Hi Sam, I am a recently discovered fag. I am in college, and I didn’t know I was a fag until my roommate came back from the bars super drunk one night and forced himself on me. I always thought he was attractive and cool because he really is, but I didn’t think it was sexual. I thought I was just jealous of him. But when he forced himself on me something snapped and everything felt right. I didn’t know he even fucked guys to begin with but it was pretty obvious he’s an alpha and from reading it’s very clear I’m a fag. From that point on he completely took over the room and even had me doing his classwork whenever I could. I am completely head over heel in love with this alpha, as he cunted me soon after that night. Unfortunately he didn’t care at all about classes and he’s flunked out. He lives like 11 hours away, and I don’t know what to do because I’m so very attached to him.
Brother, congratulations on discovering this truth about yourself! I’m glad this Alpha helped you to find this out, even if he did it forcefully.
I’m wondering – are you indicating that he no longer lives with you? Did he already return home?
Here’s what you need to do: you need to contact him and tell him what you’ve discovered thanks to what he did to you. THANK HIM. CALL HIM SIR. If you need to, send him to this site to explain it further (although I’m sure he already understands). Then humbly tell him that you have a deep need to serve him. He will get it.
I think all faggots need to keep in mind that Men have an instinctual understanding of the need subs have to serve and worship. They rarely judge us harshly if we approach them in a respectful way. Don’t be afraid! HUMBLE YOURSELF AND OFFER YOURSELF!
Master Brian here, thanks for the fast reply Sam. You’re right, my brother is the reason where I am where I am today. I love him because he is my role model and we’re each other’s confidante. And I do NOT want to lose or disrespect him. Owning our fags alongside him is out of question, because all I think about is owning him. So I guess then my only choice is to move out and keep a distance between I can rid of these urges. A question, outside of Master Jax do you know any older brother who’ve submitted to a younger brother?
Master Brian, thank you for responding thoughtfully to my reply!
I’m sorry that this urge is driving a wedge between you and your Alpha brother! Alphas are so much more powerful when they work together as a pack. I really hope things can remain amicable between you both, and hopefully the storm of dominance inside of you can settle a bit. This is a fairly common urge with extremely dominant Alphas in close situations, although one breeding the other as a show of superiority is probably rare.
I don’t know of another situation involving Alpha brothers that resembles yours, Master. I’ve had multiple situations involving an Alpha brother and a faggot brother, but those are not quite the same as yours. I’m sorry, Master.
Again, please feel free to keep in touch! My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com. Thank you Master!
Hi Sam, so I have a question for you basically what do I do?
I used to work with this guy several years ago, even back then he was pretty buff and really good looking even then (he’s gotten even better since) and we ended up going our separate ways professionally but a couple years ago he added me on as a friend on FB. He has chatted me up a coupe time, in a very “how’s life, how’s work,” kind of way. He was also always pretty religious, or at least I got that impression.
We hadn’t chatted in probably 6 months then a week ago he hit me up in the middle of the day on a work day talking about how he was going to miss summer and how he got these European swim suits on a whim when he was feeling brave, and how he’d probably look ridiculous in them. Because he’s a former coworker I’ve always kinda kept the conversation on that level, but that day because it all seemed playful and such I was like “oh I’m sure it’s not that bad, or I’m sure you’ll look great etc.” Long story short he ends up sending me several pictures modeling these swimsuits that basically show his whole ass and leaves very little to the imagination for his package and he is really amazing I have to say.
Anyway I don’t know if he knew I’m gay or not before, but he does now because I got a little excited and when he said some more self deprecating stuff I said something along the lines of “well you just made me pre, so I’m sure you’ll have that effect on others.” (he laugh reacted to that statement) and the conversation kind of tapered off after that. I apologized for sharing too much information to him and the conversation ended with him saying “you’re fine” to the apology.
So I guess my question(s) are these: does he sound like a possible alpha maybe chumming the water? And if so what if anything should I do next? Or should I just wait?
That was like a week ago and we haven’t talked since and I don’t want to do the wrong thing if this was all weirdly innocent. Thank you for the help Sam.
