The following post is part of a thread chronicling the submission of a faggot named Carson to his Alpha father Colby. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

This site has dealt head-on with a lot of controversial topics, and I’ve ferociously defended my coverage of these topics regardless of how many readers I lose in the process. Hierarchy has many uncomfortable facets that we cannot shy away from simply because it’s taboo or socially unacceptable. We stifle our growth and knowledge by hiding!

One of the more shocking topics I’ve covered are the hierarchical sexual dynamics between fathers and sons. This is extremely complex stuff, fraught with various dangers but also promising safety and mentorship. I’ve covered a surprising number of these “incestuous” pairings, and most of them became wildly successful and quite healthy. The most “famous” of these cases involved little Jimmy, the faggot who enthusiastically serves his father Master Dino and his two Alpha brothers, Masters Chad and Dean. Their story and my detailed coverage of it has helped countless people over the years.

The latest such story involves an inexperienced faggot named Colton who lives with his Alpha father Colby and his older Alpha brother. Colton came to me because he had been stealing and sniffing their underwear and it seemed like Master Colby was detecting that Colton was a faggot. You can catch up on Colton’s previously-anonymous Questions From Readers asks by following the link above.

Up to this point, Colton has sucked his Dad off a couple of times, but Master Colby has been hinting around about fucking/breeding him.

Well, it happened:

After I was done with classes Tuesday, dad picked me up to took me to the gym. My brother Phil, has taken me to the gym a couple times with to get me into it but it never really stuck so I don’t really know what I’m doing. He taught me how to do a few things but mostly focused on squats.

Back at home I’m, he told me I was going to shower with him. His scent in the car was driving me crazy so I was looking forward to being all over him.

Once we got in the shower he instructed me to get on my knees and wash his balls with my tongue. His big balls taste so fucking good, the source of the sweat and testosterone I’ve been thirsting for my entire life. His giant dick got hard while I was working on his balls.

He told me to get up and he spun me around, started inspecting my ass and commented on my lack of ass hair. He soaped up a finger and put it in my hole. I made a little yelp and he said “goddamn you are tight”.

He spat in his hand and started rubbing his dick, so I placed my hands up against the tiles to brace for what was coming. He squatted down a little to get to my level placing one hand on my shoulder, and the other was guiding his manhood to my hole. I could feel that meaty head pressed up against me. I felt the pressure building until busted open my hole. I don’t even know what type of noises I was making at this point. I was in pain but I felt so full and so used it was amazing.

He took me in that position for a while until he grabbed me by my waist. He got up from squatting down to my level so my feet were dangling. My only support was his grip on my waist, his cock inside me, and my hands against the tile. He pulled me onto the base of his cock and something changed. I wasn’t focused on the pain anymore. I felt so primally full of his manhood and like I was serving his purpose. I think I had an anal orgasm because I was shaking all over him.

I think the way I was shaking felt good for him because he started pounding me faster for a few minutes until he made a deep grunt. I could feel his load shoot into me, then he set me down.

He called me a good boy and had me finishing washing his body. After the shower he told me to go to bed.  I was exhausted and feel obedient so I did.

Two days later my ass is still sore but I feel like I need him again. I feel an emptiness like I was meant to take him. I’m excited for my cage to come, I think he will want to breed me again after he locks me up.

What an incredible experience! Master Colby knew exactly how to take his son’s virginity! He was firm, yet tender with his faggot son, helping Carson to accept his place while also experiencing vital lessons in how to properly take an Alpha’s cock!

I wanted to address the “shaking” that Carson mentions. Carson was definitely cunted during the fuck (there is plenty of material on the site involving cunting), and the involuntary shaking is one of the key indicators. I wish all faggots could experience being cunted as part of their first time! It would make the entire experience much less traumatic!

I wonder how many faggots Master Colby cunted in his early years as a straight Alpha using fags. I don’t have any indication of how often Master Colby used faggots in his past, but he clearly knows how to wield his cock!

Carson mentions the emptiness inside of him, something I’ve termed “the void”. It’s like a yawning chasm inside a faggot’s gaped and bred hole that practically growls for more cock. Master Colby must have a pretty big dick to have gaped Carson so thoroughly! Part of the effects of “the void” comes from the actual penetration, but another part comes from the load deposited inside the faggot. The Alpha’s cum is absorbed directly into the faggot’s bloodstream where it then induces powerful hypnotic submission in the faggot. This causes the faggot to crave the Alpha even more, just as nature designed it.

The coming chastity cage will dramatically increase Carson’s need for his Alpha father’s cock/cum. I think it will also arouse Master Colby more than he realizes right now. But, more importantly, the cage will help structure and enhance the training to come as Master Colby shapes his faggot son into a proper faggot.

I can’t wait!

I showed my dad my letter and I read through the posts on Jimmy. I haven’t shown my dad the website yet.

After my dad read the letter we had another great conversation and I’m starting to feel a lot more stable about it. He was happy pleased with the way I portrayed him and told me that being a faggot and being his faggot would never mean I wasn’t his son or that he didn’t love me. He said I didn’t need to be afraid.

