure to train him as the perfect boy I know he can be.
But I wanted to share with you my thought about something else. You have recently published about bullying and how it may be an important experience for submissive boys. I don’t mean to disrespect your opinion or invalidate your feelings, but I would like to offer an alternative perspective. Don’t you think that being saved from bullies may also be a life-changing experience for such boys? I think about my own experience. When we were teenagers, Alberto suffered a lot in the hands of bullies, but once I learned about the verbal and physical violence he was suffering, I punched his bullies on their face and put him under my wing from that moment on. Every time my boy was afraid during high school he would run to hide behind me or call me to ask for advice. And now, many years later, I am here writing to you while he cooks our breakfast with a big smile on his face because I’ve already fed him a thick load when we woke up.
Perhaps you’re right about what you say… I am not gay and I know very little about this world. But I wanted to share with you and your audience that in such a violent world sometimes sub boys are also be shaped by protection and care, aren’t they?
Master Andre is 100% correct, of course. Protector Alphas rescuing faggots from the clutches of bullies has a PROFOUNDLY POSITIVE effect on the faggots. They are overwhelmed with gratitude for being saved, and that gratitude only deepens both their submission to their Alpha savior as well as their appreciation for the differences between Alphas and themselves. The closest parallel comes from The Bible: when Jesus would heal those born blind or afflicted by diseases, they would often repent, leave everything, and become his footstep followers. These ones would travel far and wide to tell of the miracles they experienced by his great, God-given power.
A rescued faggot is similarly changed. For example, the submission of the faggot, formerly tainted by selfish lust, is washed clean by gratitude and purified into genuine, unselfish devotion. The faggot more fully understands and appreciates its Alpha as being much more than a perfect body or a figurehead of dominance. Instead, the rescued faggot sees the highest ideals, values, and unshakeable power radiating from him as if he were a human supernova.
I used to feel that way about my Master Aaron. Even though he didn’t rescue me from bullies, he provided a safety and shelter as his personal faggot that caused me to just collapse at his feet in gratitude. Sparkles of joyful light seemed to beam from him. Either I was having a stroke, or I was in love with my Protector Alpha and Master ( turned out to be in love).
In Alberto’s case, he has seen his Master physically rescue him from violent bullies. He’s also seen his Master eliminate a girlfriend who was being abusive to him. How do you think Alberto feels every time Master Andre puts his dick inside him, and every time his Master feeds and breeds him? I can tell you right now how Alberto feels … he feels overwhelmingly grateful and humbled to his core for every last opportunity!
What an undeserved and precious privilege it is to be the owned and protected possession of a great and powerful Alpha! There is nothing more perfect for a faggot!
Imagine Master Andre’s satisfaction this morning as he watched his faggot preparing his breakfast after his faggot just emptied his balls like a good boy! Imagine Master Andre’s pride of ownership. He’s fought battles and WON in order to claim this adoring, faithful, hardworking faggot!
Through his Protector Alpha instincts and actions, Master Andre has been able to shape his former friend into his lifelong faggot!
I thank Master Andre for writing this wise piece, and for all of his encouragement! Like Alberto, I am humbled and grateful in his long, safe shadow!
I think most faggots have a story about being bullied. My first real bully in junior high and early high school was this really sadistic kid named Matt who hit me in the head almost every day for two years, used me for my homework, etc. Standard stuff.
Then around age 16 I met my first Alpha, a sexy rebel named Roger who bullied me for most of one year. He called me “faggot” constantly, wrestled me into submission holds, and degraded me in front of others for being puny.
And then one night in his mother’s basement he decided to push me to my knees and throat fuck me, and my life changed forever.
It took many years of serving straight Alphas (and occasionally being bullied by them) to really appreciate the Hierarchical purpose of bullying. While being bullied can be quite upsetting or even traumatic, it’s important to understand its function and importance among Men. It’s really summed up well in that meme I posted above.
But what is it teaching?
I had posted that meme on my social media, and one faggot brother was triggered enough by it to write about his own experiences with it.
Hey Sam, what’s up? I’ve been very busy lately, I can barely check Twitter these past few weeks, but that post of yours with a picture saying “it’s not bullying… It’s teaching” resonated SO HARD on me that I felt like I needed to find some spare time to write you this.
Looking back at our times at school makes us realize that statement is SO TRUE and, I don’t know about you, but I wish I had seen it this way back then. It would had save me a lot of turmoils in my head and made feel way less embarrassed by the things my bullies used to make me do.
I was a teenager, had just moved to a private school (I used to study in public schools up until then) and it was a very different crowd. You’d think that I’d face a harsher environment at a public school, but it was actually pretty chill, no crazy stuff, everyone getting along well… But at this private school it was a whole complete different scenario. I don’t know what it was: wealthier kids, different types of families they were in or that there was a bigger age gap among the students of my class – 2 to 3 years of difference is a huge thing when we’re at school.
