Dear brother sam,

thank you again for all your work educating us on hierarchy! This website and its predecessor changed my life and helped me understand my true faggot nature. I am a married fag in a marriage (to a woman) that is 100% non sexual and we are fine with it. We are together as friends raising a family and I have full latitude to pursuit my sexual needs as I see fit. This has opened up my life to pursue my true sexual calling as a submissive male. I’ve been very lucky to have a number of very satisfying encounters including my original master Alpha who “made me” a year and a half ago and showed me the way of the faggot serving his master and I never looked back.  I only see him sporadically as he lives 5 states away and his only ask is that I share with him all details of any sexual activity and I always do with pleasure.
Recently I found a new Alpha who is amazing! He’s younger than me which I usually don’t like, but I could not resist his power. I was rewarded with incredible stamina and my first 4 load session from an Alpha (wow, so lucky i am!)

the issue is he is incredibly possessive. He has ordered me to end all communication with my original Alpha and does not want me serving anyone else. He wants me to be owned exclusively by him.
I am uncomfortable with this as I feel obliged to my original Alpha and I’m so grateful to him for showing me the way.
one of the liberating and beautiful things about gay sex, man on man sex, in my view is a rejection of monogamy. Men have sex for pleasure and as a true faggot I want to give pleasure to any Alpha who wants it. Recently even forbid me from addressing other men as sir. I address all my superiors with respect as a true submissive, it’s against my nature not to.

i don’t agree with the idea of him forbidding me from serving other men ever.

to be clear, it’s not an issue of getting his permission, which I would, of course happily do. He’s very clear and there’s to be no one else in any way shape or form.

what do I do? It seems ridiculous, even absurd for a old faggot like me to turn away from a big powerful virile younger Alpha who want my ass all the time. Like a good fag I have learned to embrace dressing up like a sissy faggot for him something which was never part of my interest in anyway, but I now enjoy because it is pleasing to him. Because as you’ve taught me, it’s his pleasure that is the most important thing. I shared this to say that I have been willing to grow and adapt as a good faggot should for a master.

as an aside he also gets off on saying filthy disparaging stuff about my wife, which I tolerate but it doesn’t do anything for me, and actually bothers me because we have an understanding and I it’s a huge distraction from my faggot identity to have to refer to her as a bitch, whore, etc.

sam, I need your guidance as always.

Thank you for the extraordinary experience, brother! I’m very proud of you for righting the wrongs of the past (even though it resulted in a family you love, it was still a mistake) and throwing yourself wholeheartedly into service!

It’s sounds like you’ve been quite fortunate to have found at least one God Alpha (more likely two) to serve in a relatively short period of time! That should be an inspiration to other older faggots out there in situations as sticky as yours. I must also commend your wife for being so understanding and loving! I’m sure it was difficult for her to adjust!

I commend you for your loyalty to your first Master, brother. Most fags would just shrug their shoulders and move onto the next Alpha, but you didn’t do that. I’m sure your first Master appreciates that about you.

But here’s the truth: your first Master can’t be consistent in training you given the long distances. And given the fact that you’re a new faggot, you’ll need training and refining. I think you sense this yourself, which is why you ended up with this young Master.

Meanwhile, you have this powerful young Alpha who wants complete ownership of you to the exclusion of every other Man. This is very interesting, and the potential for training and development is tremendous.

BUT … overly-dominant Alphas can also cut off EVERY bit of support for a faggot, leaving the faggot vulnerable and alone. This is a dangerous situation. I’ve definitely heard of abuse happening once an Alpha gets a faggot locked down like that. I wouldn’t want that to happen to you.

I’m especially grieved by your young Master’s denigration of your wife. Like it or not, she’s the mother of your children and someone who has been supporting you through this discovery phase of your life. That shows profound stupidity and a lack of respect. 

As much as I’d like you to stay with this young Master, I think there are too many negatives. I’m not sure you’re going to grow in the right way with him. I think you should respectfully tell him why you’re discontinuing service, and see what he says. Sometimes an Alpha with a bad attitude can be snapped out of it when confronted by the loss of a good faggot. 

There are plenty of great Alphas out there to serve who would value owning a good faggot. In the end, we must at least value the gifts we offer to superior Men enough to say “no” to Destroyer Alpha types. 

I hope that helps! I really agonized over this one!

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This breaks my heart a little bit.

I hate to see my brothers this terrorized and traumatized.

I mean, who likes hurting a faithful dog? A dog only wants to love and please its Master. Why hurt it?

It’s the same with a faggot. A faggot only wants to love and please its Owner.

Men who hurt these ones are broken inside.

i’m a beta or as you call it, a fag. No doubt about it. A Man mainly uses me for His chores, as sort of a domestic slave. He also makes me pay to do His chores. He also demands me to pay more if i do not do a good enough job at cleaning His place, which tends to be difficult, cause He always finds something and this is draining me financially. Another thing is He once kicked me in the balls and found that so funny, he does so regularly and sometimes even has me hurt my own balls for Him to laugh about. i do worry about this, like, it might hurt them? i also do not particularly like the pain myself, but He seems to love it and i once told him it was not a hard limit. He loves it ever since. But the pain is a lot sometimes. What should i do?

