I was born in 1978, so my entire conscious life as a homosexual and a faggot has been lived under the spectre of HIV and AIDS. It’s hard to explain to younger people what that has been like. Yes, technically they have had to deal with that as well, but to them HIV is a chronic and manageable illness thanks to the incredible medicines introduced in 1996.

But it was an absolute death sentence before 1996.

Back then, death came at diagnosis. The ostracism of terrified healthy people with their hatred and judgements made life almost unlivable before the disease actually took them. Then came the wave of opportunistic diseases as their immune systems collapsed, frightening and sometimes disfiguring conditions with terrifying names like toxoplasmosis, Kaposi’s sarcoma, Back then, death came at diagnosis; the ostracism of terrified healthy people with their hatred and judgements made life almost unlivable before the disease actually took them. Then came the wave of opportunistic diseases as their immune systems collapsed, frightening and sometimes disfiguring conditions with terrifying names like toxoplasmosis, Kaposi’s sarcoma, candidiasis, or Pneumocystis pneumonia that would ravage their bodies without relief.

The death of my gay friend Stephen in 1995 from AIDS spurred me to learn much more about the disease than any other HIV- person I knew. For a time I was actively part of a group of famous people known as “AIDS dissidents” who questioned the idea that HIV directly caused AIDS. Of course, my propensity for research-based conclusions eventually led me to fight with these people; In the late nineties I had a vicious back-and-forth with famed writer Celia Farber and her intractable views that science and evidence continually disproved until she finally cut me off. Yeah, I’ve always been a firebrand.

The shadow of HIV/AIDS is a long, cold one that has suffocated at least one entire generation – mine. Yet from that shadow rise voices and examples of those who went to their death struggling to cobble together some amount of dignity as their bodies failed. They wink at us like fireflies in the descending dusk. I thought about them when I was fighting for my life through cancer in 2018, and again though a blood infection of staph in 2020.

Why am I still here, and they are gone?

I feel like a soldier that took the beach in Normandy, only to look around at my friends all blown to pieces or missing limbs and strewn across the bloody sand like refuse. There is gratitude, of course, but also a vacuous void inside me. It’s a hollow victory.

I recently watched a documentary on Pedro Zamora, the beautiful gay boy featured on Season 3 of MTV’s revolutionary “reality” series The Real World in 1994. This particular season was as real as it gets, because Pedro was HIV+ and proudly advocating for knowledge and understanding. I watched that season, and Pedro made an impact on me. To see that bright, adorable young man so bravely stand up for himself during the show, only to fall terribly ill and die a few months later, was impossible to ignore. The memory of that last picture of him, crippled and nearly comatose just a day before his death, still haunts me.

And that’s the perfect word: haunted. My generation of gays is haunted by all of the hollow eyes and piercing cries of those lost to this discriminatory plague. And no matter how long I live here, I will never not hear them or see them.

Which is why I dearly love what Madonna did on her most recent tour. She took her classic “Live To Tell” and used it as a way to pay homage to all of the artists who died of AIDS around her over the course of her long career. The song was not originally about AIDS deaths, but it becomes the only anthem for people like me and Madonna and any others who survived the horror of it all.

Hi Sam,

I am a new faggot. I have recently discovered how much I love serving real men and in particular Straight Alphas. Most of the men I serve are straight, married or in relationship with women and I just love that I provide them what they can’t get from their girls while I get complete humiliation and degradation for being a faggot. For most of this time I have been a cocksucker to them but I decided I want to please men with my ass as well. Straight men love my ass, it’s very thick and girl-like so I understood it’s my duty to let them fuck it if they want. I have been fucked 4 times now but I have a problem with pain when men thrust deep inside it. I have no problem when they stick their cocks in, the problem is when they reach deep and thrust hard. Why am I in pain at that spot? Could it be anatomical like a bowel curve? I had a colonoscopy, so I know it’s nothing serious but still I don’t know what it is and how to deal with it. And to be honest I don’t want to give up anal because I feel like a total faggot slut. But also I don’t want to hurt a lot. Also, I always use lube. Any ideas?

Thanks for the question!

I’m not a doctor, of course, so keep that in mind.

However, from the description I think it sounds like these Alphas are hitting your second ring (located about 5.5 inches inside your colon) and they’re unable to penetrate it for whatever reason. The second ring is muscle tissue that expands and contracts involuntarily, and perhaps yours is clenching due to anxiety or something. 

I hate to advocate for the use of poppers, but snorting poppers might be exactly what you need in this instance. Poppers open blood vessels and cause muscle tissue to relax. I would try that just before being penetrated and see if there’s a difference in your experience.

If not, then you’ll need to see a specialist to find out through more advanced testing. 

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The following post is part of a thread following a 30-year-old Italian Alpha named Francesco who is living in America with a 19-year-old faggot. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

Master Francesco has been a breath of fresh air on the site very recently. I love dealing with established Alpha Masters who fully invest in faggot ownership and training the way he does!

Recently Master Francesco asked a question about how his faggot was struggling to handle his diet designed to help his pussy be quite clean for fucking at any time. Multiple faggots asked me if I knew anything about that diet plan (which I didn’t … I barely knew HIM!), so I reached out to Master Francesco to see if he’d be willing to share his guidance with the many fags here.

Fortunately he was willing, because the diet plan he lays out is absolutely excellent. I know a little something about nutrition (primarily because I’m a faggot and I want to be clean), and quite a few things I incorporate in my diet are items Master Francesco expects!

Check it out:

Hi, this is Francesco again. I just saw your answer to my last message and, as you requested, I will share a complete diet for faggots. In general, I am not strict about how my faggots must behave, talk, live, or dress. But I am really strict about their diet. I had a sub boyfriend for 8 years and he wouldn’t eat one cookie without asking for my permission first. My current boy is much younger and way less obedient, so I’ve been struggling with him, but anyway, let’s go to the diet, boys:

MASTER FRANCESCO’S DIET FOR GOOD FAGGOTS

In the morning:
a) fiber gummies with vitamins every day and drink 700ml of fresh water. I also recommend to squeeze a lemon with the water and drink it before having breakfast to protect the fag’s body from free radicals. For those in America, you can easily find the gummies at CVS or any similar pharmacy;

b) breakfast: avoid too much bread, potatoes, or bacon. What I tell my boys to eat is: oatmeal with blueberries and blackberries, mixed with 1 spoonful of chia seeds. The boy can add 1 spoonful of peanut butter without sugar for flavor, if he wants. Then 2 boiled eggs with little salt and pepper.

c) between breakfast and lunch, the boy must drink at least 1 liter of water.

