Over the many years since my rape at age 19, I’ve had a lot of conflicting feelings. At first I was frightened of the bleeding and the fear of disease. Then shame settled over me like a heavy veil, and occasionally bursts of rage would erupt (usually when drinking).
You can imagine my horror when, years later, I developed excitement and gratitude when thinking about my rape. I couldn’t hardly believe I felt this way. So I did research, and discovered that many rape victims develop a Stockholm-like response to the trauma of being raped. We begin to yearn for more with our rapists. Sometimes we miss them more than we miss dear ones we’ve lost in life, which is even more disgusting. Believe me, the shame from those feelings is worse than the shame of the rape itself.
Needless to say, the reactions to rape are varied and complex.
I state this because a faggot in the Hierarchy University Discord (LINK HERE) reached out to me about a letter he wrote to his rapist after many years. I encouraged him to send it to me so I can share it with all of you. There’s almost no chance that his rapist will ever see it, of course, but it’s cathartic for a victim to do SOMETHING with their tangled emotions.
So I reprint if here:
Hi Brother Sam, and dear readers, hope you all had great holidays, as some of you might know, my story might be messed up, but I’ve come to a happy conclusion.
Thanks to Sam and various Alphas I’ve come to be happy about my past, and that it showed me my true nature, and I to celebrate that, decided to write a letter.
Many years have passed, do you still remember me, I ask myself daily, I certainly do, I remember many details of that night, your beard on my neck, your grunts with every snap of your hips, your hand on my hip keeping me steady, the taste of your hand on my mouth mixed with my tears, the feeling of your cock plunging deep in me, the feeling of your seed escaping my gaping hole…
I remember it all, the emptiness that you left inside me, I hated it, inside my mind, inside my body, it was everywhere all consuming… I thought you raped me, but now I know better, you didn’t Sir, you saw I was a faggot, and used me as you saw fit at the time, so THANK YOU Sir, while I was unwilling at the time, my views have changed, and I forgive you, even if there’s nothing to forgive anymore, as I from the present, give you the consent for your past actions.
Thank you Sir, for showing me my true shelf, for making me a better faggot, thank you. I do not know who you are, hopefully you read this and know it’s about you, but I doubt it, even so, I believe it needs to be expressed, and that maybe by chance you’ll read it… Then know Sir, that you’re my first Alpha, my first Sir, and you will always be in my mind, and that I would love to serve you again Sir, willingly with my entire soul.
I’m grateful to this brother for opening his heart and sharing it with us. I hope he finds continued peace and joy in service, using the lessons he’s learned about himself through being raped.
We have two choices when enduring a crisis: crumble and die, or make new bricks from the wreckage and rebuild. My brother and I chose to rebuild, and we are better for it!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the development of Master Ethan, a young bisexual Alpha who owns a disobedient French faggot named Henry. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I love working with developing Alphas. It’s amazing to see them discover all of this natural power that they never realized they had, to witness them flex that power and embrace their hierarchical purpose.
This site has been blessed with a lot of these Alphas over the years, but few of them have had the thoughtful, cautious intelligence of Master Ethan. Even though he’s already explored his bisexuality and has already owned a faggot, he’s still mulling over what this tells him about himself. It’s such a smart way to approach the issue. Part of his journey is pure instinct, and the other part is contemplative. I’m very proud of him.
I already knew Master Ethan was Alpha from the first time he contacted me (deep down, he knows it, too), but his every subsequent action reinforces his Alphahood. This is particularly true in his dealings with his disobedient first owned faggot Henry. Like all Alphas, Master Ethan has a firm grasp on his standards and refuses to diminish himself and his power to accommodate a faggot’s issues.
Master Ethan shared an update on both Henry and his own developmental process, and it sheds more light on Master Ethan’s progress.
Yo there Sam. Ethan the bi nascent Alpha here. Thanks so much for dedicating a mini-feature to me. I’m not sure I deserve it, but hell, I’ll take it. I juzt thought I’d give you an update on Henri/y, the straying fag I dismissed. I did not deploy your nuclear option on him, much as I found I wanted to after learning of it, thanks to you. In time I came to realize it would have been the primo option had I wanted to continue with H despite his breach of our understanding/unspoken contract. But I just wanted to be rid of H. Apparently things are not going well with his new Trumpy Alpha Greg, not that I give a f one way or the other. (And not that Greg is an Alpha that I’ve confirmed.)
H has made distant noises that he’d like to return to our arrangement but I’ve blocked him for now and probably for good. At this point, I kind of feel a little sorry for him. As I said he was a sweet person but misguided.
Recently on Hierarchy you’ve fielded a number of readers who have tried to determine where they fit in on the fag/Alpha binary continuum. These self-searching readers have triggered my own soul searching. I think I’m def an Alpha but will probably feel the need at some point soon to ask you why I think so and seek your opinion regardless. Thx again for being here & your ongoing wisdom.
I love that Master Ethan considered the Nuclear Option and was turned on by it. That shows some of his fiendish aggression so typical in Alphas. I wonder if the Nuclear Option would’ve worked on such a stupid, selfish faggot like Henry (would’ve been nice to find out), but honestly it’s better than Master Ethan didn’t waste any more of his time on this fag. There are so many more holes to conquer!
