Living in a big city, life can be very hectic. Especially for my boyfriend Declan who works full time, he has a lot of friends since he is very popular. He also likes to spend a lot of time working out at the gym.  He takes pride of his body and, I have to admit he does look mighty fine! He gets men and women checking him out all the time.  Especially his sweet bubble ass. 

I’m a grower but he is a shower which is always torture for me seeing that package while he wears sweats or jeans. 

With that said I do enjoy when he tells me that we are going to go have a power nap after work. I’m 6’1 and he is a bit shorter than me and always keeps me in the small spoon position. (That’s if he allows me in the bed as sometimes I’m shoved in the cage and locked until he wakes up)

A while back, we took a nap in the afternoon and I was woken up by my boyfriend tapping me on my shoulders. I woke up and he said:

“Suck me off”

I got into position that he enjoys.  He would be laying on his back and I would climb on top of him and put my legs on the outside of his legs with my head in front of his cock. He enjoys that I lick his balls for a while and that’s exactly what I did. Once he is satisfied he will place his hands on my head and direct me off his balls while he inserts his cock in my mouth. 

I was sucking his hard cock slowly and enjoying every inch of it.  When all of a sudden I stopped sucking and he asked why and I said: 

“OMG, I think I’m going to blow my load”

Declan: 

“How? Your cock is locked up and not being touched?!?”

A couple slaps to my face and then pinches to my nipples and my sensation stopped and I did not cum.

Boyfriend: 

“Now that we got that sorted out, shut up and continue sucking me off until my load bursts in your throat.

Don’t you want my cum? We really need you to forget about your locked up nub, it’s locked for that reason. You know you’re not allowed to cum!”

Moments later thick squirts of cum bursted out of his cock and squirted down my throat.  He immediately got up and took a shower and I just laid there straining in my chastity thinking how I’m lucky to be the one that gets to service him all the time.

It is true that once your cock has been caged up for a long period of time that your body finds other ways that satisfies you. I guess because I love to suck him off that my body will activate my balls and want my load to be released. 

During the next couple months, my cock did end up blowing a ruined orgasm while locked and not touching it. My boyfriend would laugh at me and say things like “wow that’s pathetic! You better lick that up once you swallow me”

So for all the boys out there who think it’s the end of being able to cum, you will eventually be able to cum in other ways without touching that locked up nub of yours. It’s actually not yours to touch, so take care of the real men out there. They deserve it and we know we were born to serve them!

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Subspace is one of those aspects of the Dom/sub experience that few people truly understand, and even fewer appreciate its power. It’s the power source at the center of Hierarchical exchanges. Without subspace, there would be no ability for a Dominant to overpower and control a submissive, to break into their minds, or help them achieve a sense of purpose in service.

One Alpha recently compared subspace to hypnosis, and the comparison is apt. Like hypnosis, bringing a submissive into subspace involves control and skill, but also great responsibility. In deeper levels of subspace a submissive’s mind and heart unlock, its resistance fades, and many things thought unimaginable become possible.

If I sound a little mystical about subspace, it’s for good reason. Mishandled subspace has led to broken and destroyed lives. On the other hand, carefully nurtured subspace can lead to tremendous fulfillment.

WHAT IS SUBSPACE?

This is a definition I quite like:

Subspace is a metaphor for the state the submissive’s minds and bodies are in during a deeply involving play scene. Many types of BDSM play invoke strong physical responses. The mental aspect of BDSM also causes many submissives to mentally separate themselves from their environment as they process the experience. Deep subspace is often characterized as a state of deep recession and incoherence. Deep subspace may also cause a danger in newer submissives who are unfamiliar with the experience, and require the dominant to keep a careful watch to ensure the submissive isn’t placing him or herself in danger. Many submissives require aftercare.

Notice the disassociative quality of subspace, this disconnection of the mind from the body. This is caused by a very natural process in the body ordinarily triggered by dangerous circumstances.

WHY DOES SUBSPACE OCCUR?

