My name is Jon. I’m in my late 30s—5’10″, 155 lbs, average/fit build—and I live in Washington, D.C.
I’ve been part of the gay scene for about 20 years, but I’ve still not found what I’ve been deeply craving: the opportunity to truly submit to someone. I’ve tried, but honestly, I haven’t had much luck. I’ve encountered so many fakes and flakes over the years, and as I get older, I worry that it’s becoming even harder to find what I’m looking for. That thought breaks my heart.
At the same time, I have fears about family finding out and being disappointed in me. I dream of finding someone—a friend or boyfriend—who I can have a “normal” relationship in public, while privately being able to fully submit to them.
Just to share a little background: I was raised in an African culture and often felt more comfortable spending time with girls because I didn’t feel “man enough.” Even back then, I think I knew something about myself that I just couldn’t express. There are many moments in my life where I’ve shown my true colors. but I’ve never been bold enough to admit anything because of my family.
I’m sorry if I’m rambling. I guess I’m just hoping for some guidance—or maybe, even, for someone out there to consider giving me a chance.
Thank you so much for reading.
Jon, thanks for writing!
I really can hear the frustration eating you up inside, and I feel for you. For African cultures, there’s enormous pressure on males to conform to certain masculine expectations. That can be overwhelming, and almost choke you to death.
But you are not alone in this. We all deal with these pressures in one way or another.
Honestly, trying to live life as a true faggot is very hard because much of gay culture dismisses faghood as a fetish, and not a serious state of being. So we are sometimes even ostracized by our own “community”.
But to be blunt, the solution to your issue lies INSIDE YOU. You need to learn to let go of these family pressures (because they ultimately mean nothing) and take responsibility for your own path and happiness.
Finding a Master is a process of trial and error, but it can be done. Apps like Grindr, TheBlowers.com, Recon, and others can get you access to Alphas, and from there you can start making connections. I’d recommend that you start submitting to Alphas you know in your everyday life, but you don’t sound ready for that.
There’s no magic bullet here. It just takes working on yourself and trying your best to submit both publicly and privately to Men. It will lead to success, but nothing will happen until you heal the family issues holding you back.
It’s me again! I was the faggot who wrote to you 2 days ago asking about my new found urges. You said that the best way to find faggots for my Master was to look into scene he promotes himself, which is Twitter. Following your instructions, I’ve been looking for many findom and cashmaster related communities and accounts. I’ve even made a new account completely dedicated to my Master. But I’ve encountered somewhat of a problem. I have found many faggots on there, but they seem to be already dedicated to other Masters. As a dedicated faggot myself, I would find it disrespectful to tell a fellow faggots to ditch their Master for another. I’m conflicted because I obviously want my Master to have a large community of dedicated faggots at his beck and call, but I don’t want to steal faggots from other Masters as well. So what do you suggest would be the best way to find faggots for my Master without “stealing” them from other Masters?
I was thinking about this and I think this approach is wrong. Faggots aren’t going to listen to another faggot asking them to serve a different Master. It’s the MASTER who must demonstrate that he’s someone worth serving. Your intentions are good, brother, but I don’t think there’s an effective way to do this unless you start posting daily pics/videos of your Master using you.
Hi sam, i’m writing to you as a faggot that has finally accepted his place in the hierarchy. I’ve spent a long time denying it but now I feel so excited to find my place at a masters feet.
I am 24 now and still a virgin. When I was 19 I was propositioned by an alpha. He messaged me on grindr after I had changed my bio to reflect how I wanted to lose my virginity whilst in chastity. I was only mainly into chastity at this point but I had some kinky fantasies. But this man was so assertive, its like I instantly knew I had to call him Sir. He agreed to take me as his and made me delete Grindr. I wasn’t expecting this but all I could think about how much I was straining in my cage because of the way he talked to me.
He asked me about my fantasies. I told him I had thought about serving a dom before. How I wanted to try worshipping a Mans feet and being his urinal. He didn’t ask me about my limits and told me that I had to simply trust him as my master. I spoke about how I wanted aftercare too and how I thought it would be nice to cuddle. He said he will see but that he was after a faggot not a relationship. I realised then this wasn’t just kink to him.
I also told him I had a twitter account I would post cage checks to. He was receptive to the idea of making videos with me serving him as his faggot. But that all profits would go to him. This scared me though as I wasn’t keen on being exposed (still against it).
He instructed me to shave my body. He told me the first meeting would involve me crawling on my knees in lingerie that he decided for me to wear and put on his cage and give him his keys. I would have to pay him to wear the cage he owns until I find a suitable replacement. I would then have to suck his dick and swallow his cum and wash it down with his piss. I was really nervous about this as I had never even sucked cock before so I was worried I was out of my depth. I expressed this to him but he told me this is how it works and that I was there to serve him and I would know my true purpose as soon as I put my lips around his cock. I was worried about getting piss everywhere and asked if I could at least use his shower but he said that wouldn’t be necessary as I would be swallowing every drop.
He told me my cage would eventually get smaller and smaller and that he would feminise me. I was so turned on I felt like I couldn’t deny it. The power he had over me was immense and I hadn’t even met him yet.
I did everything I could to prepare. I shaved my body, sent him pictures of me in the lingerie I had bought, practiced drinking my own piss and listened to your podcast to put me in the faggot mindset.
But as the day approached I got nervous. I told him I couldn’t go through with it. I had let him down. The reason why was because I had just gotten out of an abusive relationship. I wasn’t sure if this was really something I wanted or if it was just because I felt empty. I didn’t tell him about that.
Now its been five years and I am over what happened. But I still fantasise about serving him. I still have his contact details and I was thinking about reaching out but I don’t know how he would react. I keep thinking about the scenario he designed and me on my knees in front of him serving him in the way he deserved before. How do I get past the shame and guilt and express how sorry I am for denying him service?
Thanks for writing to me!
Wow, what a shame that you passed on the opportunity this Master offered you to help you grow! It sounds like he understood quite well that you were inexperienced and nervous, and he laid out his plan for you in precise details so you knew exactly how things would go. There wouldn’t be any surprises, and he would guide you through everything. That’s rare to find!
I’m really surprised and saddened that you read my stuff and listened to my podcast and you didn’t get the repeating message to BE COURAGEOUS and to TAKE ACTION. We simply get nowhere unless we take steps forward.
Here’s the thing you haven’t considered: five years have been lost to you worrying about stuff and inventing scenarios in your mind, but five years have also passed FOR HIM as well. Do you think he’s been waiting anxiously for you to contact him this entire time? I assure you, he hasn’t. He might have already found that right faggot or faggots.
There’s only one thing that can happen: YOU need to TRY. Reach out to him and humbly seek an audience with him so you can apologize and offer to correct the situation. He might turn you down … and then again, he might not. You’ll never, ever know unless you TRY.
The following post is part of a thread following the submission of a faggot named Ethan to an experienced black Master known as King Karter. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
There’s something special about black Alphas who truly embrace their Alphahood and the ownership of faggots. Far too many black Alphas just use them and lose them, preferring to remain DL and unattached. However, these black Alphas don’t grow in power because of this decision. They don’t grow into the Kings their genetics and dominance demand.
King Karter might be discreet, but he has built a small Kingdom of owned faggots worshiping him day and night. He understands his worth, and he expects only the very best service from the faggots he owns and those he uses. His nature demands it.
We’ve been blessed to follow young faggot Ethan into King Karter’s lair, to glimpse the world his faggots inhabit under his reign. It’s intimidating, but also fulfilling! And we’ve been able to watch Ethan learn new things about himself, and do things he never imagined he would experience!
As it turns out, King Karter was about to push Ethan’s boundaries again!
Apparently, Ethan is one of the very few faggots on the planet without a foot fetish. I know, right??? Makes NO sense to me, either.
But King Karter’s feet were about to change Ethan forever! READ:
Hi Sam, I am sorry I haven’t emailed sooner, I have been very busy with finals and moving from Texas back to California. I have two amazing and crazy stories to tell you! I will have to put them in two emails. They will take too long to explain both in one.