I’m also grateful that this site is helping Master Ethan on his own journey! The readers asking questions about their own experiences is informing the growth of this great young Alpha! It’s so wonderful to me, and so humbling!
Thank you, Master Ethan, for sharing your honest experiences!
Hi Sam, thanks for taking the time to respond and by presenting another alternative (that I’m actually an Alpha who has just slid off track).
I would say I’m definitely not an Alpha for a few reasons:
I have always felt like I needed to be spanked since my early teen years (the humiliation, pain, vulnerability and exposure all turn me on so much) – spanking was the “gateway” kink to realising humiliation has been at the centre off all my kinks (sissy/cfnm/cmnm/forcedbi/faggotry/slavery/chastity/exposure). I believe true Alphas will have been fantasising about using their cocks, not being naked over someone’s lap getting their bare bottoms spanked.
I like topping, but I couldn’t be satisfied form only topping. I’ve also failed to get hard several times to fuck women because it made me feel like I was too dominant (I also don’t like receiving blowjobs). But if I start typing about how I want a big strong man to grab me, force me on my knees dump his loads down my throat I start straining in my cage.
I started doing onlyfans with my ex girlfriend doing Femdom (me dressed like a sissy or just naked and in chastity getting my balls busted, spanked, pegged and humiliated). I signed a blackmail contract and she made me start serving men (filmed my first time sucking cock and uploaded it). We broke up a while ago but knowing she still has embarrassing photos/videos of me turns me on so much.
I don’t know if I’m a faggot, but sexually I’m definitely not an Alpha. I feel like the powerful ‘Alpha’ side of me that is a strong, assertive, dominant fight fuels my faggot, cocksucking, sissy humiliation side and vice versa.
The more powerful I feel, the better the high when I’m on my knees being humiliated.
The more of a pathetic faggot I am, the stronger I feel I need to workout and train.
I like knowing that I’m a sub who is powerful, a bit like a gladiator or guard dog. Powerful, strong and uncontrollable unless you’re my Master.
It’s hard to communicate everything well in such a short message but any help is greatly appreciated
Okay, well I appreciate the extra information, brother. There is a sub-class of faggots who lift weights and build massive physiques. Similarly, there is a sub-class of Alphas who prefer larger, more muscular faggots. On FWA I featured the thread of straight Master G and the larger, muscular caged faggot Jamie he owned and eventually married. Master G loved conquering his mountainous faggot. It could be the same with you.
I think you should just go for whatever you really want. You’ll eventually find the right situation that will fulfill you properly. I’ve never heard of a physically-fit gay male or faggot who never finds his place. There’s always a place for someone like you!
Hi Sam! Super glad your back; i followed you for years, enjoying your posts and your dialogue of spreading the word of Alphas and faggots.
I have a question that challenges me that I hope you can answer,…I definitely believe that im a true faggot at heart, but im having trouble accepting it. I have this platonic male friend who actually deliberately engages in dominance against me. He likes to crush with me with his body (hes much bigger than me), using his body weight to essentially crush me. He enjoys forcefully humping me as a playful act, as sort of symbol of his dominance. In a way, he seems like hes trying to teach me “you’re a faggot, im the alpha”. I think its a unique opportunity to help embrace my true faggot self…but im still having trouble letting go and fully embracing my true faggot life. Any advice for me?
Thank you for the question! I love my longtime readers!
This is a huge moment in your life, brother. This “friend” is definitely trying to dominate you (even if it’s just subconsciously). You recognize what he’s doing (thanks to me, in part!), which is also to your advantage.
What’s holding you back is fear … fear of stepping over the line and never being able to go back. Fear that your life will no longer be yours. Fear of the possible shame you’ll feel for the rest of your life.
But let me tell you what’s worse: a lifetime of regret from NOT ACTING!
I hear it again and again from older faggots who look back wistfully on a life lived in shadows of unfulfillment. Back in their day they lacked information and a freer society. They were essentially trapped, paralyzed by fear.
You don’t need to end up that way, brother. You have an Alpha who is wanting you to submit to him. Your chance his right there, dry-humping you! It’s insane to let this pass you by!
I’ll tell you the truth: the behaviors of this Alpha that you describe are very similar to the way my first Alpha Roger acted toward me until the day he made me his cocksucker and changed my life for the better!
So stop worrying about things that haven’t happened yet. You need to live in the moment right now. You learn to swim by jumping in the water and letting instinct take over. Well, it’s your time to jump.
Kneel and kiss his feet and let Nature take over. Your time in now.
@kieranhalsted loves breeding faggots, but he loves encouraging them just as much. His encouragement to this faggot to have pride in its cum-filled hole is inspirational!
He’s impregnating their minds as he’s impregnating their pussies!
Hi Sam, it’s been a while now that X pushes homophobic maga supposedly Straight Alphas on my feed, and I’m surprised and ashamed to say it really turns me on. I’m ashamed to say I’ve also sent to these doms, when in heat. I understand the basic logic in it : it feels wrong so it’s exciting, it feels forbidden so it’s hot, and of course there’s a strong component of inequality, harsh words, internalized homophobia on my part, etc.