But there were these two boys who were, I think, 2 years older than me. Mostly all of the boys in my class were very cocky, but these two were another level! I’ll never forget their names: Thiago and Douglas. I still remember their last names, actually. They were the leaders of the class, very attractive guys – Thiago was blonde and tall, Douglas was shorter and brunette but a bit bulkier than Thiago, who was more lean – the girls would fight for them and they would get whatever they wanted… And were pretty blunt about it. They were also very sexualized, so to speak. I bet they had already had sex, and I don’t know if it was a mix of their cockiness with the teenage hormones, but they would do crazy things like show their bulges in class, get up on the desk when a teacher wasn’t looking at us and put their pants down or call the attention to someone during class just to see the tent their boners made in their pants. They literally didn’t give a fuck. Yeah, they would get caught sometimes, but it never stopped them from doing those things.
I didn’t know I was a fag then. I didn’t know I was gay. I actually didn’t even know what “gay” was (I’m talking about early 2000’s, very little access to internet and porn just from magazines and old VHS tapes from my older straight brother). I realized I was different from them when I would jerk off and instead of thinking of me fucking a girl, it was Thiago or Douglas banging a girl. And then I’d think of them way more in those scenarios in my head to the point the girl in my fantasies would become just a small detail. I think that’s when I started to show more how I was sort of mesmerized by them and they eventually picked it up. All those playful displays of manhood they did started to get more and more targeted at me and they would laugh at my awkward responses.
The locker room after PE was TORTURE to me. I always tried to be the last one to get in there to change, and I remember one day I got to the locker room, took off my gym clothes, put them on a bench so I could change… but couldn’t find my uniform anywhere. There weren’t any actual lockers there, just cubby-holes where we would keep our regular uniforms. Thiago came out of a booth and took my gym clothes from the bench and ran out the locker room, leaving me there alone in my underwear. 10 minutes away from another class to start their PE class. I must have freaked out for a minute – that felt like an hour – when Douglas came in with my uniform in a bag asking if I had missed something. I asked for my clothes and he said he would only give them back to me if I did 20 jumping jacks – remember, I was in my underwear, and I’ve always been fat. I tried to negotiate but he was firm on his request and started walking out of the locker room with my clothes saying “the guys from the other class are gonna love finding you here like this, it’s up to you” and I said ok. I started doing the jumping jacks but he interrupted me and said that since I didn’t obey him at first I would have to chant “Douglas is my king” on every jumping jack. And so I did. And he laughed his ass off. He eventually gave me my uniform back and left the locker room saying “Thiago is gonna give back your gym clothes at dismissal… He’s gonna love hearing about this!”
Sam, that’s the day I became the official target of those two bullies. They never used me sexually all the way… It was mostly hand jobs (sometimes during class as I would write THEIR notes on THEIR notebooks with the other hand before I could do my notes – they would cover up all the action with a coat, a backpack or something on their laps) and occasional blowjobs here and there. I was so ashamed, Sam. But deep down I was enjoying all of this, I was just… Lost. It was embarrassing, but also good; it made me feel scared they would tell other guys (which they did) and I’d get a bad reputation (which I didn’t) so I’d do whatever demeaning thing they tell me… but I was also kinda liking that.
In retrospect it was some sort of training what they did to me. And that’s why that statement from that post is SO TRUE. If only I could talk to my younger self and say “don’t worry, don’t feel bad about it. They know what they’re doing. Just embrace it and you’ll be thankful later”… I still think about them from time to time. All the things that could had happened but didn’t because I was afraid/scared back then. But now I’m actually thankful for what they did. I wish I could thank them now for how they treated me at school.
This brother’s story is eloquently told and so full of heartache and longing, isn’t it?
He isolates the important aspect of bullying: it is used in not-so-subtle ways to establish Hierarchical order. Through bullying the Alpha boys quickly isolate the weaker and the submissive males, but that’s not enough. The bullying REINFORCES the status of these inferiors, so those bullied ones never question their place ever again.
As this brother confesses, the bullying not only works, but it also has deeper effects on those faggots who are bullied. Much like rape, bullied faggots develop a Stockholm Syndrome-like attachment to their bullies. I know I have that with Matt; I’d love to see him at a reunion and thank him for preparing me for a life of service to Men. Our brother feels the same about his bullies.
Like my position on rape, I’m not condoning bullying. Still, bullying is an essential tool that defines males at every level of Hierarchy. Armed with that understanding, we can move beyond any of our suffering and appreciate what it taught us about our own truth!
As a way to come to grips with my bully, I fished out one of my yearbooks and looked up Matt from eighth grade. Here he is:
I have been reading some of your stories on the website. Thank you for your contribution to the community.
I am cash faggot loser. I am currently serving a real straight alpha god. I love him so much. He is so hot, muscular, sexy and real straight alpha, But he is ruthless and demanding, and does not do any gay shit.
