I’m an older married to a woman submissive fag. I am addicted to alpha men and also to some degree to exposure among that group of men. Sometimes when I share my photos at some point there becomes an issue or a demand for money or I will be exposed. This has happened to me at least five times over the last few years. I’ve never actually paid but it does create great anxiety. This has happened on X and Kik and Reddit and on Grindr. What are your thoughts on this? Do I need to just stop what I’m doing and stay off the internet since I have this addiction?
Sorry for what I’m about to say to you, but I have no sympathy for your situation. Your cowardice has forced an innocent woman to live a lie. And instead of making things right by divorcing her, you instead decide to engage in clandestine and frankly dangerous rendezvous with strangers behind her back. And even worse, you’re getting involved in being EXTORTED, which will have a massively negative impact on her.
It’s rare that I get a faggot as stupid and as selfish as you on this blog, and I’m glad. You should be utterly ashamed of yourself, and I am not telling you that so you can get off on it like some embarrassing sicko.
I’m too disgusted by this situation. Do the right thing for ONCE and divorce this poor woman. Then you can go off into the darkness and destroy your life by yourself. Awful.
I was curious about your thoughts on this text I received from my Master. It reads: Faggots should be raped, not made love to. the Bible says that a man is not to lay with another man like he lays with a woman. My understanding is that means they should be abused, humiliated, degraded, emasculated, used, and raped. Completely subservient in every way regardless to their wants, needs, and thoughts. Only thing that should be on their mind is serving their Master and improving on anything that their Master points out.
I don’t think I have ever heard that particular argument on the Bible verse. What are your thoughts Sam? It’s kind of crazy to think that we are of the same species as men such as this. My life if difficult at time but also fulfilled.
I’m glad you feel fulfilled from serving this Master, so I’ll try to be respectful. Your Master is 1000% wrong about this particular Scripture (Leviticus 20:13) and basically everything else about this awesome book.
The Bible absolutely condemns all same-sex relations. There’s no way around it. The Bible also condemns rape. And in the New Testament, Christians are exhorted to be peaceable and non-violent. So I think your Master either cannot read or he’s delusional.
People like your Master think that it’s okay to do whatever they want because God isn’t dramatically destroying the wicked like he did at Sodom and Gomorrah. But Jesus spoke of a “time of the end” in Matthew Chapter 24 and Mark 13 which would culminate in Armageddon, or God’s war against wicked mankind and the governments/false religion. He said “the last days” would be “just like the days of Noah” when God destroyed a wicked Earth being ruined by mutant offspring of humans and angels called Nephilim.
All signs point to the fact that we are deep in the time of the end, and not much time remains before this war occurs.
With that in mind, notice what Paul wrote at 1 Corinthians 6:9-11:
“Or do you not know that unrighteous people will not inherit God’s Kingdom? Do not be misled. Those who are sexually immoral, idolaters, adulterers, men who submit to homosexual acts, men who practice homosexuality, thieves, greedy people, drunkards, revilers, and extortioners will not inherit God’s Kingdom. And yet that is what some of you were.”
So I want to tell you that your Master, no matter what he thinks, doesn’t dictate to God what is right or wrong. God’s giving everyone a chance to make a choice before the end comes. Just believe this: it’s coming soon!
My name is Reece and I’m a long time follower of the site (great work btw) here’s some backstory before I get into my situation,
I’m 28 years old and have been a faggot all my life. I started sucking dick at 13 years old with my friends older brother and his group of friends but I didn’t fully accept myself as a faggot until I was 16 when I started serving older teens and men full time. Cut to the pandemic and I was working full time and unfortunately I had an accident in work which has completely changed my life and has left me physically disabled, not to get into to much detail but it’s left me where I need crutches to walk, cannot sit or stand for long periods of times without experiencing immense pain, I can’t kneel or get onto my knees/hands and knees at all and now I have been left with further complications that has now affected my breathing so sucking cock, deep throating and being skull fucked are all now off the table and I have no clue if they will be back on at any point.
my question basically is how can I as a faggot serve my betters when I have so much wrong with me and can hardly do anything for my self, if I can’t provide relief through my holes then what’s the point. Are there alphas out there that can work with this as in the long run things could go back to normal but at this stage it’s unknown or should I just resign to life as a faggot that can no longer serve.
