I have a dominant boyfriend but I don’t fully identify as a faggot. I suck his dick every night, he fucks and breeds me at least 3 times a week, but I don’t feel fully submissive in our daily life. Yesterday, we were together on the bus, sitting side by side, his legs were wide open and I didn’t have much space. So he told me to cross my legs “like a girl”. I did it because I didn’t have a lot of space anyway. When we arrived home, he told me that from now on he wants me to cross my legs whenever we are in public, then he said that “my legs should only open for him to fuck my hole.”
I can’t really talk about these details with my friends because everybody thinks I am a masculine gay and I really don’t want people to see me as a faggot. Do you think it is worth it to fight back, or should I just accept that he needs me to be a faggot before he finds another one?
Hi, thanks for writing to me!
You might not see yourself as a faggot or even his faggot, but it’s clear he views you as his faggot and there is a dominance currently rising inside him. I’m curious about what might have triggered this Alpha Ascension (as I call it). Regardless, it’s clearly happening and he’s fully intent on claiming and subjugating his property (you).
You ask if it’s worth it to fight back. Answer: DON’T BOTHER. You will lose that fight, and probably end up worse off.
My suggestion is to keep doing what you’re doing – namely, obeying him – and see where it leads. He’s clearly interested in redefining this relationship; see what he really wants. Perhaps the adjustment might lead to something more favorable. You never know!
This is an update one week after I sent my question about how to fully submit to my boyfriend.
Thank you so much for your invaluable advice, focusing on worshiping his feet has worked like a charm!
It’s been only a week after I started subtly massaging and complimenting his feet, and they have already become a central part of his dominance. He now often uses his legs and feet to keep my head in place when I’m giving him a blowjob, and he enjoys making me lick and smell his feet. For example, two days ago he came home all sweaty from the gym, and I immediately could sense that he wanted to fuck. I went to kiss him, but instead he took off one of his socks and put it inside my mouth. He then pushed me against the kitchen counter, pulled down my pants, and started to fuck me roughly while his sock was still in my mouth. After he finished he went to have a shower without saying a word, and left me with my pants down and his cum leaking down my thighs. I think that it was the first time that he did not wait next to me while I made myself come.
Fully submitting to him outside of sex is still a work in progress, but I made some improvements. When he is not home I try to do as much housework as much as I can, and I have noticed that he has started to neglect cleaning, cooking, and washing clothes, assuming that I will do it. Yesterday night, for instance, he started cleaning the kitchen, but when I joined him he immediately sat on the sofa to scroll on his phone and left me doing it alone. I could see that he was looking at pictures of hot twinks on instagram. After I finished, he rewarded fucking me like a toy, and I wondered if he was thinking about the guys on his phone while doing it.
I can’t thank you enough for helping me awaken the alpha inside him a little more, and please let me know if you think there are other things that I could do. Tomorrow he will go on a work trip for two weeks, and I am worried him being away will disrupt the progress I was making.
One of my favorite things in the world about this “job” I have is giving advice, having the person follow my suggestions, and then hearing that it worked exactly as planned! Brother, you made me so happy with this update! Thank you!
Some pre-Alphas just need a little coaxing until they feel they feel they have essentially been “given permission” to act out the desires they’ve been suppressing. Far too many pre-Alphas have been lost to being polite and thoughtful and WOKE. Alphas sometimes act (and need to act) selfishly and roughly. Non-PC. This is just how they’re made.
I knew if your boyfriend had any Alpha in him, the feet trick would trigger it. And sure enough, it did! He responded beautifully to it! You did an excellent job, brother!
As far as your concerns, I wouldn’t worry at all. His engine is now running, and he’s experienced what it felt like to TAKE YOU the way an Alpha takes and uses a faggot. He sees you now as an object of lust, a toy that he owns so he can unload his power and rage. He’s going to return from that trip and practically rape you!
As you are aware, a couple days before Valentine’s Day, Declan took me to a very nice fancy restaurant. He really made me feel special. We had decided not spend our day on February 14th and do it a couple days before. This would prevent the busy restaurants and the extra cost for going out on this day.
The next day, someone “bribed” my boyfriend and had me put in my place by kneeling and being used as a table for dinner. (The story can be found in a recent post on X.)
To summarize it, I was treated like a king one day, and then as his slave the next. He sure made me realize he loves me but then showed me that I’m also owned by him.
The following day, I woke up alone since he was gone to work. I woke up to roses by my pillow and rose pedals on the bed with a note:
“My dear Love, Enjoy this day and know you are loved by me and that you belong to me forever! You make my life better and I will be there for you.
Love D xxx”
I was excited and this made my morning!
Fast forward to me walking home from work, I had kept a gift bag at work and was walking home with it. I walked in and he greeted me with a great big hug and kiss. He was dressed up very nice. I was still at the entrance of our home and after he kissed me he grabbed my hair and directed to my knees. He said:
“Smell! Does it smell good? Pull my cock out and put my cock in your mouth.”
I unzipped and I had to be gentle when taking his cock out since it was hard as a rock. I placed it in my mouth and he hit my hands away. I immediately placed my hands behind my back and sucked him for about 5 minutes until he pulled out and walked away.
I got up and was told to shower and get ready. In my head I was excited and thought he had planned a surprise night out for us and was instantly hard in my chastity.
Once I got out of the shower, he met me in the washroom and kissed me and grabbed my hand and walked me in the room.
I’m naked and only wearing a chain around my neck, ankle and my cock is locked in my chastity. He was dressed up to go out and I asked.
“What would you like me to wear tonight Declan?”
Declan: “Oh babe you are fine naked”
Seconds later I was thrown in the cage and the door was locked with a zip tag that had a serial number on it. Confused, I asked “What’s going on?”
My view from in the cage.
Declan: “We still owe @BindMeTightly from X 12 hours of you in the cage and since we delayed it so much I thought he appreciate you being locked away on Valentine’s Day while I go out on a date.”
Me: “But it’s our day and who you going out with?”
As he is talking to me, he was opening my gift and saw that one of the gifts was a bottle of champagne. He got two glasses and pour each other some and handed me one through the bars of the cage.
Declan: “Cheers to you and me and our love!”
I drank my glass and he advised me that I would be locked in the cage for 12 hours and that he is going to meet a friend for dinner, drinks and a movie. He mentioned that his friend from Montreal arrived by train and wanted to spend the evening with him.
Declan: “I’m not locking the cage with a padlock for safety since I won’t be here. That means if the zip tag is tampered or broken I will be pissed and you will be punished because I will know since the tag has a serial number on it.”
He handed me a huge bottle of water, a McDonald’s bag of food that he hid from me earlier and a big jug to piss in if needed.
He made me kiss his cock through the bars and then spat on me and said “Have fun. I left a couple edibles in the McDonald’s bag for you to take if your bored.”
I spent the night watching movies on my phone. I believe I watched 3 movies on Netflix. I was so happy he left me food as I got the munchies later on from the weed edibles lol. He would text me often and check up on me but wouldn’t say much.
A picture that he sent of his meal.Declan sent me a pic of his date.
The text he sent me while I was caged:
“Do you recognize this large cock? I doubt it. You once told me that you assumed he had a huge cock since his bulge looked so big while wearing jeans. Well I can confirm with you that it is large and very juicy and you would have loved to have tasted it!
