My name is Jon. I’m in my late 30s—5’10″, 155 lbs, average/fit build—and I live in Washington, D.C.
I’ve been part of the gay scene for about 20 years, but I’ve still not found what I’ve been deeply craving: the opportunity to truly submit to someone. I’ve tried, but honestly, I haven’t had much luck. I’ve encountered so many fakes and flakes over the years, and as I get older, I worry that it’s becoming even harder to find what I’m looking for. That thought breaks my heart.
At the same time, I have fears about family finding out and being disappointed in me. I dream of finding someone—a friend or boyfriend—who I can have a “normal” relationship in public, while privately being able to fully submit to them.
Just to share a little background: I was raised in an African culture and often felt more comfortable spending time with girls because I didn’t feel “man enough.” Even back then, I think I knew something about myself that I just couldn’t express. There are many moments in my life where I’ve shown my true colors. but I’ve never been bold enough to admit anything because of my family.
I’m sorry if I’m rambling. I guess I’m just hoping for some guidance—or maybe, even, for someone out there to consider giving me a chance.
Thank you so much for reading.
Jon, thanks for writing!
I really can hear the frustration eating you up inside, and I feel for you. For African cultures, there’s enormous pressure on males to conform to certain masculine expectations. That can be overwhelming, and almost choke you to death.
But you are not alone in this. We all deal with these pressures in one way or another.
Honestly, trying to live life as a true faggot is very hard because much of gay culture dismisses faghood as a fetish, and not a serious state of being. So we are sometimes even ostracized by our own “community”.
But to be blunt, the solution to your issue lies INSIDE YOU. You need to learn to let go of these family pressures (because they ultimately mean nothing) and take responsibility for your own path and happiness.
Finding a Master is a process of trial and error, but it can be done. Apps like Grindr, TheBlowers.com, Recon, and others can get you access to Alphas, and from there you can start making connections. I’d recommend that you start submitting to Alphas you know in your everyday life, but you don’t sound ready for that.
There’s no magic bullet here. It just takes working on yourself and trying your best to submit both publicly and privately to Men. It will lead to success, but nothing will happen until you heal the family issues holding you back.
It’s me again! I was the faggot who wrote to you 2 days ago asking about my new found urges. You said that the best way to find faggots for my Master was to look into scene he promotes himself, which is Twitter. Following your instructions, I’ve been looking for many findom and cashmaster related communities and accounts. I’ve even made a new account completely dedicated to my Master. But I’ve encountered somewhat of a problem. I have found many faggots on there, but they seem to be already dedicated to other Masters. As a dedicated faggot myself, I would find it disrespectful to tell a fellow faggots to ditch their Master for another. I’m conflicted because I obviously want my Master to have a large community of dedicated faggots at his beck and call, but I don’t want to steal faggots from other Masters as well. So what do you suggest would be the best way to find faggots for my Master without “stealing” them from other Masters?
I was thinking about this and I think this approach is wrong. Faggots aren’t going to listen to another faggot asking them to serve a different Master. It’s the MASTER who must demonstrate that he’s someone worth serving. Your intentions are good, brother, but I don’t think there’s an effective way to do this unless you start posting daily pics/videos of your Master using you.
The following post is part of a thread following the submission of a faggot named Ethan to an experienced black Master known as King Karter. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
This is PART THREE of a three-part experience Ethan the faggot had over the course of a weekend with his new Master King Karter and two of King Karter’s Alpha friends!
When we left Ethan in the previous post, he was being dragged into King Karter’s bedroom after a whirlwind night of serving him and his Alpha Brothers King L and King R. The events culminated in an expensive meal at a nice steakhouse with the three Alphas and Ethan’s fag brothers #1 and #3.
Now Ethan would be alone with King Karter after all of that animalistic fucking and cumming. What else might King Karter want from his newest faggot?
Here’s Ethan’s account:
So King Karter took me into his bedroom. When he closed the door, he pulled me to him and started kissing me. I was shocked. He has never kissed me before and I have never seen him kissing faggots, like even #1. He started to feel me up and finger me. He kept telling me I was a good faggot, I had made him proud, and he was happy to have me in his kingdom. I was a bit taken aback because I had not really seen what to do when he was like that. 3 told me he can be romantic sometimes, but one, I forgot it at the time since the day had been so crazy and my head was spinning at the moment, and two) it had been a while since he told me that, in the very beginning when I first started to DM him. He kept saying (asking) “If I would be a good faggot for daddy tonight (then kiss me a bit) or say/ask, “You want daddy’s dick in your pussy tonight?” or “You want to be a good slut for daddy?” I kinda got the hint he wanted me to call him daddy this time so I kept replying, “Yes, daddy!” “Yes, Daddy, please put your dick in my pussy” stuff like that. He kept licking my neck and face, and pushed me to my knees. I sucked him off for a while.
After a bit, he pulled me up and put me on the bed, lubed himself and my hole up, pulled my legs up to my chest, and slid into me. I was pretty loose already from the whole day so it went in easily and he fucked me but all the while he was kissing and making out with me. Asking if I liked being daddy’s pussy/slut. His dick was hitting the amazing spots in my hole. He kept hitting the inner ring, like you call it. He would kiss and lick my face, and suck on my chest. He likes verbal so I kept asking, “Please fuck my pussy daddy, Its so fucking big I need more dadddy dick.” I think he liked that because he fucked harder and made out harder, like sucking my tongue in. That was another thing, I don’t have much experience making out with guys (more girls honestly in high school, and I really wasn’t into that so I didn’t care how it went) I have only had a few Grinder hookups, and when I made out with #1 on Kings Dick. But when King Karter was kissing, he was using a lot of tongue and spit, like sticking and sliding it deep in my mouth all around my teeth, and lips.
He also kept caressing me with his hands all over. He turned me over I was on my stomach for a while and fucked me while he was on top of me then, I sucked him again, and then I had me get on the bed with my ass up and my head on the mattress. And he got over me and fucked me like that for a while. Finally, he had me on my side and fucked me from behind. Lickin’ and sucking on my neck, I think that’s when he gave me the hickey. He came in my ass and then he had me clean it off. I lay there with my head in between his thighs, just suckin’ on his balls for about 40 minutes or so, while he stroked my hair. We talked a lot about how he plans to have me meet a lot of his friends, and how he wants me to maybe get a better job (other than Starbucks) He said, he gave the waiter tonight a $155 tip. He said I could be making that much, too, if I worked as a waiter in a place like that. He wanted me to move out of the dorms and move in with #3, and have a one-bedroom apartment. That way, it will be cheaper for both of us. And it will be easier to have dates come over to our place.
I told him I would try hard to convince my parents because they pay for most of my bills and schooling, it is hard, and my mom thinks I am Bi, and my dad does not know anything. He would not have a good reaction. King told me he would like me to at least tell my mom I am gay, so I can be more free. I didn’t have to tell them I am exactly a faggot, but at least stop lying about still liking chicks. I did say if my dad’s side finds out they would not only disown me and cut me off they might even come and hurt me (especially if they knew I was with black men. Like they are fuckin full on MAGA, racist as shit) He said he understood but when I’m more off and can support myself on my own in a few years he wants me to tell them everything. (I honestly don’t know how I’m going to do that). He wanted me to get a waiter job when I got home, so I could see if I liked that kind of job, and I could get a better-paying one here (in Texas) when I came back.
I started to feel his huge black dick start to get hard again on my face and forehead, and he had me suck him again. Then he fucked me the same ways as before, with kissing and licking and suckin on me. And basically, the same positions but he also had my head over the edge of the bed so he could throat fuck me, and he had me lick and eat out his ass. He then fucked me on my back with my legs in the air and came hard inside my ass while making out with me. I felt like I was in some romantic movie! He lay on top of me for a while and then got up and pulled me off the bed.
He pointed to the ground at the foot of the bed and told me that was where I would sleep tonight. I looked around for a pillow and blanket, but when he just got back in bed and got under the sheet, I knew I wasn’t getting anything so I just lied down. I fell asleep pretty fast, even though I was on the hard floor (no carpet, it’s like hardwood but fake). Sometime in the middle of the night, I woke up choking, not able to breathe easily, and before I opened my eyes, I knew something was in my mouth. I opened them and he was fucking my mouth hard. I lay there and looked up at him. He fucked it for a few mounts, then without saying anything he pushed me on my stomach and straddled and fucked my ass again, pulling on my hair. He came inside of me and had me clean him off again! Then he pulled my hair to get me to crawl to the bathroom saying he need to take a piss. He pulled my head over the bowl, and I could tell he looked almost half asleep and started pissing on my face. I drank as much as I could, but this was much more bitter and rank than before. He stopped and was almost half asleep. He told me to clean up and go back to sleep. He walked back and got back into bed, and I cleaned the toilet and floor with my tongue, and splashed some water on my face, dried that off, and went back to the floor. I could hear 3 and 1 getting the shit fucked out of them in the other room. I don’t know what time it was, but it took me a while to go back to sleep. While I lied there, I fingered my hole and patted my cage and had a hard orgasm, and I licked and cleaned it all up so it wouldn’t be on the floor.
1 woke me up the next morning. The Kings were all still asleep. We made them breakfast and cleaned the living room from the night before. When they all woke up the Kings sat at the table, but we all (faggots) had to eat from Dog bowls, at their feet. #3 said it is how King R likes to see faggots eat. Then before the 2 Kings left, King Karter had us (faggots) all go sit in the bathtub. I was in the middle with 1 on my right and 3 on my left. The Kings all pulled out their dick from their pants and started to piss on us at the same time. Like spraying it all over us, we all had our mouths open as they spread it back and forth.
I stayed a bit until 2:30ish to help clean and start meal prep. King Karter gave me the new dildos, cages, and poppers to use when I was gone. That was the last time I was there.
It was pretty shocking because I didn’t know that King Karter could be so like passionate or loving. Like all I saw was the hardcore sex. I didn’t think I would like that kind of sex, with all the kissing. Even growing up I was much more into hardcore, rough, domination, and degradation stuff. So I loved that kind of thing, and felt the lovey-dovey stuff was boring, and I wouldn’t have to worry about it. But I liked how King Karter treated them that last night. I like both, I guess now, the kissing/making out and the abuse and degradation at the same time.
