There is palpable fear in the faggot’s whimpering as it is pushed to the floor to be mounted. Yelps as its head is ground into the floor as it is penetrated.
The fucking doesn’t stop even as it screams. When told to turn over and lift its legs to be fucked like a female, it obeys.
This is what it means to be a faggot at the merciless mercy of a horny Alpha.
Sex is meant for Men to enjoy, and for fags to survive.
There is nothing like the power of an Alpha’s rut. When an Alpha decides to use his rut as a training exercise (rather than simply for pleasure), be ready for your life to change.
It’s more than cunting. As Master @maxvincit indicates, it’s about the destruction of whatever a faggot imagined about itself, and a refocus on true purpose.
This post is part of a thread chronicling the growth of an agonophilic faggot named Chris and his long-term service relationship with a straight Alpha. CLICK HEREfor all posts in this thread in chronological order!
One of the keys to my success as a faggot throughout my life is my willingness to rationally explain my Hierarchical perspective as a proud faggot and my inborn role in life. This usually takes Alphas by surprise, and they’re typically interested in asking more about my view of my purpose and theirs. I liken their reaction to a puppy encountering some usual new critter with a mixture or excitement, curiosity, and fear.
Once I get their attention and interest it’s usually a matter of easing them into accepting my worship/service until their natural instincts take over.
Yes, it’s a form of manipulation. On the other hand, I’m helping these Alphas discover aspects of their power and embrace a larger purpose. Shouldn’t that be part of a faggot’s service?
Chris responded to my previous post about him with another example from his life that also reflects this teaching work faggots must sometimes do with Alphas.
THIS is exactly how I’ve always felt. With this Str8 Alpha in particular since our relationship actually began almost 18 yrs ago and I was NOT his Fag initially. When he and his then GF moved out of NYC I’d put him up when he was here for work, and letting me suck his dick was his way of a “thank you”. It wasn’t until 2-3 years later and he was about to bust his load in my mouth and for the first time blurted out SUCK IT FAGGOT (with a quick look to say he didn’t mean that) that I first told him it was OKAY and he was just following his natural instinct. And he was surprised when I explained my TRUE Faggot self. So yes I began to teach HIM, and bring out his Alpha self, eventually getting to the point where he only addresses me as Faggot and gets hard as a rock beating me up and holds me on his dick until this last pulse and he is empty, and getting him to the point where he UNDERSTANDS forcing my head into his sweaty underarms and breathing deep is PERFUME to a Faggot. (we often forget how confusing some of this is to a real man) It was a LONG process, just getting him to not thank me for things I did for him or gave him and to just EXPECT it and eventually DEMAND it took a year. This is the only man I’ve served who my relationship with was NOT as a faggot from the get-go. He was just a stunning blonde God to me about whom I only FANTASIZED about being a total Faggot to and receiving a beatdown from. NOW he is a Alpha MAN with me, and has admitted how much he likes it, how much taking out his frustrations on me helps him, and I am as PROUD of that as I am of being his Faggot.
I really loved this experience from Chris because it illustrates that much of this “manipulation” is a long game. It sometimes takes a year or more of methodical revelation before the Alpha seizes his natural power.
But when it’s finally unlocked, so many blessing come from it!
Chris now experiences joy that come from purpose. That’s definitely worth working for! It’s definitely worth waiting for!
The following post is part of a thread about Master Simon, a 17-year-old Apex Alpha in Sweden who has taken ownership of his faggot father, Algot. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!
Well, here I go again with another shocking father/son true story. I can’t always help the way these things come to me, so hopefully you’ll forgive me.
Family dynamics are complex even in ideal circumstances. I had an idyllic childhood, and even then there are issues. But when Hierarchical issues come into play, we must throw out everything we imagine about the traditional family arrangement and look at what’s really happening under the surface.
This story opened to me with the following email from a father in Sweden named Algot.
Hii. > I am 39 years old and my son is 17. When i was younger about 15-18 i was a faggot but then i met my wife and left that wife behind me and got a son in the process my wife sadly died from complications at his birth so i raised him as a single dad. Now my son is 17 and he is a real alpha like the one i used to service back in the day and he has sort of taken over at home. He took the master bedroom and i get to sleep in his old one. He is taking all my paychecks and i listen to everything he says i buy him alcohol because he is only 17.
My son/masters name is Simon. And he bring home girls very often not any other fags that i know of. And i totally support him in everything he does and in anyway i can. He is straight but has used me sexually and as a toilet many times and last week he locked me up in chastity. Is it normal so submit so easy to your own son. (Sorry for any misspelling i am swedish so english is not my first language)
I was, of course, quite shocked by this message out of left field. So I naturally asked Algot if I could speak with his son Simon. A few days later I heard from Master Simon:
Yeah i first realized i was an alpha when a bunch of fags at school did things like buy me snacks or do my homework. And when i realized i was bigger in every way than all the other boys. And i realized my dad was a fag when i say his dick in the gym showers i kind of knew i had some power over him than and i started to do somethings to assert my dominance like dont listen to his rules tell him to clean up after me and when he did everything i said i just said “hey your my slave now i am bigger and stronger than you” and he just obliged.
Whit the sexual thing yeah i think that he should take care of all my sexual need i have not jerked my self of in 2 years he does it all for me. Plus i started face fucking him and i make him eat my ass. I never fuck him tho he does not deserve my dick in his ass.
I never felt like this was wrong in anyway i take what i deserve i dont care if it is my father or any other fag as long as there of the legal age in sweden its fair game.
There was something quite alarming about Master Simon’s dispassionate aggressiveness, especially when it comes to his faggot father. But then when I followed up Master Simon added another surprising fact:
It got out in the school that i use my dad and some boys wanted in on it so i have held some parties were we fuck him together.
I wanted to know more about the mechanics of these other school Alphas fucking his faggot father Algot. Master Simon responded this way:
They’re not really alphas … they heard there was a hole that could be fucked and i let them. i dont care what my dad thinks of it or if he can handle it. its his job do listen to me. And yeah he had fully accepted his role as fag and as slave.
Got any tips on how i can dehumanize him more? i wanna make him an object not human.
