My name is Reece and I’m a long time follower of the site (great work btw) here’s some backstory before I get into my situation,
I’m 28 years old and have been a faggot all my life. I started sucking dick at 13 years old with my friends older brother and his group of friends but I didn’t fully accept myself as a faggot until I was 16 when I started serving older teens and men full time. Cut to the pandemic and I was working full time and unfortunately I had an accident in work which has completely changed my life and has left me physically disabled, not to get into to much detail but it’s left me where I need crutches to walk, cannot sit or stand for long periods of times without experiencing immense pain, I can’t kneel or get onto my knees/hands and knees at all and now I have been left with further complications that has now affected my breathing so sucking cock, deep throating and being skull fucked are all now off the table and I have no clue if they will be back on at any point.
my question basically is how can I as a faggot serve my betters when I have so much wrong with me and can hardly do anything for my self, if I can’t provide relief through my holes then what’s the point. Are there alphas out there that can work with this as in the long run things could go back to normal but at this stage it’s unknown or should I just resign to life as a faggot that can no longer serve.
Sorry for the downbeat in the mood I just would love some advice from other faggots and maybe some alphas as I have no clue for my future.
Many thanks
Faggot Reece
Reece, Thank you very much for your touching story. I’m so sorry you’re currently going through this!
I praise you for your intense desire to serve and be useful to Alphas throughout your life, even when you’re dealing with terrible adversity. It’s admirable! So many faggots fail this part of their journey and go nowhere. BUT YOU SERVED, and SERVED WELL! You should be proud of that.
But here’s the sober truth (and you, as a longtime reader, know I don’t sugarcoat things) my brother: now is not the time to serve Alphas. You need to conserve all of your strength and focus on your recovery from this injury in order to stabilize your life.
I know it’s popular in this space to say stupid shit like “faggots are worthless” or whatever, but that’s idiotic and immature. Faggots are simply driven to submit and serve, but we are still human. We hurt, we struggle, we endure, often with a bravery that might match any Alpha.
And that’s you right now … my brave brother. You need to set service aside right now. NOT FOREVER, just for the moment. Focus entirely on your recovery, and I think you’ll be surprised what you accomplish.
My heart is with you, my brother. Stay strong, and please keep me posted on your progress!
This is @xmegacumshooter drowning a faggot with an overwhelming cumshot!
Hyperspermia is a rare but very real condition for certain virile Men and Alphas. The rivers of cum they produce makes it mathematically impossible for them to cum anywhere near a vagina without impregnating it. And good luck finding a condom to contain that much cum! It’s a reservoir tip, not an actual reservoir.
God Alpha Dino’s God Alpha son Chad has hyperspermia. I’ve seen his cumshot, and it looks like this. That’s why he’s in his early twenties and has children in the double digits!
Hi Sam!! I love you so much <3 your website is so amazing, I learn so much
So I am 19 Sam, and my bf is 29. I know I am a faggot and that’s what I want to be. He loves to dominate me and treat me like his personal hole to use and fuck. I cook for him, clean for him, do the laundry, etc And I am so happy!
But I have one question and I want your opinion… He fucks me every day and always hurts. In the beginning I told him to go slow or fuck just with the half of his dick but after some time I let him fuck the way he like (deep and hard). So is it normal to hurt all the time or it get better with time? I just close my eyes when he is fucking and wait to feel the cum inside me. I love the feeling of serving him but I never feel pleasure with the dick inside me because it hurt so much. I lost my viriginty with him and never saw other dick, so I don’t know what to do.
Faggots always feel pain and that’s normal, or I am doing something wrong? I really love to be a faggot and I understand if i need to feel the pain but sometimes I see bottoms enjoying so much, so I don’t know if it’s normal.
Thank you Sam!!! I love you a lot!
Thank you for your sincere question, little brother! I love you, too!
Certainly, anal sex can come with some amount of pain, especially when you lose your virginity. But it makes me sad that a young, genuine, heartfelt faggot like you feels resigned to a life of painful service when that is NOT true at all.
First and foremost, you MUST be using LOTS of lube every time. Since you are having sex without a condom, you should be using SILICONE lubricant because it is significantly slicker and longer-lasting. The lube should be slathered on your hole and his dick before penetration.
