I’ve often discussed what I call the “Hierarchical Third Eye”, that ability Alphas in particular have to see the outward projection of a male and assess his true hierarchical standing hiding beneath. They see faggots almost at will once they develop this, and the true predators among Alphas know how to both spot them, but also capture them.
The reason why I know about this is because Alphas have been spotting me and taking me since I turned 17 and my first Alpha Roger claimed me. After Alpha Roger dismissed me for his future wife, I spent my college years (my “slut years” I sometimes mention) getting spotted and used constantly by campus Alphas. I’ve never had much of a poker face (yeah, there’s a joke to be made here, but I decline), so I’m easy to read. It didn’t matter anyway. I was never going to escape that Third Eye always scanning, always assessing.
I received a letter in my inbox from a brother who has had a similar trajectory to me in regards to this. Here’s what he said:
Hi Sam,
A fag reader here. I’m in my forties, and for most of my life—despite appearances—alphas have recognized me. Not through conversation or signaling, but instinctively. There has rarely been a need to talk. They seem to know before I do.
I’ve been stopped while walking—on ordinary streets, in cities far from anything resembling a scene. An alpha steps into my path, looks at me, gives a simple instruction. Once, he told me to come with him to his place. I did. There was no debate, no hesitation. I followed because it felt correct, settled, already decided. This has happened more than once, in different countries, across different years, and I’ve never been able to explain it—only experience it.
I’ve come to understand that alphas carry power that is recognized through bearing, not display. An alpha shows authority by being settled in himself: unhurried movement, direct but unforced eye contact, economy of speech, and a refusal to over-explain. He sets expectations without theatrics and follows through without escalation. That calm authority tells me he does not need submission to prove dominance; my submission is something he allows.
A fag like me recognizes this immediately because the dynamic is not about fear or pressure, but about gravity—the way an alpha’s presence organizes the space around him and gives it direction. I experience my role as attentiveness and readiness: restraint, awareness, and intentional yielding rather than performance or neediness. The alpha reads this not as weakness, but as fluency in submission.
I have never begged for an alpha. I have never chased one. And yet they seem to recognize, without being told, how deeply I understand—and how much I appreciate—their power.
Respectfully, A fag reader
This is a masterpiece of fag insight from someone who has clearly experienced it many times!
The most impactful part of this testimony is this paragraph here (and I’ll highlight the sentence that really grabbed me):
A fag like me recognizes this immediately because the dynamic is not about fear or pressure, but about gravity—the way an alpha’s presence organizes the space around him and gives it direction. I experience my role as attentiveness and readiness: restraint, awareness, and intentional yielding rather than performance or neediness. The alpha reads this not as weakness, but as fluency in submission.
I absolutely believe this underscores why I’ve been so successful with straight Alphas during my fag career. Rather than seeming needy or desperate, I carry myself as someone who is proud of being a faggot, not ashamed. This acknowledgement on my part tells the Alpha that it’s okay for him to take what he wants from me, because I have embraced my purpose.
Honestly, one of the biggest frustrations for straight Alphas is the fact that women refuse to accept their place. So when an Alpha sees a faggot so comfortable in submitting, this is much more of a turn-on than they ever expect.
Honestly, this is an incredible letter from my anonymous brother. If you’re out there, thank you!
Hello, I am new-ish to your page and site. I am a 23 year old sub. In the past year or so, I have been craving the ideas of being a cuck and being exposed to my friends, exes, and men in my family. I love humiliating and the idea of the people I love knowing that I am a complete beta male whose only purpose is to serve Alpha men. But deeper than that, I feel like I deserve this life, I deserve to be exposed and ruined. My question for you is how do I go about this? I have tried previously to message them and have always chickened out.
Thank you for writing!
Well, first of all, you’re not a beta male. You’re a faggot. This is an important distinction. You’re resisting calling yourself that, which is odd given that you like humiliation. But before anything else, you need to admit that and be able to express that openly.
As for the rest: stop chickening out. Embrace what you are and you become fearless. There are plenty of ways to do this, but first things first. You need to develop inner courage.
For faggots, the chance to find a Master that truly loves and cherishes us is rare, indeed. I have lost at least two such Masters in the past, relationships shattered by my own jealousy and pride. What a fool I was to lose such powerful straight Alphas over a simple failure to be obedient and treasure the rare gift they offered me!
Faggots fail this simple test far too often. It’s one of the many reasons why I started this site, to teach faggots the truth so they might learn to appreciate the opportunity to serve these greatest Men in whatever capacity and remain humble and grateful every day.
Little Loic was recently tempted by some female friends to rebel against his straight Master Jerome, but he eventually listened to me and gave up his virginity to his Master.
But Loic’s good outcome moved a faggot to write a mournful account of a time when he made the wrong choice. There is a lot of wisdom in this beautifully-written ode to a long-lost Master.
Hi Sam, I have just read the beautiful story of Loic surrendering to Jerome and would like to share my story as well. My English is not great, so my apologies if this letter is hard to read.
I am 32. When I was 23, I met a guy at college. He was also 23 and treated me really well. He had a dominant presence and was a natural leader. It took a few weeks for him to hit on me and ask me out for dinner. He treated me like his little princess, took me to the movies, then we went to a beautiful restaurant. He paid for my tickets, the restaurant, the wine, and everything else. He gave me a ride home and kissed my cheek, and didn’t even try to kiss my lips because at that point I was still confused about my sexuality. We went out for the movies two more times and in our third date I let him kiss me. He held my neck, touched my face very gently, but with a firm hand and we made out in his car. His hands were gentle but so firm that his kiss was telling me that there was only one Man in that car. I felt safe in his arms and at that moment I understood that I am a faggot, even though I knew nothing about hierarchy back then, and would never use a word like faggot to describe myself.
He was bisexual and had already fucked many girls, but had never been with a guy or faggot. I was a virgin, and he told me that he wanted me to be his first time with another man. I was very much influenced by my female friends, I did not have any friends with other faggots or straight Men, so all my references were female. Just like Loic, I had a WhatsApp group with them where we shared all our sexual experiences. When I talked about him to my friends, they said “don’t you let him fuck you before he asks you to be your boyfriend! Be difficult!” I followed what they said and told him that I would only suck his cock or let him fuck my virgin ass if we were boyfriends. He agreed, bought me flowers, and asked me to be his boyfriend. It was all very romantic and felt like a dream.
His dick was nice and thick but not too big to hurt me. He was very patient, used a lot of lube and even wore a condom when I asked him. Later I learned how rare it is to find an Alpha who agrees to wear a condom. He took my virginity as King takin ownership of what is his, and he came all over my belly, it felt amazing. But then I made a big mistake: after he came, I asked him if he was going to suck my dick for me to cum. He said no, but he spat on my dick and gave me a handjob while kissing me. I came on my belly and my cum mixed with his dry cum. I was covered in cum and tried to hug him. He said that he wanted to take a shower because he was not comfortable with all that cum touching his skin. We took a shower together, came back to his bedroom, I sucked his cock again and when he was getting close and asked me to take his load in my mouth, I said no and when he was getting close, I just jerked off his dick and he came on his own belly, his cum made a mess on his crotch, belly, and even on his balls. He said “come on baby, clean my cock now”. But instead of licking off his precious cum, I just took a tissue and cleaned him, and he went to take another shower while I waited in bed.
My first reaction was to text my friends. I said “girls, he fucked me!!” and they wanted to know everything about it. I said he was respectful and gentle, but then I said that he refused to suck me and he wanted me to clean his cum with my tongue. My three best friends said that he was toxic and that if he didn’t suck my dick I should not stay with him because he was no treating me the was I deserved. One of my friends had broken up with her boyfriend a month before because her ex wanted to fuck her ass and she broke up with him just because he wanted to! She said that it was “too much” and that her pussy deserved a man who knew how to enjoy it.
Anyway, I dated this wonderful Man for 6 months and he firmly stated that he loved me but would not suck my dick. It was a big no for him. And he was really sweet, he would say things like “baby, if you really want a blowjob, we can have a threesome, maybe find someone who will bottom for us at the same time, I want to see you happy” But I was so convinced that a man must suck my little clit that I broke up with the most amazing Alpha I have ever met after 6 months. And the worst part is that I felt really sad when I did it, but in my mind I was thinking that I was so powerful and empowered, while my friends reinforced how wonderful I was for breaking up with him.
He fucked me for 6 months, almost 10 years ago, but I can still feel the taste of his beautiful cock in my mouth. Last week, I was alone at a shopping mall and saw him after all these years. He was holding hands with a gorgeous boy, probably ten years younger than me. He is now 32 like me, and the sexy boy is probably in his early twenties. The boy had a beautiful smile on his face and my eternal Alpha was also laughing, having a good time. I felt happy for him, he deserves to be happy and be worshipped as the King he is. I am also happy for the boy, who seems to be a good submissive boy for him and now is owned by this extraordinary Man.
I know that I will be happy again one day. There are other great Men in the world and now I have the proper mindset to please an Alpha. However, the 10 years I lost will never come back again. I could have had a decade of happiness under the feet and in the arms of a King, but I lost him and I feel so embarrassed that the reason why I lost him is just because he did not want to put my pathetic little clit in his mouth. Even worse: he rimmed me really well, he used his tongue in my hole with all the experience he had with girls, so it felt amazing. But I was a stupid fag, now I need to deal with the consequence of my actions.
This is all to say that Loic is a beautiful young boy and deserves to be happy. So PLEASE BABY BROTHER, DO NOT LISTEN TO YOUR FEMALE FRIENDS! They do not say these things to ruin our lives, they are trying to help us. Talk to other faggots, talk to Alphas, talk to straight Men who do not use fags, but DO NOT ask women for sexual advise.
I am sure I will be happy again, but you can be happy right now, Loic.
We experienced faggots speak like ghosts, warning faggots of the future to avoid the mistakes we made. in the past. We share the scars on our hearts, scars made of regret and stupidity. And in those lonely moments, we remember the gentle power of the Men who once owned us.
And we cry.
Just like this unknown fag brother, I want nothing more than to spare my younger fag brothers the pain that we suffer. Trust me, the only way to avoid it is to be submissive, be grateful, and be humble. Serve your Masters with all of your hearts, because any deviation from that path could lead to catastrophic loss.
So cling to your Master the way a baby koala clings to its parent. Obey him, and thank him every day for his benevolent power. Only then can you have a life filled with hope and wonder at his feet, rather than looking up in desolation!
Thoughts on this video? I would’ve expected the shoe kissing to placate the bully. Is this destroyer behavior?
Thanks for the question!
Yes, this video absolutely highlights Destroyer Alpha behavior. It’s one thing to scare the faggot half-to-death to the point that it’s uncontrollably quivering, but to beat it up after it obeyed a direct order is typical Destroyer Alpha behavior.
Of course, these guys are young and obviously ignorant. Hopefully they grow out of it!
The following post is part of a larger thread chronicling the awakening of a straight Brazilian Alpha named Vinicius who has taken ownership of his former friend and faggot Felipe while trying to raise his teenage Alpha son in hierarchical truth. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
It saddens me that so many straight Alphas go through life without any proper knowledge of hierarchical truth. I mean, they might naturally understand some of it – we all do instinctively – but they refuse to fully embrace hierarchical truth because of one stupid reason: parts of it seem too gay. It feels too much like a gay fetish (and, in fact, gays have fetishized it) to seem important or even relevant to their lives.