I read some of your stories, like some of the straight master got sucked off by their faggots. I found its kinda odd. My god does not like that at all, he thinks its gay shit. Not only that, he does not even allow me to see his dick, and be close to his private. I also wanted to sniff his farts, but he does not like my nose close to his ass, so i can only sniff from afar when I am in the same room with him. He does not even allow me to lick his barefoot, because he thinks faggot’s saliva is disgusting, but he allowed me to lick his shoes, and shoes only. Honestly, i kinda like it, because that proves he is a real straight. I feel myself so lucky. I pay him weekly, and work hard for him, he said its natural for me to pay him, i totally agree, I am his ATM loser servant.
He beats me hard, and I am allowed to eat his shit, piss, spit, sniff his feet, and he put me in chastity too. I ate his morning spit a lot before he brushed his teeth, its stinky, but the taste was so good, real alpha scent. he use belt to beat me, give me bruise, he said he will NEVER do any gay shit, just real straight alpha domination.
2 weeks ago, he trained me to sniff his shit in the toilet, he was so ruthless naturally, i love him so much.
So my question to you is should I just obey him, and do I am told, and not thinking about my needs? Like wanting to see his cock, sniff his armpits, and being closer to sniff his farts?
Or should I keep asking him about what I wanted? I tried in the past, it failed miserably, he said its NOT about what i want, its always about him. He wants my cash and total obedience.
Thanks,
LoserS
Thank you for your question, brother.
There’s something quite sad about your letter, and I’m not sure what I can say to help you. I think you’re pretty happy where you’re at even though this Alpha absolutely mistreats you and hurts you and is destroying your life.
Feeling love for an Alpha can make a faggot do all sorts of detrimental things to itself. That’s why I’ve always encouraged faggots to seek good Alphas who know how to build a solid foundation with them. Destroyer Alphas only understand pain and cruelty.
But I’m not sure that anything I say is going to change the perspective broken inside of you, brother. You feel like you deserve this treatment, which is why you crave his cruelty … it reinforces what you feel about yourself.
I truly hope this person doesn’t completely destroy you. Please be careful.
Sam how do I deal with fakers and weird “Alphas” who are more interested in stroking their egos than actually being dominant and owning fags?
For a variety of reasons I struggle to serve in-person for Alphas, so I’ve tried to be of use virtually as a cashfaggot and wallet. I found an Alpha online and he seemed really legitimate. He was organized, domineering, and amazingly self-assured. But eventually he started saying some inconsistent thing? Gave vague responses to them, and just overall started acting like as an Alpha he had no reason to explain himself. Normally, I’d agree but the internet is a wild place and there are fake Alphas everywhere trying to rip fags off and redflags just seemed to keep rising. I stopped serving him and we disconnected shortly after. But what the fuck sam? How do you tell Real Men apart from fakers?
Thank you for the question!
As you may know, I’ve always been wary about findom, and one of my biggest concerns is the issue you bring up here: fake or scammy Alphas. Sadly, the nature of anything online involves some degree of fakery or scamming. Findom is an easy way for a Man to pretend to be something he isn’t and get paid for his lies. It’s also a way for unscrupulous Destroyer Alphas to take advantage of weak faggots.
I’m involved with findom only to try and assess Alphas in the scene and attempt to be a bellwether/advocate for the true ones. There aren’t many, though!
My advice has always been to proceed with caution in findom. Take your time with Alphas there. Talk to other faggots serving Masters you like to see what they say about them.
Everything in Hierarchy is a crap shoot. You never know if any Man, in real life or online, will be good. But your chances of finding a true Alpha and good Master in findom is greatly reduced. Be careful!
The following post is part of a thread following the service of a young faggot named Tyler who has been claimed by a great Protector Alpha named Steven. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I just published THIS STORY about how loved Giovanni feels as the personal faggot of a God Alpha like Master Lorenzo, so I thought this recent message from Tyler might be the perfect bookend to that. Odd how these things go sometimes, isn’t it?
You might remember Tyler being essentially rescued from the cruel hands of a Destroyer Alpha named Adam by his current Master, Steven. Master Steven’s brave stance against Adam in order to save Tyler was inspirational and worthy of accolades. It’s just the way any true Protector Alpha would react.
But faggot psychology can be quite complicated. Very often faggots seek the wrong thing, plagued by deep feelings of unworthiness and self-loathing that craves to be reinforced by the cruelty of hateful Men. Time and time again I’ve seen faggots immolate themselves in the flame they couldn’t resist flying into despite my warnings. This often results in broken hearts, and broken lives.
Notice how even now, as Tyler enjoys a favored place at the feet of his great Master Steven, his defective faggot heart is craving abuse:
Hey Sam,
This is Tyler again. We talked a while ago about my Master Steven. He really saved me and I’m forever grateful for the way he rescued me. He’s also paying for my therapy and it’s been good for my self knowing. But one of the things I learned in therapy is that I have a need for degradation. That’s why I kept going back to Adam no matter how much he hurt me. I still have urges to serve me, but every time I feel it, I focus on serving Steven as my one and only Master.