I guess as a self locked fag I’m not that surprised it turns me on, but as a pretty normal guy, from France, educated, left wing, saddened by Trump’s America, and with many friends and a caring family, I don’t get how I may be obsessed with being bullied (which I never experienced), called a loser (which I know I’m not), and most of all being led to feel shame and apologize for being a « degenerate fag » (which surely resonates within me, but which I don’t believe in).
Any advice ? Thanks
Thanks for the question!
I think you point out one of the more frustrating aspects of being a faggot with a brain and moral values. MAGA Alphas are pretty sexy, and their cocky, hateful attitudes appeal to faggots. Let’s face it: faggots naturally love degradation, and these kinds of Alphas are great at it.
I don’t know how to get around it. I’m able to put it aside because my hatred for Trump and the fucking idiots that worship him is so strong because of what Trump did to my Baby Boy when I tried to rescue him from Syria. I’ll never forgive Trump and his racist cultists.
Hello Sam, my name is Andy. I’m a 20 year old guy in his second year of uni.
First of all I want to thank you Sam, I never really considered myself a fag before stumbling on your content, which made me comfortable with using that title.
The situation is this, last year when I started uni I met a guy in one of my classes, we quickly bonded and became friends. We started hanging out every day and going to the gym together. He is very handsome and I found him attractive from the very begging. I subconsciously started serving him almost immediately after we became friends, giving him my notes, doing his homework, paying for our coffee when we go out and buying him gifts here and there. Around May of this year I started stealing his gym underwear and socks and jerking off with them before returning them. Whenever I smell his alpha scent I just think about how much I want to serve him, however I come from a fairly homophobic Eastern European country and from the things I heard him say he is also quite homophobic and right wing. I want to show him the hierarchy chart and explain to him that I want to serve him and be his fag however I’m afraid that he’ll stop talking to me afterwards. Is there any way I can introduce him to this world?
Thank you so much for the important work you do!
Thank you for the question!
Congrats on finding an Alpha close to you that you might be able to serve! This is a big trick I’ve always endorsed, and it works pretty well. Why? Because you’ve developed a relationship with him and he likes you, so he’s more likely to be sympathetic if you ever approach him about this.
First of all, I wouldn’t worry about the homophobia/right-wing shit, brother. Homophobic right-wingers are actually MORE likely to be the ones (a) eager to flex their Alphahood, and (b) more likely to be interested in doing gay stuff. Yes, I know it’s messed up, but that’s reality. Their aggressive homophobia is called overcompensation. Check the Grindr traffic around areas where American Republicans are holding gatherings, and Grindr actually CRASHES from so many in-denial Republicans looking for faggots! So I wouldn’t worry too much about that.
You’re already serving him in a variety of ways, and that’s really good! You didn’t mention his attitude toward all of these gifts and favors you’re doing for him, but I’m assuming he’s just accepting it without even thinking about it (Alphas sometimes take that for granted).
I would suggest that you try to sit at his feet and “get lower” when you’re around him. This action will sometimes lead to the Alpha teasing you with his feet. It triggers something inside them when they see weaker guys in vulnerable positions. He will start to view you as a plaything.
You can try a couple of resources on the site. The Hierarchy chart on here is a solid one, although it might confuse him unless you explain it. The “Letter To An Alpha” linked in the right sidebar is a useful one if you want it explained to him in a concise, logical way. And there is also my book “May I Serve You, Sir?” that’s goes into greater depth (I don’t recommend it for college Alphas).
But before you give him any of those resources, you should ask him a simple question: “Do you consider yourself to be Alpha?” This almost always leads to a response, and you can usually use that response to lead him to a discussion about Hierarchy (and those resources).
Hopefully this gives you something of a game plan, brother. I have no doubt you’ll do fine with whatever course you choose. They don’t always work, but I promise you they work more often than you’d ever imagine!
Let’s look at the following clip together. Try to find out what’s wrong with it.
You may not see anything wrong with it at all, but most Alphas will tell you that the faggot masturbating itself is at least irritating, if not absolutely enraging.
Why It Matters
Alphas have certain non-negotiables. For instance, they expect inferiors to be submissive and follow their direction. They also expect inferiors to give them freedom and privacy, especially when the need to hunt arises in them.
But most of all, Alphas expect RESPECT. This is natural, because they are superior Men, Men that other Men yield to, follow, and obey. As leaders of Men, they cannot expect to fulfill such responsibilities without respect from everyone, from second-in-command down to the lowliest slave.
This need for respect extends even into the interiors of an Alpha’s life, to his bedroom and beside his bosom. His women must show him respect as a conqueror who plants his children in their wombs. And his faggots must show him respect as a mighty god whose every molecule is holy, and every moan of pleasure, a decree.
Faggots naturally have such respect for Alphas, which is why Alphas are so drawn to owning and using them.
However, when a faggot doesn’t have respect (or it loses respect) for its Alpha, it manifests in ways both subtle and obvious. For example, a faggot starts to openly complain about certain conditions, like the unfairness of chastity or the use of other fags (or females). These kinds of behaviors can be (and often are) swiftly corrected by discipline.