Thanks for the question, brother!
First of all, even if you hadn’t revealed your true nature to him with your little “joke”, I believe he already knew you were gay (although he may not know/understand about faggots). Why do I think that? Because what he’s doing with you I doubt he’s doing with other Alpha friends.
I tend to agree with your idea that he’s “chumming the water” (very nice turn of phrase!), and I’m sure he liked the idea that he turned you on. Most straight Men and Alphas like to be attractive to others and like to hear how their sex appeal turns others on, even faggots that they don’t have an interest in.
Here’s my question: is there a way for you to actually serve this Alpha? He’s moved away, so how would that even work even if he was interested in using you?
The other thing I’m wondering about is how the conversation tapered off after the comment. He may have liked it, but his religious beliefs could make him feel guilty or dirty.
I don’t really know if this is worth pursuing, honestly, but if you wanted to try you could simply start up a conversation with him and steer it toward Hierarchy. Ask him if he considers himself to be Alpha and see how he reacts.
Yo Sam, I’m Brian, a 19 year old Alpha. Came across this site only recently and then I saw your post about Master Jax and his situation resembles mine (partially). Let me start from the beginning. So me and my brother (we’re both alphas, his name is Jason) are about 11 years old apart, so he’s currently 29. He was the one who introduced me to the hierarchy when I was 15. He brought home one of the guys he works with (he lives a separate city than our parents and I moved with him to continue my studies as the schools here are better). And to my surprise, he made the guy worship his feet and cock right there in the living room and told the guy to do the same to me. I’ll tell you, during the whole time he did not use the guy’s name and instead called him ”fag” and told me to do the same because ”fags” only purpose is to worship alphas like us. It felt amazing. That was the start of my interest in hierarchy and since then, me and my brother have had 2 live-in faggots (we had another one, but he moved away due to family problems) whom we use and enjoy whenever we want. That brings me to my problem, for some time now I keep having these thoughts of fucking my brother and turning him into one of the fags as well. He\’s older than me, but we’re pretty much similar in height. I’m more on the wiry side whereas he’s more stocky and he has an amazing ass (like imagine two perfectly shaped butt cheeks). I could prolly control these urges if not for the fact that he’s naked almost the whole time he’s home. I use the fags we have almost all the time when I’m home, but when fucking them I imagine my brother. Is that weird? Like I know you’ve said before that you don’t agree with incest due to how destructive they can be but how do you get over it? You have had this site up for a long time now so you must’ve come across similar situation?
Master, thank you for writing to me!
First of all, congratulations on your situation! You’re lucky to have had an Alpha brother who was so generous and considerate of you, someone who was wise enough to fully understand Hierarchy at a young age! The fact that you own live-in faggots together is truly a testament to your power and the truth of Hierarchy!
Yes, I definitely have come across similar situations as yours, Master. Whenever the power dynamics within families are combined with the natural power dynamics in Hierarchy, the results are often combustible. This is especially so when it involves Alphas, who are Kings in Hierarchy and are keenly aware of position.
I suppose you can try to get your brother to submit to you, Master, but it’s likely to be one hell of a fight. And if you lose … Well, you might not like how that turns out. You really need to decide how important it is that you dominate him, as opposed to ruling alongside him.
As a faggot, submitting is natural for me. But for Alphas, it’s nearly unthinkable. In the case of your older brother, he’s the one who guided you to your own Alphahood. Do you really want to disrespect him that way? Do you really need to?
I hope you think hard about those questions, Master. You sound like a good Alpha, and I’m sure you’ll come to the right conclusions!
Master Othmane (@MasterOthmane20) is a very dominant Arab cashmaster and faggot owner in London, England. He’s blessed with a huge dick and a remorselessly dominant attitude.
As you might imagine, I hear lots of stories about faggots serving Alphas and the various encounters common when Men collide with sub males.
But this one pinged my interest because it was inspired by Master @DieselDerrick1, the super-sexy mixed straight Alpha I once featured on the podcast. Everyone in findom knows of my love for this dominant young King (who turns 21 on July 13th – HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MASTER!), so it should be no surprise why I’d want to post this experience from a faggot in New England.
