Sam, I need your help!!

I have been serving a wonderful Master and he makes me very happy. He’s hot, strong, dominant, doesn’t hurt me or harm me in any way, I feel like a lucky faggot with him.

Last week while I was sucking his dick he asked for the first time for me to rim him. I found it weird at first because he usually rims me before fucking but I obeyed him. As soon as my tongue touched his hole he farted on my face. I got really upset and felt disrespected, but he was just laughing at me as if I were a useless fuck hole. I called him disgusting but he just laughed more, held my hair, and said “ok baby, it was just a joke,” and fucked my throat to make sure I would shut up. I was still upset but I wanted to be a good boy, so I sucked him off until he came and I swallowed his load without complaining.

After a few hours, when he was satisfied and with his balls empty, I asked him why he had done it. He said “because I can.” Then he said that he really liked the feeling and wants me to worship his farts to make sure I never forget he owns me.

What would you do in my place? I feel that if I tell him I am not comfortable he will accept, but on the other hand I want to be a good boy for him and maybe I should just get use to him using my face to fart whenever he wants.

Thank you brother!! Your website is wonderful!

Hi brother! Thanks for writing! 

I don’t really understand the Alpha love for farting on people (not just fags). Part of it is a dominance  thing, of course, but I think they just find them funny. Hell, most of the time they ARE funny. 

What your Master did to you WAS disrespectful for sure, and I probably would’ve freaked out about it, too. A more mature Master would’ve known to gauge his faggot’s ability to handle that before springing it. Here he was, asking you to do something unusual, and you tried to do it without question – that level of obedience his HUGE. But your Master’s thoughtless action once you obeyed now makes you hesitant to do anything like that again because you’ll always be thinking about that betrayal of trust. Your Master should’ve thought about that before doing it.

That said, a fart is relatively harmless. And also, your Master’s general playfulness is pretty endearing. I definitely don’t think you should try to blow up this opportunity with him, not over a fart. I think you did the right thing by letting him see the hurt, embarrassment, and shame he caused you. I think you’re on the right course with this Master, so just go forward and continue serving with joy and see what your Master does from here. 

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Hi Sam, nice to met you

I am 30 and my boyfriend is very submissive. He is 21, nice and smooth twink, the bottom that any Alpha would love to breed. The problem is: we are together for 1 year and every time I fuck him he tries to make me suck his dick. I hate doing this but because he’s a good boy and I love him I tried to do it a few times. Every time I get close to his dick or balls it feels horrible. I literally want to throw up just to feel the tip of his dick on my tongue. My body automatically rejects it. He says that he can bottom for longer periods if I suck him because he relaxes more, but I do hate doing it. I don’t like rim either but it’s 100x better than sucking dick.

He likes your content, so can you please tell him that I don’t need to suck his dick to be a good Alpha and Master? Or do you think I’m wrong?

Master, thank you for writing to me! I’m glad you’ve found a faggot that (mostly) makes you happy!

I was so disappointed to read how your faggot still thinks it deserves to be serviced and pleased like a Man, or that it has a say or the right to ask anything like that of you. I’m sorry to have to say this, but the responsibility for this rests squarely on you, Master. You didn’t set  boundaries and enforce them when you first took possession of it, and now your faggot has developed bad habits.

The first few months of an Alpha’s ownership of a faggot (particularly young/inexperienced ones) are critical for establishing boundaries and expectations. I know a lot of Alphas think of faggots as just stupid fuck-holes, but they can be quite manipulative. What started off as sweetly suggested requests has morphed into you regularly putting a fag’s dick in your mouth so you can please it. I mean, who’s running this arrangement now, Master?

You need to firmly put a stop to this immediately. First thing to do: put the faggot in chastity and keep it there. If the faggot protests or whines/cries about it, then put it on its knees and explain that this is how it will serve you from now on, and explain that it is free to leave if it will not submit. 

I also recommend some scent training along with call/response mindfucking so that you retrain these bad habits out of your faggot. Put it on its knees and make it spend time kissing your feet, deeply inhaling the musk of your cock/balls. While doing this, ask the faggot “what are you?” and “whose faggot are you?” Then make it suck your dick, all the while telling it, “you were born to suck my dick, right? (yes) Was I born to suck yours, faggot? (no)”. Repeat this process often until you see improvement. I’d also add domestic chores to this faggot in order to get its mind off of sexual service and onto becoming a more well-rounded property for you.

I’m grateful that you wrote to me Master. I hope this helps a little bit. Once the faggot has been corrected, perhaps you can start giving it some privileges as a gift from your heart, since you clearly are quite generous. But now is not the time to be soft with this errant faggot, Master. You need to be strong-willed and determined. In the end, the faggot will be much better for it, and you’ll be able to sleep without the taste of fag dick in your mouth (yuck). Thank you, Master!   

