I was raped at knifepoint when I was 19/20 just like this guy, and what he says about the instinct of “comply or die” is very real.
Of course, I also went to prison, but I didn’t see or experience this there. I did hear stories of it happening in higher-security prisons, however.
What he describes here (and his solution to it) is pure hierarchy, which is how I also processed my own rape. It’s why I have repeatedly said (despite some controversy) that male rape is a natural function of hierarchy.
I say that while not condoning it.
Men and Alphas use rape to reinforce hierarchical status, to subjugate those resistant to their hierarchical place, to reassert dominance. It’s a tool, albeit a clumsy and sometimes inaccurate one.
To those who have been raped, I hear you. And to those who have raped, I understand you.
Last week an interview surfaced that has rocked the internet and the criminal Trump administration. Conducted by reporter LIsa Noelle Voldeng, the controversial interview uncovered the tragic childhood abuse of subject Sascha Riley. Sascha was trafficked by his adopted parents into the child sex ring of notorious child trafficker Jeffrey Epstein. There Sascha was used and abused by some (now) very powerful Men, including Donald Trump, Lindsey Graham, Jim Jordan, and many others.
The story Sascha plainly lays out in this long series of interviews is one of the ugliest I’ve ever heard. Sascha allegedly witnessed multiple murders of young girls at special fetish farms (one of which was just recently discovered with kids trapped in the kinds of places Sascha describes).
The most shocking and incendiary accusations involve Trump. Sascha claims that Trump wanted to find out what it would be like to kill someone, and Sascha was to be that kid, However, at the last minute it was decided that Trump would kill a litter of puppies, which he supposedly did in a variety of ways (like strangulation, neck-breaking, and drowning). This does fit with what most psychiatrists diagnose as Trump’s “malignant narcissism”.
Surely, the craziest story Sascha tells involves his last encounter with Trump. Supposedly Sascha was locked in a room with Trump and Trump wanted to get fucked by Sascha. As Trump laid on his stomach, Sascha took a tent pin, inserted it into Trump’s ass, and then kicked it in so hard that it permanently damaged Trump’s anus! Trump was airlifted to the nearest hospital (again, there are records of airlifts). Before dismissing this story, keep in mind that Trump has famously been incontinent for decades and has had to wear diapers ever since this happened in the early nineties.
If even just 10% of what Sascha says here is true, it’s beyond horrible.
So why am I posting this here? Not only am I doing my part to protect this information from censorship, but it also stands as an example of what happens when Destroyer Alphas get access to vast power and wealth. Those bullies in high school sometimes grow up to become sadistic, selfish, hateful, and downright evil. This is why I’m always trying to steer faggots away from Men like these, because you never can tell what kind of darkness lurks behind those cold, flat eyes.
I highly recommend that everyone listen to Sascha’s testimony. His story is of vital importance right now as all of our lives are in the hands of a person who is incapable of caring whether any of us live or die.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling a gay marriage that has blossomed into a hierarchical union between a faggot named Dean and his husband. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Accepting Hierarchical truth is one of the most fundamental things we ever do as males. That acceptance informs everything we understand about ourselves, our needs, and our purpose. It also defines how we interact with other Men.
Nowhere is this more true than in a marriage between two Men. One must take the lead, and the other must submit and serve that leadership. It’s simply unavoidable. Even in an Alpha couple, one will most often take headship over the other. It’s the way of Nature itself.
This was the issue when a faggot named Dean wrote to me a few months ago. His six-year marriage was falling apart, his husband literally packing his bags when an Alpha rage overtook him and he essentially raped Dean. This reassertion of his dominance realigned their relationship for the better. You can read that account by following the link above.
Now Dean returns with an interesting new development. Read on:
Sam, I don’t know if you remember my story from a few months ago on how me and my husband saved our marriage by accepting our natural roles in the hierarchy. I thought that you could be interested in an update, since it is thanks to your hierarchical truth that we are still together after all.
As I mentioned, soon after I accepted that I was a faggot I started serving him sexually and my husband didn’t allow me to come. Initially this arrangement was very satisfying for the both of us, but being used to get off regularly for years, I started to feel the urge to masturbate when he was not at home (I know that hiding it from my husband was terrible and I still regret it every single day!).