I can see how you are smitten with DieselDerrick. Besides having a slamming body, he has a beautiful face and a wonderful personality. Four years ago, I got involved with a guy who looks very similar to him. I first met him when he was 18 and I tried to get involved with him but he said he was straight and not interested.
I lost touch with him for a couple of years and reconnected with him on social media when he was 24. He had did a short bid in jail and was living in his girlfriends house, but they weren’t getting along too well. He ended up asking me if I could help him with some court fines and he sent me a pic of himself totally naked, and of course he had a hammer on him.
I ended up picking him up and bringing him to my house and I sucked him off. He really liked it and admitted to me that he had been sucked off a couple of times by guys and was OK with it. He asked me how I knew that he might be receptive to it and I said that he was an alpha male type and alpha males do stuff like that.
After a couple of months of casual meets, he ended up breaking up with his girlfriend and needed a place to stay. I had to move in with me, and it was great for about five months until his drug use got in the way. He was not a true alpha male, or at least he wasn’t ready to be at his age. Things became acrimonious between us and I haven’t spoken to him since I had him leave.
Every time I see DieselDerek on Twitter I think about my former friend and how great things were before the drugs fucked everything up. There is nothing like having a stunningly good looking young man with a giant cock living with you.
That’s the thing about Master Derrick – he’s the straight stud who feels a bit dangerous, but you know would be so much fun to serve!
But the faggot neatly tied up a couple of lessons from the story above:
My hook up with him was a good example of a fag not giving up on a prospective alpha. After I first met him and was rejected, he was renting an apartment from my company I had to go to the apartment one day and guess who happen to be coming out of the shower with just a towel around his waist. He’s really a spitting image of diesel Derek and from the tight towel I could tell that he was gigantic.
When I was messaging him after we reconnected a few years later he didn’t come right out and say that he was down but I let them know the offer was still on the table. One day he texted me and I said I was up to my neck in work and he asked me if I wanted to be working with my neck, which I thought was hilarious and was a great way to break the ice about him allowing me to suck him off.
That afternoon I had him in my bed totally naked, And I sucked his giant cock like it was the only one in the world. If I could go back and do it all over again, I would use whatever resources I needed to get him off drugs. It’s really tough to submit to a young alpha who is all drugged up all the time.
Those are great lessons to learn! Be patient, be resourceful, be useful, and be resilient.
There is something so elemental about an Alpha in Nature. It is a connection that binds the primal Man with the world he inherits by way of his Alphahood.
Alphas have a need to be free of the concrete and steel constructions of the modern world and be naked in the elements. It’s the Beast. It’s a condition of pure warfare and survival, of an Alpha’s will and power pitted against the hostility and beauty of the Earth.
An Alpha puts his bare foot to the dirt and grass, and the energies of the Earth rise to him. They are then one, a reconnection between Nature and Nature’s greatest creation.
There is a reason why Alphas love to take faggots and females into the woods to fuck naked and unrestrained. It’s the Beast, needing to breed. No rules or laws exist here except those imposed by Him.
One of my favorite natural Alphas online is such a Beast. He’s Master Daken, found on Twitter at @DakenLoganx. He recently posted this tweet about a recent pilgrimage he made:
I was so excited to hear about Master Daken’s trip into the woods that I had a conversation about the importance of it.
Oh yeah? I fucking love my night naked hikes, edging, and meditating. I try to go in summer at least once a month. No clothes, just me and nature. I edge and meditate for all long as I can before my balls can’t take it and my mind is calm then bust.
I fucking love it and have done it for years. I follow and practice mindfulness and Buddhism.
Driving and walking naked emboldens my mind to not hold back in my Alphahood. It puts the world into perspective for me and releases any apprehensions my mind may have. I am a better man for it and assert my desires much better.
This perfectly encapsulates what I’ve always felt about Alphas in Nature.
I’ve always been a faggot who found himself on camping and hiking trips with Alpha friends, some I served and some I didn’t. But the one thing I always marveled at was the way Nature reinvigorated them in ways that it didn’t for me. Nature exists for Alphas. They are in a symbiotic relationship when connected.