But a more subtle form of disrespect occurs when faggots masturbate themselves while being used. In these instances the faggot is treating its Alpha like a dildo rather than a King. The faggot is daydreaming that its sexual pleasure/orgasm is just as important as the Alpha’s.
I think many Alphas let this behavior slide in the moment because they are rutting and enjoying the pleasures of their own cock. Other Alphas are simply less concerned with such matters, blithely unaware of the disrespect being shown literally under their noses.
Faggots who do such disrespectful acts in front of an Alpha should understand that they are ultimately hurting themselves. They’re reinforcing corrosive behaviors that will lead to failures down the road. And, much worse, they will no longer be viewed by their Masters as something special, a treasured possession wholly devoted to service. Instead, the faggot cheapens itself through masturbation, and it becomes just another untrained, undisciplined whore.
Watch these videos. Notice the faggots in them. These faggots completely accept their place and function within Hierarchy.
An Alpha fucking obedient and RESPECTFUL faggots like these can only feel more powerful.
And THAT is the point of faggot service!
So brothers, endeavor to stop masturbating. Go into chastity if you need/want to.
Humble and control yourself, surrendering everything in service to Alphas. Your show of respect will always be rewarded!
You’ve seen it a lot in porn, and any faggot who has served more than a couple of Men has probably heard them demand it. The “bitch position” is the most requested bodily contortion faggots are forced into.
The diagram above roughly shows the vital aspects of the bitch position. Head down … back arched … ass up.
Why do Men love this position so much? There are a couple of reasons:
It looks attractive to them from behind. The contours of the body from above are appealing to the Alpha’s eye.
It’s an extremely submissive position. In essence, the faggot is as low as it can get while still offering up its pussy to its owner.
Men can penetrate deeper in this position. With the ass in the air at this angle, the Man’s dick can get all the way inside and breed deeper into the faggot’s pussy.
It does require some practice, as it’s not a natural position for most people (unless you’re a gymnast or a yoga instructor). Focused stretching can loosen the lower back to make this position more attainable. Believe me, if you attempt this position, your Alpha will help you out by pushing down on your lower back! It’s irresistible to them!
Here are a couple of screenshots of the position in action:
So practice this position and use it on your Alpha! He’ll thank you with explosive cumshots in your cunt!
hey sam, so this faggit has a long-distance Owner/Trainer that has it in chastity and Sir-ving other Men. it is very happy with Him, and wants to eventually be installed in His household as a cumdump. it was ordered to a Cocksuck shift at a local bookstore, and immediately on arrival, overtaken by a BBC who proceeded to run it for the four hours allowed in the arcade (edging Him, getting other Men off, etc). it had been in hopes that the KingBBC would agree to be the local Keyholder proxy, and faggit put them in touch. When it reported to KingBBC’s house for more Use a few days later, They had been corresponding, and KingBBC started to relate that He didn’t trust Owner/Trainer as a good Man. That He “got a bad vibe” which He repeated several times, and in the vebal abuse, was asking things like “don’t u prefer this real Cock to one u have never met” etc. faggit begged off having to choose, and KingBBC seemed to understand. it is kind of perceiving Owner/Trainer as more “Destroyer” in terms of approach, and KingBBC as more “Protector”, but both seem good Men to it. And Owner/Trainer has the prior claim, of course. it is feeling like respectfully asking KingBBC to take up His concerns directly with Owner/Trainer, as Men should discuss/decide, and faggits should do as they are fucking Told. Do u or yr readers have any insights to help the situation? thanks very much
Thank you for the question!
Well, you have a pretty great problem to have! Two competing Alphas! Nice!
Here’s my take on long-distance service situations they don’t work. It lasts for a little while, but eventually Alphas get tired of spending time on something that can’t see or touch or smell. Meanwhile, faggots are very unfaithful and notoriously fickle. They’re doomed to fail.
Meanwhile, you have KingBBC locally wanting to own/use you. I don’t think this is really much of a choice, brother. While the long-distance Master has helped you start, he’s just not going to be able to take you much further. You need deep, hands-on training by someone like KingBBC.
If there has been one consistent aspect of this site and project, it’s been my ability to enrage and trigger readers with my sometimes-controversial views. I’ve even received death threats from readers over the years (particularly during my formative years on Tumblr)!
Of course, I don’t really care about upsetting people if I feel like I can demonstrate factual or experiential evidence to support my claims. Sadly, facts mean little to the trolls online. They search the online world looking for a fight or a reason to get offended. I imagine that’s an exhausting existence, but I’m up for the fight if they’re willing to bring it to me.
That said, I received a letter in my Questions From Readers inbox from a reader who was annoyed/offended/upset by an answer I gave to an owned faggot who had a female friend demanding that the faggot must leave his Master because she felt like the Master was raping him. You can read that original Q&A post by CLICKING HERE.
The letter has two parts, so I’m going to split it and tackle each part separately.
This is not a question, but a mere correction on your application of the term “woke.”
Uh oh.
“Your female friend is totally wrong. She’s looking at things from the woke female perspective that is currently destroying all engagement between males and females.”