Thanks for your question!

I honestly cannot stand Men like this guy you’re submitting to. They think violence, deception, cruelty, and hate equal dominance or Alphahood. He’s a prototypical Destroyer Alpha. 

I’ve already made my position quite clear: Men like him don’t deserve worship or service. Antisocial misbehavior like his shouldn’t be rewarded with obedience and devoted service. He deserves to be treated like the pig he is. 

You seem like a good faggot. I think you should value yourself and your service more and offer them to better, more deserving Alphas.

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Hi Sam,

I am a pig I serve and pleasure my Handler.  Lately my Handler has stopped his floggings and other things on me. Because he has messed his shoulder up from the last flogging see I am a pain pig pain gives me great pleasure. I know he still uses me but it’s only serving and sometimes pleasuring him. But I feel I am not being used to my fullest because he has stopped the floggings and that. I know it gives him great pleasure to to see how far I can go. Is it fair to me that I have a useless feeling that I feel useless knowing he is not feeling well. Sometimes I feel like finding another Handler but he been my Handler for 10 years. What do I do? Was it me that caused his shoulder to go out since it was me that he was flogging. He gave more than he has given. That did not bother me I enjoyed it it was the guilt after the floggings that his shoulder got messed up.

Thanks for the message, brother! 

I have no idea if you were the reason why your Handler got injured (how could I know that?), but I don’t think you should beat yourself up over it (get it?). I don’t think you should leave your Handler just because he’s hurt. That’s selfish. Stick by him and serve him. Your needs don’t come first- his does.

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The following post is part of a thread following the service of a young faggot named Tyler who has been claimed by a great Protector Alpha named Steve. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

Over the years I’ve encountered a lot of abusive Destroyer Alphas, both personally and through my online teaching efforts. In my personal life I’ve mostly made smart decisions to steer away from them (my rapist was one I couldn’t see coming due to my youth). I value myself enough as a faggot to know that my gifts are worth an Alpha’s appreciation, not condemnation.

I try to instill that sense of self-worth in the faggots who interact with my content. I hate hearing of my brothers falling prey to Destroyer Alphas who are cruel and selfish and non-productive. There are so many great Protector Alphas who value the devotion and service of a faggot, and I just cannot understand why faggots self-destruct by choosing the worse path in life instead of serving these noble Kings.

My brother Tyler wrote into my Questions From Readers inbox to tell me about a choice he recently made. Listen to this:

I don’t exactly have a question, but I saw your answer to another fag about his Alpha cleaning the house and would like to share something that happened with me to know your opinion about it. I am 21 years-old and until last week I was serving two Alphas. They were both nice guys, nice dicks, and very dominant in bed. But one of them (Adam) was hotter (had a six-pack) and the other (Steve) was handsome, but a little chubby. I loved to serve them and I would usually go to Adam’s house on Wednesday and Steve’s house on Saturday.

Last week, I was supposed to serve Adam as always did (go to his place, get on my knees, swallow his first load, let him fuck my ass for his second load, and go back home). But I woke on Wednesday morning with a HORRIBLE cold sore. I looked like a monster. Since he had been serving him for 6 months, I thought it would be okay to cancel, but he insisted to know why and I sent him a picture of my lips. He just said I was a disgusting bitch and that he would find somebody else on Grindr for that night.

Maybe it’s his right to treat me like that considering our roles in hierarchy, but I was already very vulnerable and he really hurt my feelings with his words. So I texted Steve, who is also a dominant Alpha but tends to be more patient. I told him that I didn’t know if I would be able to visit him on the weekend because I wasn’t feeling great. He asked what happened and for a moment I thought he would treat me like Adam had done, but instead, he told me to go to his place at night because I needed extra care.

I went to his place after work with a thick layer of make-up on the sore trying to pretend it wasn’t as bad as it was. But he’s a smart guy and noticed something was wrong. He told me to clean my face immediately because make-up is not ideal for sores like that. When I came out of the bathroom, he chuckled and said “I wonder where this mouth has been”, but in a funny and respectful way. He noticed that I too stressed for jokes, so he just hugged me and said “even perfect twinks get sick sometimes, relax”

Of course we did not kiss and I did not suck his dick, but he spent the whole night saying how gorgeous I am and even cooked dinner for me. He ordered some cream for cold sore at the pharmacy and put it on my lips with his own hands. I was feeling so good with him taking care of me that I felt an urge to serve him no matter how. He said that I was tired and stressed, so he didn’t want me to do the dishes, but then he smiled to me and said “well, but if you need to relax, I am sure that your ass does not have any cold sores”

So I quickly went to his bathroom to make sure I was clean and ready, and when I entered his room he was already naked jerking off his hard dick. I felt bad that I couldn’t suck that beautiful cock, but I just said “thank you for being my Master”, laid on my stomach and let him do whatever he wanted with me. I think it was a turn-on for him to see me so vulnerable and lost, because he fucked me really hard and deep, then 20 minutes later turn me up to fuck me missionary.

