Hi sam, im a faggot and my str8 friend knows this. He’s made me serve him a couple of times, including through findom. Last time, I freaked out because he has a gf and a child with her and if she found out, it would probably end the relationship. We’ve agreed to stop and im finding it really hard. Is this the right thing to do?
Thanks for the important question, brother!
Every faggot who serves straight Alphas will have to deal with this moral question regarding serving as a side thing alongside the Alpha’s relationships with women. Alphas love variety and they love power, so they have little concern about using faggots on the side … but it often bothers the faggots, usually for the wrong reason (jealousy) rather than the right reason (respect for the unsuspecting woman).
For me, I used to consider it not my problem, given the fact that it wasn’t me who was cheating on someone – the Alpha was. I was merely giving the Alpha the things his woman was unwilling or unable to give him. As I’ve gotten older this issue has bothered me more.
That said, I don’t think I would’ve brought it up and destroyed a service relationship as you did. Ultimately, I let the Alpha dictate what happens with these kinds of situations because it is, after all, HIS relationship. And I would never give a straight Alpha an ultimatum (“it’s me or her – choose!”) because the Alpha will always choose the woman.
But every person has their own conscience. What my conscience might allow yours might not. But if you’re still plagued with unsettled doubts, then perhaps you made the wrong choice.
But here’s the problem: now that you’ve brought up this issue, the Alpha may not take you back because now that thought is in HIS head. So it might be too late. But at least you learned something to watch out for next time!
Hi sam, i’m writing to you as a faggot that has finally accepted his place in the hierarchy. I’ve spent a long time denying it but now I feel so excited to find my place at a masters feet.
I am 24 now and still a virgin. When I was 19 I was propositioned by an alpha. He messaged me on grindr after I had changed my bio to reflect how I wanted to lose my virginity whilst in chastity. I was only mainly into chastity at this point but I had some kinky fantasies. But this man was so assertive, its like I instantly knew I had to call him Sir. He agreed to take me as his and made me delete Grindr. I wasn’t expecting this but all I could think about how much I was straining in my cage because of the way he talked to me.
He asked me about my fantasies. I told him I had thought about serving a dom before. How I wanted to try worshipping a Mans feet and being his urinal. He didn’t ask me about my limits and told me that I had to simply trust him as my master. I spoke about how I wanted aftercare too and how I thought it would be nice to cuddle. He said he will see but that he was after a faggot not a relationship. I realised then this wasn’t just kink to him.
I also told him I had a twitter account I would post cage checks to. He was receptive to the idea of making videos with me serving him as his faggot. But that all profits would go to him. This scared me though as I wasn’t keen on being exposed (still against it).
He instructed me to shave my body. He told me the first meeting would involve me crawling on my knees in lingerie that he decided for me to wear and put on his cage and give him his keys. I would have to pay him to wear the cage he owns until I find a suitable replacement. I would then have to suck his dick and swallow his cum and wash it down with his piss. I was really nervous about this as I had never even sucked cock before so I was worried I was out of my depth. I expressed this to him but he told me this is how it works and that I was there to serve him and I would know my true purpose as soon as I put my lips around his cock. I was worried about getting piss everywhere and asked if I could at least use his shower but he said that wouldn’t be necessary as I would be swallowing every drop.
He told me my cage would eventually get smaller and smaller and that he would feminise me. I was so turned on I felt like I couldn’t deny it. The power he had over me was immense and I hadn’t even met him yet.
I did everything I could to prepare. I shaved my body, sent him pictures of me in the lingerie I had bought, practiced drinking my own piss and listened to your podcast to put me in the faggot mindset.
But as the day approached I got nervous. I told him I couldn’t go through with it. I had let him down. The reason why was because I had just gotten out of an abusive relationship. I wasn’t sure if this was really something I wanted or if it was just because I felt empty. I didn’t tell him about that.
Now its been five years and I am over what happened. But I still fantasise about serving him. I still have his contact details and I was thinking about reaching out but I don’t know how he would react. I keep thinking about the scenario he designed and me on my knees in front of him serving him in the way he deserved before. How do I get past the shame and guilt and express how sorry I am for denying him service?
Thanks for writing to me!
Wow, what a shame that you passed on the opportunity this Master offered you to help you grow! It sounds like he understood quite well that you were inexperienced and nervous, and he laid out his plan for you in precise details so you knew exactly how things would go. There wouldn’t be any surprises, and he would guide you through everything. That’s rare to find!
I’m really surprised and saddened that you read my stuff and listened to my podcast and you didn’t get the repeating message to BE COURAGEOUS and to TAKE ACTION. We simply get nowhere unless we take steps forward.
Here’s the thing you haven’t considered: five years have been lost to you worrying about stuff and inventing scenarios in your mind, but five years have also passed FOR HIM as well. Do you think he’s been waiting anxiously for you to contact him this entire time? I assure you, he hasn’t. He might have already found that right faggot or faggots.
There’s only one thing that can happen: YOU need to TRY. Reach out to him and humbly seek an audience with him so you can apologize and offer to correct the situation. He might turn you down … and then again, he might not. You’ll never, ever know unless you TRY.
This is the same faggot that asked about sadistic Masters. Is there a place for impact play and those more sadistic sides on bdsm? I understand that pain for the sake of seeing a faggot suffer isn’t healthy. Or are faggots, in your opinion, for rough sexual use, domestic service, financial service, and humiliation only?
Thanks for the follow-up question, brother.
Yes, of course there’s a place for rough impact play. There’s a place for everything in Hierarchy. A faggot is supposed to be whatever an Alpha wants it to be, so everything depends on what the Alpha desires. There are lots of Alphas into abusing faggots, there are plenty of Alphas who want to protect faggots. It runs the gamut.
Hi sam–I’ve been in an exclusive service relationship with a straight alpha for several years now. Thus far, he’s never allowed sexual service, but he does let me massage and worship his muscles sometimes.
This weekend I was giving him a back massage, and he said “You know, if I get a serious girlfriend, we won’t be able to do this anymore.”
I pressed him on it, and he’d like to keep me around, but would be uncomfortable with anything physical behind his girl’s back.
My question is this: what does long-term service to a straight man look like? What happens to a fag when the man enters a serious relationship? How should I navigate this once he finds someone?
Thank you for this important question, brother!
It’s curious that this straight Alpha has kept you around (and wants to keep you) despite the fact that you’re only really massaging him sometimes. I wonder why you don’t seem to be doing more for him, like domestic or financial service.
I think I would’ve tried making myself more valuable over the years so that letting you go would be harder for him, but that opportunity is now largely gone. I guess you could still try that while he appears to be single.
But I think you need to be prepared to be dismissed. Every straight Master who owned me (and mind you, I was doing more than you have been, including sexual service) dismissed me when they fell in love and started toward marriage (or also moved away for jobs). It’s the nature of the beast. It’s very rare for a straight Alpha to keep a good faggot once he gets married and committed to a female, but I have covered a couple of cases here.
Ultimately, we exist to serve these Alphas. We are possessions to be used until we are no longer needed or useful. It’s harsh, I know, and a faggot can get hurt in the process. But in my case, these dismissals made me stronger. I’m not really one to do much worrying or being afraid.
So pull up your bootstraps and use every opportunity to serve while cherishing it all.
