Hi Sam. I hope all is well! Just wondering if you know what has happened to Alpha Aesthetic? His Twitter is gone and most records of him on Google have vanished?
He has rebranded himself in an attempt to distance himself from findom as he starts a couple of new businesses. He doesn’t want those efforts endangered by his findom empire. He is still doing drains on the DL and he has retained a group of faggots as his personal property, but he’s no longer doing anything publicly.
I have been reading some of your stories on the website. Thank you for your contribution to the community.
I am cash faggot loser. I am currently serving a real straight alpha god. I love him so much. He is so hot, muscular, sexy and real straight alpha, But he is ruthless and demanding, and does not do any gay shit.
I read some of your stories, like some of the straight master got sucked off by their faggots. I found its kinda odd. My god does not like that at all, he thinks its gay shit. Not only that, he does not even allow me to see his dick, and be close to his private. I also wanted to sniff his farts, but he does not like my nose close to his ass, so i can only sniff from afar when I am in the same room with him. He does not even allow me to lick his barefoot, because he thinks faggot’s saliva is disgusting, but he allowed me to lick his shoes, and shoes only. Honestly, i kinda like it, because that proves he is a real straight. I feel myself so lucky. I pay him weekly, and work hard for him, he said its natural for me to pay him, i totally agree, I am his ATM loser servant.
He beats me hard, and I am allowed to eat his shit, piss, spit, sniff his feet, and he put me in chastity too. I ate his morning spit a lot before he brushed his teeth, its stinky, but the taste was so good, real alpha scent. he use belt to beat me, give me bruise, he said he will NEVER do any gay shit, just real straight alpha domination.
2 weeks ago, he trained me to sniff his shit in the toilet, he was so ruthless naturally, i love him so much.
So my question to you is should I just obey him, and do I am told, and not thinking about my needs? Like wanting to see his cock, sniff his armpits, and being closer to sniff his farts?
Or should I keep asking him about what I wanted? I tried in the past, it failed miserably, he said its NOT about what i want, its always about him. He wants my cash and total obedience.
Thanks,
LoserS
Thank you for your question, brother.
There’s something quite sad about your letter, and I’m not sure what I can say to help you. I think you’re pretty happy where you’re at even though this Alpha absolutely mistreats you and hurts you and is destroying your life.
Feeling love for an Alpha can make a faggot do all sorts of detrimental things to itself. That’s why I’ve always encouraged faggots to seek good Alphas who know how to build a solid foundation with them. Destroyer Alphas only understand pain and cruelty.
But I’m not sure that anything I say is going to change the perspective broken inside of you, brother. You feel like you deserve this treatment, which is why you crave his cruelty … it reinforces what you feel about yourself.
I truly hope this person doesn’t completely destroy you. Please be careful.
Every day more and more young straight Alphas are learning and embracing the truth about Hierarchy. And when they do, their entire world opens up to unending avenues of power and glory!
Master @king_kabeera is one such Alpha. His X account is a testament to both his Alphahood and the truth about the fags he owns!
I had a nearly two-hour conversation with Master A on X (@MasterA_2022) about his new life of traveling the world and using his many faggots! It was a detailed, fun, and surprising conversation, and I wholeheartedly encourage everyone to listen to it!
Sam how do I deal with fakers and weird “Alphas” who are more interested in stroking their egos than actually being dominant and owning fags?
For a variety of reasons I struggle to serve in-person for Alphas, so I’ve tried to be of use virtually as a cashfaggot and wallet. I found an Alpha online and he seemed really legitimate. He was organized, domineering, and amazingly self-assured. But eventually he started saying some inconsistent thing? Gave vague responses to them, and just overall started acting like as an Alpha he had no reason to explain himself. Normally, I’d agree but the internet is a wild place and there are fake Alphas everywhere trying to rip fags off and redflags just seemed to keep rising. I stopped serving him and we disconnected shortly after. But what the fuck sam? How do you tell Real Men apart from fakers?
Thank you for the question!
As you may know, I’ve always been wary about findom, and one of my biggest concerns is the issue you bring up here: fake or scammy Alphas. Sadly, the nature of anything online involves some degree of fakery or scamming. Findom is an easy way for a Man to pretend to be something he isn’t and get paid for his lies. It’s also a way for unscrupulous Destroyer Alphas to take advantage of weak faggots.
I’m involved with findom only to try and assess Alphas in the scene and attempt to be a bellwether/advocate for the true ones. There aren’t many, though!