We slept together and I never felt so good in my life. I decided to stop serving Adam and stick with Steve now. Just like the Alpha who cleans the house, I think a certain amount of love and care is important for us fags. At least for me, it’s so important to see that, although inferior to him, my Man wants me to be happy.

Could you please comment and tell me what you think? Do you think that as a fag I should go back to serve Adam, even though he does not care at all about my feelings?

Here’s the bizarre part of Tyler’s story: he’s still questioning whether or not he should continue serving Adam the Destroyer Alpha after everything Master Steve did for him! Isn’t that crazy?? We faggots are something like moths that can watch a thousand other moths burn in the flame and we’re still drawn to self-immolation.

And the problem is SELF WORTH. We feel so worthless about ourselves that we mistakenly think we deserve that awful, abusive treatment.

But Master Steve shows a better way forward, treating his property the way a true Alpha treats everything of value that he owns. A Man like Master Steve deserves complete and devoted worship and service, not half-hearted attention. Is he to be expected to continue being there to comfort his faggot when it’s hurt again and again by Destroyer Alphas like Adam?

Of course not. A Protector Alpha like Master Steve is the mighty cornerstone upon which a faggot can build a lifetime of joyful service. I wholeheartedly encourage my brother Tyler to loyally remain at Master Steve’s feet! Master Steve deserves that!

Sam what is your feeling about faggots being smacked down in public? I was in a backroom and a beautiful Alpha was fucking a faggot’s mouth against the wall and then pulling out to slap the faggot around pretty damn hard. The faggot would recover and get back on his cock. Probably eight guys were watching this and no one said anything. I’m a faggot myself so it’s not my place question an alpha but I was surprised the other men seemed to enjoy watching the faggot getting slapped around. I confess I was turned on by the Alpha’s command of the situation.

Thanks for writing! 

Well, my opinion about faggots getting smacked down in public is the same as in private – it shouldn’t need to happen, but it does. I actually think Alphas do this reflexively, without thinking. It’s pure, heat-of-the-moment instinct. And it probably can’t be stopped entirely, although a good and pleasing faggot will win over its Alpha’s heart over time and the smacking/abuse should lessen. 

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The following post is part of a thread chronicling the service of a faggot named Matt who is owned by an intense 35-year-old Alpha named Master Connor. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

Some time ago I received a letter in my “Questions From Readers” inbox from a faggot named Matt. You can read that by CLICKING HERE. In the letter, Matt described some particularly brutal spankings/beatings from his Master, Connor. These abuse sessions would leave Matt in tears and great pain, and then Master Connor would fuck him brutally and breed him.

I was somewhat alarmed by what I heard, although it’s far from the worst abuse I’ve heard of at the hands of sadistic Masters. I also know that some Alphas need the physical violence to get them amped up to fuck (like the way a cage fighter might warm up before a match). I felt like Matt received enough pleasure from the experience to advise him to remain in the situation and give his Master more time.

Boy, I’m glad I told him that!

Today I received an update from Matt that really stunned me. I’m not even going to waste time talking about it. Here’s Matt’s follow-up:

Hi sam!

Thank you for your response and recommending that I stick with it to see if the dynamic improves.

I thought about ways to help with his aggression and anger and came up with an idea. He lives walking distance from a kickboxing facility and I called to see what classes or one-on-one training would cost. I bit the bullet and gifted my Alpha two weekly sessions as a way to unleash his violence in a more constructive way. He was, to my surprise, quite pleased with the offer.

Yesterday was his first session. He had me come over right before to start prepping dinner while he was at the gym. Before he left, I was in the kitchen, just wearing my lace panties to cover my caged clit when he came up behind me and started spanking me. Hard. But not anything like he had been. Just enough to put me in my place and give me a reminder of his dominance before leaving me to cook. I was so anxious about how his session would go and what he’d be like upon his return. 

About an hour later, he came in drenched in sweat. I guess he didn’t bother with the showers there as he lives so close by. What happened next was AMAZING.

Without words, he grabbed me by the hair and had me on my knees burying my face in his ass. At first through his gym shorts but quickly face first into his bare beautiful, muscular ass. It was clear he wanted a tongue bath – telling me to “make out with my asshole like a good faggot”. Gladly!

Just as I was getting as deep as possible with my tongue, he roughly grabbed my head and turned to have me gagging on his incredible cock. It was a very aggressive face fucking but I almost didn’t notice how hard he was pumping because I was so high on the scents and pheromones coming out of his sweaty God body.