It’s somewhat sad to me that we faggots expect our Alphas to be brutal, animalistic fuckers all the time without even the capacity for tenderness or romantic gestures. I’ve been owned by some passionate Alphas, and some of what King Karter did to Ethan they also did to me. And I was TRANSPORTED by those experiences, and I came to appreciate what was really possible between an Alpha and his faggot.
I was glad King Karter gave that to Ethan, because now Ethan knows the truth!
Honestly, any great Master will mix up the intensity levels and styles of intimacy with his faggots so the faggot will come deeper under his spell. Abusive usage makes the passionate moments that much juicier, that much sweeter.
Of course, when the Kings were together the next morning it was back to business as usual, with an old-fashioned piss party! What a way to finalize ownership after a long weekend of faggot fucking and use!
Here is an update on the last few weeks since I have been back in California. I have been going to the gym almost every day like 1 asked. I have gotten more shredded and lost about 2-3 inches on my waist already. Weight is harder to judge because I think I gained more muscle, but I lost at least 5-7 pounds already. I asked my mom if I could do the cleaning in the Apartment if she would pay me the same amount that she pays the cleaners to come twice a month. At first, she said no, but she finally compromised. I would clean most of the place, and she would cut down the cleaners to come only once a month, and I would get the money she would pay them. I plan on just sending it all to King Karter along with my fag tax. And I got a job as a waiter. It’s not a fancy restaurant like the one we eat at. But I’m just learning, so it’s all good, I guess.
I have had 6 meetings on FaceTime with King Karter. Most are short, like quick check-ins. Mostly when my family is home. The long ones though are when I am home alone, and he has me fuck myself. Or I have to do popper training with him or he watches me do the ones he picks out. Or I fuck myself while he fucks, 3 or 1. And he has had me piss in a glass and had me drink my piss on camera.
I did end up breaking 2 rules, though. 1) I had not shaved in a long while after I got back. And he noticed. I didn’t think it would be a big deal since I was not there, but he was not happy about it. I also had to admit I was not able to control myself and I jerked off twice since I had gotten home, I did tell him all I was thinking about was his big black dick. But he was very angry. I apologized a lot and begged him to forgive me. He had me punish myself I had to do it on FaceTime on my iPad, and also record it on my phone and send it to him. He had me take a hairbrush and hit my balls 30 times, after each time I hit myself I had to say, “I am sorry King Karter for beign a disobedient faggot, I do not deserve a King like you.”
10 times for each infraction. 10 for the facial hair, and 10 for each time I jerked off. By the time I got to 15- 17, I was in bad pain. My balls were bursting and so swollen by the time I was at 20. I tried a lot and begged him to let me stop or take a break, but he said No. He had me do all 30. My balls were so swollen that I could not even take off the ring to the cage when I got off FaceTime. I had to put ice on it, and it took almost a day to go down enough where I could slide it off. I didn’t realize how hard it would be not to jerk off. I learn my lesson and since then, anytime I have had to or want to jerk off I immediately put on one of my cages (the clear one feels the best) and either fuck myself or use my muscle message gun on myself and watch popper trainers. I want to learn how to control myself, but sometimes it’s hard. I also don’t want to be a disobedient fag. I remember in your old blog there was a faggot named Alex, that didn’t want to / or it was hard for him to be in chastity and I don’t want to disrespect King Karter like that. I want to learn, like how Alex learned how to control it and deal with it.
I love that King Karter maintains control with his faggot remotely and in such a highly-detailed manner! It just shows why he is a King, because he maintains strict control over every part of his Kingdom no matter how far!
Chastity and the inability to cum can be a difficult issue for younger faggots. I sympathize with Ethan’s pain. But fighting it will only make it worse (as he discovered). The faggot Ethan mentions from FWA was Chin, not Alex. Chin was/is the faggot owned by Master Jin, a strict straight Master who insists that all of his live-in faggots wear chastity. Chin was very rebellious for a couple of years, and it led to some strident discipline from Master Jin. It got so bad that Master Jin threatened to castrate Chin (Master Jin is a medical doctor and could pull it off). No faggot should ever want to push a Master that far!
But I’m so proud of my brother Ethan for what he’s accomplishing and all of the qualities he’s mastering so that he can fulfill his life’s purpose in service of King Karter or any other great Alpha!
The following post is part of a thread following the service of a young faggot named Tyler who has been claimed by a great Protector Alpha named Steve. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Over the years I’ve encountered a lot of abusive Destroyer Alphas, both personally and through my online teaching efforts. In my personal life I’ve mostly made smart decisions to steer away from them (my rapist was one I couldn’t see coming due to my youth). I value myself enough as a faggot to know that my gifts are worth an Alpha’s appreciation, not condemnation.
I try to instill that sense of self-worth in the faggots who interact with my content. I hate hearing of my brothers falling prey to Destroyer Alphas who are cruel and selfish and non-productive. There are so many great Protector Alphas who value the devotion and service of a faggot, and I just cannot understand why faggots self-destruct by choosing the worse path in life instead of serving these noble Kings.
My brother Tyler wrote into my Questions From Readers inbox to tell me about a choice he recently made. Listen to this:
I don’t exactly have a question, but I saw your answer to another fag about his Alpha cleaning the house and would like to share something that happened with me to know your opinion about it. I am 21 years-old and until last week I was serving two Alphas. They were both nice guys, nice dicks, and very dominant in bed. But one of them (Adam) was hotter (had a six-pack) and the other (Steve) was handsome, but a little chubby. I loved to serve them and I would usually go to Adam’s house on Wednesday and Steve’s house on Saturday.
Last week, I was supposed to serve Adam as always did (go to his place, get on my knees, swallow his first load, let him fuck my ass for his second load, and go back home). But I woke on Wednesday morning with a HORRIBLE cold sore. I looked like a monster. Since he had been serving him for 6 months, I thought it would be okay to cancel, but he insisted to know why and I sent him a picture of my lips. He just said I was a disgusting bitch and that he would find somebody else on Grindr for that night.
Maybe it’s his right to treat me like that considering our roles in hierarchy, but I was already very vulnerable and he really hurt my feelings with his words. So I texted Steve, who is also a dominant Alpha but tends to be more patient. I told him that I didn’t know if I would be able to visit him on the weekend because I wasn’t feeling great. He asked what happened and for a moment I thought he would treat me like Adam had done, but instead, he told me to go to his place at night because I needed extra care.
I went to his place after work with a thick layer of make-up on the sore trying to pretend it wasn’t as bad as it was. But he’s a smart guy and noticed something was wrong. He told me to clean my face immediately because make-up is not ideal for sores like that. When I came out of the bathroom, he chuckled and said “I wonder where this mouth has been”, but in a funny and respectful way. He noticed that I too stressed for jokes, so he just hugged me and said “even perfect twinks get sick sometimes, relax”
Of course we did not kiss and I did not suck his dick, but he spent the whole night saying how gorgeous I am and even cooked dinner for me. He ordered some cream for cold sore at the pharmacy and put it on my lips with his own hands. I was feeling so good with him taking care of me that I felt an urge to serve him no matter how. He said that I was tired and stressed, so he didn’t want me to do the dishes, but then he smiled to me and said “well, but if you need to relax, I am sure that your ass does not have any cold sores”
So I quickly went to his bathroom to make sure I was clean and ready, and when I entered his room he was already naked jerking off his hard dick. I felt bad that I couldn’t suck that beautiful cock, but I just said “thank you for being my Master”, laid on my stomach and let him do whatever he wanted with me. I think it was a turn-on for him to see me so vulnerable and lost, because he fucked me really hard and deep, then 20 minutes later turn me up to fuck me missionary.
We slept together and I never felt so good in my life. I decided to stop serving Adam and stick with Steve now. Just like the Alpha who cleans the house, I think a certain amount of love and care is important for us fags. At least for me, it’s so important to see that, although inferior to him, my Man wants me to be happy.
Could you please comment and tell me what you think? Do you think that as a fag I should go back to serve Adam, even though he does not care at all about my feelings?
Here’s the bizarre part of Tyler’s story: he’s still questioning whether or not he should continue serving Adam the Destroyer Alpha after everything Master Steve did for him! Isn’t that crazy?? We faggots are something like moths that can watch a thousand other moths burn in the flame and we’re still drawn to self-immolation.
And the problem is SELF WORTH. We feel so worthless about ourselves that we mistakenly think we deserve that awful, abusive treatment.
But Master Steve shows a better way forward, treating his property the way a true Alpha treats everything of value that he owns. A Man like Master Steve deserves complete and devoted worship and service, not half-hearted attention. Is he to be expected to continue being there to comfort his faggot when it’s hurt again and again by Destroyer Alphas like Adam?
Of course not. A Protector Alpha like Master Steve is the mighty cornerstone upon which a faggot can build a lifetime of joyful service. I wholeheartedly encourage my brother Tyler to loyally remain at Master Steve’s feet! Master Steve deserves that!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the rise of a 15-year-old Alpha named Lucas, and his extraordinary mother Sophie as she attempts to raise a King. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I’m always fascinated by Alphas who embrace their Alphahood very young (like in the 11-15-year-old range). It certainly tracks with my belief that Alphas are born that way. However, the insecurities that plague all adolescents seem to be missing from these Alphas. It’s almost as if they emerged from the womb already understanding that they’re different than others … superior. By the time their superior bodies start puberty, they seem to be ready for it, eager for it, like prize-winning racehorses agitated in the starting gate. There’s no awkwardness, no hesitation. Only an anticipation of even greater glory to come.
They’re like princes eager to receive their inheritance and become Kings.
Alpha Lucas certainly fits that description. His wonderful mother Sophie recognized her son is different from other boys his age, and when I found out that he was subjugating other boys and forcing them to worship his feet, I recognized it, too!
Alpha Lucas has been in constant communication with the glorious Master Dean, and he has been mentoring Alpha Lucas on faggot ownership and how best to lead inferiors. It’s quite clear that Alpha Lucas is a quick learner, too. Here’s a letter Alpha Lucas sent to Master Dean, which he also sent to me to update me on his progress:
I wanted to give You some news! Things are still going great for Me! I must say My Mother is quite reassured. I’m developing My power without it interfering with other aspects of My life!
Over the past few weeks, I’ve often spent several days with My servants (I have a dozen now!), one in turn, to deepen their submission. And I really love training them to worship My feet! I’ve instituted a ritual with each of them: when I sit on the sofa and put my feet on the coffee table, they must remove My shoes and socks only with their teeth, then kiss and lick My feet. When I sleep at their place, I obviously take their bed, and they sleep on the floor at the foot of the bed. I give them My socks to sleep with, so they can kiss them and inhale My scents during the night.
