Hi Sam, so recently I reconnected with my ex brother-in-law Kendall and when my friends and his friends left, we were talking getting drunk and he said you said you missed me right and I said yeah I did a lot
Said I missed you too, and he got up, walked around, grabbed a hold of my chin and kissed me and without him realizing it, I said undo his pants and I pulled out his wonderfully beautiful 8 1/2 inches just just a smooth and beautiful as I remember and just as hard I made love to his cock he fucked my throat a lot. I worshipped his balls. I truly became the faggots you think that we all should be, and just as he was about to nut
he pulled his dick out of my throat and said you really want my load you little faggot I got on my back push down my pants and he said I want you facing the Back of the couch
When he entered my ass, I was using all the muscle controls. I was using before each time he pulled back. I tried to suck him back in, and then he went to town and he bit down on my neck, grabbed my dick and gave me a Reach around end I know it’s gonna sound weird, but I truly believe that we came at the same time
But now here comes the problem. I truly fell in love with him and now I don’t know how to tell him considering he’s now married to another woman who I adoringly call my sister. What do I do?
Thank you for the question, brother!
I’m sure this situation with your brother-in-law took you by surprise, but I think you handled it very well. One can never predict the sudden storms of straight Alpha desire or how/when they will arrive. One can only be flexible, yielding, and discreet when they do.
I understand how you feel about Kendall, but you need to understand that he’s highly unlikely to return such intense feelings. I’m sure he wants to keep the family together and keep his own situation with your sister. He’s probably wanting you to be his personal faggot on the side.
Now that might not be as appealing as having a love affair with him. However, look at it this way: the only way that happens is if you tear your family apart by stealing Kendall away from your sister. Even if that were to happen, it’ll likely only lead to a negative outcome.
It’s better to focus your mind on the real opportunity in front of you: to serve as Kendall’s personal side faggot and cumdump. There are plenty of real benefits to that kind of situation. Just remember that your purpose is to PLEASE ALPHAS FIRST. Kendall wants/needs this outlet, and he’s chosen you. Embrace that, and be content.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the development of a 57-year-old married gay Alpha who is recovering his Alphahood after many years of latency. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!
This site has been a labor of love for me for ten years. It’s not just a porn site (although it has a lot of the best porn!), and it’s not just a site that deals with fetishes (it’s covered them all!). It’s my attempt to create a deep, meaningful, and honest exploration of something that affects every male (and consequently every human) on the planet: HIERARCHY.
It hasn’t been easy. The site itself has come under attack multiple times by both hackers and by people falsely accusing me of lying. I’ve been cancelled more times than I can even attempt to count. But the site remains thriving to this day because I’m a stubborn and resilient faggot, and also because the site has achieved some remarkable, difference-making discoveries.
One of the most vital discoveries – one I’m most proud of – is something I called “Alpha latency”. It’s a (now proven) explanation for what happens to some Alphas (typically from childhood trauma) who fail to embrace their natural Alpha gifts and instead take a more submissive position in life. When I first encountered it in a straight Alpha, I was baffled. But my subsequent cure of his latency and the complete turnaround he immediately experienced set me on a course to document many cases of this most frustrating phenomena. Since then, I’ve helped a lot of Alphas understand, face, and overcome this barrier to great power and glory.
The hardest cases of Alpha latency involve gay Alphas. I have theories on this, but mostly I do think that gay Alphas have extra layers of pressure (beyond possible child abuse) to conform to society expectations of Men, as well as the gay agenda of equality. All of these elements confuse young, developing Alphas and misdirect them into a life inferior to what they were born into.
The latest case of Alpha latency is a 57-year-old married gay Alpha named Nick. I’m going to present his case here as it was presented to me, then I’ll discuss further after.
I’ve been reading your stuff on Alpha Latency and Alpha Ascension. I didn’t change teams until 25 so I’m a late bloomer. For 30 years I considered myself Beta Dom per your chart. But I now think I’m ascending to bottom rung of alpha hood as a latent alpha.
But I am really conflicted because if you read Fagmaster’s Ultra Faggot he lists categories for: The Cocksucker, Cumjunkie, and Glory Hole Whore. I call myself a Top who loves to suck dick and swallow cum. Don’t like anal, just oral. But otherwise I would call myself Alpha.
So I’m conflicted because those 3 behaviors around sucking dick are squarely in the faggot zone.
I am 6-4, 205 lbs, 57, good looking silver Daddy, but just normal body, not muscle builder. I was fat most of my life so never had positive body image. Recently lost a lot of weight on Wegovy so I now have normal BMI and hot silver Daddy looks. I never learned what it felt like to be hot and have guys hit on you, because it never happened. I think these insecurities held me down my whole life
I have success is my own business and friends joke that I always seen to fail “Up” which are Alpha traits. I am very smart. I recently started having faggots over to my house and use them, fucking both holes viciously, with the rut, and cunting. And frequent the bathhouse to fuck random holes. All alpha traits. I have ED at my age so I have to use Trimix but it gives me a rock hard dick for 4 hours which is perfect for the bathhouse. I’m about 6.75 inches. My husband says I have a nice dick and he married that dick (an owned faggot trait btw see below). I am confident now walking around with the towel around my waist with not a fat belly anymore and boner tent in the towel asticking out. (I used to be shy & introvert). The bottoms grab my cock tent when I walk by and beg to be fucked. This is alpha trait.
When I was a teen I had dorks from the neighborhood try to befriend me out of the blue which I didn’t understand at the time. Another alpha trait. I would call myself a protector alpha.
I was never athletic; sucked at soccer in 3rd grade and never tried any other sports. This lack of athletic soccer skill instilled a profound lack of physical confidence in me and insecurity my whole life, plus I was fat. Never wanted to compete with other Men. No sports. No gym or muscle building.
Only recently do I think I’m seeing Alpha latency in myself after reading your material, Sam. (Ty!)
I bottom for my beta husband once per quarter as a marital courtesy. And I’ve been practicing many of the Alpha ownership techniques that Fagmaster talks about in Alpha-Beta to help my beta husband self actualize as a total slut. E.g. He’s taken 1100+ dicks and 325+ loads YTD. A true cock slut that Fagmaster talks about. He’s a Flight attendant who gets dick and loads on every layover. Bathhouse 2-3x per week. Cruising park. Apps. I love to suck the cum out of his cummy hole, and the fuck it and churn the other guys’ cum. My husband will go out and bring me back a cummy hole since he knows I love it so much (and of course he gets fucked and used in the process: win-win)
My husband is under me on the hierarchy but I wouldn’t call him faggot. He’s Beta-Dom. Since starting T replacement therapy 3 years ago, I’ve seen his behavior change where he now tops 50% of the time, but he is still a total bottom sling slut taking all cocks and all loads. I’m about to setup his first motel cumdump event. He’s ready for it and wants to do it.
Have you met any people like me that exhibit attributes of both Alpha and fag? I supposed humans are complicated creatures and don’t fit nearly in a rigid box. I took your test “Am I a Faggot” and the score said “No”. But my intellectual brain has dissonance on how can I be alpha when I love sucking cock and swallowing cum (and felching cum out of my husband’s hole) in which are squarely faggot traits?
Or my husband has all the faggot characteristics that Fagmaster describes in Ultra Faggot, yet he tops about 50% of the time and deposits his load into the bottom. Which is another contradiction.
Sam you really provide a great public service and I’m happy to see you’re back and monetizing your passion. I would really welcome your thoughts on classifying me and my husband.
Here was my response to Alpha Nick’s myriad questions:
Sir,
Thank you very much for writing to me in great detail about your situation! I love learning about these sometimes complex hierarchical situations, especially ones like yours that are complicated by years of gay counter-programming, frequent role changing, and suppressive forces that confuse so many.
I’m going to try and hit what I feel are the main points of your letter. Please forgive me if I miss something you feel is important. I really want to cover it thoroughly.
First of all, my current chart does not have “objects” listed separately. That was an old and discarded diagram. I only ever had “object” separated that way because I kept getting push-back from faggots who want to be known as “objects”, I thought (and still think) that such a thing is merely a fetish, and unrealistic for long-term functioning. So I finally discarded it and went with my gut. A faggot is generally equal to other faggots, regardless of function. However, I did publish my faggot hierarchy (HERE) in which I gave a rough outline of how I think faggot hierarchy works, but I don’t apply it stringently.
I certainly don’t (nor ever did) fully agree with FagMaster on a variety of issues related to Hierarchy. He was more concerned with the fetish aspects of it, treating hierarchy as a kink rather than a unifying theory of Male behavior as I do. In my conversations with him, I could never get a satisfactory answer about whether or not he actually ever owned or used faggots. His writings on the subject were impressive, though, especially if he made it all up in his imagination. But we will never know, because as you said FagMaster has disappeared.
As you mention, one huge difference between FagMaster and myself is hierarchical classification. I felt FagMaster’s take was lazy and unfair to the many betas out there who would never submit to a male, and his view never properly addressed the actual mechanisms always happening between Men. Mine, on the other hand, has been sharpened like a surgical instrument at this point, so much so that I regularly use it to predict outcomes of ongoing situations.
My hierarchy pyramid has received multiple revisions since I started in 2015. My proudest moment was the revelation that came to me while in prison, when insights I gathered inside helped me see the true nature of Alpha hierarchy. I was close to correct before prison, but one newly-added element – the “God Alpha” – connected the dots.
Given the examples even in your distant past, it’s very clear you were always Alpha, Sir. The deference you received from inferiors, the natural submission offered to you from both the general population and lovers clearly indicate that other people always saw what you are. It’s a shame you didn’t recognize this earlier, because you might’ve been inspired to shape your body into a reflection of the natural alphahood you possessed since birth.