I knew he’d likely finish his rut with an assault on my pussy. Which he did. A little spanking involved but, again, much less violent than before. It didn’t take long for him to fully breed my pussy and he collapsed on the sofa next to me. Total bliss. This time just a few tears from me but of JOY! I was so satisfied with my service and his different approach to using me after the workout I had paid for.

But it got better! As I was laying on his chest still glowing from the experience, he actually started fingering my sore pussy as he stared directly into my eyes. I was so confused. Why would he do this? My clit is caged and my service to him alone is enough. Then he began to put those same fingers into my mouth to tongue bathe. He was feeding me his massive load directly from my gaping pussy! He repeated this multiple times to the point that I finally whimpered that I was close to squirting. He played with my pussy a little more but didn’t build to the point of me squirting. I wanted to warn him as I didn’t think he’d want my fag fluid on his sofa or hand. I think I was right!

He then took me to the shower where he had me soap and cleanse his body. He pissed on me and down my throat before getting dried off and in lounge clothes. He had me get the meal reheated and dismissed me as he began watching TV and eating the food I proudly made for him while he was away. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so perfect in a moment as a faggot.

It has been such an amazing weekend! I hope our dynamic continues in this direction! More intimate, less violent but still very distinctly built on the natural hierarchy.

What a stunning departure for Master Connor! I told Matt that I felt like Master Connor was becoming more focused with the use of his power, and he agreed. This is part of what I often call “Alpha Ascension”, when an Alpha becomes more powerful and also embraces that power in meaningful ways that transforms and elevates everything in his life.

This experience only confirms that Master Connor wants complete ownership of Matt. Master Connor is elevating, becoming more than just an Alpha. Any Alpha can spank or hit or punch a faggot. But an elevated Alpha, a Master, wants to imprint his ownership on a faggot’s heart and mind.

That’s what Master Connor is becoming. I’m so glad Matt stayed to witness it firsthand!

The following post is part of a thread chronicling the life of domination of a God Alpha named Master Jase. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!

I’ve often spoken about Alpha rage. Sometimes encounters with Alpha rage result in rape (as in my own case), but a lot of times it ends up feeling very close to rape without going into dangerous territory.

Ask any faggot or female about it, and I guarantee they’ll all say the same thing: it is THRILLING.

Natural-born subs have a deranged need to be taken by Alphas using the full force of their might in wildly aggressive ways. When Alphas find resistant subs who fight them, the Alphas are triggered into overwhelming and overpowering them into submission. Much of that ends up resulting in the Alpha forcing his dick into them and making them take his violent rut and explosive cumshots (because the center of an Alpha’s power is his cock).

Few Alphas exemplify Alpha rage better than an Alpha I’ve come to know and respect deeply over the last couple of years, an Asian bodybuilder named Master Toople. An Asian King blessed with a long, thick cock and the body of a prize-fighter, Master Toople has spent his life forcing males into submission to him and making them take his cock and his enormous cumshots.

Being Asian in a racist world can be tough for many, but for Master Toople the racism gives him plenty of opportunities to conquer and breed mouthy inferior males. Like this:

You know my love for agonophilia. That doesn’t stem from nothing, as I’m very skilled in boxing and Muay Thai, you can imagine the same ferocity and aggression and dominance I have in fighting as I do with fucking. And by now, you know I love to break in and slut out bigger arrogant and cocky studs who think they’re top shit and show them their proper place under my body and cock.

Had the perfect scenario for me on Saturday training where a new guy refused to believe I was as skilled as I was, and resorted to making racist comments about how “chinks can never beat” other people. And of course, the ignorant himbo had a backup friend. To clarify, this was rugby training as the season just recently started.

And the majority of the rugby team, including the coach, have all worshipped my cock in one form or another. So they all know and are aware of my prowess or at least what I show them.

I had my victims set. Told the first guy to square up, made it a bet that I’d knock him flat on his back, and his buddy next. The bet being whoever loses obeys the winner. Did not take me long at all in humiliating the cocky fucker with my fists into the ground. And then prying his mouth open with my dick and forcing him to choke on it in front of his friend. Took on his friend after he started getting pissed, again I took great pleasure in punching his lights out.

It was far too easy. And I had two new bashed in toys. Told them both when they came back awake to worship my cock together between their mouths, and I was not gentle, smashing their faces open with my cock and punches when they would gag and choke. As it does for me, it was many hours on the mats mounting their newly fagged faces. Neither of the deserved my god cock splitting their cunts open, nor did they deserve my seed. All they got was my pre smeared all over their bruised, red and bruised lips and faces.

By the time I pull my cock out of one of their destroyed throats, they’re both sprawled and mind blank from the brutal throat fucks I gave them.

I instead sunk my cock into one of my waiting obedient team fags and gave him my pent up load as a reward for being patient and watching the humiliation of the two new fags.