I’m in such a panic Sam! I was hanging out with my female friend the other day and we were talking about dating life, and she mentions that she met a new guy on a dating app and had been seeing him and now she wants to bring him around our friend group to see how he fits in. I was like oh wow that’s great can I see a picture of him. When she turned her phone and showed me him I felt my heart drop to the pit of my stomach. It was a god alpha from Twitter that you are aware of Sam, I’ve seen you repost his stuff before. I have tributes and messages with this master for almost a year and sent him hundreds. I even offered to buy his weekly groceries and almost had an in person session with him. Not to mention he goes to the same gym as me and my friend and I’ve seen home working out there. How am I supposed to operate in this friend group as a fag as she starts dating this master???
Thank you for the question, brother!
That’s pretty amusing, honestly. I guess we’ll assume it’s really that Alpha cashmaster and not a catfish since this Alpha lives in your hometown and goes to your gym.
My question is this: why haven’t you been serving this Master who lives near you and works out right in front of you? Why are you toying with him over X and other apps online? Show some courage and become this Alpha’s personal property!
But it’s amusing that life isn’t letting you off the hook so easily. You wanted a safe, anonymous arrangement with this Alpha, and life said NOPE! let’s bring this Alpha directly into your life!
I’m not sure what your concerns are. Are you worried about being outed by this cashmaster? Or are you worried about not being able to serve him because of the pressures of your friends?
But I do think this is a moment for you to be ready to come clean and finally be honest about what you are. Embrace your faggot
nature and finally be free of the double life. Maybe this cashmaster will end up doing more for you than you could ever do for him!
Could you say something about fags with disabilities?
My name is Maurice. I am an Alpha, 30 y.o, from Switzerland, have been fucking and breeding fags since high school. I thought I knew everything about them after my dick has been into hundreds of boy pussies. But I recently met at work a very sweet faggot who is in a wheelchair and have been trying to approach him the right way. He’s 22, very obviously a submissive boy, but has this disability, so I don’t want him to think that I’m just fetishizing his body, you know? I wanna take him home, get him out of that chair and pump 2 or 3 loads in his pussy. But he posted on his stories that every man who approaches him only sees a fetish, not a human being with feelings, so I wanna be careful. I don’t know if there are Alphas out there with specific fetish for fucking disabled faggots. But in my case, I’m just attracted to him, no matter if he walks or not.
What do you think, Sam? How to put him in his place as my faggot without being emotionally irresponsible with a already fragile boy?
Thanks for your attention and for this great website. Your contribution to hierarchy is impressive.
Sir, thank you with all of my heart for your incredibly touching and inspiring message!
Alphas like you are the reason why I worship and serve Alphas, why this site exists, why I continue to champion true Alpha behavior. Alphas like you change the world for the better, lift up the broken and the weak, and stand up for righteousness. I’ve often called Alphas like you the real superheroes of our world.
I don’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable, Sir. But I just feel inspired to really hammer home this point about what it means to be a “superior Man”. The term “Alpha” gets thrown around and slapped on guys who are just muscular or just good-looking. But a true Alpha is so much more, and they effect real change.
You are a true Alpha, Sir.
I think about how so many stupid Instagram Alphas would’ve looked at this crippled faggot of your letter. They might’ve plotted to take money from the faggot, or take advantage of it in some morally-questionable manner. The world is cruel enough without fake Alphas hurting people who cannot defend themselves.
Instead, you looked at that crippled faggot and saw its need and desire to serve and worship, and you wanted to give it that opportunity! That’s the very definition of chivalry, Sir. When other Alphas think of faggots, their attitude is basically “who cares? They’re disposable.” That you value faggots to such a degree is truly breathtaking, Sir!
Your situation does pose some challenges, Sir, and you rightly brought out some of them in your question. The faggot will likely be very insecure about being fucked and fearful that it might have an accident during your ruts. Also, certain positions might be more advantageous (like spoon fucking from the side) and be less embarrassing or awkward for the faggot. I do think eye contact will be very important, though, because looking into your eyes as you take it will help reassure the faggot and comfort it.
One of the key challenges will be your approach before anything happens. I do think you need to have the faggot before you and look into its eyes and explain to it that you want to own it. That you want it to be your property. Remind it that, as its Master, you expect it to trust you with its feelings and insecurities. Ask it questions, and try to draw it out long before you use it sexually.
I think this kind of groundwork will help smooth a path to ownership, Sir. Additionally, scent training will be of paramount importance because scent training is an easy way for a faggot to experience the thrill of being personally owned without much exertion. Give the faggot your used underwear or socks so it can take them home and scent train when it’s alone.
All I know is that this faggot will be unlike any of the many faggots you have already conquered, Sir. This faggot presents challenges that lesser Alphas cannot handle maturely or sensitively.
However, I feel confident that you are not only able to do it, but you will succeed at it, Sir. And frankly, this faggot is about to have an opportunity to serve one of the most powerful Protector Alphas in the world. It’s a privilege not enough faggots get to experience. But this poor crippled faggot with the good heart and deep yearning to be useful will be one of the most fortunate ones!
And I count myself fortunate because you chose to bless me and this site with your profound example of benevolence and mercy. Thank you again for this generosity, Sir!
I hope you will keep me informed of the progress with this brother of mine. If you’d like, you can write to me at hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com. Thank you, Sir!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the journey to fulfillment of a former straight male who was subjugated by God Dino’s sons Master Chad and Master Dean, transforming him into a live-in faggot named grayfaggot. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
In my ten years of Hierarchical archaeology (Hierarchaeology?) here on this site, the single greatest treasure I’ve found has been the large extended family of Alphas and faggots ensconced in the heavily-guarded mansion of God Alpha Dino somewhere on a forest-shrouded mountain. It’s hard to truly summarize what it’s been like to come to know so many of them intimately, to see how their lives develop and grow hierarchically. A scientist couldn’t hope for a better experiment with which to test hierarchical hypotheses.
Yet, it all happened haphazardly. Organically. Miraculously. All led by natural Alpha power and natural faggot submission. It arranged itself through the same hierarchical mechanics that have shaped every nation on Earth.
It all began the same way as the universe did, with a furious explosion. God Alpha Dino met his extraordinary faggot Jamie (his eventual fag-wife) and they set up businesses that amassed a fortune. When the time was right, God Dino introduced his sons Master Chad, Master Dean, and his faggot son Jimmy to hierarchical concepts, and they took to it faster than me on a big black dick. From there, the roster of Alphas and faggots added to the Family expanded faster than me on a big black dick (oops, said it twice!). Now the Mansion is filled with four or five live-in God Alphas, 6-8 full-service faggots (all named different colors rather than proper names), and more than twenty very young sons being raised by everyone there. (I’m sure I got some of those stats wrong, and I’m sure I’ll be corrected for it).
If you want to know how someone comes to be added to the Family, you need to look no further than the story of grayfaggot. I’d never heard directly from grayfaggot until today, and the story grayfaggot told me was so touching, but also full of deep hierarchical truths that exemplify everything I love about God Dino’s Family.
Here is grayfaggot:
Dear sam,
I never wrote you before but I’ve been in your website for years. I’m a faggot through and through. I’m not the smartest faggot and I’m very shy but my favorite Master has convinced me to talk and tell my story. I want and need to honor Him so here goes.