My advice has always been to proceed with caution in findom. Take your time with Alphas there. Talk to other faggots serving Masters you like to see what they say about them.
Everything in Hierarchy is a crap shoot. You never know if any Man, in real life or online, will be good. But your chances of finding a true Alpha and good Master in findom is greatly reduced. Be careful!
I recently came across an Alpha on discord who I’ve started to worship and serve online, as there is an ocean between us in real life. As it’s online service, I’m limited to the kinds of actions I can do. The mains things I’ve done for him is build a collection of porn to his taste and stream it for him whenever he wants me too. He also loves being treated like the superior that he is so I’ve gone on voice calls with him where he degrades me and I dirty talk to him about how the superiority of alphas and men like him. He’ll make me suck a dildo and ride it to train myself to be a better faggot. I’m really appreciative of how much of a better faggot he makes me even though we aren’t in the same room.
I was wondering how often do faggots serve alphas online and what makes a successful online relationship/service. What’s the best story of online faggot/alpha relationships that you’ve come across?
Thanks!
Thanks for the question!
Serving Alphas online has become an important way for faggots to be useful, especially faggots who cannot (for whatever reason) serve Alphas in person. Unfortunately there are a lot of game players online (mostly game-playing faggots), and honestly online service fails in many important aspects. First of all, there is no true discipline possible since a faggot can simply ghost the Alpha at any point. Also, a faggot isn’t held accountable for its actions, which allows for a double life that breeds poor attitudes and habits. I think online service puts too much power in the hands of the faggot, something that is never helpful or productive.
By far, the most impactful online service is findom (financial domination). Many faggots have been in long-term service relationships with Alpha cashmasters, and these relationships often grow into meaningful and mutually-beneficial bonds. I instantly think of Theo, the longtime faggot of Master @AlphaAesthetic8. Theo has given tens of thousands of dollars (it might be over $100,000) to his Master over the years. Master AA8 is a true Alpha who cares for his faggots, and he has taken Theo in as a personal, in-house faggot. So as you can see, truly beneficial and productive online service relationships can blossom into much more.
Findom attracts all kinds of wannabe Alphas to it. Lured in by the promise of easy money and a few laughs, these guys often misunderstand the purpose of the scene or its actual power. They usually resort to stereotypical homophobia that borders on real hate. Typically, they end up diluting the scene and ruining it for others.
But every so often a true Alpha arrives on the findom scene, and the difference is immediate and obvious. True straight Alphas like Master @alphaaesthetic8, Master @alphasepanta, Master @thekingtyler_, or Master @alphagodadonis are undeniably Alpha, and they aren’t acting a part … they LIVE that everyday regardless of findom. And THAT is where the true heart of findom lies. It’s not in the power exchange of money given in tributes, but in the HIERARCHICAL TRUTH as its foundation. Findom reveals the hierarchical truth that happens everyday among males. It’s NATURAL.
The latest addition to findom is a glorious “new” natural Alpha named Master Holden (@HoldenMastersX). I put quotes around the word “new” because this is actually a return to the scene for him after some time away so he could reassess how to properly conduct business with faggots. Much like the famous six-month break Master @alphaaesthetic8 took to rebuild his life into a findom machine that made him millions, Master Holden took a wise step back to retarget his objectives and make a better game plan.
And it’s brilliant.