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Hey Sam, love your site! I’m 18 from France and I have a weird situation. My boyfriend is 23 and he is VERY dominant in our relationship, in his work, etc He is a natural Alpha in every single way. I never asked him about being a top or a bottom because I was a virgin when I met him and I taught he would destroy my hole and breed me. For my surprise, when we first had intimacy and the bedroom for us after a few dates, he literally opened his drawer, handed me a bottle of lube and a condom, took his underwear off and put his ass up waiting for me to fuck hahahaha I kept looking at the lube and the condom trying to understand what to do for a while before I started doing it. I had never worn a condom before, so I tried to do my best and lubed his hole. It was a little messy, but my dick is not that big, so it entered easily. We’ve been together for 6 months and every time we have sex he does the same. He says he is a dominant power bottom but I desperately need to feel a dick in my hole, dominating me and breeding me. How do you think I should behave in this case? I think I am a faggot, but I’ve been fucking his big manly ass since July. Is there such thing as a Alpha bottom? Maybe a throuple with a real Alpha would solve it? I don’t know if something is wrong with me but I see so many faggots serving strong men and when I found one he literally has a pussy instead of a asshole looool   Love you Sam!!! Merci beaucoup !

Brother, thank you for writing to me! I love you, too! For whatever reason your question ended up in my email inbox rather than inside the site, so my response won’t reach you directly. Hopefully you’ll see this reply on the site.

I hate to be the one to break this to you, little brother, but your boyfriend is NOT a “natural Alpha in every single way” because truly dominant Alphas aren’t bottoms. How can any Man claim to be dominant when he’s bending over and taking it up the ass?

I’m not saying that “bossy bottoms” don’t exist, but in my opinion they use the “bossy” title as a way to excuse selfish, ignorant, and ill-informed behavior. A lot of these bossy bottoms are the over-the-top “look at me” swish queens who are always way too loud and obnoxious everywhere they go. I can’t stand these types, and nobody I know likes them for anything other than as an object of derision.

You might as well forget about this flake right now, brother. I can almost guarantee this: at some point down the road your “boyfriend” will meet up with a real Alpha, and that Alpha will force him to accept the truth about himself.

But you are such a good boy, and I can already sense you’re going to be some true Alpha’s prized faggot. You deserve to serve a real Alpha who can complete your circle and help train you into the faggot your heart yearns to be.

So send this pretender back to the clubs so it can continue in its delusion without wasting these precious years of your life.

Love,

sam the faggot

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Hi Sam,

I’ve been following you for a long time ever since one of my first ever doms told me to start listening to your podcast.  I’m M 25 I’ve known I’ve been submissive for a while now but I’ve always been too scared to really move forward with it.  Recently I started talking to a Master and he basically told me he was going to own me.  He already had a stable of both fags and women that he uses at his pleasure.  I stepped away from him twice now communicating that I wasn’t ready to move forward with an actual owner but he was fun to talk to and I was captivated by his personality.  Most recently I found him again on an app and we started talking again but this time he said I wasn’t running he took all of my info and now has complete control if I don’t do what he says my friends and family will get videos of me debasing myself for my Master.  Do I just accept that I’m now owned.  I’ve always dreamed about having a dom boyfriend but nothing like having an owner with a stable.  I’m a little scared and need some advice.

Shay

Thanks, brother. 

You know, I found it a little weird that you didn’t include the fact that your Master is a black Alpha. Had you not put it in the title, I wouldn’t have known. I believe it does make something of a difference in how I’d answer, and I’ll explain why.

I’ve served a lot of black Alphas, and they really fall cleanly into two camps: (1) the Alphas who are just looking for momentary holes to use, and (2) overwhelmingly dominant Alphas who are extremely possessive and dominant. In my experience, the black Masters simply will not take “no” for an answer and will have their way regardless of situations or protests. That’s your Master. I’d take his threats seriously. 

I can’t tell you how disappointed I am in your Master. Sadly, he doesn’t realize how weak these threats make him look. A truly powerful Man worthy of worship and service DRAWS people to himself naturally and they gladly submit. Forcing you to serve him under the threat of him ruining your life is pretty pathetic. I hope he rethinks such a stupid and inferior course.

But I must add this caveat: No matter how much I disagree with your Master’s threats, you brought on his stern, controlling nature with your immature game-playing. I see this shit from faggots all the time in findom, and I’ve had plenty of Alphas in that scene complain to me about it. Maybe this will teach you that, if you keep tapping a shark on the nose, it’s eventually going to turn and bite you in half!

Your only way out of this is to leave him and let him try to contact people and embarrass you. That will be uncomfortable, but the people in your life worth keeping will forgive you and move on. Trust me, they will.

But before making that choice, it might be worth it to try serving him. Find out what it’s like to live as the owned faggot of an experienced Master. This is your chance. I understand why you’re nervous, brother. It’s a huge step. But like most steps, they produce FORWARD MOMENTUM.

And you’re a faggot who needs that more than anything right now.