One day he came home early and he found me with my hand around my erect dicklet. Oh Sam, I can still remember his face of disgust! He was very angry and he almost left me. I got on my knees and pleaded for him to stay, promising that I would follow every rule from now on. I think he understood that I was still a newly born faggot and forgave me, but he also made very clear that he could not trust my word anymore. He said: “if you are going to behave like a bad boy, I will treat you like one”. From this point he forced me to get in a chastity case and he put those pet cameras around the house to watch me through an app on his phone.
Things are going very well now! The chastity cage really helped me control my old urges and made me realise that my clit is no longer my sexual organ. I also feel my husband’s presence through the cameras at all time, and he likes to speak through them to order me to take my clothes off or assume position at random times during the day. I feel so lucky and I would not change it for anything!
love,
Dean
Wow, that’s awesome!
I love how thoroughly Dean’s husband has embraced his Alphahood! Can it ever be denied? These powerful Men are BORN to dominate and be served/worshiped! He was living the lie of equality for YEARS until he simply couldn’t take it any longer. But his rape (I’m using the term purposefully) of Dean was most useful in helping him reassert his Alphahood and embrace his true purpose!
So now we can see how that event has progressed as both Dean and his husband have more fully accepted their proper roles!
I love how forcefully Dean’s husband asserted control over Dean’s secret masturbation! To some Alphas, a faggot masturbating is a form of infidelity. To all Alphas, a faggot masturbating is a sign of disrespect to the natural order. MEN masturbate if they choose to, but faggots are not Men and do not deserve such privileges. Such an act is an affront to the glory of Men and to the sacredness of cock.
So he put Dean in chastity – something he was trusting that Dean wouldn’t need – and that has made all the difference!
As I’ve said about chastity ever since I started experiencing it myself, the device clarifies your mind and purpose. It helps a faggot more deeply connect to its submission, and helps to achieve perpetual subspace. I think Dean more fully understands what I mean!
I’ve heard some over the years complain that the Alpha/faggot dynamic has no place in a marriage, that marriage should be made of mutual respect.
But what could be more respectful than to acknowledge the intrinsic purpose of yourself and your partner? We gain respect and fulfillment from our partner when we fulfill our purpose and allow them to fulfill theirs.
To those uneducated in Hierarchical dynamics, Dean’s rape by his husband might seem horrifying, the opposite of respect. But look what it has wrought! It was exactly what was needed to reset their relationship into what Nature had intended all along!
Hello. I serve a Master who takes advice from you. He recommended I listen to your podcasts, and I have joined your discord. I am confused about some of your posts and podcasts though. Is it OK for Alphas to have nonconsentual sex with fags? Is it OK for Alphas to lie to fags about safe sex by stealthing? You seem to have posted conflicting views on these issues. Thank you.
Thank you for the question, brother!
I must say, your Master should be very proud to own such an intelligent and thoughtful faggot as you! You’re a credit to him!
I’ve often said that I don’t consider myself a reliable voice when it comes to rape because I was raped. And while it was scary in the moment and something that took a while to overcome, I noticed that my feelings toward my rapist and the event itself transformed into something valuable. I acknowledge that might not be the case with every faggot/rape victim, but I’ve heard from plenty of faggots who’ve had the same experience.
So to your question about whether it’s “okay” for Alphas to rape faggots, I’ll phrase it this way: Alphas have the right to take whatever they want from a faggot (rape, so to speak), and they always will. The idea of it being “okay” implies some justification based on human law, but Alphas operate under natural law. It’s the so-called “law of the jungle” that we know as hierarchical law. And under hierarchical law, Alphas can and do rape faggots.
That said, I wish Alphas didn’t rape faggots … but wishes won’t change nature.
As far as stealthing, I don’t really condone the practice overall; the video featuring stealthing I recently posted was just hot. I think if an Alpha wants to breed a faggot, he should just state his intentions outright and then do it. Why the subterfuge? Almost all faggots want to be bred by Alphas/Masters anyway, so the act of stealthing simply indicates untrustworthy behavior. And should diseases be spread via stealthing, there are hefty prices to pay for it. I prefer upfront, direct, and honest communication with the Alphas I serve.
I really hope I answered your questions, brother! Tell your Master thank you for his support, and for training up such a wonderful faggot brother like you!
Over the many years since my rape at age 19, I’ve had a lot of conflicting feelings. At first I was frightened of the bleeding and the fear of disease. Then shame settled over me like a heavy veil, and occasionally bursts of rage would erupt (usually when drinking).