I spent some time looking at chats and trying to investigate the cock he sent in the pic but I didn’t have any luck. it was a mystery cock.
I must of fell a sleep and woke up at 8am. I looked around and saw that he was sleeping in the bed. My cage door was still shut but I tried to open it. He must of added the pad lock when he got home and I didn’t wake up to it.
A note was placed by the cage door:
“I had a great time yesterday. I hope you did to! Haha
I know your 12 hours was done at 6am but I decided I wanted you to stay caged. Don’t wake me up and be a good little f@ggot/boyfriend prisoner and shut up until I wake up.
I emptied your piss jar since it was almost full.
Love D”
By 9:45am, he got up and walked to me and said: “Suck my cock and then I let you out”.
I sucked his cock through the bars and before he blew his load he pulled out of my mouth and shot all over me and the cage. He walked away and took a shower and left me locked in the cage. Half an hour after his shower, he unlocked the door and told me to get him a coffee.
Later that morning we went out for breakfast and once we got home he said “I took some cialis yesterday and I’m still hard. Get your ass in bed and have it available for me as I’m going to fuck a load in you.”
I can’t explain how excited and fulfilled once I get his DNA fucked in me. I love it! I live for it!
I love my Alpha boyfriend!
I don’t know what happened that night with him and that guy but all I know is that he is happy and that makes me happy! I’m sure the other guy is also happy to have worshipped and spent the evening with my boyfriend:
True story. The end.
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I tried what you said, it helps a bit I’m sure with more time it’ll get better. I do have a question about releases. What’s your stance on that. My daddy says that I can only cum when he allows. And that being only analy or with a vibrator. Being as we are a long term couple and I’ve yet to see any stories about a dynamic like ours changing to a master/faggot dynamic do you think him jacking me off should be allowed or should I handle that alone when he allows or should he even allow it at all? Sorry for the back and forth haha I have no one else to ask about any of this!
thanks again Sam!
Hi Alex, thanks again for writing!
Actually I’ve covered many situations like yours that evolved from a relationship to a Master/faggot arrangement many times in the past. Most recently Zack has been writing about his enslavement to his Master Declan, who used to be his boyfriend.
And like Zack, I’ve overwhelmingly seen faggots who become faggots to their former boyfriends remain in permanent chastity without regular orgasms. I think there is a psychological element at play there. As boyfriends, you were generally of equal standing. Ownership, though, must naturally change everything, and chastity is one such enforcement device. And once an Alpha boyfriend sees his former boyfriend submitted to that degree, he doesn’t want even the chance that his faggot will want to be equal again.
I think you’d better forget about regular orgasms for as long as you’re owned by him, brother. Learn to adjust.
To touch on what you said about foot worship I have been doing some massages and mixing some kisses in there while doing so! He hasn’t reacted badly to it so I’ll keep it up and see how he takes it. I’m glad to hear you definitely think he’s an alpha. I’m just hoping he embraces that role more. Us being together so long I think is his main reason for being slow at embracing this part of himself! As far as I go I’m full steam ahead haha I’m trying to real myself in and not bother him too much. That’s my fatal flaw impatience. As far as Chasity goes do you have any pointers for dealing with the denial? I went from jacking off whenever I felt like it to only servicing him with releases for myself at this discretion. Which I will say hasn’t been too often. While I’m okay with and want this. It’s definitely a learning curve. Any advice would help I’m new to all of this!
First of all, I’m glad to hear you’re focusing on foot worship. Trust in this process. I believe you will eventually be able to get him to see the truth and embrace it.
As far as chastity goes, a lot of it is mental. I stopped masturbating years before I went into chastity, and it was purely a mental control thing. I became so deeply ashamed of myself for masturbating like a Man does when I knew deep down that was wrong. So I was already primed for chastity and it proved to be no issue aside from the awkwardness of wearing it.
Here’s an idea: think about your boyfriend’s cock, the cock that you worship with your whole soul. Deny yourself in honor of that cock, and the Man to whom it belongs. Meditate on that daily. When motivated by deep, meaningful reasons, we can accomplish almost anything. Try it and see.
So to start of me and my bf have been together since 2013 he’s 32 top and I’m 26 bottom. The last few months since about October, I’ve discovered something about myself through your pod cast and x profile. I believe 100% that I am a faggot. I’ve been talking with my bf a lot about the master/fag dynamic and he seems to be into it. To give a bit about him he’s rather manly while I’m very feminine, long hair high faggy voice haha. I guess my question is this: he’s always been sweet to me. Not a push over he knows how to stand on something when he needs to but it’s been a slow roll on him getting into the idea that he deserves to be waited on hand and foot. Sexually and non sexually. I guess he’s having a bit of a time with calling me a faggot though our daily life. Even though I LOVE IT. And it feels natural to me. Does this mean he isn’t an alpha? I’ve always seen him as such. He’s never bottomed before me or after me not that I desire to. Also I’ve given him permission to find other faggots as I love the idea of him being with other boys. He’s downloaded Grindr but hasn’t used it yet. So any insight on how to handle this or help make him comfortable with all of this would be VERY appreciated!
thanks, fellow fag!
p.s. we also partake in Chastity. He’s taken to that great and keeps me locked 24/7 since November!
Thank you for writing, brother!
It’s interesting to me how many times I’ve encountered this exact situation over the years. We start off as bottoms, following that natural urge we have, but the truth about what we are – faggots – cannot remain suppressed forever. This discovery is accelerated when we find ourselves in a relationship with a moderately dominant Man (like your boyfriend), because suddenly the possibility of experiencing the fullness of faghood in the safety of a committed relationship becomes real.
As faggots, we then seek to help our boyfriend unlock the dominance within him that we imagine is there. Sometimes it’s wishful thinking, and other times he absolutely embraces the Alphahood hidden inside and eveything changes. I’ve seen both outcomes. The story featured here of Zack and his Master Declan is an example of an Alpha embracing his power through the ownership of a faggot.
Having said that, I feel confident in saying that I think your boyfriend IS an Alpha. There are probably reasons why he’s hesitating. Latent Alphas often have traumas in their childhood that causes them to suppress their Alpha urges. Other times, gay Alphas feel the pressure of society (and particularly the gay lifestyle) to treat everyone respectfully and as equals.
Brother, you’ve done a terrific job of helping your boyfriend embrace some of his power. The fact that he’s calling you a faggot is awesome (this is often a tough hurdle), and it’s really a great sign that he’s kept you in chastity. Clearly, there is something going on within him, but he’s still holding back.
In your letter you didn’t mention anything about foot worship. This can really unlock Alpha urges for actual Alphas. And by foot worship, I don’t just mean massages and licking kissing in a romantic way. I mean when he walks through the door, you’re on your knees to kiss his feet. Honorific foot worship. He’s your King; show him that in every way.
But I’d like to write something to your boyfriend right here, and you can ask him to read it.
Sir,
I want to congratulate you on your long-term relationship with your boyfriend, which is definitely a credit to you, Sir. Like you, I want nothing more than to see your relationship blossom and become stronger and more satisfying.
