I’ve been reading your content for a while, but I am sending a message for the first time. As an experienced Alpha who has been owning fags for 20 years now, I can’t express how proud of you I was when I saw your answer to Faggot A. You said that “a faggot is a reflection of its Owner.”
What a wonderful way to put it, Sam. I’ve seen so many good boys suffering in the hands of mean Alphas. I have personalty rescued a handful of them. Today I am 41, I live in a beautiful house with two subs. We always bring other fags to have fun with us and we deeply love each other. I paid for their education and both are great professional in their careers. I watch their habits, what they eat, and their overall health to make sure they feel loved and heard.
If a Man is unable to improve the lives of his fags and women, he is not a Man at all.
Well done, Sam. I’m proud of you.
Master Santiago.
Thank you so much for writing to me, Master Santiago!
I love hearing stories about powerful, wise, empathetic Alphas like you who understand the purpose of faggots and their needs, fears, and hopes. All a faggot really needs is a strong Alpha to use it properly and give it permission to embrace its submission. So many faggots blossom under such Alpha cultivation. Thank you for being that example!
I’m humbled and grateful for your encouragement for my work and writing, Master. I’m merely a conduit for the truth. There’s nothing I love more than having faggots or Alphas discover the truth about their purpose through me and change their lives because of it! It has been an added purpose to what I was already doing in service, and it has transformed me as well!
I hope we can continue to talk, Master. There’s so much I’d love to learn about you and how you discovered faggots! My email is hi*****************@***il.com.
This post is part of a thread following the development of a straight French Alpha named David who discovered that his roommate Vincent is really a faggot. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
It seems like literally last week that Master David took ownership of his first faggot, Vincent. Then we learned of him taking ownership of a gym faggot. But his empire has been growing exponentially since then. He recently updated me on his current stable of faggots:
Things have continued to be great for me! I now have four slaves who serve me on a regular basis, whether financially, domestically or sexually: Vincent (my roommate, my favorite), slave #2 (met at the gym), slave #3 (met at a party) and Thomas (an old classmate I’ve reconnected with). My life is so cool with them! I never go to the grocery store anymore, I don’t take care of anything at home, I hardly pay for anything! All I have to do is enjoy my life and have fun while they go out of their way to make me happy!
This is exactly the kind of life every straight Alpha deserves to enjoy, one of constant worship and service! I’m so grateful that Master David has wasted no time in building out a stable of faithful faggot slaves!
However, the main point of his latest update involved a recent twist in his personal life: the cucking of a good friend!
I’ll just let Master David tell his story:
But what has interested me since last time is this idea of beta males. I have a couple of friends who I’ve known for a long time, Quentin and his girlfriend Charlène. I always knew Quentin had a bit of a submissive side. He often needs me for anything and will usually suck up to me (figuratively speaking). To put it simply: while I was spending an evening with them at their place, I openly hit on Charlène, in front of Quentin who protested weakly, and then we fucked like animals in my room all night long. The next day, she broke up with him.
Quentin was furious with me. He said, “How could you do this to me? You were one of my best friends!” I told him, “Sorry for you, man, but it’s only right that alphas get priority over females!” After that, he didn’t speak to me for weeks. I regretted it a little because he was a nice buddy, but I was delighted to fuck Charlène, who is very hot!
But one day, as Charlène rested on my chest, she laughingly confessed that Quentin had recently contacted her and begged her to take him back. She told him that once she’d tasted a real man, there was no turning back. He then told her he’d do anything to spend even a little more time with her.
The same day, Quentin texted me to say that he was really sorry he’d lost his temper with me and ghosted me, that he really cared a lot about our friendship and that we shouldn’t let girl stuff come between us. I told him I agreed, but that if he wanted to spend time with me and Charlène again, he’d have to make amends.
So I had an idea. Long story short: I invited Quentin to have dinner with the two of us at my place (I sent Vincent out for the night). But he had to do the cooking while we had fun watching TV and wait on us at the table. Later, as Charlène and I kissed passionately on the sofa, he licked her feet and mine.
Later that night, after I’d fucked Charlène until she fell asleep, I went to wake Quentin, who was asleep on the couch. I had him massage my feet, kneeling on the floor in front of me, while I described my wild nights of lovemaking with Charlène. He whispered, “You know, I still love her so much…” I replied, “Then be happy for her! She’s tasting the ultimate pleasure thanks to me! And you’re happy for me too, aren’t you?” He looked desperate as he replied, “Yes. You were always the better man.”
The next week (it was two days ago) I forced him to come and watch while I fucked her! He burst into tears, but stayed the whole way to watch! I allowed him to lick Charlène’s pussy dripping with my cum!
I must say that it is SO MUCH FUN and SO GOOD to humiliate a straight beta man! I LOVE it! I really love to be an Alpha man! I love to know that I was born to rule and dominate! And that so many boys were put in this earth just to serve me! It’s so good to BE A MAN!
It’s astounding to witness an Alpha like Master David raise the bar so rapidly in his life. He’s literally transformed everything in his life within a matter of months!
Think about it. He went from being an natural straight Alpha living an everyday life to taking ownership of four faggots! Now he’s able to see the truth about beta males, and he knows exactly what needs to be done to get them to submit to him as well!
In my opinion, the real key to the cucking of his former friend Quentin was when Master David woke Quentin in the middle of the night and forced him to worship his feet. That’s the final move to kill whatever pride or resistance Quentin still had, forcing Quentin to accept that he’s a slave to Master David’s overwhelming superiority.
How is this possible? It’s all happened because Master David embraced the reality that literally ANYTHING he wants he already has by virtue of his Alphahood. He literally spins gold from straw by willing it into existence. Human beings surrender their autonomy, their dignity, their lives to his glory.
There is no power among mankind to rival it. And the scary part? Master David is just getting started!
This faggot has been well trained over a number of years in a part time relationship with Master, W/e have separate vanilla relationships but come together whenever W/we can so faggot can be its true self and so Master can express His own true commanding nature. Over the last 18 months faggot has also very occasionally been seeing a much younger man (many decades younger) who likes to play at being dominant. Master is aware of this and has given His approval. Last week this young man took total charge during a meet up, ripped off faggot’s underwear and gave it a magnificent fucking. Faggot felt his seed deep inside and for the next few days felt a great sense of exhilaration and renewed vigour, almost as though this young would-be alpha had transformed it through the gift of his jism. So faggot has a couple of questions: should it feel especially humiliated and uncomfortable with taking seed from so young a man? Or should faggot encourage this young top, in his very early 20s, to develop and grow into what may be his true nature through further meet ups. He is rather gauche and needs to work on a hesitant, tentative attitude which sometimes lessens the mood. However, faggot believes that given time and encouragement he could become a true master. If faggot continues to meet him it wonders how exactly would be the best way to help him develop. Master will probably be requesting a joint meet-up although coordinating such a session might prove difficult. Faggot would be very grateful for any thoughts and comments.