Also, something pretty crazy happened to Me! Some time ago, I gave a beating to a guy in My class who was getting on My nerves. The whiner went to complain to his big brother. So that dude came up to Me after class. He’s a pretty muscular, manly-looking guy. I thought I was going to have to fight him off and get My ass kicked, but I stood up to him proudly and explained why I’d knocked his little brother to the ground. Then the guy grinned and said, “You’re a real Alpha, aren’t You? Don’t worry, I’ll tell my brother to show you some respect.” The next day, the little brother came to see me, head down, and he begged Me to forgive him, told me that his big brother had scolded him and told him to start submitting to his betters instead of complaining behind their backs, and that from now on he would be obedient and respectful with Me.
Later, I saw the big brother again, looking all joyful, and he asked Me if he could do something for Me, said I could call him if I wanted anything. I invited him home once, and he cooked for Me and massaged My feet while I watched TV. The guy’s almost 18! And he recognizes My superiority! He likes to obey Me! That’s just great! Damn, I love it! I think he’s going to be My favorite inferior!
Breathtaking!
First and foremost, it’s not proper for me to refer to Lucas simply as an Alpha … because he’s now a MASTER and OWNER of a dozen faggots! That’s a huge stable of faggots at just 15 years old!
But even more impressive (and significant) was his encounter with the two brothers. Between the two brothers there is a natural age-based hierarchy, with the 18-year-old brother acting as the “Alpha”. But when they dared to confront a natural Alpha like Master Lucas, they were both forced (by nature itself) into submitting to him!
Master Lucas has been claiming the status of God Alpha for a little while now, but I was hesitant to admit that about him because of his youth. But now that lower-level Alphas are submitting to him, it might be fitting to start that conversation! His status as a God Alpha will be further clarified as he builds out an Alpha Pack and leads it, but I do think Master Lucas is very likely a God Alpha in the making!
I feel so blessed to be able to chronicle Master Lucas’s ascension! His power, intellect, intuition, and ambition is enthralling to witness!
The following post is part of a thread following the development of a college football faggot named Ethan who finally found the circumstances to serve. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
There’s no doubt that my previous site FagsWorshipAlphas and this one have had a large number of underage visitors lurking on them. In the first year of the site (on Tumblr) I shooed away questions and conversations from minors because I didn’t want to deal with the headaches or legal issues.
But I kept encountering kids who were putting themselves in frightening situations or trying things they didn’t understand, so I relaxed my standards a bit to try and give solid, fully transparent advice. I began to look at it this way: I would’ve loved to have had someone to talk to and get advice from when I was fumbling around in the darkness of my teen years as a burgeoning faggot. Despite what my critics suggest (without evidence), I desperately want to help people find their truth. And minors are people, too.
One of the most wonderful faggot brothers I’ve ever met on this wild internet journey of mine was a then-sixteen-year-old faggot named Ethan. In 2022 Ethan wrote me a heartfelt letter after I threatened to put up a paywall around FWA. He was desperate to hang onto the one thing that taught him the absolute truth about his life, so he reached out to somehow keep in touch with me.
Here’s what he wrote to me back in April of ’22:
Dear Sam, My name is Ethan, and I am a 16-year-old Faggot. I have been coming to your website for the last year and a half, almost 2 now. I saw your most recent post about making it a paid site and wanted to write this email to you for two reasons before it’s too late.
First, I was wondering if you could give me some advice. You see I have known I was a faggot since I was 10 years old. When I was in 5th grade I was in love with my 5th-grade teacher. He was such a nice and awesome teacher! He was always positive and supportive. I would always ask him if I could help around the classroom. Such as organizing the classroom library, wiping the desks down, hanging up classroom art, Sharping pencils, and, more. I was so excited to see him each day and help him out and wanted to do every for him. I also started having sexual dreams about him towards the end of the year. I didn’t know if I was gay or not, But I know I wanted to do anything he ask or said to do. Of course, he NEVER EVER touched me or did anything sexual! But I felt he had power over me and I loved it! He was just an amazing teacher. I was hoping you can give me the advice to help me find an Alpha. I have read a few posts on your site that you suggest for faggots my age find someone around the same age. But you see I am only attracted to older men, like at least 30s- 60s. Plus I am not out to a lot of people at my school yet, only a few think I’m Bi. I have tried using Grinder, but I have run into many problems. One is that most Alphas I like, are not into guys like me. You see I’m Very masculine, I’m 6′ tall, and about 225 – 230 pounds, I am on my High School’s JV Football team. I play MLB, (which is middle linebacker) Or FB (which is Full back). I also love to work out, and I can squat about 400 libs, (I have big Thighs hehe). I also can grow facial hair so I can look older than I really am. Anyways, Alphas on Grinder, always want small skinny, twink, Fem boys. Or they want boys to dress up and act like girls, and I am not that. Also, I don’t want to change, I like who I am, and I love football and sports. The other problem with Grinder is my age. I have met up with a few alphas, and I had to hide my age. But as soon as I tell them they ghost me. For example, I had been seen this one guy who was like in his 40s. for a few weeks and I had sucked him off 3 times, and last week I think he was getting suspicious about my age. He thought I was in college, but when I talked about school, the fact I go every day, and a few other details he finally asked straight out how old I was. It wasn’t like I was lying to him, like flat out, I just didn’t give him details. After that, he was mad and stop talking to me. I totally understand, they don’t want to get into trouble, and I did feel really bad about lying, and I do not want to lie to my alphas, because I know it’s not right. I just don’t know how to find one that will be ok with my age. Could you please give me some advice on how to find the right Alpha? I know I should not be lying to Alphas about my age or anything else but how do I find one? And one that likes me for me? Or should I change for my Alpha? Should I try to be more Fem. or dress like a girl for them? It’s just that, that is not really who I really am. I also wanted to send you this email because I wanted to say Thank You Soo Much, for making this site. even though I won’t be able to see if it is for pay since I do not have a credit card. I wanted to thank you for helping me so much. I know who I am now. Before I found your site I thought I was fucking crazy, or a very, Very, sick pervert. Just because I would fantasize and have dreams of men using me. Even though I was ok with myself for being gay, I thought it was sick to be thinking that I wanted older men to use me as a slave, and just a sexual object and for them to hurt me or say hateful things to me like call me a faggot or dog or wanting to be lesser than them and not equal. But you helped me know that it is all a part of nature, what the Hierarchy is, and my place in it. You helped me understand that I am not sick in the head, and there are many other Brothers like me out there. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you. You kind of saved my life! And if you still put the paywall up I understand. Please do not listen to the Fucking Haters! You also save so many that don’t email you, like I didn’t for the past year. Whenever I do get a credit card, your site will be the first one I sign up for! Thank you again, for everything you have done in the last 5 years! Happy Anniversary! I hope I can still stay in touch and let you know when I find an Alpha!
Thank you, Sincerely, Ethan
Can you see why I don’t judge minors as being too young to have honest conversations with about serious, life-altering decisions and courses of conduct? Ethan was clearly intelligent and in full control of his choices. He simply needed someone to talk to that he could trust, and I was that person.
Beyond that, I definitely felt drawn to him because he was honest-hearted. He admitted certain urges that others might try to hide for fear of judgement. I found Ethan to be quite mature and thoughtful for his age.
Sadly, I was headed to prison a few months later and my time to help him was limited.
Fortunately, Ethan reached back out to me recently and we reconnected. And I was glad to find out he’s now in college, but more than that, he’s finding his way as a faggot:
This is Ethan, we emailed back and forth a few times back in 2022 and 2023. I emailed you about finding alphas and meeting men on Grinder and how you told me to be myself even though I am a masculine Faggot, and not a femboy, that some alphas are into that. Since you gave me advice, I stopped using Grinder until I turned 18. I’m 19 now and turn 20 in June. I looked at FagsWorshipAlphas.com, hoping you would return when your “vacation” was up, but then it went down, and I thought I would never see or talk to you again. I found Hierarchy University a few days ago and am so glad I did. I have a few more questions and wanted to update you.
First, I think I found an Alpha! So I am at a university in Texas, and I have been going to a local Gym with some friends I met at school. Back in November, one of my friends said he saw a guy in the locker room wearing a cock cage. I was super intrigued, and it was hard to hide it. After we (they really) had a hard laugh about it. I asked him when he saw him and what he looked like, so I could maybe check it out. He gave me some info. But I never saw him whenever I would go by myself.
Eventually, I was with my friend and a few others, and he pointed the guy out to us as we were lifting. I did not go over to him then because I was with friends and too nervous. But at least I know what he looked like. It took me until February because of school and work, when I was able to get a brief idea of his schedule. He usually comes to the gym in the morning on the weekends and MWF in the midday and afternoons. It took me a while until I was able to talk to him, I was either always with my friends, or too shy, or there were too many people around.
Finally, in the middle of March, I caught him at the gym on a Sunday morning. The gym is usually void of a lot of people (most are at church), so I had to time it just write. I saw he was done with his set and treadmill, and he was walking to the locker room, and I followed him in. This time he was wearing his cage; I noticed a few times he wasn’t. So I followed him into the sauna, and there was another older man in there already. I waited until the older man left, then I started making casual talk. His name is Alan, and I asked him if he went to my school, which he did, but graduated like a year and a half ago. I then complimented him on his cage, and he smiled and said that it was a smaller one than he started with. I later found out he thought I was an alpha and was trying to pick him up haha. So I asked him if he had a master or Key holder, and he said he did. We talked for a bit about Alphas and Faggots. I told him I was a Faggot too, and was hoping he could give me some insight on how to find an Alpha like he did. He also said he had read your old site for a long time and saw it when it was first on Tumblr, right before that went dark too. Then two other older men came into the sauna and we had to cut our conversation short, just as well, cause I was also getting hard from talking about it all with someone one lol.
So after a while, we both decided to leave we went into the showers. I took a very quick shower as I did not want to miss him when he got out. As I was changing, he came out and I sat on the same bench and we chatted a little more, about other things, as there were others around. When we walked out, we exchanged numbers and we talked on the phone quite a few times after that. He told me that his Alpha was a black man Named King Karter and he and 3 other faggots worshiping him. Two of them are older, and online, mostly like Findom really. And one other he has had for a long time that is used sexually and demstically. They serve him by cleaning and cooking for him, financially by giving him some of their paycheck, and in other ways, and Sexually. I asked if King Karter was looking for more faggots and if I could meet with him. He had said he would ask his King the next time he would get a chance, but wasn’t sure.