But here’s the truth: no straight Alpha will ever ascend to greater power (or even know there is greater power) until they accept the truth of hierarchy and accept their purpose and the purpose of faggots as property to own and use. Why is this so important? Because the submission and obedience of faggots teaches straight Alphas that they are more than merely MEN, but they are, in fact, KINGS. How can any Alpha ascend if he is not a ruler of men? Seeing other males kneel and obey their commands sends a charge through a straight Alpha that is quite unlike anything they’ve ever felt before.
A power they’ve never felt before. A power that appeals to their dominance and their need for worship. They don’t get that worship from their females, not the way a faggot freely offers it. And once a straight Alpha understands that, an entire world of power opens up to him. It’s almost as if cataracts are removed from his eyes, and he sees the world properly, as HIS world. It’s a beautiful (and important) moment of realization.
I’ve recently been involved in a developing story of a faggot named Felipe who was best friends with a straight Alpha named Vinicius. Over the twenty years of their friendship, Felipe has been hiding his true nature as a faggot while helping Master Vinicius raise his son. I became involved with them after Master Vinicius’s son confided in Felipe that he was fucking girls and faggots. You can catch up by referring to this thread right HERE.
Suffice it to say that Felipe went to Master Vinicius about this issue, and at that point Master Vinicius discovered me and this site. And that’s when his whole worldview changed.
He was initially enraged about what Felipe had done, as you can tell by reading this first message from him. But I wrote a long reply trying to reason with him while teaching him a few aspects about hierarchy that he simply never considered.
And listen to his next response:
Hello, Sam. It’s Vinicius again.
I was set on putting a pin in this whole thing, but your answer deserves some feedback. Thank you for your respectful words and for understanding how it all hit me. I accept your apologies. I understand it isn’t your fault, though I still struggle to grasp why it was published in the first place. But I can see now that you were trying to give Felipe some guidance… I also understand that this situation was weird for him too. I know he reached out to me out of respect and concern. I’m not mad at him for telling me all about what happened. What makes me mad is the story becoming public without my consent and, most of all, that he even considered I would do any harm to my son—and displaying that perspective publicly really pissed me off.
Yes, I’ve always said that if you’re the top, it doesn’t make you “less gay.” And I still feel that way. Speaking on my behalf, it doesn’t make sense to me that a man who gets a hard-on for another man’s ass isn’t gay as well. I don’t think I could do it with all the pills in the world. I do understand that there are bisexuals, and I think that maybe that’s what my son is discovering he is—and I’m fine with it. I don’t get this whole “faggot” dynamic and how a man can still be considered straight if they have sex with men. As I said, they’re bisexuals in my book. But I digress.
What I did understand about the “faggot” dynamic so far is that, indeed, I can’t handle it the same way I’ve always handled gays in general. You see… I’ve always known Felipe was gay. It was never a problem. I treated him like an equal. Like a buddy. But he made it very clear to me that he doesn’t see it that way—that I’m built differently… And this last part rings true. I am built differently. It makes sense, somehow.
I’m still pissed at him. I don’t want to deal with him right now. I said some very rough stuff in the last email, and I see now that some of it came out of the anger I felt at the moment. But deep down, I don’t want to cut him out of my life completely. But if I’m sure of one thing, it’s that our friendship will never go back to the place it was before all of this. I need to teach him a lesson. I don’t mean a punishment or a beating, but a lesson that makes it clear that I deserve a greater deal of respect.
I’m not going to lie or pretend I have it all figured out. I’m humble enough to know when I can’t step firmly on ground I’m not familiar with. This whole “Alpha/faggot” stuff is still very foreign to me. I used to think it was a “gay version” of the red pill movement… But some of it makes sense. I just can’t fully make sense of these new dynamics as clearly as I need to in order to do something about it. And you seem like an intelligent person who has it way more figured out than I do. I’d like some pieces of advice on how to:
a) clean up the mess my friendship has become under this new Alpha/faggot light;
b) properly teach him a lesson; and
c) figure out how things are going to be from now on—because, as I said, I don’t want to cut him off completely, but I get it now that I can’t give him the “equals” treatment anymore.
I hope to stay in touch with you. I liked how you addressed yourself to me throughout this whole thing. You were very humble and respectful.
So I told Master Vinicius what I thought he should try in order to discipline Felipe while also rebuilding the relationship.
Then Master Vinicius responded with this curious anecdote:
What you said about power and realizing others have always submitted to me is VERY true. If I can take anything good from this whole situation is understanding that. A lot of things that happened in my life now started to make sense. It’s not that I was bothered by them, but it’s like “oh, that’s why that thing happened when I was in high school. Oh, maybe that’s the reason I got some of my high profile clients” it just explains a lot since I have friends who are as qualified and focused on improving themselves as I am but, for whatever reason, never reached the same heights as I have. Probably that’s the reason. I’m grateful for Felipe for making me see that. And now you too. And, yes, it’s giving me a whole different perspective to guide my son to a righteous path.
As of making him kneel before me and kiss my feet… I don’t know if I’m into that. Flavio told me everything he did to Felipe. Not gonna lie, I’ve done some of that stuff before and I understand that rush of power. But I’ve only done that with women. And yes, it’s very arousing. But I don’t want anything physical with him, I don’t feel comfortable with that idea. At least for now.
And it’s a good thing he feels crushed. He should! I’m gonna think of a way to make him make up for it.
You’re a good faggot, Sam. Thank you.
Do you hear it? That’s the sound of a straight Alpha connecting the dots of his life and realizing that nature has been teaching him about his true purpose and power all along! He suddenly realized that my message and this website isn’t just some gay fetish site, but instead it’s a site that leads people to accept and embrace their purpose.
As an Alpha, Master Vinicius started to realize the greater responsibility he has to not only his world, his family, his Alpha son, but also to guide and protect the weak, to own inferior males and give them purpose, and to collaborate/lead with other Alphas in a much more impactful way. He suddenly realized that he’s greater than the average Man, that his power is more potent and impactful than the average Man. He’s not a soldier or a slave … he’s the General. The commander. He’s the King.
That’s a heady purpose, but Master Vinicius was not only starting to see it, but also embrace it!
So Master Vinicius decided to give his new faggot Felipe a task to complete: he wanted his car detailed and some repairs done by 5pm the following day in preparation for a night out with his Alpha son and Master Flavio (the other Alpha in this story … see link above). Well, Felipe was a good boy and accomplished even more than what Master Vinicius demanded.
Notice how this affected Master Vinicius:
Hi Sam, it’s Master Vinicius again. (I’m starting to like the sound of that.)
As you already know, I had Felipe take my car in for maintenance and cleaning today, and I took his car to go to work instead. I thought a lot about the things you said I could get out of this new dynamic, and I figured that having him do tedious work for me, and having him pay for it, was a good start.
I was very impressed by how far beyond expectations he went to finish the tasks I gave him (by now he’s probably already given you the report, so I won’t go through all of that again). He had a 5pm deadline to get the car back to me, and he managed to do it with a couple of hours to spare. When I inspected the car, I was very pleased with what I saw – and that new-car smell, too. It was such a power trip seeing my car like that, knowing HE ran all the errands and that it all came out of HIS pocket, that I just couldn’t help but make him explain to me why I was doing this. At the same time, I had this HUGE urge to slap him right in the face, and I didn’t think twice when that thought crossed my mind, I just let it rip right there at the parking lot. I never in my life would have imagined I’d do that to him. Ever. But the funny thing is, I don’t feel guilty AT ALL. Fuck, if anything, I feel better after doing that. You should have heard how loud the slap was. It reminded me of Barney and Marshall’s slap bet from How I Met Your Mother. It was FUN like that. lol
This isn’t going to be the last task. I’m thinking I might take some inspiration from Eurystheus’ Twelve Labors of Hercules from Greek mythology. You see, Eurystheus was the king of Tiryns and gave Hercules those twelve labors as punishment for killing his family in a fit of madness. And Felipe went a little mad when he exposed me and my family without my consent. Though the story of Hercules and his labors forms the Hero’s Journey, this is going to be this faggot’s journey of redemption. I still haven’t decided whether I’m actually going to give him twelve tasks. For now, I’m just drawing from that story. I know I’m going to do more than just make him pay for what he did with his money, I’m hitting his vanity too. I’ll tell you what I have in mind, but it needs to remain a secret, so don’t publish what I’m about to tell you later in this email. I want Felipe to be surprised and to act on whatever I throw at him in the moment, without time to think.
Tonight, I’m going to watch my team’s first game of the national league. My son and Flavio are going with me. I’m telling Flavio all about the recent events and show him my letter you published. I’m not going to use Felipe sexually, but Flavio seems to enjoy it. I might as well give Felipe a taste of what he’s always wanted from me, but with Flavio doing the dirty work in my place. I think that by doing this I’m actually rewarding Felipe, because he’ll get to serve Flavio sexually (and ONLY sexually) and serve me as he’s always wanted without ever getting anywhere close to me in a way I don’t feel comfortable. I think it’s a fair and benevolent deal on my part.
Once again, I’d like to commend you, Sam. You’ve been VERY helpful throughout all this, and I’m sure you’ll find some time in your schedule to help your fag friend, right? You’re a great faggot, and I’m learning a lot about myself from you, even though it’s been a very short time since all of this has started. I hope I’m not putting the cart before the horse here. But I think I’m doing just fine.
Master Vinicius.
WOW!!!
I’ve never understood the Alpha urge to slap us in the face. It always seemed performative to me, a silly way to express dominance. But Master Vinicius perfectly explains this as a primal urge rooted in the need to express wordless dominance. It’s almost as if he couldn’t stop himself.
I must admit that Master Vinicius quoting a lesser-known story from Greek mythology as part of his future plans for his new faggot practically gave me a WIDE-ON. To me, there’s nothing sexier than an intelligent Alpha, and he’s definitely that. But I also think it’s amazing that Master Vinicius is utilizing historical narratives (from the very hierarchical Greeks, no less!) to build out a framework of how to own inferiors and train them. Very impressive!
But that framework Master Vinicius is building also includes how he might assert his dominance over other Alphas. Notice his reply the following day after his team won their game:
Hello, Sam. As promised, I’m answering your email from yesterday. I have a very small window during my day when I can sit down to write to you with no distractions – I get home from work before my wife, and that’s usually the window I have. Once she gets home she’s the one who I focus on. I believe you can understand that.
Yes, you can call me Sir! Hahaha
I don’t know what it is, but I’m getting more comfortable with those words as each day goes by. Even the word “faggot” is getting more and more natural to use. I know it’s a big slur in English speaking countries, and we don’t actually have one in Portuguese that is as specifically used to designate someone like you and also can be seen as a slur. We have the word “viado” (a variation of “veado”, with an /e/, which translates to “deer”) but the gays have taken pride to this word. Also, living in Rio is a fun thing: we curse A LOT and “viado” is used almost like a comma in a sentence. I mean… It’s common to call your buddies “viado” instead of “hey, bro!” – I don’t know if that makes sense to you, it’s just how it is here. But when we put it in the diminutive form, adding the suffix “-inho”, THEN it’s considered derogatory. That’s the word I use with Felipe now. “Viadinho.”