Brother, thanks for the experience and the question!
Congratulations on being owned by such a caring and thoughtful Master, but also for the opportunity to serve this younger Alpha! There is something to be said for being an experienced and trained faggot (as opposed to young, cute, untrained ones) because we know how to give proper service to these greatest Men!
It’s hardly surprising that you felt rejuvenation after your breeding from this young Alpha. Alpha cum is potent, and combined with the psychological lift provided from his aggressive breeding of you, would definitely boost your serotonin levels.
And it is absolutely right for you to have offered yourself to this young Alpha and allowed him to take you and breed you. How is that even a question? You were born for that very purpose.
I don’t think this young Alpha is “playing at being dominant”. I think he is very dominant (based on your testimony), but he’s YOUNG and LEARNING ABOUT HIS POWER. The hesitation exists because he’s a young lion learning how to hunt and subdue and kill. That’s why it’s absolutely critical that you keep serving him. Your experience will help to draw out that hungry power from within him through your deep respect and worship of him. You know what I mean and what to do.
If your Master is willing, I think it would be great if he mentored this young Alpha, perhaps even using you together. The young Alpha might be intimidated by your Master at first, but Alphahood trumps all other concerns.
Whatever you do, keep serving this young Alpha to the best of your abilities. You’re already proving valuable in bringing out his true dominance. Don’t stop!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the ascension of a straight Alpha named Mike who has taken ownership of his first faggot named Benjamin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Easily one of the most magnetic Alphas I’ve ever met on this site, Master Mike dramatically revealed himself after his faggot Benjamin had written several effusive letters about him. Since then, I’ve had the distinct pleasure of conversing with him and coming to comprehend the true power and depth of understanding he has. It’s awe-inspiring.
God Alphas like Master Mike invest time in the mentorship of their Alpha Packs as much as they do in the development and training of their faggots. Having spent his life playing sports, Master Mike is keenly aware of the Alpha Pack dynamic and how it helps develop each Alpha into elite competitors.
In my last post about Master Mike showing off his faggot to his Alpha brothers, I mused that his Alpha brothers would probably want faggots of their own. Well, guess what …
You were right about the other team mates wanting in on owning faggots. The whole team has been talking about it in the locker rooms this last week. A lot of questions about how it happened and what I have Benji do for me. Two of the guys have asked for advice on how they might get their own. You were also right about the one who was a bit of a problem at mine. He was trying to spread the rumour that I was a gay pervert and Benji was my bf. Noone believed him of course but I had to have a word with him in private. He has stopped running his mouth and his lip has already healed up. So it looks like I might end up with a pack of Alphas after all. I have also expanded Benji’s duties a little more. Until now it has been a rota with each of us doing team laundry in turn. Worked out about 2 or 3 times a year with each person. That usually meant their girlfriend/wife or the boyfriend of the one gay guy on the team. 24 guys, each having 2 jerseys 2 pairs of shorts and 2 pairs of socks a week plus towels. I thought I would be considerate. Noone ever wants to do them and the women tend to moan and whine and definitely don’t put out when it is their turn. So I have made a deal with everyone. £5 a week each and Benji will sort it all. Every single one of them has signed up. Benji will wash the clothes and dry them. He is also ironing every item including the socks. He is thanking me for the privilege. And I am getting paid £120 a week for him to do so. That is £480 a month which is almost half my child support payment! If I had known just how good life could be with Benji as my fagpet I would have forced him into submission years ago.
I have been thinking about marks of ownership and customization and I think I have settled on a couple I might get over the next year. The first is a necklace like the one you sent in that post. Next is a tattoo. I think on his shoulder blade/back of my bite mark and have “Property of Master Mike” underneath. The last is a tongue piercing though I am not completely sold on it. Think it might be nice to feel while he worships my feet. The only thing I am certain on is he will be customized and it will be my choice what he gets. He has spent every night of the last week voluntarily at mine. He must be fully addicted to my power and desperate to serve.
So awesome to hear!
However, there was a rugby party featuring Master Mike and his Alpha Pack being served steaks by Benjamin. So I inquired about it, and found out a lot more.
The party was part of the rugby day. It went very well actually. Perfect medium rare on each steak. I can definitely understand wanting in after that. Especially for the single guy who attended. Not that he will be single for long knowing him. Benji is thrilled with his new job as team laundry maid. We have already begun scent training with my workout jocks. My plan is to get him to a point where he can pick out my smell from a lineup blindfolded. To help with this I have told the team not to worry too much if their workout/training/match underwear ends up in the laundry bags. Some of the bitches used to complain if it happened as if it was deliberate. But for Benji it will be a teaching tool. All Alphas have a smell but some are far stronger better and more intoxicating. As with everything else Benji has been very quick to please. Fastest turnaround on team uniforms I can remember and he fucking thanked me for it. He doesn’t even care that I am keeping all the money for his services. He is just happy doing any job I give him. The gay guy smis definitely not in an Alpha/faggot thing. Matt and Joel have been married 2 years and are a great couple. That said he was very unsurprised about Benji. They knew each other and apparently it is quite common for “sub gay bottoms”? I think Matt is the top (is that the right word?) and Joel handles most of the household stuff. But it is not the same as Benji. Come to think of it I might ask Matt about using guys for sex. He probably has the best insight for me and tips on how not to injure someone. Of course I thought of you.
Your work has massively changed my life for the better. It even has me reclassifying my sexuality. I am definitely physically attracted to women and not men. But the thing which turns me on more than any strip show or porn is completely dominating someone. I get chubbed up when I tackle someone in rugby and pin them to the ground. I am fucking rock hard when I give Benji an order and hear that automatic response of “Yes Master” and watch him do whatever task I have set. I was leaking the entire time Benji was exposing and humiliating himself infront of my teammates. I an sexually aroused by control and it doesn’t matter who of. I will dominate everyone around me. I will fuck anyone around me. And I will get off doing it. And thanks to you I have a fag who is front and centre to catch every last inch and drop. I also want to have a voice on your website who is advocating for a less abusive form of ownership. A lot of your straight Alphas seem unnecessarily harsh. And honestly I think they don’t realise that a faggot who feels more secure in ownership and more like a pet will provide much better service.