You can imagine my horror when, years later, I developed excitement and gratitude when thinking about my rape. I couldn’t hardly believe I felt this way. So I did research, and discovered that many rape victims develop a Stockholm-like response to the trauma of being raped. We begin to yearn for more with our rapists. Sometimes we miss them more than we miss dear ones we’ve lost in life, which is even more disgusting. Believe me, the shame from those feelings is worse than the shame of the rape itself.
Needless to say, the reactions to rape are varied and complex.
I state this because a faggot in the Hierarchy University Discord (LINK HERE) reached out to me about a letter he wrote to his rapist after many years. I encouraged him to send it to me so I can share it with all of you. There’s almost no chance that his rapist will ever see it, of course, but it’s cathartic for a victim to do SOMETHING with their tangled emotions.
So I reprint if here:
Hi Brother Sam, and dear readers, hope you all had great holidays, as some of you might know, my story might be messed up, but I’ve come to a happy conclusion.
Thanks to Sam and various Alphas I’ve come to be happy about my past, and that it showed me my true nature, and I to celebrate that, decided to write a letter.
Many years have passed, do you still remember me, I ask myself daily, I certainly do, I remember many details of that night, your beard on my neck, your grunts with every snap of your hips, your hand on my hip keeping me steady, the taste of your hand on my mouth mixed with my tears, the feeling of your cock plunging deep in me, the feeling of your seed escaping my gaping hole…
I remember it all, the emptiness that you left inside me, I hated it, inside my mind, inside my body, it was everywhere all consuming… I thought you raped me, but now I know better, you didn’t Sir, you saw I was a faggot, and used me as you saw fit at the time, so THANK YOU Sir, while I was unwilling at the time, my views have changed, and I forgive you, even if there’s nothing to forgive anymore, as I from the present, give you the consent for your past actions.
Thank you Sir, for showing me my true shelf, for making me a better faggot, thank you. I do not know who you are, hopefully you read this and know it’s about you, but I doubt it, even so, I believe it needs to be expressed, and that maybe by chance you’ll read it… Then know Sir, that you’re my first Alpha, my first Sir, and you will always be in my mind, and that I would love to serve you again Sir, willingly with my entire soul.
I’m grateful to this brother for opening his heart and sharing it with us. I hope he finds continued peace and joy in service, using the lessons he’s learned about himself through being raped.
We have two choices when enduring a crisis: crumble and die, or make new bricks from the wreckage and rebuild. My brother and I chose to rebuild, and we are better for it!
Hi! First time writing here, after reading a lot for almost half a year, I’ve come to the conclusion that I am a faggot.
A few years back I was raped, and while I’m not ready to delve deeper in that subject for now, I admit he was the first person to cunt me, and so I must say it has defined a lot my sexual relationships.
It’s a more recent event (around a year) that in sex, I’ve come to enjoy far rougher sex, to serve a man as his sexual toy, to forget my pleasure for his.
And so I’ve come to the decision that I’m a faggot, but still my mind has that voice in my head that questions if I’m truly sane for enjoying things that were so similar to that past event.
That said, I’ve never truly been with an alpha, or at least not since then… So any tips you could have are recommended and deeply appreciated!
Thanks for listening to me and have a great day to those who read it!
Thank you for writing!
What you’re experiencing is quite common among rape victims, particularly faggot rape victims. I was raped around 19/20 years old (my first time being fucked), and after the initial shock and shame wore off I began to crave him again. Even now, so many years later, I would definitely kneel and submit to him and his violence if he ever showed up again. I’ve written a song about him, in fact, titled “Kenny”. (No, it’s not available at the moment.)
I think what we’re experiencing is a form of Stockholm Syndrome that causes us to yearn for those powerful Men who brutalized and scarred us.
Some would benefit from getting counseling for it, I’m sure. I never did. I made my own peace with it, and writing about it on this site has helped me, too. You might have resources to help you, or you are welcome to join the rapidly-growing Hierarchy University Discord community (link on the LINKS page).
Ask any Alpha who has taken a fggot’s virginity, and they’ll tell you this is the hottest sound. The high-pitched screaming. The struggle. They’ll also say that they never stop fucking it, because this must happen. This is why it was born. To be taken by a Man. Its PURPOSE.
