Hierarchy 319 – Chicken And The Egg

Which came first?

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Hello Brothers and Sirs, this is a serious post that I would like to divulge. When I was a young teen, age 14, I was molested by an older man. Basically, I was groomed. I would walk to school and back home passing this guys house in the same street as where I lived. He was friendly and likeable. Absolutely no hint of anything bad. He would be in his front yard and strike a polite chat with me whenever possible. Nothing bad, mainly just niceties and talking about the weather and his garden. It was just like this for a long time, maybe several weeks, when one late afternoon when I was walking home, he stops me for a chat. Invited me in for an Orange Juice and I felt that there was no harm so I went inside his house. As I went in, I saw that he was playing some hardcore gay porn. Plenty of hardcore oral and anal. It was the first time I was exposed to any porn really. He told me to sit on the sofa which I did. I also wanted to watch the porn as I was curious and it just looked hot to me. He sat opposite me on a chair. He brings me a glass of orange juice and sits down. After a short while, he pulls his dick out and starts stroking. He tells me to relax and if I wanted to, I could pull out mine and do the same. I did not do that. From memory though, I was getting curious and aroused. He would ask me questions about what I think about the porn on show. To be honest I can’t remember if I answered. I may have tried to deflect. Multiple questions were asked. One question that rings a bell was that he asked me if I’d like to try. More questions until eventually he said if I’m curious, I could just get on my knees. I didn’t. Eventually he sits next to me, his Dick erect and exposed right next to my arm. He asked me if I’d like to touch it. I said maybe. He grabs my hand and places it on his dick. See, it’s not so bad he said to me. Now try jerking it up and down. I did as he told me. I was jerking him for some minutes. He would encourage me that this is normal. I have nothing to be ashamed about. I should just surrender and let that little boy out just like on the tv. Then he tells me to kneel in front of him and get close and just look at it. I did as I was told. Then he encouraged me to give it a kiss. I kissed it on the tip. He says I’m a good boy. Then he tells me to open my mouth because it’s time I learned to be just like the boys on tv. I open my mouth and stick my tongue out. Before you know it, I had a cock in my mouth at 14. He would instruct me to do it like the boys on tv. So I tried my hardest to mimick what I was watching on his tv. He would encourage me, say I’m a good boy, and that I’m making Daddy very happy. To be fair, I was enjoying it too. Yes it was wrong and I know I was being groomed now, but I really enjoyed it. I wanted more and more. I must have been sucking for quite a while.

Eventually, he pulls his dick out and gets up. He makes me stand up. He said to me it’s time to go to the bedroom and show me how to be a very good boy. Makes me take all my clothes off. He places me on all fours with legs together. Head down ass up in the air. He gives me a pillow to bite on for comfort as what will happen next may hurt a little bit and he told me to not be afraid. I knew what was about to happen. I knew I was about to lose my anal virginity. He said that he will start off slow and that all I need to do is be a good boy. So then he applies generous amounts of lube on my rear and starts to finger me. Then, his dick entered me Slowly. Very slowly. Yes it wasn’t the most comfortable thing. But he slowly works it in all the way and keeps it there. Tells me to breath and get use to the feeling. Slowly he worked his way to a more rigorous action. Then spreads my legs and pounds me till he finished off inside me. He then said to my that I was a very good boy for Daddy and I could come over anytime. Gave me aftercare. Good afterwards, words of encouragement, that what I did was just be myself and is normal.

So that was how I was groomed. The thing is, I kept going back for more and more. I enjoyed sucking him and I enjoyed the anal sex. I kept going back for months. And he would use me. Even honorifics were involved. He was Daddy and he would call me boy. Well I really was a boy. An under aged minor in fact that should not have been used like this. I was a Pedophile victim. I was groomed and violated.

Today, dealing with this trauma, I often wonder if these events moulded me into what I am today as a TPE Gay Bottom Boy. Or was this nature already wited within me? I must have definitely been gay leaning. But did this experience make me more submissive? I’m always looking for explanations about my sexuality and submissive nature. The way I try to rationalise things is that the attraction to men was already wired into me by Mother Nature. Did he bring the sub bottom boy out from within, or did my Sub Bottom nature develop from the trauma as my psychology was rewired creating its own neurons due to the experiences of being dominated by an Authority figure, making me desire this in adulthood?

All I know is today, as an adult, I accept who I am and what I am. I control my desires and interests. I know what I want and need. And I own and affirm myself as a Gay Bottom Submissive. It makes me feel happy, soft and vulnerable.

My brother, thank you for sharing this experience!

First of all, I want to tell you how sorry I am that you went through this. It’s something no child should ever experience. Honestly, I’m mortified at the selfishness of this person who did this. Some might call him an Alpha, but I don’t. He’s a sick person who should’ve gone to prison.

And by the way, I’m not trying to make you feel bad about yourself or imply that you’re to blame in any way. You were young and doing things that no doubt intrigued you and even excited you, so going back again and again was probably a natural thing.

You raise a great question, one that has confounded me as well. It’s sort of a “chicken and the egg” conundrum: Were you born a faggot, or turned into one because of this experience?

I know that most faggots are born that way. I certainly was, as were most of the faggots I’ve spoken with during my life. It’s all we ever remember, even from our earliest memories. Many faggots would gladly choose something else if they could, so it’s not a choice.

But then there are complex outliers like you who don’t fit neatly into predictable boxes or categories.

I’ve read that many child molesters can tell which children to isolate and groom via some poorly-understood mechanism. Often even the molesters themselves can’t fully explain how. Did the person who molested you sense that you were a gay boy? Did he sense your submissiveness? How can we ever know that? I know Alphas can sense faggots and other subs around them … is that the same thing? These are questions I have that will probably never be answered to my satisfaction, or anyone’s.

I can say this, though: I’m very proud of the way you assimilated your experience and made it part of your history that colors and informs your life today. You sound like a courageous and intelligent person who simply refuses to play a victim. Your assimilation of your trauma reminds me of how I assimilated my rape. Rather than allowing to destroy me, I allowed my intellectual curiosity to work through it and help me understand the deeper meaning of it.

You’re a survivor, and you should be proud of that, my brother! Thank you for sharing your personal journey!

Love,

sam the faggot

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I love self-reflective Alphas. There is so much to learn about the growth and mentorship of Alphas and how they develop, but how will anyone ever know unless there are some Alphas who are actively thinking about their own experiences and thoughtfully tracking their development?

What I’ve done on this site is completely define Alphahood, not as a fetish or a theory, but as an objectively REAL type of Man. It’s something that can be measured in quantifiable ways other than weakened knees and rapid heartbeats.

One of the more thoughtful Alpha voices I’ve collected over the years is King Phillip. He’s an Alpha who deeply ponders and reflects on his power, why it’s there, and how best to use it.

A couple of days ago, out of the blue, King Phillip texted me like this:

Fuck, bullying really is natural, And it’s natural I’m the one doing it. I used to think I was a nice kid, when I was growing up. But I started looking back on those times very seriously, and looking at some of the things I still have from then. I was an absolute bully, and I never realized that.

To which I replied:

I think all Alphas have both Protector and Destroyer Alpha aspects in them during their formative years, but one side takes over predominantly during maturation.

King Phillip replied:

And even protectors bully, sometimes as ruthlessly as a destroyer. What’s kind of messing with my head is how I didn’t really understand I was being a bully back then. I wonder if that is just being Alpha or if I was trying to not see what I was doing.

You couldn’t see it. Those were your natural actions as an Alpha.

That’s probably true. It feels natural when I do it today, and back then I wouldn’t have taken seriously my own power

Exactly, Master. This is why education on Hierarchy is so important. Young Alphas need to be mentored and taught about the overwhelming power that they have so they can be aware of it, as well as how to use it.