Sorry for the downbeat in the mood I just would love some advice from other faggots and maybe some alphas as I have no clue for my future.
Many thanks
Faggot Reece
Reece, Thank you very much for your touching story. I’m so sorry you’re currently going through this!
I praise you for your intense desire to serve and be useful to Alphas throughout your life, even when you’re dealing with terrible adversity. It’s admirable! So many faggots fail this part of their journey and go nowhere. BUT YOU SERVED, and SERVED WELL! You should be proud of that.
But here’s the sober truth (and you, as a longtime reader, know I don’t sugarcoat things) my brother: now is not the time to serve Alphas. You need to conserve all of your strength and focus on your recovery from this injury in order to stabilize your life.
I know it’s popular in this space to say stupid shit like “faggots are worthless” or whatever, but that’s idiotic and immature. Faggots are simply driven to submit and serve, but we are still human. We hurt, we struggle, we endure, often with a bravery that might match any Alpha.
And that’s you right now … my brave brother. You need to set service aside right now. NOT FOREVER, just for the moment. Focus entirely on your recovery, and I think you’ll be surprised what you accomplish.
My heart is with you, my brother. Stay strong, and please keep me posted on your progress!
Male rape might be the most underreported sexual crime.
Why?
Because ultimately there is a sense of Hierarchical order about it. I never reported my rape because I already understood that the strong take down the weak.
I’m not justifying it. Lots of awful things happen in nature every day. We cannot ascribe morality to nature.
Complain all you want publicly. Just know that most Alphas are silently nodding their heads in knowing agreement with me.
(No, I don’t know the origin movie for this scene. I rescued it from CHUDAI scammers on X).
Hey Sam I’ve been reading the site for a while, except for when the URL changed and I couldn’t find it.
For context to the question I’m an 18yr old faggot from the UK. I feel like a failure because I don’t enjoy sex.
My first real sexual experience was in a tent during DofE (it’s a challenge that includes a 2 day hike) when I was 14. During the night the guy I was sharing the tent with was slowly scooting towards me. When I realised what he was doing I pushed myself back into him so we were effectively spooning (I’m pretty impatient). One thing lead to another and he ended up giving me a BJ. This only lasted a minute or so because I told him to stop as I wasn’t enjoying the sensation. I decided I should suck him off aswell but that only lasted a minute too because I didn’t like that either.
The next 4 years I was just watching porn, mostly BDSM, and it got pretty extreme to the point of watching castration and scat videos. I started playing online with people and it was some of the most fun I’ve ever had.
My next real experience was as an 18yr old with a guy I met off grinder. We were both into scat and piss so that’s was what we did. I pissed on him and he fucked me (my first time getting fucked) then made me suck his dirty cock afterwards. But while he was fucking me I didn’t feel anything (pleasure or pain). It was just … boring. I didn’t cum and wasn’t even hard at any point during the meet (ofc I made sure he enjoyed himself and let him breed me). I assumed my lack of a reaction was just because of first time nerves and how I’d been watching all this dramatic stuff online then had a relatively tame meet.
Over the space of about 3 months I started doing more extreme stuff (bondage, impact play, CBT, throat fucking, piss drinking and shit eating) hoping that eventually I’d have fun. The entire time, for all these meets, I was soft and not enjoying myself the way I imagined which left me pretty disheartened. I decided to go back to what I knew I liked and try online stuff. Long story short I met a dom online and it was amazing. We are into all the same things and have the same viewpoints where it matters. He even reads this site! Because of him I got a WiFi security camera for my room so he can check in on me whenever he likes. I also bought a chastity cage. He set rules for me and helped me focus on my school work, he also makes me workout every day as he wants me to have a more defined body. This got me back in the mood to have sex again and so I started to meet people but sadly not the dom I was speaking to as he wanted me to have a little more experience before I served him. I did however find someone else who was looking for a sub to train and we have an AMAZING time together. Sadly the problem persists. I enjoy him and spending time with him (especially the cuddles!) but having sex isn’t fun to me. I told him this and he tried to finger me and massage my prostate hoping that would help me but it didn’t really do anything for me. It just felt like pressure on my bladder. He decided to change things up and focused our meets to more service roles (foot worship and domestic service). I really enjoy both of those things but I feel like a failure for not enjoying sex. Of course I still get fucked by him as I understand that just because I don’t enjoy something doesn’t give me the right to refuse him and ruin his fun.