In the afternoon:
a) lunch: baked potatoes with salt and pepper (french fries are only allowed once a week), green leaves (spinach, lettuce, arugula, etc), 1 tomato, 1 small cucumber. As a protein, the boy can bake tilapia, salmon, or chicken breast in the oven with garlic, onions, pepper, and salt. It’s also important to only use extra virgin olive oil for dressing;

b) if the boys wants a dessert or a snack, he should have an apple or an orange. Chocolate or any highly processed sweet is allowed twice a month.

c) between lunch and dinner, the boy must drink 1 liter of water.

At night:
a) dinner: salad of grains (garbanzo beans, corn, and peas), brown rice (white rice should be avoided), salad (the boy can use the leftovers from lunch), and fish. If the boy wants to have chicken for lunch, dinner should ideally be fish, because fish digests much faster than chicken, so the boy’s hole will likely be ready for fucking a few hours after having dinner. Also, if the fag knows that his Man wants to fuck him, the boy should never skip too many meals, but I recommend the boy to have just grains, salad, and rice for dinner.

b) Before going to bed, the boy must also drink 1 more liter of water.

Important observation: Drinking at least 3 liters of water is fundamental for any good boy who wants to be a nice bottom for his Man. Water makes digestion much easier, besides making the boy’s skin look prettier. If the boy follows this diet without drinking enough water, his hole will not be properly ready at night for fucking.

I hope this diet helps you and your audience, Sam. I love talking about food and it’s a pleasure for me to share it with you.

But do you know what is funny? My ex-boyfriend was Italian and all the Italian, Swiss, and French fags I’ve fucked in the past would followed my orders with very little complaint. However, as you already know, my current fag is giving me a tough time, and he is not the first American fag to refuse to follow my diet. I am currently working on an American version of this diet, less restrictive because I don’t wanna force anything into my boy. If this is too hard for American fags to follow, I will develop another version of it (including some McDonald’s and KFC lol), because now that I’m single again I wanna explore more American fags, and eventually own a handful of them. Although cooking is traditionally a female/fag duty, I personally like to cook for my boys to make sure I will have full control of what they put inside their bodies.

I’m not a fag and I’m not American, so I have no clue. But you Sam are both American and a fag, so you can tell me if this diet sounds too restrictive for your people. In any case, I guarantee that if any boy follows my rules his hole will be always ready, and his Man will be really satisfied.

We’ll stay in touch, Sam. Let’s see how my new American fag will behave from now on.

As I said at the outset, Master Francesco’s diet is remarkably pure and (how else can I put this?) European. It’s no secret that Europe’s standards for food are higher than America’s in every single respect. That’s doubly true of Italy (Master’s home country), a veritable food paradise. In Europe, even “fatty” foods are fine because they are made with pure ingredients and completely lacking in the processed garbage found in an American counterpart.

I think every faggot should try their best to adhere to this magnificent diet. Not only will it assure a clean pussy for every Alpha that wants to use it, but it will also help faggots maintain their weight (or help chubbier fags to get into shape). That is especially true of the little faggot currently owned by Master Francesco himself! How awesome it is to have a great Alpha King use his mind and his insight (as well as his time) to craft such a guide for faggots everywhere!

Thank you, Master Francesco!

[RELATED NOTE: I’ve found a post from FWA entitled “Into The Shit” that I wrote about an unfortunate and embarrassing encounter I had when I wasn’t taking good and regular care of my diet. I’m going to publish it immediately so this post and that one can be linked together. – sam the faggot]

Hi Sam,

This is Master Francesco again. Thanks for your answer to my previous question about an ideal dier for a fag. I honestly think I made a good diet plan for my boy but it’s been really hard to convince him. He accepted the fiber gummies because they taste like candy, but he says fruits and vegetables are too much lol I’m making a big effort, but it’s pointless, so I’d like to know your thoughts, Sam. I don’t think punishing him will work, so I wanna find better ways to fuck a fag with such a bad diet. He loves your work, so you can answer this message and talk directly to both of us if you’d like.

Thanks, Sam

Master, thank you very much for writing back to me! 

First of all, I’m grateful for a second opportunity to address you because, after your first question, multiple fags asked me what kind of diet you designed for your faggot. So I ask that you please share your faggot’s recommended diet, Master.

Aside from what you’ve already mentioned as recommended dietary steps, I don’t have a ton of additional ideas. The best diet plan for keeping a faggot’s pussy clean involves eating mainly vegetables, low intake of sugar and processed foods, and generally small portions. It’s not really rocket science.

I would like to direct this to your faggot, though: I’m a little surprised and frustrated that any faggot who follows and/or admires my work would be so disobedient and resistant to the direction of its Master. There is no excuse for back talk or hissy fits over vegetables. Your Master is trying to improve you so that you’re more fuckable.

Thank you again, Master!

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As I have mentioned countless times, CUNTING (here clumsily called “prostate hitting”) is best achieved in missionary position.

Personally, I think this is true not just for the prostate stimulation, but also for the subspace induced by the position.

The following post is part of a thread following a 30-year-old Italian Alpha named Francesco who is living in America with a 19-year-old faggot. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

It’s always interesting to me to hear the perspectives of Alphas and faggots from other countries. Even though the roles are the same everywhere, the effects of different societies on that dynamic.

There are plenty of differences between America and Europe. One big difference that has been getting a lot of attention lately is the lack of good, healthy foods in America and the lack of general nutrition. Europeans eat much better, with clean, pure, fresh foods consumed in moderation.

So what does that have to do with the Alpha/faggot dynamic, you ask? Well, a faggot’s ability to be fucked without a mess largely depends on its diet. Cleaner diets filled with fiber make for cleaner pussies.

An Italian Master named Francesco wrote in about his younger American faggot, and the primary concern involved the fag’s poor diet.