I wasn’t really sure how to dehumanize Algot more than he’s already been dehumanized, and frankly I was worried about this situation. Then a couple of weeks later Master Simon wrote me again:
I took some of your advise to dehumanize my father and i came up whit some rules he has to follow 1 when i walk into a room you great me by kissing my feet no matter whos in the room whit you 2 in i am sitting on the couch you should place your self as my foot rest i should not have to tell you 3 you dont eat at the dinner table you eat out the dog bowl 4 do not speak unless spoken too
And it has really work it has been very obedient and is falling more into serving me i feel like i dont need any other fag than him he just so good at it.
I’ll be the first person to say that I don’t think this is a healthy situation. Even though I understand it from a Hierarchical perspective, I still have enough traditionalistic values in me to still think fathers and sons have certain roles and boundaries.
That said, it’s clear Master Simon is not going to listen to me. And it’s also clear that Algot is surprisingly fulfilled as Master Simon’s faggot.
So this post exists as further proof that Alphahood (and its accompanying dominance) starts early and, when presented with an opportunity, takes advantage of any inferiors in its orbit. Even if that inferior is the Alpha’s biological father.
Hey Sam! Glad to see you back! Your website was one of the main reasons of me coming to terms of being a faggot and accepting that. During the time that you were away, I was lucky to serve an alpha online for a few months after I found his personal ad looking for subs and then reaching out. I sent him a few photos of myself and he liked them and took me in to serve him.
Our main dynamic of service was he would give me a task, sometimes with photo examples, which I would then photo or record myself doing. He would sometimes take these photos and videos, edit them and put them in an online album and make that album public for people to see for a short time before privating the album again. These photos got quite a few views, not just a few dozen but my first time being exposed got 600 views.
The photos and videos I sent them were really humiliating, they had me naked, riding a dildo and other degrading things. Eventually he convinced me to start including my face which he would then edit out for my online exposure, but the face videos and pictures were for him to use and share with his alpha friends (not sure if he shared edited versions). I eventually backed out of the relationship after one of my family members died and I used it as an excuse to get out of the relationship since I started getting scared of the consequences of exposure, even though he never showed signs of abusing his power. He made it clear he didn’t want me to talk to him again but I sometimes think of going back to him and apologizing so I can serve him again, however I still don’t know how to feel about the exposure aspect as it’s quite scary.
So my question to you Sam is, despite exposure being enticing for some faggots, do you feel like it is safe for an alpha to be able to use exposure as a form of service and where do you stand on it? Have you heard of other examples of faggots and alphas using exposure in service?
Thanks Sam for all your work!
Thanks for the question and the support, brother!
I’m not sure why any Alpha would only want a faggot to serve by submitting pics of itself simply for exposure. I don’t understand the fetish, I guess. Maybe the Alpha was getting off on the power of making you do these humiliating things? No idea.
I do understand why some faggots crave exposure and humiliation of this sort, but in my experience the thrill only lasts as long as it takes for them to cum. Then they feel regret and want to take back what they shared. This is why I stopped doing exposure for faggots a long time ago. I don’t have the time to go search for the material I exposed and erasing it whenever the fag has second thoughts. As for your direct question, I think it’s perfectly safe for Alphas do get involved with exposing faggots. What’s the danger for them?
However, my original question remains: what’s in it for them in the first place? Thanks brother!
As a training method, it’s a good idea for Alpha owners of faggots to give their fags direct and very secific orders so the faggot understands complete compliance.
For instance, notice how this Master commands the faggot on each up stroke and downstroke of this blowjob. It might seem a little silly on the surface, but in reality the Master is asserting his own control over every single aspect of the blowjob, and by extension, the faggot’s reality. There is nothing the faggot will even consider doing without its Master’s command.
God Alpha Henry (@JustCMH on X) has one of the most magnificent cocks I’ve ever seen. It’s long, thick, straight as a board, and always ready to be serviced. Master Henry loves nothing more than a faggot kneeling before him and giving his cock a long, worshipful blowjob.
One endearing aspect of Master Henry is that he loves to talk to his faggots while they serve him. I cannot stress this enough! Faggots love to be encouraged and humiliated while sucking their Alpha’s dick. It makes us work harder to please!
Judging from the blowjobs Master Henry receives, I think he has his faggots under complete control!
I get so tired of hearing straight guys insist that straight Men don’t use faggots. As they repeatedly tell me, the use of faggots by definition means they are not straight.
Well let me tell you, if that’s the case then there are far fewer straight Men then we imagined.
Most of the Alphas I’ve served in my life either casually or as an owned faggot were straight Men. I never questioned their desire to use me despite being resolutely heterosexual. The only time it became an issue is when I would struggle to contain my jealousy over their relationships with women. And in those moments when my Alphas were forced by me to choose, they always chose their females over me … because ultimately they were straight.
Then I started the FWA site and the Hierarchy Podcast, and I began chronicling many true stories of straight Alphas who use faggots sexually. In fact, the original name for FWA was Fags Worship STRAIGHTS because that was what I knew in my service career. And with every story I covered, the compiling evidence proved my own experience wasn’t an outlier. Straight Alphas DO use faggots sexually.
But don’t take my word for it. Listen instead to these clinical psychiatrists and therapists who have studied and treated many cases of straight Men who use gay males sexually. Not only that, but they have clinical reasons WHY straight Men use gay males sexually.
Here are their professional opinions:
So what should we think about this? Can this circle be squared?
Of course! It’s honestly very simple: straight Alphas use faggots because they love POWER. They love WORSHIP. They love SERVICE.
As the doctors above attest, Male sexuality is more fluid and situational than most of us are willing to admit in public. In my experience, Men will do all sorts of taboo things when they know they’re safe. And Men compartmentalize their sexuality so completely that understanding the complexity of it is like getting lost in a labyrinth.
So I will never agree that straight Alphas don’t use faggots. THEY DO. In fact, I think an increasing number of them are turning to faggot ownership and service. So the time has come to put this issue to bed. It’s proven.
Lots of stupid, insecure straight guys out there insist that straight Men and straight Alphas don’t use faggots for sexual pleasure (particularly head). Now, I know this is wrong from my own experience serving straight Alphas throughout my life, and I know it from the countless examples I’ve chronicled while teaching Hierarchy.
Here is an awesome thread of collected comments from straight Men who admit to using faggots and gays for sexual release. You’ll notice a common theme – they do it for the POWER.