Therein lies the issue. I think gay Alphas have many more problems with Alpha latency than straight Alphas do (although I’ve helped many straight Alphas as well). Unlike straight Alphas, gay Alphas have the typical issues that sometimes cause latency (including childhood abuse), but they also have the suffocating stigma of being a GAY MALE. Society views gay males as “lesser Men” regardless of their masculinity or perceived Alphahood, and this can serve to push gay Alphas into latency because internally they feel inferior to straight Men or “disappointing” to others in general.
Just hearing your story gives me confidence to say that your latency springs from at least some of that stigma, which led to body issues and a lifetime of suppressed Alphahood.
I have a few suggestions, Sir. I’m curious about your thoughts on them.
First of all, I think you should entirely stop being topped by your husband as a “courtesy” fuck. Your husband needs to more fully embrace his place your faggot (or something closer to that). It’s time for you to understand that Alphas generally don’t get fucked by other Men, but especially by someone who is absolutely lower hierarchically. It may sound silly, but I promise you that imbalances grow and cause issues if not cut off and corrected.
As for your apparent desire to suck dick, it might be a residual effect of being a gay Man who spent most of an entire life trying to be an average gay Man. However, as is becoming more and more evident, you are NOT an average gay Man. You are a gay Alpha. I do think the more you are served and worshiped (and as you lean more into that truth), sucking dick and licking strange male cum from your bottom husband’s ass will become much less appealing. It might be a hard habit to break, but I think it will just drop off like a gangrenous body part. Just embrace your Alphahood and leave behind the vestiges of latent behavior that have held you back for far too long!
I will say that I’ve never dealt with Alphas who exhibit the traits of both Alpha and fag for very long. Once latent Alphas truly embrace the truth of their situation, they usually let go of those fag characteristics, primarily because those fag acts remind them of a time when they were confused about their purpose. The joy of finally understanding their latency and becoming free to use their great power proves to be much more intoxicating than submitting to another Man.
You have a journey ahead of you, Sir. Given your circumstances, it might be a harder road than other latent Alphas I’ve encountered. But if you embrace your truth and start making more decisions to benefit yourself, I have no doubt you’ll get to be exactly where you’re meant to be, Sir!
I hope to hear back about your progress!
You can kind of see how so many years of experimentation and role swapping – things quite common and encouraged among ordinary gay couples – have warped both Alpha Nick and his husband away from their innate purposes. There’s nothing wrong with that as long as they’re happy, of course, but that’s the point: Alpha Nick isn’t happy. He senses the power just beyond the wall. He needs to learn to dismiss the old tropes of his once-ordinary life and embrace the magnificent glory he was born to have!
I hope he can do it. Fifty-seven years is a long time to be buried, and it’s easy to get comfortable in a life that is generally working well.
But what could that life become? Only Alpha Nick can find that out!
Hi Sam. I am 38 years old and openly gay all my adult life. I got married to my husband 20 years ago and we adopted a child. I did all the “American dream” things. Married, career, home, children etc. etc. while I am openly gay, I have suppressed my faggot nature. A few years ago I told my husband I needed to submit and worship Alphas. My husband’s NOT an Alpha so he gave me permission to serve others and I have done so very well for 3 years now. My problem is, I have to give most of my time to my family and career and I’ve struggled to find an alpha that doesn’t want ALL of me all the time. So my question is, can I be a faggot even though most of my time is spent in service to my family and career? Or should I accept that I can’t serve enough and retire my faggothood?
Thank you for the question, brother!
First of all, congratulations on the relationship and family! Most faggots (like me) remain free of long-term romantic relationships and raising children, so it’s nice that you have that.
I think it’s telling that, despite having that comfortable family life, your heart is still needing to serve Alphas. Here’s what it tells us: faggots are BORN TO SERVE. It’s not a choice, it’s not a kink, it’s not a mental illness. We are simply born into that function.
So when you ask “Can I still be a faggot if the majority of my time is spent with my family?”, it’s sort of misdirection. You will ALWAYS be a faggot regardless of what you’re doing in life. And you will ALWAYS have a need to serve.
Now, you might be classed as a non-functioning or low-functioning faggot given your circumstances, and there’s nothing wrong with that. This is your life today, and you have important responsibilities to care for. I’m in a similar boat with you right now, so I feel your frustration.
Your desire to serve is admirable, brother, and I respect you completely. Your willingness to reach out and TRY is better than many faggots who never try at all. You deserve praise, not judgement. Live the best life you can, brother!
The following post is part of a thread following the submission of a Portuguese faggot named Fernando who has submitted and is serving the straight Alpha husband of his sister! CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Ever since I first heard about the extraordinary-yet-secret triangle that had formed between Portuguese faggot Fernando, his sister, and her straight Alpha husband Master Pedro, I knew there was no way Master Pedro was going to stop at only using Fernando as an extra hole to fuck. How did I know that? Because I know Alphas, and they always want a wide variety of options.
It had been a little while since I’d heard from Fernando, and I started to get worried that something had happened. Then Fernando appeared in my inbox and told me this:
Hi Sam!
This is Fernando from Portugal, how are you?
Everything is going well here, I’ve been serving Pedro twice a week every week, as his loyal and useful cumdump and cocksucker. I think I’ve been doing a good job, as he always comes back hungrier and hungrier for my hole. But I’d like to ask your opinion about what he told me a few days ago. When he finished and was getting ready to go back home to my sister, he confessed that he is having an affair with the priest of his church. I know it sounds unbelievable but apparently my ass is not enough and he’s also fucking the priest. He’s young and quite sexy, does not sound or look like a fag at all, but he has been serving Pedro at least once a month. Anyone who knows the church well knows that there are many gay people in the closet there, but the priest grew up with my sister and celebrated her wedding, this is too much for me…
I feel that I should tell him to stop because he’s getting more and more involved to risky affairs that my sister might find out. At the same time, I don’t think it’s my role as his fuck toy to tell him what not to do.
I wanna clarify that I am not jealous at all, I understand that I am not his boyfriend and that’s totally fine for me. But our agreement was that I would be the relief he needs while he takes care of my sister, but once I showed him the Alpha he is I think he wants to explore more and more holes.
I don’t know if I am being stupid, brother… but I am just worried about my lovely sister. What would you do in my place? Stop serving Pedro? Tell him to fuck only me and nobody else? Tell all the truth to my sister?
Thank you, brother. I look forward to hearing from you.
Hardly surprising.
You see, once a straight Alpha realizes two truths about Hierarchy: (1) that fucking a faggot doesn’t turn them gay, and (2) fucking a faggot makes them more powerful … well, straight Alphas always want more of that.
Fucking a fag priest is extra bold, I suppose, but it makes sense strategically. Master Pedro knows Fernando will keep his mouth shut, and he also knows the priest ain’t talking, either. I commend Master Pedro for flexing his Alpha privilege and power to capture another faggot for his stable. It’s exactly what he should be doing.
What should NOT be happening is Fernando entertaining these thoughts of vengeance and jealous retribution.
This is directly for Fernando:
My brother, you’ve been doing so well. You’ve been serving Master Pedro so faithfully and providing him the outlet to express the vast power within him. He recognizes that, and he values you.
But all of the options you mentioned in your letter are going to cause complete ruin. Can’t you see that? Can’t you see the terribly jealous emotions within you that are driving you to these options?
If you stop serving Master Pedro, do you think he’s going to stop using other faggots? NOPE! So who loses? YOU!
If you tell him he must only fuck you, will he listen? NOPE! So who will lose? YOU!
If you tell your sister the truth, will anybody benefit? NOOOOO! It will destroy countless lives, especially YOURS!
Look, this is the deal I warned you about in the beginning when you first came to me about this. Straight Alphas who start owning/using faggots can be tricky to handle because they are compartmentalizing everything in their lives. Men are good at that, and it’s one of the secrets they use to rule over others.
You are part of Master Pedro’s growing Kingdom. An important part, given that you were his first faggot. But you are still just a faggot. You don’t have the right to tell Master Pedro what he should or shouldn’t do.
If you don’t feel comfortable serving him anymore for legitimate reasons (like you have too much of a guilty conscience), then stop and keep your mouth shut. Master Pedro will have no problem replacing you in his stable now that he knows this truth.
But destroying a bunch of lives simply because you want to be his one and only faggot is jealous delusion, brother. Remember, he loves your sister and is married to HER, so you’ll always be in second place AT BEST. This is the reality of your situation, and I think you need to face it honestly right now before you do something really stupid that ruins lives (including your own).
Listen to my words, brother. I’m not kidding. I’ve made mistakes like this, and what resulted broke my heart. Don’t travel down that same road of jealousy and bitterness, especially when I’m at the start of it warning you to change course!
Just put your head down and serve. You’re still Master Pedro’s prized faggot. Be content for now, and savor this time you have in service!
I came across your website, Hierarchy University, and it was a wonderful discovery. Thank you. It helped me understand a little more about human nature, or at least about my own.
I am a submissive. I don’t know if I’m a “faggot” or a “beta” in your hierarchy. I have certainly always been attracted, and now I understand it better, to Alpha men who did as they pleased. These relationships were ruined by the fact that I wasn’t always willing to accept the “natural rules” you explained so well and which are made evident by the many testimonies you share.
I always thought these were sick relationships that I was getting into, and only now do I understand that what I was truly looking for was a master to serve and perhaps to adore, a true AlphaGod male. Maybe I’ll write to you later and tell you more.