I wrote once about my Lost Alpha Jake (CLICK HERE), one of my most cherished Alpha relationships. He is where I first really saw the transformation of an Alpha as he reconnects with Nature.
Jake was a computer guy, always on the cutting edge of technology. But he was also extremely athletic and strong. When he asked me to go hiking with him, I didn’t know what to expect, but I knew I was safe with him.
I watched him light up during that two-day hike. The deeper we went into the woods, the deeper his breathing got and the brighter his eyes became. The Beast was alive in him again.
I was transfixed by how sexual and primal he was during that hike. I remember waking up to sounds in the night, only to see Jake crouched by the fire, knife drawn, ready to kill a perceived threat to our makeshift camp.
That is an Alpha in Nature. Here, He is truly King of the elements, Master of all he surveys.
I’m a half black, half white sub-bottom married to a very vanilla non-dominant top who has no idea I’m into being dominated with raceplay. I have chatted with a local white dom who wants to own me and use me. But, I’ve never had sex outside my relationship (unless phone-boning counts). Part of me wants to do it to serve a master who understands my place in society. But, it’s obviously wrong to do this to my husband. Can you help?!
My first question is this: if you knew this Top wasn’t what you needed or wanted, why are you with him? People, if we are getting into relationships with others, we need to go into them honest with ourselves and honest with our partners.
Which leads me to the second point: you haven’t discussed your needs with your boyfriend. You say he’s “non-dominant” and that might be true … but by not even talking to him about it, you’re robbing him of the chance to even try to be the type of Man you want.
So I think you know where I’m heading with this. I don’t think you should run off behind your boyfriend’s back and serve this white Master. Your boyfriend is trusting you and not doing anything deserving of such betrayal. Instead, go to him and discuss your needs honestly. If he can’t do it, then end the relationship so you can be free to find a Man who will.
Hey there. Very new follower here but love the site, been reading/listening for the last few days nonstop. Glad to have found other fags that understand hierarchy and I’ve learned a lot.
You have any tips on making an alpha feel comfortable being assertive and aggressive? I have an alpha that seems to shy away from being too rough with me, despite me telling him I enjoy it. I’m not sure he understands how strong my desire to submit to him is, and that he should prioritize his needs above mine. He says he likes it rough but he is definitely holding back.
Hi brother, thanks for writing.
I’ve gotten this question a few times, and I am also wrestling with this issue with a pre-Alpha friend of mine as well. It seems like such an obvious and easy thing to us as faggots because we have this idea that all Men are cauldrons of dominant aggressiveness. Of course, almost all Men (and Alphas) are plagued by the same insecurities, fears, and societal pressures that we all face. Some Men (like my friend and yours) are just really nice people who genuinely don’t want to be hurtful or selfish. We have to understand that about them, as well as the possibility that it’s simply not in them to be more aggressive.
On the other hand, I’ve also successfully advised some faggots on how to ignite dominance within their Alphas, so I know in some Alphas this timidity can be overcome. My advice is this: stop complaining to him about how passive he is, since this causes anxiety. Instead, ramp up your submission to him. Always seek to position yourself physically lower and at his feet. Become more subservient and agreeable. Rub and kiss his feet. When he fucks you, put yourself in the most submissive positions and make him feel like he’s a sexual god.
In other words, make him feel like a King. What I’ve seen happen is this type of deep submission brings out the hunting instinct in Alphas, and eventually they’ll want to pounce. Now this isn’t usually something that happens immediately, so you need to remain patient and focused. I’ve seen this approach work, so have faith in the process and hopefully you’ll see success.
I have been with Declan for many years now and I couldn’t be happier belonging to him. He knows that and I know he loves me.
Years before I met Declan, I dated a guy who was also a dom but he had different ways to control me. I might say he was more of someone who cared about himself and not me hence why I am no longer with him.
He was the one that got me started in chastity. He had purchased a CB2000 or maybe it was called CB6000. It was a device that was not comfortable. He had my cock sealed and hardly had any air flow to the cock. I definitely would not be locked as long as I am now.