Here’s what he said:

I’m 30 and I spent 8 years with my ex-boyfriend, who was my loyal and submissive faggot. I started looking for other boys a few months ago and I found a hot twink willing to submit. He is 19 and calls me daddy when I’m banging him. We don’t live together but our dynamic is very similar to father and son sometimes. He asks permission before going out, we talk about his classes at college, etc. It’s all new to me becase my former bf was older than me, but I admit that it has been nice, I’m enjoying a lot being a 30-year old daddy from 1995 who breeds an obedient twink born in 2005.

But what I want to ask you is specifically about his diet. He is very nice and obedient but we always diverge when it comes to his eating habits. The boy literally eats eggs and bacon, chicken nuggets, and chocolate chip cookies everyday. The healthiest thing he eats is popcorn with butter for an afternoon snack. I’m the exact opposite. I’m very aware of what I eat and have a really balanced diet. Needless to say, besides the potential health problems of what he eats, he often feels bloated or not confident to bottom and I cannot fuck him. When I do fuck him, he spends a long time in the bathroom getting ready. His blowjob is great so it is not too bad, but still I’m not happy with having such a sexy twink for me and fucking no more than once a week because of his diet.

So I gave him an ultimatum last night. I prepared a whole diet plan for him, very detailed, and offered to pay for his food because I know that college students usually are in a tight budget: 1) fiber gummies with vitamins every morning; 2) oatmeal, fruits, chia seeds, nuts, and eggs for breakfast; 3) potatoes, green leaves, tomatoes, fish or chicken breast for lunch; 4) whole  grains, brown rice, salad, fish for dinner.

After I sent him this diet plan, he reacted as if I were telling him to go through a sex change surgery just to please me. He said it’s too much, it’s too crazy, I’m trying to impose my needs on him. So I admit that I felt bad after our conversation, so I thought about reaching out to you because we both love your website. We send each other your posts from time to time but that’s the first time I’m writing to you.

I am Italian, he is born and raised in Texas, so there might be a cultural clash on this issue as well. So I’d like to know your opinion on this. And feel free to tell me I’m wrong if you think that’s the case. Am I wrong in trying to change my boy’s diet? Is it an abusive behavior trying to impose this and I should just accept a twink who often cannot bottom because of his belly full of chicken nuggets and chocolate? If he is right and I am wrong, I am willing to stop talking about it. But we both need an external opinion.

In my mind, a teenage college twink would appreciate a 30-year old fit Italian Alpha with a 6-pack willing to take care of him and pay for all his meals. I am very much open to become his daddy and fulfill his fantasy of having a daddy/Master boyfriend, but changing his diet is non-negotiable for me.

You know, I really love America and everyday I’m grateful for living in this country. I even have an American flag on my front porch. But every time I go home and bang some faggots in Rome, I notice that – with all due respect – American bottoms could probably eat more fibers hahaha just kidding, I love you all, American fags, but please Sam, share your thoughts with us.

This is such an interesting topic, and a surprising one; in ten years, I’ve barely touched on diet tips for faggots.

Master Francesco is wise to focus training on this aspect of his faggot’s habits, because as he states this directly impacts the fag’s service to him.

And Master Francesco is right – a diet heavier in fiber and simple foods (like fruits and vegetables) would not only keep the fag leaner, but it would also help the fag’s colon clean itself better.

Whenever I’ve been very regularly in service, I not only ate leaner, simpler foods, but I also fasted periodically. These fasts were of the three-day variety, but they not only kept me cleaner, but they also gave me increased focus and clarity of mind. I know I benefited greatly from it.

But diet can’t fix attitude. Master Francesco’s faggot is very young, which might explain why it’s rebellious and resisting his demands. But what his fag sees as restrictive, I see as an Alpha’s desire to make his faggot better.

Master Francesco is only 15 years older than his faggot, but his status as an Alpha gives him far more wisdom. Given the way Master Francesco sculpts his own body and life, it’s clear he expects (and deserves) a faggot up to his own standards.

I thank Master Francesco for introducing himself to us, and teaching us fags how to better take care of ourselves so we can better serve our Masters!

The following post is part of a thread chronicling the hierarchical adventures of a 19-year-old straight Alpha from France named Master Jerome as he takes ownership of his first three faggots. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!

As the Hierarchical movement continues to be more widely accepted around the world, we are seeing some of the most jaw-dropping moments come from young straight Alphas. Right now this site is tracking multiple stories of straight Alphas taking ownership of faggots, and more are added constantly.

What really impresses me about some of these stories is the depth of maturity and understanding these young straight Alphas exhibit when dealing with the training and care of their faggots. They are absolutely shaming older Alpha owners of faggots. This is how I know that these young Alphas are receiving good information about how to properly own fags.

One of the leading lights among these young straight Owners is Master Jerome of France. One day he saw the three fag friends of his sister and decided he wanted to own all three, so he systematically went about claiming each one.

But it was the third faggot, dubbed “Fag C” by Master Jerome, that proved to be the true test of Master Jerome’s mettle as an Alpha. It turned out that Fag C had been raped by a former Master and contracted HIV. Fag C was dealing not only with a scary medical diagnosis, but also with crippling anxiety and PTSD because of the assault.

But a situation that would’ve caused other Alphas to run only gave Master Jerome an opportunity to show the depth of love and care that sets him head-and-shoulders above his Alpha brethren. Over the course of weeks Master Jerome has been carefully grooming Fag C to finally accept his cock and his seed inside its pussy. Again, most Alphas would’ve left out of frustration … but not Master Jerome!

And listen to the fruits of his patient care in his latest update:

Hey Sam,

This Jerome from France. I have good news about my boys and I guess you’d like to know.

Fag A and B are better than ever. They both became extraordinary cocksuckers under my guidance and training. They can drain my balls with their fag mouths better than anyone I’ve fucked in the past. Their holes are also very well trained now. I do wanna try a double penetration with another Alpha with both of them, but let’s see how it goes. I think they’re still too tight for that, but it’s a matter of time.