I listened to your podcast in the car on my way home. Good job on following my orders regarding the approach. And yes, it’s a fun theme song. Lol
It’s funny that you said that I’m also teaching other faggots, because I’m learning a lot about all of this from you. I guess the power exchange is also an exchange of knowledge in a way. Because you said you often fail at being a good faggot, but, from my experience talking to you, you’re doing an amazing job. You make me feel comfortable talking about all of this, I’m learning a lot about myself with the things you say and Felipe has been a different person since the two of you started talking about my situation. Give yourself more credit! Sure, everybody fails sometimes, I know I do! But you’re a very good boy, Sam. (See? That’s another thing I learned from reading your articles)
As of Felipe… I saw it in his face he was grateful that I’m letting him back into my life again. At first I honestly thought it was over and I was upset with the thought of losing a friend that I came to know and love for the past two decades. We’ve been through A LOT and I didn’t want it to go to waste. That is what would have happened if it wasn’t for you telling me about hierarchy so humbly as you did. I figured there’s a way to keep him in my life, because when it’s all said and done, he’s a good person to have around. He’s trustful, loyal… Yeah, he can be a pain in the ass too, but so can I. Sure we’re not buddies anymore, the way I look at him took a 180° spin, but the trust and loyalty are still there. If anything I think it can become even stronger from now on. And that’s also because of you, Sam. And to be completely honest with you, I don’t feel mad at him anymore. I see it now the perspective of which he came from. Maybe I wasn’t mad AT HIM, necessarily; instead what drove me mad was not knowing this truth that I am now grasping… I can see that he acted on it having our best interest at heart, even if that meant he would have to sacrifice himself on the way. I can respect that.
Nice to know I didn’t go too crazy with my plans. Last night, after the game, I gave my jersey to Flavio for him to give it to Felipe to wash it, since he was going there to fuck him anyway. I told Flavio he could have his jersey washed by Felipe too. I went there to pick it up (plus the emergency key back) and I very calmly told him that the jerseys are a responsibility of his from now on. That’s he’s free to wash Flavio’s stuff too AS LONG AS his stuff is among mine, that Felipe shouldn’t expect me to give authorization to do laundry for him because I expect him to know what’s mine and what’s not. How is he going to differentiate the two of us, it’s not my problem. But I’m sure he’ll find a way. So the first permanent task is already officially established.
I also told him that since I’m not using him sexually, Flavio is free to use him however he pleases, no questions asked. He’s gonna be my tedious work “viadinho” and Flavio’s sexual one. The only restriction I’m putting at this, for now, is that Flavio should fuck him wearing a condom – at least until Felipe goes to a doctor to run all the tests to make sure he’s clean and start taking prep… Flavio should run a blood test too, but no prep. Then the condoms can go. I already told Flavio about that. He wasn’t very keen on this, but it’s better for the both of them. I know Felipe hasn’t fuck with anyone for months before Flavio and he’s probably clean, but Flavio fucks around a lot – with viadinhos and women – and he rarely wears protection. It’s just a safety issue, that’s all.
I don’t know much about chastity, Sam. I know what it is, though. Felipe used to have a device – he once told me about it, I thought it was just a kink, like a toy a lot of us use in the bedroom, so I shrugged and never thought about it again. I don’t know if he still has it. Why should I have him in chastity?
Good talking to you, faggot. You’re a very, VERY, good boy. I’m proud of you.
Do you see what I mean? Master Vinicius is now giving Master Flavio strict orders in order to protect his faggot from harm! Not only are those the defining characteristics of a Protector Alpha, but it also demonstrates Master Vinicius claiming Apex Alpha status over his Alpha brother! Already Master Vinicius is grabbing hold of his purpose with both hands!
But let me share with you one last message from this powerful Alpha that made my heart leap! After I responded to the message above, I wrote a lengthy email putting things in perspective for him.
And he wrote back:
Can I be brutality honest with you? Reading this got my cock hard. Specially this part:
“Master, it has been truly my privilege to serve you and offer help as you navigate this new world of power, glory, and Kingship. It was yours all along, but you simply didn’t know it. It has been such a smooth transition for you because you are a natural-born Alpha, and as you’re discovering, hierarchy is as naturally-fundamental as anything in a Man’s life. You were born to own faggots just as much as you were born to bed women, raise children, or rule the world. Many straight Men and some Alphas don’t believe it’s true until they try it … and everything clicks together. “
What the fuck just happened? That’s brand new territory for me Hahahaha
IMAGINE THAT!!! It’s MINDBLOWING and such a privilege to give Master Vinicius his first hierarchically-based erection!
That’s because hierarchy is the ultimate power play, and power makes Alphas horny!
This is only the beginning for Master Vinicius. Quite literally, there are no limits to his power, and nothing he can’t accomplish! He owns the world and everyone he sees on a daily basis. They are his for the taking. This is the kind of power that ordinary Men cannot know because they’re ill-informed and live inside the restrictions of a society that actively fights against hierarchy.
Don’t let society fool you: Men are not created equal.
The transformation of Master Vinicius is living proof that some Men are born to rule, and the rest are born to kneel and serve.
I proudly kneel beside my brother Felipe at the feet of Master Vinicius, Earth’s newest King!
Thank you for your honesty and trust, Master Vinicius!
I was raped at knifepoint when I was 19/20 just like this guy, and what he says about the instinct of “comply or die” is very real.
Of course, I also went to prison, but I didn’t see or experience this there. I did hear stories of it happening in higher-security prisons, however.
What he describes here (and his solution to it) is pure hierarchy, which is how I also processed my own rape. It’s why I have repeatedly said (despite some controversy) that male rape is a natural function of hierarchy.
I say that while not condoning it.
Men and Alphas use rape to reinforce hierarchical status, to subjugate those resistant to their hierarchical place, to reassert dominance. It’s a tool, albeit a clumsy and sometimes inaccurate one.
To those who have been raped, I hear you. And to those who have raped, I understand you.
Sam–have you ever explored the concept of “microchimerism”? It’s the natural storage of foreign genetic material in the human body. Most controversially, it’s the idea of genetic information being permanently left following insemination. Seems to align with your theory on cunting.
Thanks for the question!
Boy, I love my audience! You guys come at me with some really well-researched and informative questions from time to time!
I haven’t heard that term in a very long time, so I had to reacquaint myself with microchimerism. Here’s the definition:
Microchimerism is the presence of a small number of cells in an individual that have originated from another individual and are therefore genetically distinct.
Now, this phenomenon largely refers to pregnancy, but I do think microchimarism occurs with breeding faggots given the fact that the Alpha/Top’s semen enters the faggot/bottom’s bloodstream and integrates into the DNA of the recipient. There seems to be no literature or studies on this (which is baffling), but given my own reaction to being bred (and the similar testimony of other faggots), it’s clear that there is something happening when we are bred.
I don’t think cunting is really related to microchimerism. Cunting is a psycho-sexual reaction to being fucked, a physical reaction from prostate stimulation. Microchimerism occurs later in reaction to the assimilation of Alpha DNA.
However, I think there is so much more to unpack about the Alpha/fag dynamic that we simply don’t understand because science itself refuses to acknowledge the existence of hierarchical precepts. Cunting and microchimerism are examples of what is still left to discover!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the life of Felipe, a faggot from Brazil who is helping an Alpha friend Vinicius raise his young Alpha son. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
[Since there is some unwarranted controversy surrounding this thread, I’m leaving this editorial warning. This post mentions 14-year-olds having sex, which is legal in the country of Brazil (the place of origin of the events). That said, this post is NOT about kids, but rather the adults in charge of the kids. There is NOTHING illegal or exploitative about this post. But if you’re too delicate to handle it, I suggest you STOP READING IT NOW and move on. ~ sam the faggot]
I dearly loved hearing from my brother Felipe of Brazil and learning of his cherished friendship with his straight Alpha best friend Vinicius. Felipe initially wrote to me out of his genuine love of this friend and his 14-year-old Alpha son Marcos. If you recall, this Alpha son confided in Felipe (who is essentially his uncle) that he was fucking both females and faggots. Felipe, concerned that this young Alpha might get himself in trouble, came to ask for my opinion on how to handle it.
I felt it was potentially explosive, mainly because I wasn’t sure how Alpha Vinicius might react to the news about his son. Regardless, I felt like Felipe needed to talk to his friend and give him the truth so he can help Alpha Vinicius approach it calmly and rationally.
But then another unexpected wrinkle developed. It was discovered that young Marcos learned about the use of faggots by a slightly-older Alpha in their shared apartment complex. So Alpha Vinicius confronted the father of this other young Alpha. That father’s name is Master Flavio, a straight Alpha who has owned and used faggots all his life and taught his son to use them, too.
Rather than an angry conversation, these two Alpha fathers became friendly. In fact, they were so friendly that Alpha Vinicius encouraged Master Flavio to use his best friend Felipe! And that’s exactly what happened!
Still with me?
So the entire situation seemed to be nicely resolved, and I hoped that Alpha Mario’s development could now be shaped by his Alpha father as it should.
But yesterday I received this startling and angry letter from Alpha Vinicius:
Hi. This is “Vinicius.” I made this fake email to address something that was done behind my back. I read the story my so-called friend told you about me and my son — I’ll talk about that son of a bitch later; at least he had the decency not to share our real names. But it puzzles me why he felt the need to share this on a public forum.
I will not get into details about my son here. I’ll just say this: I understand that his sexuality hasn’t changed because of the things he’s done. And no, I would NEVER lose my temper and do anything to harm my boy. Even if he came to me as a full-on gay who farts rainbows and unicorns, he would still be MY SON, and the only disappointment I’d have would be seeing him bullied or threatened by society. But IN MY HOUSE he will always be protected and taken care of, no matter what. Sure, I would much rather it be that he hadn’t started fucking other boys… But we talked about it, and we came to an agreement on how he should behave regarding this matter in order not to raise any questions, while still keeping it real regarding what he feels and what he wants to build for his life. As for my “friend,” I’m very disappointed. I could pin him to the ground and give him a piece of my mind, but since he likes sharing these intimate subjects so publicly, I might as well give him a taste of his own medicine. Maybe a surprise public humiliation will set his stupid mind back on track. I’ve always known he was gay. I knew it even before he came out of the closet to me. I protected that motherfucker so many times I lost count. I know he always had a crush on me, but I never actively acted on it. When I mentioned to him that I would open an OF account to get some easy money if this platform had been available when I was single, he nagged me and nagged me to sell him some pictures anyway. He didn’t respect my decision not to do it because I have a son and very personal tattoos, and most of all, he didn’t respect my dear wife’s wish for me not to do it. I was VERY direct about it when he asked me what she thought about this idea, and he still tried to get around her back to convince me to get him some content anyway; and EVEN SO, I still kept it cool with him, even though he had no shame in visiting MY HOUSE and continuing to talk with MY WIFE as if none of this had ever happened, or as if he didn’t know a thing about how she felt. But him sharing that story here was the last drop. I feel beyond betrayed.