A few weeks went by, and Alan called me and he said his alpha would have an interview with me. So he told me this before, but I will explain it. So his alpha has an interview with prospective faggots now, that want to serve him. Because he had one faggot that served him for a while and then just bailed because he did want to do a few of the certain things that his King was asking of him. This way he makes sure he only picks Faggots that are willing to do everything that is asked of them and know what to expect and how to serve. To prepare me for the interview, Alan talked to me and told me everything to expect, so I was prepared. Some of the things were like, will I cook and clean his apartment, which was a natural yes. Sexually, he said he is very, very dormant, which is most of the time. Which was ok with me although I told him I had not ever been fucked yet. He said as long as I’m ok with getting fucked and practice beforehand (which is a bit hard to do while living in a dorm) I was good. Alan said the first time is usually the hardest and roughest because he wants the Faggot to know how hard he can get. Alan said his King gave him black eyes and a split lip the first time, but he is not like that every time. Alan said his King also makes the faggots wear cock cadges at all times in the apartment, even when just cooking and cleaning or when the King is not home and when or / if they go out together. Because he said, his King finds it very offensive that faggots gets hard around him. Alan also told me that his King also has him and all his faggots use poppers constantly every time they are there, even when they are not having sex, he makes them watch popper training videos all of the time while working out their cunts, and while doing chores. I had never done poppers before this, but I know what they are.
I wanted to ask you, are there any side effects from using them a lot? I found conflicting information online. He also told me about one other aspect of service.
And finally, this was the big one, He said his King pimps him and the other faggot out to his friends and others. I told him I wasn’t sure if I could do that. Alan said that that was why the other faggot left. Alan said, He wasn’t sure about it either at first, but after a while, he realized that it was a Win, Win, Win scenario. He gets to have a lot more sex and practice with other men and pleases other alphas sexually, and he can take the things he learned from others and use his skills on his King, He said he is not allowed to have sex with anyone else like no hookups on Grinder, because his King does not want any risks of STDs. This way, his King can screen his clients beforehand, making sure they are all STD tested and Free. Alan also said he feels safer because his King knows where he is and who he is with, so he is not with some potential psycho killer. Also, it is a win for the clients as they will have a quality faggot to use. And finally, King Kater wins because he gets money and has us practice our skills, so when we come back, we can perform better for him. That was the basics of it.
I said I would have to think about the sex-selling part, and after a few weeks, I finally got comfortable with it. Alan sent him pics of me in a jock strap and Alan said his King liked my look. We had the interview a few weeks ago.
I also wanted to ask you if alphas tricking out their faggots is that a common thing? And what should I be aware of?
Since this email is getting long, I will let you know how the interview went in another email if you want to hear about it. I had it a few days ago, it was intense! 🙂 Really not what I was expecting.
Well, I am really glad you are back and love the new site! And I am glad I found you again!
Thanks Again, Sam!
Love you!
Ethan!
I thought this was an incredibly promising situation, but things got even better when Ethan was allowed to meet King Karter in the flesh!
Here is what happened last Sunday (4/6). Alan said I would have an interview at 11. I left my doom very early, went to a nearby gas station bathroom, and cleaned myself out just in case. I arrived at his apartment at around 10:45. When I was walking up to his place my stomach was in knots. When he opened the door, he was huge, like 6’3 bold, and goatee. He was wearing just some basketball shorts.
He told me to sit down and we talked for a good while. It felt like a work interview. He asked me where I grew up. When did I start thinking and knowing I was a faggot. How many men have I served? I told him the details I told you a few years ago like knowing when I was about 10. and about Grinder. I also told him I had never been fucked which I was nervous about, but he didn’t mind he did make sure I was willing to be fucked and breed, and I said yes absolutely! I just never found a guy I was comfortable with. I told him how I met Alan and how I was looking for an Alpha. I told him about your website (the old one because I didn’t find this one yet) and how you gave me great advice and really helped me, He said he heard about the site from # 1, (I will explain that later) and that he looked at it a few times but he liked this site called fagmaster or fag life, better because it was more for alphas, but he said you do good work to help faggots like me know their place. He said he hadn’t gone to them in a while because they went down too. (I think like yours I guess) I never heard of them so I don’t know.
Then he talked to me about his life and how he learned how to own faggots. He said he was always attracted to white boys but only had females sexually until he was 19 and got arrested with some friends carjacking and having pot on him. He said that while he was serving time in jail he learned how to use faggots. King Karter considers himself Bisexual. And sometimes had girlfriends but he has been more and more recently into white boy faggots. He said he only uses white boys faggots because he believes they need to pay restation for what they did to his ancestors. He said, “They raped us and used us and made us their slaves and now I do it to their children.” I did tell him I had family on my dad’s side who lived in the South and fought in the Confederate in the Civil War. He seemed to like that and laughed. I also told him I have family that are big right-wingers, and who are huge Trumpers and MAGA, and even some I think although I’m not sure are in the Proud Boys, I told him I wasn’t sure, but he liked learning about that I guess and smiled.
He then told me all of my duties if he took me as his faggot. Cooking and cleaning the apartment. That I must wear a cock cage at all times. He said he finds faggots being hard around him offensive and I do not have the right to have a hard dick. He said even when I’m doing chores such as laundry I would still have to wear one. I told him I understood but I said I had never put one on. He said I would get used to wearing it.
He also told me I was not allowed under any circumstances to have sex with anyone else without his knowledge or permission. And only with clients. I need to be tested for any STDs at least 2 times a month and must be on Prep(which I was) and Doxypep (which I wasn’t but now I am)
He also, said that he owned 4 other faggots, and he only uses numbers. He said faggots do not deserve names. He said the one I know as Alan he is #3, #1 was a faggot he met on Grinder after he came out of prison and has been the longest one he has owned. #2 and #4 are older men he met online who live in other parts of the country he does Zoom calls with them and uses them mostly as findom, but has met them a few times, and a few times they have come out here to serve him. He said he had had another #5 a few years ago but that one was kicked out because he did not want to get sold, he resisted a lot of the work and mostly only wanted sex. King Karter said if you serve me it’s more than just sex with me. So he kicked him out. King Karter said if I want to be owned by him I must be willing to do everything, including choices, sex, and dates. (with others). I said I was willing. He also said he makes all his fags get addicted to poppers. He said this is important as it makes the faggot brian weaker, more willing to be used. More willing to be molded. He said it would take my inhibitions and nervousness away and let me (him) own your mind easier for you and faster for me. I did say I had never done them but was willing to use them if there were no side effects he said no just getting high for a few minutes and it will help you when I fuck you.
I have a question for you, does your cock really get smaller, and how much and how fast. I have a 7.5 uncut, and I know you use cadges. How much smaller will mine get if I use it regularly?
Then he had me write down 3 lists of things, I want or have done sexually, things I might want to try, and things that I would rather not do. I would have put down piss under things that I would rather not do, but Alan said he was into that so I put it down under what I want to try to show that I want to be a better faggot and want to learn. We went through the list King Kater said that almost all of the things on the might want to try will be done to you like being gangbanged, and pumped out (which I was still nervous about but I only put it down the maybe list because I know that was one thing Alan said that would defiantly happen.) And King Karter said he wants me to try to think of being more open to some of the things on the do-not list. Some of them he agreed like blood and cutting he said will never be done. He said a few of them like Scat he was not into, but some of the clients might and you will have to do whatever they want. You are not there for your pleasure you are there for theirs. I told him I would try, and he laughed and said “You will do it, not try, but I will help you and train you first and have you get used to it before I would send you to someone that really wants to do it.” That did make me feel a little better about it. Another thing on the not list was taking pictures like nudes or videos, he said he would be ok with it but again he would like to to push your boundaries. I said, “I was just afraid of future jobs and losing them.” he said he understood but said we can work around it like using masks, or not showing our face, but we will talk about that later.
The next thing he had me do was to strip. He said he wanted to see what I was working with. I was already hard, basically as I was just walking up to the apartment, and was nervous I tried to hide it but he said “He would let it go this one time because this was the first interview, but after this he sees my hard fag prick again without a cadge he would have to beat me.” I just nodded and said, “Yes sir,” there was a cock cage sitting on the coffee table and to told me to turn around and put it on so he did have to see it (I think my dick). It actually took me a while to do both because I had to figure it out and how to put it on. And because I had to push my hard dick into it, I had to think of girls and boobs to get it to go down enough. Finally, I got it in when I turned around he didn’t seem annoyed though as it took a while I think.
Any tips on how to put it on faster and easier?
He had me bring out a huge laundry basket from the bedroom closet. And he had 2 new popper bottles on the table. King Karter had me dump all his dirty laundry on the ground, it was all dirty gym clothes and underwear. And I had to separate them in colors and whites. But every time I picked up an article of clothing I had to take a huge sniff of it, and breathe it in for a long time, and hold it. Then put it in either white or colors. After I pulled one peace out and sniffed it I would have to put one of the bottles under my nose and he said I would sniff (hit) the poppers. And I had to alternate if it was white I had to hit Amsterdam and if it was a color I had to hit Blue Boy. I went back and forth, from one to the other, all the time he was just sitting there watchin. He pulled off his shorts and was wearing a jockstrap, I could see the HUGE!!! Outline of his cock. It made me so weak. My heart was beating so fast and so hard, I think it was from the poppers but as I was so excited!! I was getting dizzy really fast. I was finally done. Then I had to put the colors in the washing machine. At this point I was feeling so weak I would let him do everything I could tell that he was right about the poppers, It was amazing. I was not nervous or anything and all I wanted to do was to please him.
Then he had me get on my knees in between his thick thighs. I thought “Yes I’m goin to suck that huge thick dick!!” My mouth was so wet and all I could do was stare at it. He said to go down and smell him. he said NO TOUNGE, NO LIPS! JUST SNIFF, You Got that Faggot?!