Haha not everyone is a faggot. I’m sure a lot of my victims back then didn’t like it the way you would

It doesn’t matter. They were inferior to you, and you were unknowingly enforcing hierarchy by putting them in their place.

That feeds my ego, fuck.

If it all starts with bullying, then hierarchy starts at the top. It’s something Alphas impose on the rest of the world.

But the world submits because of obvious Alpha superiority

I think they submit because I’m more powerful. My superiority might be natural, but I end up at the top because I put myself there. But I’m quibbling

Why do you think your faggots serve you, Master?

Because they crave a more powerful man, and I radiate power.

They want to please you.

They do! And they want me to TAKE from them. And that’s ripe for bullying and humiliation. Have you ever met an Alpha who wasn’t a bully?

I’ve been owned by a couple of God Alphas who weren’t bullies in the traditional sense. They got whatever they demanded, but they weren’t hurtful to me.

That’s interesting. I wonder if there’s some sense in which they were bullies but never had to actually be mean

I was very obedient, Master

I can’t imagine you any other way, cocksucker

Awww that was such a nice compliment! I’ve rarely seen King Phillip’s softer side!

Then King Phillip continued:

You’ve played a big role in my development as an Alpha. I have an actual stable now because of it.

I own three, and use two more.

1) my asskisser, who is older and sends me messages and other kinds of things to feed my megalomania

2) my footlicker, who serves me sexually

3) my head boy, who is my longest serving faggot, gives me lots of different kinds of service (this is Dylan, whom I stole from the other ‘alpha’)

4) pincushion, who I fuck when I visit the city

5) girlboy, who I also fuck when I go to the city haha

Yes. I didn’t include my husband, who serves me but it’s not a real ‘arrangement’ haha

Then King Phillip shared a super-hot video clip of one of his faggots sucking his big dick while he used call/response to train it. I’m not allowed to share it – sorry everybody. One of the few perks of being a faggot running a site like this, I guess!

I’ve been so proud to be King Phillip’s sounding board as he’s grown more accustomed to his awesome power and how to wield it! He’s truly one of a kind, an unparalleled King among Men and fags!

Thank you, King Phillip, for blessing me!

Yours,

sam the faggot

Hi, I am Lucca, an Alpha from Italy, and I need your opinion on something. I have always been a top, I have no curiosity at all of bottoming, and I have no doubt about being an Alpha either. The problem is that I absolutely love the feeling of protecting a fragile fag. Nothing turns me on like touching a fag, even it they are older than me, and noticing that they feel safe in my arms. Just to clarify: I have no intention to submit to another man, and I have never questioned my own Alphahood. But I do not want to humiliate or cause any harm to bottoms either. I want to dominate than with a firm hand, but with passion and love. I want to have a fagwife who I will love, care, and provide for one day, and ideally a couple of side fags to suck my cock from time to time, but loving all of them as precious fags, not treating them like shit. However, I am 27, I’ve been fucking fags since high school and I’ve never found a fag who accepted this type of treatment.

I am 27 right now, I just finished graduate school and have a good job. I am not incredibly handsome and I don’t have a six-pack, but I am not bad-looking either. My cock is around 13cm, big balls, thick at the base. In summary, I’m not a porn star, nor a top model, but I’m a regular middle-class hard-working Italian guy. I wanna be a gentleman, a provider, an Alpha man, and in a few years perhaps a nice “daddy” for sweet fags. I dream with having a fag boyfriend who will love me and will crave my love as well as crave my cock and my cum, I will fuck and breed him, train him to become a better fag everyday, he will serve me as a good boy, cook for me, but above all I will treat him as my precious property, give him nice presents, take him out for nice restaurants, dates at the museum, and for the theater.

But, Sam, I don’t know what is wrong with me… I honestly don’t think I am bad at fucking, I usually bang the fags missionary to be able to look at their eyes and kiss them, and they moan a lot, and I often fuck a cum shot out of them. However, all the fags I find want either a random hook-up and never talk to me again looking for their next cock, or they want to be seriously humiliated or harmed. I met a very cute guy in February and I thought he would be the one, we had two dinner dates before I fucked him, and he demonstrated a very submissive attitude. When we had sex for the first time, it was amazing, he had a beautiful and smooth ass, I started very tenderly in doggy style, and I bred him while looking at his eyes in missionary. It was just beautiful. But in a few days he started to say that I was “too soft”, and he wanted me to spank him, that’s alright for me, I think spanking a smooth as can be really hot. But things escalated quickly, in a few weeks he wanted be to basically beat him up, take all his money, spit on him, pee on him.

I used to call him amore mio and baby during sex while choking him, kissing his face, for me that was great balance, but it took just a few weeks for him to ask me to call him a useless slut, a stupid whore, a piece of shit, and so on. I felt uncomfortable and told him that spanking was okay, but I didn’t want to humiliate him to that level. One night around mid-April after we had sex, I was holding him in my arms, my cum leaking out of him ass, thinking about building a life with him as my fag boyfriend, taking care of him, loving him, treating him as a little prince. And then, while in my arm, he told me that he wanted to sleep on the floor, (I’m sorry for the really gross details) and next time I pooped he wanted to lay on the floor for me to put my feet on his chest while in the toilet. I didn’t know what to answer, but I decided to have a honest conversation with him. I told him that I wanted to be dominant taking care of him, not treating him as a useless object. And he said that he wanted to be “a cumrag and an ATM,” which made be broke up with him. I wished him all the best, but said that we were not compatible anymore. I saw on Instagram that he has a new boyfriend now, they traveled to France for the summer, and a friend in common told me that he is giving his entirely salary for this guy, who usually spends the money in booze and cigarettes. This same friend in common told me that one day this new boyfriend demanded his credit card, and when the boy said that he had already spent all his limit, the guy slapped him on their face in public, and then said to the people around that it was just a joke. Anyway, I truly hope that he is happy now and won’t have his body or his feelings harmed. Over the summer, I have met a few other guys, but it’s all the same, some of them just want a hook-up and some others want to be treated as a slut.

I’m openly gay, but most of my friends are straight. My best friend is a straight guy called Giuseppe, we have been friends for 20 years now. He is married with a woman and has a child, but we often talk about hierarchy and my sexual partners. Last night we were having a beer together and talking about this whole experience and about the fag’s bizarre desire of being a bathroom rag. He told me that I should probably look for a college boy who wants a sugar daddy, this way it will be easier to be dominant, while also being romantic and a provider. I think that makes sense, but at the same time I think I’m too young for college twinks who wants a daddy, I’m not even 30. Also, although I have a nice job, I believe that a sexy twink who wants to be spoiled will look for much richer and older guys, those CEOs in their 50s.

Well, that’s it. Sorry for such a long message, but I have been following your content for a few months, and I do think you can assist me with this whole mess. Is it a paradox to be an Alpha who wants to take my fag for a nice dinner, then a beautiful museum, and finish the night breeding him and holding him in my arms? Should I just give up on being “too soft” and start to pee and spit on any inferior fags?

I wanna be a gentleman who occasionally becomes a beast in bed. But I’m afraid the fags nowadays just want a beast who treat them as trash.

Thank you.

Sir, thank you so much for writing to me!

One of the saddest aspects of most faggots is the fact that they are broken inside. Also, kind of dumb. They crave destruction and self-harm and abuse and hate. It seems to come from early-life bullying or family abuse. They all need therapy in my opinion. I don’t connect with that mentality at all.

The real tragedy of this happens when a heartfelt Protector Alpha like you wants to “save” these faggots with love, sincerity, and affection. However, these broken faggots cannot be saved or rehabilitated. All they end up doing is frustrating Alphas like you, Sir, and wasting your time. I’m so sorry that you’re dealing with this. You deserve better!