Right now I have a relationship with an alpha male who governs my life a bit, and whom I serve with dedication and respect. He lives at his house with his wife, and I live at my house, but it’s as if he lives with me. In fact, I have precise rules to follow: in the morning before going to work, I have to tidy up the whole house and the bathroom, in case he decides to come over. Sometimes he comes with other guys, and he likes to find the house in order. I finish work at 5 PM, then I have two free hours, but at 7:15 PM I have to be home in case he decides to come to my place. Evidently I can also go out some evenings, but I have to ask him for permission at least one day in advance. Asking for his permission and having to wait to make a commitment for an evening is embarrassing and exciting at the same time.
My parents, who don’t know about the type of relationship I have with him, will be visiting in the next few days. Before reading your website, I would have kept my relationship with him a secret, begging him to grant me two days of suspension. But now that I better understand that I am part of a higher order, I would like to introduce him to my parents, and I would also like it to be clear to them that I submit to him and that I am happy to do so.
But I wouldn’t want to cause pain to my parents or ask him to pretend about our relationship. How should I behave?
Thanks for the question, brother!
You have a very unusual situation with this Master. I’m not sure I understand what is going on between the two of you … is he coming over for sex with you, or to have a place to hang out, or what? What happens when he brings his friends over? Do they all fuck you, or do you serve them like a waiter-fag? Some of that is confusing.
Also, is your Master even interested or willing to come meet your parents and be openly identified as your Master? I mean, he is married after all. Is this something he’s already agreed to?
Also – do your parents know you’re gay? If not, I’d start there, and leave the faggot stuff out of it. The gay part could be enough of an issue by itself; the Master/faggot stuff is probably way beyond their understanding or acceptance.
I know you’re excited after learning the truth about your life and purpose, but you want to be as surgical and careful as possible with how you present it to others. In my opinion, the less parents know, the better things go.
I’m Timothy, and I have a question about how to move forward.
I’m 24 years old, European, and for a long time, I considered myself a versatile bisexual guy, although I dated other guys. I’ve been in relationships, so I wasn’t hooking up, but all the time, I’ve been extremely horny. I always knew I had a lot of stamina and a willingness to dominate, but some of it surfaced just recently.
A few months ago, after a very short time being together, I married the love of my life (also because of some documentation needs). It was a spontaneous decision, but we knew we were made for each other. Up to that point, we mainly had oral sex, and I’d always put him to cocksucking, never the other way. So when we finally married, we said ok to anal sex without protection, since we tested neg for STDs (I don’t want to potentially expose my boy). And so I fucked him, and he loved it a lot. I can go for hours, and he enjoys it. I throatfuck him and put it in from the back, and he always cums ropes.
Since at the beginning of the relationship we said we’re both verse, I didn’t mind him trying to fuck me. But when we actually try, he always gets soft. He comes up with some excuse about the lube making it not work, but I feel it’s bullshit. I also realised that I don’t want to be fucked by him but just want to breed his hole, and maybe not just his. I am just so buzzed with energy; I feel like I want to dominate and dominate hard. My husband, let’s call him Fel, seems to just be a perfect bottom, or perhaps a fag; he just doesn’t know it or doesn’t want to admit it yet.
I wonder, what can I do to see how he feels about it? How can I possibly become the alpha that I know I am? Perhaps I felt limited by conventions and norms, but a few weeks ago, I came across this blog and X account previously, and I have been thinking about it. I was thinking maybe I should casually introduce him to a cage as a roleplay and see if it leads him to some more thinking.
I just know I would be a damn good alpha, but I also imagine things get complicated when there are feelings for a person. Is there any way to reach out to you for some chat and talk this more, bouncing email-style messages sometimes gets tricky hahaha.
I’d appreciate your advice! Thanks,
Tim
Master, thank you very much for writing to me!
First of all, congratulations on the marriage! It sounds like you’ve found someone with whom you are quite compatible, even more than you initially knew!
Let me get this out of the way, Master: there is no doubt you’re Alpha. You were born to be served, serviced, and worshiped.
Your husband is definitely your faggot. Now, that doesn’t diminish or demean him in any way; that’s simply his purpose. It’s okay to call your marriage mate “faggot” and use him as such because that is simply the reason he was born.
You can tell the truth of this by two things you wrote above. Firstly, the fact that you feel “buzzed all the time” tells me you’re swelling with power. Your dominance is growing.
Then you also mention how your faggot couldn’t get hard when trying to enter you. That’s because he’s not born to fuck anyone; it’s unnatural and frankly a source of great anxiety for him.
So you are Alpha, and he’s your faggot. Master and servant.
To help him accept it, you might show him this response. You might also put him on his knees and do scent training with him while using call/response to get him to admit/accept that he is a faggot. Start calling him “good boy” or “good faggot” when he pleases you. Some faggots really struggle with embracing this truth about themselves, and require safety and warm encouragement from trusted sources like a spouse. But honestly, Fel will feel so much more complete once he does.
Your idea to put Fel in chastity is intriguing. Many Masters I know are probably reading this and demanding that I recommend it to you, Master, but I won’t go that far. I certainly think it’ll do wonders for him at some point (maybe even now), but I don’t want to overwhelm him.
But as for you, Master, you’re fully Alpha already and growing more powerful by the day. I can definitely see you bringing on a fag or two for additional worship and service. Why would you ever deny yourself what you deserve as a young King?
Master, I’m always available to talk via email at hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com.
I have a question but I feel like I need to have a thorough explanation of my background to get to it, so if you wouldn’t mind, I’ll tell my story here.
I’m a 54 year old man who is married to a woman for 25 years now. Seven years into my marriage I got curious about gay sex; I guess, that seven year itch was a real thing. Anyway, back then, all I knew of were the personal ads section of Craigslist under Men looking for Men.
I would read personal ads there and those were enough to get my fantasy going – these would be enough fodder for me to jerk off with and I’d be good for a while. A while changed drastically from a few weeks, to a few days, to a few hours. I ended up spending so much time on Craigslist that I knew most of the frequent posters already. Eventually, even the ads that I would find hot would progress (or regress) from just imagining some local guy in my area getting it on with another man to more kinkier stuff — like, those involving BDSM.
Eventually, one specially horny night, I ended up replying to an ad from a Dom Master who was looking for “students” for a “submission class” he was forming.
I was surprised when Sir reaponded. We corresponded for several weeks and Sir was disappointed there weren’t enough responders to his ad but he was happy to at least have me.
His domination over me took several more weeks online (think email, not apps) before Sir had me meet him at a motel.
I was told to wait for him naked and prostrated on the motel room floor, head against the carpet and told not to move.
It was a day of many firsts for me. I became a cocksucker that day, a piss swallower, and a cum bucket. Though, Sir left me an anal virgin still. And all this transpired while I was blindfolded. So, I haven’t even seen my Master’s face then.
It was only after a couple more in person sessions that I finally saw his face, it was when he took my ass pussy on my marital bed without my wife ever finding out.
My last session with him, he had me spend overnight and him and his friends used me several times in so many ways I hadn’t even imagined possible.
After having experienced nothing like it in my life, one would think I would have found my calling then and started a new life as a faggot. But that wasn’t the case, I soon found myself reeling in shame and guilt. I swore off all faggotry and even anything remotely gay. Though I wasn’t always successful, I was determined to stay straight for the rest of my life.
Now almost two decades later, I find myself back where I was. Instead of Craigslist, there are apps now. And just like before, I was just a voyeur to the chats and groups and porn, I slowly started chatting, then sending pics and vids of me here and there. Next thing you know, I am serving men again, albeit, all online only.
Thing is, I found a Dom who is local and he is naturally dominant and seems to understand my situation well. He wants us to meet, he wants to use me in person. He promises to use me as the faggot I was meant to be.
Part of me wants to meet him. But I am scared. I don’t know if I want to actually meet this Dom only to feel the same guilt afterwards. Also, I don’t know if I still have it in me to be the faggot that Sir deserves. After all, I am much older now. Is it like riding a bicycle? Will I again naturally know what to do and be able to do what Sir asks if me? Will I still be able to take what Sir plans to do to me?
He is open to discuss the situation and we have but I am still apprehensive. I don’t want to ruin the life my wife and I have built but also there’s this opportunity that I don’t often have. What advice can you give this closeted faggot?
Thank you
Thank you for the question!
I will say that being a faggot is just like riding a bike. You don’t forget what your purpose is or how you’ve been trained. It just takes re-engagement.
Your feelings of guilt are natural, especially for fags in your situation. And frankly, that’s probably healthy for you.
But what are you trying to protect at this point? You already risked your wife and marriage years ago.
I think the shame you’re feeling is the same shame that led you to marry a female in the first place. That shame is still making your decisions, unfortunately.
I have little confidence that you’re going to make a significant change in your life and actually experience the fulfillment of this purpose that has followed you throughout your life.
My recommendation is for you to put this away and forget it. Just live the rest of your life in the trajectory you’ve already charted for yourself. It’s simpler, and will cause you the least anxiety.
It is a fagot from France. It doesn’t know if it has really a question to ask, but would like to share a few things.
First of all, you won’t like it, but it is maried to a woman since 30 years and love her, but does not have sex with her anymore. Therefore being a fagot is not easy. Anyway it knows its place in the hierarchy probably since ever. It will always serve and submit to Alpha in any situation.
It doesn’t only serve Alpha, since there are a lot of Men, shy, Muslim, maried, old or whatever that need a mouth and sometimes an ass to empty their balls and it is happy to help.
It is really lucky to be owned by a wonderful Master since 6 months. Master likes to get a massage and it really improved a lot its skills. It is really proud to please its Master and still works to give better service.
Master is not really into giving pain, and it misses it but has no right to complain. Nevertheless it has been beaten on ass and balls recently because it did a big mistake and needed to be punished : it did play with its clit and of course it ended in cuming. Not real orgasm, hopefully, just a failed one. But Master was really angry and it was really ashamed.