The first was on Thursday two weeks ago, on the 29th. I had only one more final to go, and it was an easy one. King Karter asked to have me come by and help #1 out with some chores and cooking. I was excited because since he had fucked me the first time, that was all I could think about. I even texted 1 and 3 if there were any opportunities I could come and help, since I wasn’t going to be there for much longer. I came to his Apt. and #1 was already there. He had me clean myself out for a good while, and then I worked on cleaning the living room, and helping #1 clean the kitchen, along with starting dinner. King came home a few hours later from the gym. As soon as he came in, I could smell his scent. We kneeled and greeted him. He sat on the couch and watched TV while 1 and I finished dinner. When #1 and I were done, we went and got on our knees in front of him.
King reminded me of all the things I would have to do when I was gone. Like FaceTime him a few times a week, while cadged. Contribute to my fag tax every other week. Practice with my new dildos while caged. And he gave me two more rules. The first one was that he was going to give me 5 brand-new bottles of poppers. 2, 30 ml bottles and 3, 10 ml. He said by the time I come back in August, all of the bottles need to be empty. The second rule was that I am not ever allowed to jerk off again or watch porn without a cock cage on. That I am only allowed to watch Gay porn or any Porn in chastity. I am never allowed to watch it without it on! He said I don’t need to be in it all the time, like 24/7, but I am not allowed to watch porn or get off without being in chastity again. I was like WTF, What is the point of watching porn. I will be so sexually frustrated. Especially since I am not getting fucked. I don’t want to be a disrespectful faggot. But I did ask him if I could just do it maybe once a week, or a month. He said, “No. That If you want to get off you need to watch it in a cadge, and fuck yourself to get off. That is the only way to get off if you want to watch Porn.” I was depressed and wondered how am I going to go that long without Jerking my dick. I have been jerking off since I was 11, at least once – twice a day, every day.
He said he needed a pedicure and a foot massage. I was a little shocked as I had never heard of a masculine man wanting a pedicure. #1 went to get some nail clippers. King told me to watch #1 and do exactly what he does as he does it. 1 came back and told me to “Watch, and do what I do.”
He began by sucking on King’s toes, and sliding his tongue in and through his toes. Ok, so I have never really been into feet. I know a lot of fags are, But I never really got it. Like, I don’t have a gross aversion to it. They don’t gross me out or anything. It is just not something I ever really been into. So this was kind of like a first for me. So I started looking and watching #1 and doing what he was doing, spending time on each toe. Sucking it rolling my tongue around it, making sure it was very wet. Then we licked up and down the sole of his foot. Like giving a massage with our tongues. 1 would also work them with his hands, and I would look over and try to match his hands the same way.
After a while of sucking his toes a good amount. #1 picked up the toenail clippers and told me to cup my hands. He then clipped all of King’s toenails and put them in my hands. When he was done, #1 told me to put them in his mouth! I was like WTF! I think I was in a bit of shock because he whispered it again to me, and I slowly put them in his mouth. He just chewed them up and swallowed them like chips or something! I was still in a bit of shock, but I could feel King Karter watching me as #1 handed me the toenail clippers, and he then cupped his hands. I then started to do the same, clipping them and putting them in his hands. When I did all 5 and put the last one in his hands, 1 told me to open my mouth. I had to make a fist on the ground as he put them in my mouth, and I tried hard to chew them to make them softer, but they didn’t really break up. I was trying to get as much spit to make them go down. I gag a bit since a few got caught a bit in my throat. When I was done, my eyes were watering, and I just kept swallowing, trying to not get sick. I think 1 saw that it was a bit harder for me and said I did a good job, and then King Karter also said I did a good job! That did make it feel a bit better.
Then #1 started to lick and slide his tongue up and down King’s feet again. So I did the same. I followed everything that #1 was doing. He started licking up King Karter’s leg, calf, and shin. I did the same. Sliding our tongues up and down this whole leg. I could taste his sweat and salt on his skin. It did taste amazing. We did that up to his thigh, and his torso and back, on each side of him, he stood up. He had us lick and clean his hole! I watched 1 do it first, then King pushed my face in his big black ass. I sucked and licked hard he told me to stick my tongue in his hole. I was a little shocked because I had never done this before, and at first, I felt I should not be doing this to an alpha. I know 3 told me he likes us to eat his ass sometimes. But I think part of me felt like it was wrong, I guess, IDK, I did it anyways, 3 told me later he likes the fact that we are wiping his hole with our tongues like toilet paper. He kept saying things like kiss my black ass slut, or lick my hole faggot. I understood it later, a bit more after I talked to #3. Then we moved to his armpits and licked them and sucked them. They smelled and tasted even more manly. We licked up and down his arms and hands, and sucked on each of his fingers like his toes. And the sides of his neck.
Then we got back down on our knees. We would take turns sucking on his dick and balls, and his pubes.
He started to face fuck us then, going from one to the other.
Then he had me stand up and sniff some poppers, and 1 lubed his dick. He had me then sit down on it, facing away from him. He started to fuck me and bounce me up and down on his thick dick. This time it felt so good. Much easier than the first time he fucked me. It went in faster and was not uncomfortable at all. I loved it! He keeps saying things like “Ohh fuck Tight Pussy, Fuckign that Tight pussy, and Tight Pussy!” I moaned back and asked him to fuck my tight pussy. I could feel 1 under me. He was licking King’s balls, taint, and hole. After a while, he pulled out of me, and 1 immediately pulled it in his mouth, cleaned it off, and slid it back into me. I kept bouncing up and down on his cock so hard, my eyes were rolling in my head. It felt so amazing, even as I write this, I feel my hole twitch now, just thinking about it 🙂 I think it was one of the most amazing feelings I have ever had! (so far)
Then he pulled out again, and had my kneel and 1 sucked on it cleaned it off again, and then took the same position I was in almost squatting over his big dick. And King told me to put it in, but I was not allowed to use my hands. I maneuvered it with my mouth and face and put it at 1’s hole, and it slid in. He started fucking 1 harder than he had fucked me. Slapping him a little and kept shouting loose pussy, Fuckin Loose Pussy! #1 was moaning loud too. King told me to lick up and down his balls, on his shaft, when he would pull out. And on his taint and hole. So I did, He fucked 1 like this for a while, pulling out a few times so I could clean it off, lube it back up with my spit, and put it back in with my mouth.
This went on for about 40 minutes. King, passing us back and forth, repeating the same thing about 5-6 times. I was his tight pussy, and 1 was his loose pussy. It was one of the hottest experiences I have ever had, well up until then, I shoot a load the second time he was fucking me so hard, I shoot it even though I was cadged! It shot pretty big, but it landed all over 1’s back. (I have a second story to tell you that will be hotter 😉 ) After about 40 minutes, he pushed 1 down and had us both suck on him sliding our tongues back and forth taking turns on shoving the shaft down our throats. Then he had us open our mouths and stick our tongues out, and he jerked his massive dick in front of our faces. And shot a huge load all over our faces. He would shoot some on 1’s face, then shoot some on mine. Then 1’s, then mine. He shot 4 times, maybe a little the 5th time. King had us lick it off each other’s faces while he whipped his dick on our faces too, smearing it all around. He had us lick it off each other and start kissing, sliding his dick between our lips. Then he sat on the couch and he told us to keep kissing he wanted to see us fags kiss and make out. We did. I haven’t made out much with guys, so I don’t think I was much good. I hope he liked watching it, though.
After a minute or so, he got up and pulled on my hair saying he needed to piss. He pulled me by my hair, and I followed on my knees, pulled me to the bathroom. He had me put my head on the side of the bowl and open my mouth. He started to piss in my mouth and I tried to lap it up as much as I could. But a lot went in the bowl or on the side. When he was done, he said he was going to take a shower. That I needed to clean up the mess I made, using my tongue, and even what was on the floor. Then I needed to get his towel and stay on my knees until he was done. After I cleared my mess as he told me to, I knelt with his towel in my hands and watched him finish his shower. My mouth was salivating watching him lather up his body. And my hole twitched a few times as he cleaned his cock and balls. I wished I could be in there with him, cleaning him. I could feel my dick get hard in my cadge again. It felt really uncomfortable.