I nodded, I was sniffing him up and, and down, he would push my head into the side of his balls. Then after a few minutes, he would make me sniff more poppers. Then go back down. And smell him again, Then more poppers, then just more sniffing it was driving me so crazy being so close to this dick on the outside in his jock. I really really had to fight myself not to stick out my tongue but I wanted to show I could follow orders. At this point, I was like so Fuckin High, I never had felt like this even when I smoked pot. He would alternate between Amsterdame and Blue Boy. A few times he would put both under my nose. Then he would look at me and have me look up at him make me say I was a faggot, I want big N**ger Cock, and make me beg, then would have me sniff again. He would pull my hair and make my nose go up and down the shaft, in his jock I thought I would go insane.
Finally, a buzzer went off it was the laundry, I had to change it and put the colors in the dryer and the whites in. Then I came back, and he did the same thing only now he would slap me on the back of the head sometimes if I wasn’t sniffing hard enough or if he thought he felt my tongue, which would sometimes slip out a few times. He also made me do two bottles at once and sometimes in the mouth.
He had me make big sniffs of his ass crack and only took out his balls so I can sniff them. I would inhale a big popper sniff then hold it and exhale hard and then he would shove my head and face down under him, on his balls, his taint, his ass hole. I was so dizzy! 🙂 Then the buzzer went off again!
It was like I lost so much time. Because I know the cycle was like for 45 minutes plus an extra rinse cycle. But to me it felt like only 10-15 minutes, Dose poppers make you lose track of time?
It took me a while cause it was hard to stand up. Then I unloaded the dryer and loaded the whites in the dryer, and he had me fold the Darks into piles. He then asked me if I want to suck this big N*ger cock, I said yes please, he asked me again and at this point, I was begging, and he was stroking it in his jock, “Clean up your mess first and I’ll think about it.” He pointed to the carpet, I had a huge, huge wet spot under me from all my precum. I didn’t know you could precum like that, especially with a cage on. The cage felt so awkward like my dick was pushing inside me. Felt so weird, not like a bad weird, but just weird. I started to get up and get a paper towel but he Yelled at me, “No Faggot SUCK IT UP!” “First give me your phone!”
King Karter said my homework was to watch at least one, if not all 3 every single day. And follow the instructions. That this will help better train my faggot mind. He gave me the two popper bottles. He also told me to get a big black dildo if I didn’t have one already and use it on myself each time, and I must clean it off, Pull it out of my cunt and clean it with my mouth and shove it back in and keep doing it over and over, he wanted me to love the taste of my cunt on N*ger cock. I just nodded, At this point, I was so horny and wanted to do anything to take that cock in my mouth! But he didn’t let me suck him. He just said, Ok get dressed put your cage on the table before you leave.
I was so shocked I thought I was going to suck him off and he just walked out of the room. I felt I must have fucked up somehow like I did something wrong. I was almost about to start crying, and I don’t cry like almost ever. It was like he punched me in the gut. So I slowly got dressed and left. Putting the cage on the table, I was still rock hard and dripping, and I left.
It takes me about 45- 1 hr to drive from his place to the dorm and the whole ride back I was thinking I did something wrong what did I do? Hoping I did not fuck it up… I was killing myself. As soon as I got back to my dorm I texted Alan,#3, and see if I really fucked up and asked if I could make it up. He was at work so he couldn’t talk but later that evening we talked on the phone, I had to go outside because my roommate was there. #3 said I didn’t fuck it up. He said I was great, and that King Karter did the same thing just not as intense with him. He said he didn’t get to suck his cock until a few weeks later after he had started working for him. #3 also said King Karter wants to make sure you are not just in for the sex but everything else. And that this was a way to help condition my mind to serve him and his friends. This is what he does to test you and help train you. #3 also said I had to follow the instructions. Use the popper trainers every day. (which is hard in a Dorm, but I have done it a few times in my car, or I have to wait until my roommate is at class or out for the night) That I need to practice Ass to Mouth (even though I was not really into that) all the time now because he loves that shit.
Very powerful stuff! I especially loved the very clever use of the washer/dryer as a timing and task element to this initial meeting! It allows King Karter to gauge Ethan’s reaction time and attentiveness to detail!
As far as the pimping of faggots to Alpha friends, this seems to be more prevalent among black Alphas than white Alphas for whatever reason. I have never been fully owned by a black Alpha, so I was never pimped out this way. I know Ethan was a little rattled by that aspect, but it didn’t surprise me.
I’m just so proud of my brave young brother! I’m looking forward to seeing how his eye-opening new opportunity for service will develop!
Hi Sam, I need your help. Few days ago I have met a Master online. He wants me to be his slave and he wants me to come to his house to start training. The problem is that I am too scared to meet him, because I have never met anyone from any app and I am a virgin, so I am a little bit scared of sex. What should I do?
Hi brother! Thanks for writing!
Congratulations on finding a Master who is willing to train you! That’s a terrific opportunity to discover things about yourself and what it means to serve an Alpha!
I understand that you’re scared. We all start off scared. But at some point, we must challenge ourselves or else we never grow. I’m sure you don’t want to be some old faggot who wasted his entire life hiding from the truth, too afraid to try, right? Do you know how many older faggots have written to me over the years lamenting the fact that they were too scared to ever live out their purpose?
You don’t want to be that person, believe me. It’s far, far worse than any sexual encounter you’ll ever have.
Alphas and Masters love owning faggots. Why wouldn’t they? Faggots are like faithful dogs that can be fucked, ordered to cook and clean, and always gives back non-stop worship.
Alphas and Masters also love the pliability of faggots. Since faggots are possessions of Men, these superiors can make faggots do whatever they want or modify them in whatever way they choose. That might mean keeping the faggot in a doggie cage. It might mean having the faggot drink urine. Most commonly, it means putting the faggot into a chastity cage.
Those are all the fun aspects of faggot ownership. But ultimately a faggot is a valuable possession of a Man, and valuable possessions need to be cared for and protected.
That intro leads me to an extraordinary event that happened this weekend.
Chin (Master Jin’s faggot) and Alex (Master Nick’s faggot) had been talking to each other and devised a way to get a key for their chastity cages because they were getting frustrated being locked up. Eventually their plan was discovered, and both Masters were at their wit’s end trying to understand the problem.
Now, I had been in their ears for some time about how the faggots may need to be milked. My concern was more health-based; it’s better for the prostate to ejaculate. But I also felt these waves of frustration from the young faggots, that they couldn’t feel orgasms anymore.
This latest crisis finally made Masters Nick and Jin hear my words.
So Master Nick researched prostate milking. Then he took Alex into a private room, got him naked, and put him on the bed. Then Master Nick inserted his fingers into Alex’s hole, found the prostate, and then began to massage it. Within a minute or two, cum started to flow out of Alex’s clit, out of his cage, and onto the bed.
Now think about this. Master Nick is a straight Alpha Male! He’s owned faggots for nearly a year after a lifetime of never considering sex with a male! During his year of fag ownership, he has confronted every new issue with intelligence, thoughtfulness, and courage. This is what a true Apex Alpha does!
But Master Nick shrugs it off. “I own them, so it’s my job to take care of them,” he says.
After Master Nick milked Alex, Master Jin took Nick’s suggestions and milked the troublesome Chin. Within two minutes Jin had milked Chin and then cleaned him up.
Master Nick was so excited by the results of his milking of Alex that he then milked his other three faggots, Yul, Lee, and Oliver.
Again, these Masters are straight. Prostate milking was beyond anything they ever imagined they would ever do. But they faced this challenge with great maturity and practicality. I cannot praise this enough.
Afterward, I asked both of them what they thought. They said it was like fingering a pussy. The faggots said that it was the weirdest feeling they’d ever experienced. I’ll admit, it’s hard to describe. I thought it felt like involuntary peeing, but the relief was somewhere deeper than the relief of a typical Male orgasm.
But most significantly, the Masters born said that they felt closer to their faggots through the act of milking. Master Nick said he felt more powerful as he held his faggots in his large hands and cared for their needs. The event was one of GROWTH.
POSTSCRIPT
I was so amazed by the events that transpired that I began bragging to other Masters about it. And to my shock, these Masters (some gay) would say that they had no interest in milking their faggots. A couple had a reaction of “that’s gross … I’ll never do that.”
I think it’s a shame that so many Alphas and Masters want all of the benefits of faggot ownership, but none of the responsibility.
Leave it to Masters Nick and Jin – straight Alphas who are growing in their power daily. – to lead the way.
So I’m begging all owners of faggots: milk your faggots, be involved in their training, and be a worthy owner.
Special thank you to Master Nick and Master Jin for becoming the two most astounding owners of faggots that this world has ever known! May you always stand as a shining example to your Alpha brothers!
I’ve been reading your content for a while, but I am sending a message for the first time. As an experienced Alpha who has been owning fags for 20 years now, I can’t express how proud of you I was when I saw your answer to Faggot A. You said that “a faggot is a reflection of its Owner.”
What a wonderful way to put it, Sam. I’ve seen so many good boys suffering in the hands of mean Alphas. I have personalty rescued a handful of them. Today I am 41, I live in a beautiful house with two subs. We always bring other fags to have fun with us and we deeply love each other. I paid for their education and both are great professional in their careers. I watch their habits, what they eat, and their overall health to make sure they feel loved and heard.
If a Man is unable to improve the lives of his fags and women, he is not a Man at all.
Well done, Sam. I’m proud of you.
Master Santiago.
Thank you so much for writing to me, Master Santiago!
I love hearing stories about powerful, wise, empathetic Alphas like you who understand the purpose of faggots and their needs, fears, and hopes. All a faggot really needs is a strong Alpha to use it properly and give it permission to embrace its submission. So many faggots blossom under such Alpha cultivation. Thank you for being that example!
I’m humbled and grateful for your encouragement for my work and writing, Master. I’m merely a conduit for the truth. There’s nothing I love more than having faggots or Alphas discover the truth about their purpose through me and change their lives because of it! It has been an added purpose to what I was already doing in service, and it has transformed me as well!
I hope we can continue to talk, Master. There’s so much I’d love to learn about you and how you discovered faggots! My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the 15-year relationship between a faggot named Obu and his Master Umhlobo. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Cash fags tend to have a relatively short shelf life. In most cases, the faggot becomes so drained and exhausted that it needs to stop, and without anything else to anchor the relationship the situation usually fizzles out.
But when a good, thoughtful Master meets an eager, willing faggot, anything is possible.
I met a faggot named Obu (the name is an acronym meaning “Owned By Umhlobo”) who has been serving as a cash fag for FIFTEEN YEARS for a Master named Umhlobo. I was pretty stunned by the durability of this relationship, so I asked Obu to write up something about their history.