The example you shared is the perfect illustration of what I’m talking about. You offered that faggot THE WORLD, yet all the faggot could think about is its own twisted, self-destructive desires. Sadly, it has found a Destroyer Alpha who is now dismantling its life. You can’t save it, even though I hear your sadness and yearning in your words. You’ll need to let it go, Sir.

Believe me, though … I share your sadness, Sir. I’ve been a fortunate faggot throughout my life of service in that I’ve been owned by some truly powerful Protector Alphas like you. They owned me and used me well, of course, but they also showed kindness and even love toward me. The appreciated me just as you want to appreciate a faggot in your life. So I truly know what a unicorn you are … what a rare and beautiful Alpha you are, Sir.

You will find the right faggot. Don’t give up. We are out here, just waiting for a King like you to give our best years of service to!

And as an aside, I’m tentatively planning to move to Italy at some point in the nearer future. I’ve already been looking at houses there. So maybe … well, let’s not get ahead of ourselves! Just keep it in mind, Sir!

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I want you to watch this video of a faggot being spanked by its Master.

I think this might be the most stunning clip of a spanking I’ve ever seen, and it’s haunted me all day and into the night.

First of all, the faggot isn’t twisting, screaming, fighting back, or resisting. Instead, it’s crying. But really, the word “crying” doesn’t really capture what is happening. The faggot is weeping … the faggot is sobbing. This faggot seems to be expressing something buried deep within itself. A smothered secret, or a secret shame. Whatever it is, it’s a sadness deeply embedded in the faggot’s hart.

I think there is something all Alphas and Masters must consider about the faggots they own and use. Faggots are, for the most part, broken creatures. We carry a lot of shame from our past as well as our present. We don’t know why we crave the service and pleasure of Men the way we do, why it keeps us awake at night, why it’s ever-present in all of our waking thoughts. We don’t know why we have been consigned to a life of pain and abuse, why part of us craves that even as it damages us further.

A faggot wants love and protection just like anybody else, but often we are the discarded remnants of violence, mockery, and hate. Embracing faghood and fulfilling our purpose means embracing a long tunnel of complete darkness that ends in loneliness.

For many faggots, the video above represents the sum total of what we deserve as fallen males. A lifetime of faithfulness counted out in stinging spanks from a harsh and careless hand. Even in this moment this faggot is all alone, staring into the void, accepting its worthlessness and powerlessness. It is a hollow feeling that inflicts much more damage than a hand, paddle, or belt ever could.

We are left to absorb the pain while weeping, deep from our hearts, to nobody.

I want Alphas everywhere to reflect on this. These faithful faggots who serve you when you demand are extoling your superiority every time they do. We do it because we must. But if you looking deeply into the eyes of the faggot looking up at you, you’ll see dark shame as the backdrop for stars of awe and gratitude.

I’m not saying you need to love your faggots. Just understand that every time a faggot submits to you, there is a silent scream full of shame, desperation, and loneliness behind the lust.

Faggots are born for servitude, and that service often involves pain.

Whether we are being throat fucked, ass fucked, pushed and held down, slapped, or disciplined … pain comes with the territory. Men are generally unsympathetic to this pain they cause faggots. In fact, that pain excites them. They love to see how easy it is for their cocks and their naturally overwhelming bodies hurt others and force others into submission.

But unlike females or other subs, faggots are expected to endure it. Embrace it. Learn from it.

And the best ones do.

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There are a lot of difficult, troubling stories involving abuse, confusion, isolation, and despair in Hierarchy. This is natural, I suppose, given the unsympathetic power plays, selfishness, and delusion involved in such sloppy human interactions. I hate when I see lifetimes of damages caused by bad actors and decisions made without truth, honesty, or perspective.

I received such a story from a guy named Quinn. He’s a married male who was essentially manipulated and “seduced” by his wife’s father, a fat, well-hung former frat guy named Antonio (but everyone called him “Big Tony”).

The story Quinn sent me about this is so well written that I became suspicious of its origins, so I searched for references of it across the internet. However, it appears to be original. In that case, I tip my cap to Quin for crafting the story of his personal experience so well, and I apologize for being suspicious. I just don’t like to publish fiction here.

Here’s what Quinn shared with me (after the jump, because it’s long):

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Faggots are a natural part of both hierarchy and our world, but that doesn’t mean they’re necessarily normal. Faggots are beset by all sorts of issues, from mental health disorders, low self-esteem, abuse (and the disorders resulting from that), drug and alcohol addiction, and on and on. Add to that mess all of the social media hate directed at faggots by fetish accounts that claim to be teaching hierarchical truth by reinforcing hurtful ideas that faggots are “worthless” and deserving of abuse. Findom is one of the worst offenders of this, reducing faggots to nothing but “wallets” to be emptied until the faggot is destroyed.

I threw myself body and soul into this quagmire ten years ago to try and become a bulwark against such misdirection and misinformation, but I’m one faggot versus the internet … and the internet is winning. I’ve made some impact, I think, but it’s simply not enough.

But the real victims in all of this aren’t the faggots (they’re asking for it) or the mentors, but rather the good Masters out there who find these broken faggots and want to heal them with love. These great Alphas give all of their power, compassion, guidance, and comfort to these faggots, and the faggots reject them anyway. They are like wolves caught in a trap, yet snapping at the human hand attempting to free it.

That is, sadly, the very situation facing one of the greatest straight Alphas to ever grace my site, Master Jerome. I dearly love Master Jerome, who at JUST 19 YEARS OLD completely understands faggots and loves to own them! He’s literally a dream-like straight Alpha any well-adjusted faggot would love to serve.

But listen to this heartbreaking update from this straight French King:

Hello Sam,

This is Jerome from France again, how have you been? I know we have never met in person but I do respect what you have to say and would like to hear from you.

You probably remember that I was alternating my cock between three different holes: Fag A, Fag B, Fag C. Some weeks ago, Fag B moved abroad because he received a scholarship to study ballet in Italy. I miss him, his soft mouth, and his tight hole, but I fully supported him to go after his dreams, and I am honestly happy for him. Fag C is still my good boy, he keeps going to therapy to deal with his hiv-related trauma and we have made great progress. His hole feels amazing and he is relaxing much more now, taking my cock with much more ease than before.

But I wanted to ask you about my situation with Fag A. Since I started fucking him, he has been asking more and more for a really rough fuck. He likes when I choke him, spanks him, slaps his face, and basically treat him like trash. When I call him gorgeous or a good boy, he says that he is just a hole and he keeps repeating things like “real men don’t compliment, they just fuck hard and leave.” Last week his behavior got to a critical point because after a whole day at work he texted me and asked if I wanted to spend the night with him. I didn’t want to sleep alone but I was exhausted after a long day and I had pumped a load inside Fag C’s ass that morning, so my balls were not exactly full. So I went to his place and told him that I wanted his company, we could cuddle, and I wanted to put him to sleep on my chest (as I do with my 3 fags). But he got really mad at me, he yelled at me saying that if I was going just to sleep with him he should have, in his own words, “bought a dildo and a pillow, not texted me”. I got pissed and left his place in the middle of the night and went back to my place.

He told me that I must “stop being too soft, and become a real man”, which honestly offended me, and I haven’t texted him since then, but he’s friends with my sister so I will eventually meet him again in person. I wanted to hear your honest opinion about it Sam. Am I being “too soft” because I don’t treat him like a piece of shit? After everything I did for Fag C I thought I really knew how to take care of a sub boy, but Fag A’s questioning of my alphahood has become really annoying.