Beating the slave was not the only punishment. The real one was to devoid the slave the right to serve Master in any other way than massage : it was stopped when trying to lick His feet, His ass or His balls. It was of course not allowed to suck Him or be fucked by Him. That’s a real punishment. Master said He’d better masturbate and use a tissue to clean His cock than use the slave. Of course Master is right.
It is really impressive to see how it is craving to serve and worship its Master. It is suppose to be born as a Male, but it is obviously not. It is not looking for any kind of sexual pleasure. Just try to serve. Does a fagot got pleasure when it licks feet or ass or cock? Of course not. But it can’t do anything to repress it from doing it. And is so sad when it is not allowed to do it.
It seems that is so easy for Alpha since fagot are so willing to serve They don’t even have to dominate. But the truth is that fagot will not submit and serve any Man the same way. It will always be helpful to empty balls. But it will only submit and worship Alpha as soon as they smell Them. There is not question. Just the urge to kneel.
Thanks a lot brother for your work here. It for sure helps a lot of fagot and some Alpha to better know what they are and be happy in finding their place in the hierarchy. And also thanks to be very clear about destroyer Alpha.
Thank you brother for sharing your experience! No matter what circumstances we have, we can still make ourselves useful to Alphas!
The following post is part of a thread detailing the awakening of a straight God Alpha named Kenzo by his lifelong faggot Kevin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
You may remember the previous post about Master Kenzo utterly cucking and enslaving a former straight so-called Alpha bully he once knew in high school by banging his wife and then forcing him to swallow his cock and cum. If you haven’t read that devastating account, I highly recommend that you catch up by CLICKING HERE, because here comes the even wilder PART TWO!
So when we last left this cuck, he was having any last shred of masculinity surgically removed through his throat by Master Kenzo’s Alpha cock. Master Kenzo got this supposed “Alpha” who used to pick on weaker people in high school to admit that he was Master Kenzo’s slave. And then he swallowed Master Kenzo’s load. Mission accomplished, right?
Um, no. You don’t know Master Kenzo if you think that’s far enough. You see, Master Kenzo is a God Alpha, and like most gods he has a pitiless wrath that scorches the earth and leaves nothing alive that resists his will. The suggestion that he has devastated an inferior male enough is almost a challenge that pushes Master Kenzo to show he has greater power than that.
And that’s exactly what he did with his new cuck faggot. Read on:
It’s time I completed the story of this first couple’s enslavement.
As I told you, when I came in the mouth of My former school mate, I saw his male pride slipping away. But not yet totally, not yet definitively, in truth. He put up more resistance to Me, for the last time, shortly afterwards.
A few days later, I was watching TV while he was massaging My feet, after I’d fucked his wife who was resting in their bed. I was telling him how I made her shout with ecstasy, how she said I was a better lover than he was. He was red with shame and despair. Then, suddenly, I asked him: “Tell Me, I hope by now you have renounced your desire to sire children, haven’t you? You’ve accepted it will never happen?” He was taken aback. I said calmly “I mean, come on! You are no longer a real man. You are even lucky I still allow you to fuck your wife, if you can still manage to do so. But you will never father a child. It’s a privilege I reserve for an Alpha like myself. The only children your wife will bear, the only children you will raise, will be from My seed.”
This time, he got angry. He really did. I had to subdue him by force, as I’d done in high school to punish him for bullying the weaker kids. At the end, when I finished beating him up, he was lying on the floor, his nose bloody, My foot solidly on his face pinned to the ground. I told him: “You will never disobey me again. Do you understand?” “Yes, yes, sorry, I beg your pardon…” he whimpered. I made him swear. He swore. Then I explained to him: “Good. Therefore, you will undergo a vasectomy. Let your downfall be final.” He weakly protested, begged for My mercy. “Please, no… Please don’t do it…” I answered: “Count yourself lucky I’m not forcing you into a penis removal! I’m merciful, I’m only sterilizing you.” Of course, in the following days, he complied.
This former minor Alpha male, who planned to perpetuate his genes, is now seeing his lineage end forever. Because I have decided so.
After that, he never truly resisted again. He only whined and moaned when I fucked his ass, then when I pissed on him. He has fully accepted his defeat.
And you know the best part? His wife is now pregnant with My child. In autumn, My first child out of wedlock will be born. My cuck slave will have the privilege of raising him or her, but of course I’ll make sure he does it with all the respect and care due to the fruit of My seed.
So that’s how I acquired My first heterosexual couple as slaves to My desires. Since then, I’ve acquired a second one. It was much easier: a couple of young, cute, enthusiastic fantasizers. They were looking for a threesome with a dominant male to spice up their relationship, and heard about Me from one of My slaves. They contacted Me to offer themselves to Me, begging Me to fuck her and dominate him. I agreed, of course, and it was great fun. They were really sweet. They worshipped my cock together, face to face, on their knees. It was like they were mouth kissing each other, but with my cock between them. This experience really brought them closer as a couple.
They loved it so much they came back for more! I agreed on one condition: that the guy get a vasectomy. They hesitated for a while. But they eventually submitted. From now on, I’ll make it a condition for any straight couple to have the privilege of worshipping Me together: sterilization of the beta male. Only I get to create life. If they’re lucky, they’ll have the huge honor of raising a child born of Me.
I have more to tell you, faggot. But that’s more than enough for now, I think. We’ll see later.
See what I mean? It wasn’t nearly enough for Master Kenzo to throat fuck the guy and feed him his load. Instead, Master Kenzo decided to take away the cuck fag’s procreative powers altogether and force him to raise His children! DEVASTATING! To top it off, Master Kenzo fucked his load into the cuck fag’s ass, taking away anything the cuck fag might hang onto as a “Man”. That part of the cuck fag’s life is completely gone forever.
I’m so excited to hear that Master Kenzo has impregnated the cuck fag’s wife! This is what Alphas do with their superior cocks and superior cum! They lay claim to human property through breeding and feeding these conquered ones. That way they are transformed genetically by it, inexorably enslaved by the power of it. Just look at what Master Kenzo’s Alpha cock and Alpha jizz has accomplished in the establishment of righteous hierarchical principles!
Fortunately for the second couple that they were more accepting of Master Kenzo’s frontal assault! Their almost joyous celebration of Master Kenzo’s power and control is exactly what Alphas want and expect from their prey.
But don’t miss this point: Master Kenzo LOVES the fight of the cuck fag the same way a fisherman loves the fight of a prize-winning fish hooked on his line. In the end, they will all submit and obey every word of his every command and end up mounted on his trophy wall!
Master Kenzo is an ultimate hunter, a straight God Alpha of insurmountable power. This is only the beginning of what is coming!
Hello brother Sam I love your work and I love everything you do for faggots like us. My husband is my Master and I really love him. He’s 40, I am 25, we’ve been together for 5 years now. He has always been super dominant and I LOVE that about him. I kneel every time he enters the house, I clean, cook, do the dishes, and anything else he needs. The house is always perfectly clean, his clothes are always washed and folded, and my cooking is delicious. In return, he protects me, makes me feel safe, and feeds me his load every single night.
For 4 years and a half I had nothing to complain. However, last October, he said that our relationship was getting boring, and he wanted to spice things up. I immediately agreed with him and said I would be happy to comply with whatever he had in mind. He wanted to bring a third and, although I felt a little uncomfortable at first, I took a deep breath and thought that, before being a husband, I am his faggot, so I should please him no matter what. I told him that I could look for other bottoms on Grindr, he loves smooth twinks and I imagined that was what he had in mind. But for my surprise, he does not want other fags in the house, he wanted to bring his friends over to fuck me! So we started with his best friend, who he has known for decades. He made me knell and serve his friend to show him how great my blowjob is, then his friend fucked me and shot a load deep down in my ass. He only watched and didn’t even touch me, and I felt really weird. More men would come to our house week by week, and I would just serve them without saying a word. Last week one of the guys told me that my husband in charging them to fuck me, and I got really disappointed.
I love my man and I don’t want him to find another fag, but I don’t want multiple men to fuck me. Do you think I should try to convince him to stop doing this, maybe I could work a little more and give him my extra salary so he wouldn’t need to charge for other men to fuck me. Can you please help me?
My dear brother, thank you for writing!
First of all, congratulations on being married to a powerful Alpha who allows you to fully be the faggot you were born to be! It’s such a blessing to have that freedom! And you sound like the perfect faggot for an Alpha like him, totally dedicated to service and willing to bend to accommodate his needs.
I share your disappointment in your Alpha’s shift to essentially becoming your pimp. What a shame. He should know how rare it is to own a younger, trained faggot like you. Sadly, some Alphas lose perspective, forget their blessings, and fall victim to temptations (like money) that cloud their senses.
I think you need to respectfully go to him, ask to speak honestly with him, and then explain to him that you are disappointed in his decision to basically shop you around for a profit. Tell him that you exist in his life both as his faggot as well as his partner, and you’re willing to be a part of helping overcome any financial troubles (that’s where the extra work might come into play). Regardless of how you want to word it, you need to convey to your Master that his actions disappointed you, hurt you, and confused you.
Depending on how he takes this, maybe tell him that you are willing to keep bending in order to spice things up between you. It’s important to an Alpha that he feels like his faggot is still submitting and eager to please regardless of mistakes that are made.
I am a professor in Italy and I would like to know your opinion about one of my students. He is 20, very hard-working, and really attractive. He wears make-up and many straight men, both students and faculty, look at his ass when he passes by. It is very clear that he has a crush on me, he always comes to my office hours and pretends to have questions about the course materials. When I tell him to look for other tutors, he comes up with the most absurd reasons to keep coming to my office when I am by myself. I am married to a submissive guy and my husband thinks that I should just fuck him, but I don’t want to risk my career. I am sure that if I put my pants down he would suck my dick without saying a word, but I do not want to take him as my fag. How do you think I could give him good advise to make sure he will find a Man to take care of him? He is probably hoping that I will eventually fuck him, but that’s not going to happen. I want my student to be happy and have the best Alpha he can find.