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Do you know how scientists first discovered the existence of black holes? It wasn’t through direct observation, of course, because black holes have such tremendous gravitational forces that even light cannot escape them.

No, scientists insisted that mathematical equations suggested their theoretical existence and predicted how they could be found … and when they looked, they suddenly found these monstrous inter-spacial vortexes! However, even when looking directly at a black hole they didn’t see it, but rather the effect it had on everything around it.

As a younger faggot I was very much like those scientists of the mid-twentieth century, except my field of study wasn’t black holes, but was something that was consuming my life at the time: Hierarchy. I’d served many Alphas, been owned multiple times, and through these experiences I began piecing together and methodically testing what I’ve come to understand as Hierarchical fact today.

Most crucial of my discoveries was the existence of Alpha hierarchy within the larger framework itself. To date I’m the only one who has accurately described Alpha hierarchy, put names and functions to each level of Alpha hierarchy, and then successfully used it to predict Alpha behavior. Mind you, I’m just a faggot who has spent many years in the service of great Alphas, but I was paying attention!

In my head, the math suggested that there should be a Final Alpha, the most powerful one. But how to find and identify such a Man? My interactions with Alphas were largely one-on-one, and I didn’t realize that was the problem. That’s like trying to scan the stars while looking at them through a cardboard toilet paper tube!

I needed to see Alphas together, interacting with each other daily, before the evidence of the existence of God Alphas presented itself!

Funnily enough, the God Alpha I discovered was my bunk mate!

When I arrived in prison camp in July of 2022 to serve time for a crime I never meant to commit, I was accidentally redirected to the wrong bunk. In this camp, the dormitory building was a long straight metal shack with two floors, both identical. A long hallway ran down the full length of each floor, and on each side of the hallway were cubes, each cube containing four cubicles and two beds per cubicle.

I was supposed to be upstairs in the predominantly white section, but I was placed in the lower level with the blacks. Little did they know about my preferences…

When I arrived, I met my “cellie”, a hulking, muscular 53-year-old black Alpha named “B” (everybody had letters for names there except for me). B was in the midst of his fourth long stint in prison for drug dealing, and he knew as soon as he saw me I didn’t belong there. So he set expectations and began teaching me how to move in prison.

Of course I never learned, a fact that amused B as much as it annoyed him. I’d make B laugh long and loud when I’d crack a joke or sass back at someone. “Man, my cellie funny!” B often bellowed to the other black Alphas in our cube.

Because of B I wore a shield of protection wherever I went.

But then I began to notice how other Apex Alphas would visit our cubicle to consult with B (I was ordered out of the cubicle during these Alpha conferences). I watched as B directed a couple of Apex Alphas (primarily an older Apex named Doe) to shepherd a young black Apex named “D”.

I also watched other Alphas in camp slip into our cubicle very early in the morning to leave fresh milk and fruit and other gifts for B to enjoy … tributes, for lack of a better term.

And then it hit me – B is a God Alpha!

A God Alpha isn’t something a Man bestows upon himself. It’s something bestowed upon him by the submission of all other levels of Alphahood.

To this point I hadn’t spoken much about Hierarchy, so I decided to ask B about it.

“B, do you consider yourself to be Alpha?” I asked.

B’s reply shocked me: “I am God.”

A couple of months later the camp’s presiding officer visited our cubicle and was going to move me. But B stopped him (yes, he stopped the head officer!) and told him this: “Naw man, Sam’s the best cellie I’ve ever had.”

I still carry that great compliment around inside me with warped pride.

A month later B was caught bringing contraband into camp and was shipped off to higher security.

But I will see him again. Once he’s free he’s flying to Aruba to marry his fiancé. I told him I’m going to be there. “Sam, if you show up, just know I’m gonna stab yo’ ass.”

Death by God Alpha. What a way for a faggot to go!

This post is part of a thread chronicling the acceptance of Alphahood by a young gay Alpha named Lorenzo and the ownership of his former submissive boyfriend. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

Easily one of the most exciting discoveries from FWA was the discovery of Brazilian God Alpha Master Lorenzo. In the two years since I went to prison, Master Lorenzo got his Master’s degree in Applied Physics (on his way to a PhD), and he has a lucrative teaching position. In other words, it’s the kind of life you’d expect for an Alpha at his power level.

Longtime readers will also remember a faggot named Giovanni. Gio was the faggot Bruno owned before Bruno was forced to accept his faghood by a very powerful Alpha named Master Juan (more on that story soon!). Master Lorenzo was in constant contact with Bruno and his Master as well as Gio, and he wanted to have Gio for himself. So when Gio came to Brazil on a visit, Master Lorenzo had other plans:

Gio came back to Brazil and he spent 10 days in my house. He may be the best fag I’ve ever owned, the boy really is amazing. Just to give you a glimpse of how it was, he cleaned and cooked for me everyday and I told him that he needed to make me cum at least 20 times in 10 days. Needless to say, my good boy made cum 23. We’re not in the same city anymore, but we still talk everyday and I use him from time to time. Do not worry about him, I’ll always love and protect this fag. 