I do revel in encounters where I can unleash not just my aggressive libido but also my physical ferocity, but especially more when I get to physically dominate and take down cocky guys into broken obedient fags. There’s no going back once I’ve put my cock in you and overwhelm you with my body and power. Getting messages from my sluts begging me to use them as a warm up for gym or training because that’s how much they need to be overpowered and broken.

Master Toople has a lot of these kinds of encounters, so many that I’m surprised his name doesn’t appear on some most-wanted lists. It doesn’t because Master Toople is a God Alpha who is acting properly within the scope of his Hierarchically-elected position. Taking these males, humiliating them, and conquering them is the only right answer.

And Master Toople knows that these conquered males will crawl right back and beg for more like the many other faggots and converted faggots already worshiping at his feet.

Hi sam,

I’m a natural born faggot and have known this since middle school. I’m now in my late twenties. I worship the Superiority of Men and have a drive to serve them however I can.

The Alpha I’m most recently serving is in his mid-30s. Well-built. All Man. He knows what he wants and takes it – demands it. He’s the only Man I’ve served though where anytime he decides to destroy my pussy, it starts with a very intense spanking. Always bringing me to tears. It’s not some playful act. It’s PURE aggression. Sometimes he’ll use a belt but normally just his hands.

Once he has me sobbing or bawling, that’s the time he always takes me. A full rut without any other build up. It is such an emotional and intense experience as he’s slamming his thick cock into my pussy – ass sore and sensitive with every buck of his hips that smack into it. I’ve never experienced anything like it.

I usually stay emotional throughout the breeding as he doesn’t let up. There’s no time to calm myself.

He’s always having me wear lace panties and the like where he just pulls them aside so he can have access to my hole but without having to see my caged clit. He’s definitely very verbal in these situations. He lets me know how inferior I am with every word and thrust.

Afterwards, he almost always lets me lay on his chest (after I clean his dick with my mouth… sometimes he takes the moment to use me as a urinal as well). Then, I usually proactively make him a snack, prepare dinner or bring him a drink before he decides to dismiss me.

I leave feeling a mixture of emotions. I’m not sure if anyone else has this type of dynamic but was wondering if the ritual he employs is normal or acceptable? When I leave, I feel both fulfilled and like a total mess at the same time.

Maybe he’s just keeping me in my inferior place and showcasing his natural superiority? Or is it abusive?

All I know is that it can be really embarrassing to go to the gym the next day – having a red/bruised ass and a clit cage is quite humbling.

Your thoughts?

Thanks!

Hi brother! Thanks for writing! 

Your story is pretty intense! I can only imagine what it’s like to be basically attacked like that. It must be extremely painful and scary when this happens. 

Sometimes it’s hard to understand the needs of a Man because they are sometimes so radically different from us faggots. Alpha rage is a real phenomenon, and I’ve written about it here and there in an attempt to explain it … and also warn faggots about it. 

Sadly, many faggots seek this kind of rage out thinking it seems “hot” but suddenly find themselves in over their heads.

I can’t tell where you’re at with these attacks. It sounds like he’s really hurting you physically and emotionally, but you mention the fulfillment part of the experience as well. You seem concerned about its regularity, but you also sound like you wouldn’t trade it for something different. 

Here’s my take on it: yes, he’s abusing you (without cause) to some degree. You don’t deserve to be beaten every time he needs to fuck just because you’re his faggot. He may not be able to become sexually aroused without the violence aspect, which would also be troubling. 

But on the other hand, he’s fulfilling something in you, and leaving you “a total mess” might be exactly what he intends. He wants his rut and his breeding to leave impressions on you physically and emotionally. In some way, there isn’t anything wrong with that.

I can’t pass harsh judgement on your Master’s technique because he is providing you some aftercare. That’s important. By allowing you to decompress on his chest and work out your place through acts of service (like making a meal for him), you Master is providing some support after his assaults. If that wasn’t happening, I’d be much more concerned. 

I don’t think you have much to worry about. I’ve seen this kind of violence from powerful Alphas (Master Dino from FWA is an example of this) that morphed over time into something much deeper. So I’d stick with it for now and see where it leads.  

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My powerful Master @Santidepr_OF is one of the most brutal trainers of fagg0ts since Master @JordanFoxHard1. He’s sexy, dominant, and unforgiving.

You may not agree with his methods, but the fagg0ts trained by him will never forget their purpose!

This is absolutely brutal use and abuse, but there’s no better way to brainwash a fagg0t into absolute obedience and service. #HierarchyIsLaw #HierarchyIsTruth

The subject of becoming a servant is not a joke, I tried to resist for ten years, but when I weakened, I lost my whole life. The man who controlled me filmed me without my noticing while I was kissing his feet and serving him. Now he threatens me and blackmails me with the video if I disobey him. Now he has access to my Facebook account. He moved to my house and turned me into a real slave and now he took all my salary and I have nothing left and all day after work I serve him and serving him is very difficult because he is a very bad person. Now I lost my life completely… I know that there is no solution and you cannot help me but I just want to tell my story

Brother, I’m very sorry to hear this, and I’m frustrated that you feel there is nothing that can be done. 