My question is: Steven is a great Alpha and any fag would be happy with him, but he is a real gentleman. He speaks several languages, he’s really knowledgeable, well-succeeded in his career, and a wonderful man. But he treats me like a princess, he even buys me gifts from time to time. A few days ago he bought me a gorgeous pair of earrings, and I loved them. But it’s such a turn off… he takes care of me, protects me, wants to see me improving in my career and life, he became a real mentor and Master for me. But I have this urge to be treated like trash, like a pathetic worthless fag, just a cumdump and nothing more. He does fuck me well and treats me like a fag in bed, and I serve him domestically, but he treats me too well… he controls me but always to lift me up, and I miss a Man who curses me, spits on my face for no reason, I don’t know how to navigate this because he is a really good Man.
Should I ask him to be a little more brutal with me?
What a mess!
My sympathy goes to Master Steven. He’s truly showing his faggot the kindness and care that many Men wouldn’t dare to show, and his faggot doesn’t want any of it. It’s like a homeless person who begs for food on the street despising the food he’s given because it’s too rich or too sweet. It makes no sense.
I feel sorry for Tyler, too. Clearly, he’s broken in some way that may not ever be fixed. I just wish that faggots who find themselves in remarkably nurturing situations could just find peace and joy serving the Men caring for them. Master Steven is one of the best Alphas out there, and he deserves respect, worship, and adoration for being the Man he is … not this kind of emotional betrayal.
I think Tyler should kneel and confess these feelings to his Master. It’s not going to be an easy conversation (probably more than a little embarrassing), but Master Steven deserves at least an opportunity to respond. Perhaps he has a solution to this, but who knows?
But if he can figure out the solution to why faggots seek self-destruction, I’d love to hear it!
The above video details an interesting study involving the game Monopoly and how advantaged people are transformed by their unfair advantages. It’s a curious study in that the participants so easily slipped into bully behavior, revealing how unfair advantages lead to superiority complexes. It’s also odd that these advantaged people, after achieving their success, all attributed their success to their own power and not the advantages they were given.
This study can be extrapolated and applied to Alphas and Alphahood, of course. Alphas are given tremendous genetic and psychological advantages – better bodies, more attractive features, more aggression and dominance, more love and worship and support – and this helps to secure their place at the top of hierarchy.
The study reveals the possible natural origins of bully Alphas, as well as some naturally-bad Alpha behavior resulting from their superior advantages. There is a sort-of animal cruelty that arises when superior Alphas see and use inferior males. As this study demonstrates, it’s likely unavoidable.
But it also demonstrates another truth: hierarchy literally permeates every aspect of our society and our lives. Once you see it and understand it, you’ll see its presence and effects everywhere.
I’ve been following your work for a long time, but that’s the first time I’m writing to you. I’ve met Master Lorenzo through your work and I reached out to him when he used to post his email address here. I had the joy to talk with Gio on Twitter a few times and had the great honor to serve Master Lorenzo on the phone, just like you. I thought he would never give me attention because I was 48 when I first talked to him, but he was so sweet, thoughtful, and above all, so powerful. He made me a really happy and fulfilled faggot, giving me hope when I thought that I was too old and ugly for any Man look at me. Sometimes I would cry on the phone with him, feeling miserable, and Master Lorenzo would say “that’s okay, boy, I’m here now, you’re not alone”, and I made him cum so many times. In fact, he taught me how to serve him on the phone and made him cum because I had no idea of how to do that.
Once I asked him why he would use me on the phone while he had sweet twink Giovanni and so many other fags willing to serve him in person. But he said with his deep beautiful voice “you’re a lonely faggot and you need a Man, and that’s why I’m here, to take care of boys like you.” I admit that I fell in love with him in a way that I shouldn’t have, but I couldn’t help, brother. But I do not regret, he took care of me really well, and rescued me from my depression. When he shut down all his social media together with his faggots and Alpha brothers, I was confused. I felt just like you, brother. I asked him if I had done something wrong but our amazing Master just said “you’re wonderful boy, I just need some time offline, but I will be back”. And indeed he came back to me, to you, and to all lucky faggots around the world.
But the reason why I am venting all these things with you, my brother Sam, is because of Giovanni’s last message to you. I have a daily habit of checking this page and I always start my day with the hot videos or the beautiful accounts of Alphas and faggots here. Today, however, I was really surprised to find out what happened to our Master. Good thing Giovanni exposed what happened because I am sure that other fags like me who used to talk to Master Lorenzo were wondering what had happened. And I am also sure that they are now happy like me because he is back!
Even though I really love out little brother Gio, it is crazy for me that this boy considers Master’s punishment “too hard.” Imagine being a young twink fag serving a God Alpha like Master Lorenzo, and then cheating on him online. Instead of throwing him out like a dirty napkin, Master kept the fag in his house, fucking him, taking care of him, and even paid for his college! Omg little Gio should be grateful everyday for the Man who owns him.