One day, he arrived home and found me on the bed. I had heard the door and was scrambling to get my cock back in the device. Yes, I was able to slip my cock out to jerk off, once my cock got soft, I would be able to get my cock back in and hide it from him.
I guess you can say I was a brat. I found a way to cheat and took advantage of it.
He wasn’t impressed and simply gave me the keys and said “You might as well take it off.”
2 months later, it was our anniversary, at dinner he said that he got me a gift and that the next day I would be receiving it. He kept it a surprise and all he said was to arrive to an address and ask for Joe. I was so excited!
The next day I arrived to the address alone and yes my ass was sore from getting a good pounding the night of our anniversary.
The address brought me to a tattoo/piercing shop and my excitement turned into being nervous and scared. It was almost closing time therefore no customers were in the shop. I asked for Joe and moments later a young sexy tattooed guy wearing blue jeans and a black tshirt came to see me.
“You must be Zack, I heard so much about you and been excited to see you today. I must admit, I have never had a request like this before. Follow me to a private room and I will inform you of what’s going to happen. You will need to sign a waiver agreeing to what I will be doing to you”
“Get yourself comfortable on the chair while I get my stuff”
As he was chatting with me, he brought me paperwork and sat beside me and what he said was shocking.
“Your boyfriend had explained that when he locks your cock in a chastity device, you tend to cheat and pull your cock out when he is not around. Not cool! We found a solution for this problem.”
“Your boyfriend prepaid and what I am going to do is pierce your cock and place a Prince Albert on your cock head. You will have to take a month or two of a healing process. That means you can’t jerk off and you will need to behave. Once you are healed, he will replace the Prince Albert with one that locks. That way he can lock your cock head to the chastity device.”
As he is telling me this he noticed that I was not enjoying my gift and said “I promise you it will not hurt and it’s a quick and easy process. Do you want to see my pierced cock? I have one and love it”
I agreed and he got up and pulled his pants down and showed me his cock. Let’s just say that his cock was twice the size of mine and he allowed me to touch the Prince Albert.
Joe: “Well look who’s getting excited!” as I look down I saw that my cock was getting a hard and pitching a tent in my sweat pants.
Me: “I’m so embarrassed that I am hard and especially that my boyfriend told you that he locks my cock and that you are helping him prevent me from touching my cock”
Joe: “Trust me if my girlfriend knew about chastity, she quickly have me locked in one”lol”
“I will be honest, I’m loving this and that’s why your boyfriend is getting a really good rebate. Ok, I need you to sign these documents acknowledging you agree for this process. Once you sign, pull your pants down and lay on the bed”
So that’s exactly what I did, I signed the waver and pulls my pants down and my hard cock was standing up. Moments later as he brought his equipment my cock got soft and shrunk so much from fear.
The entire process took 2 minutes. It was not painful at all. The only thing that was uncomfortable was the little tube he placed in my penis hole.
He took his time to tell me how to protect and heal it. Once he bandaged it up he said I was ready to go.
I got home and my boyfriend was on the couch and said “So how did you like your gift?”
Me: “Omg, I don’t know if I should love you or be mad at you” lol
The healing was easy and I was so horny that I ended up jerking a load after 7 days.
2 months later, that’s when the locking Prince Albert was placed on my cock attaching my cock head to the chastity. I no longer was able to pull out and jerk off when he had me in chastity.
I don’t have a pic of me locked with my old chastity device. This is me now in the Kink3D.
He had won and now was able to control my cock the way he wanted.
Now Declan, keeps me double locked and secured. The Prince Albert is locks my cock head to the device. No pulling out.
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As a fellow faggot I wanted to get your opinion on something. When I use apps for Doms to use me I don’t ask many personal questions. However I was talking to a straight guy on Sniffies and asked for some pics. He sends one with a very obvious ring on his ring finger. I asked if he was married, he was. I then asked if they were open. They were not and I just don’t feel great about that dynamic. We did not end up meeting up and the guy didn’t seem bothered. I have had an Owner that used multiple women and his wife. Even though they didn’t know he was using a faggot at least everyone was aware the relationships were open. Is it unfair for me to ask that the Dom is open with his wife or girlfriend? I feel like it isn’t really a faggots place but it just gives me a bad taste in my mouth.