But I know you wanna know about my sweet Fag C. He’s been seeing his therapist and making good progress. I also found a group of hiv+ men who meet regularly to share their experiences like group therapy. I encouraged him to go and he made friends with two other fags in his situation. Something great happened a few days ago. He arrived home from this group and texted me. I went to his place expecting him to suck my cock as always. He received me on his knees and begging for my dick in his mouth, but after a few minutes sucking it he said “can I please ride it today?” Finally after all this time my boy was ready and willing to give me his tight hole. I sat down on the couch, he had prepared his pussy for me, so I lubed my cock and he went all the way down. He was tense at first, but my boy is indetectable so there is no problem in fucking him bareback. He rode like a pro, giving me his pussy for me to fucknit deep. After a while, I held him and said “now your pussy is mine”, so I held him to make him stop and fucked his ass nice and deep. The boy was enjoying and asking for more and I could feel the tip of my cock going really deep in his ass.

I wanted to make sure he was okay with cum inside of him, so when I was getting close I said “I’ll breed you baby, ok?” Good thing he said “yes please” because his ass was too good and I came a lot. I don’t usually fuck my fags in cowgirl position but Fag C does know how to ride a hard cock. I kissed him, put him on my chest and while I was taking care of my boy he said that his new friends from the hiv group told him that he should give me his ass asap. His new fag friends said that a man like me would not wait for too long and would eventually replace him with another fag. I think that was all the encouragement my boy needed to overcome his mental barriers and ride my cock like a slut.

I now have 3 perfect fags taking cock and cum multiple times a week. I take care of them really well and in return I have mouth and pussy everyday. I love my life, Sam.

Magnifique!

In my previous update about Master Jerome I praised him for his empathetic and insightful suggestion to Fag C about HIV counseling. That was otherworldly wise on his part, and this update clearly reveals just how important it was! I’ll say it again: how many older Alphas would’ve done the same thing? NOT MANY!

The final part of Master Jerome’s update involves his penetrating and breeding of Fag C. It really reveals just how important breeding is to the most powerful of Alphas. In this space it’s easy to make sexy blurbs about breeding, but in the real world Alphas like Master Jerome MUST breed their faggots. They’re driven by primal instinct and their need of ownership.

I absolutely love how tightly Master Jerome held Fag C while deeply fucking it, constantly reassuring the fag and doing safety checks on it as he plunged deep past the fag’s second ring. Again, Master Jerome (at 19 years old!) is doing things older Alphas would not do!

And because of his patience, love, and integrity Master Jerome now owns three beautiful faggots who cherish and worship their teen God Alpha Master!

It doesn’t get any more perfect than that!

The following post is part of a thread following the story of Mika, a teenage faggot in Peru who bravely and successfully seduced a straight Alpha named Gael. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

Sam this is Mika from Peru again!!
Omg Sam, Gael came back and the first thing he telled me was that his balls were so heavy and he needed my mouth immediately!!! It was crazy, he shot four loads, omg Sam
The last one was just 3 drops of cum but he still wanted me!! He fucked my pussy twice, and gave me two loads in my mouth. But I think I did well!!

But I need your opinion and a help… because Gael told me that he wants my ass at least 3 times a week, and of course I will not refuse because he deserves it!! But he gets rough many times and my ass hurts the other day. I don’t see a problem with my ass hurting but if he fucks me Monday and Tuesday for example is reaaaaally difficult to take because it hurts. I told him and he is a good man!! So he said he can fuck me less hard, but I want make him proud! So Sam, there is a way to take more dick?? I am trying to practice and stretch more, but I have zero experience with this… what do you think? I see those guys in porn taking 10 cocks in the same video sometimes and I want to make Gael more proud!! Can you please help me to take more dick with my Master’s force??

I love you Sam!!

Hi Mika! Thanks for writing!

It’s great to hear that Master Gael wants to use you more and more! That means you’re doing everything right!

As far as opening your hole more, buttplugs work well. You’d get a larger one and insert it and then keep it inside you for long stretches every day. This will force your sphincter to relax to that size and be gaped enough for Master’s cock.

There is another method for stretching the hole that I think is ingenious, but might require Master’s help. It’s the “Chopsticks Method” created by Caged Jock. You can read my report on it and watch the video here: https://hierarchyuniversity.com/caged-jock-how-to-stretch-a-fags-hole/

I suppose another way to confront this issue (until you’re loose enough to handle dick regularly) is to take some hits of poppers. This inhaled over-the-counter chemical causes a slight high while loosening smooth muscles with lots of blood flow (like the anus). Faggots have been sniffing poppers for decades in order to feel less pain during penetration.

I hope this helps, little brother! I love your dedication to the craft of being a good faggot, and to the pleasure of your Master! He should be a proud Owner!

I love you, Mika!

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As a gay male who’s old enough to remember some of the darkness of the AIDS crisis in the ‘80s and the few heroes who fought it, I’m ashamed I’ve never heard the following story. Ruth Coker Burks should be heralded for her unselfish compassion and love in the face of horrible odds and even worse hatred and homophobia.

Ruth Coker Burks was just in her twenties when she found herself sitting at the bedside of a dying man with AIDS in a Little Rock hospital in the early 1980s, holding his hand because his family wouldn’t come. At a time when fear and ignorance about AIDS were rampant, when people thought you could catch it from a touch, she became the person who stayed. She wasn’t a nurse, or a doctor, or an activist with a microphone—she was just there, over and over again, when young men, often gay men estranged from their families, needed someone to look them in the eye as they died.

She used her family’s cemetery in Hot Springs, Arkansas, to bury over forty men with AIDS when funeral homes refused to handle the bodies and families wouldn’t claim them. She would often wrap the bodies herself, dig the graves with a friend or on her own, and offer a prayer. She marked their graves with simple bricks or PVC pipe crosses, making sure they had a place to rest that was tended, a place where someone remembered their names.

It wasn’t glamorous. She fought with funeral homes, doctors, and local politicians. She used her savings to buy medicine and groceries for men who had no one left to call, sitting with them while they took their last breaths. She navigated the fear that even medical staff felt around these men, sometimes having to bring them food herself in the hospital. She became family to men whose own parents would call her and demand she “let them die” alone. Instead, she stayed, holding their hands, reminding them they were not alone, that they were loved, even if it was by a stranger.