My sister saw this dude for a while and it was through them I started to see a tiny part of my faggot soul. I’ve been my sister’s protector since we were kids. Our dad was an abusive drunk and when she was 16 and me 15 we ran away. It was a rough time but we did ok. I’ve protected my sister against men who got rough with her etc… Now this dude she was fucking had knocked her up. I liked this dude and He told her in the beginning that he couldn’t get serious because he was Alpha and had too many holes to fill to be tied down. He said she could be a regular fuck but to never expect to be anything more than a twat for Him to cum in. My sister was so hot for him (like everybody) that she got pregnant on purpose with a baby she didnt want and hoped that would trap him. Of course it didn’t and she schemed for months but it didn’t work.
After my nephew was born and paid for by the Alpha, she hatched a plot. We went to His home, mansion really. He appeared outside with his brother and another guy who was a bodyguard. My sister started to argue with her Alpha and with one snap of his fingers a little faggot came and took My nephew inside. I almost went after them but something told me not to. Suddenly my sister tried to slap her Alpha and my instinct to protect her came out. I lunged for him when his brother blocked my path and punched me in the mouth. I’m a big faggot. I’m 6 foot 1 with broad shoulders and I’m pretty strong. I didn’t try anything for some reason. We left and going home I realized He had knocked my front teeth out. At home my sister started making revenge plans and then left to whore around. I sat thinking of all that happened while I spit blood and remembered the past few months. I never thought about my sexuality. I took it for granted I was straight and protective. I soon realized my sister’s Alpha had turned me on, especially when he gave her orders and when they fucked sometimes I would listen to them. It was so hot. Then I thought of the scene with his brother punching me. The brother was a little taller than me, muscular and very masculine. I realized my dick was hard. At first I thought getting punched made me hard but the more I thought about things I understood it was the Alpha brothers and their auras that was turning me on.
For two days I sweated these new feelings. God how I wanted the brother who hit me. I wasn’t even sure what it was but I knew I needed something from Him. I went back to His home. He came outside with his handsome brother and smiled a wicked smile at me. He said he knew I’d come back sooner or later. He took me inside where he and his brother showed me exactly what I was and am.
That was two years ago and I now am an owned and properly used faggot. I am now Master Dean’s favorite faggot other than his faggot wife. He uses me regularly and is the most wonderful Master ever. Of course you know by now that Masters Dean and Chad are the awesome men who uncovered my true nature. Master made sure my teeth were replaced and fucks and or rapes me daily. Sometimes when Master’s inner manimal comes out Master will use and cum in me then fuck another of the rainbow then fuck and cum in me again. Then he picks me up and carries me to the next faggot. While fucking one of my lucky brothers I worship his body. After he cums in the faggot he will grab me up and fuck me again, then drag me off with him to the next hole. It is the most awesome experience! Master Dean and his needs are my life now. I totally love him. I’ll never dishonor or leave Master Dean. He is my personal God. I am allowed to worship Master Chad and other Alphas here but Master Dean is my love and life. Never mind my name before. Now I am proudly named grayfaggot, Master Dean’s cum hole. My life’s purpose is fulfilled.
Thank you Sam for the opportunity to shout Master’s awesome abilities to the world. Master Chad is truly a faggot using machine and I love him but it is Master Dean that truly won my faggot soul. Whether he makes love to his faggot or rapes her, this faggot belongs to Master and Son of God, Dean. Forever.
grayfaggot
First of all, I told grayfaggot that his opening claim of being unintelligent wasn’t true, because this testimonial is extremely well-written and full of honesty and joy.
There are deep truths in grayfaggot’s account. He thought he was a straight male, big and strong, until he came up against nature’s most potent force: the Alpha Male (actually a couple of them!). And like Alphas are supposed to do, Master Chad and Master Dean policed the Hierarchy and reduced grayfaggot to the faggot he truly was inside. And how amazing was it to learn how grayfaggot was drawn back to the Family Mansion to confront his truth through the mysterious power of hierarchy.
Now grayfaggot lives in bliss. He shares a wonderful home with many others who accept what he truly is and give him purpose. He feels complete.
I’m so glad that Master Dean has taken ownership of grayfaggot. Master Dean is one of the most complex Alphas on the planet, armed with both a scalpel-sharp intellect and a fiery Alpha rage. As a gay Alpha, Master Dean understands the faggot mind in ways that a straight Alpha might not, which makes him a perfect Owner of faggots with traumatic issues.
I love Master Dean, so I couldn’t be happier that my brother grayfaggot serves my beloved Master all day every day!
I truly hope grayfaggot’s account helps all faggots understand that honesty and courage leads to fulfillment! Grayfaggot is a shining example of that!
Thank you grayfaggot for sharing your story and your heart!
The following post is part of a thread following the discoveries of a muscular straight Colombian Alpha named Juan as he owns and uses faggots as part of stable of worshipers. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
While I’ve certainly had my share of Alphas farting in my face (anyone who is an even marginally prolific cocksucker experiences this), I can’t say that farts ever interested me as a kink. I suppose there is a certain amount of degradation involved, and degradation of any kind will interest at least some subset of faggot. It was just never my thing.
But let’s say it WAS my thing. I can tell you with certainty that I would NEVER ask any Alpha or Master to fart in my face, nor would it become a prerequisite for me to serve them! Why? Because I’m a FAGGOT, and I EXIST TO SERVE. An Alpha doesn’t exist to serve my fetishes or do tricks to make me happy. That would be the wrong mindset with which to approach an Alpha you’re serving.
I preface this post with that declaration because of the following experience Master Juan of Colombia/Madrid told me. It frustrated me a great deal, so I wanted to lay out my perspective before going into his story. See if you can identify what’s bothering me.
Hi Sam, this is Alpha Juan from Colombia again. I talked to you last week about my sub boy, who loves to rim my ass when I am extra sweaty. I’m sending you another message because he is now into my farts. I know it sounds bizarre and disgusting, but my fag has been begging me to drink protein shakes and eat beans with steak, so I will be gassy, then he begs me to sit on his face and fart in his mouth while he rims me.
I just wanted an easy hole and an easy mouth to dump my loads and now I have this fag who gets much hornier with me farting on his face than with my hard cock. Of course he never refuses to give me head, but he never asks for my dick, yet he begs for my farts every time he comes to my apartment.
I don’t know, that’s too weird for me, I’m thinking about breaking up with him and find another sub femboy. But at the same time, he’s a good boy and maybe I could be more open-minded. Any thought about that? Is he the only one in the world with this desire or this is common among fags?
To answer Master Juan’s initial question, yes, there are a lot of fart fags out there. They pay Alphas in findom ridiculous amounts of money to have the Alpha sit on their faces and fart on them. It’s not a universal faggot fetish (like feet are), but there are certainly a lot of them.
But here’s my take: who gives a fuck what this faggot likes? It’s a FAGGOT. It has NO RIGHT to whine to Master Juan about it, or beg him repeatedly to eat differently so that Master Juan can satisfy its disgusting fetish. WTF? Master Juan is an ALPHA, not some “Baby Farts A-Lot” doll that entertains a faggot.
Even more distressing, Master Juan is surrendering his dominance to please the needs and requests of this ignorant and disrespectful faggot! Master Juan is clearly uncomfortable with this stuff, but he’s doing it anyway so his faggot will be happy and stop begging! HUH??? Instead, tell the faggot “NO!” firmly and then rape its throat until its face is covered in tears and throat slime.