I understand why your hesitant, brother, and I can definitely appreciate a faggot with a conscience!
I have served Alphas who were in relationships that were not open, particularly early in my fag career, but like you it started to bother me. Fortunately I then became owned by a few straight Alphas who were either single or informally dating females. That suited me better for sure.
It’s really just a matter of what a faggot’s conscience dictates. However, it’s important to remember that it’s the ALPHA who made the commitment, not you. I wouldn’t beat myself up over it too much.
Hi Sam! I’ve been following your page for a looong time (years lol) and you’ve been instrumental in me realizing i’m a fag. I did have a few questions that I’m hoping you can help me with, and i’d be eternally grateful for a response:
I know I’m a faggot. I know i must serve men. However I also have a very successful career and personal life. Is it possible to have both of these things? I’ve been too nervous to serve a Man due to how it could impact my “normal” life, i’ve had online doms blackmail before (non consentually), so maybe i’m just a bit overreacting to that.
where do I find doms irl? do you have a list of locations you recommend frequenting? I’m not a fan of the whole online thing and much prefer to serve in person and that’s how i think i’d be most successful.
Well it’s nice to hear from a long-time reader! I’m glad I’ve been able to help you find your truth!
I don’t think it’s impossible to have career success while also serving as a faggot. I’ve managed to do it, and so have other faggots I’ve known personally and online. You might remember my interview with Brian, the faggot who served his Master while also enjoying a successful career. I think the real key here is having a Master to serve full time. This was what I did after several years of being a slut, and it made all the difference for me. I think you’ll find that will be the case as well.
Where to find Alphas to serve? Well, you can always find Alphas to service on apps and whatnot, but you’ll rarely find an Owner there. Honestly, the best path is finding Alphas in your everyday life that you can start submitting to in various ways. Then Ownership develops organically.
Great blog, it’s helped me realise my beta/fag side and my lust for worshipping alphas.
I need your advice…I had a straight alpha best friend for 10 years. When we became friends, I wasn’t ‘out’. We were very close… going to the gym, going out drinking (him picking up girls) etc.
He was a natural alpha…hot body, great looks, supreme confidence, controlled aggression, and a big cock (he told me and I can verify as I saw it!). He had the pick of women and would regularly tell me of his sexual activities and how women went crazy over his cock. During our friendship he told me numerous times that he knows he is an Alpha and I can tell he enjoys having control over others.
Some of the activities we would do when I was still in the closet involved sleeping in the same bed and aggressively play fighting in our boxer shorts where he would regularly pin me down – I loved it! Frequently, he would pin me down in his boxers by sitting on my chest with his knees over my shoulders, so I couldn’t move my arms, with me ‘pretending’ to struggle while staring at his big bulge. I loved the submissive nature of it and I think he enjoyed the dominance.
On another occasion, we nearly showered together after a drunken night out but he stopped after seeing I was getting a hard-on. Damn!
Anyway, after around 5 years into our friendship, I came out to him when drunk and he accepted me 100%. I was so scared, as previously he had made some jokingly homophobic comments, but he didn’t let it affect our friendship and would often stick up for me if we went out on nights out etc.
Fast forward to around 2 years ago…we went on a night out and we both got very drunk. In the early hours of the morning, we headed back to mine, where he was staying over. I was nearly blackout drunk at this point. He slept on the sofa and me in my own bedroom. Shortly after going to bed, unconsciously, I went up to him while he was sleeping and asked him if he wanted his dick sucked.
He asked me to repeat what I said and I asked him again. I’ll be honest, I thought this was an actual dream that I was having and in that moment I didn’t have any control over my actions. He left my house immediately. The next morning, I apologised – I was devastated. He replied saying that he needed time to think about our friendship etc.
He ended the friendship. I was devastated, gutted and depressed. I lost my closest friend at that point. Anyway, we haven’t spoken in two years. I still think of him most days. I get we won’t ever be friends again but I yearn to serve him even if it is transactional. I was always pretty submissive to him and wanted to please him.