My Master and i have an unusual relationship, but one which works very well for us both. We met online through a findom site about 15 years ago. I was exploring all things BDSM, and that site was a good place to chat. i wasn’t then, and am still not today ‘into’ cashplay, but i am into dominant men, and intelligence. Sir Umhlobo is superior on both counts.
Our play gradually increased until a few years ago we formalised our relationship with a contract. It’s extensive, and commits me to some lifelong obligations, even if our regular play were to discontinue.
I know you’re not a fan of findom — but to us it’s the purest form of power exchange. Money is a tangible symbol of power. It’s clear and unmistakable when someone takes it. When you lose it, your purchasing power diminishes. For most people, financial matters are extremely private. Findom is very intimate. At our level, it requires profound trust and commitment.
Sir owns and controls one of the laptops in my home. It is completely His, and is registered to His name. (As for my name, He owns that too: Owned By Umhlobo = obu). On the laptop, he has access to my bank accounts and credit cards. He could, conceivably, take my entire salary Himself. He has locked me out of one my bank accounts. When i transfer funds to that account, it’s impossible for me to access them. He fully controls the account, and the debit card. i make monthly payments to Him. i send Him gifts, including on my birthday. Recently, i became responsible for the purchase of His phone, and the upkeep of His phone contract (that means ALL present and future phones and contract payments). He restricts my budget and monitors my spending.
He gives me tasks — like cataloguing your podcasts, writing stories, keeping a journal or researching a topic. He also controls what underwear i wear (it has His name on it), owns my email address, and requires that i be hairless.
i suppose from the outside it might seem objectionable for a number of reasons — and those reasons are likely very good reasons for the people who hold that opinion to not engage in this type of relationship. A good relationship is one in which both parties are happy, healthy and better together than apart. i can say honestly and unequivocally that i am a happier, more skilled, more financially stable and knowledgeable, person than i was without Sir, and it is precisely through loss of power, dignity and control, and full surrender to Him that i have GAINED more than it appears i have lost , and far more than i thought possible. i am, therefore, unreservedly dedicated to His happiness, amusement, pleasure and satisfaction.
It’s really intense for a findom relationship, isn’t it?
I’m truly humbled that this great Alpha is using the material on this site and podcast to train his faggot Obu by having him study and catalogue the material. While I have known Alphas who have directed faggots to my material, I’ve never had it studied so carefully. The pressure is on!
I’m really proud of my brother Obu for serving Master Umhlobo so faithfully!
Hi, my name is Giorgio and I am a professor from Italy. I sent you a message last week about my student and I would like to update you.
First, I wanna thank you for your time and thoughtful advice. I really appreciate that. I talked to him at my office (with open doors at all times), and told him that he was a wonderful student but he needs to be careful about how he approach his professors. The boy started to cry and said that he feels really lonely sometimes and thinks that he will never be loved. He has a complicated family—extremely catholic and does not accept his sexuality, which makes everything even worse. The poor fag is 19 and has never kissed before, I imagine that he is desperate to have a real man touching him.
I admit that fucking him would probably be amazing and knowing that he was a virgin made me quite hard. But I held to my principles and did not touch him in any ways. Our college has a LGBTQ center and I referred him to a counselor, who will provide him with proper therapy to deal with his feelings. But this fag obviously needed dick too, not just therapy.
Some straight and bisex Alphas like to visit the LGBTQ Center to make friends with them because it is an endless source of sweet faggots and hot bisexual girls, so I saw an opportunity to solve my problem and also give the boy what he needs. He went to one of their gatherings last Friday and yesterday he told me with a big smile that he had a great time with three of my former students. They are seniors and have a strong Alpha energy. One of these guys became a good friend of mine, so I told him to be responsible with this virgin fag because he is a good boy and is very vulnerable. He confessed to me that after making out the fag gave him a blowjob in the parking lot. I hope the fag will not hit on me anymore, and my former student will keep his holes busy.
When I arrived home last night, my sub husband told me that he loved me even more for being so thoughtful and not fucking the fag’s virgin hole. After serving my dinner, I shot a load deep inside my husband’s ass while still thinking about the fag’s virgin pussy.
It’s not easy to be a responsible Protector Alpha, but it is worth it.
Oh Master, what a glorious update! Thank you for thinking of me and following up on this!
I dearly love the tender attention and guidance you gave to the plight of this inexperienced faggot! It’s frightening to think about what can happen to these kinds of faggots when they are abandoned and lost! Alphas and pretend-Alphas prey on faggots like that, abuse them and brainwash them into a cycle of abuse that ruins them.
Fortunately this faggot fell in love/lust for a great Protector Alpha like you, a Man guided by wisdom and principle at least as much as his dick!
Your decision to guide the faggot to an on-campus resource like that LGBTQ center was a masterstroke! I almost clapped when I read it, Master! It was the perfect move, akin to placing a lost kitten into a brood of kittens of a foster cat. I’m so proud of you for doing that, Master!
I’m intrigued by the fact that straight and bisexual Alphas are at that center hunting for faggots. I do think there is a movement happening across many countries around the world, an awakening of straight and bisexual Alphas to the truth of Hierarchy and what kind of life they actually deserve! This is mostly happening because of the internet (and sites like mine in particular). I’m so excited to see straight Alphas embrace the ownership/use of faggots as a status symbol of their superiority!
All I can say about you, Master, is that you are truly special. Your faggot husband is so fortunate to be owned by you! You essentially saved this faggot’s life, Master. You gave it a new course and new possibilities for fulfillment.
That’s what every great Master and every great teacher aims to do!
Thank you so much for sharing this, Master! Please don’t be a stranger! My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com.
Straight Master @PeteyDickens co-owns a faggøt with his friend, straight Master @jacejamesonxx. They’ve both begun to fuck this faggøt, and they’ve learned a lot about their Alphahood because of it.
Here’s what Master Pete wrote today:
“One thing I have discovered since starting to fuck a f@g in the ass is the feminine noises it creates from them. Women are loud & I wonder insincere as sex is a chore for them. Once I get pounding out my f@g buddy the moans it generates are more authentic.
When I hear these real feminine moans after fucking them out of my f@g & the pleasure on my cock from it being pleasured, I find myself being able to fuck harder. I get so into it growling, verbally, & physically dominating him.
My friend who I co-own our f@g with explained this to me. He calls it “beast mode.” Very few women can produce this level of beast mode in an alpha male. The completion of this mode is cumming into my f@g as I am pumping my cum into another human and it’s not just for reproductive purposes.
Lastly it amazes me how much my f@g is still pleasured after I pull out. The intense penetration of my cock & my cum in his body continues to physically & mentally please him after.”
⭐️ That after effect Master Pete mentions is likely the result of cunting!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the submission of a British faggot named Benjamin who successfully used my “Letter To An Alpha” to submit to his straight Alpha friend. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I was so thrilled to hear of my brother Benjamin’s bravery and intuition in submitting to his Alpha friend by courageously presenting my “Letter To An Alpha” method to him on their way to a cabin getaway. It turned out that Benjamin’s intuition about his friend was absolutely correct – he is definitely a straight Alpha – and this Alpha quickly took complete ownership of Benjamin.
I’ve been so privileged to carry Benjamin’s story here as a way to help inspire other faggots in similar circumstances. If you just try, you can end up finding fulfillment under the control of a straight Alpha just as Benjamin did!
Most recently Benjamin wrote into my Questions From Readers inbox to add some additional information about his Master’s use of Benjamin around his females (answered HERE). After my response, Benjamin asked his Master to read the thread about their story.
I often encourage faggots to show their Masters these things I write about them so that they (1) know what their faggot is doing behind their backs, and (2) help them understand their importance in the overall understanding of Hierarchy, and (3) that the Master may feel the glory of adoring readers who revel in these stories all around the world.
So Benjamin’s still-unnamed Master read the thread and then was moved to write to me! And while he sounds pleased overall, he had some corrections and reprimands for me.
He wrote:
Hello Fag. You have been speaking with my faggot (Benjamin) recently and he showed me your posts based on his questions. You give very good advice for faggots, but I have a few thoughts you should hear.
First you miss the mark slightly when talking about God Alphas like myself. I am still Benjis friend. He is the fag he always was. I have always been an Alpha. Now we just acknowledge it. I do still care about him. If anything my ownership of him is as much my way of protecting him from some of the assholes out there as it is about finally having someone serving my wants properly. I wouldn’t have taken on a fag if I didn’t know him and care about him.
Second is the claim that I am insanely confident for having my fag serve me in front of the girls. I don’t agree at all. As a God Alpha people who serve me must make my life better. Fag was doing that. The girls who I fuck do that. The girl who had a hissy fit and told Benji he was a victim was not so I booted the dumb bitch. If she had just eaten her food and blown me before leaving like the others I would have let her have my dick again.
Last, I am very annoyed that you did not tell Benji to report his bad behaviour when looking for my used condom. I understand why he wanted it and the fact that I never use condoms doesn’t matter. He should have told me. As the experienced fag you should have told him to tell me. Fags will learn good behaviours from each other and Benji has taken what you say to heart.
He is serving incredibly well and you are partly responsible so congratulations for that. But for all fags, always correct bad fags. It makes Alphas lives better. He has been suitably punished for that bad behaviour.
Well, I guess that was a bad introduction! I felt bad for failing this Master! I will admit that it crossed my mind to say something about the condom, but I guess my own failings as a faggot led me to consider it pretty standard behavior for us. Also, since Benjamin didn’t find a condom full of Master’s seed, he didn’t actually do anything to defile it without his permission. So I left it alone.
But this does tell me that Benjamin’s Master is an exacting God Alpha! But I will humbly say to Benjamin’s Master: I’m sorry I failed you!
I was surprised to read that Master had owned and used many faggots prior to Benjamin, so that changes my understanding of what initially happened between them. If I had to guess, Master chose not to enslave Benjamin earlier because he genuinely cared for Benjamin and didn’t want to take away his pride. However, once it became clear that Benjamin was indeed a faggot desperate to serve him, he benevolently accepted Benjamin’s worship and service. As Master said in his letter, he wanted to protect him from harm at the hands of his Destroyer Alpha brethren.