Sir, thank you very much for your question!
Yours is a highly unusual question, because I think a vast majority of Alphas would’ve fucked their faggot student in every part of the college, including the cafeteria at noon. Generally speaking, Alphas love easy holes to fuck and and fresh flesh to feast upon.
But you’re clearly an Alpha with a conscience, and that’s awesome! You’re even standing with your principles despite even your sub husband giving you his approval! That’s admirable, Sir, and again, quite unusual.
As you probably already know, faggots are highly unreasonable, particularly when they’re “in heat”. A firm “NO” hasn’t worked so far. I’d suggest sitting the faggot down and telling it something like this: “I know what you are and that you have a need to serve. However, I will not do anything with you because it would be wrong, not only to my husband but also to the school that placed its trust in me. It’s time to stop yearning for what you cannot have, and instead look for a Master that can own you and train you the way you deserve.”
I don’t know anything about this faggot, so I’m not sure if that will work, Sir. But something like that needs to be said to it.
I am 48 years old, married to a woman and have a 16 year old daughter, but I am a fag and cannot deny it anymore. I secretly meet alpha guys to be used and abused. I only get off to real strong, aggressive alpha men.
What can I do?
Thanks for writing, brother. I’m sorry you’re dealing with this.
One of my motivations for creating FWA was to help faggots accept their truth so they might AVOID situations like yours in their lives. I saw too much of it in my everyday life, and so I desperately wanted to change the narrative and help natural-born faggots from making the mistake of marrying a female and ultimately wasting her time (let’s not even get into the part about the lives of the kids).
From my standpoint, it isn’t fair for you to keep up this charade of heterosexuality. You should get divorced. It’s the noblest and truest path, no matter how difficult that might be. Your only other choice is to keep doing what you’re doing, and I’ll never advocate for that.
The following post is part of a thread detailing the awakening of a straight God Alpha named Kenzo by his lifelong faggot Kevin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I love awakening straight God Alphas. Throughout my life I have been responsible for multiple God Alpha awakenings, both in my personal life as well as my online Hierarchical teaching “career”. There is nothing like that moment when a God Alpha’s eyes are opened to the truth about himself, about his place in Hierarchy, and, most importantly, everything that is now possible in his life.
The impossible suddenly becomes not only possible, but probable.
When Master Kenzo’s lifelong faggot Kevin first opened his eyes to the truth about his Alphahood and the ownership of inferior males, I don’t know that any of us realized exactly how much power coursed through Master Kenzo. At a glance, Master Kenzo seemed like practically any other young straight Alpha who was married with kids.
But Kevin hinted early on that Master Kenzo was different. He told me there was an undeniable and irresistible control and magnetism about his Alpha friend, something so powerful he couldn’t resist it any longer. With my encouragement, Kevin opened up the Pandora’s Box of Master Kenzo’s Alphahood …
… And a Kraken emerged, awe-inspiring in power and hungry for world domination.
In almost no time flat, Master Kenzo made the leap to faggot owner and breeder, quickly accepting that it is his natural right to use anyone or anything he wants. However, owning and using faggots is easy when you’re as powerful as Master Kenzo.
But there is a greater expression of power than that: the cucking and submitting of other straight Men.
Listen to Master Kenzo’s description of what he just did a couple of days ago:
Since you’re very well versed in Hierarchy matters, I want your insight on something. I’m in the process of acquiring new slaves, looking first at my former submissive high school classmates.
There is one I have some contacts with and who lives not far away. He was of those thugs bullying weak boys and to whom I gave a proper beating, after which he became an obedient buddy. He’s married to an ex-girlfriend, who ended up with him after I dumped her, although since then I have still fucked her from time to time. I’m thinking I could enslave them both and considering how to do it.
As mentioned, I got in touch with the former high school mate I had put in his place. I went over to his place to share a few beers. In friendly conversation, I had fun reminding him how badly I kicked his ass and how obedient he had become afterwards. He laughed awkwardly and said “I knew better than to mess with you!” and I then I knew I had a free path. I even said: “I’m sure if I had told you to kiss My feet in front of everyone, you would have!” He was visibly embarrassed, but replied, “You’d already humiliated me in front of everyone, anyway!”
As I was sitting in front of him, I slumped back in My armchair, stretched, put My socked feet on his lap and watched for his reaction. He didn’t object and carried on as if nothing had happened. After a moment, I said: “Why don’t you rub them?” He paused, reluctant. “Come on, buddy, be a nice boy, I need it!” With an uneasy chuckle, he began to rub My feet. After a while, as we were talking about his wife, My ex-girlfriend, I said: “You know I still fuck her now and then, right? After all, it would be hard for her to give up the best sex after having enjoyed a taste of it.”
He was shocked and angry. I think he had some suspicions, but for Me to tell him so openly obviously hurt and humiliated him deeply. He pushed My feet away and said very angrily “Wait, are you serious right now”? I got up and approached him menacingly: “What? You want to try and get your lost male honor back? Go on, we’ll see if the result will be different this time.” After a few seconds, he lowered his eyes. “That’s more like it”, I said, and I sat back down and rested back My feet on his lap.
He remained quite silent for the next few minutes while I was chattering to him about My fucks with his wife, when she came home. He pushed My feet away again immediately, but I got up and went to greet her before he did. “Hey babe, I just talked to your husband, he’s OK with us having sex! How about it, right now?” She was very surprised, glanced at her husband who was remaining silent and looking away, then she enthusiastically replied “Sure, why not!”
We went to their bedroom and I fucked her like a bitch (including My favorite position: foot on her head). I think her screams were very audible. When I let her rest in bed and went back into the living room, he was playing video games with the headphones on and the sound very loud! I sat down on the sofa and tapped him on the shoulder. “Hey, buddy, I’m exhausted from making your wife orgasm, I could use another foot massage while I rest.” He reluctantly sat in front of Me, remaining silent, his face tight and angry, but massaged My feet while I played his game console.
She must have been asleep, because I didn’t see her again that night and, an hour later, when I got up, I said to the inferior boy: “You know what? You actually should kiss My feet and thank Me for pleasuring your wife better than you do.” Once again, he remained frozen, silent, eyes downcast. I slammed My fist into my palm and said, “Or maybe I should teach you some manners?” Then he rushed to kiss My feet and mumbled, “Thank you for fucking my wife.” “That’s better. Good boy.” I said.
THIS is how it’s done!
I really wish more Alphas understood the incredible and unlimited nature of their own power. Of course, not every Alpha is a God Alpha, but every Alpha has within him the ability to flex his superiority in any circumstance and take what he wants.
The real difference here is that Master Kenzo has the WILL and the HUNGER to match his indominable God Alpha power.
Flushed with adrenaline, notice what Master Kenzo chose to do immediately after this dramatic conquest:
I can tell you: when I went back to My second home, I fucked Kevin harder than ever. The poor boy was pretty roughed up, as I slapped and spat at him. But I cuddled him and reminded him how much I love him.
Notice he didn’t run home to his wife, but instead he chose to mount and breed his conquered faggot Kevin. Why? Because that was a night of conquest, a night of Kingdom building, and it was important to Master Kenzo that he keeps all aspects of his reign in submission.
But Master Kenzo is far, far from done.
So, as you can see, I’ve made pretty good headway. But it’s far from complete yet. I want more.
I want him to kiss My feet right in front of her, maybe even suck My dick. I want her to watch and see that the man she had chosen to marry is inferior to Me and is made to submit to Me. And I want him to actually watch and see Me fucking his wife and hear her cries of ecstasy with My cock inside her. I want him to worship Me while I fuck his wife.
And in due time, I want to fuck him like a bitch. I want to deprive him of his last remaining vestiges of manhood. He will cry hard, I’m sure, but he will thank Me later, when he enjoys the true delight of servitude to Me.
You know what, faggot? I truly love power. I love being a God. I love being Me.
I asked Master Kenzo about cucking his faggot, and he replied this way:
I think I’m going to absolutly love cuckolding. I’m going to love breaking other males and making them accept their place below Me within the great order of Male Hierarchy. I so much enjoyed to humiliate him this much and to see the defeat in his eyes, to see him realize that even as a straight married man, he was still doomed to bow to My superiority, whenever and howerver I would decide.
I won’t stop until his humiliation is complete. I’m going to mercilessly eradicate every single last tiny drop of ego and pride in him, until he’s nothing but a grateful worm at My feet. So I have decided.
I wonder if he’s already processing that he will never father child of his own. I won’t permit it. His wife’s womb is Mine.
I’m going to love My life.
Master Kenzo is in his early twenties, and he’s already doing things that even more experienced Alphas hesitate to try. He’s unstoppable.
He’s the very definition of a God Alpha. We’ve awakened an Alpha Beast of apocalyptic power, and he will not be satisfied until he’s consumed the world.
Hey, I’ve been reading your website for a while but I’ve never sent you a message before. However, I just saw your last post about vers men and I want to clarify one thing in case people do not agree with you:
SAM IS RIGHT, VERS ARE FAGGOTS
I am 41, I’ve been married with a sub fag for 20 years. We met when he was 18 and I was 21. After a few weeks talking online (back in 2005), he insisted that he was vers and he would only get in a relationship with me if I bottomed for him too. I invited him out for dinner for our very first date, I ordered a salad for him and told him that he should eat something light because I was going to fuck him. He took it as a joke. After 2 glasses of red wine and a few hours later, he was on his knees in my apartment sucking my dick.