You said you were blackmailed into this. Frankly, what he’s done to you and your life seems to be worse than if you’d have just released your information and dealt with those consequences UNLESS you’re in a place like the Middle East (it’s hard to tell from your name). 

Just know you are seen and known now. My heart goes out to you, my dear brother.

Love,

sam the faggot

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Sam, I really love you and your site <3

I am 19 and I am 100% sure I am a faggot! I love serving big men, I know my place, and my holes are always ready for real men. I serve a man who is 32. He took me from my parents house and told me to live with him. He’s very masculine, very strong, and hairy. I am weak, skinny, and smooth. I really like the way he uses me, but sometimes he gets very very aggressive. When I don’t cook well enough or if he thinks the house is not clean enough, he usually gets mad and punishes me. He beats me and sometimes I get some bruises.

He’s my first man and he took my virginity so I don’t know if this is normal. Is this the normal treatment if I want to have a real man with me? Do you think I can find a real Alpha who takes care of me or “soft” men will not be dominant? Do you think some men can be naturally dominant alphas but also treating me well? I love him and I love to obey him but I am a little worried because last time he really hurt my two arms. My father really supports me and he’s a real Alpha man as well who NEVER did that with my mother… but I don’t know if a faggot like me deserves a good caring man, sometimes I think that, if I don’t want an aggressive man, I will end up with just another gay who would never fuck and breed me like a man. I am so confused… can you please help me?

Sweetheart, I’m glad to receive your open-hearted letter. 

Congratulations on finding an Alpha at such a young age. Your Master sounds very powerful and aggressive given that he basically yanked you away from your family and took you in as his personal faggot.

But even that move concerns me. It feels very controlling in an unnatural way. And given the more disturbing things you say have been happening now that you live with him, I think my instincts are correct. 

Listen, little brother: you are a faggot, but that doesn’t mean you deserve to be hurt and abused. You’re trying your best to serve this Master faithfully, and you’re not always going to succeed. If this was a true and admirable Master, he would correct you with firm and encouraging guidance. What a shame that he’s choosing violence instead. 

I don’t know if you’re able to have civil conversations with this Master, but if you can I’d ask if you can talk to him. Then you should humbly explain that he is hurting you. Emphasize that your goal is to be the best faggot possible for him and the violence is making you rethink your purpose. Ask him to please help you to be a better, more satisfying faggot by teaching you rather than abusing you. 

If you can’t talk to him like that, then it might be time to rethink staying with him.

I know there are a lot of fetish sites out there and lots of so-called Alphas (and faggots) who say faggots deserve to be beaten and abused. DO NOT LISTEN TO THEM. A faggot doesn’t deserve to be beaten for faithfully serving a Man any more than a faithful dog deserves to be beaten. Most decent people are horrified by animal abuse, and that should be the natural reaction to faggot abuse. 

There is something broken in any Alpha who abuses faggots. These are Destroyer Alphas who never advanced past the bully stage in high school, who never learned how to deal with frustration in any productive way. These Alphas are to be pitied, not worshiped. 

And yes, you deserve better. You may be a faggot, but you’re clearly smart. You obviously observed how your Alpha father treated your mother and those under his control (including you), and that set a pattern of Alpha behavior for you that is righteous and good. It’s not wrong to expect something similar in a Master who owns you. 

You’re young and full of youthful energy and optimism. Don’t allow a bad Master to steal that from you with the darkness of abuse. If he’s unable or unwilling to change, then you need to seek a new Master.

I love you, little brother. I am hoping for the best in this situation. Please feel free to keep in touch with me at hi*****************@***il.com or through here. 

Love Always,

sam the faggot

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Hello hello, it’s me again. I follow you’re advice in I achieve to older man to stomp me dick like I like , and they let me cum in them hehe , it was the best .

But I notice something . I’m not sure if they really enjoy that action.

I have some obsession with to have mi dick hurt and tortured by men feet I don’t now why hahaha .

One of me wishes for this new year is to find a Dom to love and get hard when he trampling me dick.

Why Alphas love to have a dick under his feet? What they think of that?

Why fags don’t talk a lot of dick trampling? We are rare specimens?

I don’t know what you mean … Alphas stomp on fag dicks all the time. There are sadistic Alphas out there who love to cause pain to the weak, and stomping a faggot’s dick/balls is the most obvious way to do that. 

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Hi Sam, I am the fag from Spain that asked a question at the beginning of the month. To make a story short, you were right, I do have way too much ego. Yet, somehow, no matter how much I try to let go of it, I just can’t.

I spent the last weeks thinking about your reply, about how I could let go of it to truly serve and do it at my best. However, life had other plans for me.