Just like the star athlete he once was, Master Holden has returned to the field with a new game plan. And it begins and ends with this incredible two-part mission statement he published on his X account. Here’s part one:
When I first started doing findom, it was a funny thing to me. Yeah, I knew I was hot, a bit cocky, and had a big dick. The idea that people would just give me money because of it was a riot. As I got into, I noticed something familiar was happening. People have been serving me for years, I just didn’t know it at the time. Even back as far as high school, fags and my straight boys alike would rush to do things for me. Girls would literally throw themselves at me. Within my circle of friends, I was always the leader. So as my findom progressed, I started to understand it. I’ve always been a powerful Alpha and findom was just a natural kingdom for this king. In just under a year, I’ve made a substantial amount of money from findom. But something much bigger happened. I’ve established a growing stable of loyal fags and subs that serve me off X. They serve me financially but we’ve also developed long-term personal Alpha/sub relationships. I’ve learned to become quite comfortable in the power that I possess. I’ve even acquired a full time faggot that serves me in every day life. He does chores, he takes care of me, and even hands me large amounts of cash even though he isn’t a cash fag. Much like most of my subs, serving me has given him a purpose. But for me, it’s much more than the money. It’s safe to say that it’s been a minute since this has been a fetish for me. It’s now a lifestyle and has become a conduit for the natural alpha power that’s been emanating from me for as long as I can remember. I enjoy this. I enjoy owning fags. I spend more time texting with my loyal fags and subs than I do my friends and family. The relationships I’ve developed with them has been more gratifying than any others I’ve had. Well, except for girls. lol. That is why I’ve begun to offer direct contact with me to true finsubs and fags who really want to not only serve, but develop a long term relationship with their alpha. It costs a little bit to join, but you get my cell for unlimited texting and my telegram (exclusive to these subs) for DMs and an interactive group chat, and a ton of exclusive content not seen anywhere else. Best of all, it’s away from X and all the freeloaders and cheap attention whores. Just the real ones and me. This is for true finsubs and fags who want to serve and connect with a real alpha, not for fetish seekers who just want to talk to me. There are other outlets for that. This is your chance to serve a true alpha and have a meaningful relationship with him, but to also be part of something special. It’s a place where you finally belong among subs and fags just like you, serving your king together as a family.
So first off, notice that Master Holden first started the same way as every straight Alpha does, as a fun fetish and a way to make money.
But then comes the kicker: the worship from faggots made him MORE POWERFUL than he ever could’ve been without them! Suddenly he realized the truer destiny for natural-born, God-level Alphas like him!
Here’s the second part, where Master Holden defines his Alphahood in relation to the pretenders around him:
YOU CAN’T FAKE BEING AN ALPHA. You either are or you aren’t, and most of these findom “alphas” are not. They’re just playing a role to make a quick buck. Now me on the other hand, I’ve had people serving me since I was in high school. I just didn’t know it until I was introduced to findom and learned what it meant to be an alpha. When I was introduced high school, I was a stud. I was also the quarterback of a winning high school football team. I would have went on to play college ball, but an injury and surgery had other plans for me. Looking back now, I had almost an entire school serving my every need. I had girls throwing themselves at me. Once word got around about my big dick, I didn’t even have to try. They sought me out. I even slept with more than a few of my teammates girlfriends. My teammates were not only ok with it, but some of them were proud that I fucked their girl. It was status for them. There wasn’t a day that I didn’t at least get a blow job somewhere on school grounds from some slut. Then there were the faggots. There were a few and they would go out of their way to do things for me. They’d buy me things, offer to help me with my school work, etc. they’d pay for things too, like prom and year book dues. The straight guys weren’t much different. Thinking back, I could have had any one of them worship my feet like my fag does now. In my group of friends, I was always the leader. To this day, they still don’t do things if I’m not involved. They come to me for advice and seek my approval on things like girls their dating, a car they want to buy and so on. I don’t try at any of this. It just is because I’m an alpha. I’m a real alpha. I’m not an alpha because of findom, I’m in findom because I’m an alpha. Things just happen for me, men want to be me, and women want me (and some of the men too). This is part of why I created the Stable. Findom should be more than just online transactions. Fags should be able to serve their master proper and build a relationship with him, one not obstructed by tons of time wasters and freeloaders. So if you want a real relationship with a real Alpha male, get in my DMs faggot.
This confessional is most startling and incredibly insightful. It’s a glimpse into the mind of a developing God Alpha as he’s becoming self-aware of the great power he took for granted for so long.
People have harassed me over my ten years of teaching Hierarchy regarding my rigid definitions of roles. And it’s true, when dealing with human beings, you can’t totally shove every single person into a labelled box. However, Master Holden demonstrates every single characteristic of a God Alpha as defined by my Hierarchical chart in the pinned post of this website.
I know what I’m talking about because I’ve served God Alphas, and I know some God Alphas personally. That’s why I can be so confident in identifying Master Holden as a God Alpha.
Additionally, he’s the best kind of God Alpha because he’s benevolent, empathetic, and he sympathizes with the weaknesses he causes in inferiors. When he encounters a faggot in his everyday life and it stammers and avoids eye contact, he understands and accepts that as simply a result of his natural power over them. In fact, Master Holden welcomes that.
There simply isn’t a finer or more complete God Alpha in the findom scene than Master Holden. You all know how I feel about findom, but if I had a recommendation aside from Master @alphaaesthetic8, it would be this awe-inspiring King!