I was very touched by Master Mike’s gracious compliment about my influence on his rapidly-improving life. But more fascinating to me was Master Mike’s thoughtful insights into his own sexual needs. Personally, I don’t think he needs to reclassify his sexuality just because he enjoys pumping Benjamin full of cum. He will always be beyond the labels of common males.
But then Master Mike opened up an intriguing training exercise that really excited me:
I am very happy to weed out certain individuals. Definitely regret giving one of them a chance but that’s in the past. I am sure Benji will do well with my scent. The last week has seen him revising using the socks from our training session. I am going to build up so that he is able to identify me no matter how many people are around. It is going to be a bit of a party trick for him. I did also wake up a couple of days ago and found him curled up on his bed in the kitchen with a pair of boxers I wore to work. His little fag clit was straining so hard in it’s cage but he was sleeping so peacefully. It is odd to imagine being willing to lock away your cock but I guess that is one of the things which separates Men and fags. The next time he cums will be from me fucking my fags holes. I definitely can imagine how the gagging and drooling will put me in a full rutting mood. I mainly want to know from Matt how to avoid damage. Benji is less use to me if I have to take him to the vets or he has some form of injury. I know for a fact he is going to enjoy whatever I do to him. He has never been very promiscuous and I think it has been over a year since he was fucked. I will ready your post at some point. Got a date tonight I need to prepare for. You think I should take her back to mine and fuck her where Benji can hear? Or go to hers and slip out once I’m done?
I love this scent training exercise Master Mike has devised! Straight Alphas are often quite surprised by the ability of faggots to be trained so accurately on their Alpha’s scent, and I have no doubt Benji will pass this test even with the scents of the entire rugby team in this nose.
I think it’s clear just how clever and playful Master Mike is. He reminds me of some of my best Masters and some of the more powerful Alphas that have graced this site. It’s such a joy to be able to be used by him as a sounding board and advisor, even though he needs nothing from me.
But that is the measure of a God Alpha: how he builds his Alpha Pack and how he treats inferiors!
Hi, my name is Giorgio and I am a professor from Italy. I sent you a message last week about my student and I would like to update you.
First, I wanna thank you for your time and thoughtful advice. I really appreciate that. I talked to him at my office (with open doors at all times), and told him that he was a wonderful student but he needs to be careful about how he approach his professors. The boy started to cry and said that he feels really lonely sometimes and thinks that he will never be loved. He has a complicated family—extremely catholic and does not accept his sexuality, which makes everything even worse. The poor fag is 19 and has never kissed before, I imagine that he is desperate to have a real man touching him.
I admit that fucking him would probably be amazing and knowing that he was a virgin made me quite hard. But I held to my principles and did not touch him in any ways. Our college has a LGBTQ center and I referred him to a counselor, who will provide him with proper therapy to deal with his feelings. But this fag obviously needed dick too, not just therapy.
Some straight and bisex Alphas like to visit the LGBTQ Center to make friends with them because it is an endless source of sweet faggots and hot bisexual girls, so I saw an opportunity to solve my problem and also give the boy what he needs. He went to one of their gatherings last Friday and yesterday he told me with a big smile that he had a great time with three of my former students. They are seniors and have a strong Alpha energy. One of these guys became a good friend of mine, so I told him to be responsible with this virgin fag because he is a good boy and is very vulnerable. He confessed to me that after making out the fag gave him a blowjob in the parking lot. I hope the fag will not hit on me anymore, and my former student will keep his holes busy.
When I arrived home last night, my sub husband told me that he loved me even more for being so thoughtful and not fucking the fag’s virgin hole. After serving my dinner, I shot a load deep inside my husband’s ass while still thinking about the fag’s virgin pussy.
It’s not easy to be a responsible Protector Alpha, but it is worth it.
Oh Master, what a glorious update! Thank you for thinking of me and following up on this!
I dearly love the tender attention and guidance you gave to the plight of this inexperienced faggot! It’s frightening to think about what can happen to these kinds of faggots when they are abandoned and lost! Alphas and pretend-Alphas prey on faggots like that, abuse them and brainwash them into a cycle of abuse that ruins them.
Fortunately this faggot fell in love/lust for a great Protector Alpha like you, a Man guided by wisdom and principle at least as much as his dick!
Your decision to guide the faggot to an on-campus resource like that LGBTQ center was a masterstroke! I almost clapped when I read it, Master! It was the perfect move, akin to placing a lost kitten into a brood of kittens of a foster cat. I’m so proud of you for doing that, Master!
I’m intrigued by the fact that straight and bisexual Alphas are at that center hunting for faggots. I do think there is a movement happening across many countries around the world, an awakening of straight and bisexual Alphas to the truth of Hierarchy and what kind of life they actually deserve! This is mostly happening because of the internet (and sites like mine in particular). I’m so excited to see straight Alphas embrace the ownership/use of faggots as a status symbol of their superiority!
All I can say about you, Master, is that you are truly special. Your faggot husband is so fortunate to be owned by you! You essentially saved this faggot’s life, Master. You gave it a new course and new possibilities for fulfillment.
That’s what every great Master and every great teacher aims to do!
Thank you so much for sharing this, Master! Please don’t be a stranger! My email is hi*****************@***il.com.
Hello, Sam. So, I’ve gone through so much faggot/Alpha content, thinking I’ll always know what to do, but it’s just struck me that I don’t know how to go about this:
Do fags have a duty to serve?
I think most of us fags might not even think of it that way — it comes to us naturally anyway. But then there are times we have doubts.
In my case, for instance, there is a guy who very much wants me to submit to him, serve him for a night. Alas, he doesn’t have a commanding presence, and he isn’t masculine in… any regard, really. He’s the most ordinary man who’d just like to enjoy a submissive guy for a night. And he almost begs for it. There is desperation underneath his interactions.
And so the prospect of meeting with him seems more and more like a charity to me, rather than acquiescing to my faggot nature. He’s not an Alpha. He’s a guy. But a guy who pines for my service. And he’s nice, but wholly unattractive to me. A part of my nature pushes me towards service, a part of my nature tells me “not here”.
So, my head is full of questions! 1. What should a faggot do in such situations? 2. Am I haughty, worthy of reprimand?
3. And, of course, do fags have a duty to serve?
I hope I’ve conveyed my quandary understandably.
Thank You, faggot A.
Hi brother! Thank you for writing!
You raise a very important question, and I believe there is some level of controversy surrounding it. The fetish side of the Hierarchical movement believes that faggots must serve EVERY Man who is not a faggot, be a cum dump used 24/7, raped and beaten and whored out constantly.