Of course, that was not enough for Master Lorenzo. So he began to make plans to bring Gio to live with him in Brazil permanently. This was a complex problem, because if Gio went to Brazil he would be leaving his poor mother (who works as a cleaning lady) by herself. This would’ve been too hard on the little fag, and Master Lorenzo knew it.

So he decided to rescue both of them!

I solved his and his mother’s lives in a little more than 10 days. I looked for jobs that would be good for his mother, and I found a position as a secretary assistant in a language school in my neighborhood. She has more experience as a cleaning lady, but she’s young, beautiful, and full of energy (just like her son). So I talked to them, sent her CV, made sure that they would know each other, and managed to schedule a Zoom call for her. They interviewed her and ended up hiring her for the position. I told her that I want to be Gio’s boyfriend (because unfortunately it would be too much to tell her what her son really is). Since Gio’s grandmother passed away, they do not have strong connections or family in their hometown. Gio’s father is an asshole who left her when she was 7-month pregnant. I can tell she’s scared to move, but I gave her my word that I want to take care of her and her son. They are moving on October 12th, so I have one month to make the last arrangements about where they’ll live. I told Gio’s mother that he will live with me, but she can stay with him for the first weeks in case she needs help to settle down. I found a place 15 minute away from my apartment, so I can send Gio to spend a weekend with his mom whenever she feels alone. To be honest, she’s a young, pretty, and hot woman. I hope she’ll use this privacy now to find a new boyfriend. She’s a strong woman but it would be great to have an Alpha in her life.

Incredible!

A couple of weeks later Gio and his Mom were moved to Brazil. Gio moved in with Master Lorenzo and his Mom moved into the apartment he’d acquired for her.

If you need a definition of what a God Alpha is, this account spells it out clearly. God Alphas transform lives, shape our world, and create their own realities. They exist far above the limited comprehension of ordinary Men. They are action takers, not talkers. They make the impossible possible.

I knew Master Lorenzo was powerful years ago, but what he did here – rescuing a faggot and its mother from virtual poverty and giving them new life – goes far beyond anything I ever dreamed about him. I am so proud to be his faggot and share intimate conversations with this truly great Alpha.

To any Alphas reading this, please consider Master Lorenzo’s example. You can use your great power for good or evil, but how much more rewarding is it to do the good thing?

Thank you, Master Lorenzo!

I’m an older married to a woman submissive fag. I am addicted to alpha men and also to some degree to exposure among that group of men. Sometimes when I share my photos at some point there becomes an issue or a demand for money or I will be exposed. This has happened to me at least five times over the last few years. I’ve never actually paid but it does create great anxiety. This has happened on X and Kik and Reddit and on Grindr. What are your thoughts on this? Do I need to just stop what I’m doing and stay off the internet since I have this addiction?

Sorry for what I’m about to say to you, but I have no sympathy for your situation. Your cowardice has forced an innocent woman to live a lie. And instead of making things right by divorcing her, you instead decide to engage in clandestine and frankly dangerous rendezvous with strangers behind her back. And even worse, you’re getting involved in being EXTORTED, which will have a massively negative impact on her. 

It’s rare that I get a faggot as stupid and as selfish as you on this blog, and I’m glad. You should be utterly ashamed of yourself, and I am not telling you that so you can get off on it like some embarrassing sicko. 

I’m too disgusted by this situation. Do the right thing for ONCE and divorce this poor woman. Then you can go off into the darkness and destroy your life by yourself. Awful. 

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Sam,

I was curious about your thoughts on this text I received from my Master. It reads: Faggots should be raped, not made love to. the Bible says that a man is not to lay with another man like he lays with a woman. My understanding is that means they should be abused, humiliated, degraded, emasculated, used, and raped. Completely subservient in every way regardless to their wants, needs, and thoughts. Only thing that should be on their mind is serving their Master and improving on anything that their Master points out. 

I don’t think I have ever heard that particular argument on the Bible verse. What are your thoughts Sam? It’s kind of crazy to think that we are of the same species as men such as this. My life if difficult at time but also fulfilled.

I’m glad you feel fulfilled from serving this Master, so I’ll try to be respectful. Your Master is 1000% wrong about this particular Scripture (Leviticus 20:13) and basically everything else about this awesome book. 

The Bible absolutely condemns all same-sex relations. There’s no way around it. The Bible also condemns rape. And in the New Testament, Christians are exhorted to be peaceable and non-violent. So I think your Master either cannot read or he’s delusional.

People like your Master think that it’s okay to do whatever they want because God isn’t dramatically destroying the wicked like he did at Sodom and Gomorrah. But Jesus spoke of a “time of the end” in Matthew Chapter 24 and Mark 13 which would culminate in Armageddon, or God’s war against wicked mankind and the governments/false religion. He said “the last days” would be “just like the days of Noah” when God destroyed a wicked Earth being ruined by mutant offspring of humans and angels called Nephilim.