I only recently came across this profile of Master Evan who seem to really be ahead of his time in treating fags and have amazing videos from 2016-2018, some of them truly masterful. Any idea where he is now? Is he somewhat active? His approach is so unique, it made me curious
LOL seriously? I don’t know the guy, but his Twitter/X account hasn’t been active since 2020, and his website is down, too. He only had 1,000 followers. How on Earth would I even know anything about the guy?
The question about older faggots being used was extremely timely for me. I am an older faggot. Frankly I am just plain old.
I have become re-acquainted with an Alpha that for a one year period would not acknowledge me via texting . Suddenly he is communicating with me. I was so desperate I immediately sent him money. Than in a flurry of communicating he agreed to visit me and for the duration of short weekend he would take over my apartment. This would be our first physical contact. I immediately sent him funds to pay / reimburse for cost of plane ticket. He has detailed the exact type of cigars he wants me to provide during his visit. This visit is to occur five weeks from now.
I recently moved to a new apartment and I have procrastinated in putting my possessions in order. Also, the apartment building may be uncomfortable for the Alpha. I have sent him pictures. He has told me what to arrange to put in better order. But certain things are beyond my control, eg working elevators.
The Alpha has been very clear. He expects to be serviced and he expects a wallet. Both concern me. Am I too old to serve to his expectations? Am I being a real loser by being an open wallet?
I am desperate. But I am seriously wondering if I should swallow pride and fully admit I am too old and too nervous to be a “wallet”. From the beginning. I have told this Alpha my true age and sent fotos.
I am reading you daily . I hope a response. Hopefully my question will be of interest to other old fags.
Thank you for the question, brother!
I’m excited for the opportunity you have to serve this Alpha in person! I’m proud of you for taking steps to fully experience your truth!
I think the second-guessing you express in your question is merely your nervousness. This is natural.
Think about it this way: your nervousness will pale in comparison to the shame and disappointment you will feel if you back out and fail to serve this Alpha. You’ve made a commitment to serve him, so go through with it. Everything else is replaceable except time and opportunity.
Forget your age. Forget yourself. Just serve. This Alpha accepts your worship, so be at peace with that.
Months ago I was being tormented on X by a crazy findom person who claimed to be an Alpha cashmaster named @DebtMaster.
At the time I had a large account (90K+ followers) devoted to the podcast, and this guy was obsessed with me reposting his content. Eventually I caught on that he was not really Alpha (true Alphas don’t whine that much) and I stopped reposting. So then he started paying me $50-150 through my Throne account, and I happily took his money.
But then darker things began to emerge. His messages to me were becoming threatening. Then I saw his public feuding with Master @IAMFINDOMSAM, a cashmaster I deeply respect. So I blocked DebtMaster. Then he wrote to me from another account, taking credit for having my podcast account banned. I just blocked him again.
I say all of this to preface what happened today. Master @AlphaInked2 and some of his faggots revealed the jaw-dropping evidence they’d accumulated against DebtMaster, revealing him to be a deeply sick, psychotic faggot who pretended to be Alpha so he could take tributes from faggots and pay Alphas with it. Even worse, he’s actually a fat gay prostitute with TERRIBLE reviews.
All of this was revealed through an account called @exposedebtmastr. And the evidence is beyond damning.
Ready?
I agree with Master @IAMFINDOMSAM – this is the most shocking exposure in my ten years around the findom scene.
And it serves as a warning to all faggots, something I’ve been saying since the beginning of this site: DO NOT GIVE STRANGE MEN YOUR MONEY ONLINE unless they can be VERIFIED!
The findom scene is full of fakers and scammers. And now we know there are ACTUAL PSYCHOS in this scene as well.
Hi brother. I have been avidly consuming your site over the past few months and it has really opened my eyes to the fact that I am a faggot and born to serve superior alpha men. That fact has been playing itself out through online findom for me over the past few years. I have dipped in and out of that and served a few masters online though I always felt that it was insincere on their part. They were conventionally attractive straight guys using it as an easy way to make money. About a year ago however I started to serve a new master who is different. He is young and straight and incredibly handsome. More than that though he thrives on power and control. I’ve sent him a lot of money over the past year but also had such deep conversations about myself and him as well. I’d categorise him as an apex alpha and definitely as a protector. I’m more open with him than I am with anyone else. Submitting to him feels so good and right. He is however 100% straight and I know this will never go anywhere beyond this type of service and submission to him. I feel so conflicted about whether I should stop as findom ultimately feels like a stupid path to be following. Equally however I trust my master and know that he won’t take advantage of me beyond a certain point. If I walk away from this I worry that I’ll eventually get weak and go back looking for more and end up under the control of a destroyer alpha who could do real damage to me.