I don’t give a fuck about what Flavio did to him. Not anymore. I knew Flavio was going to fuck him. I was worried he might hurt my then-friend when I told him I didn’t want to know a thing unless he felt threatened. But now that I know he shared something about me and my son so bluntly and publicly, giving out fake names as if I were dumb enough not to notice it… now I don’t care anymore. Flavio can do whatever the fuck he wants to do with him. If he suffers at his hands, it’s not my problem. My protection is something he lost forever. I don’t even think I want to talk to him again.
I was so heartbroken when I read this!
This was certainly not the outcome I wanted, and I know it wasn’t what Felipe wanted. He loves his friend Alpha Vinicius and his son Alpha Marcos. He’s poured his heart into both relationships for many years, and he never meant to do either of them harm. He just wanted a sounding board when he reached out to me, and I have a lot of experience helping people in these situations.
Now, I’m not trying to minimize Alpha Vinicius’s anger and feeling of betrayal. I get it. I’d be pretty shocked if I were in his position, too. Nobody likes to see a personal portion of their lives (even though the names have been changed) broadcast publicly without their knowledge.
So I want to write the following directly to Alpha Vinicius:
Sir, I humbly apologize to you for upsetting you or embarrassing you. You were dragged into this situation against your will. You deserve better.
I say that you deserve better not only for the Man and obvious Alpha you are, but also because of the way you’ve conducted yourself in handling the startling news about your son. Your reaction was absolutely perfect, done with love and wisdom, and you kept your focus on the well-being and development of your precious Alpha son. That is to be commended, Sir. Young Marcos has a great example in his life as his power continues to grow!
I just hope you can use that same wisdom in dealing with your friend Felipe. He didn’t mean any harm. Felipe just wanted to find a way to handle the information your son shared with him. Felipe’s a faggot, and faggots aren’t meant to make important decisions like this. But he did whatever he thought he could, and he did it out of love alone. I hope you will be able to see that and feel that once your anger subsides.
Sir, your son reached out to Felipe because he loves and trusts Felipe. Please don’t drive Felipe away from Marcos, not at this critical stage in his development. Surely you have the power to realign this friendship, correct what needs correcting but still direct it toward a loving forgiveness.
I hope my words reach your heart, Sir. Please accept my own apologies and my heartfelt gratitude for your benevolence.
I listened to your podcast episode on BNWO, and have been messaging with a few black doms.
One sent me a link to a club with a $250 membership. Is this real or a scam? Most ask for a $100 tribute. Idk help pls.
Thanks for writing!
Well, like I said in the podcast episode you mention, I warned against these BNWO groups. They seem to be organized solely to cash rape faggots and maybe do something harmful to them. I have yet to get a good feeling from any of them. Each one that has approached me comes on like a clumsy salesman, only to then pivot to the pitch for these clubs.
Within the last couple of weeks I got into a DM discussion with one of the black Alphas running one of those BNWO groups, and he really didn’t like my accusations against them. Even more concerning is the fact that I have yet to hear anything positive about these groups from any fags that have experienced it.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling an 18-year-old French faggot named Loic who has been claimed my straight God Alpha Master Jerome. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
For the last two weeks I’ve been receiving multiple panicked messages from Loic, my sweet French brother claimed by one of the greatest straight Alphas on this site, the incomparable Master Jerome. You see, Master Jerome set a date of January 24, 2026 to deflower little Loic, breed him, and claim him fully as his faggot.
Loic was just like every faggot prior to being fucked for the first time, nervous as hell. Will it hurt? Will I bleed? Will I be any good? Will I be ruined? Can I ever go back? These are all natural concerns of a virgin faggot facing a deadline like that.
I was less concerned for two reasons: (1) I know Master Jerome quite well, and was sure he would not intentionally hurt Loic, and (2) I know what awaits Loic on the other side of the deflowering.
So I calmly reassured Loic after every frightened message, eager to see Master Jerome finally claim his fourth owned faggot.
Well … guess what today’s date is? That’s right, the 24th! Loic made sure to write me right after the event!
Hi Sam, this is Loic!! It is almost 5pm now and guess what… I am not a virgin anymore!!
omg Sam, I don’t even know how to start, but Jerome is really a Master and a wonderful Man! The more I study about hierarchy, the more I see how superior Men like him were born to rule the world. I had been training for his for two weeks, but yesterday I was really afraid and texted him asking if we could postpone it for next week, and he just said “you agreed to be fucked on the 24th and I will fuck you on the 24th. Be here at 10am.” I was nervous, but at the same time his strong answer turned me on soooo much. My friends told me to block him and pretend that nothing happened, but I decided to listen to you brother Sam instead of my female friends. And I’m so happy I did it!
I arrived at his house, and he took me to his bedroom, he told me to relax, we watched an episode of heated rivalry together, we relaxed, and he started kissing me, telling me how pretty I was for him. Then I sucked his cock as I always do and he decided to take my virginity with my ass up. I asked to do it in missionary because I wanted to look at him, but he told me that missionary position would be harder for me to relax, so i just obeyed him and laid down on my stomach and my ass up for him. He was so gentle Sam, you have no idea, but at the same time really strong and firm. He held me with his big hands and started to invade my virgin ass, the only thing I could do was to beg him not hurt me, and he didn’t! He was a powerful Alpha but a gentleman as well. He fucked me nice and hard and it hurt a little bit, but I guess it is normal for my first time. He told me to ride him and he bred me while I was riding, it felt so magical.
I am happy and fulfilled! And I hope he will want to fuck me again soon! Thank you brother! I love you!
Master Jerome fucked Loic exactly the way I expected, like the powerful Protector Alpha he is!
I love that Master Jerome thought about the best way to fuck Loic in order to make it easier. Alphas don’t often consider the faggot’s feelings at all when fucking them, even when the fag is a virgin. Of course, straight Alphas are likely less inclined to want to fuck missionary (because they don’t necessarily want to look at the faggot) unless they’re trying to reinforce dominance or they’re trying to cunt it. I imagine Master Jerome will be trying to cunt Loic before too long, but we’ll see.
But Loic’s first time truly sounds almost dream-like, doesn’t it? What faggot wouldn’t want to be taken this way? Loic’s fulfillment is the culmination of his journey under Master Jerome’s command, and it couldn’t be any better!
Congratulations, Loic! I love you!
~ sam the faggot
P.S. Lose those Stygian witches who call themselves your friends! Those bitches don’t know what they’re talking about! They have been wrong at every turn!
Over my ten years teaching Hierarchy online, I’ve seen evidence of a dramatic shift (particularly in the Western world) in the acceptance of hierarchical truths. Men now appreciate aspects of masculinity that were formerly never considered. The rise of social media has disseminated these formerly “secret” and unstated power dynamics that Men have always understood on a deeper level and turned them into more acceptable “jokes” that help Men accept the existence of them. Thanks to the proliferation of such material, today’s younger generations of Men now understand the power of feet, pheromone scenting, or armpit worship, just to name a few.
I’m proud to say that sites like this one have been unstoppable engines of hierarchical truth, relentlessly pushing it into the mainstream. I remember stating that as one of the goals of this site back in 2015! And it seems to be coming true!
One of the more dramatic ways mainstream audiences have come to understand hierarchy is through online financial domination (findom). Even though I have never been a huge fan of findom as a practice, I recognized early on that it was an addictive vehicle that perfectly illustrated very real hierarchical truths. It was only inevitable that more and more straight Alphas would become ensnared by the ridiculously-easy money, and through that they would discover the joys of faggots ownership in a larger context. It’s hard to quantify the power of that simple lure, which is inadvertently spreading the truth of hierarchy across the globe.
This truth has been appearing more and more in mainstream media, like this interview with a young cashmaster:
And now it’s even being researched by scientists!
A sharp-eyed brother named Finn alerted me to this research paper from January 2025 that looked into online findom and the roles of Alphas and faggots in that scene. It focuses primarily on straight cashmasters, both the true sexuality of these ones as well as the nature of their acts within the scene.
The researcher used X as the primary platform to study these straight cashmasters. After a lot of game-playing (straight cashmasters play around almost as much as faggots!), she narrowed it down to six subjects who were interviewed via Skype:
The responses of these six straight cashmasters are interesting, and typical of what we hear all the time in the space:
Today, my feet make money for me, and, actually not in a bad way at all. Would I stop doing this if I had enough money? I don’t know. (Participant 4)
I would not stop even if I had enough money. Because the enjoyment doesn’t only come from money. It is the domination part, from the feeling of being superior. (Participant 5)
If I would get to a certain figure, I would potentially consider slowing things, however, that would not necessarily mean that I would stop or do anything different. (Participant 6)
Given those responses, the researcher comes to an unusual conclusion, namely, that these straight cashmasters are essentially queering their straightness. He writes:
As shown above, the identity of a cash master is not solely about financial domination but also involves negotiating the complexities of desire, gender, and sexual identity. I argue that while cash masters may identify as straight, they may be unaware of how these negotiations can expand their understanding of gender and sexuality, including attractions and behaviors they previously considered beyond straight orientation. By engaging in cash master dynamics on social media, they inadvertently expose not only the performative nature of their role but also the broader performativity of their gender and sexual identity, revealing the fluidity of both and the queer potential within straightness.
These platforms transform the straight cash master’s unconscious queer desires or fantasies into activities (Johanssen, 2023). While financial domination serves as a convenient facade, social media allows cash masters to deviate from the straight line without losing “the illusion that this straight line exists” (Huysamen, 2018, p. 527). Thus, social media becomes both a catalyst and a conduit for queering their “straightness” in unexpected ways: It not only facilitates the exploration of such desires but also allows them to experiment with queer aspects of their identity in ways that traditional, offline environments may not support.
I’ve been in communication with this researcher to discuss this a bit further (they are agreeable to coming onto the podcast for an interview!), and we fundamentally disagree with this conclusion. The researcher looks at the data from a straight person’s perspective and concludes that any straight cashmaster isn’t really straight if they actually engage with the male slaves they own online, or that the entire enterprise is purely performative. Of course, this researcher is at a disadvantage, because Men lie all the time about their true feelings and intentions.
However, unlike this researcher, my site has ten years of in-depth, detailed experiences from straight Men of all types who are discovering a real truth not captured by clinical research or theories: straight Men want worship and service, and those wants transcend labels of “straight” or “gay”. The POWER of this dynamic between Alphas and faggots is itself intoxicating. My site has captured the reality of that in a way no clinical observation ever has.
I also disagree with this researcher’s vaguely-worded conclusion that a cashmaster is almost a separate type of sexuality, not entirely straight, but not gay either.
In this respect, I argue that the straight cash master’s intentional and insistent choice of boys and same-sex slaves as can be seen in the Figures 14, 15, and 16 is not only because these individuals are placed at specific locations and are more available, but it is also due to the straight cash master’s tendency towards them more than opposite-sex slaves, which contradicts his claim to be straight.
This sort of rigid classification of “proper” straight Male behavior flies in the face of historical fact. Countless societies featured submissive gay males and eunuchs serving straight Men both domestically and sexually. Straight gladiators were serviced in pre-dawn rituals by sub males before gladiatorial contests in Rome. There are simply too many precedents to ignore.
