Questions From Readers
Hello Sam,
I hope you are well. I’m hoping for some advice. I’m a married (straight) faggot which means my submission and service to Alphas was typically sporadic and sexual, as I could.
About 15 months ago I happened upon a guy online and we started chatting about a shared hobby. After a couple of weeks it became clear he was an Alpha (to me anyway) and our messages changed. Since then, I’ve messaged him every day with worshipful messages reminding him how awesome he is and introduced him to Heirarchy. He took to it easily and recognised it. He’s 100% straight, but he and another friend has started using domestic fags, and he is happy to be considered my Master, or God. I message every day, and am always on hand to chat to him if he’s bored, be a sounding board, or just amuse Him as best I can. He’s a massive part of my life. Recently, he has met a woman who he is starting to date seriously (as opposed to the succession of women he’s fucked) and she seems and excellent, equally powerful match for Him. She has made it clear though that all fags are to be dismissed, including me.
He has told me this, and explained that He intends to honour her wishes, but wants to make sure I will be ok without Him. I appreciate He is looking out for me, but I’m already dreading the cut off and I know im going to struggle to find anything similar again.
Brother, thank you for your heartfelt letter!
I do sympathize with your plight, of course. I’ve been owned by multiple straight Alphas, and each one ended because my Masters fell in love and couldn’t continue to own me. It broke my heart every single time it happened (Master Aaron was particularly tough). This is always the danger of serving straight Alphas. We fags are like moths burning ourselves to death on a light bulb just to give our straight Masters a little shade. We are almost always temporary enhancements of their power. They feed off of us and get their egos boosted before moving on. But that’s how hierarchy uses us.
I’m a little surprised your Master hasn’t handed you off to his Alpha friend in order to make sure you remain protected in service. I’ve seen straight Alphas do things like that before. But, of course, nobody else will replace this Alpha in your life.
One thing you need to do is stop relying on him for your happiness. You’ve rightly made him your world, but now you can see the folly of that. Just as you are not enough to make him happy, he can’t be the sole reason for your happiness.
I would just find a way to meditate on his joy now that he’s found a serious life partner. After all, you’re his faggot and you want only for his happiness, right? So by definition, this new relationship should make you happy. Focus on the positives, and know that this will not be your last chance. You’ve learned a lot from serving this Alpha … use it to inform your service to the next one!
My thoughts are with you brother!
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