In any successful relationship, adjustments must often be made as we grow together and discover new things about ourselves and our loved ones. Your relationship is going through an adjustment right now, and one that I think is very important and integral to you both because it involves PURPOSE.
Sir, your boyfriend is a faggot, not just a bottom. I’m sure you probably felt like it’s just a fetish or a phase he’s going through, but it’s not. He was really born a faggot, and now that he realizes it he simply can’t let go of the need to worship and serve that all faggots have.
I commend you for putting him in chastity, Sir. You may not understand it, but chastity helps faggots deepen their need to serve and puts them in a low-level hum of subspace. You’ve probably noticed those effects over the last few months he’s been locked. You can expect even deeper levels of submission as chastity continues.
But in the same way that chastity helps a faggot embrace his true purpose, so too does a faggot help a superior Man embrace his Alphahood.
You may not believe in Alphas as a real thing, or that some Men are superior to others. But I think any rational examination quickly reveals that Men are not created equal. Some Men simply have the personal power, confidence, genetics, etc., that other Men don’t. Every sports team, military squad, government … all sorted Hierarchically. It’s simply the foundational principle of our world.
I don’t claim to know how you’re feeling Sir, but I do think the power your faggot is offering to you excites you. When you see his useless fag penis locked up and under your control, I’m sure there is a rush of power and pride. I think calling him “faggot” is giving you a thrill as well.
Ask yourself why it feels good. It’s because within you is an Alpha urge that your faggot’s submission is triggering. Deep down you know you’re superior and deserve to be worshiped and served and obeyed.
Your faggot wants to be your boyfriend, but he also wants to be your property, your servant, your faggot. Your natural dominance has helped your faggot embrace his truth. Now it might be time for you to embrace yours, Sir.
You were born a King. Become what you were born to be, and see how much more is truly available to you as King.
Declan took me out to the pub yesterday and had many drinks. Ordered me to go to the washroom and video myself pissing in the urinal. A guy walked in and said:
“Hey sexy, need me to take your phone and video you pissing Sir?”
I had one hand on my phone and one holding my pants and didn’t have time to hide or move. He peaked over and said
“Oh fuck!!! I fucking thought you were a dominant guy.” He laughed and left I guess he only came to flirt and try to hook up in the washroom.
After I washed my hands I went back to the table and the guy bought Declan a beer. I walked over embarrassed and he said:
“Hey boy, I bought your man a beer, why don’t you go have a smoke and come back once the men finish talking”
I looked at Declan and he said “Go boy!”
Once I came back, Declan was alone and I asked what happened.
“He loved that you were locked. He thought I was your sub. He was asking me if I would lend you out one day. I took his number and will message him this weekend. He drinks Budweiser, go buy him a beer and let him know it’s from me.”
I walked over with a beer and handed to him and his buddy said: “next time don’t forget my beer boy”
Oh man I was humiliated. Being at the bar and being watched by that group of guys. Outing me that I was owned and cock locked.
This weekend, Declan (My Dom boyfriend) went online and posted that he wanted people to visit his Wishlist on Amazon and throne. If people shopped around and purchased things for him that he would take a “Me day” which would include tying me up for the evening and being left alone while he keeps me stored away.
It was Saturday and I had worked a very long tough week at work and was excited about my Saturday night. Once again I was relying on my followers to make the decision of what was going to happen to me. I hated that since my followers tend to want me to suffer. Lol
I did some shopping and arrived home. I wasn’t sure if I would be able to pour myself a glass of wine or if I would be grabbed from behind and tied up.
Everything was normal and for a brief moment I thought Declan had forgot about it all. He already had a beer in his hand and I decided to pour myself a glass of wine.
He left to the washroom and moments later I heard:
“Babe can you come give me a hand for a second?”
I got up and rushed over to see what he needed a hand with when he jumped out from behind the door and yelled out:
“GET ON YOUR KNEES NOW!!!”
I was not expecting this and was shocked and immediately got on my knees.
“Put your hands behind your back!”
I hesitated but with a quick punch in the arm I complied and placed my hands behind my back. He locked a pair of handcuffs on me and grabbed my arm and guided me up.
“No more talking, you need to shut up or things will get bad for you. You can blame all your fans on X and on my blue for this.”
He took me to the dinning room and had me sit on a chair. He placed my arms and hands behind the chair and attached another pair of cuffed from the chair onto me. I now had no way to escape.
“I’m going to gag you but before I do is there anything you need to tell me?”
Me: “Please Declan, it’s Saturday and let’s hang”
Declan: “As I said, your followers bought me gifts and now I’m obligated to keep you stored away all night.”
As he was saying that, I heard the sound of duct tape behind me and he shoved a dirty sock in my mouth. He wrapped duct taped on my mouth but continued to unroll it a few times around my head. A bandana placed around my eyes and a pillow case was now placed on my head. I no longer can speak or see anything.
He didn’t stop as he took ropes and wrapped it around my body to the chair.
I am sitting there and tried to move but with my wrist tied behind my chair and attached to the chair, I was helpless and I knew I wasn’t going to be let out anytime soon.
Later, I can hear in the other room that he was watching porn. I honestly was getting hard knowing he was hard and probably jerking off.
“Ding dong” the door bell rang and I heard footsteps running to the door.
A quiet whisper: “Quiet, I tied my boyfriend in the other room.”
Everything went quiet and then I yell out a moan since someone lifted my shirt and was playing with my nipples and then it stopped. Moments later I heard the bedroom door shut.
Music was playing so I wasn’t able to hear nothing. About an hour later I heard the door open and close and then Declan came by and asked me if I was ok. I nodded that I was ok.
Now that the guy left he decided to play video games and he did for a couple hours.
An uber delivery dropped off food. He was enjoying his night without me and doing what he liked.
Hours later the door bell rang again and I heard Declan say:
“Let’s go to the room. You suck me and then ass promised you can have him.”
Have him? Not sure what that meant until I heard the music got louder as the door oppened. I was untied from the chair and was taken to the bedroom where I was pushed to the bed leaning on my stomach. My feet were still on the ground. Pants were pushed down to my ankles and I heard someone spit on my hole before a cock was entered in my ass. It didn’t take long before the loud moaning and I felt shots of cum shoot in my ass.
Did Declan just whore me out to someone that just came by to suck him off?!?
I was left leaning on the bed and the guy must of left . I had no clue what was happening. Was hoping to be released but I heard the shower running and Declan was not in the room anymore. He came back later but not to release me, he pulled me onto the bed, attached shackles to my feet and put me in a hogtied position. That’s where I was left for a while until he came back and untied me and said: “Lay on your stomach and don’t move, you are already lubed up with cum so no need for lube.” (He untied me)
He fucked me and this time it was a long lasting fuck. I still wasn’t able to speak since I was naked but I still had my mouth gagged with duct tape.
As I’m laying there I realize how much of an object I was and how I am his property. I was so horny and all of a sudden my cock started to erupt and shots of cum was shooting out of my chastity. Declan realized what was happened as my ass tighten and was moaning and he instantly pulled out and blew his load in my ass. He got up and told me to put the sheets in the washing machine since I made a mess with my cum.
Yes I shot a huge load while his cock was fucking me hard and it was amazing!