Again and again sites like this one have borne out this fundamental truth of Male sexuality: POWER governs Male sexuality even more than gender, especially in Alpha sexuality.
Which is why we see the phenomenon of straight cashmasters enjoying their faggot slaves. It has nothing to do with straight cashmasters being secretly gay. It simply proves that more dominant Men love the power that comes from faggot worship and their monetary tributes (which is also an aphrodisiacal power trip).
I think researchers will always miss the fundamentals of this dynamic until they acknowledge the existence of hierarchy itself. All humans are governed by it, even at a subconscious level. There is simply no way to graph its effects because it requires honest researchers and honest subjects.
The truth is, as always, in living testimonials. The true stories of straight Alphas catalogued here on this site over the last ten years tell a collective story more compelling than any research paper ever could.
Sam as a fag that’s new had this question. As far as sexually can a slave get fucked daily and more then once with no days breaks. A Master it’s considering submitting to was told that when its collared property and living with Master that is one of Masters expectations as a live in owned slave. Is that possible to become that used daily ? There’s on thimg to resonate with it and living it and it. Is Master jerking off is this more fantasy then can be a reality sexually ?
Thank you for writing, brother!
This is a pretty exciting development for you! I’m happy that this is happening, even though I can sense your nervousness!
What this Master is suggesting is quite normal. Alphas are natural-born breeders, and they want their holes available whenever they need it. Of course, a hole needs recuperation time, too, so you should ask your Master for rest periods when you can service him orally. Any Master worth serving will have the wisdom and empathy to take this into consideration. I would be concerned about any Alpha who refuses that request or doesn’t care about the health of his faggot.
imam 52 godine, dolazim iz Hrvatske i trenutno nisam u vezi. Zainteresiran sam za pronalazak pravog dominantnog gazde s kojim bih mogao uspostaviti iskren, dugoročan i intenzivan BDSM odnos temeljen na povjerenju i mojoj potpunoj podložnosti.
Budući da sam stariji i dolazim iz zemlje gdje takve zajednice nisu toliko razvijene, volio bih dobiti savjete ili iskustva kako i gdje najefikasnije pronaći dominantnog muškarca koji cijeni i traži submisivnog, feminiziranog muškarca poput mene.
Koji su najbolji pristupi, platforme ili strategije za upoznavanje i izgradnju takvog odnosa?
Unaprijed hvala na svim savjetima!
Hello everyone,
I am 52 years old, I come from Croatia and I am currently single. I am interested in finding a real dominant boss with whom I could establish a sincere, long-term and intense BDSM relationship based on trust and my complete submission.
Since I am older and come from a country where such communities are not so developed, I would like to get advice or experiences on how and where to most effectively find a dominant man who appreciates and seeks a submissive, feminized man like me.
What are the best approaches, platforms or strategies for meeting and building such a relationship?
Thanks in advance for all the advice!
Thank you for writing!
I assume you’re in Croatia, and Croatia is not exactly gay-friendly. So I think you have an uphill battle to find someone to serve unless you happen to know a dominant Man in your personal life.
I don’t know if you access to Grindr, Recon, or TheBlowers.com in your country. Those are good resources to find someone looking around in secret.
I wish I had more knowledge of your part of the world so I could advise you better! Just don’t give up!
Hvala što si napisao/la!
Pretpostavljam da si u Hrvatskoj, a Hrvatska nije baš prijateljski nastrojena prema homoseksualcima. Dakle, mislim da imaš tešku bitku pronaći nekoga kome ćeš služiti, osim ako slučajno ne poznaješ dominantnog muškarca u svom privatnom životu.
Ne znam imaš li pristup Grindru, Reconu ili TheBlowers.com u svojoj zemlji. To su dobri resursi za pronalazak nekoga tko se tajno raspituje.
Volio/la bih da imam više znanja o tvom dijelu svijeta kako bih te mogao/la bolje savjetovati! Samo nemoj odustati!
It doesn’t take an Alpha long to pounce on a faggot when he finds one at the right moment. He knows what it’s made for, and so does the faggot. All it takes is getting the faggot into a room to seal the deal!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight God Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
The dynamic between a straight Alpha and his owned faggot is one of the most complicated-yet-natural relationships in all of human nature. This dynamic is powered by the purity and clarity of hierarchical roles from both the Alpha and his faggot; the straight Alpha has no interest in anything except being serviced, and the faggot having no interest except serving. It’s an hierarchical dynamic built of perfect balance and focus.
In every service relationship I’ve had with a straight Alpha, this balance was always naturally there. It was never forced or planned. My straight Masters expected worship, and I wanted nothing more than every opportunity to worship them.
For straight Alphas, that balance is the literal eye of the hurricane of their lives. They’re dealing with life pressures, work pressures, and pressures from females. But when they’re with their owned faggot, life is simple, pure, and satisfying in a way he can’t understand.
He just knows it’s true … and reliable.
One of the best examples of this is the relationship between Master Anthony and his former friend/dearest faggot Fabien. It seems like forever since I helped Fabien properly submit to Master Anthony. Now, Fabien’s life has been one fulfilling adventure after another as he serves Master Anthony – a burgeoning God Alpha – and his Alpha pack.
Fabien rightly adores his Master and serves him with deep reverence and awe. Fabien never flinches when Master Anthony is seducing and fucking another girl. In the end, Fabien knows he is Master Anthony’s prized possession because Master Anthony never hides his heart. He values what he owns.
Then again, it’s easy to value a faggot like Fabien. He does what most faggots fail to do: anticipate the needs of his Owner. Alphas don’t always verbalize what they need, so a faggot that understands its Master’s moods and body language becomes much more valuable to its Owner!
Keep that in mind when you read what Fabien wrote this morning:
My dear brother,
My Master gave me permission to tell you a moment we had lately. I wasn’t sure if he wanted me to mention it, because it shows a bit of vulnerability, but he said he was totally OK with it.
You see, these past few months, college has also brought its share of difficulties for Anthony. He is, of course, always a brilliant student, the best in his class, but sometimes he has felt the weight of expectations and the work required. It’s quite typical: for someone for whom everything has always come easily, succeeding with minimal effort, it can be unsettling when the bar is raised a little higher. I do my best to help him, but he now refuses to let me do all his academic work for him; he wants to prove to himself that he is the best. My infinite respect and admiration for him is even stronger, if that is possible.Sometimes, however, it affectes his morale. One evening, he was brooding on the sofa.. Seeing him in this state always breaks my heart. I would love to keep him permanently happy and joyful. Alas, even the most devoted servants cannot perform miracles and protect their Masters from all misfortunes.
I did what I know I have to do in these situations: I put him at ease and made him feel comfortable by placing my head at his feet to speak to him. I tenderly kissed his feet and I tried to offer words of comfort. I can’t recall everything I said, but I emphasized that being a Superior Man didn’t mean he didn’t have to put a little effort in, but that his efforts would always yield much, much greater results than those of the average man.
And I concluded by saying, “I beg you, my beloved Master, never, ever forget how exceptional and incredible you are. You’re even more than a superior being. You are a gift to humanity. I am insanely proud to serve you and devote my life to your happiness and success.” And I resumed my worship of his feet, allowing myself to lick and kiss up to his ankles.
What happened next was incredible. Anthony asked me to stand up, took my face in his hands, and looked at me with a friendly smile. He said: “You are right. Thank you.” I tried to answer that he didn’t have to thank me. But then he said: “I know. I deserve your service and devotion. I’m entitled to your complete submission. But still, you could be shit, and you’re exactly the slave a God like me must have. And I want you to know you are appreciated. You’re such a good boy to me, for your brain, your hard work and your selfess devotion.”
Then he hugged me. A manly but tender embrace. I cannot tell you how incredibly happy I felt. Pure bliss. I almost cried. “Thank you Master. Thank you for existing. And for allowing me to serve you.” He kissed my forefront and said “You’re welcome, my boy. Now, go to sleep. You have a lot of work ahead of you.”
Moments like these are rare, but so precious. To have a God in my life and to live at Anthony’s feet is an incredible privilege I will never take for granted.
Lots of love to you, brother!
Fab the fag
Can you sense the perfect balance here I spoke of at the outset?
First of all, Fabien’s actions were pure instinct meant, not to arouse, but to comfort. Everything Fabien does in Master Anthony’s service is entirely focused on making this stunning young God Alpha happier and more fulfilled. Kneeling and kissing Master Anthony’s feet was merely to remind him that, no matter what problems he faces, he’s still an immensely powerful Alpha who is worshiped by many.
And clearly, Master Anthony got that message!
Master Anthony’s deeply emotional words and his intentionally-impactful embrace were simple gifts that were like literal rains in the desert. I’m sure Master Anthony felt righteous in doing that for Fabien, but it’s also a testament to his generous and benevolent spirit as well.
Think about how many loads Master Anthony has pumped into Fabien. Indeed, Master Anthony’s DNA swims inside Fabien! And still, a simple acknowledgement and hug from this monumental young Alpha impacted Fabien just as much!
So what is Fabien’s greatest gift to Master Anthony? After all, Fabien has surrendered himself completely to his Master.
And that’s the gift: Fabien’s complete submission.
That complete submission fuels Master Anthony’s daily life, giving him the adrenaline to conquer and subdue. That complete submission gives Master Anthony the confidence he needs to build a Kingdom and lead both Alphas, females, and faggots to their purpose.
And that complete submission gives Master Anthony a peace that only comes from pure, unselfish love!
I’m so thankful that my brother Fabien shared such a beautiful moment with me!
The following post is part of a thread following the submission of a faggot named Ethan to an experienced black Master known as King Karter. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
It’s been quite a while since I last heard from my brother Ethan, current owned faggot of a black God Alpha named King Karter (last update November 3, 2025). To catch up, Ethan is now one of three owned, “in-house” faggots of King Karter (and renamed #5). King Karter has been training Ethan to handle not only his giant dick, but also the dicks of his Alpha pack.
Part of the reason why King Karter loves owning white faggots is because his Alpha pack and other black friends love breeding white boys best. It’s all part of the BNWO mentality (although I don’t think King Karter is officially a part of that movement), subjugating one white faggot at a time as black Alphas assert their supremacy.
King Karter made it clear that Ethan was being groomed to become one of the fags he would whore out (literally for payments) to his friends and associates. I haven’t officially covered many of these kinds of scenarios before (I’ve talked to some), so what Ethan has to say about it is important.
And so over the last few months since I last heard from Ethan, he’s been whored out four times. Here’s what he had to say about it:
Happy New Year, Sam! I was going to email last week after you sent me this, but I have been very busy!
I am really sorry I haven’t emailed you back in a while. I was going ot email you after my first “date,” but I forgot, and then I got very busy with my classes last semester, my bar job, service to King Karter, the gym, and now dates. Since I last wrote to you, I have been on 4 dates. I will tell you a little bit about each of them.