The chastity is also a problem but this message is FAR too long already to dive into that. Thank you for any help you can give me Sam as I really want to be a good faggot.
Your situation is pretty bewildering to be honest. It seems like you’re having trouble with intimacy in a general way. You’re not satisfied with topping or bottoming, so it’s difficult to isolate whether you might be a latent Alpha (which involves an Alpha who mistakenly believes he’s a faggot) or if you’re asexual (not interested in any kind of sexual contact).
I am personally thinking you’re not asexual because you seem to enjoy sexual stuff online. But that alone is an issue that is becoming more widespread as younger generations raised on the internet retreat behind screens and lose touch with in-person interactions. This is NOT HEALTHY and will lead to a life of unfulfillment. Humans need interpersonal communication and interaction, especially when it comes to intimacy.
I’m not fully convinced you are a faggot, either. Stop worrying about being a “good faggot” and just try finding interactions that make you feel comfortable. Everything else will fall into place, but not until you correct whatever is causing you to struggle with intimate contact. It might not be a bad idea to talk to a therapist, honestly.
Dick rules the world. Life begins with a hard cock. Men are worshiped for their dicks. Entire industries revolve around cock. Throughout history there have been multiple religions based around phallic worship.
So why is it strange to have entire parks dedicated to the majesty of dick?
As I’ve said elsewhere, I was basically gay from birth. By the sixth grade, I had developed a crush on a boy named George (although I didn’t know what it meant at the time), and middle school/high school attractions to boys in class (Bob, I still miss you and your bulge in those tight pants!) further refined my obvious sexual orientation.
However, like most closeted gay youths, I was compelled to date girls in order to fit in with the budding heterosexual attractions of my closest friends. So, like a coward, I started dating girls.
My first few relationships were fulfilling in some way. Despite a general lack of attraction to their bodies, I was more than capable of performing sexually. Some of that probably had to do with the newness of sex in general, as well as the virulent hormones coursing through me at that age. Around that time I also discovered – much to my surprise – that I really loved boobs. For that period of time I was just like every other guy, dating a girl for a while in order to get some pussy before moving to the next one.
Of course, it was all a lie. I knew every kiss was a lie. I knew every thrust of my penis into a vagina was a lie. I knew every “I love you” was a lie. In the moment, it felt real to me; wet lips, warm bodies tangled, heavy sighs, and powerful, head-spinning orgasms. But in my quiet moments alone, a gnawing guilt remained.
When I met my first Alpha Roger at age 17 I was dating a sweet, petite brunette named Lori. Unlike my previous girlfriends, Lori was a virgin. Lori spent months trying to convince me to take her virginity, but I kept resisting. We would lie in the grass of my backyard on breezy summer nights, Lori’s hips gyrating her tight pussy on my finger as if she wanted me to insert my entire arm. I would always stop these heavy petting sessions, leaving Lori breathless and confused. It was a frustrating time for both of us.
Once Roger entered my life, though, my inner truth became crystal clear. I suddenly became Lori, desperately trying to get Roger to deflower me. I knew right then that I needed to break it off with Lori; I couldn’t concentrate on anything else but Roger anymore. The end came a few months later when I didn’t give Lori anything for Valentine’s Day. Rightfully upset, Lori tearfully begged for a reason why I didn’t love her the way she loved me.
“I … just don’t,” I replied. The response was cold and cruel in that special way only selfish teenaged boys can master. And that mercifully ended my last relationship with a female.
Not long after that, Roger slid his enormous, granite-hard cock into my throat. I remember the feeling of his solid, swollen cock-head on my tongue, the salty taste of his foreskin, the firmness of his hands in my hair, and the look of disgusted lust in his eyes as he looked down on me. That first taste of a Man’s cock erased everything I imagined about my life before and reshaped it into something new.
However, I still hadn’t accepted the complete truth about myself. Even then, as Roger was using me as a human tube sock, I still believed that I could be loved. I would construct elaborate fantasies about being Roger’s lover, perhaps getting married somehow and building a life together. Every time he would throat fuck me I would try to make it terrific for him in the hope that he might finally leave his girlfriend for me.