I stripped the bed sheets and got it in the washing machine and then went to the living room and massaged his feet with lotion.
Declan: “I think I am going to get your fans to decide what to do with you more often. They do tend to like me more than you.”
To this day, I still don’t know who came over to service my boyfriend and who breeded my ass with his seed. All he said is that we hung out with the guy once and I mentioned he was “hot as fuck”, but I say that a lot. Lol
True story… the end
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In part 1 of my story, Declan surprised me with a trip to Paris. Go find that story and read it before this one. We spent days being a tourist in the great city of Paris. Many hot boys carrying baguettes. lol
One night after a long day checking out many sites, Declan decided that we would go to the gay area and have some drinks.
What we noticed is almost all bars were very small and crammed with so many men.
Once they heard our voice they all knew we were new meat in town. The American accent got many of the French boys hard and horny. We were being welcomed by many.
Later in the evening at our last bar, Declan went to get a round of drinks and I was just standing by a table. This young guy, I would say he was about 30 years old. He was wearing jeans and I white tshirt. You can see he was very built. He came up to me and said:
“You must be Zack correct?”
I was very confused and said yes.
“I been checking you out and my boyfriend and I had a quick chat with Declan. We made an arrangement that all four of us will be hanging out for a while and that you will belong to me and he will have my man. So here I am.”
I was shocked and looked for Declan and saw that he was making out with a guy.
Seconds later Brian (the guy with me) grabbed my head and started to make out with me. His tongue was all in my mouth.
As we stopped kissing, he spat on my face and told me to follow him to his table. I grabbed my drink, wiped my face and followed him to find both our boyfriends still making out. We were in a corner where it was a bit private but no one cared if people watched. Before we sat down, Brian said:
“Put your hand in my jeans and check what you are doing to me.”
His cock was hard and wet of precum. Now I was getting very horny. He did the same and put his hand out and laughed his head off and told his boyfriend to quickly put his hand in my pants. He did and also laughed.
As I write this, today is day 208 locked in chastity.
“Oh Declan, you weren’t lying about him being your bitch!”
Brian took my hand and dragged me into the washroom. It was a private washroom and he shut the door.
“Pull your pants down and kneel in front of me”
He unzipped and pulled his large uncut cock and placed it in my mouth.
“I don’t want you to do anything. Just stay kneeling and mouth open”
He took a good grip at my hair and started to fuck my throat. Deep and slow and then moments later deep and hard. I was gagging at the beginning but then got used to his cock penetrating in and out of my throat.
His moaning was getting louder and he pulled out and shot a load on my beard and then shoved his cock back in my throat. He continued to shoot shots down my throat.
He zipped back up and rubbed the cum from my beard all over.
“No cleaning, let’s go back to join our boys”
We walked back, embarrassed of having French semen on my beard.
Declan: “Is that cum on your beard Zack?”
Brian: “Yes I shot once on his face and then the rest is in his stomach. I think he looks good with my semen on his face don’t you boys?”
Declan: “Ya it suits him. Ok our turn but you’re getting it in your ass!” They walked away.
I was humiliated but at the same time Brian and Declan looked so proud of me which made me happy to have obeyed and serviced the guy.
Once again I was alone with Brian, chatted about life in Canada comparing from his life.
29 minutes later, Declan was back with that guy and we had some shots and another drink before we kissed them goodbye and went to our hotel.
We stopped at a store and got ourselves a baguette and cheese and rushed to our room as it was very cold that night.
We had a snack and then Declan said: “Ok, lay on your stomach, I need to shoot another load. that guy was hot.”
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I go by Suboi online mostly as it feels right to me. I am sitting with a bit of self conflict in my life right now as to my place in the Hierarchy right now. I do know for sure nothing about me says Beta-Dom or higher for sure.
The problem I have is that I have started to see someone and we get along well and connect on many levels which is great really. This thing we have is good but very young as in not even a month together – so it is very new.
The one time we had a little four play he had me moaning in ways I never knew I could and I loved it really and so did he. After that I was recalling the evening events the next day and realized that as much as I enjoyed it and got pleasure for it, I never once got hard – which help me realize that I can not be not never be Dom. I am absolutely okay with that completely really, I have discovered that the only way I get hard is in a very voyeristic way, when I see Alphas and Dom being verbose with their fags on X/Twitter. I also used to have a married Daddy that would collar me and cage me and use my mouth as his pocket pussy which I enjoyed doing. I started to slowly buy things like nipple clamp, cockring, chastity cages and even poppers (which with the use of chastity help me open up and be a better cock hungry Slut.)
So I have a small little cash of toys and poppers which I keep hidden away, because it start to become a distraction from day to day life sadly.
Know that I have given you a bit of context to my life Sam, here is my Question?
How do I ask the guy I have just started to see if he would be wanting to cage and cunt me to make me his and show him what I want and more out of it really. He does not even know that I have a chastity cage or a “Slave” choker yet?
I am conflicted as well because I love the work I do in the world outside the house and I don’t want to sacrifice my work ambitions as well?
I am highly conflicted here Sam?
He would be the first man to cunt me ever and I dream of him whispering in my ear when the cunting is done, “You are mine now.”
please Sam any advice would be great.
The way you describe this new Man, it sounds like he’s very inexperienced. Or, should I say, inexperienced in the needs of a faggot. He can learn, of course, but this isn’t something that happens overnight.
You shouldn’t expect him to understand cunting you or more advanced things when he knows nothing about caging you, etc. Baby steps. Just try to introduce him to various aspects of your submission and see how he reacts. Then you might be able to lead him further. There are plenty of resources on this site to help instruct him if you need it.
It started with a gentle cuddle by Declan wrapping himself around me which I thought would be a gentle cuddle before he got ready for work.
What I wasn’t expecting is a cock to be rammed in my ass so quickly. I screamed out from being surprised.
He had grabbed one of my wrist and placed my arm behind my back to keep me from pushing him off and his other hand was now wrapped around my mouth muffling my sounds.
I found out that he had only spit on his cock which made the pounding of his hard cock in my ass hurt like hell.
“Don’t worry babe, I know it might hurt but I’m almost done! My load will sooth your ass momentarily.”
Shortly after he had said that, his semen was shooting in my ass giving me some relief.
He pulled out quickly and slapped my ass and said:
“I’m late for work, see you tonight f*g”
(I don’t think he ever called me that before but strangely it got me so hard in my chastity)
Now I’m working from home so horny! I’m literally sitting my at my desk with my locked cock and collar around my neck precuming so much.
It’s day 202 locked in chastity by my boyfriend Declan.
It’s moments like this morning that I realize why I’m locked and controlled… allowing me to worship this amazing man that deserves my holes at anytime without my say.
I seriously love it when he takes what he wants and when he wants.
As you are all aware, Declan and I were absent from this site for about a month because we went on a vacation.
Many months ago, Declan had told me to book 20 days off of work. I was not aware of what he was planning. All I knew is that I needed my passport and I’m to enjoy not worrying about any of the plans.
Was I nervous? Hell yes.
Was I excited? Hell yes!
Days coming up to our vacation time, I was handcuffed to the bed and was watching him pack his suitcase and all I can do is observe. I was looking at what he was packing and it was mostly winter clothing.