A faggot is not an equal partner when serving an Alpha, people. Fags don’t have rights or a soapbox or an influential card to play. They serve, or they get the fuck out.
And I think it’s time this faggot gets the fuck out.
Before that happens, Master Juan could make it kneel and give the fag an ultimatum. If the faggot doesn’t comply, then it’s gone. Master Juan could replace that faggot with five more (and better) faggots within a week.
Alphas, DO NOT let your faggots run the dynamic or dictate to you how things should go so that the faggot will be happy. Once you give away that power and control, it’s hard to recover it. In the meantime, you’re spoiling a faggot by teaching it that it can whine its way into getting what it wants.
Hierarchy doesn’t work like that, and Alpha dominance keeps it that way!
The following post is part of a thread following the submission of a faggot named Ethan to an experienced black Master known as King Karter. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
This is PART THREE of a three-part experience Ethan the faggot had over the course of a weekend with his new Master King Karter and two of King Karter’s Alpha friends!
When we left Ethan in the previous post, he was being dragged into King Karter’s bedroom after a whirlwind night of serving him and his Alpha Brothers King L and King R. The events culminated in an expensive meal at a nice steakhouse with the three Alphas and Ethan’s fag brothers #1 and #3.
Now Ethan would be alone with King Karter after all of that animalistic fucking and cumming. What else might King Karter want from his newest faggot?
Here’s Ethan’s account:
So King Karter took me into his bedroom. When he closed the door, he pulled me to him and started kissing me. I was shocked. He has never kissed me before and I have never seen him kissing faggots, like even #1. He started to feel me up and finger me. He kept telling me I was a good faggot, I had made him proud, and he was happy to have me in his kingdom. I was a bit taken aback because I had not really seen what to do when he was like that. 3 told me he can be romantic sometimes, but one, I forgot it at the time since the day had been so crazy and my head was spinning at the moment, and two) it had been a while since he told me that, in the very beginning when I first started to DM him. He kept saying (asking) “If I would be a good faggot for daddy tonight (then kiss me a bit) or say/ask, “You want daddy’s dick in your pussy tonight?” or “You want to be a good slut for daddy?” I kinda got the hint he wanted me to call him daddy this time so I kept replying, “Yes, daddy!” “Yes, Daddy, please put your dick in my pussy” stuff like that. He kept licking my neck and face, and pushed me to my knees. I sucked him off for a while.
After a bit, he pulled me up and put me on the bed, lubed himself and my hole up, pulled my legs up to my chest, and slid into me. I was pretty loose already from the whole day so it went in easily and he fucked me but all the while he was kissing and making out with me. Asking if I liked being daddy’s pussy/slut. His dick was hitting the amazing spots in my hole. He kept hitting the inner ring, like you call it. He would kiss and lick my face, and suck on my chest. He likes verbal so I kept asking, “Please fuck my pussy daddy, Its so fucking big I need more dadddy dick.” I think he liked that because he fucked harder and made out harder, like sucking my tongue in. That was another thing, I don’t have much experience making out with guys (more girls honestly in high school, and I really wasn’t into that so I didn’t care how it went) I have only had a few Grinder hookups, and when I made out with #1 on Kings Dick. But when King Karter was kissing, he was using a lot of tongue and spit, like sticking and sliding it deep in my mouth all around my teeth, and lips.
He also kept caressing me with his hands all over. He turned me over I was on my stomach for a while and fucked me while he was on top of me then, I sucked him again, and then I had me get on the bed with my ass up and my head on the mattress. And he got over me and fucked me like that for a while. Finally, he had me on my side and fucked me from behind. Lickin’ and sucking on my neck, I think that’s when he gave me the hickey. He came in my ass and then he had me clean it off. I lay there with my head in between his thighs, just suckin’ on his balls for about 40 minutes or so, while he stroked my hair. We talked a lot about how he plans to have me meet a lot of his friends, and how he wants me to maybe get a better job (other than Starbucks) He said, he gave the waiter tonight a $155 tip. He said I could be making that much, too, if I worked as a waiter in a place like that. He wanted me to move out of the dorms and move in with #3, and have a one-bedroom apartment. That way, it will be cheaper for both of us. And it will be easier to have dates come over to our place.
I told him I would try hard to convince my parents because they pay for most of my bills and schooling, it is hard, and my mom thinks I am Bi, and my dad does not know anything. He would not have a good reaction. King told me he would like me to at least tell my mom I am gay, so I can be more free. I didn’t have to tell them I am exactly a faggot, but at least stop lying about still liking chicks. I did say if my dad’s side finds out they would not only disown me and cut me off they might even come and hurt me (especially if they knew I was with black men. Like they are fuckin full on MAGA, racist as shit) He said he understood but when I’m more off and can support myself on my own in a few years he wants me to tell them everything. (I honestly don’t know how I’m going to do that). He wanted me to get a waiter job when I got home, so I could see if I liked that kind of job, and I could get a better-paying one here (in Texas) when I came back.
I started to feel his huge black dick start to get hard again on my face and forehead, and he had me suck him again. Then he fucked me the same ways as before, with kissing and licking and suckin on me. And basically, the same positions but he also had my head over the edge of the bed so he could throat fuck me, and he had me lick and eat out his ass. He then fucked me on my back with my legs in the air and came hard inside my ass while making out with me. I felt like I was in some romantic movie! He lay on top of me for a while and then got up and pulled me off the bed.
He pointed to the ground at the foot of the bed and told me that was where I would sleep tonight. I looked around for a pillow and blanket, but when he just got back in bed and got under the sheet, I knew I wasn’t getting anything so I just lied down. I fell asleep pretty fast, even though I was on the hard floor (no carpet, it’s like hardwood but fake). Sometime in the middle of the night, I woke up choking, not able to breathe easily, and before I opened my eyes, I knew something was in my mouth. I opened them and he was fucking my mouth hard. I lay there and looked up at him. He fucked it for a few mounts, then without saying anything he pushed me on my stomach and straddled and fucked my ass again, pulling on my hair. He came inside of me and had me clean him off again! Then he pulled my hair to get me to crawl to the bathroom saying he need to take a piss. He pulled my head over the bowl, and I could tell he looked almost half asleep and started pissing on my face. I drank as much as I could, but this was much more bitter and rank than before. He stopped and was almost half asleep. He told me to clean up and go back to sleep. He walked back and got back into bed, and I cleaned the toilet and floor with my tongue, and splashed some water on my face, dried that off, and went back to the floor. I could hear 3 and 1 getting the shit fucked out of them in the other room. I don’t know what time it was, but it took me a while to go back to sleep. While I lied there, I fingered my hole and patted my cage and had a hard orgasm, and I licked and cleaned it all up so it wouldn’t be on the floor.
1 woke me up the next morning. The Kings were all still asleep. We made them breakfast and cleaned the living room from the night before. When they all woke up the Kings sat at the table, but we all (faggots) had to eat from Dog bowls, at their feet. #3 said it is how King R likes to see faggots eat. Then before the 2 Kings left, King Karter had us (faggots) all go sit in the bathtub. I was in the middle with 1 on my right and 3 on my left. The Kings all pulled out their dick from their pants and started to piss on us at the same time. Like spraying it all over us, we all had our mouths open as they spread it back and forth.