I spent 5 minutes fucking his throat and repeating out loud that there was just one top in my house. 20 years later, he is a very successful and happy man, whose little dick has not seen a hole since 2005.
I truly believe that vers men enjoy the feeling of fucking, it feels awesome. But it only takes one real man to make them understand what they are. So, if anyone doubts you, here is a 40-year-old Alpha with 20 years of experience fucking multiple faggots and owning my most precious fag as my husband.
Congrats for your great content, Sam. I hope you have a nice weekend.
Master, thank you very much for your perfectly-written explanation of what I consider to be the correct Hierarchical interpretation! Your thoughts and experience should be the final nail in the coffin for the versatile argument. You’ve destroyed it completely.
Your fag husband should be very grateful that you are the Alpha you are, and that you submitted him with your great power. Without that, your husband would’ve wasted more of his life lost in a limbo of confusion and uncertainty. How sad that would be!
I can understand why some faggots want to cling to the “versatile” tag. As you said, fucking feels great, but it also has to do with a fear of losing complete control to an Alpha. Of losing autonomy. Of becoming a possession.
The twist in this is the fact that being completely owned by an Alpha brings great FREEDOM. It allows the faggot to truly experience purpose and fulfillment every day. I liken the times I’ve been owned to being in the eye of a hurricane. The world all around is chaos, but I’m safe and at peace under the power of my Master. No doubt your faggot feels that way. I wish that feeling for every faggot.
Master, I would dearly love to profile you on the site. I think your twenty-plus year reign over Hierarchy has given you much wisdom and insight that I’d love to share if you’re willing. Please write to me at hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com.
The following post is part of a thread detailing the awakening of a straight God Alpha named Kenzo by his lifelong faggot Kevin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Few things rattle me anymore. I’ve been used and abused and trained and loved. I’ve been raped, and I’ve been blessed. I’ve avoided nearly dying a couple of times, and I also saved a life. I’ve been owned by some of the most magnificent Alpha Masters I’ve ever known, and I’ve been used like a whore in more back seats, stairwells, and bathrooms than I care to admit.
In 2015 I started a Tumblr site called FagsWorshipAlphas to share my experiences and theories on Hierarchy, and to my surprise the site took off. I began using the site to chronicle the incredible true stories I investigated, and in the process profiled some unforgettable God Alphas. Some of these Alphas were so powerful that they practically reached out from the very code of my rickety website and fucked the minds of faggots all around the world. I remain humbly in awe of these life-changing Alphas. They blew over me and through me like tremendous hurricanes, leveling me yet leaving the air lighter and cleaner.
I say all of this to prepare you for this statement I really want to make: I heard from Kevin’s straight Master Kenzo today, and it left me profoundly shaken and exhilarated.
Kevin contacted me and told me that his Master, Kenzo, had listened to last night’s podcast about him. This by itself was enough to cause a sharp stab of anxiety, but Kevin reassured me that Master Kenzo loved it. He also said Master Kenzo would be willing to talk to me, so I shared my email and waited.
He wrote to me. I asked him some simple, clumsy questions.
I was not prepared for what happened next.
He wrote:
It is hard to put a clear start to it, because somehow, as far as I can remember, I have always known I was special. But of course, when I was a kid, I did not fully realize it because it was all I knew. But I was always the center of attention, the other kids sought My company and followed My lead, and even adults were indulging Me much more than the others. I have always been used to it, to people taking care of My needs and complying to My wishes.
This continued when I grew up. Girls were always attracted to Me, and I could choose the ones I wanted to be with. Boys were competing for My attention and My friendship. And the weakest boys were desperately seeking My protection. Which I gave them. I recall that in My childhood and adolescence, I already couldn’t stand injustice and unnecessary brutality. So whenever there were thugs bullying weaklings, I would give them a good, hard beating.
The funny thing is that both the bullies AND the bullied would become My friends after that. The first ones would become very agreeable to Me and would no longer hurt anyone without My leave. And the second ones would be so grateful and so admirative to Me that they would do anything to please Me, giving Me foods, money, doing My homework, doing Me any favor.
When I think back, I realize that I could already have owned them and used them all as faggots. But I learned some important lessons. The strong protect the weak and, in exchange, the weak serve the strong. And when you beat another male, you become the boss. I think that this is how I started to think My place in life and in society. Doing what is right and doing good to others thanks to My strength and My leadership, and receiving praise and service because of that.
So we can see the foundation of Hierarchical power being established early on in Master Kenzo’s life. Already, nature had singled out a young boy named Kenzo and began to align the world around him. And unlike a faggot like me or Kevin, young Kenzo knew exactly what to do with it.
But then Master Kenzo grew into a mature Alpha and began to discover new levels of power:
When I settled with My gorgeous, loving, loyal and obedient woman, when I claimed her womb to father two adorable sons, even before My twenties, I knew My virility was just extraordinary. I thought by then that I had reached the pinnacle of male achievement. So, as you understand, somehow I have always known My superiority. But it is only with Kevin that I recently began to fully understand the real extent of My birthright.
Kevin is very special to My heart. I’ve known him for as long I can remember. He was always there for Me at each step in My life, encouraging Me, guiding Me. He is a great guy, the smartest person I’ve ever known. He has always been good at bringing out the best in Me, particularly My self-confidence and My desire to protect lesser beings. I have no shame to say that I am a better God today because of his dedication and his loyalty to Me.
It has not been difficult to claim him as My slave and to become his Master and Owner because, first, in a way, he always did his best to please Me and support Me, and, second, because it has evolved gradually. He has been My devoted mentor, My helpful friend, My beta submissive and now he’s My slave. He has served Me personally, financially, domestically, then sexually… So, everything went naturally and smoothly, really.
Now, keep in mind that Master Kenzo is a straight Alpha. He’s a young breeder who has created two perfect boys with his wife. According to weak, insecure fools, he isn’t supposed to even consider sexual contact with another male.
Yet it’s precisely that contact that has led Master Kenzo onward to claim infinite power.
There have been some huge steps, of course. The very first time Kevin greeted Me by kissing My feet, I felt a warm rush of power in all My body. That this smart guy I love and respect was willing to debase himself so low just to honor Me, it felt so good and it said so much about Me. I must admit that I even briefly had a few doubts, but Kevin, as always, swept them away by rightly asserting that his intellect only made him a better inferior for Me.
I will always remember the first time he served My cock, or the first time he worshiped My feet while My lady was riding My cock. But when I ass-fucked him the first time, everything became even clearer. At first, I hesitated to put My foot on his head, like I do with My side fuck girls. The first time I did that was to put one of them on line when she was disrespectful of My lady, to remind her of her place. I thought that maybe Kevin did not deserve that, so I put My foot near his head rather than on it. And then he kissed and licked My foot, and I realized he was Mine to do whatever I wanted, exactly like My side girls. I could always care for him after.
When I turned him around and fucked him looking him in the face, he kept yelling how much he loved Me and adored Me. I felt like a King, like a God. I felt again that warm rush of power, and realized I could have everything and anyone I wanted. Any female, any male is Mine, Mine to claim, to enslave and to fuck. Just because I want it. And the way he rushed to kiss My toes when I shouted at him to worship Me, that was so empowering.
All in all, I don’t feel like My relationship with Kevin has radically changed. We still love each other, but now we understand better our places. I am his Master, his Owner, he is My faggot, My slave. And I’m proud to own such a great inferior because it reflects good on Me. The better the slave, the better the Master. He lives to serve My pleasure and My happiness, and I know he’s delighted. And I still enjoy his company just as much, or even better now that I know he would literally do anything for Me, that he would obey any of My order at a glance.
I really love who I am. I am gorgeous, strong, confident, smart, fair, good. I don’t want to brag, but I don’t want to deny it either by false modesty. I just know who I am. I am a truly incredible, superior human being. And everyone knows that. I am a model for ordinary humans to admire and follow, like the ancient Gods and heroes of mythology. I deserve to be admired and obeyed.
Notice how he now views his place within the framework of human justice:
I still strongly believe in justice. I strongly believe that Hierarchy and justice are not mutually exclusive. Men are not created equals, but they do have equal rights to liberty and happiness. It’s just that liberty and happiness are not the same for everybody. For Me, they are in power and glory. For inferior males, they in service and obedience to the likes of Me.
At some ultimate level of power the cares and concerns of the average male, even the frustrated efforts of lesser Alphas, disappear. The rules that the weak cling to for safety in the darkness of their uncertain lives have no hold on God Alphas. Life becomes a child’s game to these greatest Alphas, and everything in it (sexuality, politics, direction, purpose) is distilled into simple choices they can choose on a whim.
Master Kenzo ends his letter with that thought:
I don’t think that straightness and gayness are any more relevant to Me. I love fucking My lady because she’s the most beautiful creature on Earth, I love the feeling of My dick in her pussy, and I love to reward her for the good she does to Me. I love fucking lesser girls because I can be rougher with them and every pussy and tit has its charm. And now I know that I love fucking males as well, be it face-fucking or ass-fucking, because it feels good to deprive them of their manhood just because I can. Because I am a God and they are inferior to Me.
The big change now is that I want what is rightfully Mine. One slave is not enough for a God like Me, even Kevin. I want girls and boys at My beck and call, ready to bend over backwards for My tiniest desire. I want My lady and My heirs to enjoy the perks of my Godhood. I want pussies, asses and mouths at My cock’s disposal. I know there are many inferior lives just around Me that I can enlighten with My superiority and My domination.
This is the Alpha Ascension I’ve long described here. A Man becomes an Alpha. An Alpha becomes a God. Master Kenzo now knows he owns everything, and he can pick and choose what he wants to keep. His power is unlimited, tempered only by his own choices.
It has been incredible to even receive these words and transmit them to the world. It makes all of the struggle I went through to come back so very worth it!