This is not, in my opinion, realistic nor feasible. I also think it misses the inherent point of a faggot, namely, to be slaves of SUPERIOR Men.
I have exclusively served true Alphas throughout my life. When I didn’t have an Alpha to serve, I generally just shut down operations and searched for the next Alpha I could approach and offer myself to. That should tell you two things: (1) I highly value true Alphahood and what kind of service they deserve, and (2) what I highly value myself as a reasonably-intelligent faggot.
There is nothing wrong with a discreet, dedicated, trainable faggot having some form of self-esteem. I’ve never understood why any real Alpha of any worth would ever choose revolting faggot pigs who do things like eat shit and love to be beaten and degraded.
After all, a faggot is a reflection of its Owner.
I proudly decorated the lives of the Alphas who owned me and made them shine even brighter. That is my purpose as a faggot. I didn’t achieve that by choosing some pretender to the Alpha throne. I didn’t come to understand that by sucking off a bunch of drunks behind a dumpter outside a bar after closing time. I made conscious choices to find the elite of the elite and submit to them.
Elite Alphas own and train elite faggots.
I contend that anyone who wants to embrace their place in Hierarchy should work from that presumption. Be the best version of whatever nature made you to be, and then pursue those who will enhance that in you. For example, an Apex Alpha should seek other Apex Alphas for brotherhood, and clean, dedicated, and attractive faggots to own for full time service. Why would an Apex Alpha want a scat pig for a faggot?
Same with the good faggots out there. Why would a devoted and serious-minded faggot waste itself serving pot-bellied losers and pretend Alphas? Why should it? That makes no sense to me.
With all of that said, I think the situation you present and your lightly-couched description of this guy tell me you already know he’s not worth serving. And I agree.
He played a string of iconic Alpha characters in his life, from Iceman in TOP GUN to Jim Morrison in THE DOORS to Bruce Wayne in BATMAN FOREVER.
But his Alpha charisma absolutely transformed legendary Western outlaw Doc Holliday into an unforgettable embodiment of Sigma Alpha magnetism in 1994’s TOMBSTONE. It might still be the most quotable performance of all time.
His long, brave battle with throat cancer culminated in his final film appearance in 2022’s TOP GUN MAVERICK. Though clearly struggling, Kilmer soldiered through it with great dignity.
Hi Sam, my name is Jerome, I’m 19, and I’m from France. I think I am straight but I might be bi because I find femboys really attractive. Since I was 13 I have been attracted to girls. I kissed for the first time when I was 14 and lost my virginity with a girl when I was 16. But last year I started watching femboy porn from a website called Heteroflexible and I can’t stop thinking on how hot and submissive they are. I found your website in January and no need to say that I’ve been jerking off everyday to the videos and stories of submissive faggots.
But I wanna ask your opinion about something else. I have a twin sister who I have always loved and protected with my life, we’re very close to each other. She has been a ballet dancer for 15 years now, so most of her friends are from ballet. And so, our house is always full of gorgeous girls training their steps and a handful of sexy femboys showing their legs and asses while they dance.
She has three really close “male” friends who are always in our house practicing with her. Sometimes they call me to help carry their boxes and suitcases with the costumes of their shows. Last December, one of this guys asked me to help him and while I was carrying his heavy suitcase full of ballet costumes he said that their ballet group only had “the girls and 3 bottoms”, so they were lucky to have me, a real man, around. Then he started to text me more and more and send me videos of him dancing. Here in France ballet is a serious thing so, although I’m not into it, I recognize the amount of effort and energy they put to achieve their goals. Long story short, after sending me his videos for two weeks, I thought it was about time to give the boy what he really wanted, so I asked him if he wanted to hang out after their concert. They performed the Nutcracker and, after the show, he gave me the best blowjob I have ever received in my life. Since then, I have been fucking him at least twice a week. He’s a perfect femboy wearing makeup and very girly clothes.
My question for you is: the other two guys who dance with my sister are also very girly and attractive. I really wanna try their mouths and asses as well, but I love my sister and I know how important this dance company is to her, so I wanna do it in a subtle way. In other words, based on your experience with young fags, do you think they would get jealous and cause a crisis if I try to fuck all of them, or maybe will they get excited and want to serve me together? (that would be a dream coming true). I know it is hard to say since you don’t know them, but they are three fags between 19 and 21 years old, very attractive and sexy. I’m pretty sure I can fuck all of them if I try to approach them, but I don’t know if I could keep a secret from one another. Am I an asshole for thinking like that, or is it normal to want to have three fags for me?
Thanks!
Thank you so much for writing to me, Sir!
I want to start off by congratulating you on embracing your Alphahood and your power at such a young age! Many straight Alphas hold back from expressing the full strength of their desire for power and dominance for fear of being judged as doing something “wrong”. As you’re discovering, YOU are the one who leads, and everyone else obeys. You’re too superior to ever worry about what lesser people think or expect of you!
I’d also like to commend you for taking ownership of your first faggot, Sir! What an exciting new world of dominance you opened up the moment you shoved your dick into that faggot’s throat and pumped your cum into it! I’m sure it was incredibly exciting to discover that owning and using a faggot that way didn’t change who you are at all, other than the power you felt within!
So let’s deal with the first issue: your sister. I doubt very seriously that you’ll need to worry about the faggots causing a problem or ruining your sister’s dance troupe. These three faggots want to succeed and do well in this performance, so whatever “drama” that might result shouldn’t spill over into the dance. This is particularly true if you do your part to firmly take control of these faggots, Sir.
As for whether you should fuck and breed the other two faggots, I think you answered your own question when you said “(that would be a dream coming true)”. You WANT to own them and fuck them, Sir, SO THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT YOU SHOULD DO. Alphas are the gods of our world, and they deserve nothing less than anything they want!
I have something of an opinion about how you can go about this, Sir. I suggest that you hurry and take ownership of the other two by breeding them. Then, you collect the three of them and put all three of them on their knees as you stand over them. Then you tell them what is happening: that you intend to own all three of them as your personal faggots. Make it clear to them that they are faggot brothers serving you together, and you expect them to cooperate. MAKE THEM AGREE TO THOSE TERMS. Then do some call/response with each of them, demanding that they tell you what they are (“a faggot, Sir”) followed by you telling it “Good Boy”. After that is completed, tell them to worship you together, making them kiss your feet and bulge, and scent training on your crotch and armpits.
Then I think you should put all three of them in chastity, Sir. This will keep them in line and totally horny to serve you. The best way to cage a faggot (in my opinion) is to make it a ceremony so that it is special to the faggot and leaves an impression. You can lock them yourself (recommended) or supervise them self-locking.