Once he was done, he got naked and got on the bed. I was laying on my back naked and my hands above handcuffed to the bed. He grabbed my legs and put them over his shoulders and seconds after he spat on my hole and his cock, his hard cock was now pounding my ass. As he was fucking me, he was telling me that I needed to have all my stuff packed by bed time and explained what clothing I needed.
It was so hot laying there helpless and him in me while he was having a conversation with me. Using my hole as an object like nothing out of the ordinary was happening.
Moments later he pulled out and took his cock towards my face and shoved all his inches down my throat and gushes of semen was pouring down my throat. He pulled out and I started to cough as I was not expecting his hard cock to be shoved down there so quickly.
He patted my head until my throat felt better and gave me a kiss and left the room.
An hour goes by and still no sight of Declan.
One hour and thirty minutes later, he comes in the room wearing his jacket and said:
“I’m going out for beers, I want you to pack up and make dinner before I get home.”
(He throws me the keys to the handcuffed and he left)
I got up and freshened up. Ass didn’t have much spit on it anymore since I was “stored” away for a while after he blew his load. I had to clean my cock cage since it was full of precum.
I packed up my suitcase with what I was able to pack at the time and made dinner.
He arrived home at 11pm, you can tell he had some drinks as he had that happy drunk look. I rushed over and took his boots off and grabbed his jacket that he threw on the ground and hung it in the closet.
He went in the room and made sure I had packed and then went in the living room and sat on the couch. I quickly got on my knees and took his socks off and put lotion on his feet and massages them. I usually will be placed in a cockwarming position after the massage but he said he was hungry and I got his food right away since it was already after 11pm.
As we were eating, I asked him when I was going to get unlocked since we are going to fly.
“I told you not to worry about anything. If I decide to remove it then I will. If not then it stays locked”
Now I got nervous thinking he will make me go through airport security with my cock locked up. It will definitively get detected since I have the lock but also a prince albert lock attached to my cock and device.
The night of the flight, we were all packed and ready to go. Nervous as hell since he decided to keep my cock locked. We got an airport limo to the airport and once in the airport he hands me keys.
Wow I haven’t seen these keys in ages since I been locked for so many months.
On arrival at the airport: “Go to the washroom stall and go unlock your cock and then put it in your carrying bag. Hurry up we need to go through security.”
I rushed and got the lock out.
Before we got to the airport I had placed the Prince Albert lock in vinegar just in case dirt was built up. This helps any locks that are jammed with dirt. I am glad I did since the keys unlocked easily.
I met him outside the washroom and he hands me my plane ticket. I looked at it and was excited to be going to Paris. We past security and I thought we be hanging around in the waiting area but he surprised me and went to a VIP lounge.
He said “Let’s go to the washroom so that you can go lock yourself and you better hurry up and not touch your cock or I will severely punish you. I will be in the next stall waiting for you.”
Once I had locked it back that’s when he came in quickly and checked my cock to make sure it was locked correctly and he took the keys back from me.
We had dinner and drinks and relaxed before our flight.
Fast forward in the plane, high in the sky and my mind was going crazy with excitement.
The Viper chastity is now back on my cock. Locked away and I’m sitting beside my boyfriend and he grabs my hand and tells me:
It doesn’t matter if I’m in a great mood, bad mood, horny or sad, as soon as Declan gets home from work or out with friends he will ensure that procedures are met and followed.
No joke as this is what happens all the time: As he walks in the house, I’m to stop whatever I do and go meet him at the door and give him a hug and kiss. I then get on my knees and untie his shoes or boots and remove them from his feet. He drops his jacket on the ground for me to grab and hang it in the closet.
He goes straight for the couch and I go in the kitchen and make him a coffee.
As I hand him his coffee, I then kneel in front of him and take his used socks off and massage each feet with lotion for about 10 minutes each.
Once that is done he points to his cock and I unzip his jeans and place my mouth around his cock, put my hands behind my back and stay in that position for about 20 minutes while he watches tv and goes on his phone.
I’m not allowed to suck. I am only allowed to wrap my mouth around it. During the 20 minutes, his cock will grow and soften up and continue to change size constantly.
I asked him why he makes me do this daily and his response:
“It’s my way to show you that I am your alpha and I own you. I enjoy it and that means that you will enjoy it but the best part is that I don’t hear from you for a while since your mouth is gagged on my cock and I get to relax.”
There are times where he will handcuff my hands behind my back and I will be helpless in that position until I am released.
As I kneel with his cock in my mouth / throat, I leak so much pre cum.
On November 19, Declan locked me out of my X/Twitter and posted:
The good thing about having control of your boyfriend is that you can lock him out of his X and post stuff. 😈
He has been very good to me lately and as a proud owner, I decided I will surprise him tonight. As he arrives home, I will handcuff him, drag him to the bedroom and bend him over the bed. Pull his pants down and lube his hole. That’s when “Bob” will fuck his ass. Yes Bob is the life size cock you see in the pic. After a while, I will shove my cock and pound my alpha load in him and keep him tied to the bed for the evening. I’m a sweet caring boyfriend don’t you agree? 😈
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As you all were aware, Declan locked me out of my account and posted that he was going to surprise me when I got home. Well he sure did!
I got home around 5:15pm and was greeted at the door with a big hug and kiss. He took my backpack and placed it on the ground, then grabbed my arms and handcuffed my wrist behind my back. He escorted me to the bedroom and put me my stomach. I had no clue what was happening until I felt the cold lube get pushed in my ass with his fingers.
He was fucking me with a dildo but moments later after he beat my ass with the paddle. I had tears in my eyes and begged him to stop but it all changed to joy once I felt his hard raw cock push in me.
He pounded my ass, fingers in my mouth yelling at me that I’m lucky to be getting his cock. As I’m laying there, head pulled back with his fingers in my mouth, his body pounding my sore ass he said:
“You belong to me, I love you and you will continue to do what your told and take my cock anytime I want”
As he fucked me for about 8 minutes, his moaning got louder and louder until I felt his alpha semen shoot my insides. He got his beautiful cock out of me and stood over my helpless body and said
“I love how pathetic you look just laying there helpless. How do you feel?”
Me: “I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else but here servicing your every needs”
As I said that. Cuffs were added to my ankles and I was quickly hogtied and left alone in the room.
I think it was an hour later when he came back and said
“You want free? If so you agree to make dinner and not speak until spoken to?”
Me: “yes Sir”
I made him dinner, watched a movie with him and never spoke to him. Around 10pm that’s when he said
“hey babe follow me, I need to piss and go to bed.”
I followed him to the washroom, drank his piss. Declan: “Come suck my cock in bed while I chat to some of your followers until I blow down your throat.”
He shot his load and I swallowed every drop of his semen and then kneeled at the foot of the bed and started to massage his feet with my hands and mouth until he fell asleep.
I quietly left the room and posted a cage check from earlier that day.
Day 160 locked in chastity by Declan
My underwear has so much full of pre cum. Obviously I knew I would have to stay horny and wouldn’t be able to get off, but as I sat there I remembered I have two is his loads in me. One in my ass and one down my throat. I made myself a night cap and my mouth changed from tasting like feet and cum to whisky. I was happy and proud of today. I enjoy my life as Declan’s property and boyfriend.