Finally, he came out, I dried him off, and he said he liked my job today. While I was drying him off, he asked when I had to be moved out. I said by next Friday, but my flight is on Thursday (the 5th). He asked me if I had any plans this weekend, and I said, “No, not really just packing I guess.” He said he wanted me to be here at his apartment on Saturday around 11 in the morning, He had a going away party he was thinking about giving me with a few of his friends, that he would like to introduce me to. And that I should plan to stay until Sunday afternoon. I was a bit shook and nervous, and excited, at the same time. I didn’t think he would throw me a going-away party, and he said with some of his friends. He told me that he was going to his room to watch some YouTube. That 1 had more homework for me when I was gone.
I went back to the kitchen where 1 was finishing up dinner. He told me I did a great job today. And I should be proud. He said he also had homework for me to do while I was gone, in addition to Kings. He said since I was not his King that they are not orders that must be obeyed like Kings but he would like me to work on them to be a better faggot. 1) try to wear my cock cadge out and about once in a while. Like when I go to the movies or something. And get used to wearing it more often. I did tell him it will be hard to wear it every time I watch porn. He said this is very important that I do, so I am used to getting aroused only when I have it on, and don’t need to think about jerking my fag dick when I am with King Karter or with his friends. He also said I can also practice only cumming when I fuck myself too. I figured I better learn how, since I think it is the only way I will be able to cum anymore I guess.
The second homework was that I had to do the cooking and cleaning at home for my family. I was like What?? They are not Alphas, they are my mom and sister. Maybe my dad, when I see him over the summer, but it was not the same. He said it was not like service for them, it’s more like homework, like keeping up with what you learned. So your skills get better, so when you come back, you can do things like laundry faster. Or cook better, or clean better. Just to keep the skills I learned here, so I don’t slide back. I understood it then the way he explained it. He said you can think of it as a service to him, like you will be better when you return.
The 3rd and last homework was that I needed to try to pack on 4-6 pounds of lean muscle by the time I came back. I have a little flab in my gut, and he wants me to get rid of that. He said King Karter would like me to be a huge muscle faggot next year. I used to be about 225-230 in high school when I was working out like every day for football. And I am about 240 -250 now (all the college food). He said He would like me to try to be about 240, but to lean up a bit. Go a few days a week fasting, or only eating like one meal of just protein. I also had to work on my flexibility. Something I did a lot in high school because of football, but I hadn’t done a lot since I stopped playing, and more just lifting. 1 said the flexibility will be key and help with King Karter, and when I go on a lot of dates, and men will want to put me in different positions. That is my goal for this summer. I have already started going back to my local gym and the Gym in my apartment building almost every day now. My goal is to be a bit more shredded and leaner and pack on some muscle when I get back. Also, to be more flexible and practice my skills of service, when I am at home for the next few months. I also am going to try to convince my mom and dad that I can move out of the dorms. Not sure if that will work, though.
The hardest work will be, the masturbating to porn with a cock cage on though. I don’t know if I can do that! Go that long without jerking my dick. I have been trying so hard this last week since I have been home. It is so hard! I have been fucking myself like every day to get my sexual frustrations under control. That helps a bit. But I think I’m addicted to sex now, NGL, I think about it all the time now even more than before I met King Karter, I want him to fuck me all the time. And I think the next few months are going to be fuckin hard! I have a muscle measure gun that works pretty well on my cage, and sometimes I just pat it hard when I am fucking myself. I have my first FaceTime with him on Wednesday while my mom is at work, and my sister is at summer school. I think that will help too! Got any advice on how to masturbate with a cock cadge on, Sam? I have done ok the last week, but I really don’t know how I can do this for like two months!
BREATHTAKING!
You can already tell how King Karter’s massive cock (and his use of it) is transforming Ethan into a ravenous, cock-hungry faggot! Remember when King Karter took him the first time, the pain he felt? Now it’s pure pleasure to have his Master’s hard dick rammed up inside him! That’s the transformational power of Alpha cock!
But notice what King Karter’s feet did for Ethan’s mentality! The faggot went from a mild disgust to completely turned on within the space of one worship session. Of course, none of this is a surprise to experienced faggots. I have served the feet of countless Alphas, and I’m well aware of their power over us. Ask any Alpha in findom, and they’ll show you their bank accounts!
I love King Karter’s promise to introduce Ethan to his Alpha friends! This is a nod of approval for his new fag! I’m pretty excited at what King Karter has in mind!
As for Ethan’s plea for help regarding masturbation: all faggots should have the mindset that they shouldn’t masturbate. Jerking off is a privilege reserved for Men, not faggots.
Ethan should feel great pride in wearing King Karter’s cage, not frustration. View it like a ring. It’s a commitment between an Alpha and his faggot. It should be humbling for a faggot, something sacred.
I know I conquered masturbation using my mind. I simply meditated on how shameful it was for me, a faggot, to be masturbating like other Men. How such an act denigrated and insulted Men. I simply couldn’t do it anymore. Chastity has become an everyday reminder of my “separate” status among Men.
Meditating on the great privilege of serving at the feet of a powerful God Alpha like King Karter should fill a faggot with such humble awe that masturbation would be insulting to his majesty!
Sadly, I don’t get to feature a lot of stories of Masters who comfort and care for their faggots. Most of the stories I receive are a far cry from aftercare.
Yet I know there are good Masters out there comforting their faggots and providing tender care for them. That’s not to say that these Masters are soft; far from it. But Masters are superior Men, so it follows that these great Men would have superlative emotional strength and depth.
In my Questions From Readers inbox I received a letter from a Master with a story of such kindness and strength. He wrote:
Hi fag, this is not a question but a story for your readers.
26 y.o. master here. Some time ago, when I was on a dating app hunting for fags to use, I came across a boy. I invited him to my place to serve me, but when he arrived, he was extremely thin (almost anorexic). He told me that he has an eating disorder, doesn’t like eating, knew it was unhealthy, but couldn’t bring himself to do it.
He was a total sub and did everything I commanded him to do. After using him that day and sending him home, I knew what I had to do as his master. The next time I invited him, first I commanded him to eat the food I made for him. At first he didn’t want it, but he didn’t have a choice. I told him if he’s my sub, he has to do everything I tell him to do. Only after he ate the food I let him worship my feet and armpits, because I knew he couldn’t resist.
This went on for some time. After a couple weeks, I noticed he started gaining weight. I kept feeding him and fucking his hole until we stopped seeing each other for different reasons. It’s not what an alpha does to make food for his bottoms (usually it’s other way around), but I think this was a special case. I’m hoping he is doing a bit better now tho.
Isn’t this beautiful?
This Master could’ve just dismissed the faggot because it obviously had troublesome issues. Certainly I’ve known plenty of Masters who would’ve done exactly that.
But this Master diagnosed the faggot’s issue with eating, and then made the faggot food and fed it in order to help it regain its strength! Like this Master said, meal prep is typically a faggot’s job. But this Master humbled himself in order to rescue the faggot!
Why don’t more Masters show compassion and kindness when these are noble virtues for our noblest Alphas?
It’s purely an ego thing. These less caring Masters primarily believe their needs always come first, and the feelings and needs of a faggot are immaterial. And frankly, these Destroyer-like qualities are extolled by faggots as true dominance!
But experienced faggots know better. I’ve been owned by great Protector Alphas who showed me plenty of comfort and encouragement. These great Alphas changed my life forever by putting more than just their dicks inside me. They helped me to have pride and self-respect as a faggot. They gave me value.
There is no doubt that this Master did the same, and I commend him for it!
When I first met Master @AlphaAesthetic8, I saw unlimited potential in that wiry, confident straight Alpha who wanted nothing more than money from the weak fåggots who were worshiping him then.
Then he disappeared.
I constantly DM’d him, begging him to return. My heart cried out for this obviously intelligent and honest young King. I couldn’t believe an Alpha so obviously made for this would walk away.