I’m straight, married, in my mid 40’s and I get blown by guys. The more I look around, the more common this seems to be, but even if not, fuck it. I was freaked out by it at first, and even a bit ashamed, but it’s super convenient, and my wife isn’t into sucking me off, so I’ve got a couple guys that I can hit up for a BJ whenever I want. The visual isn’t so great, but you get used to it, and they have no problem with me playing porn. Pretty clearly, guys who love to suck dick are totally all about providing the best experience, so whatever makes it work best for me is what they want. I think this is why shit like this goes on all the time but nobody ever talks about it. It’s totally hedonistic. It’s all about me and getting the kind of BJ I’m in the mood for, be it a five-minute quickie, or a leisurely half hour or so of getting my brains sucked out.
I probably get 4-5 BJs a month, but the great thing is, it’s all up to me. There’s no real relationship to worry about (though we are friendly), no drama, and if I’m not horny, I just don’t go. No one’s going to call me to ask where I’ve been or if I want to come around today. On the other hand, if I’m going through a horny phase, I could swing by every day and it would also be no big deal. It’s just so straight forward! I don’t have to manscape, or bring flowers, I just have to take a seat and get blown.
Oh, and do I have to point out that someone who really loves to suck dick tends to do it really well? My one guy is gay and he’s all about throat action, he likes to take it deep and massage it with this throat muscles. The other guy is bi and prefers to do some crazy shit with his tongue. Both not only swallow, but love doing it. Neither wants anything more from me and they don’t even try to get undressed. No drama, no commitment, no worrying about it being anything more than it actually is, just a blowjob.
Again, this all took some getting used to, but where the fuck are you going to find a woman who’ll blow you whenever you want and with no hidden agenda? Honestly, it’s fucking great and I highly recommend it!
Commented by anonymous
Yeah dudes, I feel you. Hey Secret_Soldier, I’m a new convert.
I like my girl giving me treat. But that’s rare.
But I recently found out, when a guy does it, it’s at a whole other level.
We have our shit set up tight. Nobody suspects a thing.
He lives not far from me.
I can be gaming, watching TV. I just make my call, and he’s there in under 15 minutes to satisfy my cock anytime I ask him.
I don’t feel the least bit guilty.
Sometimes I’m about to head out, and this fucker’s following me around the house, sucking my cock as I’m getting ready.
Then I sit down and let him finish me. I like that shit. I really do.
My girl would never do that.
I travel for work.
Thinking about having him meet me at my places I stay at as a stress reducer.
Commented : by anonymous
Soldier you can post this as a recent convert.
I it was the case of a backfire.
I used to frown on the gay shit.
Served with gay dudes and it opened my eyes.
One day me and this one gay dude had to open a mission detail.
It was around 0430. We got dropped off just he and I.
We had gotten pretty close over the months.
I seized the moment to prod him about him being gay. The shield went up right away, but not for long.
Apologized, but it was just who I am. we got laugh at it he opened up.
It may sound like porn, but it’s the God’s truth, I really got curious. and he called me out for asking him about blowjobs. Like we both arrived at, I am who I am, so ask if he’d like to give me some head.
He initially turned white as a sheet. Told him it was cool.
After a while when I saw him smile.
He made me promise not to tell. I was like Dude, get real!
We took just enough gear off for him to give me the best head I ever had in my life.
He blew me a lot during deployment.
To this day, I have him and 2 other cocksuckers under my belt, who will gladly come and hook me up any time I ask.
Commented Nov 16, 2019 17:13 by anonymous
I’m a married guy best BJ ever was from a guy. Sucked better than any of my 3 wives.
Commented Dec 28, 2019 06:27 by anonymous
I’m your average everyday guy, and pretty open minded, but NEVER thought about having a BJ from a guy. But I’m going to confess here that I’ve read enough of these types of posts in here to make me wonder if I haven’t been missing out. I’m actually considering giving this a try. I get the occasional good BJ at home, but it isn’t often I can tell you. On top of that, it’s always a reward, or an act by my wife with a price tag. Never because she just wants to do it for the fun or pleasure for me.
Commented Nov 18, 2019 10:11 by anonymous
I’m a married man and have a cocksucker that will service me when I need sexual release. He usually blows me one to two times a week depending on my need to get off. Simple arrangement where I can enjoy feeding him my cock either in his home or workshop. I’m well endowed yet he’s more than eager to all of me and do whats necessary to get his reward. My wife gives good head but he gives amazing head and always swallows.
Commented Jan 13, 2018 13:59 by anonymous
I agree! Like you, I am a married man … The wife hates sucking cock. It’s great to have a local discreet guy who loves to suck cock and lick balls! I just pull my cock out and he’s on it like white on rice! …. Shoot a huge load into his mouth and he’s happier than a kid in a candy store!
Commented Jan 13, 2018 14:20 by anonymous
I’m in the same boat but fortunately I learned the “mouth is a mouth” lesson early on. I love women, fucking love them, but I’m horny a lot and most women out there aren’t into just giving you a BJ several times a week just so that you can take the edge off. I’d liken getting BJs from guys to getting a massage, but somehow a massage seems more involved, and even intimate. Nine times out of ten, I’ve whipped it out and dropped a load in under ten minutes, often under five. Having one or two guys in your life who enjoy sucking cock is a real life saver.
And you’re right, guys who do it tend to be pretty devoted to making sure their skills are top shelf. While there are some women out there who are fantastic at giving head and give it out freely, they’re hard to find. But finding a guy who’ll blow you on the regular like it’s nothing? That’s fairly easy to arrange. I think tons more guys do this than would ever let on.
Commented Jan 13, 2018 14:23 by anonymous
One of the best posts ever on the benefits of guys sucking guys.
Seriously, if you have never tried getting sucked by a guy you are missing out on a real treat. And if you ever had to the urge to suck a cock you owe it to yourself to try it.
Married men make great casual sex partners. I’ve got two married friends who will suck me at the drop of a hat. Takes considerable pressure off my wife, lol. She would freak if she knew but she benefits from not being pressured for sex all the time.
Commented Jan 2, 2020 14:52 by anonymous
I was hesitant to have a guy as well, but I’m glad I did. Some of the best orgasms I’ve had were in a mans mouth, I’m happy, wife’s happy and the guy is happy. its a win win win situation
Commented Jan 2, 2020 11:52 by anonymous
Right here Bro. I’m a gym rat.