My normal daily life on a Saturday is usually staying at home and taken care of Declan because he works on the weekends. I will make sure the house is clean before he gets home from work since I am off on weekends. If you follow my stories, you know that when he gets home, Declan will go sit on the couch and I make him a coffee and light snack. He will watch a show while I take his socks off and get on my knees and massage his feet. It’s the least I can do for him for being the greatest boyfriend!
But yesterday was different, as he sat down he said: “Only bring me a coffee, once you massaged my feet I want you to have a light snack and then go shower and make sure your ass is cleaned out. I need you to iron my blue dress shirt and dress pants. I need you to also wear something nice”
Im sure you can guess that while I’m massaging his feet that I’m now straining in my chastity thinking of a million thoughts of what might be happening.
I would never ask.
I usually will put lotion on his feet and massage him that way but he said: “No lotion this time, I want your mouth sucking my toes and licking my feet.”
Damn, I’m now hard as a rock… well as much as my chastity will allow me.
After his show, he told me to leave the room and get ready. I had a light snack, showered and cleaned up and as I’m naked ironing our clothes I hear a knock at the door.
Me: “Are you expecting someone Babe?”
Declan: “Yes, go answer it naked.”
As I open the door and peaked my head out, I notice John. You might remember John in my last story “Cock block, cucked and outed” that I posted the other day. He is the sexy Alabama guy who was attracted to me but Declan outed me as a bottom locked in chastity and took him from me. That night John sneaked out and gave my boyfriend a blow job and got fucked by Declan in the washroom stall of the pub we went to.
John pushed himself in and gave me a hug and kiss and said “Oh good, your mouth doesn’t taste like my ass anymore and he grabbed my chastity and laughed” That night, Declan had me sucking his cock once we got home after he had fucked John and that’s why he was teasing me about his own ass.
He slipped his shoes off and handed me his jacket and walked in the living room to go see Declan. Once I hung his jacket, I followed him but I was told to continue my chores which I complied.
Moments later, Declan came in the bedroom and said we were going to leave in 20 minutes and hands me a box. “I need you to put his in your ass before we leave”
What I wasn’t aware is that a company named JeusnMen sent him a toy for him to use on me. We don’t use many toys but I just assumed it was a butt plug of some kind.
I placed it in my ass and was surprisingly comfortable. We both got dressed and obviously he was looking so sexy.
Declan: “Zack you look good babe! Ok let’s go.”
Remember I have no clue what’s happening and where we are going. But I followed them to our car and they both got in the back seat and I got in the front to drive.
Declan: “Ok Zack, put this address in the gps and let’s go.
One of your followers named John sent me $120 for me to take you out for a date night but I decided to take John.
Once we get to the parking lot, I’m going to handcuff you to steering wheel while we have our date. Your only job tonight is being a good plugged chauffeur.”
Fuck! What the fuck is happening is what I’m thinking in my head but then John spoke up “Actually Zack is all dressed up and looking good, why don’t we let the cuck come sit with us and quietly watch us have dinner.”
Declan: “Change of plans Zack, you’re going to join us but only watch us”
I was so glad and relieved that I wouldn’t be left handcuffed in the car while they were in the restaurant. I decided to be a gentleman and pulled over to the door, I got out and opened their door. I let them know that I would park the car and come find them which I did.
They waited for me at the entrance and we then got escorted to a quiet corner table. They sat next to each other and I was told to sit across from each of them. The waiter came by and handed 3 menus at the table and said he will come back to take our orders. Declan took my menu and put it aside.
Moments later, the waiter came by and took Johns order. Declan took his order but ended by saying: “and if you can get him a glass of water and Pepsi that will be all from all of us.”
While the waiter was taken the order, Declan had gone on his phone and went on an app and activated the butt plug that was in my ass. I was rushed with so many sensations and the waiter looked at me and asked if I was ok but Declan responded that I wasn’t feeling the best and that’s the reason why I wasn’t eating.
Now it was time for them to enjoy torturing me as their entertainment. They tried to see how I can prevent myself from moaning out load. It was crazy! This thing had me leaking precum.
The night was actually not as awkward since they were chatting about normal stuff and just having a good time enjoying their meal and playing with my ass virtually.
I found out later that It wasn’t just a butt plug, it was a prostate massager. The device was also attached around my ball which also sent waves of excitement to them.
Declan paid the bill and had to use some of his money since it was over $120.
“Zack, go warm the car and pick us up at the door entrance.” I did and by the time I got there, they were already waiting and I wasn’t able to open their doors for them.
John: “Set your gps to my place” which I did.
We pulled up to a small place but he had his own parking spot. I opened the door but Declan had me sit in the back seat and handcuffed my hands behind my back and then fasten the seatbelt. He shut the door. “Beep Beep”, the car is now locked.
As I sat there for about 10 minutes, that’s when it happened. My ass started to vibrate and it didn’t stop until Declan came back to the car to remove the handcuffs. We drove back home alone and he said:
“Dude, I know I been pushing my boundaries lately but I’m very happy. I’m so fucking proud of you and I’m glad John decided to have you join us for dinner. While he was sucking me off, I was on my phone playing with your ass. You enjoyed our new toy?”
Me: “it was such a surprise and again I got so humiliated trying not to moan and embarrass you at the restaurant. I felt like I was ready to blow all the time. It means a lot to know you are happy”.
As I said that, he put his hand in my pants and laughed “Did you cum or is that just a lot of precum?”
Me: “I didn’t cum”
We got home and Declan got into bed. As I’m massaging his feet until he slept he said:
“John wanted me to give you a gift, it’s in my jacket.”
I kissed him goodnight and left the room to check what he had got me.
A little bag with a note which said: “Thanks for lending me your boyfriend again, put this on tonight” It was the jock strap he was wearing that night and he had blew his load on it while sucking my boyfriend.
Thanks to John and JeusnMen for giving my boyfriend a great night. Funny how people we haven’t met can change and entertain our relationship.
Declan and I are pretty much an open book on here but he likes to keep it discreet when out with friends. What happened yesterday shocked me.
We were out with 3 of our close friends and one guy who we never met that now lives here but originally from Alabama.
We were having a few beers, shots of tequila and enjoying each other’s company on a heated patio. The conversation turned into fucking bottoms. Most were going around telling some of their recent stories. All were going in details of how they would fuck a slut but the new guy John confessed being a total bottom and he kept looking at me while telling some stories. I can tell that he had the hots for me and my boyfriend also noticed it.
It was now my turn and Declan interrupted me before I spoke and looked at John and said: “I’m assuming you think Zack is a top?”
John: “Yes and probably a dom top”
Declan laughed and said: “He has been my bottom for many years and would do anything to top but I don’t allow it. I made sure of that”
John: “What do you mean?”
Everyone now paid close
attention to Declan’s every word.
Declan: “Let’s just say I keep his cock secure and under lock and key”
The group started to laugh as I just got outed by my boyfriend and my face turned so red of embarrassment and humiliation. That’s when John stopped looking at me and was paying more attention to Declan.
This guy was so hot and my bf cock blocked me!!! Not only did he steal John’s attention from me but now all my friends know that my cock is locked in chastity.