I don’t know about you, brother Sam. But I had Alphas in the past who would beat me really hard if I disobeyed them. Many years ago, a former Master I had beat me up, and made me drink only his piss for 2 days, without any food. Of course I don’t think this is correct, he was a destroyer alpha and Master Lorenzo is an amazing God Protector Alpha, but I feel that young fags nowadays should be more grateful for having Men like Master Lorenzo. Do you have this impression as well? Maybe because it’s easier to be a faggot now than it was in the 1990s, there are some things that those boys just take for granted. When I was Gio’s age, punishment meant PUNISHMENT.
Anyway, I love our little brother Giovanni and I agree with you that we were much worse when we were young, but I wanted to share my thoughts and praise Master Lorenzo’s endless generosity. I’m really happy to see that boys like Gio are fully expressing their faghood in a safe space thanks to Alphas like Lorenzo.
I hope this message is not too long, nor unappropriated, brother. None of my friends know I’m a faggot, so I can only talk about my feelings online. We have never talked before, but I do love you, Sam. Your work is really important for me and I will always appreciate your for this.
Thank you for writing in brother! I appreciate it!
It’s funny that you mention that line from Gio’s confession. I thought about addressing it, but I changed my mind because he was being a good boy by confessing. I also knew that Master Lorenzo (who ordered Gio to write that confessional to me) would be monitoring it and would address it with Gio if it offended him.
But the fact that you caught that and wrote in to correct it tells me a lot about your own experience level. Impressive, my brother!
Unlike you, I really was never owned by anyone I would classify as a Destroyer Alpha, so I guess I’m not as hyper-aware of infractions the way some faggots like you who have been unrighteously abused might. I’m sorry you’ve gone through that, brother. However, I do hope you feel like the experience made you stronger and more focused!
The following post is part of a thread following the service of a young faggot named Tyler who has been claimed by a great Protector Alpha named Steven. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
It’s not easy to live honestly as a faggot. We are generally despised, sometimes thoughtlessly used, and more often brutally abused. We are inferior and weak, which makes us easy targets for Destroyer Alphas.
Thankfully, there are Protector Alphas out there with the wisdom, authority, and power to defend and rescue good faggots from ruin.
Protector Alphas like Master Steven.
My brother Tyler has been very honest about his terrifying service to a Destroyer Alpha named Master Adam, and how the abuse he suffered messed with his head and caused him to betray Master Steven. The struggle was so great that it even moved Master Roger to write a lengthy discussion in support of Tyler here.
I sympathized with Tyler’s struggle. I find myself even now yearning to be used again by my rapist, and that was more than 20 years ago! How could I ever fault Tyler for being drawn back to Master Adam’s abusive dominance?
This weakness in Tyler was recently put to the test, but this time notice the right choice Tyler made!
Hello Sam, this is Tyler again, things are getting better here thanks to Steven and thanks to your help as well.
I’ve been living with him and doing my best to obey Steven. He really saved my life from Adam’s violence. After I moved, Adam kept calling me every single day multiple times a day. At first I wasn’t answering him, but when I finally did, he said something like “both you and I know that you belong to me and you’ll be begging for my cock again”. It was so hard to talk to him Sam, the way he controls me is so weird. Being rational, I know that I should never let him touch me again, he treats me like a piece of shit and doesn’t care at all about my feelings. But there is something inside of me that keeps telling me to kneel and obey Adam, no matter how much he hurts me.
I realized that, if I kept trying to manage this by myself, I would fall into this trap again. So I went to Steven, crying and in despair, and was completely honest with him. I told him that Adam had been calling me everyday multiple times a day. Omg Sam, I was so afraid of his reaction, but my wonderful Master just put me in his arms, kissed my forehead and my cheeks, told me that nothing would ever hurt me again and asked if I trusted him. I told that I trusted him more than anyone else, but I did not trust myself and the urges that I have to serve Adam. I can tell that Steven was offended when I told him that I still had urges to serve my former Master, but he showed me once again how a great Man, a true Alpha, behaves in this sort of situations. He told me that the next time Adam called me I must hand the phone to him. I did not think that would be a good idea because Adam can get very aggressive, but I just accepted.
Adam called me again a few hours later, I was in Steven’s arms watching a movie with him. He told me to stay quiet and let him do it. I was afraid of what Adam would do, but I gave him the phone and Steven said hello, putting the phone on speaker for me to hear as well. Adam noticed the different voice and asked if that was Tyler’s phone. Steve, with a firm and powerful voice, said something like that:
“you know it is, and you know you should not be calling him.” Adam remained silent at first, but then he answered that he wanted to talk to me. Steven then said “Tyler will not talk to you and you will not call him again. You have already given me enough work fixing all the damage you caused to him. Tyler is my boy, and no man touches him anymore, especially someone so mean and selfish like you. I’ve met hundreds of guys like you in the past. You think you are beyond good and bad because you’re rich, young, and hot. But let me tell you something, you’re not a Man, you pretend to me a Man, but you’re just a coward, a weak pathetic creature that tries to compensate your frustration causing harm to sweet boys like Tyler. You will never understand the joy of having boys who truly admire and love you. I know you fuck many of them, probably even more than I do, but my boys love and respect me. Yours are afraid, they’re addicted to danger and pain thanks to cruel Men like you. I am being polite with you, although you do not deserve it. If you ever call Tyler again, you will have bigger problems than just being scolded on the phone.”
