Questions From Readers
Sam, I really love you and your site <3
I am 19 and I am 100% sure I am a faggot! I love serving big men, I know my place, and my holes are always ready for real men. I serve a man who is 32. He took me from my parents house and told me to live with him. He’s very masculine, very strong, and hairy. I am weak, skinny, and smooth. I really like the way he uses me, but sometimes he gets very very aggressive. When I don’t cook well enough or if he thinks the house is not clean enough, he usually gets mad and punishes me. He beats me and sometimes I get some bruises.
He’s my first man and he took my virginity so I don’t know if this is normal. Is this the normal treatment if I want to have a real man with me? Do you think I can find a real Alpha who takes care of me or “soft” men will not be dominant? Do you think some men can be naturally dominant alphas but also treating me well? I love him and I love to obey him but I am a little worried because last time he really hurt my two arms. My father really supports me and he’s a real Alpha man as well who NEVER did that with my mother… but I don’t know if a faggot like me deserves a good caring man, sometimes I think that, if I don’t want an aggressive man, I will end up with just another gay who would never fuck and breed me like a man. I am so confused… can you please help me?
Sweetheart, I’m glad to receive your open-hearted letter.
Congratulations on finding an Alpha at such a young age. Your Master sounds very powerful and aggressive given that he basically yanked you away from your family and took you in as his personal faggot.
But even that move concerns me. It feels very controlling in an unnatural way. And given the more disturbing things you say have been happening now that you live with him, I think my instincts are correct.
Listen, little brother: you are a faggot, but that doesn’t mean you deserve to be hurt and abused. You’re trying your best to serve this Master faithfully, and you’re not always going to succeed. If this was a true and admirable Master, he would correct you with firm and encouraging guidance. What a shame that he’s choosing violence instead.
I don’t know if you’re able to have civil conversations with this Master, but if you can I’d ask if you can talk to him. Then you should humbly explain that he is hurting you. Emphasize that your goal is to be the best faggot possible for him and the violence is making you rethink your purpose. Ask him to please help you to be a better, more satisfying faggot by teaching you rather than abusing you.
If you can’t talk to him like that, then it might be time to rethink staying with him.
I know there are a lot of fetish sites out there and lots of so-called Alphas (and faggots) who say faggots deserve to be beaten and abused. DO NOT LISTEN TO THEM. A faggot doesn’t deserve to be beaten for faithfully serving a Man any more than a faithful dog deserves to be beaten. Most decent people are horrified by animal abuse, and that should be the natural reaction to faggot abuse.
There is something broken in any Alpha who abuses faggots. These are Destroyer Alphas who never advanced past the bully stage in high school, who never learned how to deal with frustration in any productive way. These Alphas are to be pitied, not worshiped.
And yes, you deserve better. You may be a faggot, but you’re clearly smart. You obviously observed how your Alpha father treated your mother and those under his control (including you), and that set a pattern of Alpha behavior for you that is righteous and good. It’s not wrong to expect something similar in a Master who owns you.
You’re young and full of youthful energy and optimism. Don’t allow a bad Master to steal that from you with the darkness of abuse. If he’s unable or unwilling to change, then you need to seek a new Master.
I love you, little brother. I am hoping for the best in this situation. Please feel free to keep in touch with me at hi*****************@***il.com or through here.
Love Always,
sam the faggot
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I’m an older faggot and almost all of my experience as a faggot has been with one younger guy (late 20s) whom I’m been serving for 9 years as of now…. I’ve found that it’s important to be able to communicate with your Alpha in SOME meaningful way…. In person is awkward for many but I find texting is what works best for me…. He tells me what he expects and he listens to my requests and respectful comments… It works out well all around… As far as an Alpha beating his faggot for any reason… That’s just no good ! My Alpha may give me a very moderate slap either playfully or to make a point is he’s displeased in some way…. But he NEVER actually hurts me…. As a matter of fact, he has stopped cold and asked if he has hurt me a few times just to make sure… He never has, but I can tell he is concerned…. He’s told me before that he values me as a talented natural faggot and not easily replaced, so he certainly does not want to harm me in any way…. A true Alpha controls his faggot and makes his superior status obvious without causing his faggot physical harm or discomfort…. I always feel inferior but safe and comfortable in the Alpha’s presence…. A good owner takes proper care of his property.
Brother, that is amazing! I’m proud of both your Alpha and you for building a rewarding dynamic between you! I think I might recreate your comment on the site as an example! I hope you don’t mind!