Then he returned like a glorious phoenix, with a renewed vision that very much aligned with what I originally saw in him. I’ve been blessed to interview him multiple times. I’ve been blessed to promote him constantly.
But most of all, I’ve been blessed to know him at all. He has been an incomparable example in this scene, a life-changing Master to my fåggot brothers who have laid down their lives to make him a multimillionaire today!
Happy Birthday, my glorious Master AA8! Thank you for being our greatest King!
Hi Sam, I think this is my final update at least for a while, but I wanted to say thank you for helping and really drillling the idea that I am fag into my brain I can finally admit that to myself and my friend now. I never thought I’d be here serving someone else but after my experience I think it’s my true calling.
Taking your advice I decided to seek out my friend for the first time instead of waiting for him to approach me. I greeted him in the morning by being on my knees and asked if I could worship him or serve him. I think he enjoyed seeing me finally truly submit because he let me immediately smell his pits and massage his body and had this cocky grin that turned me on so much. He forced me to look at him again this time and said straight to me “so are you ready to accept your place as a faggot” and I found myself saying “yes sir” without him needing to ask further. I will admit it took a minute before I could say “I am a faggot” and “I am your faggot Sir” because it’s just been such a difficult journey to change my mind and worldview but he was clearly satisfied by my responses telling me “you’re such a good fucking boy” and I felt free after that moment. But what made me realize it was the correct choice was actually what happened after. You know it’s been a difficult process getting to admit who I am and I had a small breakdown after I admitted who I was because I felt like such a failure that my parents sent me to college and I ended up becoming a fag. But he was so reassuring saying “I’m proud of you man and I know your parents are proud of you too and I got you no matter what.” It really helped in that moment that despite him being such a dominant alpha he was willing to give me so much support. Even when I talked about more of my concerns he listened and also promised me he wouldn’t tell anyone and that we could still be bros outside while I served him at home. I think I just needed reassurance and he provided it to me and showed me what a true alpha was like. At the end he gave me a treat of letting me lick and worship his feet for the first time and I never thought I have a foot fetish but he has completely turned me. All I could think about was how dirty and sweaty his feet were but I was so hard while licking them and sucking his toes like all that mattered was his pleasure. My addiction to his feet is so sudden and big now that I stole one of his gym socks and have been sniffing it continuously since then. I don’t know where everything will go since there’s so much for me to figure out especially with how my image is as a masculine guy turned fag. But I’m happy to say that I finally figured out this route is probably the best for me and I’m so happy to serve my friend. Thank you for leading me down the right path.
This is another follow-up to a previous question. I’ve assembled them into a thread … you can read them in chronological order by CLICKING HERE!
YAY! I’m so proud of you for finally submitting to this incredible straight Alpha! You followed my advice to a “T” and it worked beautifully!
You know how I know you’re a natural-born faggot? Because you love worshiping feet! Admitting our truth leads us to discoveries about ourselves that we never imagined to be possible before! That’s why the crux of everything I teach here involves being honest with both ourselves and others! Once we do that, amazing things happen!
Speaking of honesty, it’s time for me to be honest with you, brother. This straight Alpha you’re now serving contacted me a couple of weeks ago and told me he thought your questions to me were about him!!! Ever since then I’ve been talking to him about his life as a straight Alpha and his experiences with faggot ownership, in addition to advising him on how he can take possession of you!!
At practically the same time as you sent me this question, your Master emailed me to tell me about this very same event and how thrilled he was by your honesty and humility!
And let me tell you this: your new Master is one of a kind. He’s whip-smart, thoughtful, dominant, funny, and extremely powerful. I say this with confidence: he’s a natural-born Protector Alpha. I’ve cherished my correspondence with him.
He’s the type of Alpha and Master that EVERY FAGGOT ON EARTH would die to serve … but you are the one he’s chosen!!
With that in mind, humble yourself and offer him everything without question! He knows what you are and accepts that. He wants to own you and guide you to become what you are truly meant to be!
Straight Alphas like him are so rare that they make unicorns seem like an infestation. You are one of the luckiest faggots alive to have this opportunity! Give him 1000% of your devotion and worship!
This whole mess will be graduating to a major thread on this site now that Master has given me permission to reveal the truth! Brother Mason, please start writing to me directly at hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com!
The following post is part of a thread following the submission of a faggot named Ethan to an experienced black Master known as King Karter. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Ethan was worried that it might be a while before his new Master, King Karter, used him sexually. The other house faggots of King Karter had pretty much told him to be patient.
But my experiences with black Alphas told me something else. I figured King Karter would want to try out his new property as soon as possible!
Guess who was right?
Ethan send me a breathless email detailing his first sexual experience with this hung, dominant God Alpha. Turns out, he was breathless for a reason!
Hi Sam! I am sorry for not e-mailing sooner. I have been so busy with classes and getting ready for finals, working out at the gym, and now serving King. I have not had time to sit down and tell you what has happened! I didn’t even remember not emailing you until King asked if I had told you what happened because he had not seen a post from me on your site. (I think he is checking up on me 🙂 ) I went for my scheduled time to clean and help with the cooking. He was at his place last Thursday evening, he is not always there when I am, but he was this time. I got on my knees in front of him, looking at the floor, and asked for permission to speak with him. (Which is the way we need to ask if we need to speak in his presence.)
I took your advice, and you were, right of course! King Karter and his superior mind know exactly what to do. He even said he knew this would come up and had already had a plan for me. King said, “I know you would have to go home this summer but after next year I would like you to move here permanently, maybe even move in with #3.” I was so happy that he still wanted me to serve him, and be with my brother faggots. When I emailed you last, I was nervous he would not want me or would think I wanted to leave, which was not the case. I would have to go home and talk to my family about moving in with some friends from school. I think they would be ok with it, so I will have to talk to them about it, but right now, I will still be in the dorms next year.
King also had some ways to keep me in my faggot mind under his control. It will be some of the same ways he takes command of #2 and 4. I will have to check in with him 2-3 times a week. I must be naked and caged on while on FaceTime. I must keep doing Poppers trainings, and sometimes while facetiming with him. I must keep up my practice with my dildos, also while on FaceTime. And, I must still keep submiting my fag tax on a bi weekly basses. I did tell him I still did not want to be recorded, and he said he would honor that for now, and he would not record while I was Face-timing him. I also said I would have to find times when no one was home or maybe late at night, as my mom lives in a 3-bedroom apartment, and it will be hard to keep her and my sister from hearing me. He understood but told me if he requests a meeting, he will get one, and I replied, “Yes, sir, I understand.”
He will gave me two cock cadges to bring home and will have me buy 2 more specific dildos, ones closer to his massive cock. Which I found out then was about 7.5″ soft and 9″ long, hard, and about just under 4″thick.
He then started petting me on the head with one hand, like a pet dog, and told me that he valued my service and my commitment to him, and started rubbing his cock in his shorts with the other hand. He had me get a bottle of poppers from the shelf. And kneel in front of him. His big dark skined dick was already out when I returned and getting hard. I knelt back down and looked up at him. He took the bottle and had me take 4 big hits, 2 in each nostril. Then had had me sniff this pubs and balls and shaft again, all the time while his King dick was grown next to my face. He would have me repeat, me hitting and smelling him a few times. I could feel the heat and power from his massive dick. He asked if I wanted a taste this time, I said I would be so honored and I would love it more than anything, I begged him, “Please King, please can I taste your thick dark dick!” “Your Big Black Cock!” He likes race play, # 3, and #1 told me to really play into that, so I was!
After licking the sides of the shaft up and down about 10 times on each side. He had me just put the head in my mouth. I was to lick and nurse on it, like a baby on a tit. All the while, he had me keep looking up at him; he liked me looking up at him and keep eye contact, and he slowly slid it down my throat. And started to fuck my mouth. I was a bit nervuse he was going to be as hard on me as he was with #1 the last time I watch him throat fuck #1. But he was slow at first. I think he wanted me to get used to it.