Social media and the internet is not real life, sir (do not mistake respect for submission), nor do I believe it is indicative of how real life interactions tend to occur. This is the opinion of an individual who ingests online interaction to an unhealthy extent, so much so that their entire worldview has been molded by the experiences of others’ online, and not their very own exposures, experiences, and environment. The internet is (and has always been) a double-edged sword that has become increasingly more sharpened on the negative side and increasingly more dull on the polar opposite of said word due to extremist positions being both presented and perceived as normalcy (due to false anonymity and lack of an equal and opposite reaction) when it just is not the case. An easy way to gauge this is the amount of disrespect and hatred that is espoused today online that simply would not be espoused, nor fly, in actual life unless you are an individual that will accept and welcome both sacrifice and consequence despite their rhetoric, beliefs, or actions i.e., integrity (a characteristic the people in this world has always lacked but now has tremendously regressed).
As for your usage of the term “woke,” I admittedly find it humorous how history tends to repeat itself, sir. This is a term derived from the Black man (and woman) that reside within the United States and has always meant to be privy of the social, economical, and political injustices, exploitations, and degradation the Black man continues to face. However sir, your usage is more aligned with the White man’s, the White man’s profound and documented history of co-opting, hijacking, and perverting idioms that originates within the Black masses and turns their colloquialisms from phrases that are primarily meant to uplift, enlighten, and establish brotherhood — into expressions delegated to denigrate, insult, and shame. This is a gross and outright disrespectful perversion the Black man knows all too well, especially within the States; does “Black fatigue” ring a bell? This is nothing new sir, this is history repeating itself over and over and over again. I suggest you educate yourself further, sir, we all can — and do — continue learning until our time has come to cease.
The first paragraph of this diatribe gets it wrong right off the bat. This anonymous writer says, “This is the opinion of an individual who ingests online interaction to an unhealthy extent, so much so that their entire worldview has been molded by the experiences of others’ online, and not their very own exposures, experiences, and environment” without knowing anything about me and my personal life. You must understand that I have a wide group of close friendships (some of them many decades long), and I have a job in SALES which puts me in constant contact with people of all walks of life. So yeah, I’m not spending all of my life online.
As an English major, I definitely understand the importance of etymology and classical origins of words. I also understand (particularly with English) how words mutate as societal composition changes. For example, Merriam-Webster’s 2025 “Word of the Year” is “slop”, which has apparently gained a new definition in the age of AI. Word usage changes, and it doesn’t always carryover previous definitions when it does.
Sure, the word “woke” has its origins from another time, but I was using the current definition of the word the West has adopted, namely this: “Today, the term carries highly polarized meanings, used positively to signify progressive awareness and activism, but often used pejoratively by critics to dismiss progressive or left-wing ideas as excessive or performative.”
Women have largely become “woke” and hypersensitive to any actions or statements they find violates their personal space/values. I’ve seen Men jailed on false charges simply because a woman was pissed off. I’ve seen Men fired for accidentally brushing up against a woman.
Alec Baldwin mentioned this horrific new atmosphere in an episode of Comedians In Cars Getting Coffee with Jerry Seinfeld:
So yeah, I pretty much stand by my point here.
And it goes on:
“Men are afraid to even touch a female because they start crying rape. It’s stupid.”
This is simply not reality, sir. I understand man-on-man sex gravitates towards and invites rougher, more primal, and less emotional sex (I prefer my sex that way as well) but your assertion of the implication that women do not want the romantic advancements of men is false, sir. Your claim that considers the affairs today have studies conducted upon them already, and they tend to show women both want men to approach them still and they have become increasingly more individual and career oriented. This, in turn, makes men that lack self confidence, have had bad experiences, or are consuming unhealthy, unrealistic, purposefully extremist rhetoric from “manosphere” grifts online both grow a disdain for women and begin to consider the alternative — a faggot — to satiate their sexually frustrated desires.
I’ve never suggested that women don’t want Men to approach them. However, as I elucidated above, women now have countless new social roadblocks and unnatural standards that make such approaches by Men either incomprehensible, annoying, or even dangerous.
Before I get more flak, here’s what I mean by “unnatural” – women are naturally supposed to be more submissive than Men. But in the new enlightenment (sarcasm) women want to pretend like they’re equal to Men, except whenever they want the benefits of being submissive. You’d have an easier time figuring that out by reading tea leaves. It’s insane how far off track women have gone over the last 20-30 years.
As you correctly point out, this is one reason why Alphas of all kinds seek out faggots, because faggots still offer them what they really need: worship and service. It’s such a simple thing, but the implications are tremendous.
Men and Alphas are simply not going to go without what they want, need, and deserve simply because females have abandoned their natural position in the pursuit of autonomy. These days I’ve seen more Men put in jail by vengeful women and weeping in jail over the loss of their children (and/or more women abandoning their children) than I ever imagined I would, and these new realities show just how far off society is from Natural Law.
I lay a vast majority of the blame for this societal collapse at the feet of “modern” females and their unnatural choices. They simply no longer appreciate the critical role they’re meant to play, preferring instead to indulge in selfish desires. That’s why faggots are going to win many of these contests, because we still do appreciate it.