An Alpha MUST pump his seed into his owned property. Women or faggots, it makes no difference. They can scream and cry all they want, but this is nature’s way. A Man takes what he wants this way and makes it HIS by marking it forever with his seed!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the continuing ascension of a 21-year-old bisexual Alpha named Master Joe and his ownership of his best friend’s faggot brother. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!
I’ve never seen a picture of Master Joe, but from his writing style and attitude I’d say Master Joe is that prototypical all American fratboy. He’s like a playful, confident lion; immensely powerful, but in no dire need to exert that power. And when he does utilize that power, he does so in disarmingly fun ways.
I do believe that owning a faggot is helping Master Joe refocus that playful energy into something more thoughtful. At first, owning that faggot (the brother of his best friend/chief rival) was a bit of jocular one-upsmanship. However, as time has gone on and his ownership over the faggot has deepened, Master Joe is starting to also deepen his understanding of the faggot mind and what it needs.
Take, for example, this very recent thought Master Joe had:
Hey fag Sam, this is Master Joe! Happy, healthy, and breeding holes as always
I had a conversation with my fag bf last night and I want your opinion about it. He was telling me that it’s much easier to take my cock now because he’s used to the shape and the size, then I asked if it still hurts him. I have no idea of how it feels because I have never bottomed, but I thought that after a while it would not hurt at all. However, my fag said that taking a cock always hurts a little bit, just a little bit, even when the pussy is properly trained. And then I realized that this is not a problem. In fact, I think that it’s important that the fag feel a little bit of pain. I think of myself working out. After a hard training, I like to feel my muscles hurt, it makes me feel that I am growing stronger. Likewise, when a fag takes a hard cock and his hole hurts afterwards I think it’s a good way to make the boy remind of who he is. What is the point of serving a superior man if it doesn’t involve some sacrifice?
I am not saying that fags deserve to suffer, I take care of my fag and love him. I think real men should never hurt girls or fags in bed, but causing this little discomfort in their stretched pussy is important for his training. Does that make sense?
I really want to become a better Alpha and embrace my role more and more everyday.
See how faggot ownership is altering Master Joe’s perspective? He’s starting to consider not only his needs, but also what’s best for the faggot he owns. This maturity is also leading him to consider his own Alphahood and how he can more fully embrace that lofty promise.
In regards to Master Joe’s specific thoughts, I say the following:
Master, it’s always so wonderful to hear from you! Thank you for writing in!
This is a very keen observation on your part, one that deserves more scrutiny and consideration by all, not just faggots. Yes indeed, some pain is definitely part of a faggot’s life. As you noted, pain is actually a beneficial part of a faggot’s life, because that pain shapes the faggot’s mind and its sense of self and purpose.
You’ll never know the pain involved in having a big Alpha cock violating your holes (yes, let’s not forget the pain of being throat fucked!), but it’s never easy to take if the faggot is maintaining its pussy muscles and not abusing them to the point of prolapse. You Alphas want a tight, snug hole to fuck, but the trade-off is pain on the part of the faggot.
But here’s the key: that pain is pleasure for faggots! When an Alpha is entering us and it hurts, we are deriving pleasure from that pain EMOTIONALLY. We know we are pleasing our Alpha, and that emotional pleasure (or, more properly, hierarchical pleasure) sends endorphins flooding into our bloodstream from the excitement of being used properly. The harder and more intensely we are fucked, the greater the endorphin rush.
The intensity of this pain/pleasure crucible while being fucked is so great that, if and when an Alpha cunts us, the unexpected explosion of that feeling becomes overwhelming. That’s why cunting is such a startling and unforgettable experience for faggots, and why cunted faggots are essentially owned for life by the Alpha who cunted it.
And Master, as you said in your letter, that pain trains the faggot to always remember what it is. Like an invisible chastity cage, the throbbing ache of a well-fucked hole constantly reminds the faggot of its Master and its purpose. So pain isn’t a bad thing for faggots. In fact, I think it’s a good and natural part of our place in hierarchy! Thank you, Master!
That explanation was a bit more intense than I initially intended, but I really like it! I think I might use it as the core of a larger examination on the site! Or maybe a podcast episode!
But you see why I love Master Joe so much, right? He’s an amazing Alpha and Master, and his little faggot is lucky to have him hurting it every night!
These frat Alphas look like Seniors. They’ve been ruling the college for four years together, dominating parties and breeding everyone. Graping the frat fåggot together is just the start of their days!