It never happened. I found myself in love with him, flying into jealous, tearful rages and begging for a love that would never come. Eventually, my love-fueled hysterics ended our friendship.
All of these tragic, emotionally-devastating situations occurred only because I couldn’t be honest. I couldn’t accept the truth about myself. I once truly believed that I could be a straight Man, husband, and father. Then I believed I could be a gay Man, a partner, an equal in a committed relationship.
But, as time has passed, I’ve slowly accepted the truth: I am a faggot. I was not born to honor a wife or help raise children. I was not born to be the partner to a Man, the one who makes him smile every morning. I was not born to be loved or cherished or appreciated the way a spouse yearns for their mate or a child might look at a parent.
Instead, I was born to serve. I was born to serve Men. My holes are theirs to use. The works of my hands are theirs to take. My mind is theirs to plunder. My body, mind, and heart exist only to glorify their Masculine superiority.
Men have instinctively known this truth about me my entire life. Ever since Roger first pushed me to my knees in order to receive service, Men have been using me to get what they want. Deep down, they know that I’m nothing but a faggot born to serve them.
I just needed to understand it about myself before I could actually be free.
Hello Sam A few days ago my boy sent you a message complaining about how it hurts when I fuck him. He showed me your website and your answer to his question. You are doing an excellent work, well done. I’ve been fucking faggots for a decade and I’ve never heard about your work. Keep up the good work.
I’m writing to you because I imagine many fags read your website and I want to say that he is fine. Although I believe that it is important for a faggot to endure some pain to make sure they don’t forget their place, I would never hurt him or any other boy on purpose. In fact, after he wrote to you he was honest with me about how he felt and I’m much more careful now. I did not know my dick was hurting him so bad. But now I got him three different dildos for him to practice more often, and he’s much better now. I am exploring more his throat to let his ass recover.
So Men, take care of your boys! Boys, be honest with your Men!
Master, thank you for reaching out to me with this glorious and inspired message! I also thank you for your kind words and your blessing on what I’m doing here!
I must tell you that your faggot’s letter really touched me. I wanted to reach through the internet and hold him. He seemed so genuinely disappointed and sad, not only because of the discomfort, but also because seemed resigned to never being able to please you properly. The greatest faggots always have that selflessness at the core of their being, and yours has that in abundance.
Of course, an Alpha like you who has owned and used faggots for as long as you have already knows this. I just had to make that point first, Master.
I celebrate you and your response to this situation because I want other Alpha Masters to appreciate it and consider your actions thoughtfully. Ask any faggot who has actually served Alphas, and you will hear lots of horror stories of terrible, cruel, and unconscionable Masters who practically torture their faggots. And these faggots suffer the cruelty because of the same mindset that your faggot had – that pain is all a faggot deserves.
I smiled when you even admitted that pain is an important component of owning faggots, Master. I can tell by the way you phrased it that you know HOW strategic application of pain is useful in molding a proper faggot mindset. I wouldn’t have the kind of respect I have for Alpha power today if I hadn’t learned to endure Alpha ruts, Alpha discipline, and large Alpha cocks. I learned these things from the great Masters who’ve owned me over the years, Men very much like you.
So I now know my little faggot brother is in the best hands. Through your power, wisdom, and skill your faggot will find purpose and pleasure, fulfillment and peace. I thank you, Master, for reaching out and setting such a fine example!
I beg you, Master: please write to me at hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com. I would very much like to add your voice to the wide roster of great Alpha voices on this site, not only to instruct your brother Alphas, but also to give hope to the lost faggots who come here searching for hope.
This is @xmegacumshooter drowning a faggot with an overwhelming cumshot!
Hyperspermia is a rare but very real condition for certain virile Men and Alphas. The rivers of cum they produce makes it mathematically impossible for them to cum anywhere near a vagina without impregnating it. And good luck finding a condom to contain that much cum! It’s a reservoir tip, not an actual reservoir.
God Alpha Dino’s God Alpha son Chad has hyperspermia. I’ve seen his cumshot, and it looks like this. That’s why he’s in his early twenties and has children in the double digits!