I will also admit that I was quite thrilled to hear Master reference himself as a “God Alpha”, utilizing (and legitimizing) my breakdown of Alpha Hierarchy. I love when Alphas can identify themselves as a God Alpha (a close friend of mine labels himself an “Apex Alpha”), as they instantly recognize the natural Hierarchy amongst themselves.
Master closed with this:
I know this probably won’t make it as a post on your website but you can send your apologies to the contact email. Keep up the good work faggot.
No, Master … that’s where you’re wrong about me. I post everything useful – including when I make mistakes and am reprimanded for them – because I know I’m just a faggot like the rest and in constant need of refinement. I have no ego when it comes to delivering a message of truth to Alphas and other faggots.
So I published every word for all to read. I’m proud to have received correction by you, Master. It demonstrates terrific instincts and glorifies you.
I thank Benjamin’s Master for being thoughtful enough to reach down from on-high and bless my life and work!
I’m a straight, married 29 year old alpha, and I recently found your site. Even though I’m straight, I’ve been using gay guys for years since they can take a much more intense and brutal fucking than any of my girlfriends ever could. However, I HATE it when a fag’s little dick gets hard when I’m fucking it. It’s such a turn off. I tried a cock cage once, but didn’t really like seeing that down there either, and also I don’t use my fags very regularly. It’s more just a hookup every now and then. It can be a few days between or even several months, and they know not to contact me in between, so I can’t be managing its chastity.
Any ideas on how to instruct them to keep their dicks soft? Or maybe I need to punish them when they don’t, but I’m worried the little fuckers will enjoy that and only make the problem worse.
Master, thank you for writing to me! It’s always wonderful when I meet powerful straight Alphas like you who understand the upper-echelon of Hierarchical power that faggot ownership unlocks!
First of all, congratulations on your ownership and use of faggots, Master! I’d love to hear more about that if you ever have the time to write me. All God and Apex Alphas should be celebrated, because through the exercise of your power and dominance you change lives and give fulfillment and purpose to inferiors everywhere! My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com.
I also want to congratulate you on correctly identifying the problem with disciplining faggots with more violence and pain. You’re absolutely right – most faggots would only get more turned on by that method. It’s a mistake I see so many Alphas make with their faggots. It really shows me that you are an insightful Master. Your faggots are lucky to be owned by you, Master!
There are really only two solutions to your issue, Master, but you might not like either of them. First and foremost, chastity is going to solve the problem. I don’t know how much you need to monitor that once it’s locked in place. And there are colors available (like pink) that might be more humorous than irritating.
The reason why I am an advocate of chastity (especially in this instance) is because it blunts the faggot’s ability to masturbate, which then lowers its libido. Ultimately I think that goal is more important to you than whether the faggot wears a chastity cage given your general disinterest in it.
The second method involves focused, intensive training designed to make the faggot despise its penis so much that it becomes disgusted by it. This is something I did to myself, actually, which has resulted in an eight-year stretch of no masturbation or orgasms (and also led me to self-lock four years ago). It’s possible for faggots to do this, too, but most of them don’t view Hierarchy as intensely important as I do.
But given what you said about not wanting to get too bogged down by your faggots, this second option is probably more headache burden than you really want to handle.
Master, I do very much thank you for writing to me. I do hope I gave you some help! Please let me know if you need anything else! Thank you!
The alpha I’m serving likes for me to cum when serving him. I know that I am a faggot and fags don’t deserve to cum but I do it because he tells me to. He likes how tight my ass is and loves how tight I get when I cum. It’s confusing cumming when I know that I don’t deserve to. Do I keep obeying him? Do I lock myself up? I’m confused because he’s a dominant alpha in every aspect but this. He’ll blindfold me and spank me till my ass is red and I’m crying because of the pain and he uses me hard, both holes. He’s aggressive and dominant and I love that he gets enjoyment and pleasure from my body. I’m just confused because I’m pretty sure I should stop being allowed to cum and that he should take my cock away from me but he says cumming when I’m told is serving him so it doesn’t matter. What should I do?
Thank you for the question!
Ultimately, our job as a faggot is to obey our Master, right? Who knows why he wants you to cum? I’ve heard Alphas (almost exclusively gay Alphas) say that they like to see their faggots cum because it lets them know the faggot loves pleasing him. Or that they’re such virile fuckers that the faggot cums while being fucked. It seems there is a different explanation for each Alpha.
All I can really say is DO NOT disobey his orders, and DO NOT lock yourself in chastity without his permission.
I might suggest a viewpoint correction for you. Rather than looking at his demand as you receiving pleasure, look at it as him exerting control over you. You see how that subtle difference changes the dynamic?
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the submission of a British faggot named Benjamin who successfully used my “Letter To An Alpha” to submit to his straight Alpha friend. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
It’s honestly incredible how far Benjamin’s service relationship with his former friend/current Master has progressed! Before Benjamin used my “Letter To An Alpha”, he was friends with a glorious Alpha. But as soon as he read that letter, Benjamin’s friend turned on him and took absolute control of him! Insane!
But predicting what an Alpha might do is much like trying to predict the path of a tornado!
In my last update, I casually wondered aloud about how Benji’s Master explains Benji’s presence to the females he fucks all the time. Certainly he would need to say SOMETHING when a naked faggot enters their bedroom to serve them breakfast, right?
Fortunately Benjamin read that and sent me the following explanation that greatly illuminates exactly what kind of Master he serves:
When you posted my last update you had a passing wonder of what Master tells the women he fucks. I think it is a bit of a shock for them when an almost naked (Master has me wear a pair of briefs in front of this company) guy enters the room with bacon and eggs. He simply tells them “this is my fag, he made us breakfast”. It has happened 4 or 5 times, and all bar twice they have just shut up. One of them thanked me for the breakfast, and was told off by Master because you shouldn’t thank a faggot for doing its job. The other girl told Master off for calling me a faggot and refused to eat the food. Master kicked her out immediately, blocked her and I was permitted to have the food I prepared her in my bowl that morning. I should also say, he checked in with me that day too to make sure I was OK, which was very appreciated.
If you or other readers have any other questions, either from interest or for educational purposes for Masters or faggots, please ask them.
WOW!
Benjamin’s Master must be insanely secure and self-assured to be able to react so defiantly in favor of his ownership of faggots! Even my straight Masters, as secure as they were, still referred to me as their “friend” around others! But Benjamin’s Master doesn’t care what anyone else thinks! I LOVE IT!
I also love how he kicked out the one female for throwing a hissy fit over his use of the word “faggot”! That’s dominance!
But in the midst of all of that testosterone-fueled bravado, there is that little sliver of tenderness: Master asked Benjamin if he was emotionally okay in performing his duties as his faggot! I must tell you, sweet moments like that from a Master have carried me far in my career as a faggot. I’m sure Benjamin was thrilled and touched to the core when his Master deigned to check on his lowly faggot’s welfare!
For Alphas out there reading this, please consider this Master’s forthright and defiant stance in favor of faggot ownership. Nobody should ever attempt to defy the will of an Alpha, and no Alpha should ever need to bend to the wills of inferiors!
And for my lovely brother Benjamin, I have only praise for him and his devoted service! He picked the right Alpha for sure, and he’s done everything possible to become the faggot he always wanted!
Everyone who endeavors to live Hierarchically should be as proud as Benjamin and his Master!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the rise of a 15-year-old Alpha named Lucas, and his extraordinary mother Sophie as she attempts to raise a King. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I’ve received a lot of privileges from doing this work of teaching the truth of Hierarchy and helping people apply it. There is nothing quite like seeing an Alpha or a faggot I’ve advised use these principles and make dream scenarios come true.
Over the nine years I’ve been teaching online, I’ve had a fair number of minors (under 18) ask me questions or for advice. Many others turn such ones away, but I’ve always attempted to answer them.
Why? Well, first of all, there’s no way to stop them from accessing the site or my X feeds (I know how I was at that age!).
But more importantly to me, I want to give these young people safe, intelligent advice. There are so many bad actors and corrupt liars lurking on the internet. If I can be a trustworthy benefit to these young people, so be it.
In “live” instances when I covered a story involving a younger person (in other words, I was covering a story with a young person, and not a memory of a time in youth), I’ve always had a parent actively involved. I just know how I’d be as a parent, and I want to respect them.
That’s why I was so thrilled to hear from a young mother named Sophie regarding her 15-year-old son, Alpha Lucas. Not only is Sophie deeply-invested in her son’s welfare, but she’s also intuitive enough to recognize there’s something highly unusual about her extraordinary son.
And so (through her wise friend) she came to talk to me. I must already admit that my dealings with Sophie have been most productive and illuminating. I’m most impressed by her honesty and insight.
Sophie and I have been communicating quite a bit over the last few days. She’s agreed to allow me to communicate with Alpha Lucas (if he is drawn to) via her email so she can monitor it. I think that’s an awesome opportunity to be of help!
But I wanted to highlight the wondrous passage Sophie wrote to me:
Thank you again for your kind answers. You make me feel much more comfortable. I’m probably worrying to much for my little prince Lucas. But you know, that’s what mothers do!
I am looking at him and my heart is bursting with pride. He actually looks and behaves like a true prince, so no wonder he likes having servants. If he’s an Alpha male, everything is gonna be fine for him. I’m so happy to think that the world will bow at his feet every day of his life!
Isn’t that absolutely astounding?!? Thanks to what I teach, she’s seeing her son through the lens of Hierarchy and how others not only see him, but are forced by nature to respond to him!
Every mother wants a great and meaningful life for their sons, but Sophie is blessed among mothers in that she now KNOWS her son was born an Alpha King! In every way he was born to rule and be worshiped.!
That’s a heady thought, but as you can tell from what Sophie wrote, she’s appreciating it more and more!
This post is part of a thread about a faggot called Prath who bravely sought to serve a straight local Alpha. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Faggots need challenges. It’s good to push boundaries and shake up complacency in a faggot in order for it to feel slightly uneasy. This keeps a faggot alert and on its toes.
Prath’s Master continues to push boundaries with Prath, and Prath (being a good boy) rolls with it every time.
Prath recently came to me with this challenge:
Today master came in my cabin for asking me to do his work and also to inform me that tomorrow he invited his one friend and he needs me there. Should I go?
Of course I told him he should, which turned out pretty well:
As I asked you Master was asking my advice about invinting his friend so I said yes about that. I was surprised to see the Master’s friend because he was a guy working in my team in the past and I was discouraged but your words and Master’s encourage helped to overcome from that and I served them both.