Omg Sam, I was looking up at Steve while he was on the phone and at that moment I could only think about sucking his dick forever. What a powerful and wonderful Man he is. Adam did not answer, he just hung up the phone and never called me again. Steve told me to block him on all social media. After it was all over, Steve put me back in his arms and said “I did my part as your Man, I will always protect you as long as you behave well. Now you need to do yours. If you ever serve Adam again, I will not give you any more chances. If you do let your urges take over your common sense, I will let him do whatever he wants with you, because you deserve each other. Is that clear?” I said “yes sir, I’m so sorry.” But Steven treated me very well, kissed me again and said that I’m a sweet boy who deserves to be loved.
I asked permission to kiss his balls and worship his dick and he said yes. It took less than 2 minutes licking his big balls to make his hard, so I gave him a really nice head, letting him fuck my throat as much as he wanted. While he thrusted in my mouth he kept repeating “that’s the only dick you must serve, enjoy the taste, enjoy my balls, you’re my boy, and only mine” I tried to say “yes sir” but his cock was so deep in my throat that I could not pronounce any words. I just stayed focused on giving him as much pleasure as possible. After around 10 minutes, he simply said “now you swallow it”, and for sure I did. I took his load, every single drop, looked up at him and said “thank you very much”. He hates kissing my mouth when it tastes like cum, so he kissed my forehead and said “you’re my good boy”
Since then, my life has been fully committed to serve Steven and trying hard to forget Adam. It feels like getting rid of a drug. I have no words to describe how grateful I am for having Steve with me, a true Man who understands my weakness and did not give up on me when I betrayed him. He still wants a 3some with another fag and I haven’t given him what he wants yet. But I’m doing my best to find a good boy, sexy and obedient as my Man deserves.
I’m so proud of my brother Tyler for making a critical change in how he handles the feelings he occasionally has for Master Adam. Rather than keeping his desires a secret and eventually succumbing to them, he instead went and confessed them to his real Master, Steven! This was the EXACT right move!
And give credit to Master Steven for feeling sympathy for his faggot’s struggles and then standing up against this bully Alpha terrorizing him! That confrontation with Master Adam was dramatic and bold, and the kind of showdown that only Alphas can do.
Then notice how Master Steven comforted Tyler after the confrontation, not with sex, but with tenderness. Likely Master Steven realized that Tyler’s natural impulse would be to worship him, but he allowed his faggot the space to express that desire from his heart.
That made the feeding even more powerful!
What a dramatic demonstration of true Protector Alphahood and what these greatest of Men accomplish in the defense of righteousness!
I just hope my baby brother Tyler can now rest easy, comforted by the power of his true Master, Steven! Never stray again!
I have an alpha that I’ve had for awhile, we don’t live together but I come by his place often. I do chores for him, and of course I service him. Though he is a caring dom, he is becoming very strict, which I have no problem with. If I am not up to his standards, he will punish me- sometimes with spankings, sometimes he will intentionally make a mess for me to clean up. It is more frequent when he is in a bad mood.
The weird part is that I always enjoy when he is like this. I really enjoy being humiliated, and I like the discipline. It makes me a better faggot for him- I don’t want to slack off. It’s never abusive or physically harmful, he is just in charge and I feel like he has the right to. Is it common for fags to enjoy this? And why do fags enjoy this? I think his raw, angry, masculine energy being taken out on me (and my holes) just brings me a level of satisfaction that is hard to describe. Not sure if this is controversial or that if some fags do not enjoy this.
Thank you for the question, brother!
Congratulations on finding a Master who seems to be hitting all of the right buttons with you! You don’t sound unhappy at all about his more aggressive moments, but more curious as to why it is pleasurable to you. (Hopefully I’m reading that right!)
Let me preface my answer this way: while faggots are a natural part of our world, we are undoubtedly broken creatures. We know our imperfections and inferiority well. We feel it deep within ourselves, this worthlessness and shame.
We are often overlooked hierarchically by Men unless we have something to offer them, reinforcing those feelings of being nothing.
When Alphas treat us in abusive or demeaning ways, we recognize their abuse as “what we deserve”, but it’s even deeper than that. When Alphas abuse us verbally or physically, we feel finally “seen” by them. We have a purpose, and having purpose is deeply satisfying to anyone.
Some of this is closely related to Stockholm Syndrome, but I do think there are compelling variations from that classic explanation of abuse attraction. Faggots are poorly understood by modern psychiatry (if they’re acknowledged at all), so there’s very little specific knowledge to reference.
But having been a faggot my entire life, I feel my explanation above is as close to correct as I’ve ever seen. If anyone else has something to add, please do so in the comments.
Thank you for such an important question, brother!
Destroyer Alpha types discover bullying at a young age (like most Alphas do), but without proper role models these ones become consumed by hate and bullying becomes their only means of navigating the adult world.