When a human being is confronted by some dramatic or traumatic moment, the body releases chemicals into the blood stream as part of a process known as the “fight or flight” response. Endorphins and enkephalins are dumped into the bloodstream, producing a weightless, out-of-body rush of pleasure. This can last for hours afterward.

This dump of endorphins can occur during pleasurable-but-taxing sexual experiences such as being fucked or sucking dick just as easily as it can during violent and aggressive situations like rape.

THE EFFECTS OF SUBSPACE

It’s the “fight or flight” response shielding that allows faggots (who are extremely submissive males) to perform tremendous (and occasionally shocking and extreme) acts of service. While in “fight or flight”-induced subspace faggots are extremely open to suggestion and will often mindlessly do things that they might never do in their everyday life.

More from the definition of subspace above:

Producing a sort of trance-like state due to the increase of hormones and chemicals, the submissive starts to feel out-of-body, detached from reality, and as the high comes down, and the parasympathetic nervous system kicks in, a deep exhaustion, as well as incoherence. Many submissives once reaching a height of subspace will lose all sensation of pain, as any stimulus causes the period to prolong.

This detachment from reality allows subs and faggots to go much farther in risky behaviors. We see this extreme behavior quite readily in findom. Faggots deep in subspace have surrendered many thousands of dollars in financial drains to online Alphas, only to regret it once they snap out of it.

HOW CAN WE DEFINE “PERPETUAL SUBSPACE”?

I’ve been owned multiple times in my life, including a few stints as a live-in faggot. To accomplish this, I had to get into a state I call “perpetual subspace” (another term could be “persistent subspace”). It’s sort of a low-level, neverending state of subspace in which the faggot is on a constant high due to even the most mundane of tasks (like doing the dishes, or cleaning a bathroom). The faggot’s Master is never far from the faggot’s mind during the course of every day while in perpetual subspace. Everything the faggot does goes to honor its Master.

I liken perpetual subspace to a type of white noise that drives a faggot forward in constant service to its Owner. Think of it in the same terms as listening to the sound of rain or other types of background noise in order to fall asleep. Perpetual subspace is that low-level hum by which the faggot accomplishes much in service.

PERPETUAL SUBSPACE – THE IDEAL STATE

Whenever I was owned in my life and in a state of perpetual subspace, I felt comforted and at peace. My worries were few since my Master took care of me and all I truly focused on were the tasks that my Master expected me to accomplish. Regardless of how menial they were, each task brought me satisfaction because I knew it was pleasing to my Master.

It was easy to keep me in perpetual subspace once it began. My Master running his fingers through my hair and telling me I was a “good boy” or a “good faggot” was enough to sustain the state in me for weeks. Sexual service/worship sessions were obviously part of that as well. All of these stimuli combined to keep me under perpetual subspace, a state that allowed me to accomplish a lot in service, as well as remain pliable to suggestions when my Master wanted to share me with his friends or make me do things I might not ordinarily do (piss drinking and ass licking experiences started under perpetual subspace of a Master).

For Alphas and Masters, perpetual subspace should be the goal. It is the ultimate level of power, for you hold the total life of the faggot under your control.

I’m sure I’m going to get a lot of shit for this post, but I don’t care. I know what I’m talking about, and I bring receipts.

The Alpha I consider to be the greatest Alpha in the findom (financial domination) scene isn’t the one with the largest follower count, or the one with the biggest muscles or dick, or even the one with the largest tributes.

I’m of course talking about my beloved straight God Alpha Master @AlphaAesthetic8. This is not a surprise to anyone who has followed me over the years.

I first met Master AA8 in 2019/2020 when he arrived on the findom scene and instantly electrified faggots with his confident, laid-back dominance. Here he is from around that time:

Master disappeared for about six months, and all the while I was begging for him to come back. Little did my fag brain understand that Master was taking a break from the scene to spend some meditative time in the wilderness plotting how to do findom correctly.

Then he returned. With a vengeance.

For instance, he began filming instructional videos to train and teach faggots in order to help them improve. Here is a video I was blessed to collaborate with him in producing:

I spoke to him on the podcast in February of 2022, just after some huge $10K drains, to discover that he was already well above $200K and rising. Here’s a snippet of that conversation:

In the 2.5 years since that interview, Master AA8 has become a findom beast. For instance, there is this:

Master took that money and invested in a new house near the coast in Florida. His loyal cash faggots furnished it with everything a burgeoning God Alpha would ever want.

