The following post is part of a thread following the continuing service of a faggot named James who has been serving a young straight Alpha for TEN YEARS. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I’m not going to sugarcoat it. Being the faggot of a straight Alpha is really difficult. Even under the best circumstances (and I’ve enjoyed some of the best circumstances), the straight Alpha will very likely fall in love with a woman and dismiss the fag. This of course leads to emotional devastation that many fags use random sex to ease. I can’t tell you how many nights I’ve spent crying after such dismissals, the ache inside me so palpable that I felt like I was losing myself.
Now, I did not do myself any favors during my earliest days of serving as a live-in faggot of a straight Alpha. Whenever he would bring home a female, I would get insanely jealous. I would sometimes pout, or devolve into hysterical crying. For instance, right before Master Roger dismissed me he started dating his future wife and as I was protesting this I blurted out “what about me?” and Master Roger looked at me and coldly said, “what about you?” I still feel the sting of that reply even today.
It was the first in a series of lessons I had to learn about my true place in the world and the lives of straight Alphas. Ultimately, a faggot is just a convenient slave that satisfies certain needs, not something a straight Alpha wants to build a life around. A straight Alpha eventually wants to have the wife and family, a situation that doesn’t usually require the services of a faggot.
But I’m telling you all this, not to dissuade anyone from serving straight Alphas, but to warn all faggots against allowing JEALOUSY to destroy those opportunities to serve them.
My brother James has been serving his straight Alpha for ten remarkable years, which might be close to a record. But now that dreaded jealousy is starting to rear its ugly head:
Sam;
James the Straight Man’s faggot here again …. As you may recall, I’ve been the same straight guy’s faggot for over ten years …. During that time, the Alpha male I serve has had a total of three girlfriends that I am aware of …. Although I’ve seen evidence of their existence, he has always made it a point that I never see them in person, or interact in any way with any of his women …. His reasoning has always been obvious to me since the reason for the existence of a faggot in his life has been to perform types of sexual service that is lacking in his straight relationships …. I’ve never experienced any adverse feelings up until now in that I fully understand my place as a man’s faggot …. However, recently something has occurred two times now that has evoked a powerful inner feeling of what may be a kind of jealousy within me …. The last two times he called upon me to come to his apartment for the purpose of providing my throat for his sexual release, he placed extremely tight time constraints on me as far as when I need to arrive and when I must leave so as not to be anywhere around when his woman is expected to come home …. Although I fully realize my actual place in this scenario, I’ve been experiencing a form of what feels like jealousy of a woman …. While I’ve served as a relief valve for his manly needs for over a decade, she has only been his sexual partner for a few months …. I understand full well my purpose as a faggot and that this jealousy of his woman is ludicrous on my part ….. But I must ask if perhaps this situation might not be unique …. Have other faggots serving straight Alphas experienced and verbalized this type of feeling to you in the past ? …And how would you deal with it ?
(I left the ellipses as written, but it’s just too weird looking to not comment on. Do people really use an ellipse instead of a period these days??)
My first comment to James about the “uniqueness” of his situation is this: the situation itself (a faggot serving a straight Alpha for over ten years) is definitely unique, but jealousy is definitely not. Everyone feels jealousy to some degree, even straight Alphas with the world at their feet.
As for how to deal with it, I had to learn the hard way that jealousy only robs you of the happiness and fulfillment of serving these great Alphas. So how do you stop (or at least quiet) that jealousy? For faggots, it’s important to remain humble. Jealousy is borne from a type of arrogance or self-importance. At the root of it is the “reasoning” of “I DESERVE THAT TREATMENT RATHER THAN THE OTHER PERSON” that develops in the “slighted” person.
But here’s the problem with that thinking: faggots DON’T DESERVE ANYTHING.
Every act of service and every day we are allowed to serve an Alpha (especially a straight Alpha) is a GIFT, not a RIGHT. To straight Alphas in particular, faggots are two holes to unload in, an ATM that dispenses money on command, or a domestic robot that kisses feet. It’s important to keep that in mind every single day you are blessed to serve a straight Alpha.
It’s also important to simply focus on the act of service itself and cherish it as the gift it is, whether that’s swallowing their cocks or doing the laundry or licking the toilet clean with your tongue. Focus keeps your eyes where they belong: on service.
Think about it this way: a tightrope walker must keep his eyes focused on the immediate horizon to be successful. When doing that, he enters a kind of hypnotic state in which the body can perform automatically without thought. But what happens when the tightrope walker looks down, looks up, or looks around?