I know lots of faggots fetishize bullies. They crave their abuse. But ultimately bullies must be rejected. Because as Trump and his cast of ghoulish bullies are now proving, bullies only leave misery and destruction in their wake.
The following post is part of a thread following the service of a young faggot named Tyler who has been claimed by a great Protector Alpha named Steve. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
It’s been a little while since I last heard from Tyler, the faggot of a great Protector Alpha named Steve. If you’ve been keeping track of Tyler’s story, you’ll remember that he fell prey to a cruel Destroyer Alpha named Adam behind Master Steve’s back, and Master Adam threatened to really destroy Tyler’s life if he didn’t give up everything and serve him exclusively.
In my last post (6/23/25) I advised Tyler to get away from Master Adam and throw himself on the mercy of Master Steve for protection and guidance. Obviously, Tyler didn’t exactly run to confess these things to Master Steve right away given that weeks have passed since then (ugh), but whatever.
Then tonight I received an update with the title “Doubts” and a panicked Tyler relating what happened when he finally came clean to his Master. He wrote this:
Hi brother, This is Tyler again, from Amsterdam. I need your help again, Sam. I’ve been through a lot with Steven and Adam. Following your advise, I did what was right and opened my heart to Steven. I apologized for my lies and begged for his mercy. I told him that I needed him to take care of me because I will not be able to leave Adam by myself. Without a man like him to hold me, I know that I will end up in Adam’s bedroom again, and he’ll be laughing while I am in pain.
Steven was not happy at all when I told him that I’ve been serving another man and lying to him. But he hugged me and said that there was no reason to cry. His reaction was very unexpected for me because I thought he would have a long and thoughtful conversation as he always does, but instead he grabbed my ass with his big hand and whispered in my ear “so how many dicks do you need to be satisfied?”
I felt so embarrassed and so ashamed. I could feel in his voice how disappointed and upset he was. I cried more, putting my face on his chest and said that I was sorry. He cleaned the tears in my face and kissed my lips and said “that’s okay, baby” but his hand was still holding my ass really firmly. After kissing me a little more and calming me down, he said “I want you” and put my hand on his hard dick. I didn’t think twice and got down on my knees, trying to show how sorry I was.
It was a weird feeling because I was holding my tears with his hard cock in my mouth. He was nothing like Adam’s violence and aggression, but he wasn’t so gentle either. I could feel he was disappointed and wanted to punish me, because I tried to hold his dick twice and keep sucking the tip of his cock and he took my hands off from his cock and face fucked me balls deep, covering his cock and my mouth with my spit.
He did the same thing with my ass. He took all my clothes off, put my ass up, and entered my hole roughly. I knew I was wrong, so I was willing to take whatever he wanted me to take. And Sam, at that point I saw how offended he was with my lies because he usually fucks kissing my neck and asking if I could take it or not. But this time he held my neck and was basically yelling at me “damn it, you’re my boy!! MY BOY!!” And he banged my ass harder and harder, repeating “my boy” loudly, he spanked my ass with his cock inside my hole, which he had never done before. And he didn’t change the position either. He usually likes to start with me in doggy style, but I usually ride him and he finished in missionary style. But this time he held my hair with his right hand, choked me with his left hand, and fucked me only doggy with my ass up. During the whole fuck, he never stopped repeating “you’re my boy” loud enough for the neighbors to hear.
I know that my God Alpha Steven would never hurt me or abuse me like Adam does. Adam loves to see my pain just for his pleasure and entertainment. Steven is very different, he got rough because he was genuinely disappointed with me. He invested so much time, energy, and love in me while I was getting fucked by Adam like a worthless slut, a whore unable to show loyalty.
And I admit that I was enjoying his rough fuck. He unleashed the beast on me to punish me for my behavior but at all times he was using me in a respectful way, his dick was banging me brutally but he didn’t want to hurt me just for the sake of my pain. He was teaching me a lesson and I am grateful for that. After many thrusts, he said once again that I was his boy and said “now you’re gonna take my load, only I can cum in his pussy”. He came so deep, I could feel his big balls touching mine and he pulled my shoulders going as deep as possible to make sure him seed would be inside my guts. It was warm and thick, I could feel his cum touching my internal organs.
When he finished, I thought he would leave me there on the couch, with his cum leaking from my pussy. But he held in his arms without saying a word, his left arm holding my head and his right arm holding my legs. He walked to the bathroom with me in his arms and I could feel drops of his big load coming from my hole and leaking on the floor. I tried to keep my hole closed so I wouldn’t lose his seed, but my hole was gaping, I had no control over it anymore.