These are my suggestions, Sir. I hope they please you and give you some inspiration!
Just always keep in mind that nature made you superior, and you are merely fulfilling that promise. And by owning and using these faggots (same with females), you help them find fulfillment as well in their submission to you!
Again, I thank you so much for writing to me, Sir! Such an honor! If you want, you can write to me directly at hi*****************@***il.com!
Hello brother Sam I love your work and I love everything you do for faggots like us. My husband is my Master and I really love him. He’s 40, I am 25, we’ve been together for 5 years now. He has always been super dominant and I LOVE that about him. I kneel every time he enters the house, I clean, cook, do the dishes, and anything else he needs. The house is always perfectly clean, his clothes are always washed and folded, and my cooking is delicious. In return, he protects me, makes me feel safe, and feeds me his load every single night.
For 4 years and a half I had nothing to complain. However, last October, he said that our relationship was getting boring, and he wanted to spice things up. I immediately agreed with him and said I would be happy to comply with whatever he had in mind. He wanted to bring a third and, although I felt a little uncomfortable at first, I took a deep breath and thought that, before being a husband, I am his faggot, so I should please him no matter what. I told him that I could look for other bottoms on Grindr, he loves smooth twinks and I imagined that was what he had in mind. But for my surprise, he does not want other fags in the house, he wanted to bring his friends over to fuck me! So we started with his best friend, who he has known for decades. He made me knell and serve his friend to show him how great my blowjob is, then his friend fucked me and shot a load deep down in my ass. He only watched and didn’t even touch me, and I felt really weird. More men would come to our house week by week, and I would just serve them without saying a word. Last week one of the guys told me that my husband in charging them to fuck me, and I got really disappointed.
I love my man and I don’t want him to find another fag, but I don’t want multiple men to fuck me. Do you think I should try to convince him to stop doing this, maybe I could work a little more and give him my extra salary so he wouldn’t need to charge for other men to fuck me. Can you please help me?
My dear brother, thank you for writing!
First of all, congratulations on being married to a powerful Alpha who allows you to fully be the faggot you were born to be! It’s such a blessing to have that freedom! And you sound like the perfect faggot for an Alpha like him, totally dedicated to service and willing to bend to accommodate his needs.
I share your disappointment in your Alpha’s shift to essentially becoming your pimp. What a shame. He should know how rare it is to own a younger, trained faggot like you. Sadly, some Alphas lose perspective, forget their blessings, and fall victim to temptations (like money) that cloud their senses.
I think you need to respectfully go to him, ask to speak honestly with him, and then explain to him that you are disappointed in his decision to basically shop you around for a profit. Tell him that you exist in his life both as his faggot as well as his partner, and you’re willing to be a part of helping overcome any financial troubles (that’s where the extra work might come into play). Regardless of how you want to word it, you need to convey to your Master that his actions disappointed you, hurt you, and confused you.
Depending on how he takes this, maybe tell him that you are willing to keep bending in order to spice things up between you. It’s important to an Alpha that he feels like his faggot is still submitting and eager to please regardless of mistakes that are made.
I’m curious if you have heard of this situation before. I am a fag with an extremely high sex drive- before locking up I would jerk off 2 to 3 times a day minimum. I have quite a few straight male friends-—they know I’m gay but don’t know I’m a caged faggot. They think I’m a top, and I never corrected them. Recently they were talking about sex, and one of them was talking about how dominant he was. I literally had to make an excuse to leave, take off my cage and jerk off, then come back, otherwsie I was going to lose my mind. Every time im with them I just want them to rough fuck me.
How can a fag like me control myself? Should I find more men to suck? Or should I start jerking off more to get it out of my system?
Hi brother! Thanks for the question!
Congrats on the choice to self-lock! It’s an important step in a faggot’s life and the process of molding your mind into perpetual subspace.
However, chastity does no good if you’re still unlocking two/three times a day to jerk off, or unlocking to jerk off whenever it becomes difficult. The difficulty is part of the journey of chastity, and you’re denying yourself the opportunity to grow every time you unlock and masturbate.
I was able to stop masturbating through the application of my mind. I simply started meditating on how shameful it was that I was using my penis like a Man, how I was bringing shame on other Men by using my penis the way they can. I became embarrassed to use the urinals in bathrooms because those belonged to Men, etc. So start thinking about it that way, and I think eventually you’ll come to the right conclusion.
But I will add this about the little story you told me: you should’ve revealed your chastity to your straight Alpha friends right then and there. They need to know you’re actually a locked faggot. This could solve two issues at once.
There is something triggering to straight Alphas when they see a faggot in chastity. They’re ALWAYS curious about it, but it also turns them on in a bizarre way. It’s almost like the caged faggot is wearing a sign that reads “CUMDUMP”. They understand that a faggot wearing a chastity cage is not a Man and not equal, and oftentimes they want to take control of those faggots.
Besides that benefit, if/when your Alpha friends use you, you’ll also solve your horniness through increased use.
I’m always a proponent of being honest with those around oneself. When you are, awesome things happen. When you give dominant straight Alphas permission, they take incredible control and do things you’d never imagine possible.
So next chance you get, reveal your chastity to them and see what develops!
I have found a handsome Man who sees me as a fag and wishes to use me. And that’s awesome. But from the very first (online) conversation, he is wholly uncompromising – doesn’t take “no” for an answer, no matter my concern. He keeps calling me a zero, a filthy floor rag. He also told me I have no rights with him, that his word is a law. That my purpose in life is being flushed in the toilet.
Sounds all hot and fitting to a faggot, alright, but this is a Man I haven’t even met, I know nothing about him and though he is dominant, there is something unhealthy about his demeanor. After all, he’s said he won’t let me go.
It seems he has a great passion for flushing fags’ heads in the toilet, pissing on them, having them lick it and such – and I wouldn’t any problem with it. On the contrary. Except he wants me to film it, over and over and over again with slight variations. And I don’t want to be exposed, for heaven’s sake. I have that right, or do I not? I may be a lowly fag but 24/7 servitude is simply unacceptable. Deference and respect to a Man at all times is different than being essentially a possession for 24/7.
Just what should I do? Thank you.
Hi brother! Thanks for writing!
In a general sense I’m wary of any online interactions that are not backed up by in-person meets and experiences. Anybody can be anything online. For crying out loud even I could get dominant and write Dom-sounding emails if I wanted to! So just because he’s saying these things online doesn’t mean squat.