You also need to stretch your hole a little bit. You can use buttplugs of increasing size to help open your hole. Also, there is this amazing technique pioneered by CagedJock to very carefully open a hole: https://hierarchyuniversity.com/caged-jock-how-to-stretch-a-fags-hole/
And finally, you need to relax. Unfortunately, your Alpha has made that more difficult because he keeps hurting you without any consideration for what you’re going through. If he knew more about what he was doing, he might be able to improve to the point that he could cunt you, a moment you both should want. But he’s never going to cunt you by fucking you the way he is right now.
I ask that you please talk to him about the pain you’re experiencing and how desperately you want to be a good faggot for him. Beg him to help you feel more comfortable with sex, because the pain is making it difficult to serve properly. If you need to, point him to my answer here. Whatever it takes. He must understand both your pain and your admirable desire to keep serving him.
I really hope you manage to correct this and find pleasure in your service, little brother. A good faggot like you is so rare to find, and your Alpha should be appreciative enough to try and help you serve him. You deserve it!
Many faggots struggle with a host of issues both physical as well as emotional. We are not like normal males; our general depravity and low self-esteem often manifests itself in poor eating habits and lack of exercise. These failures compound, leading to even more intense feelings of worthlessness.
Every so often I’m asked about this, but my advice on this topic is nothing but empty platitudes and shapeless encouragement. I say this because I know that the only way a faggot can overcome these types of issues is for the faggot to take actions within himself; my well wishes are of little benefit. I can’t do the work for anyone. Either a faggot takes action to help himself, or he doesn’t.
That’s why I was so grateful to receive the following message in my Questions From Readers inbox from an anonymous faggot regarding his lifelong struggles with obesity and body hair. He introduced his issues this way:
I was reading the website and found a question about a hairy faggot who didn’t want to shave. I wanna share my experience about this. I am sorry if this message gets too long but I really need to vent. I’ve been reading your website for years, and I’m so happy you’re back.
When I was 18, I was overweight and super hairy. I already knew I was a faggot and I would spend hours jerking off to porn dreaming about an Alpha and, most importantly, wishing that one day I would wake up as a smooth twink desired by men. The years went by and, when I was 23, I was finally brave enough to download Grindr. It was a total disaster. The vast majority of tops blocked me when I sent a picture and the very few who talked to me were other bottoms looking for bears, asking if I were a top.
A few months later, I met a guy at work who seemed to be nice. He wasn’t very in shape either but he was very confident and clearly an Alpha. I thought it would be easier to be with him since none of us were in shape. But an Alpha who is not in shape has NOTHING to do with a faggot who is not in shape. He was chubby, hairy, had an average dick, but he was very confident and always had someone serving him. I tried to approach him, unfortunately way before I knew about your work and the dynamics withing hierarchy. At first he was really kind to me, we went out for dinner a few times. But when I started to show him my submission, I told him that I was still a virgin and would do anything for him to be my first (I was around 25 by this moment). He said that he could take my virginity if I changed my appearance, then he sent photos of Brent Corrigan and Johnny Rapid, saying that he would fuck me if I looked like them.
I felt very offended and obviously stopped talking to him and even quit the job in order not to be with him again. I got into a deep deep deep depression, crying every single day, thinking that I would never lose my virginity, let along have someone who cares about me. On top of that, a few months later covid hit and my mother died during the pandemic. It was the worst time of my life because we only had each other in this world. I have always been an introvert and didn’t really have any friends, but I had one friend from work who encouraged me to start seeing an online therapist in 2021, after my mother passed away. Thanks to therapy, I noticed that I wasn’t suffering just because of my loss, but because I felt deep down that my mom was the only person who would ever see me beyond my appearance and care about me.
I think this faggot’s experience really reflects the desperation many feel for connection and and acceptance. Losing his mother during the pandemic was an unmooring for him, really forcing him to take an action he truly needed.
Notice what happened once the faggot began taking action and making changes:
The therapist was a wonderful guy, he encouraged me to do small things to uplift my self-steem like getting a better haircut, new clothes, etc. Little by little, I got out of depression and started to retrieve my professional life. One day the therapist told me that he understands very well my desire to have a dominant man in my life but not having one couldn’t be the end of the world. I knew he was gay and married to another man, but I then noticed that he was probably an owned faggot and understood how much I was suffering. Then he said that, since I hardly ever leave the house, I would never find someone, and would probably die a virgin if nothing changed. He suggested me to stop insisting on Grindr and similar hook-up apps because Tops on these apps are looking for an easy hole to cum, and the young smooth bottoms will always catch their attention. And so, he gave me a little task and told me download non-hook-up apps, such as Hinge and Bumble.