Hi ! I am 20 years old and I have two questions ( and sorry I m french so my English is horrible) :
– First : I search what is my place une the hierarchy, yes it’s strange but for the moment I don’t know. Effectively I have two part of me : one part want to be more manly, practise sport many time in week, love to be superior, love to command, and think I have charisma ( but this part is hard to assume because I have bad self esteem and stress disorder ) ; the second part want to obey and be useful for a real man, feel weak in front of certain man and be excited by story of fag ( but I scare because I have toxic sexual part and I can’t to dissociate toxic of good for the moment ). So I don’t know where is my place in hierarchy.
– The second question is more simple, I have two boyfriend, I m in love with us but they no sensual and dominant so often I want more sensuality and hard sex, what can I do ?
thanks and have good day
It is a little difficult to understand what you’re asking me! I’ll try my best!
Whenever we are confused about our place in Hierarchy, it is useful to try a few things sexually. It sounds like you have a few options with whom you can experiment. Try topping only, try bottoming only. See if you can isolate what makes you feel most complete and comforted.
I often liken that feeling to coming home after a long trip. That feeling of comfort, of being in the right place.
From what I understand of what you wrote, I think experimentation is the best course.
As for the two boyfriends, it’s clear that you are not sexually compatible with them. Yes, you love them, but you’re not PASSIONATELY in love with them. So you’re wasting your time by focusing on them.
I hope that helps, even thought I’m shooting in the dark.
Black Alphas just innately know how to use fåggots sexually, and I’ve never been able to figure out why (even though I’ve swallowed enough black DNA to change my account status on Ancestry.com).
They just have a natural aggression that controls us.
I’m 28 , gay , Alpha top and I’ve always been like that. Never bottomed never even considered submitting to another dude… till recently. I don’t know how it started but when I’m with my straight friends I feel like a beta around them and the worse part is that they turn me on , admitting this shit it’s hard cause they my bros and we are supposed to be on the same level(?) but fuck I’m getting to a point where because of this “arousal” I’m becoming more and more “submissive” with them and I’m scared they are starting to notice. Can’t stop the fantasies expecially when around them and they talk about the pussies they get ,being all manly and shit…and can’t stop the fantasies of them callin me a fag, humiliating me , laughing at me for being the gay of the group , crave for them to do to me what I do to my bottoms. The sad part is that this fantasies I have ,never involve gay men , not even my fellow alpha tops , only straight men I never had this kind of fantasies and now I’m getting them more and more to a point that in honesty I can’t say anymore that this thing is limited to my friends but it’s slowly affectin my view of straight men in general and that is scary. When I’m aroused and I’m having a solo session I just run with it but when the clarity hits I’m disgusted at myself , fantasizing at my friends , craving for them to say some homophobic shit… Why ? Why this Is happening to me. I don’t wanna be a beta , I never even wanted to be a bottom , I know you’re a fag and you are proud, I guess, of your submissiveness but how can I stop , delete my growing submission towards straight men?
Sir, thank you for your brave and honest admission! I think all lower-tier guys (especially faggots) think Alphas are infallible and impervious to self-doubt, which is of course ludicrous. You deserve a lot of respect for this crucial letter, one that plagues a lot of gay Alphas.
I use the word “plague” purposefully, Sir, because that is exactly what it is. Sadly, gay Alphas are conditioned by the same heteronormative social pressure that other gays are influenced by as well. All gays are told throughout their lives that they’re not “normal” or they’re weaker or sissified or inferior to straights. Heterosexuality is the dominant sexuality, of course, so they get to make the rules about what is acceptable and unacceptable.
But Sir, I’m here to tell you unequivocally that gay Alphas are NOT subject to such weak and foolish bigotry. Alphas as a class (both straight and gay) stand apart from society, ahead of it, leading it. Alphas stand together as a ruling class, a loyal fraternity of Earth’s mightiest Men. YOU ARE A PART OF THAT CLASS, SIR. You are just as superior as your straight Alpha brothers.
I might posit this: I believe gay Alphas are actually a MORE powerful distillation of Alphahood than straight Alphas! Consider this: gay Alphas actually OWN SLAVES. Gay Alphas do much more training of subs than straight Alphas. Gay Alphas breed many, many more people than straight Alphas. Gay Alphas are the purest Alphas because they are Alphas unshackled from the compromises and constraints of females.