Here’s how you know what you should do: you said that “24/7 is out of the question” and “exposure is not something you want” … but that is EXACTLY what he wants.
So you tell me … what should you do? The answer is clear to me!
This post is part of a thread chronicling the rise of straight Master Anthony, the 22-year-old God Alpha who took ownership of his first faggot, Fabien. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
You might remember the last update from Master Anthony and Fabien in which Master Anthony said that he wanted to reward his faggot for his excellent service during the intense orgies of the previous two weeks. I was curious about this (also impressed), but he didn’t give me any further details.
Then I received a breathless update from Fabien that provided more details:
I’m writing you a very quick little e-mail. This morning Anthony congratulated me on the orgies and told me we had a special bond. We shared a wonderful close moment while I sucked him on my knees. He promised to let me sleep on his bed at his feet tonight. I’m trembling with joy as I write to you.
I am exhausted, but my God and Master is very satisfied with me. All is perfectly well in my world!
I was quite surprised that Master Anthony wanted Fabien to sleep with him. Most straight Alphas don’t allow their faggots to sleep with them, and I can understand it to some degree.
But Master Anthony is no ordinary straight Alpha. He’s a powerful God Alpha who is also blessed with an emotional depth that allows him to lift up and comfort inferiors around him. So I wasn’t terribly surprised to read Master Anthony’s summary of what happened:
Yes, I indeed finally rewarded Fabien. This morning, I woke up much earlier than usual. I was thinking back with delight to the two orgies. When I walked out of my room, Fabien was in the living room, doing some domestic chore. He panicked and immediately threw himself at my feet. “Sorry, Master! I’m late for your breakfast! Forgive me!” I reassured him as he kissed and licked my toes fervently. “Don’t worry, I woke up early. I was thinking about the orgies. I just wanted to tell you how proud I am of you. Your loyalty and your devotion to me are matched only by your talent and your intelligence. Get up on your knees”. He obeyed, and looked at me with adoration. I stroked his head. “You’re a very, very good boy to me. I appreciate you.” He had tears in his eyes. He said in a trembling voice “Thank you, Master. You can’t know what it means to me. It’s so good to be your slave.”
He took care of my morning wood. This time, I did not aggressively face-fucked him like I usually do. I tenderly stroked his hair and looked him straight in the eyes the whole time as he sucked my cock and swallowed my cum. While he had my cock in his mouth and stared at me with his pleading and worshipful eyes, I talked to him. That’s when I told him: “You and I have a special bond. You make me happy. You’re a good boy. My good boy.” When I ejaculated in his mouth, my eyes in his, I really felt connected to him. I can’t really explain. It was as if our souls were bound together. The Superior Man and the inferior boy. The God and the slave.
So I had this impulse. “Tonight, you will sleep in my room. On my bed. At my feet. That will be your reward.” “Serving you is its own reward, my God!”. “I know that. But from now on, every time you deserve it, you’ll have extra time with your God, sleeping with me.” He burst into tears and got down on the floor, licked my feet and moaned “Thank you, thank you, thank you…” I felt so powerful, seeing this rather good-looking and masculine adult male, worshipping me so wholeheartedly. And I know that this is the life that awaits me.
I just love hearing Master Anthony wax poetic about his beloved faggot and the joys of faggot ownership! Straight Alphas should experience that kind of joy!
Then Master Anthony added more information:
I’ve allowed my house slave to sleep curled up at my feet for the last two nights. I saw how ecstatic he was about it! And I loved it myself. Having an inferior literally at my feet all night is an incredibly empowering feeling. And having him available to fuck in the middle of the night in case of trouble sleeping isn’t bad either!
Yesterday morning, I woke up to the familiar sensation of his tongue on my toes. This morning, he woke me up by sucking my cock.
Tonight, he’ll return to the kitchen. I don’t want to spoil him too much! I want to keep him motivated to excel in order to deserve my small favors. But I trust him to convince me to let him sleep with me again. Maybe sometimes, instead of letting him sleep on my bed, I’ll let him sleep on the floor in my room. Maybe in a dog bed!
Isn’t that great?
One terrific side effect of faggot ownership for Master Anthony is he’s been able to become a mentor for other Alphas in his Alpha Pack, particularly his best friend Master Henri. All of the things Master Anthony learns through the use of his faggot Fabien he passes on to Master Henri and his faggot Clement.
Henri and I are closer than ever now that we’re enjoying the slaves together. Our brotherly friendship is truly strengthened by this shared experience of domination! He has the highest respect for my leadership and I’m very grateful for his loyalty. We have precisely discussed the importance of being firm but gentle with our stooges. I advised him to know how to reward Clément with some praise and appreciation signs when he deserves it, to motivate him to excel and serve his master well. I told him “Remember: Clément is just a nice part of your life, but you are everything to him. A little from you means a hell of a lot to him!” Henri agreed to follow me advice. “You always knew better,” he said. I like to know that my brothers acknowledge my worth! I love to be me!
There have been many Protector Alphas who have graced my life, but nobody is quite like Master Anthony. I worship and honor his great natural power, but I adore his joyful enthusiasm and gracious benevolence.
He is all things; a lover of women, a King of faggots, and a God Alpha over all!
This is really a sweet and sensual clip featuring two of porn’s most beautiful stars in the prime of their life. Master @AngelRiveraXXX and sexy unicorn @theonlyseanford have a ton of chemistry!
It’s too rare a thing in the industry, but when it happens, it’s magic!
When I first wrote about the rape that took my anal virginity several years ago, I was nervous about the response I might receive. Aside from a couple of very close friends, I had never really discussed the event at all. I figured I would probably hear from other victims, or perhaps receive messages of condolence or comfort.
But instead I received nothing at all.
At first I was mildly offended; I bared my darkest secret and nobody even cared! My vague disappointment eventually melted into a sort of resignation. After all, it was long ago, and it really doesn’t affect my life much anymore.
But as I thought deeply about the lack of response, the more it made sense to me. Why should anyone console me over an event that is simply part of the natural order of things?
Mind you, I’m not condoning rape in any way. For women, rape is a traumatizing violation of their being that utterly destroys their sense of security and self-worth. It is a despicable and inexcusable crime.
But we rarely talk about male rape. Even when we do, we talk about it in the hushed tones of a secret society. Instinctively, males understand other males. We know about male pecking orders, survival of the fittest, and the struggle for domination that often defines our masculinity. We understand the drive, the impulse, that fuels our lusts. In certain circumstances, we might even be openly honest about our collective understanding, but mostly we acknowledge it with silence and nods.