DISASTER!
My brother James is looking around rather than focusing on the horizon. He’s starting to notice the preferential treatment of his Master’s females, noticing the way he’s being shunted aside for the sake of pussy. He’s tallying up his years of faithful service, and becoming frustrated that they don’t seem to count.
But I’m telling you that jealousy is a fast, one-way ticket to dismissal by a straight Alpha. A faggot has no leverage in that situation, so what is jealousy going to do except make the straight Alpha reassess whether the faggot’s service is worth the headache.
I assure you, his final answer will be NO.
So all faggots out there, I implore you: refocus your mind, concentrate on service, and be grateful every day that you are gifted an opportunity to be of service to our greatest Men! It’s probably not forever, but fond memories will be forever if you remain submissive and jealousy-free!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the conversion and ownership of former Master Bruno into a faggot by powerful Master Juan. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Straight Alphas like Master Juan who start owning and using faggots inherit another nagging problem: WOMEN.
In general, women are highly insecure and overly-sensitive. They actively look for things to upset balance and tranquility. Add to that the rebelliousness and selfishness of the modern Western female, and you have a toxic powder keg always set to explode.
So Alphas don’t need to put up with females and their attitude problems, of course. There are always other willing vaginas for them. But once a straight Alpha discovers faggots, the game becomes almost like four-dimensional chess, and the Alpha has total board advantage.
Master Juan has even more advantage than most other Alphas because he’s a God Alpha. His choices are neverending.
However, that doesn’t mean he’s impervious to frustrations and irritations. Notice what he recently wrote to me:
Hey Sam, This is Juan, Bruno’s owner from Spain, Lorenzo’s and Jose’s brother. I miss you, boy. We haven’t talked in a while. After spending a month with Lorenzo and Jose, I’m back in Spain, back to work, and back to dump load after load inside of Bruno. We talked a lot about you on our group chat last night and about Jose’s big day on Aug 24. He’s quite excited. But I came here to address a totally different topic that is very relevant in my personal life.
I’ve been following the thread of Andre, Angela, and Alberto because their story resonates a lot with me. It seems that, just like me, Andre has a loyal faggot but eventually wants to have a wife too. But I admit that I was shocked and disappointed with Angela’s attitude. Unbelievable. Alberto saved not only his man, but also an innocent child that would come to the world for the wrong reasons. I had a similar situation with my ex-girlfriend who demanded me to expell Bruno from my house. Of course, she was the one to leave my life.
What’s wrong with these women? I think faggots understand the female mind better, so I’ll let you, the best faggot I’ve ever met, try to answer this one. As I grow older, I’m starting to consider insemination to have a kid with my DNA and raise him with Bruno, turning him into my fag wife. But I still hope to find a reasonable wife who will understand the importance of my fag in my life.
I literally have dozens of women willing to be my partners, but they’re all very jealous and would never accept Bruno. Do you know many cases of straight or bisexual Alphas with wives who accept their fags? What are your thoughts on this issue?
It honestly hurts me to hear a great Alpha like Master Juan tell me about his desire to have a wife and kids to share his home along with his faggot Bruno. It’s a simple dream, one that any female with a semblance of brain tissue should want.
Alas, such situations are just dreams right now. The jealousy and cattiness of females will likely always keep Master Juan’s hoped-for life out of reach. The only one who seemed to mingle both successfully was Master Jace (“California Alpha” on FWA), but even then he mostly just banged females while his fags served him. Master Chad fucks a lot of women, too, but in the end he doesn’t keep the holes, just the sons they produce from his seed.
If I could make one personal belief statement, it’s this: women instinctively know that they cannot compete with a faggot. A faggot gives a Man literally everything he could possibly want except for one thing: kids. Faggots don’t make bargains with their Alpha in exchange for service like females do. We simply give our Alphas our body, mind, heart, and strength entirely for their pleasure without any thought of reciprocation. No modern female will ever come close.
Frankly, I think Master Juan has already solved the issue well with his suggestion of a surrogate. My brother Bruno would make an excellent caretaker for Master Juan’s progeny. In fact, I’m sure Bruno would look at that assignment as a sacred duty. I know I would!
I think about the straight Alphas who owned me and dismissed me when they fell in love with a female. Almost all of them that I still track have suffered divorces. They could’ve avoided those troubles if they’d been stronger and more confident about owning me.
I want straight Alphas like Master Juan to have the endless bounty of a totally fulfilled life of worship and service. With his great power and insight, I have no doubt he can create his own unparalleled reality!