I stayed a bit until 2:30ish to help clean and start meal prep. King Karter gave me the new dildos, cages, and poppers to use when I was gone. That was the last time I was there.
It was pretty shocking because I didn’t know that King Karter could be so like passionate or loving. Like all I saw was the hardcore sex. I didn’t think I would like that kind of sex, with all the kissing. Even growing up I was much more into hardcore, rough, domination, and degradation stuff. So I loved that kind of thing, and felt the lovey-dovey stuff was boring, and I wouldn’t have to worry about it. But I liked how King Karter treated them that last night. I like both, I guess now, the kissing/making out and the abuse and degradation at the same time.
It’s somewhat sad to me that we faggots expect our Alphas to be brutal, animalistic fuckers all the time without even the capacity for tenderness or romantic gestures. I’ve been owned by some passionate Alphas, and some of what King Karter did to Ethan they also did to me. And I was TRANSPORTED by those experiences, and I came to appreciate what was really possible between an Alpha and his faggot.
I was glad King Karter gave that to Ethan, because now Ethan knows the truth!
Honestly, any great Master will mix up the intensity levels and styles of intimacy with his faggots so the faggot will come deeper under his spell. Abusive usage makes the passionate moments that much juicier, that much sweeter.
Of course, when the Kings were together the next morning it was back to business as usual, with an old-fashioned piss party! What a way to finalize ownership after a long weekend of faggot fucking and use!
Here is an update on the last few weeks since I have been back in California. I have been going to the gym almost every day like 1 asked. I have gotten more shredded and lost about 2-3 inches on my waist already. Weight is harder to judge because I think I gained more muscle, but I lost at least 5-7 pounds already. I asked my mom if I could do the cleaning in the Apartment if she would pay me the same amount that she pays the cleaners to come twice a month. At first, she said no, but she finally compromised. I would clean most of the place, and she would cut down the cleaners to come only once a month, and I would get the money she would pay them. I plan on just sending it all to King Karter along with my fag tax. And I got a job as a waiter. It’s not a fancy restaurant like the one we eat at. But I’m just learning, so it’s all good, I guess.
I have had 6 meetings on FaceTime with King Karter. Most are short, like quick check-ins. Mostly when my family is home. The long ones though are when I am home alone, and he has me fuck myself. Or I have to do popper training with him or he watches me do the ones he picks out. Or I fuck myself while he fucks, 3 or 1. And he has had me piss in a glass and had me drink my piss on camera.
I did end up breaking 2 rules, though. 1) I had not shaved in a long while after I got back. And he noticed. I didn’t think it would be a big deal since I was not there, but he was not happy about it. I also had to admit I was not able to control myself and I jerked off twice since I had gotten home, I did tell him all I was thinking about was his big black dick. But he was very angry. I apologized a lot and begged him to forgive me. He had me punish myself I had to do it on FaceTime on my iPad, and also record it on my phone and send it to him. He had me take a hairbrush and hit my balls 30 times, after each time I hit myself I had to say, “I am sorry King Karter for beign a disobedient faggot, I do not deserve a King like you.”
10 times for each infraction. 10 for the facial hair, and 10 for each time I jerked off. By the time I got to 15- 17, I was in bad pain. My balls were bursting and so swollen by the time I was at 20. I tried a lot and begged him to let me stop or take a break, but he said No. He had me do all 30. My balls were so swollen that I could not even take off the ring to the cage when I got off FaceTime. I had to put ice on it, and it took almost a day to go down enough where I could slide it off. I didn’t realize how hard it would be not to jerk off. I learn my lesson and since then, anytime I have had to or want to jerk off I immediately put on one of my cages (the clear one feels the best) and either fuck myself or use my muscle message gun on myself and watch popper trainers. I want to learn how to control myself, but sometimes it’s hard. I also don’t want to be a disobedient fag. I remember in your old blog there was a faggot named Alex, that didn’t want to / or it was hard for him to be in chastity and I don’t want to disrespect King Karter like that. I want to learn, like how Alex learned how to control it and deal with it.
I love that King Karter maintains control with his faggot remotely and in such a highly-detailed manner! It just shows why he is a King, because he maintains strict control over every part of his Kingdom no matter how far!
Chastity and the inability to cum can be a difficult issue for younger faggots. I sympathize with Ethan’s pain. But fighting it will only make it worse (as he discovered). The faggot Ethan mentions from FWA was Chin, not Alex. Chin was/is the faggot owned by Master Jin, a strict straight Master who insists that all of his live-in faggots wear chastity. Chin was very rebellious for a couple of years, and it led to some strident discipline from Master Jin. It got so bad that Master Jin threatened to castrate Chin (Master Jin is a medical doctor and could pull it off). No faggot should ever want to push a Master that far!
But I’m so proud of my brother Ethan for what he’s accomplishing and all of the qualities he’s mastering so that he can fulfill his life’s purpose in service of King Karter or any other great Alpha!
Hey Sam! I have been following your work for a long time and I am tankfull for your good job.
I have been posting on many sites to find an alpha that would really not be afraid to call me fag, force me on my knees and lick their feet, armpits, worship their body and cock, I could even get into domestic service for the right guy.
It turn out that alot of guys (especially straights) end up wanting to be fucked like an older man like me (57 years old), wish I happely do, so I get to touch a nice fit body.
You would be suprised to see that I advertise on many websites, but I rarely, like really rarely end up meeting a true Alpha. I know that kinda guys exists, but they are really rare to find.
It’s such a puzzle to find one.
I did find a faggot that pays for my gym membership, sends me gift, its hot and cool, but I rather like to find the raw power of a REAL MAN, as I tend to fell inferior, especially with a taller stronger man.
Anyway, I dont desperate, since I do chat online with some of those guys, but, damn they are shy to go up with their hunter instincts.
Alot of guys will define themselves as alpha, but they are more just regular top, wich can be fun, but not the real thing I am looking for,
So, the real question would be, where do they hide? The REAL MAN seems even more rare then exclusive top…
Thanks for the question!
Alphas are everywhere, honestly, but they’re not always in places where it’s easy to offer service to them. You could use apps like TheBlowers.com to locate Alphas, as well as the typical apps like Grindr. But really, Alphas are at bars, sporting events, THE GYM, athletic areas in parks, etc. And of course, there are Alphas at work.
I was reading the update on Tyler and the pull that Alpha Adam still has over him. In some ways it is similar to my situation since my Master is also a sadist who enjoys inflicting pain. Are these types of Alphas good for faggots or should they be avoided? When does it become abuse? I think I am afraid that I am already too sucked in. Even if I do get out of a potentially abusive relationship I think it is likely I will just find / attract other destroyer alphas so I would be right back in the same of even worse situation. The whole thing feels unhealthy.
Thank you for writing!
I personally don’t think sadistic Alphas are healthy for faggots. First of all, I think there is something wrong with sadistic Alphas. Why do they need to inflict pain and psychological distress in order to get off? The answers point to something very disturbing and dark, and I just don’t think a vulnerable faggot can develop properly in such an unstable environment.
But just as I think sadistic Alphas are damaged, I also think faggots who crave them indicate that they’re damaged, too. We should want to improve ourselves, rise above dangerous fetishes, and learn to embrace the real beauty of the Alpha/faggot dynamic.
But maybe I’m a dreamer.