At first, I was only getting about half in. He had me hit a lot more poppers as I was sucking him off. I would pull off, and he would hold the bottle under my nose. Then he would fuck my mouth harder and longer, each time pushing my head farther down. He would hold my head and make me gag hard on him. I have sucked about 15 dicks, before from Grinder, but his was longer and thicker then any I have sucked before. This was the first black cock I was also sucking, I have never sucked black cock before! It was thicker, stronger, and harder then any white cock I have sucked and serviced, before! King kept pushing my head deeper down on his dick, it was in my throat and I was gagging a lot. All the while, he kept commanding me to look up at him and keep eye contact. My eyes were watering a lot, almost crying.
At this point, it was hard to breathe easily, and I was gasping for breath. He would take his dick out of my mouth or pull it out about half way to let me take a breath. He then would have me look up at him and make me say “I’m a White Faggot!” ” I am a Faggot cocksucker.” ” I love Black Cock (in my mouth).” over and over, with his cock in my mouth. He laughed and really got a kick out of that. Sometimes, it was so deep in my throat, it just sounded like gargling.
Now he was fucking me harder now and using my hair as like handles pulling me up and down on his cock! He was starting to get rougher, I have never had a alpha fuck me like this, this far down my throat. It was hard to breathe. He had me practice learning how to breath around his thick cock in my mouth and down my throat. At first, it was hard; I was almost hyperventilating and gasping for air. Then I got to understand his rhythm, and he would keep it so I could breathe. When I would suck air in, I could not just smell him and his cock, but it alomst felt like I was sucking in his Alphahood. Now that I had a rytham, he had me take it down so far I had to put my nose in his pubs. He kept me there for so long, I was trying to pull away, I think it was just my body. I tried desperately to fight it, but I felt like I was going to pass out! I tried so hard to breath around his thick dick in my air way but it was to hard, I was almost was puking at that point that he let me go. I was puking a lot of bile and saliva.
He was going harder now, almost how you discrbe Cunting but in my throat. He was cunting my throat for real. But now he would only let me off about half his dick, and kept the other half in my mouth and down my throat to breath. He kept fucking me like this, for about 5 minutes and hitting the back of my head a few times, slapping me on the face with his hand and cock.
Then he started to speed up. Keeping me down on his pubs longer and longer, I almost passed out a few times. Then he pulled out and shouted, ” Dink my Black seed Faggot!” He then shot two huge ropes or cum all over my face and tongue, and then quickly shoved it deep down my throat again. So far down my nose was in his pubs again. He then proceeded to pump about 3 or 4 more hot loads in me. It felt like it was hitting the inside of my upper chest; I could not feel it in my mouth, just sliding down my esophagus. Then when he calmed down he pulled me off and wiped my cum covered face with his is thick black cock, wipping all the cum, saliva and sweat all over. He said “You have a good faggot face, with all that cum on it like that!” I felt so proud and wanted in that moment! His seed tasted so strong, I don’t know, is it because he is a black Alpha? Is that why it tastes so strong, or because he was a real alpha? He tasts diffrent from the other men I’ve sucked off, mostly stronger, more potent, better then the others.
He just sat there, in his chair, while I knelt between his legs, smelling his pubes and crotch. He smelled like heaven, the best smell I could smell in my life!
After a while, He said he needed to take a piss, and told me I was thrursty. I was a bit nervous knowing what would come next, what he wanted. But I did not fail him, I said with a smile, “Yes, sir.” I wanted to show him how gratful I was that I got to suck him off. Even though I was not looking forward to it, I know it was one of my duties.
He took me into the bathroom where I was to sit in the tub and look up at him. He pointed the head of his dick at my face and told me to open my mouth and drink as much as I can, he would stop a few times to let me swallow, and I did. He put out a long, heavy stream, and I flinched at first, trying to fight that instinct to pull away. I had to fight hard as it filled my mouth. It was a very strong flavor, I struggled at first to swallow it down when he stopped the stream. I gagged and almost puked a few times, He slapped the back of my head, and shouted at me that I better not puke up his cum, or I will get a beating for wasting it. It was very hard not to, but I held it in as best as I could. He told me to open back up and hit me with another hot stream. I don’t like hot or warm drinks much, but I tried to imagine in my head that it was like tea. That I think helped a bit. And by the third time, my mouth was full, I didn’t mind it at all, I started to like it even. I think I liked it, not for the taste. But for the fact that it was a humiliating aspect, that it made me feel like I was a subhuman. Like a thing like a urinal under him. Getting the privilege to drink what was coming out of his dick. I think that mindset helped me like it a lot. The 5th mouthful was not much, and some went over my face and in my hair. I liked it, and I almost felt sad it was ending. Is this a common reaction that faggots have to things like piss or other things that they might not want to do at first? In some way, I am kinda looking forward to drinking it again, and in some ways, I wouldn’t mind if he didn’t. It’s weird.
He told me I could not wash him off (my body) until I got back to my dorm. Which was super scary because I was afraid someone would see me, talk to me and smell his piss and cum on me. But I made it back and ran into the shower. Even though part of me didn’t want to wash it off. I could still smell him and his piss and cum on my body. However, I was too scared that someone would smell it too.
This happened on Thursday. He texted me today, asking if I had told you yet, and telling me to come to his place Saturday afternoon. I am not allowed to eat anything about 12 hours before, and I must clean myself out as best as I can before coming. But I will have time to clean out there. I also must fuck myself everyday this week for at least 1-2 hours a day. I am pretty sure he’s is going to cunt me. I am very scared and also so excited at the same time. (probably a little more scared though, as I don’t want to disappoint him, because it’s my first time. And I know he will be very rough the first time.) I did ask him if he liked my service on Thursday. He said, “Yes, Not bad!” He could tell I had sucked cock before and I was a natural cock sucking faggot, but he said my technique will get better when you suck more black cocks. “But not bad for a good cocksucking faggot!” Even though I was not the best cock sucking faggot he had, I felt good with his answer, it makes me feel like a good faggot! Even thought my throat was very sore for a few days and it was hard to talk.
This is practically a textbook example of how to claim and train a faggot cocksucker. King Karter’s control is quite obvious from Ethan’s words above. It’s great that he took firm control of Ethan’s head and forced his giant dick down Ethan’s throat! Far too many faggots, when confronted by huge dicks, rely on hand manipulation of the shaft while focusing their mouth on the head. While certainly easier, it doesn’t teach the faggot any advanced skills. King Karter was doing Ethan a huge favor by training him to open his throat and hunger for the entire length of his black meat inside him.
I wanted to take a moment to answer a couple of Ethan’s questions.
In the body of the story above Ethan asked why black Alpha cum tastes stronger than the cum of other Men. This is something I’ve experienced as well, and I can’t say that I’ve ever found a definitive answer on it. I’m probably biased when I say that I do think black Alphas are superior to other Men, and their sexual prowess/fertility is probably tied to stronger, more nutrient-rich sperm/semen. But that’s just a guess.
Ethan also asked: Sam, why do Alphas always want us to look up at them while we suck them? Why do they like the eye contact?
This one is easier to answer. There are two primary reasons why they want us to look into their eyes when we’re sucking them. (1) They want to see the level of desire in their cocksucker’s eyes, and (2) they want to see the amount of struggle in the faggot’s eyes. Either way, it’s a power move.
I’m so impressed not only by my brother Ethan, but also by King Karter! I wish we had more actual black Masters who understand how to take ownership of faggots and dedicate time to training!
I think Ethan is about to be cunted by King Karter! Can’t wait to hear how that goes!!!
My name is Theo and I’ve been reading your blog/page since 2020. I figured out I was gay two years before that and slowly started figuring out my kinks and fetishes and that’s how I came across all of this.
Back then I treated hierarchy as more of a kink really, using it to jerk off to it and just get off. However, slowly I started realizing it’s actually a lot more than just a kink (shocker, I know). I have pretty much struggled with the idea of it for the past few years.
Now, I am 18 and also fresh out of a vanilla leaning, slightly sub/dom relationship. I met the guy through grindr and we hit it off and managed having a really nice relationship, until I started losing feelings. I now realize that me losing feelings was due to the fact that he wasn’t an alpha male. I practically had to beg (to the point of being annoying) for him to dominate me, and even then it was just some low level getting rough during sex. I loved him, truly, but ended up hurting him because I had to end things. We never had the whole fag/hierarchy talk because he was clear that he thought nothing of the whole alpha male concept. There were other indicators that he was pretty beta, but that isn’t too important now.
