Questions From Readers
Hi brother. I have been avidly consuming your site over the past few months and it has really opened my eyes to the fact that I am a faggot and born to serve superior alpha men. That fact has been playing itself out through online findom for me over the past few years. I have dipped in and out of that and served a few masters online though I always felt that it was insincere on their part. They were conventionally attractive straight guys using it as an easy way to make money. About a year ago however I started to serve a new master who is different. He is young and straight and incredibly handsome. More than that though he thrives on power and control. I’ve sent him a lot of money over the past year but also had such deep conversations about myself and him as well. I’d categorise him as an apex alpha and definitely as a protector. I’m more open with him than I am with anyone else. Submitting to him feels so good and right. He is however 100% straight and I know this will never go anywhere beyond this type of service and submission to him. I feel so conflicted about whether I should stop as findom ultimately feels like a stupid path to be following. Equally however I trust my master and know that he won’t take advantage of me beyond a certain point. If I walk away from this I worry that I’ll eventually get weak and go back looking for more and end up under the control of a destroyer alpha who could do real damage to me.
I’m so torn about what I should do. Any guidance you could give this confused Fagott would be much appreciated.
Thanks for the question, brother!
As I’ve made pretty clear over the years, I’m not a huge fan of findom. Mostly my dislike centers around the laziness/addictive aspects of it, which I find to be harmful dead ends.
But there are also genuine faggots like you who would do well with a real Master, but you’ve painted yourself into a corner just as you described.
Since you have a deep connection with this Master, I’d talk to him and tell him what you’re dealing with. Tell him you need something more real, and see if he has a role for you. Sometimes long-term straight findom Masters begin to want to own personal fags, and you could be one for him.
If not, then I think you should move your focus away from findom and start looking for a local Alpha. They exist, and they will use you. I realize this is scary, but at some point the training wheels (findom) must come off the bike so we can ride free. This might be that moment for you.