I have often wondered what would happen if I tried to approach him like you have advised on this blog.
Previously he had confided in me that he is a very sexual man and needs frequent service, when talking about problems with his girlfriend (they are still together).
I would love to worship and serve him but I don’t know if I should try to or not. In my eyes, he is a god alpha and deserves true worship. While we were friends, I buried these feelings as best I could but I guess I have lost everything now anyway.
What are your thoughts?
What a heartbreaking letter! I’m so sorry that this happened!
Sadly, this is always the danger when a faggot offers himself to an Alpha friend. It’s hard to say whether or not the way you offered yourself might have scared him, but he did take some time to think about his decision. That’s tough.
This Alpha seems like a wonderful Man, very strong and confident. I’m disappointed that he cut you off without much of a discussion. However, I’m sure he did it because he thought continuing the friendship would only lead to pushing you further into obsession.
I don’t know if there is a way to resurrect the relationship. A long friendship like this shouldn’t be tossed away forever, and I’m sure he agrees with that if he’s anything like I think he is. I don’t think it would be a bad idea to reach out via a message and just tell him you miss him and you’re sorry for what you said when you were drunk. If there could be a way to just talk, I’m sure the situation could be repaired.
I know you feel embarrassed and scared of him now, but just be tactful and maintain your faith in the friendship you built with him. Keep me informed!
Alphas love to have cocksuckers service them while they play video games. I dunno why. As a non-gamer, this suits me just fine. I’d much rather focus on my Alpha’s joystick than some stupid video game.
The weird part is how much faggots love to be used like this. It’s crazy, isn’t it? Essentially the fetish comes from a faggot’s natural desire to be reduced to a utility, a masturbation device.
Hey Sam I really love your content! I’m a fag from Italy, 19 y old, and I met a alpha in the gym. He is 25, super hot and amazing, I starting talking about his training and we got closer and closer. I served him in many ways and it took me months to give him a blowjob. His dick is just perfect and I love serving him. However, he refuses to fuck my ass. He says that this is too gay and he would never fuck a male ass. How can I convince him that fucking my boy pussy is not gay? I already suck his dick quite often but I really want to feel him inside my ass. Thank you, Sam!! Your work is amazing
Hi brother!
Congratulations on finding an Alpha and working your way into providing oral service for him! You’ve followed the plan perfectly! It does take some time to convince a straight Alpha that it’s safe to let you service him!
I do understand your desire to be fucked by him, but not every Alpha is interested in going there. Let’s face it: ass fucking is somewhat taboo to many people. It’s just not that appealing to everybody.
You may not like my advice, but I think it’s accurate: be satisfied with the service you’re being allowed to perform. There are many faggots who never get the chance to suck a straight Alpha, and might never get that chance. You’re one of the fortunate faggots who worked my plan perfectly and is gifted with the chance to suck a straight Alpha’s cock. Just be happy with that, continue to be submissive and eager to please, and hope he will change his mind.
Hi Sam – great to see you back. I won’t ask about your experience as a fag in the place you’ve been as I’m sure it was what a fag would expect in such a place. I’m sure you’re thankful to be out.
I’m a fag too, and have been for a few years, having developed from a sub to a sex slave to a fag – at least I’m nearly there. Your site, testimonials and advice are what many of us have been badly needing in being our true selves.
I was happy to read that you also have a small dick – mine is only a 5″, thin pencildick (if it gets hard) – 1″ in its natural state and, while I know that all fags don’t have small dicks, it is certainly part of my makeup as one (a sub, a slave and a fag). Like you I wear chastity devices (generally when being used for sex, bit recently more often outside of that).
I wanted to ask what part you feel your inadequacy between the legs has played in your faghood?
Also, I know in my head that an alpha doesn’t need a big dick to be the man he is – there is a huge difference between a man with an average dick and a man with a small dick, and in my heart I believe an ‘male’ with a small dick is much better suited to being a fag. What are your thoughts on this?
Jason
Thank you for your kind words! I’m definitely glad to be out and back in my life!