I am not questioning if I am an Alpha or not. Everytime Fag C kneels for me, open his mouth waiting for my cock, and cries saying that I saved his life after his trauma with his ex, I am completely sure of what I am. My issue is here: Does Fag A have a point and I should “improve” my alphahood, or is he just a selfish fag who should be thankful for having my cock and balls available to cunt him? Can’t a real Man be polite, respectful, and have feelings?

Thanks, Sam
I wish you happy holidays and a great 2026

I’m horrified by Fag A’s behavior. There’s simply no multiverse where such behavior by a faggot is acceptable AT ALL. Any normal faggot should’ve seen what Master Jerome did with Fag C – helping it come to terms with both the abuse in its past as well as the HIV+ diagnosis – and fallen in love with Master Jerome the same way I did when I sat weeping over the story!

But Fag A is NOT normal.

I can’t claim to understand Fag A’s kaleidoscope of mental and emotional issues, but they are many. The way the faggot angrily attacked Master Jerome for not abusing it and hurting it made me think of those people so sick that they cut themselves on the arms and other places so they can “feel something”. I believe some faggots suffer from a similar affliction when they desire to be abused, kicked in the balls, punched, whipped, etc. Isn’t it obvious there’s something wrong with such ones?

Regardless of the issue, there is no excuse for treating an Alpha or Master of Master Jerome’s caliber so disrespectfully. I have no doubt the faggot was trying to enrage Master Jerome enough that he might lash out and beat the shit out of the faggot, thereby satisfying its twisted desires. To his credit, he didn’t fall for it!

My advice to Master Jerome is this: do not change a single thing about yourself! You already stand head-and-shoulders above other Alphas three times your age. You are a mighty God Alpha in the making, and all other Alphas should be looking to you for advice and example!

Let this be an axiom here from now on: No Master should change for a broken faggot.

Some faggots are broken in ways that can be rehabilitated, much like a dog adopted from the animal shelter that has been abused. It can usually be loved back to health again over time.

But some dogs have RABIES. They can’t be rehabilitated. There’s only one answer for a dog like that: death.

I recommend that Master Jerome cut off Fag A permanently. There are plenty of very abusive Alphas in France that will gladly rape and beat it for the rest of its unnatural life; let it go find them.

But my beloved Master Jerome’s life is too precious and his heart is too good to be wasted on destroyed faggots. Run, my Master! You deserve the very best of everything!

Thank you for writing, my Master Jerome! Hoping for a wonderful 2026 for you, too!

Hierarchy 294 – Handling Straight Alpha Rage

Is serving an abusive Alpha always a bad idea?

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Hi Sam, I hope you’re doing OK. Listen recently. I’m having a bit of a hard time. I’m trying to make my alpha relationship work, but we kinda ended on a fight and it was over him not wanting me to see my dad. Long story short my dad has terminal pancreatic cancer and he doesn’t have long to live and he’s been trying to control me to not go and see him And after several days of fighting I told Damien to go Pound sand he left and after I was done visiting my dad I got a text message from a friend saying that he caught Damien fucking some slut in the bathroom

what do I do? Do I forgive him or do I stand up for myself and tell him to get the fuck lost because this hurts Because I love him dearly, but he’s making me choose between him and my dying dad did I make the right call?

PS I saw that video You know the one of how the girl said she was gonna give that guy a blowjob and she started biting down with her teeth. I was just like are you stupid? You’re just showing him why He should dump your ass and go find the nearest fag and dump a load down his throat

Brother,

Thank you very much for writing!

First of all, I’m so sorry that you’re going through this awful moment with your father. I have yet to lose my parents (came close with Mom many years ago), so I cannot imagine what you’re going through. I hope your family can come together for support!

I must tell you I’m pretty disgusted by the selfish, pig-like behavior of your “Alpha”, Damien. Yeah, I put quotes around it because, while he may have been born Alpha, it’s clear he has no idea what that word actually means. Calling him Alpha denigrates the truly great Alphas in that fraternity who have done incredible feats of selfless courage and generous benevolence to benefit us all without anything for themselves. Our world is the astounding miracle it is because of great Alphas, and Damien doesn’t have the intelligence, depth, or imagination to even conceive of that let alone live up to it.

Please go be with your Dad and your family. They’ve been there long before Damien, and will be long after. Forget him. He’s not worthy of being served by you, my brother.

Love,

sam the faggot

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I think most faggots have a story about being bullied. My first real bully in junior high and early high school was this really sadistic kid named Matt who hit me in the head almost every day for two years, used me for my homework, etc. Standard stuff.

Then around age 16 I met my first Alpha, a sexy rebel named Roger who bullied me for most of one year. He called me “faggot” constantly, wrestled me into submission holds, and degraded me in front of others for being puny.

And then one night in his mother’s basement he decided to push me to my knees and throat fuck me, and my life changed forever.

It took many years of serving straight Alphas (and occasionally being bullied by them) to really appreciate the Hierarchical purpose of bullying. While being bullied can be quite upsetting or even traumatic, it’s important to understand its function and importance among Men. It’s really summed up well in that meme I posted above.

But what is it teaching?

I had posted that meme on my social media, and one faggot brother was triggered enough by it to write about his own experiences with it.

Hey Sam, what’s up? I’ve been very busy lately, I can barely check Twitter these past few weeks, but that post of yours with a picture saying “it’s not bullying… It’s teaching” resonated SO HARD on me that I felt like I needed to find some spare time to write you this.

Looking back at our times at school makes us realize that statement is SO TRUE and, I don’t know about you, but I wish I had seen it this way back then. It would had save me a lot of turmoils in my head and made feel way less embarrassed by the things my bullies used to make me do.

I was a teenager, had just moved to a private school (I used to study in public schools up until then) and it was a very different crowd. You’d think that I’d face a harsher environment at a public school, but it was actually pretty chill, no crazy stuff, everyone getting along well… But at this private school it was a whole complete different scenario. I don’t know what it was: wealthier kids, different types of families they were in or that there was a bigger age gap among the students of my class – 2 to 3 years of difference is a huge thing when we’re at school.

But there were these two boys who were, I think, 2 years older than me. Mostly all of the boys in my class were very cocky, but these two were another level! I’ll never forget their names: Thiago and Douglas. I still remember their last names, actually. They were the leaders of the class, very attractive guys – Thiago was blonde and tall, Douglas was shorter and brunette but a bit bulkier than Thiago, who was more lean – the girls would fight for them and they would get whatever they wanted… And were pretty blunt about it. They were also very sexualized, so to speak. I bet they had already had sex, and I don’t know if it was a mix of their cockiness with the teenage hormones, but they would do crazy things like show their bulges in class, get up on the desk when a teacher wasn’t looking at us and put their pants down or call the attention to someone during class just to see the tent their boners made in their pants. They literally didn’t give a fuck. Yeah, they would get caught sometimes, but it never stopped them from doing those things.

I didn’t know I was a fag then. I didn’t know I was gay. I actually didn’t even know what “gay” was (I’m talking about early 2000’s, very little access to internet and porn just from magazines and old VHS tapes from my older straight brother). I realized I was different from them when I would jerk off and instead of thinking of me fucking a girl, it was Thiago or Douglas banging a girl. And then I’d think of them way more in those scenarios in my head to the point the girl in my fantasies would become just a small detail. I think that’s when I started to show more how I was sort of mesmerized by them and they eventually picked it up. All those playful displays of manhood they did started to get more and more targeted at me and they would laugh at my awkward responses.