On the first date, I was very nervous. King told me not to be nervous but to remember I represent him and his Kingdom. The first one was back in November. He gave me an address and told me to go there on Friday afternoon, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and most of Tuesday. I left on Saturday night and Monday evening for work. It was Veterans Day weekend, so I didn’t have classes. King Karter didn’t tell me who my first date was with, so I went in kind of blind. He told me he won’t tell me most of the time, so I’d better get used to not knowing. I went up to an apartment, and King R opened the door. If you remember, King R is like best friends with King Karter from when they were kids. I was very relieved to see him and King L, there since I knew them. I walked in, and as soon as King R closed the door, I got on my knees and kissed his feet, thanking him for letting me into his house and letting me serve him and King L. He had me strip and first clean his apartment, even though it was already very clean to begin with. I think they just liked watching me work naked, at first I was a bit self-conscious with them just watching me, but after a while, when I saw their big dicks getting bigger and harder as I worked, I liked working around the apartment naked. I would bend over and show my ass to them a bit, almost like teasing them ; ) . Finally, he took me into his bedroom with King L. They had me do some dances for them, and then they got me on my knees, and I sucked them both off, going back and forth. We spent all Friday evening and night, me sucking and getting fucked by them. I offered to make them dinner, but King R wanted to have Pizza delivered. When the Door Dash guy came, King R had me go and get the pizza naked with my cadge on. I was freaking out when he gave me that order, I was scared the guy would like call the cops or something. To subdue me down, King L loaded me up with a ton, a ton of wed and poppers, so I would be ok with doing it. I could barely stand and walk straight, but I did it. The man (whom I was so relieved was not a female) was staring at me wide-eyed and didn’t say anything at first. I took the Pizzas and told him thank you, sir. and quickly closed the door. While King R and King L sat on the couch eating their pizza, I sat on the floor eating it out of a dog dish with my hands behind my back. After that, they had me suck them, and they fucked me both in the living room. and then back in the bedroom. I slept on the floor of their bedroom all of the nights. I woke up early Saturday and didn’t really sleep well that night. I was thinking they would need me for something at night, so I was awake for most of it. In the morning, I went to make some breakfast for them before they got up. They didn’t really say to, but I did it anyway. I made some eggs, some turkey bacon, bagels and some fruit which they had in the fridge. Both were very impressed. I made it all before they woke up. I was happy they were pleased since they never asked me to do it. I didn’t know if I was doing the right thing in just assuming to make it. So it was basically like that for most of the days, a combination of me doing some tasks like laundry, cooking, and cleaning, and sex for all 4 days. The only time I left was when I had to go to work at the bar. King told them the hours I would be gone. I had to drive straight there and straight back with no detours, because I was new to the job and could not get the days off since it was a holiday week. It was very busy in the bar. They did want to DP me and did 4 times. They said they were looking forward to it. I know King R wanted to do it from the first time he saw me. The first time, Friday night, I could take it with a lot of poppers and weed, a bit longer than I did at the party. And by the 4th time that weekend, they could stay in as long as they wanted. I was so open by then, my pussy was like taking two at the same time, like just one cock. They told King Karter before I got back to his place, and he said he was proud I kept at it, and kept taking it even though it didn’t feel great at first. I was relieved my first date was with those Kings. I know it helped a lot to ease my anxiety.
On the other dates, on the 2nd was I went to a house, which was for a black King. It was for that same black King who kept commenting on my PWA at the party, on how “King would make a lot of money on it.” This one was a bit harder because I didn’t really know him. He had me wear long white and black socks that went almost up to my knees, and my cadge and a backwards ball cap, on the socks, one said “White”, the other sock said “Bitch” up the legs, and the hat said “FAG” in big black letters. in the front and the back. and a cut off shirt, it was cut off just above my nipples, and on that it said “White Faggot” that was white with black letters. He sat naked, stroking his huge black dick, I mean it was probably about 8- 9 inchs and pretty thick, almost like a beer can thick. I was on my knees, had to huff poppers and kiss his balls, looking up to him under his balls and thick dick, and he had me repeat a few mantras. like “I am faggot”, “I need black cock to survive,” “I am an inferior to black Kings,” a few others, he had me worship and sniff his balls and crotch as I kept saying things like that. He spat in my face and slapped my face with his hand and with his cock. It was pretty thick and heavy. I kept thanking him for letting me serve him. It was an honour to be at his dick. He face fucked my mouth for a while, and then he had me lie on the floor while he walked all over me, and stood on my face with his huge feet. He had huge feet with long, thin toes. He liked to walk on me like a doormat, wiping his feet on my body and face. King Karter later told me he was really big into feet worship. He stood on my face and batted it around like a ball, while I lay flat on my back looking up at him. He made me suck his toes and fucked my mouth with his big toe mostly and with the rest of his foot for some time. I lay on the floor while he sat on his chair, my face under his feet. He had me give him a pedicure as I do with King Karter, but he wanted me to do more massaging with my hands and my tongue on the soles of his feet. He also loved it when he had me eat his toenails (that still really grosses me out). He fed them to me, and I had to thank him for every nail, thanking him for the great opportunity it was to eat them. Unlike King Karter, that watchs us just eat them on our own. I know I didn’t like the foot thing at first, and I still don’t think I love it like most Faggots, like you Sam, (I know you like you some good Feet) But I think I am liking them more, I do like the degrading part, the part that I am under them, and below them, like when he was walking on my body and face, and using me to whipe his feet off that part I’m liking more, then the actual part of the man’s body. (Still don’t like eating the toenails though) He was so hard, he then fucked my face hard, slapping it on my face, gagging me a lot, and slapping his hand on my face too. He shot a huge, thick load and painted my face and made me lick it up, scoping it all back in my mouth. After that, he had me get between his thighs and had me tell him that I was so thirsty, I had to beg him to take a leak in my mouth, to be his urinal. So he took me to the bathroom. I sat in the tub, and he soaked me with his (Endless) stream of piss. I mean, he must have been saving it up all day. He was like the Niagara Falls, just kept coming and coming. I drank a lot of it, and he “washed me” in the rest. After he was finally done, he slapped my face a bunch of times, telling me I’m a piece of shit, I made a mess, and now I had to clean it up. He had me take off the piss-wet shirt, hat, and socks and suck all the piss I could out of them, put the socks and hat back on, and took me to the bedroom to fuck me for hours. He came like 3 more times. one more in my mouth and face, and two in my fag pussy. I wore the piss-stained socks and hat the whole time I was there. He pissed on me two more times, but it was not as much as the first one. The next day, he had me wear all of it and the shirt back to King Karter’s house, and King Karter (after the debrief) had me wear the socks all day, even when I went to a class. I don’t think people noticed it smelled of piss, but I tried to avoid most people, like sitting in the back of the room. I am just glad he didn’t have me wear the hat and shirt, too. After each date, I go back to King Karter’s place and give him a debriefing on how it went, what I did to serve the Kings, and how I was feeling about it all. Most of the time, this turns him on, and he makes me suck him off, or he fucks me after or while I’m telling him.
Oh, I did forget to tell you I did move into the 1 bedroom Apartment with #3. My parents are “kind of” Ok with it. My mom kind of thinks #3, and I are like a “thing”, because I told her I was gay, and it was a 1-bedroom. My dad doesn’t really know it’s a one-bedroom. But he won’t come down and see it anyway, so it’s not a big deal. We trade off, I get the bedroom on Mon, Wed, Sat. He gets it Tues, Thurs, Sunday, and we switch up on Fridays. Unless we have dates, we will switch days. Like I had a date two Sundays ago, and so I gave him my Saturday. It is working out pretty well; he is so used to sleeping on the floor or King Karters’ place, and on other dates, he is fine with the big, comfortable couch. I am still getting used to it.
The other 2 dates were in the apartment; those dates are pretty much just Suck and Fuck. Sometimes they will spend the night. #3 hadn’t had an apartment of his own without roommates before, so it was hard for them to come over; now they come over and stay the night a lot more often. He is getting a lot more dates than I am because my schedule is so wrecked right now. The third date was just me in the bedroom with this king, and #3 serviced another King in the living room; they did not come together. The 4th was supposed to be just me at first, but at the last minute asked King Karter to have both me and 3 at the same time since we were in the same apartment, and he used us both.
I will try to give you some more updates more regularly. Sorry, I had planned on emailing you in December over the break, but I was busy with my family going back and forth from Texas to California, where my mom is, to Indiana, where my dad is, and then back here to Texas.
Also, I wanted to ask you some advice on serving Black Alphas. I know you have a lot of experience serving them. How are they different than white alphas, and some pioneers or Ideas on how I can make my dates better, like things I can say or do? Since I have not really serviced White men a lot, other than on Grinder, and that was not really service, like I have been doing, those were just more like BJs. I have noticed Black Alphas are much, much more verbal, and they like to degrade faggots a lot more. Is that true? Is there anything else you would advise? Thanks, Sam!
Happy New Year!
Love,
Ethan, #5
Wow, that’s a huge and thrilling update! Those experiences pack a lot of unusual faggot service into just a couple of months!
I wasn’t really surprised that King R and King L were the first to take Ethan for a spin. From the previous updates it was clear that King R in particular loved using Ethan (with King Karter’s supervision) and would be back for more. I was quite surprised that they got Ethan for an entire weekend, and at first my heart kinda dropped because I know well the intensity of serving black Alphas. It can be exhausting for ONE day, let alone three! And on top of that, there were TWO BLACK ALPHAS at the same time! I’m surprised Ethan was able to remain conscious!
Also, huge props to Ethan for getting up (despite no sleep on the floor) and making both Kings a hearty breakfast! It sounds like they were quite impressed by this (which reflects well on King Karter), and is a move often overlooked by faggots!
The second black Alpha was really intriguing to me. He went really far with faggot humiliation techniques (like the clothing, and the repeated demands for verbal admissions) as well as rigorous physical use. The piss play was especially intense (more so than what is typical), and the foot worship was also next-level. I’ve eaten toenails before (it’s not something I’ve talked about much here), so Ethan’s experience brought that back to my mind. From a faggot perspective, I think it’s pretty hot (I only did it with one of my Masters), but it’s not something high on my list of interests. I was glad Ethan was made to do it, though. Honestly, that’s the first time I’ve ever heard of a black Alpha enjoying that much foot service/worship. In my experience, black Alphas have a weird love/hate relationship with their feet. However, they all know what their feet do to faggots.
I’m glad Ethan has a place with King Karter’s faggot #3. It’s important when being used this roughly to have a faggot serving beside you that can help you cope! I just wish they would get a bit bigger place!
Ethan asked for my advice on black Alphas. Yes, brother, black Alphas are much more aggressive and dominant. They simply fear nothing and are almost entirely composed of animal instinct. You can always count on a black Alpha to rearrange you or force you into the position he wants without asking, and they will always push you beyond what you think can handle. This comes with the territory of having huge dicks, I suppose. I’ve never been OWNED by a black Alpha (black Alphas in my part of the world don’t seem interested in having that much responsibility, unfortunately), but in serving so many I’ve learned that they switch things up instinctively, so a faggot always needs to be ready to shift gears on the fly. Black Alphas love to see faggots choke and slobber on their cocks; the messier, the better. And black Alphas love nasty buttfucking. They love seeing faggots creaming on their dicks (which is actually a bacterial coating from inside the faggot generated from being fucked so deeply). I’ve always used less eye contact while serving black Alphas (unless they order me to look at them) because, like any great predatorial animal you might encounter, the less you look them in the eyes the less they will want to attack.
