This post is part of a thread chronicling the growth of an agonophilic faggot named Chris and his long-term service relationship with a straight Alpha. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!


One of the keys to my success as a faggot throughout my life is my willingness to rationally explain my Hierarchical perspective as a proud faggot and my inborn role in life. This usually takes Alphas by surprise, and they’re typically interested in asking more about my view of my purpose and theirs. I liken their reaction to a puppy encountering some usual new critter with a mixture or excitement, curiosity, and fear.

Once I get their attention and interest it’s usually a matter of easing them into accepting my worship/service until their natural instincts take over.

Yes, it’s a form of manipulation. On the other hand, I’m helping these Alphas discover aspects of their power and embrace a larger purpose. Shouldn’t that be part of a faggot’s service?

Chris responded to my previous post about him with another example from his life that also reflects this teaching work faggots must sometimes do with Alphas.

THIS is exactly how I’ve always felt. With this Str8 Alpha in particular since our relationship actually began almost 18 yrs ago and I was NOT his Fag initially. When he and his then GF moved out of NYC I’d put him up when he was here for work, and letting me suck his dick was his way of a “thank you”. It wasn’t until 2-3 years later and he was about to bust his load in my mouth and for the first time blurted out SUCK IT FAGGOT (with a quick look to say he didn’t mean that) that I first told him it was OKAY and he was just following his natural instinct. And he was surprised when I explained my TRUE Faggot self. So yes I began to teach HIM, and bring out his Alpha self, eventually getting to the point where he only addresses me as Faggot and gets hard as a rock beating me up and holds me on his dick until this last pulse and he is empty, and getting him to the point where he UNDERSTANDS forcing my head into his sweaty underarms and breathing deep is PERFUME to a Faggot. (we often forget how confusing some of this is to a real man) It was a LONG process, just getting him to not thank me for things I did for him or gave him and to just EXPECT it and eventually DEMAND it took a year. This is the only man I’ve served who my relationship with was NOT as a faggot from the get-go. He was just a stunning blonde God to me about whom I only FANTASIZED about being a total Faggot to and receiving a beatdown from. NOW he is a Alpha MAN with me, and has admitted how much he likes it, how much taking out his frustrations on me helps him, and I am as PROUD of that as I am of being his Faggot.

I really loved this experience from Chris because it illustrates that much of this “manipulation” is a long game. It sometimes takes a year or more of methodical revelation before the Alpha seizes his natural power.

But when it’s finally unlocked, so many blessing come from it!

Chris now experiences joy that come from purpose. That’s definitely worth working for! It’s definitely worth waiting for!

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