He did say he knew what I was for a long time because of my taking their dirty underwear and just the way that I am (which is embarrassing, but here we are). He finally thought I was ready and he needed a release.

Since I swallowed his load on Saturday he seems like he’s more actively taking on the alpha role. As I said before he would just wear underwear around the house, but now he’s been just walking around naked flaunting. He’s been having me suck his dick when he wants.

I’ve been reading your website for a bit and I want to be a good boy for him. I talked to him about locking up my dick. He wasn’t familiar with chastity but thinks it is a good idea, and says he will be my keyholder if I buy a cage. I asked about calling him sir or master, but he just wants me to keep calling him dad.

Need to say thank you for your reassurance. He told me he is going to take me to the gym after my classes today to start tightening up my ass and I’m really excited and intimidated for what that probably means since I’ve only sucked before.

Thank you for writing back to me, brother!

First of all, is there some way you can use names for everybody? Even if they’re fake names. I want to be able to turn your story into a proper thread on the site, but I can’t do it anonymously because of the nature of site categorization. Thank you!

I’m really glad that you were able to talk to your Dad about everything and share your letter with him. It sounds like he’s supremely confident about his own Alphahood and how he’s guiding you in your development as a faggot. I wish more Alpha fathers understood and appreciated the truth of hierarchy as well as he does!

Chastity is a great idea, and I think once he sees his little faggot son locked up he will understand the value of it. I hope he takes the lead in locking you if you decide to proceed with it. I think you will really benefit from it, but I think your Dad will also benefit.

He is definitely going to fuck and breed you. I wanted to tell you that in my first response, because I could tell from his questions that he was already thinking along those lines. Now there is no doubt. Again, this situation is quite normal hierarchically (even though it sounds insane from the outside-looking-in). If you read Jimmy’s thread, you know that his father has bred him many times. You just have to disassociate it from being a father/son situation, and look at it as Alpha/faggot or predator/prey. Think of it in animal terms, because that’s what is really at the root of it.

Just continue to follow his lead and obey his orders. I have a question: where is your older Alpha brother in all of this? Is he not around? Is this being kept secret from him if he is around? As you know, Jimmy is used by both his father as well as his two brothers, and that is not the first time I’ve encountered that type of faggot sharing within families.

Thank you again for writing, little brother! You’re in my thoughts!

Love,

sam the faggot

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I’m 19, gay, and I’ve been thinking about this more and more lately and wanted to hear from people who might understand.

I grew up with my single dad  who is in his mid 40s and older brother who is 21. My dad played college football back in the day and even now he still has that presence. Tall, broad shoulders, built, confident without trying. My brother took after him almost exactly. Same height, same frame, same way people just seem drawn to him.

Growing up I always idolized them and tried to emulate them, but it wasn’t really until I was in highschool that I realized we weren’t really the same. I held out for a growth spurt and some excess confidence that never came.

They are both very supportive of me even when I came out as gay (my dad even told me he fooled around in college), but I just realized even without the gay part people would never see me the way that they see them.

It seemed like girls and guys always orbited my brother, he was the quarter back on the football team. My dad never seemed to chase attention but somehow always had women chasing after him, even cause a minor scandal when he was caught with my friends mom who was married. My brother’s the same. He doesn’t really try and still people want to be around him. Even other guys seem to naturally defer to him.

Then there’s me.

I’m short. Skinny. Never athletic. I’m gay, which I don’t think caused it, but it made me notice dynamics differently. I’m not intimidating, not dominant, not the guy people look at when he walks into a room. I’ve always felt more comfortable observing than leading. I think if it weren’t for my brother I probably would have been fucked with a lot more in school. The football team kind of acted like a squad of bully’s but they wouldn’t do anything if it was against him.

For a long time I thought I’d eventually grow into being like them. But lately I’ve accepted I’m just not built for that role. I found your website looking to alpha males and honestly I think I’m a faggot.

Not in a self-hating way. More like realizing some people seem naturally suited to being the center of gravity and others aren’t.

I look at my dad and brother and think, these are alphas. Since the house was just guys, it was always pretty bro-y. We’d hang out in just in our underwear, rough house, talk in rude and gross ways.

Honestly, a big part of my gay awakening was when I was in middleschool and I guess all my dad’s underwear was dirty because he wasn’t in his usual underwear, he was just hanging out naked. I hadn’t grown pubes yet, and had never seen a grown man’s dick. I was in awe at the hair, his size, and even the smell that filled the room. I asked him why mine wasn’t like that and he said when I became a man, mine would grow to be like his (not even close).

Ever since then I have since around then loved smelling their underwear whenever I get the chance.

Anyways, this leads up to the main reason I am writing in. My brother went to school out of state 3 years ago, but I started going to a local community college so for the past few years it’s just been me and dad.