My issue now is, how do I move from here? I’m almost done with high school, and live in a rather regressive European country. I am planning to move away to Germany in a bit more than a year, for college. During a short recent vacation I found this guy (also on grindr) who I’ve been chatting to. He’s from Berlin. We met up a few times in a short period and parted ways, staying in contact. He is much more dominant than my ex, open to the idea of me being a fag and using me like one. Now the issue still is that I also have quite some romantic tension with him, and I believe he’s into me outside of the alpha/fag dynamic.
I guess my problem would be that I feel like I have to choose, or compartmentalize these aspects of a relationship. I am looking for love and a boyfriend, but I also feel the undeniable fire of faggotry burning in my heart.
Please help me figure this out. I have not always been certain about your teachings and ideas being true, or at least this serious/deep, but I’ve recently realized that they are, so I come to you to ask for guidance.
Keep up this amazing work that you’re doing, you really are showing people things about their own selves that would normally take ages to figure out.
My baby brother, thank you so much for your heartfelt letter! I really think your question is at the heart of many faggots, so there’s no doubt it will help many people!
First of all – yikes! You were just 13 years old when you started reading my material! I’m keenly aware of the young people traipsing through my websites. I’m grateful that most of them limit their contact with me until they’re of legal age. Contrary to what some dumbfucks in the scene think, I’m not sexually attracted to children and I’m not trying to “corrupt” children. I simply report the truth.
That said, I know the kids are coming here and there’s nothing I can do to stop them (short of shutting down or putting a paywall around it). So I take my responsibility to teach young people the truth about hierarchy VERY SERIOUSLY and with some amount of gratitude. I’m very grateful to be meeting you finally after all of these years, little brother!
Now, let’s talk about your issue.
I’m pretty impressed by the number of experiences you’ve packed into your life before age 18. You’ve really been doing a good job exploring both your romantic side and your faggot side, and it’s clear you’ve done a lot of serious thinking about it.
I want you to understand that it is entirely possible to be in a good, affectionate, committed relationship with a Master that owns you as a faggot. I’ve been in them, I’ve covered them here, and I follow them on social media. They do exist.
I wouldn’t put a lot of pressure on yourself to find a Master/boyfriend right now. You’re very young, and you have plenty of time to explore. It might be a good time to really try to serve strictly as a faggot for a time period so that you can experience that side of yourself. After all, it’s not going away. The relationship is the easy part of this issue … being a good faggot requires discipline and training and focus. Now might be a good time to experiment with chastity and dildo play. Get in touch with your needs as a faggot, so that you’ll be ready when that right Master shows up to take ownership of you and love you.
I know what I’m saying sounds basic, but really there isn’t much to this. You have a long life ahead, and so many opportunities right in front of you. Be patient, be hopeful, and be wise. You’ll be just fine, I’m sure of it!
Thank you again for introducing yourself and for the lovely things you wrote, little brother!
i’m an older faggot that has written you a few times. i’m recently divorced and girlfriend-free and ready to live my real life as a freed faggot. i’ve recently hooked up with a dominant top man, who is bi-sexual, and i like His style of verbal agressiveness when He tells me to suck His cock. He’s got a large cock, and shoots lots of cum…so i like servicing His penis. my question to you, is that i have a chastity cage, currently no key holder, and i’m wondering if i should offer it to Him. i long to be an owned faggot and love the idea of keeping Him stasified, especially since He shoots a large load. He’s got a submissive transsexual m to f who presently serves Him, but she doesn’t like degradation or urine. What are your thoughts about me giving this Alpha Man my chastity? He likes his unclean ass licked and loves to have His piss swallowed, which i will gladly do.
Hi brother! Thanks for the questions!
First of all, congratulations on finally getting free of your mistaken previous life and embracing the truth! I know it must be liberating for you!
As far as your question about your Master, OF COURSE you should offer your key to him! I mean, he controls it right now anyway, so why wouldn’t you do that? By giving him the key, your chastity will be more meaningful even if it is only symbolic.
Hi Sam! My name is Kazuki, I’m a Japanese fag and I have a question…
I love with my bf and Master. He’s big, strong, dominant, and perfect for me. He fucks me and breeds me several times a week, and treats me with the perfect mixture of respect and humiliation to exert his power.
However, he loves cleaning our apartment. Yeah, I know it’s stupid but every time I arrive home and I see that big Alpha God sweeping the floor or cleaning windows it’s such a turn off. In my mind, it’s hard to submit to a man who does female house chores. I told him many times that I can clean the house, but he’s a cleaning freak and says that he has the right to do whatever he wants because he’s the Man of the house.
Am I stupid to feel like this? I should be grateful for being owned and I am. But everytime he does the dishes or vacuums the carpet I deep down wants to find another Man.
Thank you for writing, brother! I appreciate it! I don’t get to hear enough from Alphas and faggots in Japan or other Asian countries, and I really wish I did. I believe Asian cultures have strong hierarchical principles embedded in them, and I’ve only partially examined them.
I get what you’re saying about your frustration with your Master’s cleaning habits. It can be a turn-off for a faggot. However, that’s a silly reason to reconsider your service to him. Why would you even run to that conclusion so quickly?
Listen: this is easily fixed with an attitude adjustment on your part. Simply look at your Master’s cleaning as part of his dominance. He does the cleaning because he wants it a certain way and feels he is the only one who can properly accomplish these tasks to his specifications. It’s his domain and he wants it the way he wants it. Do you see how that change in perspective can alter the perception of what he’s doing?
Anyway, I appreciate the letter and I hope it helps. I’d love to know how you ended up serving your Master if you care to share. My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com
The following post is part of a thread following the continuing service of a faggot named James who has been serving a young straight Alpha for TEN YEARS. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I was pretty surprised when I heard the story of my brother James, a faggot cocksucker who has been serving a straight Alpha consistently for ten years.
Yes, TEN!
It was clear from James’s first post that his straight Alpha, like most straight Alphas who use faggots, is pretty insatiable sexually. This is most likely why straight Alphas turn to faggots for sex. They come to find out that faggots are also insatiable and talented at service/worship, and the sex itself satisfies their kinky taboo side.
Speaking of “kinky taboo side”, James wrote to me to tell me about plans his straight Master has been planning.
As you know, this straight Alpha has been using me for just about 10 years now… The great majority of the time, he uses my mouth and throat for his pleasure… As I explained before, when it’s been a while since the last time or he’s just extra horny, he fucks my other hole as well… But he’s always been into scenarios… He’s aways liked to send me videos in his text messages from time to time saying:”This is what I want I want from my faggot next time…Study the bitch who’s on her knees and learn her technique.”… He’s sent me a load of videos through the years showing women getting used roughly… He has me watch them and imagine myself in the main bitch’s place…
As far as those scenarios I mentioned in my article; Some time ago he sent me a catalog ad picturing a knitted full pink face mask with the words “Yes DADDY” on the forehead… I ordered it from Amazon as he told me to and I have it at home… His plan is to make a video and title it “My faggot” as soon as he decides where he wants to do it and has ample time to put together a proper short porn video as he said may involve retakes to get it right…
As for using others along with me for cock worship:… Two or three times he’s mentioned a fem boi faggot he used a couple of times that he’d like to use along with me to switch off sucking his cock and balls… The scene would end with him nutting in my throat while the fem boi squeezes his balls…
The girl I mentioned is his latest idea… He supposedly met a woman about 40 or so recently who’s a total cock slut for younger guys… He said he got with her twice so far and she’s totally into cock worship… He says he’s pretty damn sure she’ll have no problem teaming up with me to work for his nut and commence with me guiding his cock into her for a fucking finally …
I know he’s serious about all of these scenarios but they do require a certain amount or time and planning to reach fruition … I think that he’ll most likely do the “My faggot” video first because it’s the oldest idea of the three, it only requires me and I now have the mask he wanted me to wear… I have no idea which or the other two scenarios he might want to do first… Whichever or those two people he’s able to coordinate first would be the deciding factor as to if and/or when it might take place… He DOES have a penchant for acting out sex scenes he’s seen in videos or just in his mind… I mentioned before that he’s had me act out quite a few through the years… Whatever transpires, he assured me that I’ll always be his #1 faggot and I’ll be the bitch who ends up with his load every time.