In a time when gay men were dying alone and being buried in garbage bags or cremated without ceremony, Ruth Coker Burks made sure they had a grave and a name. She became a mother figure, a sister, and a final comfort for so many men abandoned at the end, creating an island of dignity in a sea of fear and rejection. She offered what the world so often withheld from gay men during the AIDS crisis: care, respect, and the simple, holy act of being seen.

Ruth Coker Burks wrote a book titled “All The Young Men” about her experiences with these dying victims. It will be on my reading list.

Thanks to The AIDS Quilt page on Facebook for publishing this!

Hi sam–I’ve been in an exclusive service relationship with a straight alpha for several years now. Thus far, he’s never allowed sexual service, but he does let me massage and worship his muscles sometimes.

This weekend I was giving him a back massage, and he said “You know, if I get a serious girlfriend, we won’t be able to do this anymore.”

I pressed him on it, and he’d like to keep me around, but would be uncomfortable with anything physical behind his girl’s back.

My question is this: what does long-term service to a straight man look like? What happens to a fag when the man enters a serious relationship? How should I navigate this once he finds someone?

Thank you for this important question, brother! 

It’s curious that this straight Alpha has kept you around (and wants to keep you) despite the fact that you’re only really massaging him sometimes. I wonder why you don’t seem to be doing more for him, like domestic or financial service. 

I think I would’ve tried making myself more valuable over the years so that letting you go would be harder for him, but that opportunity is now largely gone. I guess you could still try that while he appears to be single.

But I think you need to be prepared to be dismissed. Every straight Master who owned me (and mind you, I was doing more than you have been, including sexual service) dismissed me when they fell in love and started toward marriage (or also moved away for jobs). It’s the nature of the beast. It’s very rare for a straight Alpha to keep a good faggot once he gets married and committed to a female, but I have covered a couple of cases here. 

Ultimately, we exist to serve these Alphas. We are possessions to be used until we are no longer needed or useful. It’s harsh, I know, and a faggot can get hurt in the process. But in my case, these dismissals made me stronger. I’m not really one to do much worrying or being afraid. 

So pull up your bootstraps and use every opportunity to serve while cherishing it all. 

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Here is an example of milking a caged faggot. It’s more aggressive than it needs to be, but you get the idea.

By pressing on the fag’s prostate, you express ejaculate from it. This helps to keep your faggot healthy and subservient.

I’m a nurse and I wanna comment on Master Jerome’s story. The vast majority of hiv cases happens because of gay men who bottom, get the virus, and then top somebody else. This is a fact. I am not saying that vers gays or bisexual bottoms are the problem, of course not. But I feel that if we all stick to our hierarchical truth things would be much easier… that is, fags serving and Alphas fucking. This way bottoms would less likely get the virus and if they did they wouldn’t transmit.

I hope my point of view doesn’t sound offensive but I agree with you that hierarchy is truth and we should stick to it. I’m 34 and have never penetrated anyone because I know that my role is to serve dick, not touch mine.

Thank you for writing, brother! 

I was hoping that someone from the medical field would chime in here to either support what I wrote or correct me if I got anything wrong! I’m not schooled in medicine as you are, but I’m a good researcher and relentlessly interested in these issues. 

And you make a great point that I failed to make, brother. You’re right – if people stopped lying to themselves or pretending to be something they aren’t, issues like HIV would be much different. That’s one of the reasons why this site exists! Thank you for adding that, brother! 

As for Fag C, I certainly hope for the best for him. Of course, he’s now under the protective care of God Alpha Master Jerome, and there’s no better place than that! 

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Every single faggot needs to perfect the art of foot massage.

I’ve learned how to massage feet and give pedicures for a reason: to be the most useful faggot possible.

I’ve stressed it repeatedly: foot worship is a key to open up a straight Alpha for more service!

My Master Aaron was one of my first serious Masters, and during the three years he owned me something special happened – I imprinted on his scent. While he did have me sniff his armpits a couple of times, the imprinting largely happened through foot worship and, even more impactfully, when he allowed me to sleep next to him in bed.

I remember the sweetness of his scent. Master Aaron didn’t believe in wearing deodorant, but he didn’t need it. He was a bodybuilder who had a very clean diet, and everything about him – piss, cum, and sweat – was as pure as a newborn. I remember nuzzling next his eternally-warm body, his heated scent swirling around me like a gauze of diffused salted caramel.

I knew Master Aaron’s scent was affecting me then (he knew it , too), but it wasn’t until years later just how much I had imprinted on it. I was at a bar and I was passing through a group of Alphas when I smelled that scent – Master Aaron’s scent – drifting in the air.

I froze and glanced around, looking like someone verging on a panic attack. WAS HE HERE? Sadly he wasn’t, but more importantly, neither was I anymore. Suddenly in my mind I was on my knees kissing his feet once again. His scent markers, sampled randomly in the air, caused me to flash back to those moments with him from many years earlier!

That’s the power of scent imprinting and training!

In the nine years I’ve been teaching Hierarchical concepts online, I’ve spoken at length about the power of scent training. Whenever I do, I have people come at me and claim that scent plays almost no role in Hierarchical power dynamics and attraction. Their doubt is often based on old studies that were inconclusive regarding the impact of scent on human relations.

But better, more focused research has been conducted that seems to be much more conclusive.

First there is THIS STUDY that goes into a general study of human pheromones and their effects on behavior. Notice how it defines pheromones:

Pheromones are “airborne chemical signals released by an individual into the environment, and affecting the physiology and behavior of other members of the same species.” Pheromones have traditionally been defined as either releasers, compounds triggering immediate short-term behavioral responses, or primers, compounds triggering medium- to long-term changes in behavior or physiology. 

The same study also concluded that the “perception of a particular pheromone may be related to the genetic composite of the receiver” and “allows pheromones to play a major role in the sexual behavior and the choice of sexual partner in animals.” Humans are animals, and subsequent studies verified that there are “growing arguments for an influence by pheromone-like compounds on human physiology and behavior, and it is also possible that pheromone signals in humans, like in several other mammals (pigs, ferrets) may be transduced via the olfactory mucosa.”