This Saturday, we were watching a movie and he was drinking a bit. Shooting the shit like usual. Out of no where he asked me if I was bottom? I took a second to process that he’d ask me something like that. I told him that I haven’t had an experiences other than oral, but that I think so. He said he figured and grinned a little bit while he sipped his beer. That offended me a little bit and he asked him why. He asked if I thought I was always sneaky grabbing his dirty underwear out of the hamper. I was probably as red as a tomato I was so embarrassed. “You could always just ask, bud” and he chuckled a bit  and grabbed his bulge. He was just wearing tighty whities. I was so flustered I couldn’t think of how to respond, I was embarrassed that I knew what I was doing, embarrassed that he could tell I was a bottom. I just turned my head toward the movie but honestly could not take in any of the information.

I don’t know how many he had, but he was definitely feeling it. He pulled out his giant veiny dick and said “You can always come straight to the source”. I had never seen it hard and it was like a pornstar’s. I was in shock but then he was even clearer “You can suck on it if you want”. I couldn’t believe this was actually happening. I got on my knees in front of him. He kept chuckling. I put his tip in my mouth and start sucking. I knew the scent and taste so well from his underwear but it was stronger and triggered something it me. Tried to get my lips to the base but I couldn’t so I just sucked on the top half and worked the base with my hands. He must have been needed it because he came in my mouth after about 2 minutes. I swallowed. It was amazing. But suddenly the reality that I just sucked my dad’s dick. He patted me on the head and said I was a good boy, while he put it back in his underwear.

I was full of excitement, and horror, and his cum. It was my ultimate fantasy but now I wondered what this meant for our family. He just turned back to the movie but I ran to my room. Furiously masturbated and then went to sleep.

When I woke up I could still taste his musk. And at first I savored it before getting in my head again and hoping he was too drunk and wouldn’t remember it.

When I went downstairs he was already up and had made coffee. So I was pretty sure he wasn’t so drunk he wouldn’t remember. My fear was confirmed when he asked why I ran off so quick last night. I was horrified but we had a good and incredibly embarrassing conversation. He said he had used lots of boys like me in college. I shouldn’t be ashamed of who I am. That we were in this together and that we could both help each other out. He said it was completely up to me but that he could tell by how quickly I got on my knees that I’d want more. We had a pretty normal lazy Sunday after that but my mind keeps racing.

Do you have any advice? Have you heard of other alpha fathers using their faggot sons? Is this natural?

My little brother, thank you for writing to me!

I must admit, I’m a little disappointed in myself. I’ve been at this so long and have had so many really crazy true stories that I feel like I should’ve seen that wild plot twist in your experience coming a mile away! I can only imagine how you felt and how confused you must be right now!

Let me answer this in “reverse”. Yes, I’ve covered multiple “Alpha Father sexually uses his faggot son” scenarios over the 11-year lifespan of this site. I’ve never seen any turn out negatively; in fact, quite the opposite! In possibly the most remarkable example, God Alpha Dino used (and occasionally still does use) his faggot son Jimmy. Their stories can be found in the right sidebar or by following the links I’ve provided.

The world condemns such relations between fathers and sons, of course, but hierarchy doesn’t operate within the narrow parameters of “moral values”. Hierarchy distills relationships (especially male relationships) into the pure animal instincts found within the power and dominance. At that level, your Dad ceases to be your father and simply transforms into a feral and dominant Alpha with needs that supersedes yours as the faggot programmed to satisfy them.

It’s that instinctive wiring we all have that caused your Dad to understand what you are and pull out his dick, and the instinctive wiring in you that caused you to immediately kneel and service him. Can you see that, feel that, understand that? I bet you can, and I bet your Dad can, too.

That’s why I don’t consider this situation to be “wrong”. You and your Dad are simply two males fulfilling roles you were born to play hierarchically.

It’s not surprising that your Dad used faggots in school. Many straight Alphas do. I’ve been the “first faggot” to multiple straight Alphas, so I can say it with confidence that straight Alphas possibly understand best how to use and train faggots because they are typically more in-touch with pure, unfettered masculinity. Your Dad has likely known what you are for a long time, but like any great Alpha he watched over your development and acted only when he felt it was the right time to teach you these important hierarchical lessons.

In some ways, having a Dad who is also a Master is the best situation for young faggots. Your Dad can train you with love and care, something that isn’t always guaranteed out in the world. Your Dad can strengthen your self-esteem, something lacking in many faggots. This will help you make better choices so that your precious gift of submissive service isn’t wasted on unworthy pretenders.

There is no better example of this than Jimmy. Master Dino’s use of his faggot son and the training he’s provided him has made Jimmy into one of the strongest faggots I know, and Jimmy is constantly overjoyed by the privilege he has serving both his God Alpha father and his two Alpha brothers (again, I strongly encourage you to read those threads).

I hope my answer covers your initial concerns, little brother. I know you’re reeling from all of this, but sharing these feelings with your Dad will help him understand how to guide you. I would really like you to share this post with him so he can read what you wrote and how I responded. You are, after all, his faggot … so he should be involved in any influences on you.

I’m always here if you need me. Please feel free to write to me anytime!

Love,

sam the faggot

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