I don’t know if you ever read this extraordinary account from a Latino Apex Alpha named Master JA (CLICK HERE), but it’d be worth it. In that testimony, straight Master JA has an Apex Alpha brother who is GAY. And after years of watching his gay Alpha brother get all of the sex and worship he desired while he was stuck in a loveless straight marriage, he decided to try using faggots and LOVED IT.
What do we learn from this account? Gay Alphas point the way to true power that straight Alphas miss entirely UNLESS they discover the deeper truths of Hierarchy (through places like this website, or gay Alphas like YOU) and start owning/using faggots!
I’m tired of gay Alphas (and gays in general) being made to feel like they’re lesser when they absolutely AREN’T. And it saddens me to see how easily we give up our own power to that prejudice.
I’ve known gay Alphas who are 1000% MEN and absolutely equal to any straight Alpha. Some of them were highly-decorated military Alphas who ran battleships (and also fucked every faggot onboard, and turned out a few others), and I guarantee you they never, ever felt inferior to any straight Alpha.
They never felt inferior to straight Alphas because they understood and appreciated Hierarchy. Hierarchy is a POWER-BASED structure, and not based on sexuality. A Man is born with this power, this strength within him to dominate and lead (or not, as in the case of betas and faggots). You were born with that, Sir. You’ve lived a life of domination and worship as dictated and driven by that inborn Alpha need of yours.
If you want any further evidence, just wait a couple of years until these straight Alpha friends fall into society-mandated marriages that end up restricting their natural impulses and muting their power. Meanwhile, you can build a Kingdom around yourself and fuck anyone you choose, do anything you want. Will they be superior to you then? OF COURSE NOT.
As a gay Alpha, you know more about the truth of Hierarchy than your straight Alpha brothers. You get the best head (on command, by the way) and as much pussy as your heart desires. They don’t.
I implore you not to surrender the superiority nature gave to you, Sir. You’re absolutely not inferior to your straight brothers. It’s just society whispering lies into your ears and beating you down. Don’t let them take away the crown you were given, Sir!
A couple of days ago a faggot who was contemplating chastity asked me about what it was like day-to-day while wearing a chastity cage. I felt that such a subject was worthy of a larger and more developed post, especially given how much I’ve been preaching the use of chastity on faggots.
I’ve never been caged by a Master before (I self-locked in 2001), but the faggots I’ve coached through being caged by an Alpha went through a broad range of emotions. There’s a first rush of humility and gratitude, mixed with anxiety. Over the course of a couple of weeks, anxiety increases, along with a growing resistance and rebellion against the cage.
This process is important. A faggot needs to go through this in order to fully accept the end of its autonomous life. The struggle is a kind of death rattle of the faggot’s masculinity. And once the faggot works through that, acceptance settles in and its true purpose becomes as clear and as focused as its eyesight.
For self-locking faggots like me, this process happens first, eventually making chastity unavoidable as the weight of guilt becomes too great to bear.
Daily chastity means sitting down to pee. It means never experiencing a full erection or an orgasm like a Man. It means the faggot must be especially vigilant with cleaning its cage and shriveled genitalia. It means embracing a eunuch’s life, one without the possibility of children or any of those other heteronormative tropes that faggots often hide behind.
But what replaces the losses the faggot suffers is something deeper and more profound. Every second of every day the chastity cage reminds the faggot of its separateness from the other Men around it. It forces the faggot into a low-level hum of subspace, helping the faggot to be naturally more submissive and respectful of all Men.
Most importantly, the faggot finally understands its purpose more clearly than it ever imagined it could. The cage reminds the faggot that it is the possession of a Man and, by extension, all Men.
One of the most common questions faggots pose about chastity involves shrinkage. Is it permanent? The answer is, sadly, no. If left unlocked, the faggot’s penis will eventually return to its pathetic original shape more or less (mostly less).
However, time in the cage leaves lasting impressions on the faggot’s subconscious that last a lifetime. A lifetime hopefully spent in service!