All signs point to the fact that we are deep in the time of the end, and not much time remains before this war occurs. 

With that in mind, notice what Paul wrote at 1 Corinthians 6:9-11: 

“Or do you not know that unrighteous people will not inherit God’s Kingdom? Do not be misled. Those who are sexually immoral, idolaters, adulterers, men who submit to homosexual acts, men who practice homosexuality,  thieves, greedy people, drunkards, revilers, and extortioners will not inherit God’s Kingdom. And yet that is what some of you were.”

So I want to tell you that your Master, no matter what he thinks, doesn’t dictate to God what is right or wrong. God’s giving everyone a chance to make a choice before the end comes. Just believe this: it’s coming soon!

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Hi Sam

My name is Reece and I’m a long time follower of the site (great work btw) here’s some backstory before I get into my situation,

I’m 28 years old and have been a faggot all my life. I started sucking dick at 13 years old with my friends older brother and his group of friends but I didn’t fully accept myself as a faggot until I was 16 when I started serving older teens and men full time. Cut to the pandemic and I was working full time and unfortunately I had an accident in work which has completely changed my life and has left me physically disabled, not to get into to much detail but it’s left me where I need crutches to walk, cannot sit or stand for long periods of times without experiencing immense pain, I can’t kneel or get onto my knees/hands and knees at all and now I have been left with further complications that has now affected my breathing so sucking cock, deep throating and being skull fucked are all now off the table and I have no clue if they will be back on at any point.

my question basically is how can I as a faggot serve my betters when I have so much wrong with me and can hardly do anything for my self, if I can’t provide relief through my holes then what’s the point. Are there alphas out there that can work with this as in the long run things could go back to normal but at this stage it’s unknown or should I just resign to life as a faggot that can no longer serve.

Sorry for the downbeat in the mood I just would love some advice from other faggots and maybe some alphas as I have no clue for my future.

Many thanks

Faggot Reece

Reece, Thank you very much for your touching story. I’m so sorry you’re currently going through this! 

I praise you for your intense desire to serve and be useful to Alphas throughout your life, even when you’re dealing with terrible adversity. It’s admirable! So many faggots fail this part of their journey and go nowhere. BUT YOU SERVED, and SERVED WELL! You should be proud of that.

But here’s the sober truth (and you, as a longtime reader, know I don’t sugarcoat things) my brother: now is not the time to serve Alphas. You need to conserve all of your strength and focus on your recovery from this injury in order to stabilize your life.

I know it’s popular in this space to say stupid shit like “faggots are worthless” or whatever, but that’s idiotic and immature. Faggots are simply driven to submit and serve, but we are still human. We hurt, we struggle, we endure, often with a bravery that might match any Alpha. 

And that’s you right now … my brave brother. You need to set service aside right now. NOT FOREVER, just for the moment. Focus entirely on your recovery, and I think you’ll be surprised what you accomplish.

My heart is with you, my brother. Stay strong, and please keep me posted on your progress! 

Love,

your brother sam

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It’s impossible to forget being fucked by a Man with his foot pinning down your head.

In that instance you are nothing more than a farm animal wrestled into submission.

Men always fuck with intention. You know what you are by the way they use you. #HierarchyIsLaw

Male rape might be the most underreported sexual crime.

Why?

Because ultimately there is a sense of Hierarchical order about it. I never reported my rape because I already understood that the strong take down the weak.

I’m not justifying it. Lots of awful things happen in nature every day. We cannot ascribe morality to nature.

Complain all you want publicly. Just know that most Alphas are silently nodding their heads in knowing agreement with me.

(No, I don’t know the origin movie for this scene. I rescued it from CHUDAI scammers on X).

As I’ve said elsewhere, I was basically gay from birth. By the sixth grade, I had developed a crush on a boy named George (although I didn’t know what it meant at the time), and middle school/high school attractions to boys in class (Bob, I still miss you and your bulge in those tight pants!) further refined my obvious sexual orientation.

However, like most closeted gay youths, I was compelled to date girls in order to fit in with the budding heterosexual attractions of my closest friends. So, like a coward, I started dating girls.

My first few relationships were fulfilling in some way. Despite a general lack of attraction to their bodies, I was more than capable of performing sexually. Some of that probably had to do with the newness of sex in general, as well as the virulent hormones coursing through me at that age. Around that time I also discovered – much to my surprise – that I really loved boobs. For that period of time I was just like every other guy, dating a girl for a while in order to get some pussy before moving to the next one.

Of course, it was all a lie. I knew every kiss was a lie. I knew every thrust of my penis into a vagina was a lie. I knew every “I love you” was a lie. In the moment, it felt real to me; wet lips, warm bodies tangled, heavy sighs, and powerful, head-spinning orgasms. But in my quiet moments alone, a gnawing guilt remained.