I’m so proud of my brother Ethan for submitting so deeply to the commands of his Master, King Karter! He’s doing any amazing job! Many faggots would’ve probably run from such an overwhelming challenge, but Ethan stepped up in an incredible way!
Master Emir here . I am based in Germany and have been following the discussions and experiences shared here for some time now. Engaging with this material has been genuinely grounding for me; it feels as though I have reconnected with an essential part of myself.
By nature, I have always carried a strong, commanding presence. Leadership and influence come naturally to me, and when I speak, people tend to respond. This is not something I consciously force; it is simply how I move through the world.
I am 28 years old and have had several experiences with fags who expressed a desire to serve and devote themselves to me sexually. While I am comfortable with that dynamic, my deeper interest lies less in explicit sexual activity and more in power, service, and reverence as lived experiences.
Lately, I have found myself more drawn to younger fags who show submissive inclinations. However, I often sense confusion or uncertainty when I speak with them about service, hierarchy, and worship. I am mindful of not wanting to overwhelm or mislead anyone, yet I also want to remain authentic in how I express myself.
I would value your perspective on how to approach these dynamics more effectively—particularly when engaging with younger fags (+18 ofc ) who may still be forming their understanding of themselves and their desires.
Thank you for your time and for the insight you bring to this space. I look forward to hearing your thoughts.
Best regards, Master Emir
Master, thank you very much for your question!
First of all, congratulations on a successful start to your life and for having the wisdom and insight to recognize your Alphahood! Too many young Alphas fail to acknowledge their Alphahood, and it gets wasted!
I’m guessing you’re largely a straight Alpha, Master. It doesn’t necessarily matter overall, but that impression might influence how I answer you.
Young faggots are especially tricky because most of them have been conditioned to believe they’re equal to Men or have some magical desirability that they think gives them power. Coupled with a young person’s natural rebelliousness and distracted nature, that makes young faggots hard to teach and hard to train.
The one thing an Alpha like you has in your favor is the truth of hierarchy. A true faggot of any age cannot escape the pull of purpose in inside it. So when a Master, armed with knowledge, talks to a young faggot with hierarchical authority, the young faggot is mesmerized by that truth the way a moth is mesmerized by a porchlight.
I have plenty of resources on this site to use with young fags, Master. Direct these young ones to this site, help them reason out what they’re feeling in comparison to what they read here. The truth will connect with faggots seeking it.
I have a full Discord community designed to help faggots (and Alphas) learn deeper truth and flex their muscles. You would be a welcome teacher there, Master, and your faggots would benefit from association. You can join that Discord by CLICKING HERE.
Master, thank you for writing to me! It was an extraordinary privilege to meet you and hopefully help!
I am training so hard to be prepared for Jerome… he sent me a message today with the screenshot of a 7-day timer and just wrote “ready?” I’m so excited!! But a little afraid…
I am using my plug every night and I leave it there for at least 3 hours. What I should do or say when he starts fucking me Sam?? Maybe thanking him, right? I wanna be good for him! Thank you, Sam!! 🙂
My dear brother Loic, thank you for writing to me!
I’m glad to hear you’re excited! You should be excited, because you’re about to have your virginity taken by one of the most wonderful straight Alphas I’ve ever met through this site! The things he’s already done as a 19-year-old are literally mind-blowing in every way. He owns three phenomenal faggots already, and he’s about to add you to his collection of cherished fags!
And I wouldn’t worry about anything. Master Jerome has fucked plenty of females and faggots already, and he’s an empathetic, tender lover. I mean, you’ll know an Alpha is inside you, no doubt, but you’ll never feel more safe!
I’m glad you’re taking the training of your hole seriously! Keep up the good work!
As far as talking to him, I’d mostly leave that to whatever comes out in the moment; Master Jerome wants your honest expressions as he fucks you. But when he’s getting ready to enter you, you could say something like, “please take my virginity, Master.” And when you get to that overwhelming point when you just need his seed, you could say, “Master, please breed me!” or “Master, please give me your babies!”
And, of course, always thank him before, during, and after!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the life of Felipe, a faggot from Brazil who is helping an Alpha friend raise his young Alpha son. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
[Since there is some unwarranted controversy surrounding this post, I’m leaving this editorial warning. This post mentions 14-year-olds having sex, which is legal in the country of Brazil (the place of origin of the events). That said, this post is NOT about kids, but rather the adults in charge of the kids. There is NOTHING illegal or exploitative about this post. But if you’re too delicate to handle it, I suggest you STOP READING IT NOW and move on. ~ sam the faggot]
I wish more straight Alphas took ownership of personal faggots for a variety of reasons, not the least of which being the increased confidence and power they receive from the worship of their faggot. When a straight Alpha can look at his son and his faggot and see the real truth of hierarchy, the place of a Man as both a Creator and a King, he becomes something much more inside. Immense responsibility directs his steps every day and his blessed life moves with a purpose lesser Men will never know.
Straight Alphas who are unaware of this benefit of faggots are often still benefitted by the faggots in their lives because the faggot (who is keenly aware of hierarchy) protects the interests of the Alpha without direction. These faggots simply make themselves useful and often serve in silence and without even the reward of recognition from these straight Alphas. They just want their Alpha and his most important possessions to be protected.
A SITUATION DEVELOPS!
All of that leads me to the extraordinary story of a Brazilian faggot named Felipe. You might remember Felipe being the recipient of some advice from Master Francesco last September (CLICK HERE). Well, Felipe has an incredible situation developing with a straight Alpha friend of 20 years named Vinicius.
Here was his first message about it:
Look, I’ve been dealing with a very awkward situation lately, and since I read the last update from the teen alpha Lucas and his amazing mother I thought about asking you for a piece of advice.
Btw, this is not a question from readers to be featured on the site, ok? It’s more of a personal matter.
I find it amazing that Lucas’ mother accepts his son’s alphahood and let him walk his path, even at such a young age. But I’m dealing with something a bit similar here…
You see, I have this very close friend. We’re like brothers and we go way back to highschool years (we didn’t study together, but we’ve met around that period of our lives). He’s married to a beautiful woman and has an awesome 13-yo boy (soon to be 14). My friend knows I’m gay and he’s completely fine with it (don’t know if he knows I’m a faggot… I don’t even know if he understands what a fag and what hierarchy are, to be honest – but I lost count of how many times he was my “wingman” setting me up with all these guys who would hit on him and he would just say “I’m not into this, but have you met my friend?”… That kind of stuff) but he’s the kind of guy who’s fine with people around him being gay, but he dreads the very idea of having a gay son. And here’s where part 1 of the problem is.
His son is already sexually active. He lost his virginity at the age of 12 (yes, it’s common that we start early here in Brazil) and my friend knows his son’s been getting pussy for over a year now. He’s actually proud of that – the mother not so much, though. But he had the sex talk with him, he talked about the dos and don’ts when it comes to avoid early fatherhood and stuff…
The thing is… His son has told me he has already fucked boys his age. I don’t know the full extent of what he does with the boys and I don’t wanna know. He told me that because he also knows I’m gay and maybe he thought of me as someone he could share this with, ask questions about it… I don’t know. I remember when I was his age and had so many doubts about my sexuality and he knows that if he tells his dad he’s also fucking boys his dad will lose his mind. Because, in his dad’s mind, if you let a guy suck you, you’re automatically get. Imagine fucking one… I just told him it doesn’t necessarily make him gay, that’s it’s normal for some guys to experiment when they’re discovering their sexuality, but he needs to pick carefully those he’s going to have sex with, to wear a condom to avoid STDs, to set and respect boundaries… All that stuff. That happened six months ago, give or take.
So far it’s not a huge problem I can’t handle.
The thing is… And here’s the part 2 of my problem: He’s been coming up with some crazy shit about wanting to fuck ME. And no, I wouldn’t do that. I changed his diapers when he was a baby, for god’s sake. I teach kids his age.
I have no sexual desire whatsoever about it.
But the 3 of us (me, him and his dad) were changing clothes in the locker room after a soccer game last month, he saw me naked and came to me a few days later saying that he saw that his dick is already bigger than mine, that he wanted to try to fuck someone older and who’s better than me to be his first “grown up’s asshole”. He was completely straightforward about this.
I, of course, said no. I’m not a pedo.
I see him as a nephew or something.
But he’s been trying to blackmail me. He threatened me to do it otherwise he claims he’s gonna tell his dad I molested him.
So I don’t know what to do here. His father knows the boy’s sexually active. But he doesn’t know that I know his boy is also fucking other boys.
I’m trying to get this boy to settle down with this insanity, I keep telling him that I don’t care if he’s trying out things with boys his age (I never encouraged him to pursue it, I just kept what he told me as a secret from his father because I don’t want his dad to beat him up or something)… But he won’t let this thing go.
I’m very close to come clear with his dad about how his son is ALSO fucking boys, tell him the whole story that he told me in secret and tell his father about his latest intentions… But doing it in a way to try and make his father see that it’s not a problem that his son is also experimenting with boys (I think this is a good verb to use when breaking the news to him) because I also don’t want the boy to have his – very likely – alphahood taken away by conservative/hypocrite bullshit. I want him to develop at his own pace, at his own time… But with people his age and me out of the picture!
I’m just afraid that if I tell his father the boy will probably get a hell of a beating or something. He never touched his kid all these years, he’s always been a very strict/firm but protective father. But I don’t wanna risk throwing the kid under the bus, you know? Plus, I don’t think his father will buy his “I molested him” bullshit. I could call his bluff… but we never know how a parent hears these words coming out of their children’s mouth, even if it’s complete bullshit.
I think I should have a talk with his dad about all of this, but do it in a way that a) make him sure his kid IS NOT gay because of it; b) that he told me that in secret because he trusted me on this – which is a good thing that he came to talk about it with me, someone the father trusts and wouldn’t do any harm to his son and c) make sure his father won’t deal with this issue in an aggressive way instead of hearing what the boy has to say and guide him through as a protective father would.
But my biggest problem here is… How should I approach my friend about all of this? Should I be completely blunt about it? How do I lay the groundwork for this?
I saw the danger immediately just like Felipe did. We had a potential powder keg ready to explode if Alpha Vinicius discovered this startling fact about his developing Alpha son Marcos. The situation was extra problematic because Alpha Marcos had asked Felipe if he could fuck Felipe’s ass, a frighteningly bold question that put Felipe in an awkward position with Alpha Vinicius.
A PLAN UNFOLDS!
Felipe and I strategized on how to best handle this. We agreed that we needed to educate Alpha Vinicius first, helping him to appreciate his own Alphahood (since he never previously agreed on that fact) before helping him understand his son’s growing Alphahood and how he’s using it.
So we set to work!
Hey Sam. So.. I had the talk with my friend. I tried your approach, to make him realize that he’s an alpha himself and it went better than I expected.
Hey Sam. So.. I had the talk with my friend. I tried your approach, to make him realize that he’s an alpha himself and it went better than I expected.
I’m breaking it down to a couple of messages so you don’t have the same problem you had with that one long message I invited him to have some beers, and when I felt he was loosen up enough I started asking him questions like “do you think you’re somewhat special?” and he didn’t know what I meant. So I followed this up with something like “Think about you growing up… You were popular in school, never had a problem to get the hottest girls, people would go out of their way to make your life easier, you never had a problem with your body, it was never a problem for you to get in great shape, you got a good paying job very early in your life, when you decided to settle down you met a girl from highschool you hadn’t talked to for years just to find out she was the one and when you two decided to have a baby you managed to do it within’ the first month of trying… Do you think it was all luck?”