It’s extraordinary, isn’t it? Straight Alphas just want obedience and worship and service, and when they discover that a faggot can give them those things to a superlative degree, they’re willing to ignore what they’re “supposed to do” in favor of what they MUST do. Society wants these greatest Men to stay in their lane as stereotypical straight Alphas and reinforce a generic, man-made paradigm.
But Hierarchy is the most basic and natural paradigm in all of human history. It supersedes everything else we imagine. And it doesn’t bend to the expectations of transitory generations.
The straight Alpha James serves ignores what he is supposed to do because the desires inside him crave something more, some deeper type of satisfaction. It’s a need, not just for physical pleasure, but also for a power that most other Men cannot comprehend.
And his faggot gives him the opportunity to have it!
Hi Sam, I need your help. Few days ago I have met a Master online. He wants me to be his slave and he wants me to come to his house to start training. The problem is that I am too scared to meet him, because I have never met anyone from any app and I am a virgin, so I am a little bit scared of sex. What should I do?
Hi brother! Thanks for writing!
Congratulations on finding a Master who is willing to train you! That’s a terrific opportunity to discover things about yourself and what it means to serve an Alpha!
I understand that you’re scared. We all start off scared. But at some point, we must challenge ourselves or else we never grow. I’m sure you don’t want to be some old faggot who wasted his entire life hiding from the truth, too afraid to try, right? Do you know how many older faggots have written to me over the years lamenting the fact that they were too scared to ever live out their purpose?
You don’t want to be that person, believe me. It’s far, far worse than any sexual encounter you’ll ever have.
Master Max (@mastermaxworld) might be one of the most voraciously-worshiped Alphas in the entire world. Faggots everywhere are IN LOVE with every little detail of both his body AND his heart. He’s playful, sexy, sincere, dominant, and always in command. Even though he indulges his faggots’ desperate needs, his needs always come first.
Here he is literally being devoured by three lusty faggots. Everything about him is consumed on a daily basis. It’s made him rich, well-traveled, and famous.
Alphas and Masters love owning faggots. Why wouldn’t they? Faggots are like faithful dogs that can be fucked, ordered to cook and clean, and always gives back non-stop worship.
Alphas and Masters also love the pliability of faggots. Since faggots are possessions of Men, these superiors can make faggots do whatever they want or modify them in whatever way they choose. That might mean keeping the faggot in a doggie cage. It might mean having the faggot drink urine. Most commonly, it means putting the faggot into a chastity cage.
Those are all the fun aspects of faggot ownership. But ultimately a faggot is a valuable possession of a Man, and valuable possessions need to be cared for and protected.
That intro leads me to an extraordinary event that happened this weekend.
Chin (Master Jin’s faggot) and Alex (Master Nick’s faggot) had been talking to each other and devised a way to get a key for their chastity cages because they were getting frustrated being locked up. Eventually their plan was discovered, and both Masters were at their wit’s end trying to understand the problem.
Now, I had been in their ears for some time about how the faggots may need to be milked. My concern was more health-based; it’s better for the prostate to ejaculate. But I also felt these waves of frustration from the young faggots, that they couldn’t feel orgasms anymore.
This latest crisis finally made Masters Nick and Jin hear my words.
So Master Nick researched prostate milking. Then he took Alex into a private room, got him naked, and put him on the bed. Then Master Nick inserted his fingers into Alex’s hole, found the prostate, and then began to massage it. Within a minute or two, cum started to flow out of Alex’s clit, out of his cage, and onto the bed.
Now think about this. Master Nick is a straight Alpha Male! He’s owned faggots for nearly a year after a lifetime of never considering sex with a male! During his year of fag ownership, he has confronted every new issue with intelligence, thoughtfulness, and courage. This is what a true Apex Alpha does!
But Master Nick shrugs it off. “I own them, so it’s my job to take care of them,” he says.
After Master Nick milked Alex, Master Jin took Nick’s suggestions and milked the troublesome Chin. Within two minutes Jin had milked Chin and then cleaned him up.
Master Nick was so excited by the results of his milking of Alex that he then milked his other three faggots, Yul, Lee, and Oliver.
Again, these Masters are straight. Prostate milking was beyond anything they ever imagined they would ever do. But they faced this challenge with great maturity and practicality. I cannot praise this enough.
Afterward, I asked both of them what they thought. They said it was like fingering a pussy. The faggots said that it was the weirdest feeling they’d ever experienced. I’ll admit, it’s hard to describe. I thought it felt like involuntary peeing, but the relief was somewhere deeper than the relief of a typical Male orgasm.
But most significantly, the Masters born said that they felt closer to their faggots through the act of milking. Master Nick said he felt more powerful as he held his faggots in his large hands and cared for their needs. The event was one of GROWTH.
POSTSCRIPT
I was so amazed by the events that transpired that I began bragging to other Masters about it. And to my shock, these Masters (some gay) would say that they had no interest in milking their faggots. A couple had a reaction of “that’s gross … I’ll never do that.”
I think it’s a shame that so many Alphas and Masters want all of the benefits of faggot ownership, but none of the responsibility.
Leave it to Masters Nick and Jin – straight Alphas who are growing in their power daily. – to lead the way.
So I’m begging all owners of faggots: milk your faggots, be involved in their training, and be a worthy owner.
Special thank you to Master Nick and Master Jin for becoming the two most astounding owners of faggots that this world has ever known! May you always stand as a shining example to your Alpha brothers!
I’m a natural born faggot and have known this since middle school. I’m now in my late twenties. I worship the Superiority of Men and have a drive to serve them however I can.
The Alpha I’m most recently serving is in his mid-30s. Well-built. All Man. He knows what he wants and takes it – demands it. He’s the only Man I’ve served though where anytime he decides to destroy my pussy, it starts with a very intense spanking. Always bringing me to tears. It’s not some playful act. It’s PURE aggression. Sometimes he’ll use a belt but normally just his hands.
Once he has me sobbing or bawling, that’s the time he always takes me. A full rut without any other build up. It is such an emotional and intense experience as he’s slamming his thick cock into my pussy – ass sore and sensitive with every buck of his hips that smack into it. I’ve never experienced anything like it.
I usually stay emotional throughout the breeding as he doesn’t let up. There’s no time to calm myself.
He’s always having me wear lace panties and the like where he just pulls them aside so he can have access to my hole but without having to see my caged clit. He’s definitely very verbal in these situations. He lets me know how inferior I am with every word and thrust.
Afterwards, he almost always lets me lay on his chest (after I clean his dick with my mouth… sometimes he takes the moment to use me as a urinal as well). Then, I usually proactively make him a snack, prepare dinner or bring him a drink before he decides to dismiss me.
I leave feeling a mixture of emotions. I’m not sure if anyone else has this type of dynamic but was wondering if the ritual he employs is normal or acceptable? When I leave, I feel both fulfilled and like a total mess at the same time.
Maybe he’s just keeping me in my inferior place and showcasing his natural superiority? Or is it abusive?
All I know is that it can be really embarrassing to go to the gym the next day – having a red/bruised ass and a clit cage is quite humbling.
Your thoughts?
Thanks!
Hi brother! Thanks for writing!
Your story is pretty intense! I can only imagine what it’s like to be basically attacked like that. It must be extremely painful and scary when this happens.
Sometimes it’s hard to understand the needs of a Man because they are sometimes so radically different from us faggots. Alpha rage is a real phenomenon, and I’ve written about it here and there in an attempt to explain it … and also warn faggots about it.
Sadly, many faggots seek this kind of rage out thinking it seems “hot” but suddenly find themselves in over their heads.