I didn’t want to do it at first, but I finally did it. During the first few months, nothing happened. I had just a few matches and usually the guys assumed I was a top because of my appearance. On my 30th birthday, I was quite depressed at home, feeling old and unattractive, when I received a notification from Hinge. I had a match with a 35 year old guy with a beautiful smile, and a confident look. We started talking and, when I said it was my birthday and I would spend the night by myself in my bedroom, he called me and we kept talking for hours. He insisted to take me out for dinner but I was to shy and afraid to accept. I fell asleep, and he texted me good morning on the next morning. He was a real gentleman. I talked to my therapist about him, showed his picture, and said that he was treating me too well to be true. Then my therapist said that I was expecting humiliation because of that guy from work who sent me twink pictures and told me that he wouldn’t fuck me.
I think every faggot understands the feeling this faggot was experiencing as he exposed himself to rejection. It’s at this point that many faggots retreat, afraid of getting hurt, exposed, vulnerable, or embarrassed.
But this faggot pressed on. Notice what happened then:
After a few weeks, I accepted his invitation to take me out for dinner. He was like a Disney prince, he picked up at my house, paid for the bill, and asked if I wanted to go back to his place. Again I was too scared of him looking at my body and dumping me, so I said I needed to go home. As soon as I arrive home, I texted him saying that we could be just friends because he wouldn’t like my body anyway. He said that this was not an issue for him, as long as I was a bottom. He said that the only deal breaker for him would be if he ever needed to bottom. I said that I would do anything he wants, and would always obey. When I said “always obey,” he asked if he good go back to my place on that same night. I was afraid of him leaving me, so I said yes.
Sam, I was literally panicking. I tried to text my therapist and ask for advice but it was too late in the night. When my Man arrived home, he started kissing me, and saying that I would never again feel ugly. I felt like a sex toy in his hands. He had complete control of anything, even my house became his house. He put me on my knees, told me to open my mouth, put out a beautiful and thick cock, and started fucking my throat without asking for permission. He was literally just giving orders, and I was obeying. He told me to undress and saw my whole body: fat, ugly, hairy. But that didn’t stop him from fucking my throat the whole night, and made me swallow three loads. He didn’t fuck my hole that night because I didn’t have any lube I wasn’t ready. To be honest, I didn’t even know how to prepare my hole for him. But I slept with three loads in my stomach and felt like the world’s luckiest faggot.
That happened 2 years ago. I am 32 now and we are still together. He was honest with me and said that he wasn’t very attracted to my ass but instead of humiliating me, he trained me to become his faggot. He shaved my ass with his own hands, and took my virginity when I was smooth. Then he told me to start shaving every week, and bought of the devices I needed to keep my face and body smooth. A few weeks after I sucked him for the first time, he bought two big dildos and told me to practice every night, he also enrolled me at the gym and hired a personal trainer to watch my diet.
Today is December 1, 2024. I lost 16 kg since 2022, my body is nice and smooth. My hole is ready for him to use 24/7 and my blowjob is as good as any sexy twinky porn star. I still have a long way to go to get in shape for my Master, but my self-esteem is 100x better. He literally saved my life, Sam. I was completely hopeless when we met each other. He saw a lonely depressed virgin faggot and immediately claimed me as his property, and turned a useless ugly faggot into a quite useful and loyal fag. Every other month I pay a super hot sex worker to come to our house, so my Master fucks this porn star as much as he wants. I think this is the least I can do after being literally rescued from a miserable life. And honestly this is his right as a God Alpha.
SUCCESS! As I’ve said countless times, there are great Alphas out there who instinctively know how to train faggots and build them up so they can become fulfilled and productive possessions. If you don’t believe me, believe HIM!
I get chills when I re-read this: “He literally saved my life, Sam.” Any Alphas reading this, please know that you can have this kind of truly dramatic effect on the faggots you claim!