When I met my first Alpha Roger at age 17 I was dating a sweet, petite brunette named Lori. Unlike my previous girlfriends, Lori was a virgin. Lori spent months trying to convince me to take her virginity, but I kept resisting. We would lie in the grass of my backyard on breezy summer nights, Lori’s hips gyrating her tight pussy on my finger as if she wanted me to insert my entire arm. I would always stop these heavy petting sessions, leaving Lori breathless and confused. It was a frustrating time for both of us.

Once Roger entered my life, though, my inner truth became crystal clear. I suddenly became Lori, desperately trying to get Roger to deflower me. I knew right then that I needed to break it off with Lori; I couldn’t concentrate on anything else but Roger anymore. The end came a few months later when I didn’t give Lori anything for Valentine’s Day. Rightfully upset, Lori tearfully begged for a reason why I didn’t love her the way she loved me.

“I … just don’t,” I replied. The response was cold and cruel in that special way only selfish teenaged boys can master. And that mercifully ended my last relationship with a female.

Not long after that, Roger slid his enormous, granite-hard cock into my throat. I remember the feeling of his solid, swollen cock-head on my tongue, the salty taste of his foreskin, the firmness of his hands in my hair, and the look of disgusted lust in his eyes as he looked down on me. That first taste of a Man’s cock erased everything I imagined about my life before and reshaped it into something new.

However, I still hadn’t accepted the complete truth about myself. Even then, as Roger was using me as a human tube sock, I still believed that I could be loved. I would construct elaborate fantasies about being Roger’s lover, perhaps getting married somehow and building a life together. Every time he would throat fuck me I would try to make it terrific for him in the hope that he might finally leave his girlfriend for me.

It never happened. I found myself in love with him, flying into jealous, tearful rages and begging for a love that would never come. Eventually, my love-fueled hysterics ended our friendship.

All of these tragic, emotionally-devastating situations occurred only because I couldn’t be honest. I couldn’t accept the truth about myself. I once truly believed that I could be a straight Man, husband, and father. Then I believed I could be a gay Man, a partner, an equal in a committed relationship.

But, as time has passed, I’ve slowly accepted the truth: I am a faggot. I was not born to honor a wife or help raise children. I was not born to be the partner to a Man, the one who makes him smile every morning. I was not born to be loved or cherished or appreciated the way a spouse yearns for their mate or a child might look at a parent.

Instead, I was born to serve. I was born to serve Men. My holes are theirs to use. The works of my hands are theirs to take. My mind is theirs to plunder. My body, mind, and heart exist only to glorify their Masculine superiority.

Men have instinctively known this truth about me my entire life. Ever since Roger first pushed me to my knees in order to receive service, Men have been using me to get what they want. Deep down, they know that I’m nothing but a faggot born to serve them.

I just needed to understand it about myself before I could actually be free.

Hello Sam
A few days ago my boy sent you a message complaining about how it hurts when I fuck him. He showed me your website and your answer to his question. You are doing an excellent work, well done. I’ve been fucking faggots for a decade and I’ve never heard about your work. Keep up the good work.

I’m writing to you because I imagine many fags read your website and I want to say that he is fine. Although I believe that it is important for a faggot to endure some pain to make sure they don’t forget their place, I would never hurt him or any other boy on purpose. In fact, after he wrote to you he was honest with me about how he felt and I’m much more careful now. I did not know my dick was hurting him so bad. But now I got him three different dildos for him to practice more often, and he’s much better now. I am exploring more his throat to let his ass recover.

So Men, take care of your boys!
Boys, be honest with your Men!

This is a follow-up to THIS QUESTION.

Master, thank you for reaching out to me with this glorious and inspired message! I also thank you for your kind words and your blessing on what I’m doing here!

I must tell you that your faggot’s letter really touched me. I wanted to reach through the internet and hold him. He seemed so genuinely disappointed and sad, not only because of the discomfort, but also because seemed resigned to never being able to please you properly. The greatest faggots always have that selflessness at the core of their being, and yours has that in abundance.

Of course, an Alpha like you who has owned and used faggots for as long as you have already knows this. I just had to make that point first, Master.

I celebrate you and your response to this situation because I want other Alpha Masters to appreciate it and consider your actions thoughtfully. Ask any faggot who has actually served Alphas, and you will hear lots of horror stories of terrible, cruel, and unconscionable Masters who practically torture their faggots. And these faggots suffer the cruelty because of the same mindset that your faggot had – that pain is all a faggot deserves. 

I smiled when you even admitted that pain is an important component of owning faggots, Master. I can tell by the way you phrased it that you know HOW strategic application of pain is useful in molding a proper faggot mindset. I wouldn’t have the kind of respect I have for Alpha power today if I hadn’t learned to endure Alpha ruts, Alpha discipline,  and large Alpha cocks. I learned these things from the great Masters who’ve owned me over the years, Men very much like you.