Every gym rat knows you have to beat gay dudes off with a stick from offering you head.
Saw one guy giving me the look one day.
I blew it off (no pun intended).
But still was cordial with the guy talked him up when I was there.
After a workout one day, I was really feeling it. I knew my girl was out of town. Saw the same dude checking me out, started talking him up.
I think he could tell I was down.
I was telling him about a new cardio I was trying, asked if he wanted to swing by my place. He wasn’t there 10 minutes; he was touching my bulge.
I raped the fuck out of his throat.
He doesn’t go to the same gym.
But I can still call him and use his throat when I’m in the mood.
Commented Jan 3, 2020 12:44 by anonymous
This is comletely normal. Guys have been doing this since the beginning of time, we’ve just never really talked about it before. Everybody knows other guys give the best head, it is super easy, no drama and no expectations. Blow and go from another dude is always easier than trying to get head from a woman.
Commented Jan 2, 2020 11:10 by anonymous
I’ve been getting my dick sucked by guys for about 4 years now. I still think my wife gives me the best but they’re hard to come by. I do have to say guys are more eager to suck on some dick. Usually very aggressive, I prefer slow , deep , and really wet. They happily adjust. I differ from you cause I like to return the favor , going back and forth swapping head just gets me going. I don’t even care what they look like as long as they have a nice cock
Commented Nov 12, 2019 09:17 by anonymous
I’m also a married man and use a personal cocksucker on the side. There’s very times when he’s not available to service me and always eager to satisfy me. What I like best is to watch my cook disappear in his mouth as I bury his face between my thighs. What is unusual to me is he loves the feel and scent of my bush in his face. I always assumed male cocksuckers preferred a to suck a smooth cock and balls or is that just for anal? I prefer he take me soft and feel his oral skills as I encourage him to suck my balls and take me deep until he give him gags. When I’m satisfied I’ll begin to face fuck him hard and give him my creamy treat while he jerks off. The beats the hassle of trying to head from a woman especially when sex at home has decreased or none at all.
Commented Jan 3, 2020 10:49 by anonymous
I have been letting men blow me since I was a teenager and I’m 83, I got a blow job a few days ago and white washed the man’s tonsils. I let gay and bi men suck my Italian sausage and never had a women give head the the enthusiams and desisre of a man. I was married 53 years before I lost my wife. That was 4 years ago and she never had any suspicion I prefer men to suck my dick. I’m nor much on fucking a man in the ass, or a woman as I prefer a warm mouth working on my cock. However, I have to admit when I was in my late 40’s a man was blowing me and 2 other married men who happened there at the same time and we all got hotter than a whore in church on Sunday and I sucked on their cocks too. Only done it a few times since and would love a blow job every day if the guys were available.
Commented Jan 6 2020 by anonymous
Surprisingly good head always always comes from boys. Always.
Commented Dec 22 2021 by Hunter
Married alpha here. I have a stable of 4 faggots scattered around Austin that I regularly hit up to service me. When I’m running errands, I hit up the closest one and 99% of the time they say come through. They all have different styles of throating, so it’s really about what I’m in the mood for. I feed them my cock (a couple of them eat my ass too), cum down their throats, and leave. It’s perfect.
My wife gives terrible head and I’ve basically stopped asking for it at this point. I’m converted.
It was not until finding this new site that I discovered for the FIRST time that there was an actual clinical “name” regarding the kind of Faggot that I am, Agonophilia.
I’m a former MMA fighter, started was I was 17, my win loss stats were about 30/70 not great. But I discovered early-on that if the guy I was up against was hot looking and wiping up the floor with me my dick got hard. It wasn’t until much later I was on a card in AC against a guy who looked like Zac Efron who was demolishing me and felt for a brief second that he had a hardon that I realized there were dudes (mostly Str8 like he was, GF and baby) who were equally turned when they were beating up another dude. (that nite in the run down AC motel with him I discovered I was not just gay I was a Faggot and a very specific kind of Faggot born to bow down worship and be used by superior men to take out their frustrations on with their fists and their dicks while they still remained All-Man)
I have 3 superior Alpha men I serve this way now, long term, all str8, 2 are married with families all are quid pro quo, and the longest has been going on 16 years. I’ve never been in the closet always been “out” everyone of my buds knows this, but recently a buddy who’s also gay discovered something in my apt relating to one of my Alphas and I lied my ass off to explain it away.
My question is this; I DO feel pride in how I serve and pride in serving superior men, BUT I also feel embarrassment and shame if my buddies ever knew about this bc getting beatup by real men is something they might think less of me for.
Does anyone share the degree of Faggot they are to others outside of the men they serve? Admit they are cashfags or total servants or in my case beatdown Fags ?? And am I NOT being the best Faggot I can be if I DON’T admit with pride what I am in relation to superior men and what they do to me??
Thanks.
Thanks for the question! Yours is officially the first one on the new site!
I was wondering how many faggots (and Alphas) would respond to that information about agonophilia. I know a lot of faggots get off on being beaten, so I figured some would be triggered by it. As far as your central question, let’s be honest – most faggots are in hiding and are extremely embarrassed about their needs. After all, it’s not exactly something that one brings up at a family reunion or in the work breakroom.
That being said, I am someone who has almost completely integrated being a faggot with my exterior life. I’ve never been shy or socially intimidated, so I simply let people know (when asked) that I’m a faggot. Nervous laughter follows, but then some healthy conversation usually occurs afterward.
But I realize I’m an outlier and not the norm when it comes to this. In the real world, a faggot needs to pick his battles and reveal the truth to those he can trust. That doesn’t make a faggot any less than he is (after all, he’s a faggot!). You shouldn’t feel shame because you’re hiding some part of yourself right now. It’ll come when it’s the right time for you, not for anyone else’s expectations.
When I began chronicling the faggot Nick’s startling service opportunity with a straight neighbor by using the Hierarchy Podcast as an introduction, I mentioned that I had another story involving Nick. I pushed it aside (as it wasn’t ready yet) so I could accurately cover the rapidly-developing events with the neighbor, but I always intended to get back to it.
This is that other story. It’s a rather melancholy (yet eye-opening) tale about Nick’s relationship with his Alpha Father Tom.
When Nick first contacted me, he wanted my guidance on how to submit to his Alpha Father Tom. I didn’t think this was a particularly good idea for many obvious reasons, and did my best to discourage him.