Later on I went for a smoke and the guy followed me: “Zack you are fucking hot but I can’t do anything with you since you don’t even have access to your own pathetic cock. Your boyfriend’s dominance over you in front of your friends got me so hard. Hope that’s ok to say. I love how he owns your cock and controls you.
You mind if I sit by him when we go back to the table?”
Me: “Sure”
We continued socializing at the table, the conversation switched to work and living in the big city. I was no longer under the spot light which was nice.
Later I went for another smoke (vape) and came back to find Declan and John missing from the table. I asked my friends if they knew where they were and one of my buddies said “Probably gone to the washroom together to take care of some business.” as he laughed.
15 minutes later, they walked back together and both had a huge smile on their face. That’s when Declan said I needed to pay our bill and call an Uber as we should head out and go home.
At home I asked what happened and he said:
“I was hard watching John admiring you and I decided to let him suck me before I fucked my load in his ass in the washroom stall. If you weren’t locked, I would have let you get a blow job from him but you are locked. Thought I lend my bone to him and be nice to the new guy 😜”
Me: “I’m happy you got serviced by the Hotty!”
Declan: “I’m going to bed, come suck my cock for a bit until I fall asleep and you probably get to taste him”
So I sucked his cock for a few minutes while he was on his phone. I made sure it was nice and clean and he eventually fell asleep.
I went back to the living room to have a beer and think about everything that happened tonight.
Shortly after, I received a text from a number I didn’t recognize: “Hey it’s John, thanks for letting me spend time with your boyfriend. I hear you got to taste my ass a while ago. See you on Tuesday!”
I found out today that on Tuesday he is coming over and they are going out to have dinner and see a movie. I will be told if I can join or not that day.
I was at work all day, I was so horny and tired since Declan woke me early in the morning and had restrained me to fuck my ass. I was thinking about it all day and it caused me to strain in my cage the entire time.
It’s now 4pm and I’m heading home. Excited to see my boyfriend to spend some time with him. What I didn’t know is that he had other plans for me.
I got home and dropped my bag and rushed over to give him a kiss. As I do everyday, I got him a snack and a coffee for him to enjoy.
Declan: “Is my load still in you?”
Me (Zack): “Yes, it is and I’m loving it!”
Declan: “Good, strip naked in front of me and kneel. Lick my balls while I watch tv and have my coffee… don’t speak to me!”
I was pleased and happy to be licking his balls while he ignores me and watched tv. When the episode of the American Dad ended, I was then instructed: “You got 5 minutes. take a break, piss and do what you need to do before your next chore”
I got up to piss and then as I left the bathroom he was there waiting for me. “Go lay on the bed”
My mind was rushing of excitement thinking I would get another Alpha load of his in me.
He was shirtless and wearing a pair of blue jeans and he got on top of my stomach and grabbed my wrist and handcuffed them to the bed frame. This time he used a pair of hinged cuffs which prevented me from being able to move compared to the usual handcuffs that he usually uses.
I’m now naked, hands are over my head and attached securely to the bed frame and my cock is obviously locked.
Declan: “Have a power nap and relax, I will come get you in about 25 minutes”
The time was 5:10pm and I fell asleep and woke up at 6:05pm. I was confused as why he never came to get me but just continued to lay there.
I tried to move and get comfortable but being restrained in a pair of hinge handcuffs is very difficult.
At 6:45, I was dozing off when I felt movement on the bed and opened my eyes to see Declan climbing on the bed and inspecting my chastity cage.
Declan:“How many days has it been since I locked you Zack? Do you hate that I prevent you in touching your cock?”
Me: “It’s day 153 since you locked me. Why would I hate you? It’s your decision and I respect what you decide. You know what’s best for me babe…
Please don’t get mad but may I ask if I will get unlocked soon?”
Declan: “That’s right! I own your cock. I was going to release you twice in the past couple weeks but some of your followers have been sending me money to my PayPal and begging me to keep you locked. You know I can’t disappoint them. Maybe this weekend depending if more followers send money.”
As he gives me a smirk, he goes back to my cock and starts to lick it. He was licking it for about 5 minutes, I can feel his manly cock getting hard. He started to jerk off while playing with my locked cock and balls, he continued for about 10 minutes.
Declan’s cock beside my locked cock.
I’m just laying there helpless, not able to move, getting so turned on. His breathing got heavier and I knew he was about to blow his load. In seconds I can feel squirts of cum landing on my cock cage. My cage was covered with cum.
It’s now about 7:20 pm and I expected him to take the cuffs off but he just got up and left the room. He shut the lights and then I watched the door shut.
Music is now playing in the other room and what seems like he is living his life ignoring me. All I can think about is my boyfriend using me and controlling me for his benefit.
Ten minutes later, my balls are feeling so good and my cock kept twitching and I am now realizing that I might be getting close to blowing my load. But how? I’m tied up and I am not touching my cock and balls.
I didn’t want to get In trouble so I tried to yell to Declan but he wasn’t able to hear me because of the music. All of a sudden my balls are emptying and loads of cum is shooting out!!!!
Declan took a picture 40 minutes after I blew my load. Most of the cum drained through the sheets by the time he found me this way.
My body just decided to give me a ruined orgasm and I had no say in it.
It’s now 8pm, the door opens and the lights are turned on and all I hear is “What the fuck happened? Did you blow your load? BUT HOW?!? I got you restrained and you’re not able to touch yourself.”
Me: “I am so sorry but you turned me on so much today that my body forced a load out of me. I wasn’t able to stop it”
He laughed so much and made fun of me. He mentioned that he wasn’t mad and that it’s good that my pathetic cock did that.
Declan: “Makes me realize how much you love me… Ok, it’s time I release you from the bed but now you need to clean up and wash the bed sheets”
Once I got the sheets in the laundry I sat on the couch to relax and was surprised with a great homemade curry. He must of been cooking while I was chained up to the bed.
People ask me all the time why I am ok being controlled by him and I always say that it’s an honour to be his boyfriend and to serve him in anyway.
Declan told me that I must end the story with this:
If you like my boy Zack to stay locked, check out my PayPal and convince me that he should not be unlocked.
It’s Wednesday morning and my alarm clock should be going off at 8:15am. I’m in a deep sleep when I’m woken up by Declan. By the time I finally realize what was happening, he had handcuffed one of my wrist and attempting to attach the other one behind my back. “Click click click” is what I hear and now I’m laying naked on my stomach helpless with my hands restrained behind my back.
Me: “Babe it’s 5:45am, What are you doing? It’s too early!”
Declan: “Too early for what?, Shut up, I don’t need you to do anything and I don’t need your permission! Just lay there and obey!”
As he said that, my head got pushed in the pillow and realized that I should simply say nothing and let him do what he wants.
I hear him spit and I knew what was now going to happen and seconds later his cock did not slowly go in my ass but got rammed in. A muffled yell from me as my face is still pushed into the pillow and his cock is pounding me so hard. It wasn’t the best feeling and I wish he used more spit. He was fucking me hard and not stopping until moments later I knew he was going to load my ass with his alpha semen. The panting got heavier and louder and the thrust of his cock got faster and harder.
Declan: “Ready for it boy?!?”