So women and faggots and imitation Kings of the Earth, your true God Alpha has arrived! Kneel and serve Master Kenzo!
I am a self-locked faggot, and my best friend is a mostly straight, happily married man. Our hangouts usually consist of us playing video games online or me and his wife watching him play video games at his house. His wife meets his sexual needs, so I am looking for non-sexual ways that I can serve him as a faggot to respect and elevate his manhood, and hopefully slowly create a dynamic where he sees and treats me like the inferior faggot I am, who is there to serve him as a man.
My faggot bottom-brain isn’t good at coming up with ideas and making decisions on its own. I need direction and ideas to fix the dynamic in my friendship so I am on the bottom where I belong and can be of more use to my friend.
Best, Alex
Thanks for writing Alex!
First of all, I’m wondering about that “mostly straight” line you used to describe your best friend. Is there something you know about him that I need to know? Did you two fool around at some point in the past?
Having a straight (and married) Alpha friend is tough, because your opportunities are severely limited. In addition, you risk losing the friendship by pushing too hard to serve him, or if you do serve him and he feels funny about it afterward.
Does your friend know about your chastity? Would he be willing to be your keyholder? Have you ever discussed your faghood with him? I ask these questions because in many cases straight Men find chastity faggots very interesting (and in some cases, a turn-on). I liken a faggot in chastity like a green stoplight, giving the Alpha the permission to do lots of things he might not ordinarily do. In any event, if your friend doesn’t know about your faghood, he should be told. Use the resources on this site to help explain things.
Other than that, find simple ways to serve. Buy him things he likes. Maybe offer him foot massages. If you can afford it, send him and his wife on a vacation. Become USEFUL to him.
The following post is part of a thread detailing the awakening of a straight God Alpha named Kenzo by his lifelong faggot Kevin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
As I said in the previous post (and really, throughout my writing on Hierarchy), straight Alphas use faggots sexually. They do this despite not even feeling any sexual attraction toward males or faggots. They fuck faggots because Alphas have an instinct to breed, using their cum as a marking device to claim others as their property. Underneath that instinct is an Alpha’s need for dominance and power.
Let’s face it: when a Man fucks another male, he’s taking away anything about that male that might qualify as masculine. He reinforces Hierarchy through every fuck. All of this confuses little Men who do not see the greater truth of Hierarchy, but Alphas (who are not only Kings of Hierarchy, but also its policemen) fully understand this truth. Alphas are not bound to the lifestyle rules of inferior society.
The “rules” apply even less to God Alphas like Master Kenzo, owner of his first faggot Kevin.
Once I heard that Master Kenzo had used Kevin a few times for oral service/worship, I figured it was only a matter of time before he would fuck Kevin. This is the pattern I’ve seen repeatedly from straight Alphas I’ve served personally or that I’ve interviewed. It seems that once a straight Alpha gets head from a faggot and realizes it doesn’t automatically “turn him gay”, they suddenly realize that they can literally do whatever they want with anyone they want.
So it wasn’t much of a surprise when Kevin wrote to me a couple of days ago with some dramatic news.
Last Saturday, for the first time, Kenzo fucked my ass!
I was thrilled by this, of course, and asked for the story.
So, to give some context, I organized and paid for Kenzo and His whole family (including his mother, aunts and uncles and cousins) to spend a week in a luxury mountain chalet for Christmas. They left last Sunday and are thoroughly enjoying their vacation. And last Saturday, on the eve of his departure, Kenzo generously decided to spend one last evening with me. While he was lying on the couch watching a Christmas comedy on TV, I was on my knees on the floor massaging His feet. At the end of the film, He said to me: “You’ve really outdone yourself this time, Kevin. I’m going to love this week in the mountains.” I beamed and replied, “I want to be the best servant You can have, because You deserve nothing less.”
And then He grinned. He told me that even though I served Him very well and that I had gotten better and better at worshipping His cock, there was something we had never done, something He felt very horny to try. I immediately understood what He meant. He said quite gravely: “I’m sure you’re anxious about it, otherwise you would have already begged me to do it. I don’t want to hurt you. If you don’t feel ready, we can discuss it further when I get back.” I hesitated for a few seconds but reminded myself of my duties and my priorities as a beta male. I looked Him straight in the eyes and said: “You are the one who matters. Nothing is more important to me than Your happiness and Your pleasure. Nothing. My existence is to serve You. Your desire comes first, always. I am Yours to use, in any way You want.” After a brief silence, He sent me to wait for Him in His bedroom (that is, the master bedroom at my place, which is reserved for him) and joined me a few minutes later. My fate was sealed.
And then he fucked me. I don’t know how long it lasted, I was in a daze. He came into my ass several times, in several positions. At first, I was bent over on my belly on the bed. After a while, he put His foot close to my head, and I kissed and licked it passionately. Soon afterwards, He put His foot UPON my head. I could hear Him moaning in delight, my head pressed against the mattress by His foot, while His huge, hard cock was going back and forth in my ass. I’m sure you guess how I was feeling! I fully felt that I really belonged there, under His foot, suffering for His pleasure. And despite the pain, I felt a strong sense of fulfillment and accomplishment. I couldn’t stop whispering “Thank you Master, thank you Master, I love You, I love You”. It was incredible.
And then later, He ordered me to turn around. He wanted me on my back, so we could look at each other face to face. I gawked at Him and I was impressed. I’ve always loved His virile beauty, but there was something different this time. His muscles were more prominent than ever. There was a beastly rage in His handsome face, and His eyes were filled with a fiery fire. He was both gorgeous and scary! While fucking me and looking me in the eyes, He said “Who am I to you?” I immediately answered “You’re my Alpha, my Master, my God! You’re so powerful! You’re so better than me! You’re an exceptional superior being!”. And then I couldn’t help but go on and on and on, I couldn’t stop yelling. “I adore You so much! You mean the world to me! I’d do anything for You!” and all this kind of things. The words just came out of my mouth without even thinking. And while I was speaking, He was smiling proudly. Always with that rage in His eyes.
After He came the last time, He stood for a few moments, both of us out of breath. Then suddenly, he grabbed my ankles and violently pulled me out of bed and onto the floor. And he shouted “Worship me! NOW!” I rushed on my belly in front of him and kissed his toes fervently, while muttering “I adore You, Master, You are a living God, You are everything to me.”
I felt He was gradually calming down. He finally ordered me to get up. I stood shyly in front of Him, who’s a head taller than me, my shoulders tucked in and my head bowed, not daring to look at Him. And then, He took my head in His hands and kissed me on the forehead. I felt a great warmth run through my body! He took me in his arms and pressed my face against his chest. I felt so protected and safe! “You’re such a great beta. You’re my best friend. Always have been. You make me live the life of a king. I love you,” He said. I felt so happy and at the same time so undeserving!
He left for the chalet with his family the next day. Since then, I’ve had a great Christmas Eve with my own family, but I think about Him all the time. He’s always been the greatest sunshine in my life, and since I’ve finally submitted myself fully to Him, it is like I’m constantly reaching new heights of happiness and fulfillment.
A couple of takeaways from this incredible first fuck. First of all, Kevin perfectly describes the “Alpha rage” I’m always talking about. Alphas have incredible power coursing through them, and when they unleash that power (particularly when it’s “safe” to do so, like when fucking faggots) it is an awesome sight to behold.
Secondly, I was extremely impressed with Master Kenzo’s innate understanding of aftercare. I assume Master Kenzo learned the importance of post-fuck comforting from his dealings with females, but aftercare is particularly important when an Alpha fucks his faggot due to the often violent nature of the encounters. For Kevin, who was a virgin before that night, aftercare was deeply impactful.
Thirdly, I was blown away by Master Kenzo’s use of his feet while fucking Kevin. Like most Alphas, Master Kenzo loves having his feet worshiped. So he placed his foot near Kevin’s face (which Kevin wisely used as an opportunity to worship him) and then placed his foot right on Kevin’s head. I was eager to find out if Master Kenzo regularly did that with females, or if it was something that came out of him only while he was fucking his faggot.
So I asked Kevin.
Since their date anniversary, I have been privileged enough to be invited to sleep in their room with Him and His girl from time to time, and worship them while He fucks her, and I have never seen Him fuck her with foot on her face, so I don’t know if He already did that before.
I pointed out to Kevin that foot worship seems to be a key that unlocked Master Kenzo’s dominance.
Yeah I think so! He has already told me that the very first time I greeted Him by kissing His feet, it awakened something in Him! I must say I just love how He was assertive and imperious while fucking me and commanding me to worship Him, and then became once again gentle and tender. I am so fucking lucky to serve a God Alpha with whom I have a strong bond and who genuinely cares for me. Even if I always feel I don’t deserve it.
Master Kenzo returned from vacation after a few days, and I’m sure you can guess what happened then!
Kenzo came back from vacation yesterday. He passed by His second home, and I can tell you I got His cum all over my face and in my mouth and my ass! My ass is still a little sore, but I feel so great! Having His godly seed within me make me feel a better man.
Oh and also, interestingly, I asked Him about the foot in the face thing during fucking, and asked if He ever did that with His girlfriend. He answered “Of course not! She’s a Lady, the mother of my heirs! I already did that, but only with side chicks, to remind them of their place”. I know He fucks other girls from time to time (as far as I know, His woman knows and is fine with it). He told me that the very first time He put His foot on a head while fucking was when one of these side girls begged Him to dump His girlfriend and to settle with her instead. “The bitch had the nerve to think she could replace my chosen Queen! I immediately fucked her ass while stomping her head with my foot to put her in line! She apologized and begged for mercy.” I fucking love that side of Him! And so, He loved that very much and did it again just for pleasure, and it felt natural for Him to put me under His foot!