However, Nick could not be deterred. He was fueled by family gossip stories about his father using faggots in the past.
I found out a lot of history about him from my aunt when she was drunk one night. He cheated on my mom a lot, always took what he claimed was his and was his right. And she let slip that he had several submissive men in his pocket for regular affairs over the years too. He knows what he wants, what he deserves and how to get it. It was pretty much spelled out for me without going totally explicit. I know he cares and wants what’s best for me so I want to build anything around that.
So I thought it might be better if Nick talked to his father and see where he’s at on these issues before completely submitting to him. So Nick agreed to talk to him, and so they met up for a conversation.
A FATHER’S INTUITION
I met with my dad this morning and it went OK. He managed to say enough to me to get his points across without explicitly spelling it out. He basically told me yes he had faggots on the side and he knows he’s an alpha and I’m definitely not without using the exact words. I approached him very submissive with my speech and body language and told him I knew I was not like him, that he was a man’s man and I was happy finding my place as the flip side of the coin.
He got quiet and really serious and told me he had known I was like this for a long time and for a long time was disappointed I wasn’t a man and was also scared about how that could go for me. That’s why he brought me up trying to drill the contrary advice to what makes me a good faggot in the end. He was concerned how I would find myself.
I managed to get the courage to ask him about his past a bit. I asked him “you know a lot Sir, do you have first hand knowledge of people like me?” and that’s when he got a little elusive with his language. He basically admitted that in the past he got what he wanted and did what he wanted with who he wanted that the past was more his business but that I should trust his wisdom and experience.
He’s happy I’ve fallen into line and expressing myself thusly and less worried now that I’m my own adult. but he is content now with my step mom and whatever he’s got going on. When I paid for the food he just said. “right, good boy” and it felt good.
While it wasn’t everything he hoped the conversation might be, Nick was fairly content with the answers he received.
A little relieved and let down at the same time. He made it pretty clear the discussion was over and he didn’t seem like he wanted it picked back up. Just to kind of give me the nod and say, carry on. I would have liked for more intimate info and experiences but it went better than I thought it could.
I was relieved it went that well. I know a conversation like that could never happen with my father. I really admired Nick’s tenacity in the hunt for answers about his elusive Alpha father.
Then the podcast thing happened with the neighbor, and the story about the father temporarily derailed.
But recently Nick spent more time with Alpha Tom, and there Nick found out deeper and more startling information.
I had another conversation with my dad I thought might be worth sharing with you. We got more candid about the topic of subtle training, it ties into my history with him. We started talking about how I’m happier now and relationships and fulfillment and I told him I think I understand what he was thinking when he tried to raise me, and what I really am. I asked him if he knew if he was ashamed of me growing up and he told me he wasn’t that he knew I wasn’t a manly person and that even though it didn’t seem always seem like he believed it or encouraged it that he wanted me to feel content with who I am, just safe. I mentioned that the opposite of a lot of what he went about was the perfect advice and he sort of chuckled and told me he just wanted me safe but he thought he fed me correct info too and he brought up some ways he also sort of trained me to be submissive I sort of forgot about and he was right.
Looking back he did sort of feed me good instructions to be a faggot, but in more subtle ways. He asked me if I had found a man to fill my place with and I told him, “a little, but it’s over now” and he told me, “good boy, I hope you find some more.” He brought up training things around posture, politeness, how to look for people, how to “get small” as he called it.
“Get small” … I LOVE THAT!
He was right though. He taught me to look out for alphas, how to posture myself, how to talk with them, and all that and I never really realized to what extent. I always keep my hands folded behind me, address men politely, and go out of my way for them. He taught me real men are worth the most.
Incredible!
But then Nick had another conversation with his aunt (Alpha Tom’s sister), and she provided even more insight into Alpha Tom’s mysterious past.
THE HISTORY OF ALPHA TOM
I got my aunt drunk and she told me a bit more about my dad’s history, and it’s kinda hot, lol but I still don’t think he wants me like that. But things make sense. Well, the two of them are really close in age and get a long well. They lived together as younger adults and through college so she figured him out easily. She told me he’s never been a one partner person. That he’s never been fulfilled. She’s seen men and women come and go and that the men were always very passive. That she once overheard him go at it. He had faggots up until my younger sister was little. She saw the same one around him for years when they lived together. That he was a classmate that he was “friends” with first but the guy transformed around him eventually.
CONCLUSION
I have been blessed to cover a number of stories involving Alpha fathers raising faggot sons. They never fail to touch me. I guess it’s because I’ll always wonder and never know what my father (who’s not Alpha, but probablysub-Alpha) understood about me being a faggotas a kid.
But this story really hit me in the heart because you can feel a weight of disappointment from Alpha Tom, but alsothe responsibility he felt to try and help his faggot son in whatever way he could.
Ultimately, this great and wise Alpha did the best he could, and he should be proud of the faggot Nick has become today!
Cunting is one of the most profound moments in the life of a faggot. It is the line of demarcation between the world of Men and the world of true faggotry. Once a faggot has been cunted, there is simply no way to return to the world of Men and Manhood. The cunting utterly destroys that possibility forever.
I’ve written about cunting many times before, most notably in the article “Being Cunted” (READ HERE). There are many signs that indicate cunting, including uncontrollable shaking or reverse rutting. There is also a kind of momentary paralysis, and occasionally weeping.
Regardless of the reaction, the faggot is altered mentally and emotionally by the experience, which is unlike anything Men typically experience. To put it in more organic terms, a cunting is probably as close to a female orgasm as a male can get. Hence the name. A faggot’s hole is transformed into a pussy, a cunt. And it will never be the same.
I think the one aspect of a cunting that seems to be universally experienced by cunted faggots is something I call “The Void.” When a male sticks something in his ass or even gets fucked, he moves on with his life largely unchanged.
But a cunted faggot ends up with The Void inside its pussy, a space where cock was and belongs again. The Void is constantly craving to be filled with cock again, to feel that sense of fullness and completion. Without cock, The Void is like a black hole, a howling vortex aching to be stuffed full of cock.
It’s an ache deep inside the faggot’s pussy. It keeps the faggot awake at night, yearning to be penetrated. Sometimes the rim of the faggot’s pussy tickles, teasing the faggot to stick fingers into it or find a cock willing to fuck it.