I would just suggest that, if you think it feels unhealthy, it probably is!
I just want to share with you an incredible vintage porn. I didn’t watch it all because I can’t hold myself but I can say for the most part, the writer depicted perfectly the mind game between an alpha master and a faggot. It’s incredible how the writer mastered this subject all the way back then! Such a dream come true!
I’m also very surprised this kind of porn didn’t blow up in fag-alpha community.
I just wish we can have some forum where we can share great video like this.
Here’s the link: https://xhamster.com/videos/businessman-turned-into-slave-after-meeting-the-master-xhOj7uK
Enjoy!
Thank you for the heads-up about the vintage porn!
I’m guessing the film is from the nineties (given the cheap-looking video production of it) and I don’t know if the writing/acting is quite as good as you make it out to be, brother. However, we all get turned on by different things! I do agree that it has several fag triggers (like the boot/foot fetish) that are exactly right.
I’m going to try to link to it here so people can judge for themselves.
I am currently 100 days locked in a cherry keeper nano. It’s such a mind fuck to go from 7.5 inches to basically flat. I fucking love it. It makes me so submissive and a fucking faggot.
I have a master online that’s local that wants to take my keys and fully get rid of them. I really like it but it scares me for the future of my life. Idk what I should do. I love being a fag
Thank you for the question, brother!
I love hearing stories of brothers who have had positive results from prolonged chastity! I went looking on the Cherry Keeper website for the “nano” cage and couldn’t find that. According to Reddit, the Cherry Keeper “stub” is a tad shorter than a nano, so I’ll include a pic of that one here.
As far as this online Master goes, I do not recommend that you have over your keys to a stranger and allow him to lose them on purpose. I get the kink aspect of it, but if something goes wrong and it needs to come off for some reason, you really don’t want to go through some sort of emergency procedure to remove it.
I know there isn’t much down there anymore, but stop thinking with the little head!
I’m 25 years old and I’ve had a long time finding my true self. My first sexual encounter was with my step cousin, I’m the one who started the situation. We were small at the time and my uncle, his dad, was taking me with him everywhere. One day we went to my cousins house and my uncle was visiting his mom. While we were there I heard moans coming from the room where they were at. I knew about sex because my uncles were super sexual and would constantly talk about it and I was curious and would watch the sex scenes they wouldn’t let me watch. So while we were in the other room ourselves I asked my cousin about his private parts. We would mess around with each other but it wasn’t anything serious. Things seriously changed when me and my cousin were teenagers. My cousin would always want me to suck his dick which I would happily do. He also took my virginity, but good things can’t always last and me and him had a falling out. He did a lot for me to figure out that I might be a faggot that loves to serve. Now that I’m older I realized that a major part of me sucking my step cousin off is that I’ve had sexual feelings toward my uncle, his dad. He is a very manly gangster that doesn’t take any shit and he lovessss his women. He was always being sexual and always bragging about women and how he loves pussy. He’s married and has a lot of side women with kids. I was part of the action and I want to be one of his side pieces. The only thing I can see stopping my fantasy is that I’m a guy but a mouth is a mouth. And if I get my uncle I would love to get my step cousin back so I can serve both father and son.
I was wondering if you can help me fulfill my fantasy? Thank you for everything.
Thank you for the question, brother.
I don’t have a great feeling about your situation, honestly. I don’t think you’re going to get this uncle to use you as a cocksucker, and frankly I think an offer might get you hurt. If you’re doing anything, go back and revisit the situation with the cousin.
Hey Sam, I remember on the old FWA site there was a series of submissions made by a guy who had become the alpha for a small harem of fags. The point in particular I remember was that he managed to sniff out one of his long time buddies as being a fag, and lured him into submission through the power of his alpha energy. I don’t remember much else of his posts though, and haven’t been able to find it on the new site. Do you still have those posts, or have you by any chance heard from the alpha since then?
Thanks for the question!
I do vaguely remember the story, but I can’t remember the names of the people involved. And without that, I won’t be able to search the massive FWA archive and find it. I’ve never heard from them since I’ve been back. Sorry!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the continuing ascension of a 21-year-old bisexual Alpha named Master Joe. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!
It’s rare that you encounter an Alpha who is humble and honest anymore. Most of the time Alphas strut around, putting on airs with puffed-out chests and acting like they are impervious to any kind of doubt or weakness. It’s silly, of course. Alphas are humans, too, and they live in the same degenerating world we inhabit. It would be suspect if anyone really felt unconquerable all the time.
That’s why it was startling to receive a “Questions” letter like the one I got from a young Alpha named Joe the other day. In it, Joe confessed to a rather embarrassing, un-Alpha-like thing: he couldn’t get an erection while fucking a faggot. This led to the faggot disparaging Master Joe and telling him he wasn’t Alpha. Indeed, after I published the post I heard from some stupid faggots out there that they thought Joe was secretly a faggot because of it. UGH …
I knew better just from the tonality in the way Master Joe expressed himself … he is definitely Alpha, but something else was at play. I suggested trying another hole, or shifting gears in some way to see if the issue continues. I was really at a loss given the circumstances, but I felt like I gave him enough to go on.
Fortunately, Master Joe had more help than just some silly faggot on a website. Like most gregarious Alphas, Master Joe has a diverse and close-knit Alpha Pack in whom he can confide and seek advice/encouragement!
And then listen to what happened:
Hi Sam,
This is Joe. I sent you a message a few days ago about me not getting hard with a fag. I’d like update you because something crazy happened this weekend.
First, I wanna thank you for such a respectful and thoughtful question. I deeply appreciate your kind heart and generous words for me in such a sensitive moment.
Here’s what happened: last Thursday, I was talking to a really good friend, who is straight and has been with his girlfriend for a while. I asked him about not getting hard and how bad I felt about what happened. He said that these things happen and I had no reason to stress too much about it. He said that he’s been fucking the same pussy for years and it’s normal that sometimes our dicks don’t wanna work. Then he asked me in a funny way who was “the unlucky gay who didn’t get dick”. I told him who he was because we all went to high school together no too long ago.
My straight friend’s immediate reaction was “wow, I remember going to the pool with him and his chest is really hairy, he probably took hours shaving for you”. Then I told him that the guys hasn’t shaved at all, he actually refused to when I asked him at least to trim his hairy ass. He came to my place with really hairy legs and ass.
Then my friend, clever as he is, said “well, I don’t mean to sound obvious, but you have always liked girls and femboys, every guy that I’ve seen you fucking was more feminine than a woman. Maybe you dick didn’t get hard because you’re trying to fuck a ball of fur, not feminine, nor submissive at all”
Sam, I probably should’ve thought about that by myself, but that conversation with my dear friend, who is very Alpha, was so revealing to me. I noticed that he was right and I shouldn’t feel so guilty for not getting hard. I am not a failure as a Man or a fake Alpha because of this incident.
Then it comes the best part: my friend has a sexy brother who I’ve seen on Instagram a few times but never talked to. He was very straightforward and said “you know my young brother, right? He just turned 19 and I’m very concerned about him. He goes on gay apps and bring dozens of strangers to his bedroom. He enters in the car of random guys to have sex with them. I love my brother and I really don’t like him hooking up like that. There are many mean people out there”
I agreed with him and he said “I think you should hang out with him. You’re the kind of guy who I trust and would make sure he’s not doing anything stupid” I chuckled and asked “are you seriously asking me to fuck your little brother?”