So I don’t know where this leaves us. I suppose at an impasse. I’m not changing my mind.
This post is part of a thread following a faggot named Giovanni who is owned by Master Lorenzo. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I recently published a somewhat desperate letter from my beloved little brother Giovanni about his Master Lorenzo bringing home a transsexual named Mario. Poor Giovanni was terrified that Master Lorenzo was going to replace him with a servant that had a pussy, something Giovanni doesn’t have.
I will admit that my heart sank somewhat when I read the letter. I felt Gio’s fear, and I shared it. A new variable like a transsexual sometimes spells trouble on the horizon in a service situation. Since I don’t have free access to Master Lorenzo like I once enjoyed, I couldn’t probe him directly about this peculiar new situation.
But I implicitly trust Master Lorenzo, who is one of the greatest young God Alphas I know. I knew eventually the deeper implications of this move would eventually become clear.
Then Giovanni sends me an update:
Hi Saaaam! This is Gio, and I have good news 🙂
Mario spent the weekend here with us, and I think we are friends now! Master put us together and we have a loooong conversation about his expectations for us, and Mario asked me why I was so uncomfortable with his presence. I was really honest and said that I was afraid that Lorenzo would forget me because I cannot offer what he offers to my Master. But then Mario said something really beautiful brother!! He said that he offers a pussy to Lorenzo, but what I offer he would never offer: “the submission of a good boy”, then he even chuckled and said “I am a very bad boy”. Lorenzo interrupted him and said “yeah, I love being with both of you, but Mario is not a faggot and he will never be, I see him as my equal, while you Gio, you are my precious boy.”
It felt sooooo good to hear that. Then we went to the bedroom and started to make out together, and something even better happened!! Lorenzo was hugging both of us at the same time, and he started fingering my hole and Mario’s ass, one in each arm. And guess what, Mario said “oh no, you have my pussy, this is too much” I think Lorenzo was a little surprised because he is not used to not having the holes he wants, but Mario said that he does not do anal, just oral and pussy. And of course I took this opportunity and said “my hole is ready for you Sir!!”
And Lorenzo put me on my stomach and started fucking me with my ass up, it was so amazing!! Of course he fucked Mario’s pussy too, but then he came on my face and I loved it <3 <3
We had dinner together, and we spent the Sunday together too, now we have a group chat with the three of us, and Mario told me that he has no interest in stealing my Man from me. I feel so much better now, and it was good to understand who I am in hierarchy… Mario is a really hot guy and he has a sexy pussy for Lorenzo, but my Master needs someone who OBEYS and this is me!
I love you brother Sam!! <3
From an hierarchical perspective, this is developing into something quite rare and interesting. Mario is like a unicorn, and I can see why Master Lorenzo wants to own him. But what Mario really reveals is how our hierarchical positioning has nothing to do with genitalia, but it’s something hardwired within us. Mario now has a vagina, but that doesn’t mean he is submissive. As Master Lorenzo states to Giovanni, he views Mario as an “equal”, although Mario is still not truly equal to him. Mario instead occupies a place closely below Master Lorenzo the way a female/wife might.
But I can do nothing but commend my little brother Giovanni’s perfect response to this development! Some faggots would still be offended by this (I think the younger, wilder version of me would’ve been upset), Giovanni completely accepts the deeper truth here.
And that truth is this: Master Lorenzo will always cherish Giovanni as his most favored and beloved possession because Giovanni submits to him completely and adores him without question. There’s nothing else better that a God Alpha could ever want at his feet.
So to me, Master Lorenzo and Mario are like two great clouds connecting and co-mingling for a while in the sky before disconnecting, but Giovanni is the Earth below, always present and forever gazing up in awe. Every God Alpha desires that faithful faggot below, above which they can dance majestically.
Giovanni is not humiliated by any of this. Instead, he is exalted as a most prized and intimate possession of one of the greatest Alphas in our world. I’m so happy for – and proud of – my little brother, one of the joys of this site and my life.
Hi brother Sam, i am in need of your advice. i am an older faggot, in pretty good shape, and have been searching for a real Alpha Man for a couple of years. All of the men i met at that time were NOT Alpha Men. One of them I wrote to you about, after He said He wanted to suck my faggot cock. You called it like it was; he was not an Alpha. Now i have encountered what appears to be a real Alpha, who is married to a woman, and wants me to service him orally and wants to fuck me as a “regular.” He lives only five miles away, so the Alpha/fag relationship would be ideal if it worked out. my only concern, is the fact that when we started connecting via email, His emails were unrelenting…meaning they were coming at me fast & furious. He wants a fags pussy real bad. I have not met this Alpha in person, but the multitude of emails He has sent has raised some red flags for me (real or imaginary). Then, this morning, i received another email from Him, and He obviously searched for me on the internet and now knows my address and phone number. While i am tempted to respond to the text He just sent me, i am concerned that He is a bit of a stalker. We’ve only been emailing back and forth for a week, and He has sent me 23 messages. i am concerned about whether He would turn out to be an abuser Alpha. What should i do? What would you do?
faggot marco
Marco, thank you for the urgent question!