I bet that some of the Men who read that rape experience – if they’re honest – would admit to some amount of pride in what Kenny did to me that night. They understand it. Kenny was acting violently on his own sexual impulse to dominate me, and so he took what he wanted from me. I suspect there are many Men who, in their darkest and most honest place, fully understand and even approve of Kenny’s actions that night.
Here’s the crazy part: I do, too. Again, it was a traumatizing experience for me. However, I also instinctively know that, as a faggot, Men will use me as they wish. I am lower on the pecking order. I am weak. I am submissive. My role is to serve the needs of Men, and by resisting that natural order, I triggered a fight for dominance that I eventually lost.
Deep down, underneath all of the political correctness, Men understand this truth about each other.
We see this every time another female teacher fucks an underaged boy. By law, that is a rape. Morally, people should be outraged by this shocking crime against a child. Social media goes wild with breathless shock every time it happens.
But Men are never outraged by such a crime, are they? Instead, every Man across the country wants to high-five the kid for getting some pussy off of a teacher. Even while acknowledging the crime, Men in their honest moments take some pride in the act.
Prison sex is another example. Straight Men constantly rape each other in prison, mostly as a show of dominance or
aggression. As males, we intrinsically understand and accept this about
each other, often in unspoken ways. “You gotta do what you gotta do” becomes the curt shorthand for the things Men do in difficult, secret, or desperate times. We may not publicly agree but we rarely judge because we know the needs and pressures of the male spirit within each of us.
On the surface, I don’t think anyone is happy I was raped. However, I think Men understand that the rape reinforced the natural order between Men. As I mentioned in my original experience, the rape helped me accept my true nature as a faggot. The rape helped me embrace what I truly was in comparison to other Men.
Men may not admit this in public, but in the silence of their own masculinity they know it is simply part of the natural order between us. Deep down, the animal within them approves.
I could use some advice. I am in a company of about 1,000 people and I am a higher level manager. There is one executive above me to which I directly report and then the CEO. I have six direct reports.
Recently, there was an opening in my area. About a month ago, I interviewed a number of individuals who recently graduated college for the analyst position. While there were many wonderful candidates, I ultimately chose a man who happened to be on his college crew team. I tried not to let looks make my choice, but in the interview, he was wearing tight khakis and a polo that showed him ripped physique. Ugh. When the interview was over, I literally closed my office door and beat off like mad.
Anyway, he has now started and it has been about a week. He is definitely an alpha male and I want him to succeed, which I know he will. I have this strong desire to just suck him off every time I see him. What should I do? I can’t risk my job.
Thanks,
Thanks for the question!
This is a pretty common situation. I’ve dealt with it numerous, particularly the faggot boss/ Alpha new hire scenario. I wonder why?
As you mentioned, you’re in a sticky situation. The only time I’ve seen someone successfully navigate this and become owned is when Sean the faggot submitted to the new God Alpha his company hired. That is an extraordinary true story with plenty of helpful examples. CLICK HERE to read it!
Hi, I just found your website this morning and timing couldn’t be better, that’s exactly what I was looking for.
My name is Noah, I am 23, and I am straight. I have always liked girls, I dated several girls in my teenage years and everything was going well until a few years ago when I started watching bisex porn and loved it. At first I felt weird and a little guilty for jerking off to that because I do feel straight, but the more I tried to avoid it, the more I loved it. I went to therapy with a gay therapist specialist in sexuality to discuss my feelings. He was great to me and, after a few months working with me, he helped me to realize that I was indeed straight but I loved the idea of a dominant man fucking a woman and a sub man at the same time. And that’s exactly how I feel. I love the feeling of being in charge of the relationship and dominate both females and males.
I currently have a girlfriend who I love and she is openly bisexual. We have done threesomes with girls sometimes and we both enjoy it a lot. We started to explore having group sex with faggots as well in which I would dominate both her and the fag, and she was really into that. The problem, however, is that I found an amazing cocksucker with a wonderful tight ass who insists to “convert” me. I made it very clear from the beginning that I love my girl and she will be the mother of my children one day, but the faggot keeps saying that I’m not really straight, I’m just in denial, and I should break up with her and take him as my boyfriend.
I have no interest in breaking up with my girl, let along changing her for a male. But this cocksucker doesn’t understand it. I like him and his blowjob is much better than my girl’s, so I wonder if there is a way to make him understand what he is. I have been exploring your website for a few hours and I happy to see that your mindset aligns a lot with mine. I don’t want hurt my faggot’s feelings, but he needs to understand that in these relationship there are one man, one woman, and one faggot with very clear roles.
Any thoughts?
Sir, thank you so much for writing to me about this!
First of all, I commend you for being honest about your true needs! I think many straight Alphas feel exactly the same way as you do, but they have it in their heads that it is “wrong” to own/use faggots, or that they would be ostracized for doing so. And for those reasons they refuse the calling inside of them, and they fail to grow their power!
That’s simply insane, isn’t it? That’s why Alphas like you are so important, Sir. There are some straight Alphas who lead the pack, either Apex or God-level Alphas who demonstrate to the rest of their straight Alpha brothers that owning/using faggots doesn’t change sexuality, but only makes them more powerful!
That’s you, Sir.
I also commend you for taking this issue so seriously that you sought the advice of a mental health professional. This is a first for me (after ten years!). I think it really shows the depth of both your emotional intelligence as well as your undeniable quest for power and worship that you know you deserve.
That said, let’s tackle the issue with your current faggot. You clearly have an affection for the faggot’s feelings, a sure sign that you’re a true Protector Alpha. However, the faggot is making inappropriate and unwelcome suggestions to you. I understand this, as I’ve done the same thing (and paid dearly for the mistake). Here’s the issue: the faggot gets comfortable and starts to think it’s more attractive to you than it is. It forgets that it is not a PARTNER, but a useful and valuable UTILITY. Also: it is EASILY REPLACEABLE.
So you need to redirect the faggot’s mind, Sir.
I always suggest this as a first step: make the faggot kneel before you as you stand over it. Maybe stroke its head while looking at it. Then ask it what it is. The answer needs to be “I’m a faggot.” Have it repeat that multiple times. Say: “Good boy.”
Then ask it: “What is a faggot?” The answer needs to be something like “A faggot is a slave.” Have it repeat that multiple times. Then say: “Good boy”.
Then ask it: “What am I, faggot?” The answer should be “You’re my straight Master”. It’ll likely say “You’re my Master”, but make it emphasize the word “straight”. Have it repeat that several times. Then tell it “good boy.”