He made a disgusted face joking with what I said and answered “man, he’s my little brother, I don’t need the details. I’m just saying that he looks like a girl and I’d rather see him with someone I trust”
My friend sent some pictures of he and his brother at the beach and omg, the boy looks just like Jack Waters (not sure if you’re familiar with this porn actor). So sexy, so smooth, round ass, and with a caring big brother willing to help me to conquer him.
That whole conversation took place on Thursday night. I texted the boy on Friday, we decided to go out on Saturday to watch a movie, and the date ended up at my place. My parents were out of town and we had the house just for us. We started kissing and guess what, just feeling his smooth skin, sexy voice, and submissive behavior I got rock hard. I could feel my balls getting heavier inside my underwear. I didn’t even need to put him on his knees, he naturally dropped down as a pro, put my dick out and what an amazing mouth he had. Soft lips, using his tongue all the time, I can tell that boy had sucked hundred of cocks before. He really is a pro.
I had been dreaming about that ass for a while, so I told him to ride me and his hole swallowed my cock in 5 seconds. It was nice and tight, but he knew what he was doing, his hole was more experienced that most fags will ever be. He rode me for a while, asked me to fuck him missionary, then I came fucking him doggy style. It was by far the best sex of my life, Sam.
After a few hours, he sucked my dick again until I got hard and asked me to fuck him in big spoon position, so I was more romantic and kissed his neck all the time until I came. I asked him if wanted to cum too because he didn’t touch his dick at any point. And then he said something that made me fall in love “all my pleasure comes from my mouth and my hole, and with you I had so much pleasure”
We slept together, he woke up on Sunday night and went to the kitchen cook breakfast for us. After we ate, he gave me another blowjob and swallowed my third load. He took a shower, and went back to his brother’s house (they live together), carrying of my 3 loads in his belly and ass.
I texted my friend saying that we had a great time together. He said that he’d love me to keeping seeing his brother, since most of the guys he brings home are straight and disappear on the next morning.
I would love to make this sexy fag my sub boyfriend and take really good care of him. But to be honest, he’s a real whore, always hungry for cock. I doubt he would accept having just one dick to serve… wish me luck
Thanks for everything, Sam. Your message that day was the boost of self esteem that I needed.
EXTRAORDINARY!!!
First of all, you can really hear the relief and exuberance in Master Joe’s “voice” now that this has happened! I was so excited to hear of this thrilling outcome! This is EXACTLY what a great Alpha like Master Joe deserves!
And this experience really highlights the power of an Alpha Pack and the depth of the brotherhood within it. This straight Alpha who advised Master Joe was able to see the issue more clearly than I ever could because he watched the pattern of his Alpha brother’s breeding and noticed how this faggot wasn’t his type. Such a simple adjustment yielded tremendous results!
And notice too how this Alpha friend essentially pimped out his little faggot brother to Master Joe! He essentially sacrificed his little faggot brother so that his Alpha brother, Master Joe, could feed and be satisfied! That might seem cold, but ultimately this straight Alpha understands that his little brother is a faggot, and he knows faggots exist to serve all Alphas. In the end, this straight Alpha shares something much deeper with Master Joe – Alpha Brotherhood.
This Alpha’s faggot brother might be a whore, but the faggot absolutely understands its place and purpose. I was really proud of the way the faggot worshiped Master Joe, served him breakfast, and honored Master Joe’s Alphahood by refusing to masturbate. Very commendable!
I love that Master Joe wants to take ownership of this fag, and even though it has been whorish it can still be submitted. I recommend that Master Joe put the faggot on its knees and he does some call/response with the faggot. Ask it what it is, and have it tell him it’s a faggot. Ask the faggot who owns it, and have the faggot tell him he does. Then lay down some rules and expectations, and have the faggot verbally agree to it. Tell it “good boy” and then feed it cock.
There might be other discussions about ownership that can also happen, but something more formal makes an impression on the faggot mind.
Overall, this was a breathtaking reclaiming of Alpha power by a young Alpha who absolutely deserves it. Congratulations, Master Joe! And thank you for sharing your glory with us!
The following post is part of a thread following the service of a young faggot named Tyler who has been claimed by a great Protector Alpha named Steve. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
If you remember the first post about my brother Tyler, a faggot who wrote into my Questions From Readers Inbox about a huge choice he was trying to make. You see, Tyler had fallen under the sway of a Destroyer Alpha named Adam who was very violent and hateful (also psychopathic and stalker-like). Then Tyler met a true Protector Alpha named Steve, a dominant Alpha who also showed Tyler care and affection.
The choice was clear in my mind, and honestly I didn’t mince words when advising Tyler. I wanted Tyler to devote his service to Master Steve and try to get his help and protection in order to escape the clutches of Master Adam.
Sadly, Tyler had a hard time letting go of Master Adam. Faggots have some mechanical flaw that makes us return like crack junkies to abusive Alphas. I’m including myself here, as I have often mentioned my yearning for the Alpha who raped me with a knife at my throat. Faggots are like the embodiment of Stockholm Syndrome.
So Tyler to Master Adam like a pig to slaughter, and this was the result:
Hi Sam, this is Tyler from Amsterdam. I sent you a message in late April about two Alphas I was serving: Adam and Steve.
I always read your website and respect your work a lot. I saw that you created a thread for my story and I really appreciate that. I decided to continue sharing my story with you after reading Fag Ben’s account. The issue of Destroyer Alphas is a serious one and my dilemma together with your experience might help other fags.
A lot has happened in these past 2 months since we talked… I’ve been serving Steve (the good Alpha) several times a week but, although I know I shouldn’t answer him, Adam still texts me from time to time, and I haven’t blocked him. Last week, Adam invited me to his place for the first time since he called me a disgusting bitch in April. I was reluctant but he is so hot that I decided to go and give him a second chance.
As soon as I arrived, he asked me where on my face I had had the cold sore. I thought that he would try to apologize, so I pointed to the corner of my mouth, close to my bottom lip and said “right here”. He said in a lovely way “oh, baby, let me see” and when I turned my face to him he gave me a huge slap on the part of my face that I had pointed to him. He is twice my size and his hand is easly the size of my whole face, he smacked his 5 fingers against my face and I almost collapsed. I got really dizzy, my face was burning, and I could feel some tears coming of from my right eye because of the impact. He was laughing and said “oh, I see, right here?”
I asked him why he had done that to me, but he just said it was a joke and told me to stop being a sissy. He sat down on the couch and snapped his fingers for me to suck his dick, with my face still burning. I held his dick, worshipped his balls, but didn’t keep eye contact because I was actually afraid of him. After taking that one slap right on my face, I realized that he could’ve broken my neck if he wanted to. So he said “Eyes up here” for me to look at him while sucking, I apologized and said that my face was still burning from the slap. He said that my whole body would be in pain soon if I didn’t make him cum while looking straight to his eyes.
I felt weak, vulnerable, fragile, and although I had Adam’s dick in my mouth banging my throat, I could only think about how protective and sweet Steve was. He knows how to put me in my place but never would hurt me, I never needed to fear him to respect the great man he is. But Adam loves the feeling of fear in the eyes of a faggot.