That does seem like a lot of stalker energy. I might’ve overlooked the 23 messages, but the fact that he triangulated your position and has gained that much information about you seems a bit much.
I would say this in his defense: straight Alphas who have limited/no experience using faggots are often so desperate for relief that their eagerness gets mistaken for something more sinister. It’s like when you need to pee really so badly that you’d almost knock over your mother to get to a toilet. These Alphas are often trapped in loveless relationships, and they’re desperate for relief and worship.
I have no idea if that’s actually the case with this Alpha, but I’m just putting this out there because I have encountered and serviced such straight Alphas in the past.
I would meet him in a public place. I would voice my concerns about his behavior, and ask that he please respect some boundaries until he decides to take ownership properly.
I have just started a new job and one of the guys I work with and will in future work closely with is so hot and I’d love to worship him I just don’t know how to do it any advice?
Thanks for the question!
Well, I don’t have very much to go on … but you’ll need to get to know him a little bit first, obviously. Be kind, submissive, genuinely complimentary. Then I would introduce the concept of hierarchy by asking him if he considers himself to be Alpha. This question almost always elicits a response. With whatever he tells you, direct his attention to hierarchy by reasoning with him about his place in hierarchy and the truth of inferior males.
If you show him my hierarchy pyramid, it might open up his mind even more to that and a conversation.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the dominance of a straight Alpha named Josh, his wife Ashley, and their ownership of a personal faggot! CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
A few months ago I received a brief message from Master Josh about his first faggot Aaron. He wrote the following:
Hey. Unfortunately, my fag decided to no longer serve me a few weeks ago. I told it that that was fine and up to it, but its decision was final. Since then, it has texted several times and even showed up at our place once trying to apologize and asking for me to take it back. So far I’ve refused. I’m not likely to do so, as I’m already working on persuading another fag from the gym to take his place. I’ll let you know how that one works out. It’ll be a little harder logistically, because it has a more professional job with more demanding hours than the last one, but I’m figuring it out.
Foolish faggots often make rash decisions like this, then later come to realize how much more fulfilled they were as an owned faggot (particularly when owned by straight Alphas like Master Josh). I have no doubt Aaron wanted to quit serving because it was serving not only Master Josh, but also his wife Ashley. Faggots often grow resentful serving women. Regardless, the fag made a fateful error, one I’m sure will haunt it for the rest of its life.
For Master Josh, I thought it was interesting that he was so quick to find another faggot. It just goes to underline a truth this site has exposed: once straight Alphas own and use a faggot, it’s hard to imagine life without owning at least one. Faggots satisfy a primal need in Alphas, and given Master Josh’s power and dominance, faggots come in quite handy!
Well, it’s been a little while, and Master Josh has reached out to give me an update on this new gym fag.
While I’m writing you, I thought I would send you an update on our house. I think I told you in our previous emails that Aaron decided that he couldn’t embrace serving us fully. So I cut him off. He desperately tried to get back to us, but I couldn’t handle his whiny games, so he’s no longer part of our lives.
However, we did find a new fag a few weeks later. We’ll call it Jake. It has been serving us for about 3-4 months. It works in finance so has more of a traditional work schedule like mine, and then reports to serve us on Saturdays and Sundays from 8:00-8:00 (or whenever we dismiss it). It also comes other random evenings after work when either Ashley or me need it. Its service is night and day from Aaron. It never complains. It arrives happy to serve, even offering to do tasks not on the chore board. And it doesn’t complain if it needs to be punished for its mistakes. Maybe we’re still in a honeymoon phase, but its so much better than our last situation.
Thank you for your advice and the site.
What an incredible turn of events!
This situation proves two important truths I’ve illustrated time and time again on this site:
1. Straight Alphas need to own and use faggots in some fashion to truly ascend. Most straight Alphas deny themselves of this natural resource because of the “gay” factor, not realizing how natural it actually is to use them. Once they try it and they feel that unique surge of power only ownership provides, they’re generally hooked.
In Master Josh’s case, his first faggot Aaron wasn’t working out, so instead of shrugging his shoulders and giving up on it, he immediately found another one to own! Master Josh is an example of that need truly powerful straight Alphas have to be worshiped and served by faggots. He wasn’t about to deny himself of that resource simply because the first one failed!
2. Truly powerful, aggressive, attractive, and self-possessed Alphas can spot and claim a faggot almost at will, no matter where they happen to find it. I’ve often wondered aloud why many of the hot straight cashmasters in findom don’t claim more faggots in their everyday life given what they’ve (hopefully) learned through findom (I think that tells us something about most of them!). But the very real Alphas out there who do know the value of faggot ownership have no issue with claiming random faggots like Master Josh did. He saw this new faggot Jake in the gym, knew immediately what it is, and claimed it. So easy for the most powerful among us!
I really give credit to Master Josh for maintaining his standards and not accepting a wayward’s faggot’s substandard service, and for taking action to find a better fag. I also give credit to his wife Ashley, who understands the power needs of her Alpha husband. This might not always be easy for her to understand, but she does her best. Also, she gets service as well, so there’s reward in it for her, too.
This situation isn’t the only one I’ve ever covered, so it’s clearly becoming a thing for straight Alphas in relationships. Adding a faggot can truly enhance the power and life of our greatest straight Alphas!