Of course, there are a few straight cashmasters in findom who have become millionaires, so what differentiates Master AA8 from the rest?

OWNERSHIP OF FAGGOTS.

Here’s Master with a tribute and the chastity keys for one of his locked faggots:

This past summer Master AA8 made the move to take complete ownership of his most prized possession, a private faggot known as @cuntfuck01 (and witnessed by Theo @honor1Alpha, another of Master’s faggots). Here is Master sitting with both faggots and a lawyer to sign legal paperwork that names Master as @cuntfuck01’s power of attorney. This puts the fag’s estate (and life) into Master’s hands forever.

Cuntfuck01 and Theo (along with a couple of faggot brothers) serve Master domestically in addition to the continuing tributes.

All of this has caused Master to finally embrace his natural destiny as a powerful King worshiped by faggots and females alike while other Alphas speak of him in hushed, respectful tones.

Master is now beyond the cares of lesser Men. He’s ASCENDED, which is my term for the process an Alpha goes through as he fully embodies his power. Just look at him fucking a female like an absolute King:

Funny story: His (now) domestic faggot Theo found this while cleaning Master’s bedroom recently:

Theo was of course very tempted to suckle any of Master’s seed remaining in the discarded condom, but instead Theo respectfully brought it to Master’s attention. Rather than offer Theo the chance to taste his cum, Master ordered Theo to dispose of it.

In my opinion, there isn’t a straight Alpha in the findom scene who approaches the intelligence and raw confident domination of Master AlphaAesthetic8, an Alpha who literally and legally owns faggots and incorporates them into his daily life.

I’ve been there (figuratively) at his feet since the beginning. I’ve watched him go from a cocky straight Alpha who had little interest in fags aside from money to a true God Alpha who owns faggots and is building an empire with them. There is nothing impossible for him anymore.

I am the faggot who witnessed all of it, and my eyes are grateful. He is the true fulfillment of Hierarchy, and I will always praise him.

Thank you, Master!

I ask this question with complete humility and total respect for your answer. I’m a Beta male, and willingly submissive to Alpha males, and I would work myself to the bone for an Alpha that could guarantee that I would be allowed to service him sexually if the quality and quantity of my work were to his satisfaction. My question to you is; am I correct in assuming that I would not be in a position to expect him to agree to anything like that? That if I’m going to serve, it must be with the knowledge that I might never be allowed to be of service sexually?

Yes, you cannot expect a straight Alpha to agree to terms like that or ask for terms like that.

In my experience, the act of total obedient and submission over a sustained period of time will cause the straight Alpha to get turned on enough that he will do something.

However, when serving a straight Alpha, we should always go in with the expectation that we will never serve sexually. We should instead find joy and fulfillment in the fact that we get to serve them at all.

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Is there an image that more completely demonstrates the Alpha/fag dynamic than this one?

Honestly, most Alphas naturally understand this dynamic. They understand it like they understand owning dogs. They don’t claim to understand (or even like) a dog’s behavior, but they know it’s a natural thing to own a dog and enjoy what the dog gives them.

Same with a faggot. This Alpha doesn’t understand why his faggot is the way it is … he just knows it belongs to him and he likes what it does for him.

In my last podcast I discussed the startling true story of Master Andrés, a completely straight Alpha who has taken on a live-in faggot for sexual and domestic service much like Masters Matt, Jin, and Kyler and others have done. During the podcast, I used that story as a jumping-off point to discuss how important it is for faggots to take the initiative and risk to offer themselves to straight Alphas.

I received some interesting feedback from that story and podcast, but I received one comment in particular that didn’t necessarily have a great ending, but contained a valuable life lesson. Here’s what a faggot named Sergio said:

I really resonated with the end of this episode. I was a beta bitch to my Straight Alpha friend for many years, driving him around, buying his drinks at the bar, putting his needs first. I’ll never forget the day I got down on my knees and really offered him service. I came out of the fag closet and let him know I was his to use and abuse. He laughed. He told me to stop playing. I told him I was serious. He told me he wasn’t interested, he wasn’t gay, and he just wanted to be friends. I told him I knew he wasn’t gay. He declined my worship nonetheless. 