The faggot concludes his experience this way:
I decided to tell you my story after reading this question about the hairy faggot because it really resonates with me. What I learned as 32 year old faggot is that FAGGOTS MUST MAKE AN EFFORT TO LOOK SEXY FOR THEIR MEN, BUT REAL PROTECTOR ALPHAS WILL SUPPORT US NO MATTER WHAT. Alphas are visual, this is their nature, and we can’t blame them for desiring young, good-looking, tight faggots. However, there are good alphas willing to train us, get us in shape, and use us. If there are any hopeless faggots reading this, please don’t give up, brother.
How can any faggot read that and not be inspired and encouraged?
I consider this one of the most important articles I’ve ever published, and I’m so grateful to the courageous, insightful brother who sent it in. I hope it helps others as much as it helps me!
Hi brother I’m Andrew a year old fag from New York and I have a question for I have been looking for an alpha to own me but I recently contacted oral herpes and whenever I talk with alphas about they often walk away from this news. It’s getting to the point where I’m thinking about not telling them. I don’t know what to do Sam I feel I’m making no progress with anyone do you have any advice for me Sam.
Let’s start off this way: 80% of people have HSV-1. Not everybody has outbreaks from it, but a vast majority of the population carries the virus. I guess what I’m saying is this information doesn’t need to be just under your name on your Grindr profile. As long as you’re not suffering from cold sores/outbreaks, I don’t think it’ll be much of an issue. If someone asks about STDs, you certainly want to be honest.
I just don’t want you to feel like you need to live like a leper because of this. Most of the people you’ll sleep with are carrying the same virus, and you don’t see them confessing anything to you. So I think you should just take it off the table.
I have a awkward question… every time I see a fag feeling scared, alone, or in need of protection, I get REALLY horny. Last week my boyfriend (who’s also my fag) arrived home crying because he went really badly in his exam. I took him in my arms and he cried on my chest because he was really frustrated. I went with him to wash him face and took care of him, but my dick was rock hard during this whole process. Am I a weird Alpha for feeling so horny when I see a weak sub in need of attention and care? lol
Master, I thank you for having the strength of character to ask this honest question! While your Alpha brothers might snicker and mock you for such sensitivity, I guarantee you that there are THOUSANDS of faggots everywhere reading your words and swooning. Who wouldn’t want to be owned by an Alpha like you? Your faggot is very lucky!
Good news, though, Master – you are not out of your mind! What you are experiencing actually has a name. It’s known as “dacryphilia”. It is a form of paraphylia in which one is aroused by tears and sobbing. The term comes from the Greek “dacry” (tears) and “philia” (love).
In looking up additional information I noticed a study that was conducted on a group of dacryphiliacs, researchers noted that they tended toward three thematic subgroups: compassion, curled lips, and (here’s the kicker) dominance/submission! VERY INTERESTING!
My first Master, Aaron, was dacryphylitic, although we had no idea what it was at the time. I just remember a couple of times I was terribly upset and crying and he would be comforting me while rock hard. He would always fuck me much more aggressively after those episodes. I don’t know if that’s how it is with you, Master, but that was my experience with Master Aaron.
I do believe this is the ultimate form of a Protector Alpha. I think this type of Protector Alpha is best because the Alpha has a deep personal investment in what is happening to his faggot/girlfriend/ lover. Master Aaron was an extraordinary Protector Alpha – almost romantic, even though I was never anything more than his faggot – and I deeply loved and worshiped him for it. I have no doubt your faggot feels the same appreciation, too.
I guess I still have a couple of questions for you, Master. First, have you always felt like this with people who cry with you, or just this faggot? Second, have you cunted your faggot and he cried (which sometimes happens)?
I ask the second question because if your faggot cried from being cunted, you could be mentally tying the fag’s tears with your sexual conquest. I’m just curious, because I do think Master Aaron’s was caused by his cunting of me.
I certainly hope I was able to dispel any troubled thoughts about this phenomenon, Master. You’re perfectly fine. I’m so proud of you for owning and caring for a good faggot like him, and doing so with such lusty compassion (if that’s a thing?). The world needs more Alphas like you in it! Thank you, Master!
Hey Sam, I know this will sound weird but I promise I’m not a fake not I’m trying to joke with you.
I am 19 years old and it’s very clear for me that I was born to fuck and breed. I see myself as bisexual and I really like girls and femboys. My problem is: I have a really thick dick and I hardly ever find femboys willing to take it. They usually like to suck it and jerk me off, but when I try to fuck and breed them, they give up. My best friend is straight and he says that I should just fuck girls because their pussy is easy to open and stretch, but girls are even worse, they’re too picky for a hook-up and their blowjob is usualyl much worse. My question for you is: is it that hard to find a sexy femboy twink able to take a really thick dick in their boypussy? In real life out of porn how many fags can actually take a big dick without crying about it? I’ve considering to look for older fags with more experience and loose holes, but I’m really into twinky femboys.