I can’t tell where you’re at with these attacks. It sounds like he’s really hurting you physically and emotionally, but you mention the fulfillment part of the experience as well. You seem concerned about its regularity, but you also sound like you wouldn’t trade it for something different.
Here’s my take on it: yes, he’s abusing you (without cause) to some degree. You don’t deserve to be beaten every time he needs to fuck just because you’re his faggot. He may not be able to become sexually aroused without the violence aspect, which would also be troubling.
But on the other hand, he’s fulfilling something in you, and leaving you “a total mess” might be exactly what he intends. He wants his rut and his breeding to leave impressions on you physically and emotionally. In some way, there isn’t anything wrong with that.
I can’t pass harsh judgement on your Master’s technique because he is providing you some aftercare. That’s important. By allowing you to decompress on his chest and work out your place through acts of service (like making a meal for him), you Master is providing some support after his assaults. If that wasn’t happening, I’d be much more concerned.
I don’t think you have much to worry about. I’ve seen this kind of violence from powerful Alphas (Master Dino from FWA is an example of this) that morphed over time into something much deeper. So I’d stick with it for now and see where it leads.
This faggot has been well trained over a number of years in a part time relationship with Master, W/e have separate vanilla relationships but come together whenever W/we can so faggot can be its true self and so Master can express His own true commanding nature. Over the last 18 months faggot has also very occasionally been seeing a much younger man (many decades younger) who likes to play at being dominant. Master is aware of this and has given His approval. Last week this young man took total charge during a meet up, ripped off faggot’s underwear and gave it a magnificent fucking. Faggot felt his seed deep inside and for the next few days felt a great sense of exhilaration and renewed vigour, almost as though this young would-be alpha had transformed it through the gift of his jism. So faggot has a couple of questions: should it feel especially humiliated and uncomfortable with taking seed from so young a man? Or should faggot encourage this young top, in his very early 20s, to develop and grow into what may be his true nature through further meet ups. He is rather gauche and needs to work on a hesitant, tentative attitude which sometimes lessens the mood. However, faggot believes that given time and encouragement he could become a true master. If faggot continues to meet him it wonders how exactly would be the best way to help him develop. Master will probably be requesting a joint meet-up although coordinating such a session might prove difficult. Faggot would be very grateful for any thoughts and comments.
Brother, thanks for the experience and the question!
Congratulations on being owned by such a caring and thoughtful Master, but also for the opportunity to serve this younger Alpha! There is something to be said for being an experienced and trained faggot (as opposed to young, cute, untrained ones) because we know how to give proper service to these greatest Men!
It’s hardly surprising that you felt rejuvenation after your breeding from this young Alpha. Alpha cum is potent, and combined with the psychological lift provided from his aggressive breeding of you, would definitely boost your serotonin levels.
And it is absolutely right for you to have offered yourself to this young Alpha and allowed him to take you and breed you. How is that even a question? You were born for that very purpose.
I don’t think this young Alpha is “playing at being dominant”. I think he is very dominant (based on your testimony), but he’s YOUNG and LEARNING ABOUT HIS POWER. The hesitation exists because he’s a young lion learning how to hunt and subdue and kill. That’s why it’s absolutely critical that you keep serving him. Your experience will help to draw out that hungry power from within him through your deep respect and worship of him. You know what I mean and what to do.
If your Master is willing, I think it would be great if he mentored this young Alpha, perhaps even using you together. The young Alpha might be intimidated by your Master at first, but Alphahood trumps all other concerns.
Whatever you do, keep serving this young Alpha to the best of your abilities. You’re already proving valuable in bringing out his true dominance. Don’t stop!
Some Alphas love to train their cocksuckers harshly, pushing them past their limits until they become the tool the Alpha desires. This can be humiliating. It can even be scary. But it will make you a better faggot in the long run!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the submission of a British faggot named Benjamin who successfully used my “Letter To An Alpha” to submit to his straight Alpha friend. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I was so thrilled to hear of my brother Benjamin’s bravery and intuition in submitting to his Alpha friend by courageously presenting my “Letter To An Alpha” method to him on their way to a cabin getaway. It turned out that Benjamin’s intuition about his friend was absolutely correct – he is definitely a straight Alpha – and this Alpha quickly took complete ownership of Benjamin.
I’ve been so privileged to carry Benjamin’s story here as a way to help inspire other faggots in similar circumstances. If you just try, you can end up finding fulfillment under the control of a straight Alpha just as Benjamin did!
Most recently Benjamin wrote into my Questions From Readers inbox to add some additional information about his Master’s use of Benjamin around his females (answered HERE). After my response, Benjamin asked his Master to read the thread about their story.
I often encourage faggots to show their Masters these things I write about them so that they (1) know what their faggot is doing behind their backs, and (2) help them understand their importance in the overall understanding of Hierarchy, and (3) that the Master may feel the glory of adoring readers who revel in these stories all around the world.
So Benjamin’s still-unnamed Master read the thread and then was moved to write to me! And while he sounds pleased overall, he had some corrections and reprimands for me.
He wrote:
Hello Fag. You have been speaking with my faggot (Benjamin) recently and he showed me your posts based on his questions. You give very good advice for faggots, but I have a few thoughts you should hear.
First you miss the mark slightly when talking about God Alphas like myself. I am still Benjis friend. He is the fag he always was. I have always been an Alpha. Now we just acknowledge it. I do still care about him. If anything my ownership of him is as much my way of protecting him from some of the assholes out there as it is about finally having someone serving my wants properly. I wouldn’t have taken on a fag if I didn’t know him and care about him.
Second is the claim that I am insanely confident for having my fag serve me in front of the girls. I don’t agree at all. As a God Alpha people who serve me must make my life better. Fag was doing that. The girls who I fuck do that. The girl who had a hissy fit and told Benji he was a victim was not so I booted the dumb bitch. If she had just eaten her food and blown me before leaving like the others I would have let her have my dick again.
Last, I am very annoyed that you did not tell Benji to report his bad behaviour when looking for my used condom. I understand why he wanted it and the fact that I never use condoms doesn’t matter. He should have told me. As the experienced fag you should have told him to tell me. Fags will learn good behaviours from each other and Benji has taken what you say to heart.
He is serving incredibly well and you are partly responsible so congratulations for that. But for all fags, always correct bad fags. It makes Alphas lives better. He has been suitably punished for that bad behaviour.
Well, I guess that was a bad introduction! I felt bad for failing this Master! I will admit that it crossed my mind to say something about the condom, but I guess my own failings as a faggot led me to consider it pretty standard behavior for us. Also, since Benjamin didn’t find a condom full of Master’s seed, he didn’t actually do anything to defile it without his permission. So I left it alone.
But this does tell me that Benjamin’s Master is an exacting God Alpha! But I will humbly say to Benjamin’s Master: I’m sorry I failed you!
I was surprised to read that Master had owned and used many faggots prior to Benjamin, so that changes my understanding of what initially happened between them. If I had to guess, Master chose not to enslave Benjamin earlier because he genuinely cared for Benjamin and didn’t want to take away his pride. However, once it became clear that Benjamin was indeed a faggot desperate to serve him, he benevolently accepted Benjamin’s worship and service. As Master said in his letter, he wanted to protect him from harm at the hands of his Destroyer Alpha brethren.
I will also admit that I was quite thrilled to hear Master reference himself as a “God Alpha”, utilizing (and legitimizing) my breakdown of Alpha Hierarchy. I love when Alphas can identify themselves as a God Alpha (a close friend of mine labels himself an “Apex Alpha”), as they instantly recognize the natural Hierarchy amongst themselves.
Master closed with this:
I know this probably won’t make it as a post on your website but you can send your apologies to the contact email. Keep up the good work faggot.
No, Master … that’s where you’re wrong about me. I post everything useful – including when I make mistakes and am reprimanded for them – because I know I’m just a faggot like the rest and in constant need of refinement. I have no ego when it comes to delivering a message of truth to Alphas and other faggots.
So I published every word for all to read. I’m proud to have received correction by you, Master. It demonstrates terrific instincts and glorifies you.
I thank Benjamin’s Master for being thoughtful enough to reach down from on-high and bless my life and work!