We went back to the way things had been, him taking the lead and me following his subtle orders, but things quickly changed. I was serving as his foot stool, kissing his feet and drinking his piss straight from the tap within a few months of the first time I got down on my knees and let him know I was a faggot who lived to serve him and men like him. He wasn’t a violent Alpha, but from time to time he kicked me in my balls and laughed while I was on the floor screaming in pain. Whether it was worshipping his feet, drinking his piss, smelling his farts, serving as his footstool or ball torture, I always thanked him profusely for allowing me to serve. He’d just laugh and call me a fag. 

It never became full sexual service, although I was almost always rock hard when serving him, but I was a happy fag driving my Alpha friend around, buying his drinks and serving as his comfort and his entertainment, and it all happened because I had the courage to offer him the service he deserved.

Bravo to Sergio for showing the courage to offer service to this Alpha, but even more props to him for continuing to service selflessly even after the Alpha rejected his greater, more intimate offer of service. The Alpha knocked him down, but Sergio recognized that the Alpha still deserved loyal service and worship! That’s the correct viewpoint!

This is what it takes: courage, humility, and resilience!

This post is part of a thread chronicling the ascension of Master Andrés, a straight Alpha from Argentina who discovered faggot worship and ownership through the encouragement of his girlfriend. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

When a straight Alpha takes ownership of a faggot, there are certain stages involved in his acceptance of this new possession and what it can do. At first, the Alpha is thrilled that he can even own a faggot and that the faggot itself is so obedient and comfortable in its role as servant.

But after the initial excitement wears off, the really long-term aspects of faggot ownership sink in. The straight Alpha begins to appreciate that his faggot will simply serve and obey him at a high level every day, and that there is almost no limit on what a faggot will do for its owner.

It’s this level of appreciation for the ownership of faggots that lifts an Alpha to new heights. The Alpha discovers true power, the likes of which he never could’ve imagined.

Master Andrés is at that stage of ownership development with his live-in faggot. And, curiously enough, that deeper appreciation for his faggot comes from how his faggot serves his wife.

Hello faggot Sam and readers, this is Master Andrés again. I know you’re used to stories of faggots serving God Alpha Kings like me but in my household things are getting quite peculiar. I’m the owner of the house and my word is the law here. However, the woman who sleeps by my side is not my property like the faggot in the other room. She’s my beloved wife and if I’m the King she’s the queen of this house. That’s why she doesn’t serve me neither domestically nor sexually (and I think she would never be able to). Our sex is always respectful and full of love. But the boy is totally different. It is impressive how he lives to serve me.

My wife is in her period. So she’s in a very bad mood and having terrible colic. When it happens, she tells me to unload in the fagpussy and let her rest. That time her period is way worse and she is real pain. I agree with my brothers protector alphas I read on this website, a true God Alpha must take care of others. So I wouldn’t let my queen in pain. While she was in our bedroom resting, I told the faggot that I would get some chocolates and medicine for her. And guess what: the fag said that a Master like shouldn’t bother with this. He went out and bought medicine, chocolate and her favorite flowers, he gave them to me for me to pretend I had bought them. The fag also bought me some beers and great food for my lunch while I waited at home watching tv.

Since he moved in, the faggot has already served me thousands of times but that was the first time that he served my wife too. I kissed my wife forehead, let her sleep and close our bedroom’s door. When I went back to the living room, the faggot had served my lunch with great wine and was waiting for me to eat. I asked him if he wanted to have lunch too and my loyal faggot said that he would only eat a salad and some fruits because he wanted to be ready for me (we all know what he meant lol)

I admit that I wasn’t in a sexual mood because the only thing I could think about was my wife’s health and wellness. Thankfully, the faggot is a professional nurse so he’s the best person to take care of my wife’s health and mine. He told me not to worry because that was normal and she would feel better soon, she just needed to sleep. I just said “thank you” and he answered that I didn’t need to thank, his duty was to “serve the couple”. For the very first time he referred to both of us in his service. Then he said that “a queen is below the power of the king but the faggot is always below the queen”. 