The locker room after PE was TORTURE to me. I always tried to be the last one to get in there to change, and I remember one day I got to the locker room, took off my gym clothes, put them on a bench so I could change… but couldn’t find my uniform anywhere. There weren’t any actual lockers there, just cubby-holes where we would keep our regular uniforms. Thiago came out of a booth and took my gym clothes from the bench and ran out the locker room, leaving me there alone in my underwear. 10 minutes away from another class to start their PE class. I must have freaked out for a minute – that felt like an hour – when Douglas came in with my uniform in a bag asking if I had missed something. I asked for my clothes and he said he would only give them back to me if I did 20 jumping jacks – remember, I was in my underwear, and I’ve always been fat. I tried to negotiate but he was firm on his request and started walking out of the locker room with my clothes saying “the guys from the other class are gonna love finding you here like this, it’s up to you” and I said ok. I started doing the jumping jacks but he interrupted me and said that since I didn’t obey him at first I would have to chant “Douglas is my king” on every jumping jack. And so I did. And he laughed his ass off. He eventually gave me my uniform back and left the locker room saying “Thiago is gonna give back your gym clothes at dismissal… He’s gonna love hearing about this!”

Sam, that’s the day I became the official target of those two bullies. They never used me sexually all the way… It was mostly hand jobs (sometimes during class as I would write THEIR notes on THEIR notebooks with the other hand before I could do my notes – they would cover up all the action with a coat, a backpack or something on their laps) and occasional blowjobs here and there. I was so ashamed, Sam. But deep down I was enjoying all of this, I was just… Lost. It was embarrassing, but also good; it made me feel scared they would tell other guys (which they did) and I’d get a bad reputation (which I didn’t) so I’d do whatever demeaning thing they tell me… but I was also kinda liking that.

In retrospect it was some sort of training what they did to me. And that’s why that statement from that post is SO TRUE. If only I could talk to my younger self and say “don’t worry, don’t feel bad about it. They know what they’re doing. Just embrace it and you’ll be thankful later”… I still think about them from time to time. All the things that could had happened but didn’t because I was afraid/scared back then. But now I’m actually thankful for what they did. I wish I could thank them now for how they treated me at school.

This brother’s story is eloquently told and so full of heartache and longing, isn’t it?

He isolates the important aspect of bullying: it is used in not-so-subtle ways to establish Hierarchical order. Through bullying the Alpha boys quickly isolate the weaker and the submissive males, but that’s not enough. The bullying REINFORCES the status of these inferiors, so those bullied ones never question their place ever again.

As this brother confesses, the bullying not only works, but it also has deeper effects on those faggots who are bullied. Much like rape, bullied faggots develop a Stockholm Syndrome-like attachment to their bullies. I know I have that with Matt; I’d love to see him at a reunion and thank him for preparing me for a life of service to Men. Our brother feels the same about his bullies.

Like my position on rape, I’m not condoning bullying. Still, bullying is an essential tool that defines males at every level of Hierarchy. Armed with that understanding, we can move beyond any of our suffering and appreciate what it taught us about our own truth!

As a way to come to grips with my bully, I fished out one of my yearbooks and looked up Matt from eighth grade. Here he is:

I mean, he even looks like a bully!

The following post is part of a thread following the service of a young faggot named Tyler who has been claimed by a great Protector Alpha named Steven. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

I just published THIS STORY about how loved Giovanni feels as the personal faggot of a God Alpha like Master Lorenzo, so I thought this recent message from Tyler might be the perfect bookend to that. Odd how these things go sometimes, isn’t it?

You might remember Tyler being essentially rescued from the cruel hands of a Destroyer Alpha named Adam by his current Master, Steven. Master Steven’s brave stance against Adam in order to save Tyler was inspirational and worthy of accolades. It’s just the way any true Protector Alpha would react.

But faggot psychology can be quite complicated. Very often faggots seek the wrong thing, plagued by deep feelings of unworthiness and self-loathing that craves to be reinforced by the cruelty of hateful Men. Time and time again I’ve seen faggots immolate themselves in the flame they couldn’t resist flying into despite my warnings. This often results in broken hearts, and broken lives.

Notice how even now, as Tyler enjoys a favored place at the feet of his great Master Steven, his defective faggot heart is craving abuse:

Hey Sam,

This is Tyler again. We talked a while ago about my Master Steven. He really saved me and I’m forever grateful for the way he rescued me. He’s also paying for my therapy and it’s been good for my self knowing. But one of the things I learned in therapy is that I have a need for degradation. That’s why I kept going back to Adam no matter how much he hurt me. I still have urges to serve me, but every time I feel it, I focus on serving Steven as my one and only Master.

My question is: Steven is a great Alpha and any fag would be happy with him, but he is a real gentleman. He speaks several languages, he’s really knowledgeable, well-succeeded in his career, and a wonderful man. But he treats me like a princess, he even buys me gifts from time to time. A few days ago he bought me a gorgeous pair of earrings, and I loved them. But it’s such a turn off… he takes care of me, protects me, wants to see me improving in my career and life, he became a real mentor and Master for me. But I have this urge to be treated like trash, like a pathetic worthless fag, just a cumdump and nothing more. He does fuck me well and treats me like a fag in bed, and I serve him domestically, but he treats me too well… he controls me but always to lift me up, and I miss a Man who curses me, spits on my face for no reason, I don’t know how to navigate this because he is a really good Man.

Should I ask him to be a little more brutal with me?

What a mess!

My sympathy goes to Master Steven. He’s truly showing his faggot the kindness and care that many Men wouldn’t dare to show, and his faggot doesn’t want any of it. It’s like a homeless person who begs for food on the street despising the food he’s given because it’s too rich or too sweet. It makes no sense.

I feel sorry for Tyler, too. Clearly, he’s broken in some way that may not ever be fixed. I just wish that faggots who find themselves in remarkably nurturing situations could just find peace and joy serving the Men caring for them. Master Steven is one of the best Alphas out there, and he deserves respect, worship, and adoration for being the Man he is … not this kind of emotional betrayal.

I think Tyler should kneel and confess these feelings to his Master. It’s not going to be an easy conversation (probably more than a little embarrassing), but Master Steven deserves at least an opportunity to respond. Perhaps he has a solution to this, but who knows?

But if he can figure out the solution to why faggots seek self-destruction, I’d love to hear it!

That hard slap prepares the faggot for the tenderizing to come.

Hello there,

I have an alpha that I’ve had for awhile, we don’t live together but I come by his place often. I do chores for him, and of course I service him. Though he is a caring dom, he is becoming very strict, which I have no problem with. If I am not up to his standards, he will punish me- sometimes with spankings, sometimes he will intentionally make a mess for me to clean up. It is more frequent when he is in a bad mood.

The weird part is that I always enjoy when he is like this. I really enjoy being humiliated, and I like the discipline. It makes me a better faggot for him- I don’t want to slack off. It’s never abusive or physically harmful, he is just in charge and I feel like he has the right to. Is it common for fags to enjoy this? And why do fags enjoy this? I think his raw, angry, masculine energy being taken out on me (and my holes) just brings me a level of satisfaction that is hard to describe. Not sure if this is controversial or that if some fags do not enjoy this.

Thank you for the question, brother!

Congratulations on finding a Master who seems to be hitting all of the right buttons with you! You don’t sound unhappy at all about his more aggressive moments, but more curious as to why it is pleasurable to you. (Hopefully I’m reading that right!)

Let me preface my answer this way: while faggots are a natural part of our world, we are undoubtedly broken creatures. We know our imperfections and inferiority well. We feel it deep within ourselves, this worthlessness and shame. 

We are often overlooked hierarchically by Men unless we have something to offer them, reinforcing those feelings of being nothing.

When Alphas treat us in abusive or demeaning ways, we recognize their abuse as “what we deserve”, but it’s even deeper than that. When Alphas abuse us verbally or physically, we feel finally “seen” by them. We have a purpose, and having purpose is deeply satisfying to anyone.