Cunted faggots are like converted vampires, damned to a life of neverending hunger to fill The Void that drives their need.
Of the many ways Men and Alphas control faggots – sexual use, scent training, discipline, chores – cunting is the most permanent and profound, mainly because of The Void. There will always be an empty space inside that cunted faggot, a space reserved for the Man who did the cunting.
You’ve probably read the term “cunted” used in reference to a gay bottom receiving a Man’s cock. While the term definitely refers to that act, there is more to being cunted than simply being fucked by a Man. Cunting is a total transformation of a faggot physically, mentally, emotionally, and sexually through hard fucking that triggers a deep internal orgasm.
Let’s first be honest: mechanically speaking, any male can be fucked in the ass. Every male has an asshole that can be opened wide enough to accept a dick-sized object.
Let’s imagine that all males on Earth had to be fucked in the ass one time. The vast majority of males would not enjoy it at all, and most would hate it. They would actively rebel against the entry, fight against the very idea of taking a dick in their ass. If it brings some pleasure to certain males, why would most Men actively fight against this act?
Because being fucked in the ass says much about a male’s place within the human hierarchy. When a Man is fucked in the ass, he is emasculated in a way that differentiates him from other Men. A Man is meant to penetrate. A Man who is penetrated (like a female) is considered a “lesser” Man, even if that penetration occurred during a rape. It is the nature of how Men view the act of being penetrated.
However, the act of being penetrated and fucked by another Man doesn’t always change the personality of the recipient. Many gay bottoms receive dick, but they are still Men in that they are active in their sex life and still seek their own pleasure. They very often still use their dicks to receive pleasure. They are generally an equal in their relationships and their sexual encounters.
But some males are fucked so deeply and aggressively that they are changed forever. They no longer seek their own pleasure. Their assholes become their true sex organ. The desire to penetrate with their penis – the primary means of pleasure for most Men – is taken away, replaced by the desire to be penetrated.
So how does this happen? During a powerful, aggressive rut an Alpha can angle his cock so that it strikes the faggot’s prostate as he penetrates the second ring. The intensity builds until the faggot is triggered into having an internal orgasm until it is overwhelmed. Symptoms of cunting vary, but generally involve unconsciousness, trembling/shaking, uncontrollable emotions, fits of deep weeping. It’s very dramatic, and for an unprepared Alpha it can be alarming.
Here is a video about cunting I produced:
The rape I endured might be considered a cunting, but it didn’t alter my mental state enough at the time. I fought against the feelings of being penetrated and taken in that fashion. A true cunting involves more than simple penetration … it involves the mind and heart of the male being cunted.
I wasn’t cunted properly until Alpha Chris owned me a few years after the rape. What was the difference? Well, Alpha Chris had already fucked my mind through our previous encounters, so when he finally fucked my ass he had me in the proper mental state. When he fucked me, he did so with a controlled aggressiveness that forced me to give up any residual masculine resistance. Suddenly I felt this involuntary clenching inside me accompanied by a tingly warmth that spread through my body. It was so surprising and wondrous that I nearly lost consciousness. I just laid beneath him, absorbing his thrusts even though I wasn’t in my body anymore. Then I gasped for air, just realizing I had been holding my breath. Returning to consciousness, I felt him cumming inside me. Nothing mattered anymore. I was claimed inside and out by this powerful young Alpha. I was suddenly everything and nothing. A slave to the Man whose cock took away whatever it was I once thought about myself.
By the time he was finished pounding me, any lingering idea that I was a Man had disappeared. After that, I completely understood that my hole was my sex organ, and my purpose was to offer it in whatever way a Man demanded. That is what a true cunting does to a male – it emasculates a male and transforms him into a object only to be penetrated.
And once that cunting occurs, there is no going back.
I recently received a frantic series of text messages from Michael, the new faggot of Master Matt.
“Sam, my pussy has changed shape!” he exclaimed worriedly.
Knowing what Michael’s new pussy had been through recently with Master Matt’s giant cock, I understood the issue instantly. “Yes, I know,” I replied, “it’s okay.”
“But Sam, it looks like a pussy! Master said it looks like a real pussy!” he repeated.
“It’s okay, brother. It’s normal.”
One of the great miracles that comes from a Man fucking and cunting a faggot is the actual transformation of the faggot’s body into something unique in the human family. The faggot turns into a slave, an object, the personal property of a Man through physiological and metabolic changes resulting from deep breeding. And, from a physical standpoint, the faggot’s throat effectively becomes a Fleshlight.
And, most crucially, the faggot’s hole becomes a literal pussy.
As the picture above shows, a well-fucked fag hole becomes slit-like and develops “lips” around the rim. The muscles inside the faggot’s pussy become trained to mimic the stroking necessary to bring the Alpha to orgasm the way a female vagina does.
This new pussy, when combined with chastity of the faggot’s dicklet and/or jockstrap, makes the faggot appear most feminine. This physical transformation of the faggot’s body makes it more palatable for Men, particularly straight Men who like the look and feel of female vagina.
And this creation of a female-like pussy from the hole of a faggot is caused solely by the power of Alpha cock!
And Men love the look of a faggot’s pussy!
Some faggots object to the use of the term “pussy” to describe their hole, but as I’ve shown, active faggots do indeed develop a pussy by natural means through intense sessions of fucking and breeding. So the term is not only appropriate, but also necessary in order to describe its true function.
Faggots are a natural part of the Hierarchy, and like all things in Nature, the form fits the function. Through the fulfillment of its purpose a faggot naturally develops a pussy as part of its transformation into the thing Nature intended it to be.
Like poor Michael, this change can be shocking at first, even scary. But it is merely Nature’s way of remaking a faggot into a tool and piece of property useful to satisfy the needs of Men.
So rejoice in your pussies, by faggot brothers! Be proud! Your purpose in life is being fulfilled!
Subspace is one of those aspects of the Dom/sub experience that few people truly understand, and even fewer appreciate its power. It’s the power source at the center of Hierarchical exchanges. Without subspace, there would be no ability for a Dominant to overpower and control a submissive, to break into their minds, or help them achieve a sense of purpose in service.
One Alpha recently compared subspace to hypnosis, and the comparison is apt. Like hypnosis, bringing a submissive into subspace involves control and skill, but also great responsibility. In deeper levels of subspace a submissive’s mind and heart unlock, its resistance fades, and many things thought unimaginable become possible.