I know there are a lot of people who feel there is a connection between penis size and dominance/Alphahood, but I don’t see that clearly at all. I’ve served powerful Alphas with average-sized dicks, and I’ve known true faggots with huge dicks. I do think Men with large dicks do have a bit more confidence, but confidence isn’t the only determination of Alphahood.
I’m always running up against this question, and some people want to live and die on the “correlation between dick size and Alphahood” hill. I think I’m closer to the truth, but whatever. I’m just not going to tell an Alpha he doesn’t qualify as Alpha because he “only” has a six-inch cock.
So I’m trying to worship my straight married trainer: some context, I’ve been knowing him for 2 years now and always found him attractive but lately I’ve been wanting him so bad but he is married so I never made a direct move. A couple of times I message him on IG and reply to his stories saying “alpha af” i call him “sir ” when i get drunk I message him likenat 6am or 1 am saying hey , this is so send a message that I’m interested bbecause those are odd hours Last month I paid him 150$ to come train me at home and I was planning to just ask to blow him but I never got the courage . When I texted him saying he looked good in his shirt and his outfit was fire and he replied thank you. Another thing he is always posting stuff about being Christian like posts that say jesus is king etc he literally has Jesus christ is king in his bio
I doubt you have an opening here. He sounds like a good Alpha who is being polite with your flirtations because he’s running a training business. He’s married and he sounds pretty religious so I think it might be best to leave him alone.
Living in a big city, life can be very hectic. Especially for my boyfriend Declan who works full time, he has a lot of friends since he is very popular. He also likes to spend a lot of time working out at the gym. He takes pride of his body and, I have to admit he does look mighty fine! He gets men and women checking him out all the time. Especially his sweet bubble ass.
I’m a grower but he is a shower which is always torture for me seeing that package while he wears sweats or jeans.
With that said I do enjoy when he tells me that we are going to go have a power nap after work. I’m 6’1 and he is a bit shorter than me and always keeps me in the small spoon position. (That’s if he allows me in the bed as sometimes I’m shoved in the cage and locked until he wakes up)
A while back, we took a nap in the afternoon and I was woken up by my boyfriend tapping me on my shoulders. I woke up and he said:
“Suck me off”
I got into position that he enjoys. He would be laying on his back and I would climb on top of him and put my legs on the outside of his legs with my head in front of his cock. He enjoys that I lick his balls for a while and that’s exactly what I did. Once he is satisfied he will place his hands on my head and direct me off his balls while he inserts his cock in my mouth.
I was sucking his hard cock slowly and enjoying every inch of it. When all of a sudden I stopped sucking and he asked why and I said:
“OMG, I think I’m going to blow my load”
Declan:
“How? Your cock is locked up and not being touched?!?”
A couple slaps to my face and then pinches to my nipples and my sensation stopped and I did not cum.
Boyfriend:
“Now that we got that sorted out, shut up and continue sucking me off until my load bursts in your throat.
Don’t you want my cum? We really need you to forget about your locked up nub, it’s locked for that reason. You know you’re not allowed to cum!”
Moments later thick squirts of cum bursted out of his cock and squirted down my throat. He immediately got up and took a shower and I just laid there straining in my chastity thinking how I’m lucky to be the one that gets to service him all the time.
It is true that once your cock has been caged up for a long period of time that your body finds other ways that satisfies you. I guess because I love to suck him off that my body will activate my balls and want my load to be released.
During the next couple months, my cock did end up blowing a ruined orgasm while locked and not touching it. My boyfriend would laugh at me and say things like “wow that’s pathetic! You better lick that up once you swallow me”
So for all the boys out there who think it’s the end of being able to cum, you will eventually be able to cum in other ways without touching that locked up nub of yours. It’s actually not yours to touch, so take care of the real men out there. They deserve it and we know we were born to serve them!
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I’ve been in chastity for a couple of years (excluding my disappearance) and it’s been great. It always reminds me of my inferior status wherever I go.
Today my brother @cagedjock revealed a new kind of chastity device (pictured above). It looks horrific, to be honest. And I doubt it would work on faggots with tiny dicks like mine.