Then tell it some variation of this: “As a straight Master, I will never love you the way I love women. I will never want you the way I want women. You are my faggot, my slave, my possession, and nothing more. Do you understand that?” Wait for an answer.
Then ask it: “Are you willing to serve me as my faggot slave, or do I need to replace you with a different one?” If it agrees, then tell it “good boy” and then allow it to scent train on your crotch for a while. I think I would send it away with the order to think about what it has done to endanger its place at your feet in service to you, and tell it you expect a final decision at another time. This should put the faggot on edge and eager to return to service with a new mindset.
If that fails, there are other, more extreme options, Sir. But since this faggot serves well and just needs correction, I think this approach might be a good starting point.
I really hope my advice pleases you, Sir, and I hope you can put it into action and get good results! Please keep me updated if possible! My email is hi*****************@***il.com.
A few days ago a faggot named James left a comment on a post and mentioned about his own ten-year service relationship with a straight Alpha. I found this intriguing, so I asked him to write up the experience for the inspiration of everyone.
So here’s what James wrote:
Of course I had previous experience, but my REAL life journey as a faggot began almost 10 years ago when I answered a Craigslist Casual Encounters ad requesting a cocksucker to come meet a young straight guy at his workplace during night shift and give him complete oral service (he would be alone at his end of the building so there would be no privacy issues)… After making the on-line appointment with him, I showed up there at 2AM as instructed… He met me outside, escorted me in and to the lounge area with barely a word spoken… At that point he threw a kneeling pillow to the floor, and proceeded to pull out his cock and present it about 2 inches from my mouth… From that point, everything became instinctual for me… I took his thick tool into my mouth and began the service… I found myself tonguing the head and employing every other pleasure technique I could think of…He began verbally encouraging me which made me quiver uncontrollably… I fervently licked, sucked and fondled his balls (no idea how long) until he was completely in my throat with his balls on my chin with each thrust until he nutted deep inside me… I had never been that excited in my life and he knew it… He said that he could tell right away that taking cock is natural for me and I’m be far the most talented cocksucker he had ever used by far (male or female)… He then asked me if I’d like to be his regular “side bitch” faggot and be on-call via text so to speak… My trembling YES was the answer he was looking for and so it began…. Within a couple of months he began fucking me as well when he was in a super horny mood… He just told me to always assume I’m getting fucked when we meet up so as to be prepared…. I’ve been his contented faggot ever since….
Sometimes it’s just that simple, guys! When an Alpha needs an outlet for his dominance and he finds a good cocksucking faggot, amazing things can happen!
One great aspect of James’s service is his discretion as well flexibility. Straight Alphas love to own faggots like that, because then they know they can do whatever they want without repercussions.
I know apps often seem like dead-ends and hopeless cycles of one-nighters, but James proves one can find truly worthwhile Alphas to serve around practically every corner if you’d just look and try!
The following post is part of a thread about Chadwick, a faggot in his sixties who serves multiple Alphas domestically. CLICK HERE to read this thread in chronological order!
Far too often domestic faggots are treated like the rags they use to clean an Alpha’s toilet. Once used, they could very easily be tossed into the trash.
While it seems that more and more straight Alphas are discovering the fact that they can own domestic faggots to serve them and care for their daily necessities, few of them are learning how to be OWNERS instead of just USERS.
I would certainly hope that Alphas wouldn’t treat my dear brother Chadwick with such disregard. I don’t know of another faggot dedicating themselves so completely to domestic service as he does. Not only that, he does a thorough and responsible job with joy and gratitude.
So when Chadwick told me the following experience, my heart practically exploded with joy:
i have to tell you what also happened while serving Master James, He lives in a large Apartment complex and I was there all day. i went to leave around 6 pm, and my car was missing. It was so weird but for some reason i did not freak out.
After a few minutes of walking around i texted Master James.
He found out that His complex now requires a “visitors pass” for cleaning services or as you and i call it, “domestic faggot”. At that point Master James completely took control of the situation.. He found out where my car was, and drove me there. Took care of all the paperwork and paid the large towing fine himself.
i have never had someone do anything like that for me in my life. i felt so safe and secure. Master James is an incredible Master and i am a very lucky faggot.
Master James is clearly a Protector Alpha who feels responsible for the well-being of his valuable domestic faggot!
You know how Chadwick found Master James? Persistence, dedication, and hard work! He loves to be able to live his truth as a faggot through this service, and he has multiple Alphas sharing him that are all happy to own him!
This could be you, too, if you’d simply humble yourself and try!
Thank you to Master James for setting a terrific example for his Alpha brothers, and a thank you to Chadwick for sharing that inspiration! I love you, brother!
I’m older. I’ve always looked for a Master with whom to have a true Master-slave relationship. When I was younger, I knew several Masters, but for fear that the relationship would destroy me, I left them. Recently, I found a new Master, bisexual (he lives with his girlfriend). He’s a true God and lives like one. I think he makes a living off social media and the slaves who pay him and buy his videos. From day one, he demands that I come to his house. He locked me in a chastity cage, and with him, I broke my record for days without masturbating (28 miserable days, but a lot for me). The first sessions were incredible, and I couldn’t understand how such a perfect being would want to be with a normal individual like me. But the last few sessions have basically been like domestic slavery; with barely any sleep, I can spend 12 hours cleaning and cleaning. The only exciting thing is that when he needs to urinate, I have to swallow his pee, and when I leave something dirty behind, he spanks me. Nothing more. The truth is, I feel a bit like a cleaning lady. I was supposed to stay all night last night, but after 7 hours of cleaning, I told him I had to go. He got angry, but let me. In the morning, he texted me saying I should be under his feet right now. Like a fool, I came back. After 3 more hours of cleaning, a few mouthfuls of pee, and a few spankings for some mistake, he let me go home. I don’t know what to do. Should I continue to care for him until I feel more fulfilled, or should I leave?
Hi brother! Thanks for writing!
I understand your frustration. You probably need to realize that he’s not going to be interested in you as much sexually because of the age difference (although head is a possibility), so if you’re in this situation for that, you’re likely to be severely disappointed.
There are two aspects making me lean toward staying with him: (1) He seems to be trying to train you into something, but he’s slow in doing it. (2) We don’t know what his endgame is with owning you.
A Master who seems to have a plan is probably worth it, at least for a while. Let me ask: what other prospects do you have right now? Do you really want to SERVE AN ALPHA, or just have the hot sex part of it? He’s giving you ample opportunities to serve him, but you seem distracted by something.
I will add this: there are A LOT of faggots out there who would love an opportunity to serve this Alpha in this capacity. If I were you, I’d stop complaining and learn to love SERVING.