So I now know my little faggot brother is in the best hands. Through your power, wisdom, and skill your faggot will find purpose and pleasure, fulfillment and peace. I thank you, Master, for reaching out and setting such a fine example!

I beg you, Master: please write to me at hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com. I would very much like to add your voice to the wide roster of great Alpha voices on this site, not only to instruct your brother Alphas, but also to give hope to the lost faggots who come here searching for hope.

Thank you again, Master! 

Yours,

sam the faggot   

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Black Alphas just innately know how to use fåggots sexually, and I’ve never been able to figure out why (even though I’ve swallowed enough black DNA to change my account status on Ancestry.com).

They just have a natural aggression that controls us.

A couple of days ago a faggot who was contemplating chastity asked me about what it was like day-to-day while wearing a chastity cage. I felt that such a subject was worthy of a larger and more developed post, especially given how much I’ve been preaching the use of chastity on faggots.

I’ve never been caged by a Master before (I self-locked in 2001), but the faggots I’ve coached through being caged by an Alpha went through a broad range of emotions. There’s a first rush of humility and gratitude, mixed with anxiety. Over the course of a couple of weeks, anxiety increases, along with a growing resistance and rebellion against the cage.

This process is important. A faggot needs to go through this in order to fully accept the end of its autonomous life. The struggle is a kind of death rattle of the faggot’s masculinity. And once the faggot works through that, acceptance settles in and its true purpose becomes as clear and as focused as its eyesight.

For self-locking faggots like me, this process happens first, eventually making chastity unavoidable as the weight of guilt becomes too great to bear.

Daily chastity means sitting down to pee. It means never experiencing a full erection or an orgasm like a Man. It means the faggot must be especially vigilant with cleaning its cage and shriveled genitalia. It means embracing a eunuch’s life, one without the possibility of children or any of those other heteronormative tropes that faggots often hide behind.

But what replaces the losses the faggot suffers is something deeper and more profound. Every second of every day the chastity cage reminds the faggot of its separateness from the other Men around it. It forces the faggot into a low-level hum of subspace, helping the faggot to be naturally more submissive and respectful of all Men.

Most importantly, the faggot finally understands its purpose more clearly than it ever imagined it could. The cage reminds the faggot that it is the possession of a Man and, by extension, all Men.

One of the most common questions faggots pose about chastity involves shrinkage. Is it permanent? The answer is, sadly, no. If left unlocked, the faggot’s penis will eventually return to its pathetic original shape more or less (mostly less).

However, time in the cage leaves lasting impressions on the faggot’s subconscious that last a lifetime. A lifetime hopefully spent in service!

Hey,

I know I am a faggot for quite a long time, but have been suppressing these feelings for a long time. Lately, I have been trying to reconnect with these feelings and mid/end of Novemeber started to experiment with chastity cages a bit by myself…

Now I did not cum for 3 week (last 2 continuously in a cage) and today I experienced something I never did. While I got aroused – kinda randomly – I felt the urge… to top… like… to actually fuck something/-one.
I have always been like an almost total bottom and never really experienced this. It was a really really realls strong urge and I am sure, if i would have taken the cage of and topped at that moment I would have loved it during that time…
I just endured it and waited for it to fade, but it was really… strong and… weird. I was always questioning myself what Alphas and Tops in general feel when they are horny and I feel like I got a very brief (and low intensity?) glimpse into this.

I actually love this – not because it changed anything of what I am or what I am meant to be, as it did not – but because I feel like this helped me to understand the urges of Alphas better and therefore be better at serving them.

However, I never heard of something like that or just didnt see it…. Is this something… common when experiencing chastity? I am just 3 weeks in and am excited what is yet to come (planned for 6 months :-! )

Well that’s an interesting reaction, for sure! I’ve never encountered that personally either in chastity or out, and I’ve never heard of another caged fag express such desires, either. 

We must be careful about this and pay close attention to it, because it might be indicating something suppressed in you. I’m not saying that’s definitely the case with you, but I think it bears close monitoring. I’m going to bookmark this question for future reference just in case, and I’d like you to communicate directly with me if there are other such strange changes or similar eruptions of Alpha-like aggression. My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com

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Hi Sam!! I love you so much <3 your website is so amazing, I learn so much

So I am 19 Sam, and my bf is 29. I know I am a faggot and that’s what I want to be. He loves to dominate me and treat me like his personal hole to use and fuck. I cook for him, clean for him, do the laundry, etc And I am so happy!

But I have one question and I want your opinion… He fucks me every day and always hurts. In the beginning I told him to go slow or fuck just with the half of his dick but after some time I let him fuck the way he like (deep and hard). So is it normal to hurt all the time or it get better with time? I just close my eyes when he is fucking and wait to feel the cum inside me. I love the feeling of serving him but I never feel pleasure with the dick inside me because it hurt so much. I lost my viriginty with him and never saw other dick, so I don’t know what to do.