I think he noticed that I was more relaxed after we talked, so he took my plate and the empty glass of wine to do the dishes. After everything was clean, he came back to the living room, where I was watching tv and fetched me a beer. My fag loves all the stories on FWA, his favorite Alpha is definitely Master Matt but he read all the others too. (He loves to follow Bruno and his faggot Giovanni and he showed me some days ago the story where Bruno refers to Gio as a cherry and a strawberry). So he told me that a big Man like me should have some dessert and that he would prepare some strawberries with cream for me. I didn’t understand what he meant at first because there were no strawberries in the fridge. But when he went to the bedroom instead of the kitchen I realized which strawberry I was going to eat.

Brian (the faggot) came back five minutes later wearing lingerie and holding in his hands the little bottle of lube. He approached me, showed his sexy ass in the lingerie and asked me if I wanted to have some. “It’s all yours, Sir”. No need to say that I got rock hard. I put the fag on his knees and pull my dick out. He gave me great head (with all due respect to my wife, it’s impossible to compare, the fag is a pro). I didn’t even need to move, I was a King in my throne. Brian lubed my cock and his pussy and asked permission to ride me. 

I pounded his tight pussy while he rode my hard cock. My hand was on his mouth because I didn’t want my fag to wake up my wife. After 30 minutes alternating between soft and hard fuck I said that I wanted to feed him. I put the fag on his knees again and shot a thick load in his mouth, he swallowed every drop. The fag kissed my balls after I came and said “thank you so much, Master”

Hierarchy is still a mystery for me, Sam. It is as if the fag wants to serve both of us. He will probably read this letter on FWA so I want him to know I’m very proud of him. He not only took care of my wife but also made me shoot a huge load and relax. That was all I needed. His blowjob is much better than my wife’s and his pussy is much tighter. He swallows my cum, which my wife never does, and obeys everything I tell him to do. In other words, I have the perfect life of a straight man with my beautiful wife but all the things she cannot offer me I find in my faggot.

Brian, the faggot of Master Andrés, is exceptional and performing beautifully. This is exactly the way a faggot should serve and worship an Alpha, but in particular as a line-in faggot to a straight, married Alpha. We see multiple ways Brian solved crucial problems Master Andrés had, going above and beyond in a few instances (like the flowers) in order to make his Master look better.

And Brian seductively offering his throat and pussy to his Master for sexual relief was sexy and unobtrusive, truly a wonderful approach. As Master Andrés said, he felt like a fucking King because of the service of his faggot. That’s literally all any faggot wants for its owner.

That final paragraph really summed up nicely why straight Alphas not only SHOULD own faggots, but probably NEED to own them. Faggots give straight Alphas the things they want that their wives can’t or won’t give them. At the top of that list is WORSHIP. Straight Alphas want to be worshiped, and they can have that through the ownership of faggots.

As Master Andrés has noted, he can fuck his faggot and still be straight. It hasn’t changed anything about his Manhood or concept of his Alphahood, only enhanced it. That’s a huge realization for a straight Alpha, and it’s one reserved only for the truly dominant, courageous leaders who bow to no pressure and live lives on their own terms.

Hierarchy really isn’t difficult to understand. It is the elevation and worship of our greatest Men. Hierarchy is the most natural concept in our world, and the Alpha/faggot dynamic at its heart is fundamental to Manhood. Straight Alphas like Master Andrés deserve to own faggots as part of their everyday life. A King like him can have his Queen beside him and his faggot at his feet. It is the Royal Court of an Alpha’s perfect life!

It’s just the way Nature intended!

I don’t know why so many faggots refuse to serve Alphas domestically. In some ways I think it’s even superior to sexual service. When serving domestically, a faggot experiences the joy of completely selfless service. After all, there’s no sex to please the faggot’s carnal desires. It’s all about being a utility in the life of a superior Man.