Notice the depth and range of these pheromones:

“The natural human body odor consists of about 120 individual chemicals (Labows et al. 1979), of which some have pheromone properties. In general, body odors carry informational cues of great importance for individuals across a wide range of species, and signals hidden within the body odor cocktail are known to regulate several key behaviors in animals. For a long time, the notion that humans may be among these species has been dismissed. Psychophysical studies suggest, however, that humans, like many other animals, may be able to identify the emotional state of an individual belonging to the same species based solely on the body odor.”

Unsurprisingly, Men have much more intense and powerful pheromones higher in steroidal compounds that affect the moods of those receiving them: “Furthermore, smelling of two steroids, the 4,16-androstadien-3-one (AND), and estra-1,3,5(10),16-tetraen-3-ol (EST), have in several consecutive experiments shown to affect mood and arousal (Bensafi et al. 2003; Jacob et al. 2001; Lundstrom and Olsson 2005).”

Notice where the study isolates these mood-altering pheromones in Men:

“Androstadien-3-one (AND) is a derivative of gonadal progesterone and has been identified in urine, plasma, apocrine sweat, as well as semen and axillary hair (public hair).”

So we are not imagining things – Alpha scent is very powerful and impactful on those with receptors (females and faggots)!

There was also a fairly interesting (but in my mind, incomplete) study of “gaydar” when it comes to scent. I won’t dive into much of it because I feel like it’s missing some control experiments, but here’s what the study found:

“Gay men strongly preferred the odor of other gay men, lesbians gravitated toward the smell of other lesbians, and straight women rated the odor of straight men higher than that of gay men. Each group, in short, preferred the smell of their first-choice mates, indicating a scent-based ability to assess sexual orientation. Another study confirmed that gay men and lesbians can recognize and identify the odor of others who share their sexual preference. This kind of scent-based gaydar enables gays to pinpoint potential partners instantly.”

Notice how the study oddly seems to leave out straight Men? However, this study strongly suggests something I’ve been saying all along: straight Men (and of course, straight Alphas) can tell someone is a faggot even before the faggot knows. How? BY SCENT!

I would be willing to bet that if there was a study of males who self-identified as faggots, there would be the same reactivity to male pheromones as straight females. As the study above showed, there are specific pheromone receptors built into the ones meant to respond to them, and faggots respond just the same way as females to the scent of Alphas.

This was a lot of information, and I tried my best to walk you through the easiest path. Ultimately, scent is just as powerful as we’ve believed all along, so you’re not crazy for wanting to sniff your Alpha’s underwear or socks. You’re following your natural instinct to imprint on his scent the same way animals do.

And deep down, we are all animals.

I just want to add this weird little interview with Shawn Mendes where the interviewer asks to smell Shawn’s armpit and he let’s him do it! WE ALL UNDERSTAND THIS! It’s in our NATURE!

I wanna share something with you, Sam. When I was 18 and virgin, I met a guy on Grindr. I went to his house, but when he started to fuck me, my hole wasn’t perfectly clean. He got mad, called me disgusting, and expelled me from his place. I felt dirty and guilty for months after that. When I finally lose my virginity several months later, I was panicking about being 100% clean.

Yesterday my current bf was fucking me and he went too deep, so he got a small stain on the head of his dick. I was freaking out thinking that he would react like that other guy, but instead he laughed, said “that’s what I get for having such a long dick”, then he took me IN HIS ARMS, went to the bathroom, washed his dick, washed my ass and hole with his hands, asked me if I was okay, and then put me on my knees until he finished on my face.

I felt amazing, Sam. I know I am a faggot and a cumdump, but he was so thoughtful and respectful.

Do you think Real Alphas act like that and the picky ones tend to be weaker Alphas? And also, do you have tips for a perfect clean hole?

Brother, thank you for sharing that experience! 

(Sh)It happens, as Forrest Gump once said. I think every faggot or bottom has some experience like yours at some point, because it’s simply the law of averages. Get fucked enough times in your asshole, you’ll eventually hit paydirt, so to speak. 

I have a shit story like yours that makes yours look like a silent fart by comparison. I wrote about it on FWA, but I couldn’t find it in my preserved archives from that site to resurrect. I might write it up again if I manage to get the courage. Thankfully I’m fully stocked on orange vodka, so it could happen soon.

In my case, I was fortunate that the Alpha fucking me seemed to be totally fine with it and badly wanted me to come back for more at another day, but I was too humiliated to do it. I regret that now, because he was a hot, hung young Alpha who was also a clearly a Protector type. But he’s long gone now.

I’m so sorry that the first Alpha treated you so badly. It’s a credit to you that it didn’t break your spirit or your desire to continue serving. Because you didn’t give up, you found this terrific and loving Alpha who comforted you and helped you learn to trust again. He’s amazing, and I hope you will convey to him my thanks and admiration, brother! 

There are a few things faggots can do to greatly minimize this issue. Diet that includes plenty of fiber/roughage is one way. Using enemas rather than douches are another. I have a gravity-fed enema that I use, but there are different types. You must fill the lower two chambers of your colon with clean water (you’ll feel very full), and then push it out. Repeat this over and over until the water comes out clear. Then you should be good for hours of use.

Anyway, thanks again for sharing your experience! I’m sure other faggots can benefit from it!  

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Hi Sam

My name is Reece and I’m a long time follower of the site (great work btw) here’s some backstory before I get into my situation,

I’m 28 years old and have been a faggot all my life. I started sucking dick at 13 years old with my friends older brother and his group of friends but I didn’t fully accept myself as a faggot until I was 16 when I started serving older teens and men full time. Cut to the pandemic and I was working full time and unfortunately I had an accident in work which has completely changed my life and has left me physically disabled, not to get into to much detail but it’s left me where I need crutches to walk, cannot sit or stand for long periods of times without experiencing immense pain, I can’t kneel or get onto my knees/hands and knees at all and now I have been left with further complications that has now affected my breathing so sucking cock, deep throating and being skull fucked are all now off the table and I have no clue if they will be back on at any point.

my question basically is how can I as a faggot serve my betters when I have so much wrong with me and can hardly do anything for my self, if I can’t provide relief through my holes then what’s the point. Are there alphas out there that can work with this as in the long run things could go back to normal but at this stage it’s unknown or should I just resign to life as a faggot that can no longer serve.

Sorry for the downbeat in the mood I just would love some advice from other faggots and maybe some alphas as I have no clue for my future.