After noticing my pain and my fear, it didn’t take long for him to cum. I swallowed his big load and kept on my knees without knowing how to react. He sent me to the kitchen with no word of affection, no “good boy”. He just pointed to the kitchen and told me to do the dishes while he took a shower. I started crying while doing the dishes thinking about what had just happened.
A few minutes later he came from his shower completely naked, still a little wet and with a hard dick. He held me by my neck and said that he had taken pills for erection to make sure that he would be able to fuck me all night long even if his balls were empty. He put my pants down, started fingering me in the kitchen, and I didn’t react against him. He soon took me to his bedroom, put my ass up, and spanked me, punched my back, choked me, hit my face again. When my whole body was sore he put some lube on his dick and started fucking me rough and whispered in my ear “I love to see you in pain”
I felt lonely and vulnerable, so I just closed my eyes while he banged me balls deep. He came inside of me but with the pills he has taken he dick would not go down. So he was just fucking more and more, enjoying my pain. He said that his cock was sore even with the lube he had put in my hole but, in his words, he wanted to see how much pain his cock could cause in a weak faggot like me.
He didn’t allow me to sleep and spent the whole night fucking me. When he couldn’t stand the discomfort in his own dick, he took two huge dildos and kept fucking my hole just for the pleasure of seeing me in pain. I asked him to stop with the dildos and he just said I was lucky he wasn’t fisting me.
He sent me back home at 5 am in the morning. I arrived home, took a shower, and my hole was horribly sore, I could see the blood running through my leg while I washed the lube mixed with his cum. I felt horrible, Sam. Adam made me feel worthless, a piece of trash that he could harm as much as he wanted to.
Let’s stop here. This account truly made me so sad for Tyler. He dearly paid a tragic price for going back to a truly horrible Alpha! There is no excuse for an Alpha to be that sadistic, cruel, and treacherous to a trusting faggot.
But this is why I keep warning my fag brothers about these bloodthirsty Alpha sharks swimming below the surface of dark waters. They’re out there, and some of them want to do worse to faggots than simply make their pussies bleed from overfucking. You might be able to stick your hand into the open mouth of a crocodile once or twice and not have it bitten off, but eventually you’ll be missing a hand.
So fortunately Tyler had a great Protector Alpha in Master Steve available to run to, which is exactly what he did.
I called Steve, but didn’t want to tell him the truth. So I told him a friend had died and I was feeling lonely. It was Saturday morning, and he immediately invited me to his house, ordered lunch for us, and cancelled his plans just to take care of me. He made me laugh, we watched some movies, cooked dinner together. He usually starts kissing me and put me on my knees as soon as I arrive to his home. But this time he didn’t grab my ass, he didn’t punch or smack me, nor touched me without consent at any moment because he felt how fragile I am.
I am very much into make-up, so he put make-up tutorials for me to watch on YouTube and cuddled with me until I fell asleep in his arms. Around 3 am in the morning, I woke up and noticed that he was jerking off in his side of the bed but not touching me at all. I asked what was happening and he said that he woke up really horny but didn’t think I was emotionally ready to serve him. I felt so loved and respected when he said that. I just said “I belong to you and you should never need to jerk off to empty your balls”, I gave him a blowjob, making sure to be the best cocksucker he has ever had. I didn’t stop sucking until I felt his body shaking. He pumped a load down in throat and I swallowed every single drop. He brought me back to his arms, kissed my forehead, and said “this was amazing, you’re a perfect boy, I want you to be my sub boy”. I said thank you, and slept on his chest, feeling the taste of his cum.
Sam, I won’t ask you if I should give another chance to Adam because I know your opinion. But I do need your advice on how to behave with Steve. Do you think I should tell him all about Adam? Steve wants to own me and he was very clear that he’ll only take me as his sub boyfriend if I stop serving any other men. I’m afraid of his reaction if I tell him that I have been serving Adam for so long… and to be completely honest, I still feel the urge to serve Adam. I know it’s stupid considering who he is, but I can’t help it. Especially after a few drinks, I always think about Adam’s cock hurting me first. The danger and the pain turn me on. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, Sam. I know I’m young and I have a lot to learn. I don’t wanna die in the hands of Adam but I can’t stop thinking about his overwhelming presence.
I love you, Sam. I really do. And I love the amount of effort you put in this beautiful site. Please, give me some word of comfort and advice if you can.
I want to start this way: Master Steve is an exceptional Protector Alpha of the highest order. He deserves the very best faggots, and he probably deserves to be worshiped by hundreds of them. I’m blown away by his dominant-yet-caring demeanor, a rarity in today’s world. He’s probably a true God Alpha.
This preface begs the question: has Tyler been a faggot worthy of an Alpha like Master Steve? Tyler ran back to a truly brutal Destroyer Alpha after Master Steve had shown Tyler kindness and set out his expectations for any faggot serving him. Then, after that Destroyer Alpha destroyed him, Tyler ran back for comforting from Master Steve. And to make sure Master Steve would take him back and comfort him, Tyler lied to Master Steve about his situation.
I’m not trying to be cruel here, and I know Tyler has asked for mercy from me. However, I do not like when faggots disrespect Alphas. Master Steve should not ever be treated like the dependable old standby for a faggot. Master Steve is the banquet, not the leftovers.
Master Adam should be absolutely eclipsed by the warm, blindingly-brilliant sunlight of Master Steve’s ownership, yet here’s Tyler still yearning for Master Adam! Again, I know we faggots yearn for brute force and abuse sometimes, but even being tempted to serve Master Adam when Master Steve is offering you a world of safe, loving service is incomprehensible.
Here’s what I think needs to happen ASAFP:
Tyler needs to cut off communication with Master Adam
Tyler needs to confess the truth to Master Steve.
Tyler needs to accept whatever conditions or decisions Master Steve stipulates
It may not be pretty, but this situation is already ugly. There’s a way out of this, but that road leads through Master Steve’s heart. He will need to open it up in forgiveness and allow Tyler to be restored to favor.
Will Master Steve do that after these betrayals? I have no idea, but I hope he does. Tyler is relatively inexperienced and young, and probably deserves a chance.
But let this be a lesson to all faggots out there currently playing games with great Masters! There is nothing sure about that old dependable crutch you’re selfishly mistreating. One of these days you’ll fall back on it and it won’t hold you up anymore.
First of all, I’m a Submissive Faggot in my late 20s and I know what I am and my purpose.
my Ideal Type is a Chavy/Scally Lad with fluffy hair (you know the type I mean) wearing Tracksuits, TNs and puffer jackets.
the issue is the type I describe and desire is literally My younger brother who is Straight and very dominant. In my head I want to serve and worship but know I can’t and it’s wrong and how would I even approach the subject with him etc
help
Thanks for the delicate question, brother.
First of all, you’re wrong if you think you can’t serve your brother. I’ve covered multiple Alpha/fag brothers in hierarchical relationships. Some are sexual, some aren’t fully sexual. I’m not saying it’s an IDEAL situation, mind you. It has the potential to blow up in your face.
I would start serving your brother in menial ways … doing laundry for him, cleaning and cooking for him, etc. If you have the chance, pay his rent or other expenses. He will ask questions about this behavior, and at that point you can explain what you are. You can use the resources on this site to do this.
From there, your brother will decide exactly how to use you for his benefit.
That’s my advice if you choose to try this path. I hope it helps!