I haven’t fucked for two months, I always end up jerking off to porn cuz I know that fags around my age on Grindr will probably give up on taking my cock. They get excited when I send pictures but they give up once they look at it in person.
I know it might sound funny or a weird thing to complain about but I feel really bad for being unable to have an active sexual life. It’s very frustrating and depressing. Can you please share your thoughts on my problems!
Thanks!
Sir, I really appreciate this question and I sympathize with your plight. While I’m sure every guy reading your question is jealously whining, saying, “Why’s he bitching about THAT?” I know this can be a huge issue (pun intended) for well-hung Alphas like yourself. It’s especially hard when you’re 19 years old, and everyone in your peer group is young, tight, and relatively inexperienced.
While it’s true that vaginas are better designed to handle larger cocks, they’re unfortunately are attached to FEMALES who, as you mention, whine and complain too much (and certainly can’t suck you off properly).
Faggots are most certainly the solution to your issue. Faggots are service-oriented and easily commanded. However, my advice to you is to take ownership of one or two faggots (those femboys you like will work for this) and then take the time to work with them so that they will be able to take your dick.
Here’s an exercise I’d like you to consider using on these faggots, Sir: https://hierarchyuniversity.com/caged-jock-how-to-stretch-a-fags-hole/
The chopstick method for stretching a faggot’s hole (I suppose it could be employed on a vagina, also) is one of the most brilliant methods for slowly increasing the width as well as the tension of the faggot’s pussy.
Once properly stretched (and fucked/bred) insert a large buttplug into the hole to keep it open (and to keep your cum inside it) so that the hole doesn’t fully close up.
I believe this will create fuckable holes you can count on again and again whenever you need to breed. Not only that, but you’ll be creating faggots tailor-made to your specifications and needs, so they will be YOUR faggots that you can use in any way you need. I think you’ll find these faggots useful as you grow into your life as an Alpha, Sir.
Side note: Invest in high-quality water-based lube (I recommend Gun Oil, but you might have a favorite) and don’t skimp on it when you’re fucking. You want to make sure the fuck holes you’re creating don’t get damaged from powerful rutting.
I really hope this helps, Sir. I hate to see Alpha like you go without simply because Nature blessed you more than most! Please let me know if I can be of further assistance! Thank you, Sir!
What is “agonophilia”? Simply put, it’s sexual arousal stemming from fighting and violence.
Here’s a more complete examination:
The etiologies of the most common paraphilias (i.e., exhibitionism, fetishism, frotteurism, pedophilia, masochism, sadism, transvestism, and voyeurism) are still poorly understood, and agonophilia is even less studied compared to the others listed above. The two leading theories on the development of paraphilias involve neurodevelopmental anomalies early in life that alter brain function, and behavioral conditioning in which some neutral object or activity becomes strongly associated with sexual arousal, which is then reinforced over time through masturbatory fantasies. That said, it’s likely some combination of the two (i.e., genetic predisposition or prenatal teratogen, followed by behavioral conditioning over time), and it’s very difficult to discern the specific cause(s) of any given paraphilia for an individual due to the complexity of the behavior.
The good news is that knowing the cause doesn’t really matter at all, other than appeasing one’s curiosity. Most paraphilias fall along a spectrum of normal sexual behavior, and something like sexual arousal associated with fighting is fine as long as the urge doesn’t lead to harm to self or others and the sexual acts are performed consensually with all participants. If the sexual urge is causing significant distress or impairment in your life, then I recommend seeking behavioral health services to help you manage that distress or impairment accordingly.
So what might that have to do with the fact that straight Alphas will very often use faggots sexually? Well, for starters, the sex between males is by nature very aggressive and dominance-oriented. Agonophilia might explain why straight Men get aroused when they’re with faggots, because they find the power play and the unleashed aggression exciting in a way they don’t experience with females.
Regardless, the psychological information on Agonophilia and the straight Male use of faggots is largely irrefutable.
So the next time one of you straight Alphas wonder why your dick gets hard when you’re slapping a faggot, now you’ll know.