Many thanks

Faggot Reece

Reece, Thank you very much for your touching story. I’m so sorry you’re currently going through this! 

I praise you for your intense desire to serve and be useful to Alphas throughout your life, even when you’re dealing with terrible adversity. It’s admirable! So many faggots fail this part of their journey and go nowhere. BUT YOU SERVED, and SERVED WELL! You should be proud of that.

But here’s the sober truth (and you, as a longtime reader, know I don’t sugarcoat things) my brother: now is not the time to serve Alphas. You need to conserve all of your strength and focus on your recovery from this injury in order to stabilize your life.

I know it’s popular in this space to say stupid shit like “faggots are worthless” or whatever, but that’s idiotic and immature. Faggots are simply driven to submit and serve, but we are still human. We hurt, we struggle, we endure, often with a bravery that might match any Alpha. 

And that’s you right now … my brave brother. You need to set service aside right now. NOT FOREVER, just for the moment. Focus entirely on your recovery, and I think you’ll be surprised what you accomplish.

My heart is with you, my brother. Stay strong, and please keep me posted on your progress! 

Love,

your brother sam

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This is @xmegacumshooter drowning a faggot with an overwhelming cumshot!

Hyperspermia is a rare but very real condition for certain virile Men and Alphas. The rivers of cum they produce makes it mathematically impossible for them to cum anywhere near a vagina without impregnating it. And good luck finding a condom to contain that much cum! It’s a reservoir tip, not an actual reservoir.

God Alpha Dino’s God Alpha son Chad has hyperspermia. I’ve seen his cumshot, and it looks like this. That’s why he’s in his early twenties and has children in the double digits!

Men are NOT created equal!

Hi Sam!! I love you so much <3 your website is so amazing, I learn so much

So I am 19 Sam, and my bf is 29. I know I am a faggot and that’s what I want to be. He loves to dominate me and treat me like his personal hole to use and fuck. I cook for him, clean for him, do the laundry, etc And I am so happy!

But I have one question and I want your opinion… He fucks me every day and always hurts. In the beginning I told him to go slow or fuck just with the half of his dick but after some time I let him fuck the way he like (deep and hard). So is it normal to hurt all the time or it get better with time? I just close my eyes when he is fucking and wait to feel the cum inside me. I love the feeling of serving him but I never feel pleasure with the dick inside me because it hurt so much. I lost my viriginty with him and never saw other dick, so I don’t know what to do.

Faggots always feel pain and that’s normal, or I am doing something wrong? I really love to be a faggot and I understand if i need to feel the pain but sometimes I see bottoms enjoying so much, so I don’t know if it’s normal.

Thank you Sam!!! I love you a lot!

Thank you for your sincere question, little brother! I love you, too!

Certainly, anal sex can come with some amount of pain, especially when you lose your virginity. But it makes me sad that a young, genuine, heartfelt faggot like you feels resigned to a life of painful service when that is NOT true at all. 

First and foremost, you MUST be using LOTS of lube every time. Since you are having sex without a condom, you should be using SILICONE lubricant because it is significantly slicker and longer-lasting. The lube should be slathered on your hole and his dick before penetration. 

You also need to stretch your hole a little bit. You can use buttplugs of increasing size to help open your hole. Also, there is this amazing technique pioneered by CagedJock to very carefully open a hole: https://hierarchyuniversity.com/caged-jock-how-to-stretch-a-fags-hole/

And finally, you need to relax. Unfortunately, your Alpha has made that more difficult because he keeps hurting you without any consideration for what you’re going through. If he knew more about what he was doing, he might be able to improve to the point that he could cunt you, a moment you both should want. But he’s never going to cunt you by fucking you the way he is right now. 

I ask that you please talk to him about the pain you’re experiencing and how desperately you want to be a good faggot for him. Beg him to help you feel more comfortable with sex, because the pain is making it difficult to serve properly. If you need to, point him to my answer here. Whatever it takes. He must understand both your pain and your admirable desire to keep serving him.

I really hope you manage to correct this and find pleasure in your service, little brother. A good faggot like you is so rare to find, and your Alpha should be appreciative enough to try and help you serve him. You deserve it! 

I love you, sweetheart!

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Many faggots struggle with a host of issues both physical as well as emotional. We are not like normal males; our general depravity and low self-esteem often manifests itself in poor eating habits and lack of exercise. These failures compound, leading to even more intense feelings of worthlessness.

Every so often I’m asked about this, but my advice on this topic is nothing but empty platitudes and shapeless encouragement. I say this because I know that the only way a faggot can overcome these types of issues is for the faggot to take actions within himself; my well wishes are of little benefit. I can’t do the work for anyone. Either a faggot takes action to help himself, or he doesn’t.

That’s why I was so grateful to receive the following message in my Questions From Readers inbox from an anonymous faggot regarding his lifelong struggles with obesity and body hair. He introduced his issues this way:

I was reading the website and found a question about a hairy faggot who didn’t want to shave. I wanna share my experience about this. I am sorry if this message gets too long but I really need to vent. I’ve been reading your website for years, and I’m so happy you’re back.

When I was 18, I was overweight and super hairy. I already knew I was a faggot and I would spend hours jerking off to porn dreaming about an Alpha and, most importantly, wishing that one day I would wake up as a smooth twink desired by men. The years went by and, when I was 23, I was finally brave enough to download Grindr. It was a total disaster. The vast majority of tops blocked me when I sent a picture and the very few who talked to me were other bottoms looking for bears, asking if I were a top.

A few months later, I met a guy at work who seemed to be nice. He wasn’t very in shape either but he was very confident and clearly an Alpha. I thought it would be easier to be with him since none of us were in shape. But an Alpha who is not in shape has NOTHING to do with a faggot who is not in shape. He was chubby, hairy, had an average dick, but he was very confident and always had someone serving him. I tried to approach him, unfortunately way before I knew about your work and the dynamics withing hierarchy. At first he was really kind to me, we went out for dinner a few times. But when I started to show him my submission, I told him that I was still a virgin and would do anything for him to be my first (I was around 25 by this moment). He said that he could take my virginity if I changed my appearance, then he sent photos of Brent Corrigan and Johnny Rapid, saying that he would fuck me if I looked like them.