Some of this is closely related to Stockholm Syndrome, but I do think there are compelling variations from that classic explanation of abuse attraction. Faggots are poorly understood by modern psychiatry (if they’re acknowledged at all), so there’s very little specific knowledge to reference. 

But having been a faggot my entire life, I feel my explanation above is as close to correct as I’ve ever seen. If anyone else has something to add, please do so in the comments.

Thank you for such an important question, brother!

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The following post is part of a thread chronicling the hierarchical adventures of a 19-year-old straight Alpha from France named Master Jerome as he takes ownership of his first three faggots. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!

I’m becoming more and more inspired by this newest generation of straight Alphas rising from among us. Perhaps it’s just the avalanche of them appearing here on this site and I’ve just been the most fortunate faggot in the world, but from my vantage point, young straight Alphas in every part of the world are discovering the larger possibilities of their dominance.

And much of that has to do with their accepting faggot ownership as part of their right as Alphas.

But the one aspect that has really floored me is how deep these young straight Alphas are, how much they care about and appreciate their faggots. They just really understand how to be good OWNERS of faggots. It just seems natural to them, and that is really exciting to me.

Leading the way for other straight Alphas is my beloved Master Jerome.

Even though Master Jerome could have any woman he wants, he decided that he wanted to own the three little fag friends of his sister. And one by one, Master Jerome conquered and took ownership of them. But the third one, “Fag C,” proved to be a much more intense challenge for the young Master. You see, Fag C had been raped by a Man who had HIV, and he caused poor Fag C to become HIV+ as well.

Back in the tragic 1980’s, people would’ve run in terror at such a revelation, and even today there are misconceptions and stupidity regarding the illness. Fortunately, the medications now available make HIV a completely manageable chronic condition.

Master Jerome’s compassionate reaction to the news of his new faggot’s condition will forever remain one of this site’s greatest moments. It touched me so deeply that I can cry on the spot when I think about it. I will always love this incomparable King.

Master Jerome has an update that furthers the story of his ownership of Fag C, and it shows even more of this wonderful Master’s gigantic heart.

Hey Sam, this is Master Jerome from France. I hope you’re doing well.

I thought I’d spend my summer playing soccer and only concerned about alternating between the holes of my 3 fags, but I ended up learning what it really means to be an Alpha. Shortly after we talked for the last time, I decided to fuck Fag C’s ass. I knew that doggy style was a trigger for him, so of course I wouldn’t force him into this position. We were cuddling in bed, I was the big spoon, and I got hard rubbing in his ass. We were both wearing underwear, so I put my hard dick out but didn’t take his off. As soon as he felt my dick touching on him, the fag freaked out and started begging for me not to force my cock in his hole. It was really unexpected and I noticed that his trauma was more serious than I thought. The mere idea of getting fucked without eye contact at all times made the boy go crazy. Not sure if I told you, but his ex would bring dozens of men to fuck him in doggy style, sometimes blindfolded, and that was how he got HIV. The guy would get off with his fag becoming a cumdump for other men. I really don’t get it. I hate the idea of other men touching my fags, let along breeding them.

Anyway, that night I calmed him down, told him that everything was okay and that I would never hurt him. After a few moments, he was back to normal, and I told him to relax and suck my cock. I didn’t force it in his throat, I let the fag suck on his own pace and he did a great job as always. He swallowed my load as the good boy he is, came back to my chest, and apologized for not having taken it in his hole. I told him that everything was fine and that he could trust me.

On the next morning, the first thing I did was looking for therapy to my boy. After a few hours, I found a therapist specialized in sexuality and traumatic experiences. I reached out to her, she’s a very sweet old lady. I gave her general information without exposing my boy too much. She said that it was really sweet that I wanted to help my boy, but he needed to reach out to her himself. Fag C agreed to see her and I told him that I’ll pay for the sessions. So far, he has been to 2 sessions with the therapist and seems to be enjoying. I told him that I will wait for him to feel safe and I won’t fuck him in doggy style. But I also made clear that I will fuck him in missionary and will make him ride my cock. I’m sure that it’s just a matter of time. I also found an online a group of men living with HIV and send it to Fag C. He will start going to weekly meeting with these guys to make new friends. It’ll be important to him to connect with other fags with HIV.

These are my main updates. Fag A is in Spain for the summer but we keep in touch every other day. Fag B has been great as always. Whenever I’m tired or worried about Fag C’s situation, I send a quick text to Fag B and in 20 minutes he’s in my room on his knees. In fact, I just dumped two loads in his ass. He’s sleeping in my bed right now. I will take good care of Fag C, but I still have my needs and can’t just wait for him.

That’s it’s for now, Sam. It’s been an exciting summer, but also an enlightening moment to learn the responsibilities of a real Alpha. Fag C needs the firm hands of a master to move on and I decided to be the one. Wish me luck.

How can I even express myself in the face of such open-hearted generosity, kindness, and yes, love? You can feel Master Jerome ascending, becoming greater than himself, more powerful while even more benevolent. How could any faggot not fall to their knees and weep while kissing the feet of this astounding young God Alpha?

Do you understand the maturity it takes for a young straight Alpha to take the lead as Master Jerome has here? Can you comprehend it? The complexity of both the medical and psychological damage to Fag C is staggering, yet Master Jerome hoists it upon his shoulders like it’s a sack of feathers. He has carefully and gently carried Fag C through a terrifying wasteland, and he’s giving purpose to his sweet-but-broken little pet.

It’s important to note that Master Jerome isn’t neglecting his own needs. He recognizes that his needs as an Alpha must be tended to regularly, and he’s fortunate to own two other faggots he can turn to in order to empty his balls and receive worship. I’m glad he clearly appreciates that, because he must have these things in order to retain the power necessary for his larger goals and challenges.

I think it’s also good that Master Jerome has laid out future expectations with Fag C. For instance, he’s already explained to Fag C that he will be fucking and breeding it missionary style at some point. Of course, Master is waiting until the faggot can handle it, but he’s made it very clear that will happen (not might happen) in the near future. Why is it good? Because (1) the faggot likely feels self-conscious about being HIV+ and incapable of being intimate again (which is nonsense), and (2) Master Jerome feels the need/desire to officially claim the faggot by breeding it.

Some might consider such honesty offensive or pushy, but I find it exhilarating. You must understand that Master Jerome is one of our world’s greatest young Alphas, and he deserves everything he wants. He will have everything he wants. He doesn’t need to pussyfoot around about it or be shy. He was born to take anything he chooses, so such honesty prepares inferiors for his future actions. It’s as simple as that.

I can only imagine being Fag C, lying in bed with this astounding young God Alpha and being allowed to suck his mighty cock and swallow one of his precious loads as a means to comfort myself when I’m sad or hurt! What a gift! What a privilege! All Alphas need to understand this power they have, how their bodies and minds and hearts can destroy or heal (or sometimes destroy THEN heal!) but always control weak inferior ones. It’s a power that should NEVER be underestimated or unappreciated by them!

Master Jerome fully understands his power more completely than he did even a few months ago. He’s become something much greater. A superhero. A King. A God Alpha.

Master Jerome asked me to wish him luck. He doesn’t need luck, because the energies of the universe flow through him. Instead, I give him my hope … and my heart.

Thank you, my Master Jerome!

This is the same faggot that asked about sadistic Masters. Is there a place for impact play and those more sadistic sides on bdsm? I understand that pain for the sake of seeing a faggot suffer isn’t healthy. Or are faggots, in your opinion, for rough sexual use, domestic service, financial service, and humiliation only?

Thanks for the follow-up question, brother.