I’m so torn about what I should do. Any guidance you could give this confused Fagott would be much appreciated.
Thanks for the question, brother!
As I’ve made pretty clear over the years, I’m not a huge fan of findom. Mostly my dislike centers around the laziness/addictive aspects of it, which I find to be harmful dead ends.
But there are also genuine faggots like you who would do well with a real Master, but you’ve painted yourself into a corner just as you described.
Since you have a deep connection with this Master, I’d talk to him and tell him what you’re dealing with. Tell him you need something more real, and see if he has a role for you. Sometimes long-term straight findom Masters begin to want to own personal fags, and you could be one for him.
If not, then I think you should move your focus away from findom and start looking for a local Alpha. They exist, and they will use you. I realize this is scary, but at some point the training wheels (findom) must come off the bike so we can ride free. This might be that moment for you.
St. Louis native Joey Mills has always remained true to his natural calling as a faggot, even during his professional porn days when he was being directed to take top roles.
In fact, Joey’s example of tireless submission has been as instrumental as anything else in helping an entire generation of faggots accept themselves and their purpose. My site and others like mine have definitely taught faggots hierarchical truth, but Joey is a living application of those truths.
I’m forever grateful for Joey, my little brother.
Joey’s at nearly one million followers on X, a stunning accomplishment for a faggot. He has transitioned into a successful independent porn star, and he now has the money and fame to do what he wants.
Which is why I’ve been curiously watching Joey in little meet-ups like this one with a relatively unknown Alpha like Master Jake @maxandjake2:
Why is a huge porn star like Joey servicing Master Jake while wearing a metal collar and being humiliated by him?
The answer is obvious: he’s a true faggot. He’s doing what he MUST do.
Here’s another example from today that led me to finally write about this. Findom Master @blakesadistic has become a purposefully/divisive figure in the space because of his cold, cruel attitude toward his faggots. But for a teacher of hierarchy like me, Master Blake represents absolute truths of the philosophy.
But he really surprised me when he posted this:
WHAT?!? Joey Mills is not a findom faggot too, is he?
Yes, it’s true! According to Master Blake, Joey tributed “hundreds” of dollars to him after mere minutes of Alpha influence!
Which begs the question: why would a huge porn star like Joey, a guy who gets famous Alpha dick all the time, feel the need to submit to a findom cashmaster with less than 13K followers??
Because Joey was born a faggot!
Being a faggot is not a choice. The only choice we really have is whether we are going accept it and embrace it, or if we are going to live an unfulfilling lie.
I’m so proud of my little brother Joey for embracing his truth at a young age and experiencing the fulfillment that brings. True, not all faggots will become financially independent as a professional porn faggot, but all fags can experience the same fulfillment!
It’s me again! I was the faggot who wrote to you 2 days ago asking about my new found urges. You said that the best way to find faggots for my Master was to look into scene he promotes himself, which is Twitter. Following your instructions, I’ve been looking for many findom and cashmaster related communities and accounts. I’ve even made a new account completely dedicated to my Master. But I’ve encountered somewhat of a problem. I have found many faggots on there, but they seem to be already dedicated to other Masters. As a dedicated faggot myself, I would find it disrespectful to tell a fellow faggots to ditch their Master for another. I’m conflicted because I obviously want my Master to have a large community of dedicated faggots at his beck and call, but I don’t want to steal faggots from other Masters as well. So what do you suggest would be the best way to find faggots for my Master without “stealing” them from other Masters?
I was thinking about this and I think this approach is wrong. Faggots aren’t going to listen to another faggot asking them to serve a different Master. It’s the MASTER who must demonstrate that he’s someone worth serving. Your intentions are good, brother, but I don’t think there’s an effective way to do this unless you start posting daily pics/videos of your Master using you.
I am recently new faggot and have just started serving my Master for a few days. He’s a straight alpha who likes to drain my wallet, which I do enjoy a lot, but I feel as if that’s not enough. I really enjoy being his faggot, but I have the urge to help find more faggots for him to control. Is this a normal response to being a faggot, and if so, how can I find urge more faggots to be worship my Master? I just really want him to become stronger and grow a large community of faggots at his beck and call.