Several squirts of his cum shot into me until he collapsed on me putting his weight over my restrained hands which was a bit painful. A kiss to the back of my head before he got up and left me on the bed while he showered.
Now I’m laying naked, precuming so much with his load in my ass, helpless until he comes back.
I must of fell asleep because I woke up to him all dressed up for work and he kissed my forehead and said “Hey babe I’m going to work now, I’m sure you want me to unlock the handcuffs” as he laughed and moved my body to unlock one of my wrist and left the key. Moments later I hear the door shut behind him.
I’m now having my morning coffee and sitting at my desk thinking about how hot the morning fuck was. I wondered why he wouldn’t just wake me and tell me to get into position but then realized that he doesn’t have to get my permission. He has all the rights to any of my holes at anytime and anyway he wants.
Belonging to Declan is always a surprise everyday and I love it.
It’s day 153 since he locked my cock up and I haven’t been able to touch it. I dream of the day that I get a full orgasm but it’s been decided that it’s best if only he gets to have them.
The pic is my day 153 cage check. I hope you enjoyed my morning summary and have a great hump day!
Check out the following link if you like to gift Declan:
I woke up Sunday morning and rolled over to a written note from my boyfriend: “Today you will drive over to my buddy’s at 1pm (address & cell number of friend) and report to him and comply with no questions.”
This was strange and the first time that he has told me to do something like this but I arranged my day to be there by 1pm.
As I arrived, the guy met me outside his condo and he showed me where to park. I never seen this handsome guy before. Im guessing he was about 30 years old and looked like a frat boy jock, jeans, tank top and backwards hat. I noticed that the parking pass was for until 5pm. He then escorted me to his place and once I walked in, he handcuffed my hands behind my back and frisked me removing my belongings, checked me to make sure my cock was locked and said: “You are being detained and my job is to keep you safe and stored away until 4 or 5pm today until I get a text from your boyfriend allowing me to release you. You are not to speak to me unless it is urgent… do you understand?” I said I understand.
I was then escorted in a closet where he had a cage. It wasn’t a kennel cage, it was pretty much the same cage that we own at our condo. I was shoved in, leg restraints were attached and then I was hogtied to the cage. I was no longer able to move and was stored away. The door of the cage was shut, a pad lock added to the cage. Seconds later I can hear him take pictures and then the closet door was shut and lights went out. I stayed restrained and stored away.
He would come in once in a while to check up on me but he wouldn’t say anything. All I could think of is what is my boyfriend doing and why was this necessary to have me stored away offsite. I heard faintly a conversation he had which I assumed was my boyfriend: “… I am sending you the pics and he is safely secured. I hope you enjoy yourself and text me when you are done”
Hours later about 4:10pm, he came in and simply released me. “You are now allowed to leave, here are your car keys and phone.” I used the washroom to piss and then I walked out.
I got home and was so curious but I promised myself that I wouldn’t ask him anything. He advised me that he wanted me to make him a burger on the BBQ.
While we were eating and watching tv, I asked him if it would please him if I sucked his cock while he ate.
Bf: “I have no more cum for the day. My cock is worn out… btw just to let you know that I kept getting updates of you today. I’m proud of you. I will send you the pics and expect a summary of your day written for your followers”
Me: “Yes Sir” (I never call him “Sir” but not sure why that came out)
Bf: “wow after many years you finally started to respect me and called me “Sir”, I like that.
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I had finished cleaning the condo on Friday and was relaxing having with a few drinks. I was single for a couple years, I was not wanting to go out and I decided to stay home chatting with guys on Grindr and Scruff.
I saw this hot guy on Grindr near by and decided to reach out and asked what he was up to. His reply:
“I just got in the city a couple days ago. Staying in a hostel and looking for a place to rent”
I wasn’t looking for a roommate but damn I kinda lied and said that I would consider and asked him if he wanted to come check out the place. Yes I wanted to service him! 😉
As he arrived, I greeted him and told him to make himself at home as I went to get him a drink. We chatted for a while and he mentioned that he was going to be staying in the city for 2 years and was hoping to find a good home. We chatted about how life was here in Canada compared to Australia and warned him “Get ready for a shock as the winter is around the corner and it’s going to be cold.”
I showed him around my home and then we went back in the living room and had more drinks. I can tell that he was trying to find out what I’m all about and the things that I’m into but, he wasn’t successful as he was being polite.
I broke the ice and said that I tend to be submissive to men and I promise I won’t bring anyone home if he preferred it that way.
His eyes lit up and I wasn’t sure if what I said was a good or bad thing that I said.
But then he said:
“What if I get home from a long day at work and all I want is to relax and have my roomate take care of things for me?”
I replied:
“I do anything to help you. Consider it done!”
Declan: “Let’s test it out, find one of your favourite movies, play it and suck me off now”
Fast forward to me sucking and swallowing him. He was testing me out and saying stuff like: “my drink is done, get me another but make it a double and also I need a snack”
I obviously complied.
We watched the entire movie and we were feeling pretty good. I sucked him off 3 times that evening.
Before I even officially offered him to move in he said:
“Ok, if I am going to move in, here are the rules:
1- I expect bedroom cleaned daily, that includes my bed made.
2- You are going to make me dinner everyday.
3- No friends are to come visit here for the first little while until I get to know you more.
4- You are going to do all my laundry
5- Don’t expect anything sexual unless I ask for it, and when I ask for it, do a good job.
6- I will pay this much rent ($)
It was getting late and he decided to leave. I couldn’t believe the great night I had! Since we drank so much, I honestly didn’t think he was actually interested.
The next day at 11am, he sends me his address and says “ok I’m ready to be picked up at 3pm. Make sure you have my keys for my new place. I have 2 suitcases, so I guess make sure they will fit in your car.
As I am reading this I got scared and nervous as I didn’t expect this to actually happen and now he is expecting it. I had no choice. I said to myself “Oh well fuck it, let’s do it Zack.’
For the next 4 weeks, I treated him like a GOD and became his slave roomate. He had full control of me.
I didn’t realize how happy I would be until he moved in. I just wish he would be my boyfriend.
4 weeks later, he was on the couch and had me suck him off and before I can get up he said:
“I am going to make you my boyfriend but I have more rules to enforce:
1- You need to purchase a chastity cage.
2- Clean out a lot of space in your rooms as you will move me in today.
3- My room now becomes an office and we will purchase a desk and chair.
4- We will purchase a cage that I can lock you in anytime I want. No complaints.
I was happy and said “YES!!!”
I said: “Declan, things you don’t know about me is stored in my dresser and you might enjoy them.”
We went in the room and I showed him all my handcuffs, shackles. straight jacket and chastity device.
“Well well! This is great! Go lock your cock and hand me the keys. We only have a few other things to purchase”
In the next two weeks, a cage was purchased and placed by the bed and the spare room was turned in our new office.
He made me sleep in the cage for 2 months. Unlocking the door when he left to go to work. I guess it was his way of “breaking me in” and letting me know there is a new sheriff in town lol
Well that was 7 years ago and we are still happily together and I wouldn’t change one thing. He now makes me journal on Twitter/X: @jktoronto11
The comments we get the most is how caring and protective he is to me. He is my boyfriend 1st and he has final say in everything.
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