Am I a faggot, slave or alpha sub?
Hi Sam, I’ve been reading your blog over the past year and read a couple of your books: “Are you a faggot” and “Alpha Beta: Hardcore guide to faggot Mastery”
There are many parts of being a faggot that I’m drawn to that are feel are such a big part of me, however there are a few things that I think make me not a faggot and wonder where I actually sit in the hierarchy.
My biggest struggle is needing a REAL Alpha, all these so called alphas/cashmasters and cocky entitled guys just make me cringe because I know they are weaker than me and I would just laugh if they tried to make me submit.
Im a Bi Switch (gay and sub leaning) and initially thought I might be a faggot (and admitting it on camera whilst degrading myself always makes me horny), but after ready “are you a faggot” I realised that a lot of the things don’t align with me:
- I like topping (mostly guys but sometimes girls)
- Im only submissive in the bedroom (in everyday life I present as alpha, I train Muay Thai and fight regularly, I’m confident, I’m assertive and I feel superior to most men (despite being collared and caged 24/7)
- I’ve never really had a foot fetish (although I’m developing one as my primary turn on is humiliation and I find feet disgusting - which then makes me hard)
- I would never give money to another man just because he demands it, if he’s capable he can get his own.
During the fagtest in the book most of the questions I answered yes to but with the caveat that the man is bigger, stronger, more capaable and more powerful than me. I do believe in hierarchy, but I don’t believe that most of the people who claim they are alpha or real men actually are.
Thank you!