I felt very offended and obviously stopped talking to him and even quit the job in order not to be with him again. I got into a deep deep deep depression, crying every single day, thinking that I would never lose my virginity, let along have someone who cares about me. On top of that, a few months later covid hit and my mother died during the pandemic. It was the worst time of my life because we only had each other in this world. I have always been an introvert and didn’t really have any friends, but I had one friend from work who encouraged me to start seeing an online therapist in 2021, after my mother passed away. Thanks to therapy, I noticed that I wasn’t suffering just because of my loss, but because I felt deep down that my mom was the only person who would ever see me beyond my appearance and care about me.

I think this faggot’s experience really reflects the desperation many feel for connection and and acceptance. Losing his mother during the pandemic was an unmooring for him, really forcing him to take an action he truly needed.

Notice what happened once the faggot began taking action and making changes:

The therapist was a wonderful guy, he encouraged me to do small things to uplift my self-steem like getting a better haircut, new clothes, etc. Little by little, I got out of depression and started to retrieve my professional life. One day the therapist told me that he understands very well my desire to have a dominant man in my life but not having one couldn’t be the end of the world. I knew he was gay and married to another man, but I then noticed that he was probably an owned faggot and understood how much I was suffering. Then he said that, since I hardly ever leave the house, I would never find someone, and would probably die a virgin if nothing changed. He suggested me to stop insisting on Grindr and similar hook-up apps because Tops on these apps are looking for an easy hole to cum, and the young smooth bottoms will always catch their attention. And so, he gave me a little task and told me download non-hook-up apps, such as Hinge and Bumble.

I didn’t want to do it at first, but I finally did it. During the first few months, nothing happened. I had just a few matches and usually the guys assumed I was a top because of my appearance. On my 30th birthday, I was quite depressed at home, feeling old and unattractive, when I received a notification from Hinge. I had a match with a 35 year old guy with a beautiful smile, and a confident look. We started talking and, when I said it was my birthday and I would spend the night by myself in my bedroom, he called me and we kept talking for hours. He insisted to take me out for dinner but I was to shy and afraid to accept. I fell asleep, and he texted me good morning on the next morning. He was a real gentleman. I talked to my therapist about him, showed his picture, and said that he was treating me too well to be true. Then my therapist said that I was expecting humiliation because of that guy from work who sent me twink pictures and told me that he wouldn’t fuck me.

I think every faggot understands the feeling this faggot was experiencing as he exposed himself to rejection. It’s at this point that many faggots retreat, afraid of getting hurt, exposed, vulnerable, or embarrassed.

But this faggot pressed on. Notice what happened then:

After a few weeks, I accepted his invitation to take me out for dinner. He was like a Disney prince, he picked up at my house, paid for the bill, and asked if I wanted to go back to his place. Again I was too scared of him looking at my body and dumping me, so I said I needed to go home. As soon as I arrive home, I texted him saying that we could be just friends because he wouldn’t like my body anyway. He said that this was not an issue for him, as long as I was a bottom. He said that the only deal breaker for him would be if he ever needed to bottom. I said that I would do anything he wants, and would always obey. When I said “always obey,” he asked if he good go back to my place on that same night. I was afraid of him leaving me, so I said yes.

Sam, I was literally panicking. I tried to text my therapist and ask for advice but it was too late in the night. When my Man arrived home, he started kissing me, and saying that I would never again feel ugly. I felt like a sex toy in his hands. He had complete control of anything, even my house became his house. He put me on my knees, told me to open my mouth, put out a beautiful and thick cock, and started fucking my throat without asking for permission. He was literally just giving orders, and I was obeying. He told me to undress and saw my whole body: fat, ugly, hairy. But that didn’t stop him from fucking my throat the whole night, and made me swallow three loads. He didn’t fuck my hole that night because I didn’t have any lube I wasn’t ready. To be honest, I didn’t even know how to prepare my hole for him. But I slept with three loads in my stomach and felt like the world’s luckiest faggot.

That happened 2 years ago. I am 32 now and we are still together. He was honest with me and said that he wasn’t very attracted to my ass but instead of humiliating me, he trained me to become his faggot. He shaved my ass with his own hands, and took my virginity when I was smooth. Then he told me to start shaving every week, and bought of the devices I needed to keep my face and body smooth. A few weeks after I sucked him for the first time, he bought two big dildos and told me to practice every night, he also enrolled me at the gym and hired a personal trainer to watch my diet.

Today is December 1, 2024. I lost 16 kg since 2022, my body is nice and smooth. My hole is ready for him to use 24/7 and my blowjob is as good as any sexy twinky porn star. I still have a long way to go to get in shape for my Master, but my self-esteem is 100x better. He literally saved my life, Sam. I was completely hopeless when we met each other. He saw a lonely depressed virgin faggot and immediately claimed me as his property, and turned a useless ugly faggot into a quite useful and loyal  fag. Every other month I pay a super hot sex worker to come to our house, so my Master fucks this porn star as much as he wants. I think this is the least I can do after being literally rescued from a miserable life. And honestly this is his right as a God Alpha.

SUCCESS! As I’ve said countless times, there are great Alphas out there who instinctively know how to train faggots and build them up so they can become fulfilled and productive possessions. If you don’t believe me, believe HIM!

I get chills when I re-read this: “He literally saved my life, Sam.” Any Alphas reading this, please know that you can have this kind of truly dramatic effect on the faggots you claim!

The faggot concludes his experience this way:

I decided to tell you my story after reading this question about the hairy faggot because it really resonates with me. What I learned as 32 year old faggot is that FAGGOTS MUST MAKE AN EFFORT TO LOOK SEXY FOR THEIR MEN, BUT REAL PROTECTOR ALPHAS WILL SUPPORT US NO MATTER WHAT. Alphas are visual, this is their nature, and we can’t blame them for desiring young, good-looking, tight faggots. However, there are good alphas willing to train us, get us in shape, and use us. If there are any hopeless faggots reading this, please don’t give up, brother.

How can any faggot read that and not be inspired and encouraged?

I consider this one of the most important articles I’ve ever published, and I’m so grateful to the courageous, insightful brother who sent it in. I hope it helps others as much as it helps me!