If I sound a little mystical about subspace, it’s for good reason. Mishandled subspace has led to broken and destroyed lives. On the other hand, carefully nurtured subspace can lead to tremendous fulfillment.
Subspace is a metaphor for the state the submissive’s minds and bodies are in during a deeply involving play scene. Many types of BDSM play invoke strong physical responses. The mental aspect of BDSM also causes many submissives to mentally separate themselves from their environment as they process the experience. Deep subspace is often characterized as a state of deep recession and incoherence. Deep subspace may also cause a danger in newer submissives who are unfamiliar with the experience, and require the dominant to keep a careful watch to ensure the submissive isn’t placing him or herself in danger. Many submissives require aftercare.
Notice the disassociative quality of subspace, this disconnection of the mind from the body. This is caused by a very natural process in the body ordinarily triggered by dangerous circumstances.
WHY DOES SUBSPACE OCCUR?
When a human being is confronted by some dramatic or traumatic moment, the body releases chemicals into the blood stream as part of a process known as the “fight or flight” response. Endorphins and enkephalins are dumped into the bloodstream, producing a weightless, out-of-body rush of pleasure. This can last for hours afterward.
This dump of endorphins can occur during pleasurable-but-taxing sexual experiences such as being fucked or sucking dick just as easily as it can during violent and aggressive situations like rape.
THE EFFECTS OF SUBSPACE
It’s the “fight or flight” response shielding that allows faggots (who are extremely submissive males) to perform tremendous (and occasionally shocking and extreme) acts of service. While in “fight or flight”-induced subspace faggots are extremely open to suggestion and will often mindlessly do things that they might never do in their everyday life.
More from the definition of subspace above:
Producing a sort of trance-like state due to the increase of hormones and chemicals, the submissive starts to feel out-of-body, detached from reality, and as the high comes down, and the parasympathetic nervous system kicks in, a deep exhaustion, as well as incoherence. Many submissives once reaching a height of subspace will lose all sensation of pain, as any stimulus causes the period to prolong.
This detachment from reality allows subs and faggots to go much farther in risky behaviors. We see this extreme behavior quite readily in findom. Faggots deep in subspace have surrendered many thousands of dollars in financial drains to online Alphas, only to regret it once they snap out of it.
HOW CAN WE DEFINE “PERPETUAL SUBSPACE”?
I’ve been owned multiple times in my life, including a few stints as a live-in faggot. To accomplish this, I had to get into a state I call “perpetual subspace” (another term could be “persistent subspace”). It’s sort of a low-level, neverending state of subspace in which the faggot is on a constant high due to even the most mundane of tasks (like doing the dishes, or cleaning a bathroom). The faggot’s Master is never far from the faggot’s mind during the course of every day while in perpetual subspace. Everything the faggot does goes to honor its Master.
I liken perpetual subspace to a type of white noise that drives a faggot forward in constant service to its Owner. Think of it in the same terms as listening to the sound of rain or other types of background noise in order to fall asleep. Perpetual subspace is that low-level hum by which the faggot accomplishes much in service.
PERPETUAL SUBSPACE – THE IDEAL STATE
Whenever I was owned in my life and in a state of perpetual subspace, I felt comforted and at peace. My worries were few since my Master took care of me and all I truly focused on were the tasks that my Master expected me to accomplish. Regardless of how menial they were, each task brought me satisfaction because I knew it was pleasing to my Master.
It was easy to keep me in perpetual subspace once it began. My Master running his fingers through my hair and telling me I was a “good boy” or a “good faggot” was enough to sustain the state in me for weeks. Sexual service/worship sessions were obviously part of that as well. All of these stimuli combined to keep me under perpetual subspace, a state that allowed me to accomplish a lot in service, as well as remain pliable to suggestions when my Master wanted to share me with his friends or make me do things I might not ordinarily do (piss drinking and ass licking experiences started under perpetual subspace of a Master).
For Alphas and Masters, perpetual subspace should be the goal. It is the ultimate level of power, for you hold the total life of the faggot under your control.
Ever since I first realized my faghood when I was 17 years old, I’ve always embraced learning and practicing my craft. I just had this need to get better, understand my own motivations, and remain in what I felt was the proper headspace. Eventually I became an owned faggot multiple times, trained relentlessly on several occasions, and developed a natural rhythm as a faggot that has persisted to this day.
However, that doesn’t mean I’ve stopped developing myself. Far from it! I’ve been unowned over the last few years due to a wide variety of circumstances (rescuing Baby Boy, surviving cancer, employment restructuring), but throughout that period of time I’ve tried to keep myself in what I’ve dubbed “Perpetual Subspace“. One way I did that was by voluntarily self-locking my skin tag in chastity two years ago. However, I’ve continued to do ass and throat training exercises, meditation, etc. in order to keep myself ready for service.
I know there are a lot of faggots out there who are unowned and have never been owned for whatever reason. However, that doesn’t mean you cannot experience the deep meaning of your faghood through self-training. In fact, I think this should be a vital aspect of of every faggot’s life regardless if they’re owned or not.
So I wanted to create a guide for unowned faggots in order to help steer them toward purpose and (hopefully) prepare them for service.
PHYSICAL TRAINING
There are certain physical demands placed upon a faggot by most Alphas. It’s important that a faggot work toward certain physical benchmarks in order to be of service.
WEIGHT: Yeah, I know … why must Alphas be so shallow, right? Well, it’s because they are superior Men, and they deserve the best (and they know it). They don’t need to fuck or receive head from a fat faggot when there are ten other perky twink faggots ready to do the same thing. So be mindful of this. If you’re serious about serving, get into some sort of shape. I’m not saying you need to look like Tom Daley, but at least try to get rid of flab and develop an ass of some sort. This involves dieting and gym exercise.
STRETCHING: Faggots are tossed around and bent in a variety of ways while being used. However, it’s more than just being able to get your knees to your ears. It also means being able to arch your back and get into the Bitch Position on demand (and it will be demanded a lot ). This requires a lot of concentrated practice involving stretches designed to loosen those parts of the body. You need to get used to holding those positions while an Alpha is pounding you, too.