This past Wednesday, I met up with an man from Grindr. I went to his apartment. We talked a little bit, lots of kisses here and there, huge cock too, but I wasn’t feeling it. Like, my intuition, something in me was telling me: Don’t relax! Stay aware, stay alert! Anyways, we fucked, I worshipped his feet and I got out.

Fast-forward, on Friday, he texted me, we talked a lot about the things we both liked. He mentioned that we has an Alpha and he used to have a ‘no-limits boy’ -he didn’t call him fag, but, you know, I know, we know…-, and that he liked: piss play, bondage, his boy to be completely hairless, to be asked permission if I wanted to cum or kiss him. But a sentence that really shocked me -kinda- was: I just like to see the fear in their faces. And, I thought it was just an exageration, well, it wasn’t.

We decided that I would go to his apartment on saturday’s morning and we would see how the situation developed. I couldn’t. Truly, I couldn’t.

For the first time in my life, no matter the amount of sweet words he was hiding behind, I met a destroyer alpha. All it took was one hard slap across my face, and it took me back to my childhood when I was harsly beaten, and to make me realize what my intution meant. He was going to take everything out on me.

I saw it in his eyes, the anger, the desire to make someone suffer, the I need a f*cking punchin-bag! He told me “I can go slow and be more sweet if you want to”, he tried, he gave me after-care. Yet, every word felt like a lie, like: I going slow until you become used to it, then you know…

To sum up, it made me realize that I have been manifesting into my life the same type of man, the same type of alpha while dreaming of one that ‘I used to have’ but never could be.

I became a master at manifesting men that just wanted to be Alphas because they felt the world was unfair to them; call it being too busy or uninterested after getting me, or being interested in destroying me.

Same men, different places and different faces.

And so, I thought more deeply about what I was looking for, about how I truly felt, about how ‘I could let go of such opportunity to be trained even better’? And I got reminded of my first crush in high-school.

He was one year older than me; he was smart; he had a great body; he loved to show off his muscles to me; he would slap my butt cheek so hard and he didn’t care if someone saw; he would play online games with me; he would grab me by the waist whenever we had to take a picture; he was the type of man that would do anything he wanted to you and yet tell you… if anyone bothers you or you want something, tell me, i’ll take care of it.

You know, back in high-school, there was this one girl that was friend of his group of friends, and she would say to them: ‘Be careful with him. He is gay’. And he would just make her shut up so fast with just one look. He used to come and tell me: if you are gay, it’s okay. He knew even when I always said no, but I just couldn’t gather the courage to accept it to others -not because of shame, but because of the environment I was in-. I moved to another place, he got a girlfriend, and everything ended.

Basically, and to finish this, when I think of my high-school crush… I feel like I want, like I ache to get on my knees and just follow his orders and follow him; but, when I think of the man I met up with last saturday, I am like… I can not be a fag, this man can kill me anytime, I can not dare to relax.

Is it being less, being a punching-bag, being a fag? what actually feels like to be a fag? does it always have to feel like you are a toy awaiting to be discarded?

I am sorry if it got too long. It’s just too many emotions, and just you to share them with.

Thank you. I hope everyone has had an amazing christmas day, and I wish everyone a happy new year too.

P.S. It wasn’t the first time men slapped me across my face during sex or service, but the intention behind it CERTAINLY felt different.

This is a follow-up to THIS QUESTION.

Well, brother, I’m glad you took my counsel to heart. I felt like I beat you up a little bit when you last wrote to me, so I’m glad it helped you rather than hurt you! 

Yes, Destroyer Alphas are definitely lurking out there, and it sometimes takes some searching to really get them to reveal the malignant intentions they might have toward you. 

I don’t really know what to make of the rest of this epic text you wrote to me. However, I want to address your question near the end of it. In regards to being a “punching bag”, I don’t think every faggot needs to be used that way. Some faggots like being beaten up by Alphas, and there are plenty of Alphas all-too-happy to oblige them. 

I know I’ve never been beaten by my Alphas (been wrestled into submission holds plenty of times, but never just punched outright). I’d refuse to serve an Alpha who would treat me that badly when I’m doing my best to serve properly. 

But again, there are some sick faggots out there who can’t feel anything other than pain. 

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Me gusta cuando un Alfa me pisotea, me golpea, me abofetea, me aprieta, me ríe y me humilla.

Cuando compara la polla y usa la suya para lastimarme.

¿Por qué hay tanta alegría en un Alfa y en una Bandera?

¿Qué demonios es Dom? ¿O es un instinto?

¿A más maricones les gusta eso?

Translated:

I like it when an Alpha tramples me, hits me, slaps me, squeezes me, laughs at me and humiliates me.
When he compares cock and uses his to hurt me. Why is there so much joy in an Alfa and a Bandera?
What the hell is Dom? Or is it an instinct?
Do more faggots like that?

Thank for the question. Yes, faggots like to be abused and humiliated because many of them are ashamed of themselves and want to be reminded of that. You are not alone in this. There are many faggots who feel the same way. Thank you!