Thank you for the question, brother.
Congrats on finding a Master to serve! Yes, your urges to find more faggots for your Master is very natural, particularly in the findom world. We are wired to do all we can to please our Owners. As far as where to find them … I have no idea where you’re serving him. But it there’s a community around it, then that’s where you’d find those fags.
Hi sam, im a faggot and my str8 friend knows this. He’s made me serve him a couple of times, including through findom. Last time, I freaked out because he has a gf and a child with her and if she found out, it would probably end the relationship. We’ve agreed to stop and im finding it really hard. Is this the right thing to do?
Thanks for the important question, brother!
Every faggot who serves straight Alphas will have to deal with this moral question regarding serving as a side thing alongside the Alpha’s relationships with women. Alphas love variety and they love power, so they have little concern about using faggots on the side … but it often bothers the faggots, usually for the wrong reason (jealousy) rather than the right reason (respect for the unsuspecting woman).
For me, I used to consider it not my problem, given the fact that it wasn’t me who was cheating on someone – the Alpha was. I was merely giving the Alpha the things his woman was unwilling or unable to give him. As I’ve gotten older this issue has bothered me more.
That said, I don’t think I would’ve brought it up and destroyed a service relationship as you did. Ultimately, I let the Alpha dictate what happens with these kinds of situations because it is, after all, HIS relationship. And I would never give a straight Alpha an ultimatum (“it’s me or her – choose!”) because the Alpha will always choose the woman.
But every person has their own conscience. What my conscience might allow yours might not. But if you’re still plagued with unsettled doubts, then perhaps you made the wrong choice.
But here’s the problem: now that you’ve brought up this issue, the Alpha may not take you back because now that thought is in HIS head. So it might be too late. But at least you learned something to watch out for next time!
I’m in such a panic Sam! I was hanging out with my female friend the other day and we were talking about dating life, and she mentions that she met a new guy on a dating app and had been seeing him and now she wants to bring him around our friend group to see how he fits in. I was like oh wow that’s great can I see a picture of him. When she turned her phone and showed me him I felt my heart drop to the pit of my stomach. It was a god alpha from Twitter that you are aware of Sam, I’ve seen you repost his stuff before. I have tributes and messages with this master for almost a year and sent him hundreds. I even offered to buy his weekly groceries and almost had an in person session with him. Not to mention he goes to the same gym as me and my friend and I’ve seen home working out there. How am I supposed to operate in this friend group as a fag as she starts dating this master???
Thank you for the question, brother!
That’s pretty amusing, honestly. I guess we’ll assume it’s really that Alpha cashmaster and not a catfish since this Alpha lives in your hometown and goes to your gym.
My question is this: why haven’t you been serving this Master who lives near you and works out right in front of you? Why are you toying with him over X and other apps online? Show some courage and become this Alpha’s personal property!
But it’s amusing that life isn’t letting you off the hook so easily. You wanted a safe, anonymous arrangement with this Alpha, and life said NOPE! let’s bring this Alpha directly into your life!
I’m not sure what your concerns are. Are you worried about being outed by this cashmaster? Or are you worried about not being able to serve him because of the pressures of your friends?
But I do think this is a moment for you to be ready to come clean and finally be honest about what you are. Embrace your faggot
nature and finally be free of the double life. Maybe this cashmaster will end up doing more for you than you could ever do for him!
On youtube (maybe on your previous channel) you posted a video talking about Apex Alpha Lias. I specifically remember there was part in the video like this – there was a picture of Lias’ fat bulge in white underwear, and you were just doing a voice over talking about Lias while this picture slowly zoomed in.
bro I hope you know what I am talking about, I need this video again , please post it somewhere or send it to me!
or, make a new video about Apex Alpha Lias
Thanks for the question!
That was one of the earliest episodes of The Hierarchy Podcast, so I’m impressed that you remember it! Lias has apparently disappeared forever. I can’t say that I miss him all that much given his rather toxic personality, but he definitely became a touchstone Alpha for many faggots of the Tumblr generation.
I can’t believe I’ve done this, but I fished the video file you’re requesting out of my hard drive and reposted it on my YouTube channel JUST FOR YOU. I’m posting it right here so you can get access to it.
I really deserve a tip. My Cashapp is $samFWA and paypal is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com.