THROAT EXERCISES: A faggot is expected to deepthroat pretty regularly. Therefore it is necessary to heavily practice overcoming your gag reflex. I use a 7″ silicone dildo with balls to keep myself tuned up, and I still do that even though I’m currently serving as a straight Alpha’s cocksucker. So just imagine how important it is for a faggot without regular dick to use this method!
If you don’t have a dildo, you could possibly use a hard vegetable like a carrot for practice, but this is a choking hazard in my mind. Instead, use a large metal spoon to stimulate the back of your throat, and see if you can get used to controlling it. This will help you eventually overcome the reflex when you have actual dick in there.
Regardless of your method, practice swallowing when you feel gagging coming on. This will not only neutralize the reflex, but it will also encourage your throat to accept more cock into it.
This is a video from Throat-it-boy that shows the level of cocksucking most Alphas expect. Train yourself to get to this point.
ASS EXERCISES: You’ve heard me discuss Kegel exercises (which are primarily designed for vaginas) a number of times on this site. This is critical. These exercises will help your pussy retain strength over the coming years of abuse due to Alpha rutting. Kegel exercises are covered on this site and elsewhere on the internet, but a more ass-centric version of these exercises were “popularized” via a series of bizarre, uncomfortable instructional videos by Dr. Joe Kramer.
But there is more to ass training than muscle development. There is also hole training. This would ideally involve multiple sizes of silicone dildos or buttplugs. This will help to open the hole and relax the muscles for penetration. However, these devices can be used while inserted to develop the power of the anal muscles by clamping down on them repeatedly.
Get accustomed to how your ass works and how it can be used to provide pleasure!
MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL TRAINING
A lot goes into being a faggot. There are mental and emotional hurdles to overcome in order to fully submit to an Alpha and find true fulfillment in his service. Roughly, this can be broken down this way:
ADMIT YOU ARE A FAGGOT: Saying it out loud or repeating it as a mantra can help a faggot break down the mental and emotional barriers that prevent it from reaching acceptance and peace. I never had much of a problem here, but I’ve come to know many, many faggots still trapped behind this seemingly insignificant barrier. I’ve seen faggots CRY when they openly admit it for the first time. It is deeply meaningful.
So how can a faggot come to accept its truth? The most obvious way is to admit it vocally to other people. If you can’t do it in your personal circle, then find people online (Twitter or the FWA Discord are terrific free resources) to whom you can admit it. You’ll be surprised. Another way might be journaling this statement on paper. There is a technique for manifestation which relies on repeatedly writing a phrase on paper so that it will come true. Try writing “I am a faggot” repeatedly on paper and see how you feel.
ADMIT IT TO OTHERS: This goes in conjunction with the previous step, but here I’m advocating actually admitting it to people you know in your personal life as far as you’re able. It doesn’t need to be anything weird. It’s simply an admission of something you’ve come to realize about yourself. Do this helps to ground it and make it more real in your heart.
MEDITATION: I’ve come to find that quiet time spent meditating and visualizing what I want or need in my life helps to manifest them. In part, that’s because these become more powerful goals that I subconsciously pursue. Focus on the type of Owner you want to serve, and be specific. Visualize how you want to serve, what kind of faggot you yearn to be for him, and every detail of that life you desire. Then follow it up with action.
This focus of mind is important even down to certain physical acts. For instance, when I’m preparing to suck a dick I visualize myself so hungry to have the dick inside me that I push myself to swallow it, desperate to have it all inside me. It’s like the way an Olympic jumper visualizes how far he needs to leap, and his body stretches incredibly to achieve every last millimeter. You must WANT IT MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE.
LITTLE ACTS: Performing simple, discreet acts of service for Men during the course of every day can definitely help train a faggot’s mind to the important of always seeking to serve. Opening a door, getting a cup of coffee, offering a drink, getting a towel for an Alpha at the gym. These are simple things that might not mean anything to the Men, but it means the world to the faggot offering.
FINDOM: Far be in from me to advocate findom for faggots. I don’t particularly like how findom ruins both Alphas and faggots, which allows game playing as a substitute for real service and worship. HOWEVER, findom can be a useful starter for the true life of a faggot in the future. It can give new and frightened faggots their first taste of actual service to a Man. For true faggots, it never stops at simple financial transactions – they will eventually develop and want more. But, at the start, we need to experience SOMETHING.
CHASTITY: Ideally, a faggot would be locked in chastity by a Man taking ownership of it. However, an unowned faggot doesn’t have that luxury yet. Still, that doesn’t mean the unowned faggot can’t experience the profound revelation of being in chastity. The faggot can lock itself, try it out, and see what it does over time.
I’m the perfect advocate for this. Despite being a faggot for a couple of decades, I never had a Master who wanted to put me in chastity. I always considered it to be a silly fetish, and I also felt it was unnecessary since I had control over my dicklet and never masturbated or got hard around Men. But over the last couple of years, I really became embarrassed that I wasn’t caged. I felt like I was dishonoring true Alpha cock by leaving mine free and used the way Men used theirs.
So I locked up in March of 2020, and my perspective changed completely. It was like a colorblind person putting on Chromatic glasses and seeing the world in color for the first time. I suddenly became hyper-aware of the Men around me, how they strode confidently while I walked among them locked. It was definitely a transformational moment in my faghood, and that was after many years! So there’s no reason why this should not be an option for unowned or virgin faggots as well.
I really hope this guide helps my unowned brothers find ways to expand their confidence and appreciation of the important Hierarchical role Nature has called them to play. Just keep in mind: your faghood isn’t something that happens to you like a disease. It is already part of you. So find ways to become better at understanding it and enhancing it so that you’ll be ready to fulfill it whenever you get the chance!
I’ve recently come to terms with being gay after years of suppressing it. I have more questions now than I did before I accepted it though haha.
I wondered if these are signs of being a faggot
1. feeling shy and intimidated, but also kind of trying to impress alpha men when they’re around. I’ve always thought these kind of men could like “tell” I wasn’t one of them.
2. Being insanely jealous of the women who are dating alpha men, to the point that i want to be friends with the girls just to hear about their man.
thank you!
Hi, thanks for writing!
Yes, those are certainly possible signs of being a faggot. The first one could also apply to beta males, but the second one certainly seems like the machinations of a faggot.
I have written a book to help people figure out whether or not they’re a faggot. It’s called “Are You A Faggot?”, and it’s available right now right here: https://fagsworshipalphas.gumroad.com/l/VmrBwe