Faggots always feel pain and that’s normal, or I am doing something wrong? I really love to be a faggot and I understand if i need to feel the pain but sometimes I see bottoms enjoying so much, so I don’t know if it’s normal.

Thank you Sam!!! I love you a lot!

Thank you for your sincere question, little brother! I love you, too!

Certainly, anal sex can come with some amount of pain, especially when you lose your virginity. But it makes me sad that a young, genuine, heartfelt faggot like you feels resigned to a life of painful service when that is NOT true at all. 

First and foremost, you MUST be using LOTS of lube every time. Since you are having sex without a condom, you should be using SILICONE lubricant because it is significantly slicker and longer-lasting. The lube should be slathered on your hole and his dick before penetration. 

You also need to stretch your hole a little bit. You can use buttplugs of increasing size to help open your hole. Also, there is this amazing technique pioneered by CagedJock to very carefully open a hole: https://hierarchyuniversity.com/caged-jock-how-to-stretch-a-fags-hole/

And finally, you need to relax. Unfortunately, your Alpha has made that more difficult because he keeps hurting you without any consideration for what you’re going through. If he knew more about what he was doing, he might be able to improve to the point that he could cunt you, a moment you both should want. But he’s never going to cunt you by fucking you the way he is right now. 

I ask that you please talk to him about the pain you’re experiencing and how desperately you want to be a good faggot for him. Beg him to help you feel more comfortable with sex, because the pain is making it difficult to serve properly. If you need to, point him to my answer here. Whatever it takes. He must understand both your pain and your admirable desire to keep serving him.

I really hope you manage to correct this and find pleasure in your service, little brother. A good faggot like you is so rare to find, and your Alpha should be appreciative enough to try and help you serve him. You deserve it! 

I love you, sweetheart!

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Emotions changes from day to day. I feel that’s how life works. The issue is submission and one day really needy towards it and the next day having nothing to do with it or even confused by what just happened. Is it a zone, kink or why is the switch so different. Happens online and on person. Feeling a way, then next not so much. I don’t know if this is me?

I remember when I first started masturbating, or the first time I had sex, or the first time I sucked dick … I tried to run away from all of those things afterward because I was wracked with guilt or even disgust. But guess what? I quickly got over that disgust as my true feelings reemerged, and I returned to it.

I think you are experiencing something similar. What you’re describing isn’t conscious switch behavior, but rather an emotional reaction against certain behaviors for some reason. 

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Since I was young, I can remember craving the attention of really masculine Men. I was really confused by this and tried to hide it. I tried to be more masculine, gain muscle, talk with a deeper voice, and roll with the guys. Eventually, I realized I was gay. I tried to convince myself that I was a top. I never fucked anyone but I tried starting relationships with fem guys that invariably didn’t work. They could sense there was something in me that didn’t quite feel right. I was really depressed for a while.

Eventually, I stumbled on some Tumblr blogs that put things in perspective for me. I started to realize that, though I am male, I am not a Man. I had been told my whole life to be masculine, to fuck with my penis, to be a Man. But I learned that I was actually a pussy boy and that I should learn to use my boy hole instead of my boy clit.

I didn’t know what to think at first. I didn’t want to give up my masculinity and be a bitch, be the girl in the relationship. I started looking at my hole in the mirror and playing with my ass cheeks, still too afraid to put something inside. I started masturbating in strange position with my ass up in the air. It felt good but scary to be in those vulnerable positions.

As I started watching porn more oriented towards pussy boys, I found myself thinking about how great it must feel to surrender to a real Man, to give in to my desires, to please Men, to get fucked. I realized I needed to buy a dildo and try it out. What was the worst that could happen?

When that dildo finally pierced my hole, I permanently changed. I had never felt such sensations in my entire life. The feeling of being opened up and fucked like a bitch boy was incredible, over powering, and undeniable. I couldn’t keep running from it.

But run I did. I went through several dildos since that first one. I’d use one for a while and then throw it out, afraid of what I had done. But I always bought another; I craved it in my hole.

And that’s where I am now. I still crave cock in my boy pussy, but I’m still too afraid and embarrassed to admit that I’m a pussy boy.

I feel like I failed as a Man. And I guess I know I did…I feel so conflicted. I don’t want to cage my dick, but I want to cage it. I don’t want to submit, but I want to submit. I don’t know. I’m just tired of feeling like this.

Well, I don’t know what I can really say here. There’s no question you’re a faggot, but if you’re going to be this freaked out about a DILDO then you have almost no hope of ever serving a Man.

There’s a wonderful expression in English: “Shit, or get off the pot.” In other words, get the job done … or quit trying. I don’t have any magical words to make you get the courage to try – that’s all on you. The sad truth is there are plenty of faggots like you out there who will never fully experience their true purpose simply because they couldn’t muster the courage to try. 

I can only show you the path. I can’t make you walk it. 

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