In the bathroom, he turned the shower on put me under the water and washed me with his own hands. We were both very sweaty, he put soap on his hands, and rubbed my whole body… chest, stomach, armpits, neck, arms, legs, and when he put his hands on my ass, he opened my ass with his firm hands and touched my gaping hole. It was very sore, but he touched my pussy very gently, cleaning my hole and making sure I was okay. He kissed me while his finger was playing with my hole cleaning inside of it. Then he finally said something and asked me “do you wanna be mine or not?” I said “yes Sir, I’m so sorry for being a stupid fag” He kissed my forehead and just answered “so from now on no other man touches this hole”
He took a towel and dried me out with his owns hands too. He rubbed the towel on my face, chest, arms, and legs. He took a clean underwear and gave it to me. He said “go to my bedroom and wait for me”. Then, after bathing me, he took his shower and came back to the room naked, with his dick rock hard again. He said “no worries, I know your ass can’t take it again.” I told him that I could suck him and swallow his load but instead, for some reason, he put me on my knees and didn’t allow me to suck. He jerked off in front of me and told me to put my tongue out. Then he shot his load all on my face, and with his fingers he put his cum on my tongue, and I swallowed every drop.
He laid down in bed, and put me on his chest. He asked “did I hurt you?” I said “no Sir” then he asked again “have I ever hurt you?” And I said again “no sir”. Then he finally asked “so why did you go around looking for another dick? Why did you lie to me and submitted to a man who wants to see you in pain?” I remained silent, feeling really ashamed. But my God Master said “you don’t need to answer me baby boy, I just want you to think about what you did. Do you wanna go home or sleep here in my arms?”
I told him that I wanted to sleep with him and apologized again. He kissed me again and said that, if I wanted to be his boy, I needed to change my behavior. I told him that I was willing to do whatever he wanted me to do, and asked what his conditions were. He was straightforward and didn’t think twice and said his non-negotiable conditions:
1) I must stop talking to Adam immediately and don’t allow any other man touch me; 2) I must see a therapist to understand my feelings better and try to resolve my urge to look for Destroyer Alphas whenever I get drunk or feel fragile; 3) I have 1 week to move in and live with him in his house, sleeping in his arms every night; 4) He has never had a threesome and really wants to try it. So his last condition is bringing another faggot willing to give him a double blowjob by my side and then putting his ass up for him to fuck two pussies at the same time.
Everything happened last night… now it’s 5 a.m., Steven is asleep after I emptied his balls for the third time. I came to the living room feeling lost and decided to write to you, Sam. I’ll try to get some sleep, but my head is full of thoughts and doubts. I’ll check the page tomorrow morning, hoping to see your thoughts, brother. I really admire you and your words always help me.
What do you think about Steven’s conditions? I feel safe with him but I wonder if I should stay alone to heal from Adam’s abuse. My best friend thinks I need to learn how to be happy without a man, but she is a woman, she doesn’t understand…
I love you, Sam Thank you for being so good to me
Okay, now help me out here … how could any reasonable person have any “DOUBTS” about Master Steve at all?? He sounds like the most even-tempered and fair Master on the planet! Sure, he fucked Tyler rough as a form of “punishment” for his bad behavior (I’ve certainly heard of A LOT worse than that) … but I thought Master Steve handled Tyler’s betrayal incredibly well. Lots of other Alphas would’ve thrown Tyler out on his slutty ass!
Ugh … I’m not trying to be mean, but Tyler … you must get it through your thick head that you are owned by and serving one of the premiere Masters alive today. And for whatever reason you’re hell-bent on fucking it all up. Maybe you’re a Destroyer faggot. Some people simply cannot be happy without a metric shit-ton of drama and disturbance, apparently.
My advice to you is simple: stop waffling and second-guessing this situation. You are not going to find a greater Alpha to serve than Master Steve.
Otherwise, I promise you this: Master Steve will stop looking for another faggot to join in a threesome and will instead replace you with it. Then you can go back to Master Adam (or another like him) and get ruined. It’s your choice.
But listening to this is like listening to a spoiled rich kid complain that he’s not sure about the new Rolls Royce convertible his parent’s bought him. Master Steve is that Rolls Royce, and he’s offering you a secure and safe place in his arms and in his bed. If you can’t understand how stupid you sound whining about him even now (after he fucking BATHED YOU PERSONALLY), then you’re beyond help.
Hopefully this will get you to finally snap out of it.
I was reading the update on Tyler and the pull that Alpha Adam still has over him. In some ways it is similar to my situation since my Master is also a sadist who enjoys inflicting pain. Are these types of Alphas good for faggots or should they be avoided? When does it become abuse? I think I am afraid that I am already too sucked in. Even if I do get out of a potentially abusive relationship I think it is likely I will just find / attract other destroyer alphas so I would be right back in the same of even worse situation. The whole thing feels unhealthy.
Thank you for writing!
I personally don’t think sadistic Alphas are healthy for faggots. First of all, I think there is something wrong with sadistic Alphas. Why do they need to inflict pain and psychological distress in order to get off? The answers point to something very disturbing and dark, and I just don’t think a vulnerable faggot can develop properly in such an unstable environment.
But just as I think sadistic Alphas are damaged, I also think faggots who crave them indicate that they’re damaged, too. We should want to improve ourselves, rise above dangerous fetishes, and learn to embrace the real beauty of the Alpha/faggot dynamic.
But maybe I’m a dreamer.
I would just suggest that, if you think it feels unhealthy, it probably is!