The following post is part of a thread highlighting the life of 40-year-old French Alpha Master Girard. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Whenever I hear about faggot disobedience, I am grateful that I’m a faggot and not Alpha. I know for sure I wouldn’t be able to handle disobedient faggots. It’s inexplicable that there are faggots owned by Men who simply do not appreciate proper submission and faggot purpose.
How is this possible? It’s hard to imagine being a faggot that has tasted an Alpha’s cock, swallowed an Alpha’s cum, or been held down and bred by an Alpha, and then afterwards have any delusions of equality or right to command that Alpha! If all of those things don’t humble the faggot, then what good does beating it or punishing it do for the faggot?
I ask this because Master Girard, the black French Alpha, is still dealing with the disobedience of one of his personal faggots, Jean. After the last time Master Girard wrote to me about his issues with Jean refusing to serve alongside a black faggot, I had hoped the issue might’ve been resolved. But, like most issues of disobedience, this one has simply taken on a new form. Here’s what he wrote:
Hey fag, Master Girard here again.
After decades fucking fags, today I had my life’s weirdest experience so far. I met a really sexy Black twink from Haiti called Joseph and he was begging to serve me, so I arranged for my 2 boys to meet him. I am 40 and I have had countless threesomes with 2 white boys serving me, but as you know I really wanted to fuck some white and Black pussy at the same time. Don’t ask me why, but it’s been a huge kink for a long time. So I finally brought the Haitian fag home together with Jean and Remi.
Remi was acting like a really good boy, making sure that Joseph was relaxing and comfortable. We drank wine together for around an hour, then I told them that it was time to serve me. I know Jean would try to interact with Remi and avoid Joseph, so the first time I commanded was to Remi worship my feet while Joseph and Jean make out. I can tell he wasn’t expecting this, but Jean went ahead and started kissing his Black brother. Long story short, we had a great fuck I bred Joseph and Remi cleaned my cock with his tongue.
I went to take a shower with Remi because he was really sweaty, we spent 10 minutes making out in the shower. When I went back to my bedroom, Jean was on his knees sucking Joseph’s Black cock. I was so pissed when I saw that. He knows that he is not supposed to suck other Men’s cock and a fag cock is even worse. Joseph was confused because it was his first time in my house and he didn’t know the rules, so I wasn’t mad at him. But Jean disrespected my rules in my house.
I just asked “what’s going on?” And then the story gets bizarre: Jean was on his knees, spitting and jerking off Joseph’s cock and he started to yell at me “you see Master, he’s not a fag! He’s an Alpha! A Black Alpha like you!” It was by far the most unexpected scene that I’ve seen after fucking fags. Jean was obsessed, holding Joseph’s hard cock and yelling that he was an Alpha. Joseph had a clueless face, looking at me with the eyes of “what the fucking is going on?”, and Jean then said “you see, Blacks are Alphas, there are no Black faggots”. I demanded him to stop, told Joseph to dress up again and told him that I would text him later because I had loved his pussy.
When I was alone with Jean and Remi, I asked what the fuck he had done. And Jean just said that he wanted to show me that Black fags do not exist. Then he said that all Black males are Alphas because it is in our nature, and Black fags are just Alphas who haven’t embraced their nature. I told him that I didn’t want to see him for the rest of the night and sent him home. Remi, as the sweet boy he is, stayed with me and, seeing how stressed I was, he approached me, kissed my face, and said “I am really sorry I couldn’t stop that from happening”. I told him that it was not his fault and fed him a load in his mouth.
I am still deciding what to do with Jean, but that boy is way more complicated then I expected. Have you ever seen such a bizarre fag behavior before?
This is an interesting turn of events! I thought Jean didn’t want to serve alongside a black faggot because Jean was racist, but instead the issue involves some kind of fetish about black Men. Jean simply hates the idea that some black males are bottoms and/or faggots! Weird!
Now, I’ll admit that black fags bother me. As a faggot who has served a lot of black Alphas in my life, I find it almost difficult to watch any black male submit like I do.
But that’s all in my head, just a stubborn point of view that has nothing to do with reality. The truth is that hierarchical roles are NOT a product of race, body type, or dick size. It’s how we were wired inside at birth, and nothing more.
As a lifelong student of hierarchy I have enough sense to understand the difference between my personal prejudice (or preference) and the realities I see playing out every day around me. Jean, on the other hand, doesn’t have enough sense to make that distinction. Even worse, Jean decided to do something deeply disrespectful in order to defiantly try to prove a false point.
This is the second major outburst from Jean, and that’s enough. No Alpha of the caliber of Master Girard should have to deal with this kind of disrespect. Master Girard lives in a land overflowing with proper faggots who understand their purpose and accept their place at a Man’s feet. He simply doesn’t need to burden himself with retraining Jean, and I don’t even know how a Master might try such discipline.
But Alphas are creative and understand dominance much better than I do, so perhaps Master Girard has some idea in mind for Jean.
But as for me, I think dismissal is the best option. Either replace Jean with this new faggot James, or get another faggot to replace it.
No Master deserves less than complete obedience and respect.