Yes, of course there’s a place for rough impact play. There’s a place for everything in Hierarchy. A faggot is supposed to be whatever an Alpha wants it to be, so everything depends on what the Alpha desires. There are lots of Alphas into abusing faggots, there are plenty of Alphas who want to protect faggots. It runs the gamut. 

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The following post is part of a thread following the service of a young faggot named Tyler who has been claimed by a great Protector Alpha named Steve. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

If you remember the first post about my brother Tyler, a faggot who wrote into my Questions From Readers Inbox about a huge choice he was trying to make. You see, Tyler had fallen under the sway of a Destroyer Alpha named Adam who was very violent and hateful (also psychopathic and stalker-like). Then Tyler met a true Protector Alpha named Steve, a dominant Alpha who also showed Tyler care and affection.

The choice was clear in my mind, and honestly I didn’t mince words when advising Tyler. I wanted Tyler to devote his service to Master Steve and try to get his help and protection in order to escape the clutches of Master Adam.

Sadly, Tyler had a hard time letting go of Master Adam. Faggots have some mechanical flaw that makes us return like crack junkies to abusive Alphas. I’m including myself here, as I have often mentioned my yearning for the Alpha who raped me with a knife at my throat. Faggots are like the embodiment of Stockholm Syndrome.

So Tyler to Master Adam like a pig to slaughter, and this was the result:

Hi Sam, this is Tyler from Amsterdam. I sent you a message in late April about two Alphas I was serving: Adam and Steve.

I always read your website and respect your work a lot. I saw that you created a thread for my story and I really appreciate that. I decided to continue sharing my story with you after reading Fag Ben’s account. The issue of Destroyer Alphas is a serious one and my dilemma together with your experience might help other fags.

A lot has happened in these past 2 months since we talked… I’ve been serving Steve (the good Alpha) several times a week but, although I know I shouldn’t answer him, Adam still texts me from time to time, and I haven’t blocked him. Last week, Adam invited me to his place for the first time since he called me a disgusting bitch in April. I was reluctant but he is so hot that I decided to go and give him a second chance.

As soon as I arrived, he asked me where on my face I had had the cold sore. I thought that he would try to apologize, so I pointed to the corner of my mouth, close to my bottom lip and said “right here”. He said in a lovely way “oh, baby, let me see” and when I turned my face to him he gave me a huge slap on the part of my face that I had pointed to him. He is twice my size and his hand is easly the size of my whole face, he smacked his 5 fingers against my face and I almost collapsed. I got really dizzy, my face was burning, and I could feel some tears coming of from my right eye because of the impact. He was laughing and said “oh, I see, right here?”

I asked him why he had done that to me, but he just said it was a joke and told me to stop being a sissy. He sat down on the couch and snapped his fingers for me to suck his dick, with my face still burning. I held his dick, worshipped his balls, but didn’t keep eye contact because I was actually afraid of him. After taking that one slap right on my face, I realized that he could’ve broken my neck if he wanted to. So he said “Eyes up here” for me to look at him while sucking, I apologized and said that my face was still burning from the slap. He said that my whole body would be in pain soon if I didn’t make him cum while looking straight to his eyes.

I felt weak, vulnerable, fragile, and although I had Adam’s dick in my mouth banging my throat, I could only think about how protective and sweet Steve was. He knows how to put me in my place but never would hurt me, I never needed to fear him to respect the great man he is. But Adam loves the feeling of fear in the eyes of a faggot.

After noticing my pain and my fear, it didn’t take long for him to cum. I swallowed his big load and kept on my knees without knowing how to react. He sent me to the kitchen with no word of affection, no “good boy”. He just pointed to the kitchen and told me to do the dishes while he took a shower. I started crying while doing the dishes thinking about what had just happened.

A few minutes later he came from his shower completely naked, still a little wet and with a hard dick. He held me by my neck and said that he had taken pills for erection to make sure that he would be able to fuck me all night long even if his balls were empty. He put my pants down, started fingering me in the kitchen, and I didn’t react against him. He soon took me to his bedroom, put my ass up, and spanked me, punched my back, choked me, hit my face again. When my whole body was sore he put some lube on his dick and started fucking me rough and whispered in my ear “I love to see you in pain”

I felt lonely and vulnerable, so I just closed my eyes while he banged me balls deep. He came inside of me but with the pills he has taken he dick would not go down. So he was just fucking more and more, enjoying my pain. He said that his cock was sore even with the lube he had put in my hole but, in his words, he wanted to see how much pain his cock could cause in a weak faggot like me.

He didn’t allow me to sleep and spent the whole night fucking me. When he couldn’t stand the discomfort in his own dick, he took two huge dildos and kept fucking my hole just for the pleasure of seeing me in pain. I asked him to stop with the dildos and he just said I was lucky he wasn’t fisting me.

He sent me back home at 5 am in the morning. I arrived home, took a shower, and my hole was horribly sore, I could see the blood running through my leg while I washed the lube mixed with his cum. I felt horrible, Sam. Adam made me feel worthless, a piece of trash that he could harm as much as he wanted to.

Let’s stop here. This account truly made me so sad for Tyler. He dearly paid a tragic price for going back to a truly horrible Alpha! There is no excuse for an Alpha to be that sadistic, cruel, and treacherous to a trusting faggot.

But this is why I keep warning my fag brothers about these bloodthirsty Alpha sharks swimming below the surface of dark waters. They’re out there, and some of them want to do worse to faggots than simply make their pussies bleed from overfucking. You might be able to stick your hand into the open mouth of a crocodile once or twice and not have it bitten off, but eventually you’ll be missing a hand.

So fortunately Tyler had a great Protector Alpha in Master Steve available to run to, which is exactly what he did.

I called Steve, but didn’t want to tell him the truth. So I told him a friend had died and I was feeling lonely. It was Saturday morning, and he immediately invited me to his house, ordered lunch for us, and cancelled his plans just to take care of me. He made me laugh, we watched some movies, cooked dinner together. He usually starts kissing me and put me on my knees as soon as I arrive to his home. But this time he didn’t grab my ass, he didn’t punch or smack me, nor touched me without consent at any moment because he felt how fragile I am.

I am very much into make-up, so he put make-up tutorials for me to watch on YouTube and cuddled with me until I fell asleep in his arms. Around 3 am in the morning, I woke up and noticed that he was jerking off in his side of the bed but not touching me at all. I asked what was happening and he said that he woke up really horny but didn’t think I was emotionally ready to serve him. I felt so loved and respected when he said that. I just said “I belong to you and you should never need to jerk off to empty your balls”, I gave him a blowjob, making sure to be the best cocksucker he has ever had. I didn’t stop sucking until I felt his body shaking. He pumped a load down in throat and I swallowed every single drop. He brought me back to his arms, kissed my forehead, and said “this was amazing, you’re a perfect boy, I want you to be my sub boy”. I said thank you, and slept on his chest, feeling the taste of his cum.

Sam, I won’t ask you if I should give another chance to Adam because I know your opinion. But I do need your advice on how to behave with Steve. Do you think I should tell him all about Adam? Steve wants to own me and he was very clear that he’ll only take me as his sub boyfriend if I stop serving any other men. I’m afraid of his reaction if I tell him that I have been serving Adam for so long… and to be completely honest, I still feel the urge to serve Adam. I know it’s stupid considering who he is, but I can’t help it. Especially after a few drinks, I always think about Adam’s cock hurting me first. The danger and the pain turn me on. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, Sam. I know I’m young and I have a lot to learn. I don’t wanna die in the hands of Adam but I can’t stop thinking about his overwhelming presence.

I love you, Sam. I really do. And I love the amount of effort you put in this beautiful site. Please, give me some word of comfort and advice if you can.