Gracias por la pregunta. Sí, a los maricones les gusta que abusen y humillen porque muchos de ellos se avergüenzan de sí mismos y quieren que se lo recuerden. No estás solo en esto. Hay muchos maricones que sienten lo mismo. ¡Gracias!

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This post is part of a thread chronicling the growth of an agonophilic faggot named Chris and his long-term service relationship with a straight Alpha. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!

One of the keys to my success as a faggot throughout my life is my willingness to rationally explain my Hierarchical perspective as a proud faggot and my inborn role in life. This usually takes Alphas by surprise, and they’re typically interested in asking more about my view of my purpose and theirs. I liken their reaction to a puppy encountering some usual new critter with a mixture or excitement, curiosity, and fear.

Once I get their attention and interest it’s usually a matter of easing them into accepting my worship/service until their natural instincts take over.

Yes, it’s a form of manipulation. On the other hand, I’m helping these Alphas discover aspects of their power and embrace a larger purpose. Shouldn’t that be part of a faggot’s service?

Chris responded to my previous post about him with another example from his life that also reflects this teaching work faggots must sometimes do with Alphas.

THIS is exactly how I’ve always felt. With this Str8 Alpha in particular since our relationship actually began almost 18 yrs ago and I was NOT his Fag initially. When he and his then GF moved out of NYC I’d put him up when he was here for work, and letting me suck his dick was his way of a “thank you”. It wasn’t until 2-3 years later and he was about to bust his load in my mouth and for the first time blurted out SUCK IT FAGGOT (with a quick look to say he didn’t mean that) that I first told him it was OKAY and he was just following his natural instinct. And he was surprised when I explained my TRUE Faggot self. So yes I began to teach HIM, and bring out his Alpha self, eventually getting to the point where he only addresses me as Faggot and gets hard as a rock beating me up and holds me on his dick until this last pulse and he is empty, and getting him to the point where he UNDERSTANDS forcing my head into his sweaty underarms and breathing deep is PERFUME to a Faggot. (we often forget how confusing some of this is to a real man) It was a LONG process, just getting him to not thank me for things I did for him or gave him and to just EXPECT it and eventually DEMAND it took a year. This is the only man I’ve served who my relationship with was NOT as a faggot from the get-go. He was just a stunning blonde God to me about whom I only FANTASIZED about being a total Faggot to and receiving a beatdown from. NOW he is a Alpha MAN with me, and has admitted how much he likes it, how much taking out his frustrations on me helps him, and I am as PROUD of that as I am of being his Faggot.

I really loved this experience from Chris because it illustrates that much of this “manipulation” is a long game. It sometimes takes a year or more of methodical revelation before the Alpha seizes his natural power.

But when it’s finally unlocked, so many blessing come from it!

Chris now experiences joy that come from purpose. That’s definitely worth working for! It’s definitely worth waiting for!

Even after all of these years of serving Alphas and the years spent researching and writing on the topic of Hierarchy and the Alpha/fag dynamic, I continue to learn new things. Some of these discoveries have changed my life completely (like chastity), while others spark a more intellectual curiosity.

The term agonophilia is one of those latter discoveries. I’d never heard of this psychological condition until it was brought up in the “Ask A Question” section of this site recently by a faggot named Chris (CLICK HERE TO READ). The condition involves sexual arousal arising from inflicting or receiving pain and violence. This is largely foreign to me given that I have a natural aversion to violent stuff.

But Chris not only craves this kind of action, he has found three straight, married Alphas who love to inflict pain as much as Chris loves receiving it.

In his original question, Chris asked if I thought he should tell others about the truth of his darker, more controversial interests. I’m glad to hear back from Chris, who gave me this update:

Thank you for your answer. I have since SHARED my learning of this actual term with one of my Alphas that I serve. Two are what can best be described as a Man’s Man, they are not intellectuals who’s response I feel would be who gives a shit as they punched my lights out while feeding me their dicks. But ONE, the one I’ve served the longest, 16yrs, is more introspective and reads a great deal about Psyches and self exploration, and he was equally surprised and interested by this, and unaware there was a term (relating more to the type of Man HE is than the kind of Fag I am). The other two are married and both fathers. This one has a longtime GF who IS aware of me, but only as an friend he’s known for years. She IS aware of his past as a stripper for bachelor-ette parties and the occasional gay event, and that I am Gay, but oc has NO idea of the true nature of what he is to me and what he does to me. I broached the subj of him joining us here and sharing. He was not opposed to it but said he has to think about it, since, like me, he’s never shared this side of himself with others. So we shall see.

I’m really proud of my brother for being honest with others, but particularly with this particular Alpha! By being brave and trusting his Master, he’s possibly unlocked his Master’s greater power and a provided him with a better perspective of Hierarchical truth!

This is what faggots do for Alphas (particularly straight Alphas!). By our honest submission, we teach them about their own power and place within the Hierarchical arrangement. Honestly, there is no better way to serve!