And he just stared. We were watching an old guns n roses concert and I swear he didn’t speak for at least 2 songs. He just kept drinking and staring at space… As if he was reliving the past events of his life, trying to figure out if it was indeed just luck or something else.
So I dug a little deeper. I asked him “you have a younger brother. Sure, his life played out to be pretty good… But has he ever lived up to the same standards as you have?”
He immediately said “No, he hasn’t.” So I followed up with “So… You two have basically the same genes, basically the same education, the same starting point in life… Yet, you’ve accomplished bigger things. Why do you think that is?”
He said he didn’t know.
I asked if he thought he was “built different” than the other guys he’s met and here’s where I think I got him to grasp the whole point. He said that yes, he always thought he was different than the other guys, but in a good way… But never stopped to think about it because it just felt normal for him that he would always accomplish things in a better way than the others, like he didn’t have to struggle as much as his friends or his brother to get things his way.
That’s when I told him that makes him an alpha male… And I’ve said that to him before… But it was the first time he didn’t say anything back to counterpoint it. He just said “if you wanna call it that… Sure. I’m an alpha male”
Then I entered the subject of his son. I asked him if he thought his son was growing up following a similar path that he had. He said yes. I asked if he thought his son “has it easy” when it comes to get things from his peers. He said yes. I asked him if he thought that was the reason he started having sex so early… he said “I guess so”. I asked him if he thought his son was getting the same power rush he had when he first started his sex life, and he said “no, I think he’s more impressed by it than I was” and I asked him why and he told me something I didn’t know about. He told me the boy once asked “why do girls expect me to jump through hurdles to fool around with them when I know they also want it?” And he just answered that “that’s what women do, you have to learn to play the game if you wanna score a goal” to which the boy answer “yeah… But I don’t care about that… It’s a waste of time” and that basically ended that conversation with his son. I told “bro… Guilherme is a young alpha. But I believe he’s accepting his power in a way you haven’t thought about yourself, and he feels no guilt about it either, but I think he needs the guidance of someone like yourself, and I don’t mean it as just from a father perspective”. He asked what the fuck was I talking about and I spilled the whole tea. That he told me he was also fucking boys he knew just because he sees them as holes to satisfy his needs but he’s kinda loosing his boundaries because he told me he wanted to fuck me because he wanted a grown-up’s asshole and just assumed that I would be it because he knows I’m gay and have a smaller dick than his, which he saw that day we were changing clothes in the locker room.
He freaked out. I assured him I haven’t done anything, nor that I have encouraged him to do anything. I told him he came up to me a few months ago to tell me this because he liked it when he fucked a couple of boys and he was afraid that would make him gay, that I just told him that it was ok to experiment, but being gay was more like how you felt about another guy and less of how you get to release your sexual tension. He freaked out harder, told me I was grooming him into being gay… He got angry. But the good news is that he is a good listener and respects me quite a bit.
I told him I wasn’t grooming him. That we only talked about it that one time and I didn’t endorse anything because I knew how he felt about having a gay son, I just didn’t want him to feel guilty for what could have been just a phase. And that I wouldn’t have told him anything about it if the kid hadn’t started that whole “I wanna fuck your grown-up’s ass” nonsense. Because just as he started fucking boys his age on his own… He would just naturally engage into this other desire as well and there’s pretty much nothing we can do about it. At least now he can have an honest conversation about it with him. Because sure as hell I’m not gonna be the one who’s gonna let him do that… But it won’t stop him from getting what he wants with someone else and THAT’S what I think it’s problematic and potentially harmful to him.
Sam… He was PISSED. But I could see he was somewhat relieved that I told him. He just kept asking “but why he’s fucking boys? Why does he want to fuck you?”… And I had to remind him that, for some people, sex isn’t about sex, it’s a power statement. That he probably got a taste of this power and wanted more. That I don’t know how the option to fuck boys crossed his path, what the first opportunity was, but he probably realized that with boys he wouldn’t have to go through as much drama as he is supposed to go through with girls… And that it maybe got him a little bit drunk with that power and now he wants to see how far he can go with it. But I think he’s getting to a point where he might be reaching for something bigger than he can handle on his own, because the stakes are way higher. And that he, as an alpha male, his alpha father, should know about this and have a chat with him… From alpha to alpha. To fully understand where all of this comes from and try to redirect the boy to a path that won’t cause him any damages.
I honestly thought there was gonna be a fight between us at some point during this conversation. I’m glad I took your advice to get him to realize he’s an alpha himself BEFORE I brought up what his son’s been up to. It cushioned the blow SIGNIFICANTLY. Thank you for that!
He just said he needed some time to soak in all of this and that he is going to have a serious talk with him. But I made him promise he wouldn’t beat him, make him feel bad, punish him or whatever. He said he wouldn’t, but he needed some time to get his head around it before he decides to do anything. And asked me to buy him some time and that I don’t let his son go after that anywhere.
And that’s basically everything that happened last night. It could have been a lot worse. I have NO CLUE of what might happen next, but at least I feel like they’re really gonna have a SAFE talk. I feel 1000 pounds lighter…
WHEW!
That conversation with Alpha Vinicius was rocky and nerve-wracking, and it went farther than I expected (like even touching the subject of his son Alpha Marcos), but in the end Alpha Vinicius seemed determined to understand his son’s perspective. That’s a GOOD THING, dear readers!
Felipe and I conspired to find material here at Hierarchy University to give to Alpha Vinicius so he might more fully understand what’s happening with his son. We decided to give him the pinned post “Hierarchy – A Primer” as well as the thread on young straight Master Lucas. Then we waited …
Then this:
Quick update. I just ran into Vinicius at the gym. I asked if he had talked to his son, he said he did have a serious chat with him. But here’s the catch: when I asked how it went he said “you’re the one who kept saying “I’m an alpha, I’m an alpha”… It was an alpha conversation. It’s not of your business. If I need your input on this, I’ll ask.”
THAT is the right answer! It indicates that Alpha Vinicius is starting to understand that Alphas and faggots have different places in society, different purposes! This is a big leap forward for Alpha Vinicius!
Then Alpha Marcos did something unexpected:
Marcos called me yesterday in the afternoon asking if I could take him to the pool (you can’t access the pool unattended by an adult if you’re under 14 and it’s hot as HELL here in Rio) so I took him there. After a while he came to me and said “I know you talked to dad about all of that. Sorry to have talked to you like that. But thanks for telling him. I needed to have this chat with my Dad but I was afraid to start it”
He didn’t tell me how the chat went but I thought it was very sweet that he thanked me, though. And by the way he said it, it looks like it was an honest/safe conversation.
What a relief! I was worried that young Alpha Marcos might’ve been upset or rattled by what had happened with his Alpha father, but, true to Alpha form, nothing seems to bother him!
A NEW REVELATION!
Then something VERY weird happened:
We have a small update. I ran into Vinicius just now. I asked why he wasn’t answering me, if he was upset or something. He said he wasn’t, but just needed to set clear some stuff. He asked me if Marcos apologized to me, I said he did. And he told me that the boy came clean to him on how this fucking boys stuff started. It turns out an older boy (a 16yo from this apartment complex we live) was talking about sex with him and told him he (the 16yo) likes to use boys when he needs a quick hole and said that Marcos should try it. My friend knows this boy’s dad and confronted him about it. The thing is: the dad of this 16yo guy (I don’t know who he is, neither who this father is) was the one that stimulated his son to do that, because the father also uses fags on the side when his wife won’t put out. (Sidenote: must find out who is this guy lol)
Vinicius didn’t seem angry, but a little startled up still… I have no further details on how his chat with that other, presumably alpha, father went. He changed subject when I asked about it.
WOW! THAT’S CRAZY!!!
As I’ve said too many times to count, straight Alphas all around the world own and use faggots. You think you know a straight Alpha, but you don’t know what he’s really doing in secret to get the service and worship he truly needs!
I can only imagine how Alpha Vinicius’s head must’ve been spinning when he found this out about this straight 16-year-old Alpha and his straight Alpha father living right there in the same apartment complex! I’m sure he must’ve been bewildered by it all! It’s a lot to take in all at once!
A HIERARCHICAL TRANSFORMATION!
At the outset of this mammoth post you’ll remember that our initial goal was to help Alpha Vinicius understand and accept that he’s Alpha, his son is Alpha, and that faggots really exist to be used by straight Alphas like them without it changing their sexuality at all.
That was a big goal, and it seemed impossible.
And then THIS happened two days ago!
Vinicius came to my apartment very early today (he woke me up with the doorbell, actually) with a bunch of soccer shirts from the team he’s a fan of. These shirts can’t go into the washing machine because of the patches and all… It ruins the shirts. They need to be hand washed. He just gave me 6 shirts and told me to wash them – his wife refuses to hand wash them and he hates to do it. Just like that. And then he left.
I’ve already washed everything and they’re drying now. They’ll be ready for him when he comes back from work.
YAY!!!
I’m so glad that Alpha Vinicius sees the truth of his place in Hierarchy, and that his old friend is really more accurately his personal faggot!
So what was the trigger that caused the change? We found out a day later when Alpha Vinicius returned to pick up his shirts!
He called me saying he was gonna stop by to pick up the shirts. When he arrived I had them already folded and stacked. He liked that I had them folded. I gave them to him like nothing had happened. He asked me if I wondered why he asked me that and I said “not really… You told me to do it and I did it”
He told me he actually had a more in depth talk with that other dad (again, he didn’t get into details) and that he read something on one of the articles about guys like me doing chores for men like him, and that that other alpha dad talked to him how he uses guys like me not only sexually. He kept saying “guys like you” all the time… Maybe because of our long history as friends he’s having a hard time calling me by what I am and sound disrespectful… I mean, we’re talking about a friendship of over 20 years.
It wasn’t a very long conversation. When we said goodbye I said “buy, buddy” and he said “you know… It’s weird for me, but it seems like it means something to you… So you can call me sir if you want to, but only when it’s just the 2 of us, not when there’s anybody around”, I said “yes, thank you sir” with a HUUUUGE smile on my face.
He gave me a little smirk and said “your place is a mess… You better get it tidied up” and then he left.
Alpha mentorship at work again!
CONCLUSION
So what do we learn from all of this?
Alphas develop young, and they need knowledgeable people who understand the truth of Hierarchy to guide them properly to greater use of their power.
A faggot can teach Hierarchy to Alphas, but it’s best when Alphas teach each other.
Straight Alphas can still be straight and make full use of faggots without it ever affecting their sexuality.
Only by being honest with ourselves and others about our true needs can we ever find fulfillment.
I’ve been involved with a lot of “live” situations like this one, but few have thrilled me more. My brother Felipe showed great integrity and courage while trying to be tactfully helpful in navigating this delicate situation. I’m endlessly proud of him.
THIS is why straight Alphas should own a good faggot. That good faggot is like a faithful, loyal guard dog, always seeking its Owner’s pleasure, happiness, and protection!