I know I am a faggot for quite a long time, but have been suppressing these feelings for a long time. Lately, I have been trying to reconnect with these feelings and mid/end of Novemeber started to experiment with chastity cages a bit by myself…
Now I did not cum for 3 week (last 2 continuously in a cage) and today I experienced something I never did. While I got aroused – kinda randomly – I felt the urge… to top… like… to actually fuck something/-one. I have always been like an almost total bottom and never really experienced this. It was a really really realls strong urge and I am sure, if i would have taken the cage of and topped at that moment I would have loved it during that time… I just endured it and waited for it to fade, but it was really… strong and… weird. I was always questioning myself what Alphas and Tops in general feel when they are horny and I feel like I got a very brief (and low intensity?) glimpse into this.
I actually love this – not because it changed anything of what I am or what I am meant to be, as it did not – but because I feel like this helped me to understand the urges of Alphas better and therefore be better at serving them.
However, I never heard of something like that or just didnt see it…. Is this something… common when experiencing chastity? I am just 3 weeks in and am excited what is yet to come (planned for 6 months :-! )
Well that’s an interesting reaction, for sure! I’ve never encountered that personally either in chastity or out, and I’ve never heard of another caged fag express such desires, either.
We must be careful about this and pay close attention to it, because it might be indicating something suppressed in you. I’m not saying that’s definitely the case with you, but I think it bears close monitoring. I’m going to bookmark this question for future reference just in case, and I’d like you to communicate directly with me if there are other such strange changes or similar eruptions of Alpha-like aggression. My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com
Received some stats from Apple regarding the Hierarchy Podcast. 🤯
I know there has been a lot of binge-listening, but this is incredible! And that’s just one of the channels!
It’s been one surprise after another with the podcast, easily the most effective avenue to reach a wide and diversified audience. It’s been shocking to me how much it has changed in the lives of listeners! Some of the stories I’ve heard and shared regarding it still stun me!
Hi Sam!! I love you so much <3 your website is so amazing, I learn so much
So I am 19 Sam, and my bf is 29. I know I am a faggot and that’s what I want to be. He loves to dominate me and treat me like his personal hole to use and fuck. I cook for him, clean for him, do the laundry, etc And I am so happy!
But I have one question and I want your opinion… He fucks me every day and always hurts. In the beginning I told him to go slow or fuck just with the half of his dick but after some time I let him fuck the way he like (deep and hard). So is it normal to hurt all the time or it get better with time? I just close my eyes when he is fucking and wait to feel the cum inside me. I love the feeling of serving him but I never feel pleasure with the dick inside me because it hurt so much. I lost my viriginty with him and never saw other dick, so I don’t know what to do.
Faggots always feel pain and that’s normal, or I am doing something wrong? I really love to be a faggot and I understand if i need to feel the pain but sometimes I see bottoms enjoying so much, so I don’t know if it’s normal.
Thank you Sam!!! I love you a lot!
Thank you for your sincere question, little brother! I love you, too!
Certainly, anal sex can come with some amount of pain, especially when you lose your virginity. But it makes me sad that a young, genuine, heartfelt faggot like you feels resigned to a life of painful service when that is NOT true at all.
First and foremost, you MUST be using LOTS of lube every time. Since you are having sex without a condom, you should be using SILICONE lubricant because it is significantly slicker and longer-lasting. The lube should be slathered on your hole and his dick before penetration.
You also need to stretch your hole a little bit. You can use buttplugs of increasing size to help open your hole. Also, there is this amazing technique pioneered by CagedJock to very carefully open a hole: https://hierarchyuniversity.com/caged-jock-how-to-stretch-a-fags-hole/
And finally, you need to relax. Unfortunately, your Alpha has made that more difficult because he keeps hurting you without any consideration for what you’re going through. If he knew more about what he was doing, he might be able to improve to the point that he could cunt you, a moment you both should want. But he’s never going to cunt you by fucking you the way he is right now.
I ask that you please talk to him about the pain you’re experiencing and how desperately you want to be a good faggot for him. Beg him to help you feel more comfortable with sex, because the pain is making it difficult to serve properly. If you need to, point him to my answer here. Whatever it takes. He must understand both your pain and your admirable desire to keep serving him.
I really hope you manage to correct this and find pleasure in your service, little brother. A good faggot like you is so rare to find, and your Alpha should be appreciative enough to try and help you serve him. You deserve it!