Then Master decided to make another important change:
Master was asking my opinion to live with him in his rented apartment. I was nervous but he I can take a time to think about it. I asked him to shift in mine (mine is not rented) but he said he is happy here. Master said he wants me to be full time office plus domestic helper for him. Master said it is the time to break the barrier and move forward towards the hierarchy.
Couldn’t agree more!
But Prath’s Master then had another demand:
As I told you about master asked me to deepen my submission so he made me pick his rental bills and made me shifted in the same apartment with him.
Very good!
But now Master is asking something even more difficult of Prath. You see, Prath has a higher position in the company that employs both of them, so Prath could be key to getting his Master promoted.
What I wanted to know that, master was asking to put up the recommendation for his promotion, should I do it? As yet his promotion is not possible due to his less work experience.
Personally, I can’t see the downside to Prath recommending a promotion ahead of schedule. It’s really just a personal opinion, one that might be rejected and tossed aside.
I think Prath should do it. Ultimately, even if he tries and fails, he still tried on behalf of his Master.
Prath has been meticulously obedient in every little step he’s taken as he explores his own faghood. He takes it seriously, something every good faggot does. I’m extremely proud of my little brother!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the submission of a British faggot named Benjamin who successfully used my “Letter To An Alpha” to submit to his straight Alpha friend. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
My fag brother Benjamin stunned me with his previous email that detailed his use of my “Letter To An Alpha” to come out as a faggot to his straight Alpha friend as they were on their way to a cabin for a getaway. The response of his Alpha friend to this new information was quite immediate and powerful, and it led to some interesting first few days together in that cabin.
Now Benjamin has written a follow-up email detailing the second-half of their cabin stay, and beyond. It gets wilder from here:
To pick up where I left off, the rest of our time in the cabin was a comfortable (for him especially) routine of service and submission. I cooked, cleaned and managed everything while Master relaxed, ate, drank and did whatever he wanted. There were only 2 other instances where our usual routine was broken.
The first came on the 6th night of 9. Master took an empty bottle out of the waste bin, and took it with him into the bathroom. As a fag, even my brain was able to process what he was doing, and I immediately got very excited that he was about to permit me to drink his Alpha piss, even as I was disappointed that I could not drink from the tap in service brother. He emerged about 5 mins later with what must have been around a litre (half a coke bottle!) which he proceeded to place into the freezer. I will admit I was confused brother, but I did not question Master and his infinite wisdom. Close to an hour (I think) later, he ordered me to retrieve the bottle and kneel in between his feet on the sofa. Master told me this was my first test. I had 1 minute to drink the entire bottle. Any spillage and I would be out. And left in the bottle and I would be out. Seeing as my only option to become his personal fag was to down it all, I went for it. Ice cold piss, even from an Alpha, is not easy to chug down Brother. This fag had to power through brain freeze, and suppress it’s gag reflex to such a bitter, strong taste, to take it all in. I managed with a few seconds left, but had to curl up on the floor at his feet for a minute afterwards until the brain freeze had subsided. In this time I vaguely remember the sound of Master laughing and the feel of his boots sole on my cheek. But I passed Brother, and that is what matters.
On the second to last night, the other test occurred. Master complained in the morning that his balls were full. This set off fireworks in my fag brain. Was I to be able to serve him sexually that night. No was the answer. But he did let me contribute. I was to spend time on Masters hookup apps finding a lady who met his criteria, and organising her coming to the cabin, fucking him, and leaving. I was to pretend to be Sir in this time and I was very successful. I found a 26yo who met Masters physical requirements and matched his kinks closely, and she was set to visit at 7pm. He was pleased, and told me he had made arrangements for me while he was busy. I was to curl up in Masters suitcase, which he then packed with a week and a half’s worth of his dirty washing, mainly underwear and t-shirts from his morning runs. It was fag heaven. I was told that he would be placing the suitcase under the bed. And sound, movement or anything which interrupted his fun, and I would fail my probation. And that is how I spent 3 hours in a suitcase under a bed hearing the ecstasy of a woman being fucked by an Alpha God. The combination of smells, sounds and the slight rhythmic pressure I could sometimes feel from above had me leaking the entire time. Eventually, he pulled the suitcase out and released me again. He did not say I had failed, or done well, only to pack his stuff ready to leave the next day. I will confess brother that in that moment, while packing his belongings, I had one moment of weakness. I searched Masters room high and low for any sign of a used condom, but I found nothing brother. In hindsight it was stupid to think a God would use one, and even if he had, I would not have deserved it, but his constant domination across the weak fried my fag brain.
The next day I drove us home, which was pleasant. Master was behaving almost as he had before, but still calling me fag. He said he had enjoyed the holiday and was already talking about doing it again. I dropped him home and he ordered me to be there again the next morning for his housework. That has become a weekly thing now. I do a week of work, and my Sundays are now spent cleaning Masters entire house, doing his meal prep for the week and if I am lucky a full foot clean and massage while he watches the game. I enjoy spending time with him, and he is very complimentary about the job I do on his house and his feet when I am privileged to do so.
Lastly, we are already planning another trip. As of this week he has found a different cabin, 2 bedroom, with a hottub that he would like. It would cost me about £2000, which is worth it for Master. And I can’t help but hope, given the timescale, that it is meant to be around the time when I pass my probation and become his full fledged personal faggot.
Can you believe this?? I find this experience to be truly amazing!
First and foremost, it never fails to shock me how rapidly purely straight Men adapt to faggot ownership. Years ago when I started the site that eventually became this monster I was constantly harassed by people who mistakenly insisted that straight Men would never do anything with a faggot. Clearly I (and others) have collected so much proof that they do that it’s irrefutable.
Benjamin’s story also serves to remind us to stop projecting our own needs and hopes onto our Alpha, but rather we should serve regardless of how he demands. There were multiple moments where Benjamin hoped for something (like drinking Master’s fresh piss, or sucking his dick) that didn’t happen. Disappointment in that can lead us to resentment or anger, but Benjamin rolled with it nicely!
And finally, Benjamin’s story reinforces something I’ve said forever, namely, that you cannot retain a friendship with an Alpha once you become his faggot. Before this trip, Benjamin was a close friend of this Alpha, close enough to be someone he’d want to hang with on a cabin vacation. But in just the space of a few minutes, really, Benjamin became this Alpha’s faggot, his toy, his slave … and not his friend.
And that friendship is gone for good.
Instead of being his friend, Benjamin became the faggot stuffed in a suitcase under the bed who was forced to listen to his Master do what he cannot: fuck and breed a woman! It’s something like what my second straight Master did to me that I call The Nuclear Option in that it totally realigns a faggot’s brain and makes it more obedient. I honestly always thought my Master made that up and I was the only faggot who ever suffered through it, but I’ve encountered it so many times now I’m starting to believe there is some kind of straight Alpha playbook floating around!
Or, perhaps, it’s just simply Hierarchical truth!
I thank Benjamin for sharing his thrilling experience of submission and service to this powerful Alpha Master! I have no doubt more is coming!
hi sam, i’m loving your answers so i decided to give it a shot (it’s gonna be a long one).
26 year old dom-top here. i’m sure i could be called an alpha. i have multiple fags i use whenever i feel like it. i love forcing them to suck my feet, choking them with my dick and fucking their tight holes. i am pretty aggresive but also keep the balance by being friendly as well. you could say who is the superior one even by my way of touching them.
that being said, years before i discovered i’m a dom, i went to a bottom’s house to fuck him. since i hadn’t accepted my nature back then, i wasn’t treating him like how an alpha would. since my dick was too thick for him to take it from the ass, he offered me to give me a rimjob (first time in my life), and i accepted it. and it was the greatest feeling in the world. i learned that i get the most physical pleasure when someone tongues my asshole.
years passed and now i’m an alpha who owns multiple fags. even though i’m pretty communicative in bed, i never told them i love getting rimmed. i fear it could hurt the dynamic between us and diminish how they view me as an alpha if they see i get pleasure from my ass. yes, i could force them to suck my ass just like how i make them suck my dick (and they would do it), i fear they start viewling me as less of an alpha as a result. plus, even though i like the feeling of getting rimmed (favourite feeling next to getting my feet worshipped), i don’t like the idea of me spreading my asshole for some fag. feels submissive, and it’s out of the queston for me to do something that looks submissive from outside.
so what do you think i should do? will my fags see me less of an alpha if i get them to suck my ass? one of my faggots already told me he hates rimming without me bringing it up, and even though i’m a dom, i respect what my subs dislike in bed. i also set up a date with my favourite fag for upcoming friday (valentine’s day), so what’s the best course of action to let him know that i love getting rimmed without hurting my masculinity?
Master, thank you for writing to me!
This is a favorite topic of mine, so I’m always eager to talk about it with Alphas like yourself. I’ve long believed and maintained that Alphas should have their asses licked by inferiors (either females or faggots) because the act gives the Alpha extraordinary power over the inferior.
People who equate a faggot licking its Alpha’s ass to an Alpha licking his faggot’s ass are missing a vital component. When an Alpha licks his faggot’s ass, he’s doing it to prepare it for fucking and breeding. However, there is no reason why a faggot licks an Alpha’s ass except to honor him and worship him.
I suspect that feeling of power and honor you get from having them lick your ass is most of the reason why you love it, Master. Even beyond the fact that it physically feels great. I say that because you compared getting rimmed to your love of foot worship, another form of service that has more to do with the act of worship than it does about physical pleasure.
You are Alpha, Master. You own these faggots. They exist to serve you and please you however you want or need.
With this faggot on Valentine’s Day (or any of your faggots), you simply need to say, “Lick my ass faggot” or “worship my ass, faggot” and you’ll definitely retain power (frankly, you gain power in the faggot’s eyes, too). If the faggot balks, you remind it that you expect to be completely worshiped and pleased every day. Again, you demonstrate your power and authority.
To help ease your concerns, I went above and beyond for your question, Master. I put up a poll on my largest X account (@HierarchyPCast) asking faggots if they would think less of an Alpha who got their ass licked. After a couple of hours and 400+ votes, the results are very clear: faggots overwhelmingly do not think less of an Alpha who receives that form of worship. Here’s the proof:
So I do hope this helps you, Master. And I hope you enjoy your Valentine’s Day with your faggot, and you receive all of the worship and glory you deserve!