While He was fucking me, I often heard Him moaning and whispering things like “It’s so good to be Me! Oh I love to be the King!” It made my heart explode! At the end, He was lying on his back with his hands behind his head while I fervently worshipped his feet, and He said again “It’s so great to be a God.”
Remember when I talked about Alpha Ascension? Alphas have the unique ability to use experiences to grow into higher levels of power. Their hunger for power and worship becomes insatiable, and they take ownership of everyone and everything in their lives. What Master Kenzo has done with his newly-claimed faggot is just the start of the Kingdom he is destined to build around himself.
Master Kenzo is no longer just a straight Man or just a straight Alpha. He’s above these others, beyond them. He has ascended to a lofty position at the upper reaches of Hierarchy. He has taken the mantle of God Alpha, now and forever.
Thank you, Master Kenzo, for revealing your true glory!
The following post is part of a thread detailing the awakening of a straight God Alpha named Kenzo by his lifelong faggot Kevin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Straight Alphas who take to owning and using faggots during their Alpha development will, more likely than not, start using their faggots sexually over time. There seem to be two factors determining whether a straight Alpha will use his faggots sexually: (1) how early in life the Alpha started owning faggots, and (2) the power level of the Alpha. Straight Alphas who own faggots in their teens and early twenties will almost always use their faggots for sex at some point. And the more powerful an Alpha is, the less likely he will be to care about the sexual “rules” that society uses to dictate straight/gay behavior.
Of course I use the terms “straight” and “gay” loosely when it comes to Alpha sexuality, not because they don’t apply, but because for Alphas sex becomes primarily an expression of POWER rather than sexual attraction. It’s been completely documented by me (both in my own life, and online) that straight Alphas often use faggots sexually because they love the UNLIMITED POWER they feel, and it rarely has anything to do with sexual attraction (because their natural attraction remains for females). In fact, every straight Alpha I’ve ever talked to reports the same thing, that they never stop being attracted to females no matter how many faggots they fuck.
When I first started talking to Kevin about serving his longtime straight Alpha Kenzo, they hadn’t had any real sexual contact at that point, but I fully expected it to happen based on what I outlined above. And the more I learned about the deep way Master Kenzo was integrating his faggot into his family, the more sure I was that Master Kenzo would eventually use Kevin sexually.
For instance, there was this surprising bit of information:
Since last year, I’ve made some changes at home. Or should I say, in His second home, as we now call it. I’ve moved into a small spare room, and the master bedroom is now, well, the Master’s bedroom, and it’s exclusively reserved for him. And he has the keys to the place, so he comes whenever he likes, with or without notifying me, and sleeps in his room in his second home from time to time. Needless to say, I just freaking LOVE waking up and discovering that He is here! Sometimes He notifies me before coming and gives me some orders, like telling me to prepare some meal for Him. When I wake up to find Him at home, I obviously serve Him breakfast in bed. Sometimes I wake Him up by licking His feet or, heaven forbid, giving Him a blowjob.
Uh, what was that last part??? I asked Kevin to clarify that comment about the blowjobs.
Yeah I have sucked his cock, but not immediately, just a few months ago. We never spoke about it, but one day, He came home, He was in a sad mood. I greeted Him on my knees and kissed His feet. Then, He stared at me for a brief moment, and He pulled out his cock. We both knew instinctively what was coming. It was my very first time sucking a cock, so I can’t say I did a good job at first! But I think I’ve improved since then, in any case he seems quite satisfied, for which I’m grateful. He does cum, in my mouth or in my face, whatever he feels at the moment. Of course, I take pride in swallowing everything I can.
So it’s clear to me at his point that Master Kenzo loves owning and using his faggot just as much as he loves his woman and his kids. They are all part of his Kingdom, and all glorify him in different (but essential) ways.
Kevin wanted me to know more about his integration with Master Kenzo’s Kingdom.
I’d like to say a few words about His girlfriend. We’ve known each other for as long as they’ve been dating and we get on well, because I’ve known Her man since His childhood. When I began to serve Him financially and at home, she enjoyed it a lot. And, as far as He told me, she had very little trouble accepting I was now clearly their family’s servant, and she doesn’t resent the private time I spend with Him. She is madly in love with Him (obviously!), and she seems to accept that He deserves worship and service from me. When I serve them both at their primary home, cleaning and cooking mainly, or looking after their sons, I always greet her by kissing her feet too, now. I’m pleased to say that we both know our place. I respect her as my superior, because she can please my Master in ways I cannot and because she has given birth to His sons and heirs. And she enjoys the perks of my services and she respects what I do for the Man we both worship. So you see, I really am the very, very lucky servant of a beautiful young alpha family.
Speaking of being a servant of the entire family, Master Kenzo often entrusts his two young sons with his faggot Kevin whenever he goes on vacation with his woman (which is paid by Kevin!). And Kevin had this concern:
You see, as I told you, Kenzo has two sons, who are now four and two years old. I love them very much and have no doubt they will become great Alphas – they are from His seed, after all! They will be teenagers when I’ll be on my late thirties and my forties, so I can’t wait to watch them grow like their Father. My Master (and my Lady) often trusts me with them, and He expects me to help them realize their places in the world in due time. When I’m alone with them, I obey their whims, except those that would put them in danger, or anything else their Father warned me against. Of course, I don’t do anything that isn’t their age, I only allow myself to kiss their feet sometimes. I often wonder when and what I should explain them. Obviously, I won’t talk to them about anything sexual until they reach puberty. And I wouldn’t sexually serve them myself until they come of age. But should I help them find inferior boys their age? When should I start verbalizing their superiority over me and others? You see, as I told you, Kenzo has two sons, who are now four and two years old. I love them very much and have no doubt they will become great Alphas – they are from His seed, after all! They will be teenagers when I’ll be on my late thirties and my forties, so I can’t wait to watch them grow like their Father.
I thought this was a very keen concern Kevin expressed, one that I’m sure many Alpha fathers of sons would think about when incorporating his faggot into the mix. I recommended to Kevin that his role should be that of a butler for Master Kenzo’s kids, simply a figure of submissive servitude. Kevin shouldn’t have a role in raising Master Kenzo’s boys in any way.
Fortunately, Master Kenzo seems to share my opinion:
Hi brother! Just to follow up on what we’ve been talking about, I wanted to let you know that Kenzo and I had a very lovely and open-hearted conversation yesterday, while I was massaging His feet on my knees in front of Him. We spoke frankly about His sons and how I should give them space to their alphahood to emerge while strictly respecting boundaries. He spoke candidly to me about the joys and challenges of fatherhood at his young age and said He was glad I was there for Him like I’ve always been. It was such an intimate moment!
This is the mark of a truly powerful Alpha! To be able to listen to a faggot’s concerns, consider them deeply, and reply with thoughtful advice or direction is the mark of a natural born leader! It’s why he’s worshiped so early in his life, and why he will always be revered as a King of Kings!
Once again, I thank Kevin (and Master Kenzo) for sharing their incredible story! Hang tight, because things really get crazy in the next post!
Hey Sam love your site I’ve been a fan for years and you d helped me accepted my faghood -I was was wondering if you could share the story about master Eddie with us it sounds incredibly hot and intriguing I know you haven’t gotten a message from him since but can you tell us fags how you spoke to him and got his number-I would love to have your skills and confidence to do that especially given he was married thank you
I’ll write up a brief synopsis for now, since I don’t know where it’s headed yet.
I had a store-based sales job (which I have since quit to level up my pay substantially) when Eddie, his wife, and their two small kids came in. Technically, they weren’t my customers, but Eddie was hot and intense looking and I started chatting them up.
But there was something between Eddie that immediately clicked. He mentioned that he had built his own house himself. I complimented him on this and began remarking that Men don’t do those kinds of things anymore (and he heartily agreed). At this point his wife too the kids to shop while we meandered together and talked. That led to me talking to him about the lack of real Men, which I then led into a discussion about Hierarchy. When I reasoned with him about Hierarchy, he was nodding and saying things like “yeah, I see what you mean”. I then told him that he’s obviously Alpha – and he immediately agreed. Then he began to tell me about being in the Marines (bingo!) and the examples of Alphahood he saw there. Then he asked me where I was in Hierarchy, and I told him I was a “slave male”. This made him laugh, and I jokingly said “But I don’t have an owner right now … I guess I’m a runaway slave”. That made him laugh again. As they were getting ready to leave, he asked for my phone number.
We’ve texted a few times since then, but with the holidays it’s just not easy to get time for even meeting up for a beer. We shall see! But it’s really just that easy, guys.
Hi, I would like to ask for some advice. I am a married guy close to 40. I am happy with my wife but I also want to be satisfied sexually. My kinks are humiliation, degradation, slavery, and submission. I started to read about that and I started to crave becoming a faggot. I never had gey tendency but I would love to try that. I am not sure if this is for me so I decided to contact a few masters online to become an online slave and at least try this way for now. But when I contact them I often hear that they need to see my face to start. I am not sure if this is a path for me, and I don’t feel comfortable showing my face at the beginning of this journey. I would like to begin anonymously. So always this ends our relationship. How should I try to fulfil my lust?
Thank you for this!
First of all, be grateful that you’re finding serious Masters, because there are a lot of game players even among Men who call themselves Masters. So at least it seems like you’ll have options if it gets that far.
Have you thought about being dominated online in the financial domination scene (or “findom”)? That’s a relatively easy way to taste the scene and see if that even appeals to you at all. Yes, it’ll cost you a few hundred dollars most likely, so if you can squirrel away that much and keep it concealed from your wife, then I’d try that.
Otherwise, you’ll just need to keep trying until you can find one that is willing to meet you in public somewhere without seeing a pic first. They’re out there, trust me.