I want to start this way: Master Steve is an exceptional Protector Alpha of the highest order. He deserves the very best faggots, and he probably deserves to be worshiped by hundreds of them. I’m blown away by his dominant-yet-caring demeanor, a rarity in today’s world. He’s probably a true God Alpha.

This preface begs the question: has Tyler been a faggot worthy of an Alpha like Master Steve? Tyler ran back to a truly brutal Destroyer Alpha after Master Steve had shown Tyler kindness and set out his expectations for any faggot serving him. Then, after that Destroyer Alpha destroyed him, Tyler ran back for comforting from Master Steve. And to make sure Master Steve would take him back and comfort him, Tyler lied to Master Steve about his situation.

I’m not trying to be cruel here, and I know Tyler has asked for mercy from me. However, I do not like when faggots disrespect Alphas. Master Steve should not ever be treated like the dependable old standby for a faggot. Master Steve is the banquet, not the leftovers.

Master Adam should be absolutely eclipsed by the warm, blindingly-brilliant sunlight of Master Steve’s ownership, yet here’s Tyler still yearning for Master Adam! Again, I know we faggots yearn for brute force and abuse sometimes, but even being tempted to serve Master Adam when Master Steve is offering you a world of safe, loving service is incomprehensible.

Here’s what I think needs to happen ASAFP:

1. Tyler needs to cut off communication with Master Adam
2. Tyler needs to confess the truth to Master Steve.
3. Tyler needs to accept whatever conditions or decisions Master Steve stipulates

It may not be pretty, but this situation is already ugly. There’s a way out of this, but that road leads through Master Steve’s heart. He will need to open it up in forgiveness and allow Tyler to be restored to favor.

Will Master Steve do that after these betrayals? I have no idea, but I hope he does. Tyler is relatively inexperienced and young, and probably deserves a chance.

But let this be a lesson to all faggots out there currently playing games with great Masters! There is nothing sure about that old dependable crutch you’re selfishly mistreating. One of these days you’ll fall back on it and it won’t hold you up anymore.

Dear brother sam,

thank you again for all your work educating us on hierarchy! This website and its predecessor changed my life and helped me understand my true faggot nature. I am a married fag in a marriage (to a woman) that is 100% non sexual and we are fine with it. We are together as friends raising a family and I have full latitude to pursuit my sexual needs as I see fit. This has opened up my life to pursue my true sexual calling as a submissive male. I’ve been very lucky to have a number of very satisfying encounters including my original master Alpha who “made me” a year and a half ago and showed me the way of the faggot serving his master and I never looked back.  I only see him sporadically as he lives 5 states away and his only ask is that I share with him all details of any sexual activity and I always do with pleasure.
Recently I found a new Alpha who is amazing! He’s younger than me which I usually don’t like, but I could not resist his power. I was rewarded with incredible stamina and my first 4 load session from an Alpha (wow, so lucky i am!)

the issue is he is incredibly possessive. He has ordered me to end all communication with my original Alpha and does not want me serving anyone else. He wants me to be owned exclusively by him.
I am uncomfortable with this as I feel obliged to my original Alpha and I’m so grateful to him for showing me the way.
one of the liberating and beautiful things about gay sex, man on man sex, in my view is a rejection of monogamy. Men have sex for pleasure and as a true faggot I want to give pleasure to any Alpha who wants it. Recently even forbid me from addressing other men as sir. I address all my superiors with respect as a true submissive, it’s against my nature not to.

i don’t agree with the idea of him forbidding me from serving other men ever.

to be clear, it’s not an issue of getting his permission, which I would, of course happily do. He’s very clear and there’s to be no one else in any way shape or form.

what do I do? It seems ridiculous, even absurd for a old faggot like me to turn away from a big powerful virile younger Alpha who want my ass all the time. Like a good fag I have learned to embrace dressing up like a sissy faggot for him something which was never part of my interest in anyway, but I now enjoy because it is pleasing to him. Because as you’ve taught me, it’s his pleasure that is the most important thing. I shared this to say that I have been willing to grow and adapt as a good faggot should for a master.

as an aside he also gets off on saying filthy disparaging stuff about my wife, which I tolerate but it doesn’t do anything for me, and actually bothers me because we have an understanding and I it’s a huge distraction from my faggot identity to have to refer to her as a bitch, whore, etc.

sam, I need your guidance as always.

Thank you for the extraordinary experience, brother! I’m very proud of you for righting the wrongs of the past (even though it resulted in a family you love, it was still a mistake) and throwing yourself wholeheartedly into service!

It’s sounds like you’ve been quite fortunate to have found at least one God Alpha (more likely two) to serve in a relatively short period of time! That should be an inspiration to other older faggots out there in situations as sticky as yours. I must also commend your wife for being so understanding and loving! I’m sure it was difficult for her to adjust!

I commend you for your loyalty to your first Master, brother. Most fags would just shrug their shoulders and move onto the next Alpha, but you didn’t do that. I’m sure your first Master appreciates that about you.

But here’s the truth: your first Master can’t be consistent in training you given the long distances. And given the fact that you’re a new faggot, you’ll need training and refining. I think you sense this yourself, which is why you ended up with this young Master.

Meanwhile, you have this powerful young Alpha who wants complete ownership of you to the exclusion of every other Man. This is very interesting, and the potential for training and development is tremendous.

BUT … overly-dominant Alphas can also cut off EVERY bit of support for a faggot, leaving the faggot vulnerable and alone. This is a dangerous situation. I’ve definitely heard of abuse happening once an Alpha gets a faggot locked down like that. I wouldn’t want that to happen to you.

I’m especially grieved by your young Master’s denigration of your wife. Like it or not, she’s the mother of your children and someone who has been supporting you through this discovery phase of your life. That shows profound stupidity and a lack of respect. 

As much as I’d like you to stay with this young Master, I think there are too many negatives. I’m not sure you’re going to grow in the right way with him. I think you should respectfully tell him why you’re discontinuing service, and see what he says. Sometimes an Alpha with a bad attitude can be snapped out of it when confronted by the loss of a good faggot. 

There are plenty of great Alphas out there to serve who would value owning a good faggot. In the end, we must at least value the gifts we offer to superior Men enough to say “no” to Destroyer Alpha types. 

I hope that helps! I really agonized over this one!

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This breaks my heart a little bit.

I hate to see my brothers this terrorized and traumatized.

I mean, who likes hurting a faithful dog? A dog only wants to love and please its Master. Why hurt it?

It’s the same with a faggot. A faggot only wants to love and please its Owner.

Men who hurt these ones are broken inside.

i’m a beta or as you call it, a fag. No doubt about it. A Man mainly uses me for His chores, as sort of a domestic slave. He also makes me pay to do His chores. He also demands me to pay more if i do not do a good enough job at cleaning His place, which tends to be difficult, cause He always finds something and this is draining me financially. Another thing is He once kicked me in the balls and found that so funny, he does so regularly and sometimes even has me hurt my own balls for Him to laugh about. i do worry about this, like, it might hurt them? i also do not particularly like the pain myself, but He seems to love it and i once told him it was not a hard limit. He loves it ever since. But the pain is a lot sometimes. What should i do?

Thanks for your question!

I honestly cannot stand Men like this guy you’re submitting to. They think violence, deception, cruelty, and hate equal dominance or Alphahood. He’s a prototypical Destroyer Alpha. 

I’ve already made my position quite clear: Men like him don’t deserve worship or service. Antisocial misbehavior like his shouldn’t be rewarded with obedience and devoted service. He deserves to be treated like the pig he is. 

You seem like a good faggot. I think you should value yourself and your service more and offer them to better, more deserving Alphas.

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